NIKI DEMAR - Love & Misery (Official Music Video)

[@adelainescameraroll]

your songwriting and visuals are insane. so proud of you!!✨✨✨

[@nikidemar]

thank you adelaine

[@alexisnicole8118]

THE SONG, THE VISUALS, I think this is my new favorite song. The clips with Nate at the end made me emotional. Niki, I am so proud of how far you've come and the decisions you've made. You've turned your pain into art.

[@Amberlovescoffee]

Same, I was feeling this song thinking it’s the most amazing and authentic song she made.. when those clips showed up, I immediately started tearing up. I can’t imagine how hard this was to write

[@alexisnicole8118]

@CoffeeNchill Same I got teary eyed, and chills.

[@ap-ef4cy]

same well said

[@asafdie]

Thank you! Happy you all liked the visuals! 🙏🏻🤗🥳

[@haileyjuliasuarez6988]

Wait did they break up

[@alycat4425]

Niki...babe... YOU'VE FOUND YOUR SOUND! 🖤

[@Fundi333]

Yep this is what she should continue doing, it’s so good

[@thiabernadine]

HER BEST SONG EVERRR ! The lyrics, the rock element is literally nikis vibe I love it ❤❤❤

[@thiabernadine]

@@bellabyers2929 acc it was co written by herself and someone else don’t dismiss her talent

[@AbiPrz369]

I can't even believe that each song that u release is better and better than the last one. You really have talent in music. I'm speechless Niki

[@AlexBenji]

fr each song keeps getting better n better!!

[@Natalie-sv8qw]

It's giving Paramore, Evanescence, early 2000 punk/rock and I LOVE IT! Your voice is perfect for this genre, Niki you sound so GOOD! And I love love LOVE this song! 🖤

[@yasmined16]

I agree it's so good !!

[@jesscreads1057]

Yes!!!👏👏👏

[@brookebryant4887]

IKR I LOVE THIS GENRE FOR HER

[@Nicole-if5ok]

exactly!!

[@SebbyPrincess]

This is definitely your era. You’re shining. don’t stop being niki

[@vidyaansh12]

NIKI YOURE ABSOLUTELY KILLING IT

[@kellifavazza8021]

It's actually so frustrating that you do not get more recognition and appreciation for your music. You are an amazing artist Niki! I really hope you get picked up by a label or something because you absolutely deserve it. All of your music has been amazing. I'm rooting for ya girl!

[@rebeccamcauley4549]

Completely agree with you there ❤❤

[@sophdoeslife]

this is your best song yet I love this vibe for your voice 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

[@maryrosefridey]

what's crazy about this is, most other artists who make music videos about breakups usually have an actor if they're portraying visuals of the relationship. I was shocked to see the clips of Niki and Nate at the end!!! WOW. Super jarring intro and outro, and, in my opinion, Niki's best song to date!!!

[@oliversmama9561]

This is genuinely a great song. Stay with this style! The rockiness is what we need!! It suits you so well. Congratulations Niki!

[@iloveyoiur9r2r]

Niki, thank you for letting us get to know you more through your music. I said this on your other video, but I think this is your best song yet. And unsurprisingly, probably your most vulnerable. For so many of us who grew up in chaotic households, especially those that looked “perfect” on the outside, it can be so hard to put that wall down and admit that behind closed doors things are crumbling. And that trauma leads us to believe that the chaos is normal. “A cycle of insanity” is spot on. You have progressed so much this past year, but please continue to be gentle with yourself. These types of relationships can leave us with years of healing and processing to do. Which is why I encourage you to keep sharing (on your own timeline) and don’t be afraid to be gritty and honest. That’s where your best work lies, and this is proof of it. We love you baby girl. ❤

[@stephanie.celeste_]

1:40-1:52 HER VOICE. 😍 My favorite part! Thank you for continuing to share your real life experiences and emotions to create art. Love you, Niki. ❤️‍🔥

[@vanessagerard4713]

That part has alot of auto tune. Would be great without the autotune imo

[@foodandfoilsm8176]

Best part of the song!!!!!

