Nightcore - I'm Not Okay (Citizen Soldier) - (Lyrics)

[@Cherriexin]

Are you okay? 🌸❤

[@Pythongirl_]

Sadly no

[@Reby-fu1zm]

Omg y love you your are my idol 🥺❤️🔝

[@Sn1per_429]

Maybe you first

[@V1Ren]

Both good and bad,you😁

[@noelenearends5297]

Stay safe Cherry I'm always okay when I hear your music

[@a.cnugget0323]

This hits me hard, Not only does it bring awareness about depression but Verbal emotional abuse I dont think he may realize it but it truly did to my eyes Cuz abuse isnt just physical,sexual,neglect But can be emotional and verbal and doesnt always leave physical marks or evidence. I struggle with physical/verbal and emotional abuse at home along with depression and multipal disabilities

[@arturialivre3826]

Stay strong it's gonna be better some day, I hope tho

[@mikaela7285]

I struggled with these things too,( also sexual abuse when I was a kid), but I got mental help for it after years and years of pain, and the good news, they just told me I can come less often because it's been going so much better!! I don't know if anybody might have something on this story but I do hope so, don't be affraid to ask for help!! If the person reading this can't find help, don't be affraid en ask me, I'll give you my discord 😊

[@D.OnlineMarketing]

Youre not wrong:/ why cant everyone just accept the other one?

[@guardianofmythos5787]

@@D.OnlineMarketing because the world is a full of bigotry and hate..at least where I live it is

[@gajeel-of-ironredfox3350]

If you need someone to talk to, i'm more than happy to volunteer my time

[@gamerribby6173]

I'm not Okay. Because tomorrow is Monday. Forever, weekend!

[@Cherriexin]

Tomorrow is still sunday for me XD

[@ashamansedai]

@@Cherriexin Same for me, I got scared for a moment there though

[@fxguru732]

For me it would've been Saturday

[@Freak...]

Every one asks where is Cherry but no one asks how is Cherry. Amazing vid and hope every1n's doing gud luv yall ❤️😊

[@Silverx721]

And an even lesser asked question... Why is Cherry?

[@zebswaim]

I agree with how she is, but who she is and what she is her business imo

[@shahalpha1739]

What is cherry......?

[@spaace993]

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[@nightchaos6848]

The moment u listen to that song and you get a notification that cherry made a new video and its the song you just listened too

[@canadianpoilt5597]

Every one please support the orginal artist they are unknown and underrated and they are writing these amazing songs that just make you feel better all for our sake support them please

[@skahro4690]

" I always feel like a burden. Let it silence me, you'll never understand. Why it's hard to say ? " These words hits me. Every day, i have these words in my head. Great song keep it up. I love it.

[@Cherriexin]

*hugs* c:

[@skahro4690]

@@Cherriexin I'm so glad i found you're Channel, it was two month's ago. You work is so great. I love your work, and im not the only one, who thinks youre great. One more thing, reading the comments reminds me, i'm not alone with Proplem. So this is why i'll keep fighting... its a pleasure to meet u all... (sry, my English is not the best)

[@galaxisflo7372]

Citizen soldier is really bringing the thoughts of depression to the point in their songs. Have found this channel a couple of days ago and I'm loving it already. Keep up the good work and stay safe.

[@unknownfreak1046]

I really like this song because it is made by the same ppl who made "Would Anyone Care" and I love that song. Most of their songs I love, and I can relate to them. The thing is, I can relate to them in a bad way,but they help me.

[@autumnsaunders7635]

same.. bc I suffer from Depression and I always feel like no would care if I disappear

[@OperatorBanditAirsoft]

I wanted the same as dealing with my depression and lonely that I miss my friends so much

[@Ghoulastre]

I agree. Honestly I'm not really sure if anyone would care. Just my familly but I'm aware they don't understand me. They gave Up on trying to help me, leaving everything on the psichologist hands. And It's been 4 Years with this psichologist, yet no more result than a great grow on negative ways. I'm in my worst state. My only two limits are not hurt or kill myself.

