Nightcore - Would Anyone Care (Citizen Soldier) - (Lyrics)

Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care (Nightcore)
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[@Cherriexin]

There might be times when you feel really down and you feel that the world doesn't care about you anymore.. please remember that at least i care, my nightcores are here for you ♥ ^w^

[@codmizuki9761]

❤️

[@Just_Neon0]

Thanks but I'll be fine. I hope

[@ManiTheArtist]

Thank you for caring Cherry ❤️ I really appreciate it 😊

[@SADLOSTANDALONEGIRLERROR]

Thank you very much cherry 💜💜

[@killimo7990]

Thanks

[@confused_rabbit09]

When he sings “would anyone love me if they knew what went on inside my head” I immediately start sobbing, like that one sentence sums up my life .

[@alvinajaguar9761]

I have to admit, me too

[@hannaht8222]

yeah same....

[@hollownexus9316]

R/im14andthisisdeep

[@anbaaisjapan42productions55]

SAME here! I instantly started crying at the part because it's a constant fear inside my head

[@TheHellhound01]

Believe me, there are always those who care

[@freyawilliams4386]

i can't not cry to this song... i was in hospiatal for attemted suicide then my best friend went on bgt (brittens got tallent) and sung this song to help rase awearness about it, he sung THIS song, my heart melted, at the end he said "your skin isn't paper, dont cut it your heart isn't a door, dont close it your eyes aren't a book don't close them your voice isn't a video, don't mute it your life isn't a movie, don't end it" he got the song off you so thank you for having this song up so he could hear it and do that thank you so much... your songs also saved me from doing it again take it from me if your going through the same reader, do NOT try end your life when you have such a beautiful life ahead

[@laylauwu8658]

xoxo

[@PaladinWolflord101]

You should spread this on the internet

[@rexfiredragon1012]

do you have a video of it?

[@hollownexus9316]

@@rexfiredragon1012 the fuck do you think he would record attempted suicide

[@TFDwarlson]

@@hollownexus9316 he is obviously talking about bgt

[@catiatru]

3 Ways to tell how a nightcore is sad: 1: The picture on the thumbnail 2: The name of the song 3: If people are giving 30 second therapy sessions in the comment section

[@lucidfangirl1030]

Lol the last one, perfect description :D

[@gamedayplays7894]

yes, but these therapy sessions are importent

[@catiatru]

@@gamedayplays7894 Yup, they are

[@battle_legend_ashley]

For the third one... guilty as charged

[@ame_gurl2862]

🤣🤣 The last one is too true

[@rebekkahravenwood25]

I'm a mother who lost her daughter too young. I'm only 25 myself but she was taken from me with a gunshot in the night several years ago. I had no home, no money, and was struggling to get by even just a day. I found myself at the edge of a knife many times just asking this same question over and over. I was alone in those really dark times....with nothing but pain, sorrow, and starvation. I've been beaten, broken, torn apart. Lost my mother when I was just a kid myself to cancer, lost my good uncle as a teen, and the best friend and love of my life shortly after my daughter. I know what true pain feels like....and I can say this, you are never alone....as someone somewhere shares in that pain. I got out of the darkness because of the kindness of an old man. He reached out to me because he had lost his daughter to cancer earlier that year. He gave me a home (albeit a shed but it was far better than the streets), he gave me food, and even a job helping him around his large family home he owned. This one man's kindness saved my life....and ever since I have returned that favor....talking anyone I can out of the darkness and letting them know I was truly there and ready to go too...I lost everything, and true kindness helped bring me back to life. From that day, I gained myself a home, I have true friends now, people who love me more than I ever thought possible. I grew up alone in the world, but good people found me when I wasn't trying to be found. Anyone feeling like they're in that darkness, with no way out, feeling that no one would miss you....I would. I would find your name, keep it in my mind, and I would think of this name of a person I had never met.....because I would have loved to meet them. I know many names, and many I was able to save. Just in the passed year alone, I've helped 24 people get through their own darkness and realize there is someone out there who cares and would cry if they just left. I'm one of those people and I hope I never have to cry over a taken life again. But you're not alone in the darkness, and there is a light, you just have to let it in. I'm proof that things can get better, I am still here after losing everything, and I mean literally everything....I'm also a rl mute...so I can't talk. I have no voice, only sign language. Maybe the silence helps? But silence is the loudest voice in my opinion. Anyway, I'd hug anyone having a tough time if I could even if just once x3, and I hope this helps anyone in that dark place so they too can get out.

[@holyknightatlas1306]

Your a great person and thank you for sharing your story and god bless you

[@miracledreamer6622]

im sorry about everything and thank you for sharing ur story and giving me hope for better future, thank you u might be my survivor .. thank you for making me realize once again that eventhough everything ends theres still a beginning, thank you big sister.

[@makenzienyx923]

I'm so sorry

[@elene8961]

You have given me so much HOPE. Anyone I know would probably say, you have such a good life how can you be so sad all the time, but I can get into pretty dark places at times and it's really hard to get out, but THANK YOU!! You are literally a life saver!

[@wyattevans5441]

I'm sorry to here that god bless you

[@marsgoldie3895]

"Would anyone care?" "Would anyone cry?" "If I finally stepped off this ledge tonight?" That hits deep.

[@alexclark7957]

Yes, that is true, way more when u be high

[@batteus5470]

Ja yes indeed is deep but even if you try to help they won't hear I saw my big bro jump .