[@plushie0806]

Is it bad I loved that part because it reminded me of the zoey 101 intro? 😂

[@SunnyDeoB]

I really needed a song like this to express just how I've been feeling lately. It hurts so bad but I'm so in love with him. Niki really knows how to make songs that I relate to on a whole other level. I'm so grateful to be able to say Niki is my idol, absolutely adore you Niki. 💙💟🏳️‍🌈

[@milis1963]

If it hurts to "love" to someone, trust me it isn't love. Love is patient and kind, love does not envy or boast, it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way, it is not irritable or resentful, it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. So trust me, if you feel uncomfortable or feel hurt, it isn't love. Do everything for the better of you.

[@emilyjanick136]

Girl this is basically my anthem right now. Thank you for recording this! And it's a damn bop too!

[@becca8291]

This is definitely my favorite song that Niki has put out!❤

[@lauravivo4690]

omg the pics of her and nate during the drum solo omg niki this song is amazing the visuals are amazing totally captures the feeling of love for someone without being in love still

[@Marissa-Gerrity]

BEST SONG FROM NIKI!!!!! This video is sooooo beautiful and I love the "driving fast at night to express emotions" vibe!!!! The flashbacks at 2:47 - 2:53 makes me get chills!!!! Love this!!!!❤❤❤

[@chloemorrison2343]

The way Niki says pain at 1:42 gives me goosebumps

[@sarahkayjay_]

Damn this is so raw and beautiful 🔥 it’s going to be playing on repeat for me! Makes me want to cry and break things in the best way, obsessed 💜🖤

[@Ermwhat_thesigmaAAAA]

This is your best work yet! this rock genre is your vibe! keep giving it to us girl.

[@Jughstice]

The vulnerability. The production. The story. This is your best song yet!

[@Nateswifey2409]

Omg the flashbacks. This song was so good! I feel like you’re turning a corner and it’s all uphill from here.

[@Emma-to6xo]

The best songs come from pain it sucks, but I’m super proud of you. I started watching you and Gabby back in 2015 and it’s just amazing to see how you both have grown.

[@kendravee6290]

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS!!! the song itself, the sound, the lyrics, the video, the intro😭!!! i’m rooting for niki so hard!!!💛

[@aeishabrown]

Love this for you Niki!❤ I can definitely see this song in a movie FOR SURE, hopefully one day!!🫶🏽

[@joshim1111]

WOW! The visuals are stunning. You manage to get better with every song and video. You’re on the right path ❤️

[@Sarahliz_s]

Best music video hands down. Also those 2nd verse cords 🤤 it’s really giving the OC in the best way

[@kennedyhagner2787]

this song is so good. has the most original sound and most depth of anything I’ve heard from her so far ❤

[@stefanimetodieva]

in my opinion this is your best song so far

[@rysia98]

it's like you knew I was in my feels the moment you dropped this masterpiece

[@dan.qaetung]

Honestly Niki. I’m crying sm rn bc I remembered what she said in one of the podcasts “being in love and unhappy can coexist “ literally opened my eyes to what I’m going through. I don’t wish it on anyone. Love u Niki

[@csm1564]

I still can get enough of this song and music video. This is everything❤️‍🩹

[@xokelseyxo9238]

Niki, you were born to be a music artist! Each song you have released is absolutely amazing. 💜

[@AbiPrz369]

Sounds like early 2000's, i really love that. Really grateful for you giving us this part of your soul and heart

[@jaymacgregor94]

The audio at the start made my heart stop! Hearing you cry like that hit me hard! This song is the best you’ve ever written, so raw and real! So proud 🥹 ❤

[@terezalife8276]

Niki... seriously, this is the best song ever! So many emotions in this masterpiece, it makes me wanna cry - not only because of how proud i am of youu ❤❤ Please keep making music, cuz i can see its your passion and you're the biggest rolemodel in this for me, seeing how you're making your dreams come true. Love youu the most ❤❤

[@toffermyc1999]

Growing up with you since 2016 and your past relationship. Wow. So proud of how strong you are Niki. I said before that Nights Alone might be your best work yet but I stand corrected. This is your best work yet. Sending you the best vibes for this year! Own it Niki you’re shining 🖤

[@xmetalgamerx]

Girl you’ve gone and done it! I’m screaming. I knew your voice would suit more rock vibes you just needed to take the leap and it sounds AMAZING. So proud to say I’ve followed your musical journey from the start! 😻

[@user-ly2cm6zk5l]

I am OBSESSED with all the details and musical structure. The second verse removing the main voice adding shape with only background vocals, temp speed, amazing drums, the texture on the remaining verse! AMAZING really!