[@jonathanmeyer9753]

I have a chronic illness that causes many symptoms some of which are devastating. My mother who had the same disease was on her death bed for 3 years and I have a lot of the same symptoms, but right now because of school my career and everything going on I don’t have the luxury of staying in my room and waiting for either it or myself to go away. Because I am still having to go to work and school I do get comments from those who don’t believe me as the symptoms are not visible. So this song hit very close to home and I would just like to say thank you for posting it.

[@balazshajdu3993]

When youtube says, that there are already 10 comments, but you only see Cherrys

[@darkerthanblack653]

you're so damn right, btw i hope you're ok .

[@balazshajdu3993]

Me, this wednesday: barely slept 4 hours, and studied for several more hours People: you alright Me, looking kinda like a zombie: do I look ok to you?

[@Cherriexin]

I've slept for 4 hours before so I understand xD

[@putdowntheL]

Beat 10 minutes

[@ragnoriam]

@@putdowntheL 0 seconds I win

[@putdowntheL]

@@ragnoriam LET US COMMENCE FISTICUFFS. I CAN GET -100 HOURS 🤣🤣

[@phoenixburns79]

What is this "sleep" you speak of?

[@racoonsisters3471]

I've been waiting for this! Thank you for this awesome nightcore, cherry

[@battle_legend_ashley]

These are the songs that make me think. I know that I'm the happy little spark in a lot of my friends lives. I'm the one to say, "Hey, how r u? Be honest" and they're honest to me. Me saving the world though costs me. Where am I supposed to go if I were to ever have a problem? I try not to think about it though.

[@kalibuskristof2174]

This is my exact problem, I have built myself up as a pillar for my friends who needed someone to talk too about anything. But now here I am not even able to believe the words I'm feeding them to make them feel better. It hurts.

[@autumnsaunders7635]

I'm not okay

[@camiloalberto1634]

This is one of the songs i feel more identified with. I always keep everything within me.

[@kemi9832]

I am okay when I hear to Citizen Soldier and your Nightcores 🥺✨❤️

[@CinnamnCinnabar]

Was listening to this today while being worried about people I love and trying to stay strong and busted down in tears,great stress reliever

[@jibjibmonkeyman99]

One of my favorite Citizen Soldier songs. Thank you!

[@charyxard5086]

Added directly into my "Love It" Playlist perfect job. And I'm okay with that when ur okay with it. Feel hugged.

[@daggerswift6629]

You know you've been through a lot when you have gigantic wounds and bleeding but say "It's fine I've been through worst" It's such a weird thing to look back on when your country is slowly crumbling and falling to chaos

[@devmen3210]

Truly a work of art another Masterpiece has blessed our ears you have my highest rating yet at 9.8 a most excellent song thank you Cherry

[@SethLowellZenless]

"Being who I really am has only left me more alone " felt it

[@Miulyqing]

OMG! Every song that you made Nightcore is SOOOOOO GOOOOD! And I like... LOVE it!!!😍

[@lostarshexa7782]

This song hits me right in my heart. Thank you Cherry for making this beautiful piece. It really felt like it saved me from all my nightmares. I don't have anyone to tell my problems to. Not my parents, not even my four siblings. I do have a close friend who I helped with. Yet, she already had enough problem I don't want her to bear more of mine. Hours turned to days, now I can't even trust my own family. I can't even trust myself. I got so depressed on that one day, I tore my skin with my own fingers. I did nothing but cry and lock myself in my room for a whole day I'm tired of living, of being hurt after keeping my problems all to myself. But I have no one. My classmates keep on asking me wether I'm alright. "I'm alright, thanks." How many times have I said it with a faint smile. How many times have I saw them leave without realizing my lie and sitting down asking my problems. How many times have I tore my body, leaving permanent scars on them. "I'm alright, thank you for asking. How about you? You look like you had a problem yourself. Mind if you tell me?"