[@batteus5470]

Is not the same outcome every time you try to help but what I did was not enough

[@Nukert4016]

@@batteus5470 I'm so sorry for you

[@batteus5470]

Yea I'm ok that was 4 years ago so but remember if you can help try your hardest if they didn't listen you did your best to help them ;)

[@kitsunick5696]

“Let me in, let me share your pain” Depression buddies stick together

[@padparadscha4554]

KitsuNick yes

[@beatz9566]

I wish I had a depression buddy

[@thatoneguynamedjoey2238]

aidan king with or without a depression buddy, just know you’re not alone.

[@timothywashburn8218]

Always good to know that God is watching out for us. After all, he put his money where he put his mouth.

[@itzyuno3144]

@@beatz9566 i can be your depression buddy

[@jadex-x7397]

The moment you realize that your really nobody special. Nobody thinks of you as someone they need. No one thinks of late at night when their sad. Your just someone in the background...someone who’s just there.

[@fedora_theexplorer6955]

I realized that when I was 2 years old but I don’t really mind everyone’s just someone in the background especially us.

[@rexfiredragon1012]

you start wandering what you are soposed to do here. there are people would seem to fit to be together other who are skilled at their crafts ones who are there to support other . everyone has a job and yet here you are. not good at any takes. no close friends to call your own no one who depends on you. you are just a piece of the puzzle that doesn't fit. You are walking on a borrowed road with no destination knowing that one misstep will lead to your doom and yet who cares. You teach college and you have no path that fits you. You chose one at random only for it to crumble away. What is the point. I am luck I am an only child and so I have to be here to support my parents or else I would have left it to my siblings. The only choice I have is to carve out my own path. We are living off borrowed time and it will run out soon. Just hope you find a sturdy path or crumble away. That is our fate. That is what society has left us. No one to help no direction to go and expectations weighing you down.

[@battle_legend_ashley]

Its a lot worse honestly being special. People hear how you inspire others or how you change lives, and they think you're full of yourself. When in reality, my goal is to save one person from throwing the fight. Just one person who I may never meet. From doing a deed that could hurt many others in a ripple effect. People don't realize it but, You're not full of yourself and only trying to help others. The only way you become special is after a bunch of shit happens to you and you don't want others to go through what you did. So you try to protect others to not have to go down the same road. Not being special honestly seems better.

[@PaladinWolflord101]

You are special, even if don’t realize it. We all have purpose in life. Sometimes we just have to look for it.

[@bladehunter1097]

"Just a background character" Right? I have no purpose on this Earth, but maybe someone will finally give it to me one of these days. Cause I sure as Hell don't care to search for it

[@Neon-zq5of]

We've all been here and asked ourselves this question before.

[@unknownvariable2456]

the first time i asked myself this question was when i was 3. not that I've had a crappy childhood but I've always felt pain in my dreams and lived out my worst nightmares every night for as far as i can remember. now i know people are gonna be like "oh bohoo so you dream of getting paper cuts and they don't magically heal?" but do you know what it feels like when your most painful moment wasn't even real and yet it was a hundred times worse than anything you've ever felt that was real? to be honest waking up then was the biggest relief I've ever felt but do you know how it feels to have your arm ripped off? at the time i was dreaming of a revolving door and was curious about what would happen if i stuck my arm in it as it went past and there's nothing i could possibly relate it to in terms of pain but worse than the pain was looking over and a part of my body just being gone like it was missing or never even there yet it feeling like i could still move or reach out and feel the floor but just falling on my side instead. when i woke up that night i wasn't able to breathe or say a word for a full minute before gasping in a breath and when i talked to my parents apparently i had just spontaneously developed asthma and that i had to get an inhaler or i might just die at some point. but the fun had only just begun as that isn't even close to the most painful thing I've felt so far. ounce i had more or less gotten used to it though i had to deal with everyone acting like i was being dramatic and that was the real nail in the coffin sealing away my social life and desire to confide in someone or get close at all. anyways that's my life story and why i ask that question every day. there's a balance to everyone and life circumstances can get better and when you look back at right now you won't be saddened by how it was back then but happy at how much better it is now.

[@nolifeconsolegamer]

Unknown Variable I’m sorry to hear that, it must have been traumatic.....I had a dream once that I was on top of a skyscraper and I jumped off, idk why I did. Idk if it was curiosity or just dream hypnosis where you do something without thinking but I stepped or jumped off. I felt nothing emotionally as I fell to what I thought would be my death. About 4-5 stories up from the ground my brain kicked in and I started screaming terrified of death. I closed my eyes for a while, but didn’t feel anything. When I opened my eyes again I was back on top of the building. Idk why but I jumped off again. Same thing, no emotions until almost to the ground. This time when I closed my eyes I was in my bed in a cold sweat, struggling to breathe, and terrified to move. I just laid there motionless, trying to catch my breath, just looking up at the ceiling of my room for like 5 minutes. I was shook. I’m past it now, but it was definitely terrifying and my breathing felt....heavy? Like my body itself felt heavy and that that heaviness was making it hard to breathe. I’m sorry you went through all that with no comfort from any friends. Hope you’re ok, that was my rant, good bye, and God Bless you.

[@gamedayplays7894]

my grandmother died last year, and since then i feel more and more emotionless, but this song touched me, it reached me, its great to see it reaches others

[@nolifeconsolegamer]

GamedayPlays I think feeling emotionless is apart of maturing. Things make you sad less and less because you understand more and more like why people die, why bad things happen and why good things happen. I think once you gain an understanding of it all, most of it isn’t very surprising anymore and because it’s not surprising and the initial feelings that come from the unexpectedness is gone. So I think it takes true works of art that touch the heart to cause emotions in the mature. You haven’t lost your emotions you just haven’t had anything to be extremely emotional towards. God Bless man.