[@Moniisza]

Goosebumps.all.over.my.Body wow what amazing song and video niki

[@vidyaansh12]

im so excited for all your ventures of 2023

[@romeliapc4175]

This song is so raw and personal, it hurts because it's the perspective of us vs yours and it just feels so odd to look back and relive those clips, like DAMN. DEFINATELY BEST SONG TO DATE! 👏🔥💔

[@nickwasherexx]

so proud how far you’ve come since alone in my car 😘

[@mercurymonet7465]

I haven’t been able to stop listening to this song❤️ you just find your voice and style more and more each release and it’s so fun watching you become such an amazing musician

[@annalisasimonich6263]

You killed thisssss! I love how your artistry really captures staying in a relationship because its hurts more to leave. Most of us can probobly relate we needed a song like this alsoooo the music video was so good.

[@neenarchives]

you keep coming back better and better !! thank you for being such an inspiration and for being so vulnerable. you've gotten me through so many things with your music, and it's such a comfort knowing you also have your own things to deal with. it's hard, but we survive :)

[@chaixicyn8001]

This is so good! As someone who is going through a breakup I feel this so much, especially because we are “friends” yet it’s so difficult to let him go.

[@starringsadie777]

every time you release a song its better than the last ugh your improvement as an artist is absolutely insane, I love this song so much I think this is my favorite song you've ever released & that's wild to me bc I thought nothing would top alone in my car

[@Rachthepisces]

This is gonna be my most played song on the year, I already know it. Niki this is so good.

[@stephanygonzalez1959]

Heartbreak albums come at a price, heartache but it comes with some sense of growth and healing. You feel the lyrics at a different level. Congrats on another amazing song, the best one yet!

[@user-ly2cm6zk5l]

You’ve finally been able to emulate the early 00’s without it sounds flat after a min or even bleak. There so much shape, texture and vocal improvement with this and I really hope to see more like this!

[@nouraabdullah2172]

I’m in love with the chorus I’m adding this song to my morning playlist

[@debbieolaniyan]

This is your best song so far Niki! I’ve had it on repeat on Spotify!

[@destinylawson5731]

Okay I don't typically comment on stuff but I haft to say. YES YES YES! I absolutely love this! I not only feel the word by heart but the beat makes me it pop!

[@shawnwithachance123]

lyrics, production, change in flow in verse 2, the looks/makeup, music, throwback pics of niki and nate, it's all so amazing omg

[@indigobleu4243]

this song gets me! absolute favorite! thank u niki! like ugh wow!!!!

[@Bia95tt]

You get better and better each time you put out a new song! I’m very proud of you ❤

[@michelledo6645]

Absolutely incredible! I love seeing you improve on your music and working hard everyday! Keep it up Niki!❤️

[@roseesthetic]

Love to see your healing journey Niki

[@Sophiezurkiewicz5875]

Omg so good gonna play this on repeat ❤

[@taliw7736]

I can RELATE hard but to family members and friends love and misery 😢😢😢 The audio in the start Is soooo heartbreaking and deep 😮😢 Keep shining it's sooo healing and will help many ❤ 1:33

[@thefrancesca]

this is your style omg i love this song sm!! literally my fav of yours

[@alyssa_rose__7]

This song is amazing and so real ❤

[@krushamae]

SUCH a raw and pure song. Love this Nik!!

[@jordanbrown1209]

Im still so in love with this song. ❤❤

[@FeFixX]

OMG NIKI YOU FKING KILLED IT!! The lyrics, the visual… NATE CLIPS WHAT?!!! Gurl you nailed it!! Congratz!!👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@sophierina]

SO proud of you!! This song was so beautiful & really expressed your emotions and what you’ve gone through. The clips at the end got to me! Love you Niki!! 🫶🏽

[@creamie400]

My favvv song from you so far!!! Literally knew it when I heard the intro, a whole different vibe from your other songs 🤩🤩 it’s sad but strong, it suits my mood so much ❤️ definitely going on my playlist!! and we’re definitely not gonna ignore the visuals of this mv 🍂~ Thanks for not only creating music but to tell us your story through it, it makes it much more emotional and heartfelt ✨can’t wait for this song to become a hit 🔥 Ik you poured your heart out on this one ❤️❤️

[@Daliasunderthemoon]

love her voice and just love her and her song 🥰😎😍

[@alyssaolone389]

The emotions this video and lyrics hold is something else😭you are such an amazing song writer, love you ❤️

[@courtneyhuff02]

Niki this song is so powerful I literally love your songs so much like hun I hope you never leave music behind 🥹 stay strong beautiful you got this💪 God has a plan for all your pain you have experienced don’t give up🥹 keep glowing ✨God will lead you to where you’re supposed to be in life 🙏💙

[@TeyaniSharkey]

obsessed.