[@Alli_bugg]

For anyone thinking this,Just know..your a very special person,i don't care if I don't know you, I just want to tell everyone, EVERYONE that they are loved and are special and were born for a reason,I hope the person reading this knows They are enough,nobody is perfect,the people who are always happy and look the best...also feel this most of the time,in the end,were all just humans in the same world

[@daedricprince685]

Amazing nightcore yet once again 🌸

[@unhinderedwanderer7524]

I’m never ok until cherry uploads then I feel amazing

[@ivanhunter6492]

Such a perfect song

[@killimo7990]

Noice Great nightcore, as always Cherry:)

[@gagebrock4890]

ok this is me and all the music citizen soldier makes is so true i hope cherry keeps posting their stuff cherry keep up the good work and love you

[@SADLOSTANDALONEGIRLERROR]

I being ok after i heard this amazing nightcore keep the amazing work cherry Chan 💜🤗💜

[@Chucksila]

At this point who is okay?

[@jessetuominen9551]

Me

[@alextrifko5277]

@@jessetuominen9551 Lucky you

[@jessetuominen9551]

@@alextrifko5277 why

[@lunamoon4062]

My thoughts exactly

[@Hayden5172L]

I wouldn’t even know.

[@_Louve_]

Unfortunately I'm not okay, but your nightcores comfort me a lot ♥️♥️ So thank you Cherry ♥️♥️ Thank you so much ♥️♥️🌸

[@ysytay9586]

Love ur vides

[@Sn1per_429]

That burden part is relatable jeez hit me hard

[@Kcabs10]

Someone's following Honkai Impact 3rd hm? As always good choice for the background.

[@mariusdesu1633]

yeah, and Delta goes really well with this song, extremely so...

[@Kcabs10]

@@mariusdesu1633 Imo she goes perfectly.

[@crystalpuff7583]

Ooo, Fervent Tempo Delta!

[@dollyedits7356]

We all know we’re not okay and we want people to see it but you know your gonna hate yourself if they do......

[@blazeplayz697]

this hits hard

[@beetleknight4661]

Reading this hit like a fecking truck

[@blazeplayz697]

@@beetleknight4661 damn right it does

[@blackswordsman834]

Finally been waiting for this song thank you Cherry for this awsome nightcore ❤️🌸

[@Balteus1]

Caught the original when it dropped, good choice cherry

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

I just feel soo sad and soo happy after hearing this song...!!😢😢

[@silverdevilmusic]

I love this so much! I can understand this so much I say I'm fine when I'm not I just keep all my feelings to myself

[@T_1316-k5q]

ROSALIA！！！！

[@odettesilentbard3252]

UwU

[@bloodshedxdxhd1030]

New update Rolilia rip Lili

[@sirinsama7500]

@@bloodshedxdxhd1030 Yes qwq

[@PP-pr2kb]

Once again, Cherry does a great job on yet another nightcore

[@dc1o1]

Iam okay now listening to a cherry nightcore

[@marshmellouwu1674]

Omg I love this song 💜💜💜 thank you sooo much cherry-sama xxx

[@Sn1per_429]

gotta love the nightcore keep it up cherry We love ya

[@sapphirelord6876]

I never knew about this song, another to add to the playlist of songs that I listen to when I have a daily break down, I relate though so cool

[@Silverx721]

This song came out at the best time, I feel like this time of the year, with final exams for high school AND uni students, with work picking up for Christmas... I hope everyone is okay

[@keoponp8121]

You hit me in the frickin soul bruh

[@kirocshirov4687]

happy new year

[@amb1_b4mb18]

I'm always judged so I hide away in my room and I find it hard to eat, drink and sleep, I'm not okay

[@captaingarvielloken2319]

Two songs in a row that connect to me but I hope you're doing well Cherry.

[@msnjenger]

I'm doing well myself but seeing so many people down in the comments kind of bothers me, as in, i would like to know just how bad their situation so i can try to understand them, help them, and i know there are other people who feel this way too so for those who are having it rough, you're not alone, everyone has been through similar situations and has felt the way you do, so please don't give up and keep on living even when it's hard, you can do it, and there are and will be people who care about you even if you don't think so, be strong.