[@gamedayplays7894]

@@nolifeconsolegamer wow, that really helps, I was feeling like a robot, i felt that this wasn't a good thing, but your explanation makes sense, so i just wanted to say, thanks you are important, you help the world with these comments and this the same for every other comment therapy session, and for those who feel worthless, I feel the same sometimes , but no-one is worthless we can all help the world, so don't give up, keep fighting

[@magusblackwater6886]

This is so moving. Almost brought this 40 year old to tears. It's surprising that a metal head can be moved so much when he's dealing with depression. Thank you. Thank you for showing this man there is still light in the world. Blessed be

[@johnnysweeten1441]

Heroes are not always there. But a single act of kindness could save a life just by showing that someone cares.

[@filconrada.evangelista2606]

she listened to the suggestion from the last citizen soldier song. i have never heard of a youtuber that takes suggestions.

[@sephiroth9481]

@Johnathan Gladue I'm sure someone using KZbin needs you

[@haisesasaki1167]

@Johnathan Gladue help me...I'm trying to revive....BOB

[@alicekuze9560]

Citizen Soldier is really a special band they connect so many people and show them that they are never alone. I am glad that there is still music with a heart.

[@OUrich]

Omg this is kitten and human I want them both to take and hug TwT

[@gokusolos7574]

Simp 😂 jk

[@al8951]

@@gokusolos7574 cringe

[@potatosoup9910]

Hmmm.... Suspicious you called the human as A human are you A...... DUCK! THY HONKINIG HAS'T BEGUN DEAR CHILDREN!!!! lol

[@quentinmccormack8367]

UwU

[@x-zen105s.5]

Is this an anime if is tgen whats it called^^

[@saltytoshiro3685]

Wanna hear a fun fact? You can't smile while looking up Okay I'll be honest with you, I lied back there. But, sense you're already smiling, why don't you just keep it up? You have a world that needs you, a life you need to live, a mountain to climb, and goals to reach. Think about your age for a second. You've been through that many years, that much pain and turmoil, and you've managed to persevere. You have gone through a lot, I know. But just know that I am so proud of you for making it this far. You've been able to go this long, so is there really any reason to let life stop you now? You have gone on this long, and you can have a lifetime of joy if you just persevere a bit longer. I'll be blunt with you, the reason I lied earlier is because I wanted to make you smile because you genuinely deserve it! You need to do this for not only you, but all your loved ones as well. Your future, your dreams that can and will be claimed one day by their rightful owner in the shape of you. You've climbed up Mount Everest, what is one more hurdle in your way? You've got this. I seriously believe you can - no, I know that you will do it. Have an amazing day, amazing person :)

[@DavidJames509]

Yes you can also I am a woman and I have never sed that

[@kimwhite1394]

Thank you

[@kimwhite1394]

Thank you

[@TheDude-bw2lw]

That's the thing about love, No one deserves it, But everyone needs it.

[@LGMagio]

Everyone deserves it, even those who we think do not. The cure to sadness and depression is feeling love, and acknowledging that you do deserve AND need it to continue in life. That is what God, our Father in Heaven taught in the Holy Scriptures.

[@theshywolfie6655]

@@LGMagio religious or not, I agree with the fact that everyone deserves love, sry if this is random

[@hollownexus9316]

@@LGMagio what about budists or gays because I don't think God likes them. On another note what is your stance on evolution and the big bang theory

[@neoscity3533]

@@hollownexus9316 wanna make clear atleast as far as i know as someone who occasionally goes to church God loves all and literally everyone goes to heaven you just get bonus perks if you do the right things in life its some of the followers that dislike those people if i remember correctly the original version of the texts wasn't even saying men shouldn't sleep with men it was something along the lines of men shouldnt sleep with (young) boys basically dont be a pedophile

[@nir6899]

Yeah but sometimes there's only one person that you want get love from, love from others are kind of meaningless in that case

[@cameron6593]

Imagine running away, changing your name, cutting your hair, being at the place of your dreams, living your best life... ... ... ♡

[@Ac710n32]

We all do sometimes

[@shyannecoffelt4089]

Is it bad that me and my ex-bff actually planed on doing just that

[@Ac710n32]

Shyanne Coffelt well depends, we’re you together, if you were then it’s fine, your dreamers nothing better

[@xxashes4579]

Yup Imagine being pan with a homophobic father Imagine your parents hating you Imagine your father not wanting to go to the safest place for you because they say it’s a hate crime to say homophobic stuff Imagine running to Canada and being free forever even if it means being homeless I imagine that last one everyday I don’t have to imagine anything else

[@tadeolaguarda6965]

@@shyannecoffelt4089 it depend, is someone good that you would let behind if you do that? someone would suffer if you do it?

[@LukyGamer_22]

Damn, this hits too close home.

[@mgaffsky]

You matter

[@twisaers1843]

It didn't hit close...it was a bulls eye🥀

[@azsadavidson9381]

It's right next to it

[@chaseberry3371]

Same

[@Xaforn]

Only thing is, they assume because someone doesn’t want to live means they are in pain. Maybe they just don’t want to live, you don’t have to be in pain or be hurting or alone to think that way.

[@confused_rabbit09]

The second I heard “would anyone cry” I just started sobbing.