[@kellifavazza8021]

Great job Niki! Love this so much! Stunning video and song

[@Amanda---]

You know what's worse? When you stop feeling all together and just become numb. Being young I had so much passion. Now it's all gone.

[@pavanibagdare1571]

I will cry to this song every single day now thank you

[@whitneyS2011]

Ugh this is an extraordinary song Niki girl Holy shit. Such a deep vulnerable amazing visual song. My favorite. I literally can't stop listening.

[@arikajensen3213]

I didn't know we were gonna get a music video today!!! I love this song Niki!!!

[@MyAngelsOnYouTube]

SOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU!! 🤍👼🏽✨🙏🏽

[@lexeytamayo2995]

I’m crying because how did we get from City to this 😭 I’m bawlingggg 😭😭 I love you Niki! 🤍 and I hope you are happy that ending had me in tears bc I think we can all feel your pain and heart. pls do what makes you happy & follow your heart. all you have to do is listen to your heart

[@kaneishamoret6862]

Beautiful cinematography. Love the video 🙌

[@arianatorandgillianforever4795]

This has to be of my favorites🙌🏻

[@nourafakih3700]

Niki.. this gave me Linkin Park vibes with Hillary duff old album vibes.. its crazy you took me back to my childhood havent heard this alternative rock in so longg 😢and the video was also done exactly like that ❤

[@Anthony.Marinelli]

So beautiful, so raw, love the car scenes and Grand Canyon vibes

[@carolinaproctor1122]

NIKI!!! This song made me tear up because I know exactly how it feels to be stuck between love & misery. I’m so proud of you and can’t wait to see hear more of your work 🥹❤️

[@mainly.martyna]

Love & Misery is one of those strangely comforting songs. Like I feel so good listening to it and I just can’t put my finger on why. I love it so much that it’s been on repeat ever since I first heard it

[@stargirlrae]

Great song. I just really hope Nate said it was okay to implement the footage of them together

[@joemikhael2]

I feel so many emotions I started crying at the first beat I love and admire your music and lyrics so much.Keep it going 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@gabriellechuggmusic9651]

Love everything about this song & the video clip. You’re very strong niki and you deserve the best ❤

[@lindseynoack5558]

This song made me tear up, I can really see your songs come from your heart and have true emotion behind them. 💜

[@valeriiyuhh]

NIKIIII U ATE THAT LITERALLY SOO GOOD ❤️‍🔥

[@LadyBug74066]

Wow the early 200s vibes of this hits so hard! Best song I’ve ever heard of niki’s Good job girl!

[@michaelwantsanothersliceof3698]

im so proud of you and i have tears for you, especially the ending. you’re incredible for posting this and i hear so many emo rock influences, def one of my favorite songs by you so far. def my favorite video! so proud of you niki!

[@remalewis6675]

Her songs always getting better and better 🔥✨️🎶🎶

[@lavenderandchaos]

My bestfriend and I are waiting for you to come to Massachusetts or CT! I’m so proud of you 🖤

[@ashleyeverafter2827]

I’m a bit late to the party but seeing where you are now compared to seeing the pain in this video I’m so so proud of how far you’ve come. You have such raw talent in songwriting and music-this is the most authentic piece you’ve released. Please keep it up 👏🏼 turn your pain into art 🥹

[@Sandy_parker]

Reminded me of Heart wants what it wants but you have done an excellent job 💕

[@nameeramorshed1125]

You’ve grown so much since the last time i heard your songs, you were still in the very beginning of your music career and oh my god this is genuinely something that i can listen to on a daily basis! Definitely going on my playlist

[@GrowingandGlowing]

NIKI YES GIRL!!! You are growing so much through this pain and transmuting it into incredible art! Loving this song so much!