[@bestchief_]

This song is amazing

[@venxz3938]

Whoever listening to this and is going through a hard time, hey, you´re not alone, and you´re not the only one, either n_n keep going, we believe in you

[@DjZeroGalactica]

I'm Not Okay *looks down* 😔😔 Good Song Cherry~Sama😊😊

[@wionconduct2570]

Amazing Nightcore 💕❤🎧🎶

[@dragonslayer2005]

wonderful as always!

[@SolarbunsYT]

Im early yay! Btw Love it 💕💕

[@usermania340]

OMG I Love Citizen Soldier!! They're such an underrated band that's why I'm so happy to see them here in your nightcore videos 💖 I hope you could also do their "G*nshot Lullabies"

[@Kaktusblau]

Rozaliya fits with that song so well

[@abyssdweller9598]

Why is this so painfully true

[@eclipz.e]

🎃Amazing as always🎃

[@missdiamond5810]

Hope you’re doing good and videos are awesome

[@xMiko77]

With your music I am always okay ‹3

[@German.tankerz]

I love you videos i hear it everyday and you other videos too❤❤❤❤🥰🥰

[@lotuscarlate7728]

This song make me think about myself💔 and i am nerby to cry for this song

[@IroningBoard-c5o]

Rozalyaaa xD. HI3 gang where u at?

[@yuyu272]

hEREEE

[@LegendaryNyanBeastCabbageKaya]

In 4.6 lol

[@shadowplayz61]

Chill Nightcore Cherry, it has a calm beat and its a banger, love it, and i love you ❤🍒❤🍒❤🍒❤🍒

[@wrona9]

I have wonderful family, but they never understands me and after some mistakes I did in my life and loosing some friends, I realized that maybe I don't want people to understand me Btw, sorry if I did any mistakes while writing this comment, but I'm from Poland and I'm not pretty good at writing in English (I'm also 14 years old) And I don't really know why I wrote that comment... Maybe, I'll delete it later

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

No don't delete it

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

This is the only place where you can share all the joy and sorrow in your world(this is just my suggestion feel free to just ignore it....)....I feel this because I am just like you!!

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

Same here😅

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

??

[@Izanagi_Ryuu]

Ok

[@sakurawolfnightcore8797]

Cherry nice job

[@-blood0004]

i just came for Rozaliya

[@yuyu272]

I SEE MY VODKA GIRL DELTA I *CLICK*

[@Zynorde]

*Once again we have another kind of definition of **_Quarantine_*

[@26Nightmare14]

Hi3 rosalya ❤️❤️❤️

[@CA_786]

*YES!! NOW I AM OKAY AFTER HEARING THIS!!*

[@uroko8878]

Ugggh so late again but great song cherry

[@mtkzingx9947]

I'm not okay ☹ I feel like I don't have my own way Stuck in a play 😪 Where I'm forced to stay🔐 Can somebody help me get away 💨🏃‍♂️ Before I decay☠

[@ashamansedai]

Damn this hits hard

[@katanimefan966]