[@ravynwright8687]

Me too hun me too… 😭💔

[@lectorahibrida1211]

Me too🥺

[@ame_gurl2862]

Alright we all cry together then stick for each other

[@Wormy-Wormy-worm]

Same

[@Samuel-zv3nx]

Same

[@mizukimontes5250]

I've had this on repeat for hours as I type up the first chapter for a fanfiction. This song is fuel. It's become so much motivation that I haven't felt in a long time. Thank you for this. Thank you so much.

[@clioandbrian6812]

I would care I would cry You are not a burden Not so worthless I would chase I will want you World needs you You are surviving in your situation aren't you? Yes you are.... That tells how strong you are Don't give up you know... Live you legend 🖤

[@sadhanaroy1110]

THANKS A LOT BRO

[@ailynmariepiamonte]

Thanks

[@pikaluna]

That is so so so true your comment should have more likes than what it has now

[@coconut9637]

Thank you, (for myself) but I don’t care others would care, others would cry. I wish I can but I cannot, it would be lying to say I do.

[@clioandbrian6812]

@coconut9637 I'm sorry you feel this way 🩶 But hey it's a matter of time, trust me You'll be okay seek help talk to someone

[@alexiskrampac3550]

Who is the mad person that disliked this piece of art !?

[@tempestdrake4791]

idk but eh wanna hunt them down and torture them (and may or may not kill them) ?

[@rosefragrance9351]

The idiot who dosent understand what it means to be depressed

[@tempestdrake4791]

Runden London can we stop with the chit chat and go kill them now pls

[@killimo7990]

@@tempestdrake4791 Sure :) *Gets his MG* I am ready, lets do this

[@blackraven7609]

@@tempestdrake4791 let me join in please

[@Awsomemobs2000Theminecraftdude]

Dang, another masterpiece by Citizen Soldier. I'm left speechless and with a tear in my eye. Thank you for sharing this with us cherry.

[@existingyoutuber8025]

“would anything change? would you all be fine? because i need a reason to not loose this fight.” that hit me hard .. i’m fighting a battle in my mind in between life and death. so far i don’t know the outcome to that battle but i’m hanging on everyone reading this remember to believe in yourself and you got this. keep on fighting your battle like i’m fighting mine.

[@heyangel3808]

I believe in you too. You're a fighter. It cannot defeat you. You got this.

[@existingyoutuber8025]

hey angel thank you, i hope you have a amazing day and the best of luck. thank you again 🙂🥺

[@strangelybrownable]

fight no matter how hard it gets I should know I'm a foster since I was 3 but just fight I know u don't believe this but it will get better don't give up ever pls

[@existingyoutuber8025]

pawfast i will try, thank you. i hope you have a amazing day, thank you again🥺🥺✨

[@strangelybrownable]

np just don't give up like I did it gets worse so fight with every thing I'm here as a friend if u need to talk

[@gingerdaniel12_56]

This guy is singing what's in my head, it's nice to know that some people out there understand what I'm going through.

[@ledocteur7701]

thank you. this music, those lyrics made me truly cry, not of fear or sadness, but of myself. that hasn't happened in years. I don't have to hide behind a mask, I am in a safe environment, surrounded by people who love me. I have been bullied almost everyday, for three years. I thought it was behind me, that I had "grown past it", but I didn't. this is something you can't just shrug off, you can't forget a trauma, I need to accept it, to once again merge with my true self. I don't have to act cool, I can just be myself. I have hobbies, education, friends, family, and money. I am safe, now I just have to be me.

[@nightmares7872]

This song really hits hard cuz it's so true and cherry is so incredibly amazing for all the music she shares and how kind she is

[@nonayourbiseness8307]

My parents keep asking me why I always have my headphones on my ears, when I could just listen to it without them. The answer is that they would realise the types of songs I'm listening to, and would just ask questions.

[@MZ_2250]

same man.. i like to put a mask on in front of people ..i don't want them to worry .. its my problem and it can stay that way : )

[@Ozzie-Afton]

Sometimes I wish my parents WOULD do that...they don't give a crap tho...

[@firexgaming6682]

I fell the same

[@rebeccasnelling3531]

Same I can't have my parents know what I listen to

[@jamesharding3459]

@@MZ_2250 As much of a nuisance the masks because of COVID have been, it’s been nice not needing to try as hard to look like everything’s fine.

[@bronzewolfsilverowl8647]

I actually love this song and most of the time I end up adding these lines: Someone would care, and someone would cry, if you finally gave up and threw in the fight. Everything would change, and no one would be fine. You are the reason that someone else fights. It's hard to replace a life. And then I usually end up crying.

[@poppyhunt7684]

“I just wanna die for a day and see who cares...”

[@elenimparmpati3875]

I care even if i don't know you

[@anbaaisjapan42productions55]

Same...and not just bc my depression is speaking for me but bc I'm actually genuinely curious if anyone would care or they eould be fine. Just like the song says. I always wondered what a life without me in it would do. Even before I realized I'm depressed and a bit suicidal

[@grandpriests1503]

Your family care and me too

[@suli__.]

your stronger than you know, i care we all care even if i dont know who you are .

[@rebekah8312]

Same, bro

[@Glowy._Glow]

this song is me on the inside 'i've never felt worthy of love' 'would anyone see me for the person i really am' those hit too close. i mask all my emotions and act like a firey ball or energy. after a few month of being distant to my school friends they all asked why i wasnt cussing them out. and it hurt. they dont know me for me. what they know is one of my many personas i put on. they just never cared enough to see the signs of my depression.

[@tufits]

I can relate, simply. I was never worthy of love, my issues, my family issues, my ex breaking his promise, my friends turning against me, my past, my classmates, me getting in contact with my old classmate, my parent's issue, my pet's issue. I know i might lose my hope, my best friend, that's been there for me, for 10 years. I'll fell in more depression this way, and i know it. But hey, it's all good right?

[@ravenhunter1355]

I feel you both my "mother" left a 3 All my "friends" turned on me at 4 and every time I tried to reconnect the stab me in the back. About this time till I was 15 I had a cunt of a stepmother who beat me and my brothers and stole anything she could get away with And my dad, well I don't really blame him for not noticing she was clever and hid it well, but I do blame him for always supporting my brothers and there bullshit and never having my back. Only recently has he acknowledged that out of three kids I'm the only one who works or does anything and that he goes along with there bullshit but makes no effert to change. Now out of all of this the one major event was my friends betraying me as you can see I had a shitty home life so I put everything I had into my friends and they turned on me all at once. I did try to find out what happened to cause this but I never did, it sparked cold war that last to this day between me and all of them. The only difference is they're moving on after 14 fucking years of their crap but I can't let go of how they betrayed me and left me to my own devices my life when from the top to bedrock in a short period of time and I could let go I gave into rage and swore vengence apon them and the things rage will do to you is not pretty. There's a reason wrath is a deadly sin and not one you can escape from without great pain even more so with the passage of time but even worse if you try and everyone kicks you while your down. Now I've left quite a bit out as I'd rather just try and move on at this point but when rage us the only thing keeping me going it's not easy.

[@mohammedjunaid1955]

This is all part of our destiny we can lose hope dude just enjoy it with a smile then feel it ...🤟🧘‍♂️

[@Clinicallyinsanewhoop]

well, i care. i know what your going through, believe me. if you ever need a friend, i'm right here

[@anagonzalez-iz3tc]

Omg I'm so sorry about that I feel so bad for you 😔🥺

[@not_the_only_cannoli_]

Thankfully, I am not depressed. I listen to these songs because when I grow up I want to help people like that. My life goal is to help as many people as possible, that's all I want. My brain thinks in music form, so I feel like this is the best way for me to understand the type of people I want to help. And maybe this is how I'll help. You Are Seen.

[@raawesome3851]

Yeah. I want to do the same. I've been in that situation multiple times. But I will never kill myself, never hurt myself. Because I want to save it for those who need help.

[@Pasta_Is_Life0_0]

Must be nice.

[@UKT_Xetarr]

People like you are needed, thinking that while being ‘’little’’ you are a good person.

[@raikiriii-r3d]

I was just wandering here. I'm glad I'm hearing this song. I got stunned after hearing 30 sec. That first line is enough for a person to get stunned. Amazing voice whoever sang this song. Mashallah

[@SummerLobb-sm1zu]

i know it's been 4-years but thank you so so much for making this. i have felt like this for so long. no joke i'm crying right now like crying crying. even if you never see this i hope maybe it will help someone else who feels alone. NO one should feel alone.🥀

[@aceofquarantine7355]

"i need a reason to not throw the fight" damn that hit close to home

[@thegroll3616]

This song, is so incredibly good. But it hits so damn hard, I literally cannot listen to this song without starting to think. I think that tells something about a song. Listened to countless songs, like many other people. But nothing have ever been remotely close to this one in my opinion. Citizen Soldier, amazing songs. Both to enjoy and feel, a lot. I recommend listening to the original one as well, and checking out more of their art. Sacred is a good shout.

[@benjaminthibieroz4155]

I've listened to countless songs while depressed. I've wrote about depressed people as well. But citizen soldier's song captured the emotions i felt in a subtle, sincere way, that no other achieved as well. It tells me exactly how I suffer, how my character suffers, and that's why it bring more relief to listen than any other. Witenessing the symbolic sorrow of someone who know what you're going through, and cares enough to share it bring more good than a million joyful tunes.

[@kokichikuncookie4764]

that was me like 2 years ago but still kinda feel that way.

[@AwesomeNoice-vz9ju]

My precious bean kokichi

[@confused_rabbit09]

O my goodness same .

[@leaf4399]

same

[@Clinicallyinsanewhoop]

thats me now

[@arkumo.9910]

Ay...same man...same

[@novaprime8918]

I'm happyyour a Citizen Soldier fan also. Your the one who got me into them and this song actually helped me through my depression. There songs are therapeutic to me so thank for introducing them to me.

[@Chris03528]

There is no way on earth you could have chosen a better image than this one for the song. This song + picture touched my soul.

[@adromea5628]

This song ended up being a lot more positive than I expected. A surprise to be sure, but a welcome one

[@Vanessa.cw16]

When your early but don‘t know what to say 🥺❤️✨

[@Vanessa.cw16]

Skedge yeah I‘m sorry my grammar sucks 😅

[@rosefragrance9351]

Lol

[@rosefragrance9351]

@@poppycatz Good for you

[@frombyetohey8695]

😀

[@suzuya-san8028]

@MemeRoll no one cares if u were earlier xD

[@padparadscha4554]

My grandmother just passed away, and listening to your nightcores help me cope with the pain, so I want to say thank you

[@Ember_San]

Sorry to hear.