This song really hits home. Unnecessary story, but when I was a child, I was playing doctor with my aunt. When I was pretending to ask for symptoms, I asked, "Do you have trouble controlling your emotions?" It may sound simple and cute, but in reality, my grandma was always locking me in the bathroom whenever I cried or complained, sometimes for hours. She would always say, "She's having trouble controlling her emotions again." In this exasperated and annoyed tone. I was always treated like a crazy and violent dog. Turns out, my grandma was a manipulative narcissist who needed a black sheep in the family so she could put the blame on them. I was that black sheep that would rebel whenever she tried to control me. I was just a five year old and was already told I couldn't control my emotions nor my sanity, and I really felt that it was my fault that I was acting out. Even when it was my grandma manipulating me into reacting negatively. I really felt like I was crazy when locked in that bathroom. All the provocations I had to endure as a child who only needed a nap like a normal child. It's scary not being able to control yourself when you're trying your best, with no support from anyone. You'll kick and scream as you try to resist, you feel like you're being controlled, so emotional over the simplest of things, and you'll sit in a corner wondering where the hell you went wrong for hours. I sometimes look back at my childhood and wonder, "Would it have been easier to keep quiet? To pretend we were the perfect family just as my grandma wanted?" And it wouldn't have been. I would have lost myself, destined to care for my grandma using all my savings and hard earned money till the day she dies. That was really the only reason I was born back then. Verbal abuse really hurts. Being told you can't control your emotions makes you lose trust in yourself. I always doubt my emotions and whether or not their valid because of her. When someone asks me if I'd rather be manipulated or physically tortured, I answer with physical torture. Reason being; When you're body is being harmed, you can have mediums to stop from losing your sanity. You know you're in danger and that you need to escape. But when you're being manipulated, you have no idea that you're following someone blindly. You think you can trust them, even if you feel like crap and lose trust in yourself. Becoming dependent on your enemies. And the trauma lasts forever. You can learn to manage the trauma but it will never leave your mind. People who mess with your mind are really the most disgusting creatures in this world. Moral of the story is; Take care of yourself. Know that you deserve nice things, treat yourself to what you like to the point that it's healthy, exercise your valuable body, and know that you are never too far gone. Too far gone doesn't exist. It can be hard to get yourself back on track mentally, but there are so many methods at your disposal. You deserve everything this world has to offer. : )

[@Cherriexin]

im sorry to hear this has happened to you at such a young age... you deserve better :'( thanks for sharing your sad story :( i really hope you will feel the happiness one day that you deserve :(

[@katanimefan966]

@@Cherriexin Thank you so much, I'm doing a lot better than I was back then. I never gave up my fight and I was successful in distancing myself from her. I just have to get past the trauma now. ^-^

[@Themirrorsedgerunner]

I haven't been okay for years, no use in talking about it though. No one would listen anyways, so I do my best to avoid deafening silence so I don't have to be alone with my thoughts and let the memories of all the patients I lost, and horrible things I've seen come into my mind.

[@Cherriexin]

:(

[@ahmedmosaad2420]

It's the best 💖💖. I like it so much

[@lordofd2161]

Again a song i didn know and i love it

[@animecouple6140]

rozaliya

[@einargunnarsson247]

damn you KZbin!!!! sorry Cherry-sama... got no information about your new Uploads :( amazing Nightcore as always you floofy Cat!! 🐱, really luv this Song!! 🐱🤗🌸

[@Cherriexin]

Is okay~ i always upload every 2 days so in case you don't get notified again you know I uploaded ^-^

[@sgc591]

For the longest time I was not ok. But I am now I I’ve never been more happy

[@noelenearends5297]

None of your fans are okay without you

[@drewpeters9036]

I'm literally feeling like that right now. I mean I strongly believe that I'm never gonna find my purpose in life. I feel like everyone is judging me. Half the time I faking my smile😢. But its not all bad, I have the best friends I could ever ask for

[@DJMichaelMcClain]

Amazing song 🧡🧡

[@benny8324]

^ i'm okay^ no matter what i keep saying it over and over again

[@Sn1per_429]

Anyone else think cherry is amazing who I am kidding we all know it

[@V1Ren]

Yeah!! I love it❤️😊

[@chancesweatt299]

this song says all of my life

[@shahalpha1739]

I found this when i opened citizen soldier channel ... Thats cool. Have any boys here ever had a really bad cries. Sobing, sweating , crying out loud , and totally losing it all? Coz i had that once... Its terrible but relieving after... Yet till now im still just getting worst. Guess im losing it slowly...

[@naomi1163]

Soft templet💞💞💞

[@ayami_nagino1]

I am not okay Because I have to wake up in the morning!!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST SLEEP?!?!?!?!?!

[@tekvup8930]

I'm not okay

[@gachakaara7488]

Perfect !❤

[@Fahym_]

I am always ok with those Nightcore