[@battle_legend_ashley]

I'm sorry. Ive been there before and feel ya

[@battle_legend_ashley]

I'm crying, but this seems to be something we all feel sometimes that is so relatable. Just remember: somewhere out there, someone looks out and up at you. You're worth living, I know it. It may not seem likely in this moment, or time, but someday in someway you'll understand and be glad you didn't just end it all. You'll be glad for who you are, it just may take some time. Trust me.

[@dreamyglaze5744]

thx

[@harperashcatcher2252]

💜

[@naomi6636]

I can't wait till that moment that might never come

[@gamedayplays7894]

you are a incredible person, just by posting this, you change lives. we need more people like you, keep saving the world, one person at a time. stay safe.

[@sebastiankuolcrimson1622]

I was never glad for myself,I never can be...

[@zerefrost287]

Depression? loneliess? Pain? only nightcore cures everything who i am and who i was.

[@vanessaa7909]

"Would anyone care? Would anyone cry? If you finally gave up and turned out the light. The world would be changed if you left it behind, you can't be replaced no. Tonight is the night you take back your life." that hits really hard from home.

[@PaladinWolflord101]

Just keep on fighting fighter

[@vanessaa7909]

@@PaladinWolflord101

[@elysia4429]

This song describes my life 🖤

[@Moonlightt0325]

Well same...

[@redlionpaladin3773]

yeah......

[@_sukuna_.]

True

[@starsunalive]

same here

[@alphaaries666]

*Hugs ya* 🖤

[@AlexAlex-wy6iz]

This hit a little to close to home, im happy that these comments are mostly hapoy and that there are some safe places where you can talk about your problems and people will listen💖💖💖

[@demnxlussin115]

Yeah they will listen but they might not care or they won't care and decides to be fake and leave you there like they never met you in their life. :)

[@rosefragrance9351]

Casually likes subscribes and adds to all playlists

[@Cherriexin]

thank you ^^

[@rosefragrance9351]

Np UwU

[@fangeravenheart962]

Little Girl: What's on your arm? Me: They're battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That's so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I'll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to go give them a hug, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes, I promise. A few days later we went to a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little girl: Because... (points) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looks up at me, and I roll up my sleeve to show her. With tears in her eyes, she says one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I'm not done fighting. She bends down at eye level at the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero This is not mine. I just share it cuz it was so beautiful. Share it with other people they have the will to keep living, and fighting!

[@PaladinWolflord101]

Man I crying 😭. What a heartwarming story.

[@fangeravenheart962]

@@PaladinWolflord101 I'm glad you like the story! I agree it is heartwarming and I can relate to it on a personal level.

[@PaladinWolflord101]

That’s tough man

[@fangeravenheart962]

​@@PaladinWolflord101 Thank you

[@fangeravenheart962]

@Hailie O'Connell It won't be. Know that you and anyone can do something, they just have to look harder. If you ever need help or advice, just ask and I will be a friend for you.

[@triviamasterkona1003]

People say "be happy. That they just want u to smile and listen to happy music, but this music makes me happy. It's the sad moments that give me emotion. The bad moments that give me a reason to fight, and good moments that give me my motivation to keep going.

[@Rosa_B3762]

I listened to this music before because I'm a fan of it. But it's beautiful in nightcore 😍. Good job, love from France ❤

[@rendylljayandamon8832]

And here I was planning to sleep.. Suddenly my phone notifies me of cherry's new upload.. A little minute won't hurt.. Edit.. Sorry about that... My phone has his own dictionary.. 😅😅

[@rosefragrance9351]

Hehe

[@Cherriexin]

thanks for dropping by XD good night!

[@interestingelaborate]

*"The stars would still shine if I left, so why not?"* *"The magic would disappear. Every star would remind me of you. They wouldn't shine as bright, the sky won't light up... Especially not mine..."* *"Because you're the star that lights up my sky"*

[@ericmurotake5180]

A touching sentiment. But one that isn't true for everyone. Some people... Don't matter at all. When they leave, the stars will shine a little brighter because there's one less piece of trash in the world.

[@Deviancy-]

I haven't cried while listening to a song in a while... thank you for this.

[@ghadaqal-masoudal-massoud8716]

This is the first vid I watch for this channel (I liked it so much !!!) and you got yourself a new subscriber!!! "WIN=WIN!"

[@4thi13]

This notification woke me up. Now I will watch it.

[@Cherriexin]

thank you ^^ sorry for waking you up XD

[@4thi13]

@@Cherriexin Its ok!

[@princerudra1443]

It's good to know that even your shadow disappears when it's dark. Well anyways Nice work cherry

[@_Louve_]

Thank you Cherry, your nightcores make me smile... I don't know if my friends and my family would cry, but I know this : I want to live to listen your nightcores, because they are magic ❤ Thank you ❤❤

[@manipulatedfuze2240]

I had a good little cry as I sang along... Thank you fir this song Cherry. I needed it.

[@sunnybrightmoon]

this song actually saved me from committing suicide. it means the world to me. much love to all that go through depression, you’re in my thoughts and prayers.

[@sadhanaroy1110]

I AM PRAYING GOOD FOR YOU

[@potatogirl5933]

I have been abandoned by my father since I was child😔,and being left out by my mom when I was 4 yo🥺, being betrayed by my best friends☹️,but that will never stop me for being happy☺️, because I know that someone else in this world,.....will care about me😄 Ps; sorry for my bad English😌

[@Cherriexin]

im sorry to hear that ;-; and yes you will find that special someone who will really care about you ^^ stay strong and happy :)

[@lionercz714]

Sorry to hear that

[@Lux-pt5yx]

your english is not that bad at all, i´ve read worse today. If you think nobody cares about you, remind yourself that at least you care about yourself and thats the most important person in your life.

[@5.7_Soul]

Keep on pushing ik your heart is strong 💪🏾

[@dreamyglaze5744]

i have also been betrayed by my best friends but i got new better friends

[@KobatoDust]

Such a beautiful song...💙 So glad you post so often Songs I don’t know💙🌸

[@sallverrhino6226]

I found Citizen Soldier through Nightcore. I knew this song already and omg did i not notice how much i needed this in Nightcore 0_0 Well done Cherry!

[@Swagnaimite18]

For anyone who feels like this song hits too close to home, there is at least one person who will care. Don't hide what you're feeling; that will only make it worse. As someone who has gone through his own bouts of depression, I'm speeking from experience. Whether it's a family member, a close friend, or some random person on the internet, let someone know what you're feeling. It's not a complete fix, but it is a great first step. Even if they don't know what to say to make it better, sometimes all it takes is someone who's willing to listen. Don't through the fight. Don't step off the ledge. You are worthy of life. Don't ever forget that.

[@arayas8152]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this just gave me another reason to live and not end my war in my head just yet. I suffer severe depression and this really got to me so hard im actually crying right now. Thank you for giving me a reason and to actually think about good things and let go of my past😭😭😭😭😭

[@heyangel3808]

I believe in you. You're a hero of your story. Keep going. With you. For you. There is more to you. There is more to life. You can do this. Even if storm is strong, you can walk through it. And make it through. I'm proud of you for choosing to go forward. I hope your day is good. I send love

[@kingsman4628]

I have a friend who have tried suicide multiple times...and some months ago after a long time I've seen him laugh...then he said to me:" thanks for being there when I needed thanks for listening me..." I didn't said a word...I've gave him an hug ... his words warmed up my heart... that day I've learned that sometimes...the best thing you can do for a friend is to listen them ... this song make me remember that day... Sorry for bad english...

[@Refal76]

Lyrics~ Would anyone notice If tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me And say the words that I need to hear? That I'm no burden Not so worthless Bent so much that I just might break All-consuming So confusing The questions that keep me awake Would anyone care, would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life Would anyone want me If they knew what was inside my head? Would anyone see me For the person that I really am? I won't lie So hard to hide I've never felt worthy of love I would give up Everything I have Just to feel good enough Would anyone care, would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life If you're dying inside Sick of being alive Let me in, let me share in your pain From my lungs through the dark Spoken straight from the heart Let me give you a reason to stay If you're out there still lying awake If you're out there still wondering Would anyone care, would anyone cry If you finally gave up and turned out the light? The world would be changed if you left it behind You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night You take back your life Take back your life Take back your life Take back your life

[@user-kt3bm1xc3m]

Thanks

[@Stitch-mc7pk]

This song really hits deep when it literally describes exactly how you feel

[@Auto_Memories]

Every now and then I listen to this song, just to help calm the pain I feel, when a parent leaves it hurts, when you're told you aren't worth the air you breathe it kills a small part of joy that just grows in more pain. This song really helps me cope with my own demons thank you for this. It's more of Savior than any amount of talking had been

[@nightwolf8779]

This song summed up my life for the longest time. Finally met someone who gave me the strength to keep going, to try to improve and become stronger. Was able to stop cutting and get over the depression after years of fighting. If anyone needs help or encouragement, I promise you, there will always be someone there for you to help you through it all. Don't give up the fight.

[@phg0n956]

...I'm not usually one to let my emotions be heard or seen, but this song got me to tears instantly. It definitely hit home... I'm actually pretty speechless right now

[@sydney9708]

I feel like in the beginning he made a depressing song and then at the end.. he talks to you in a song and just shows you that your worth it.. and I needed that part and I got it❤️

[@raawesome3851]

Same.

[@wavetryton]

Funny thing is just being alive means I have to feel everyone else's depression then I have to suck it up for the price of my own happiness

[@mysticjphoenix924]

It took one person to keep me from giving up every thing in 2016, and to this day I promise to stay by her side no matter what.

[@zealous8992]

I wish I still had my partner that kept me from giving up when we first got together. Now they are gone and I want to give up more then ever.

[@jayd.886]

Just stumbled upon this song, my life has broken to pieces so many times. And I still keep going on, my mom has said hurtful and mean things to others, and myself. Some days I feel like I’m just an emotional punching bag for her. I’ve graduated high school and finally came out to her about being Nonbinary. She threw my life in my face, and threatened to kick me out a second time. I’m tired. And my soul is cracked and wrapped in emotional chains placed by another... But I’m still here, ❤️ so thank you for this song.

[@phuongminh5344]

It sounds sad 😔 . . . . . . But it's the same to me 😞

[@jonathanmcdonald7235]

Keep up the good fight warrior. I promise it will be worth it. Be good unto others and you too shall feel grand. God bless! Sorry to get deep and serious.

[@lggamerz8211]

This song have touched my heart. I just loved this song. 💟

[@zuzi1323]

This is the most beautiful song I ever heard! Thanks Cherry! ❤️❤️❤️

[@_shichiro_]

Music has always had a huge impact on me and the last part gives me the strength to move on when I'm down, even though this song doesn't exist for too long, the last few weeks have been kinda rough and I'm glad to know that Citizen Soldier cares about their community.

[@_luna_3940]

How did this give my thoughts out for me i didnt even need to speak this is why citizen solider is one of the best legends i ever heard :')

[@FrostWolfAkuma]

I like this song because it reminds me of the way I used to think when I was younger, but now it just makes me smile because it lets me remember all the people that do and would care if I was gone. 😁 thanks cherry.

[@azula292]

I= In depression M= My hope gone F= Flipped up I=I'm trying...stop blaming me N=Nothing left for me E=End me- This is not for me DON'T Say your fine if your not If you think No-one cares Don't worry My name is no-one share your pain with the people you trust if you don't have any Then I'm happy to give advice and Happiness to anyone who needs it HOPE Hold on,Pain ends and don't do IT also don't waste your tears on them their not worth it Good luck.. I believe in you!

[@onlyheretovibeokay4629]

Thank you

[@PaladinWolflord101]

What a soldier you spread this on the internet.

[@azula292]

@@PaladinWolflord101 Thank you :>

[@azula292]

@@onlyheretovibeokay4629 Np :>

[@renstormcloak3694]

My ex best friend told me this too... But now, without him, I'm only more depressed and in those days I feel like so weak... And I was thinking to end it (if you know you know) But I don't think that it matters anyways- I'm an annoying person lol, some people would be happy if I wasn't here

[@kalimiller6755]

There are no words that can express the emotion I feel after listening to this song.

[@reii_nyeori]

I'm so glad you made a nightcire of this song. I love Citizen Soldiers music and this gives them more exposure and hopefully more would notice them. Great job!!

[@darkmystikallette]

I stumbled upon this song in a music channel in a discord i am associated with. I fight every day to stay "normal" and going. Here in the last few days i had hit my darkest of times it happens every so often. and these lyrics the questions that's being asked ....it was as if this person was inside my head. My friends tried to be there for me but became defensive when i tried to voice the said issues, back tracking trying to find what set me on this low when all i wanted to hear was i am valued that i am not worthless, that things just wouldn't go on like i didn't exist. I am okay now but this song has brought me to tears just because I've been there a few different times. Thank you so much for this song.

[@xxnataliefontanezedits6043]

Early Who eelse was listing to lofti music before this ;^

[@MavenTheWatcher]

I'm watching this as it's raining right now.

[@elanorhart9648]

i would care!!!!! this hits deep cause i always think my friends hate me and are just putting up with me.

[@bluelily2232]

Thank you, this is how I feel right now. Been so "close to throwing the fight, beyond sick of life". Are the best lyrics in this song.

[@arsteel2388]

I don't cry. I was always taught not to cry by my dad and he'd force me to not cry by holding my mouth and nose until I stopped (crying needs a lot of oxygen). I haven't cried in ~8 years. I just bawled my eyes out. While driving down the freeway at 80 MPH. I could have picked a better time to listen to this for the first time. It's been so long. Thank you.

[@elix-art351]

I'm so sorry he did that to you, everyone needs to cry sometimes

[@PaladinWolflord101]

That’s so sad

[@raawesome3851]

It's alright to cry. It's alright to feel pain. It's alright to feel.

[@AerdnasNightcore]

I love this song so much💙💙 You're really good at this🔥

[@einargunnarsson247]

one thing is true, thanks to Cherry and her music you are never alone... Cherry and Zero are two absolute Amazing People🖤❤️🤗🐱.. Cherry-sama awesome Nightcore as always you lil Neko 😅... *Headpat*

[@Cherriexin]

we thank you ^-^ *mews* :333

[@kieranboyne7037]

Good to see citizen soldier getting some love

[@FigureAlchemist]

Citizen soldier really is amazing, and so is this Nightcore! Thank you so much for posting this, I really appreciate it! Fantastic work! You’ve earned my sub and like button!

[@AURIEDITZ]

thanks for the nightcore this song makes me vibe

[@titaniamengyun]

I knew someone who needed to hear this song. And they found it. Now I’m on a journey to educate myself in Citizen Soldier so that I can get their references

[@ganeham895]

This song hit my home. I have depression and don't think that anyone cares.

[@ganeham895]

Would anyone really care if I 🚶 off the roof. No 😭. Would anyone one 😢 yes. If I showed what was in my brain they would throw me out.😭

[@peu1111]

Gane Ham I’m sorry

[@PaladinWolflord101]

I would care. I want to talk. And I’m told I’m a very good listener. My no is 1 231 598 1687

[@vonirgendwo6267]

I don't think it's about not caring rather everyone's lacking knowledge of this serious disease. They think it's a phase and u just ened some space and you feel like they don't care. We're in the same boat there.

[@ARC-0606]

I care because i felt that my "friends" from middle school scoffed at good me I as choosing to be that way only two (guy friends) didn't seen to brush it off as me choosing to be that way and that is why more times I'd confined in guys I have had trust issues towards girls now if you're a girl and I trust you that's something you should be proud of. My point is that i thought no one cares but there is always someone who will care

[@aminajama2953]

"Would any one care Would anyone cry If I finally stepped of this ledge tonight" I would cry everytime I heard that part

[@Brøkëñ_hëàrtß-x6z]

Im just a child and ive thought about this before ive never told anyone but one day my sister asked me "have you ever wanted to hurt yourself" i responded "sometimes" she gave me a hairtie and i use it so i don't harm myself at all throughout my life im just thankful for her im glad she asked...😊

[@Yourfavouritesynth]

This is my first time listening to this song and I'm getting all emotional thanks to you cherry so thank you👏👏👏👍 there's not many songs or people who can make that happen so you deserve all the subscriber's and likes👏