NO MORE LIFE SAVING TREATMENT

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[@cindicusimano5674]

I miss Emily and it’s been 2 years and she still pops up on my suggested videos to watch. You’re soaring high Emily. ❤️❤️

[@woebetideme]

"I want to educate - I want to inspire." You did all that and more. Your legacy lives on forever. ❤️❤️❤️

[@Fireoncityy]

@Dawn Comics -_- yes and their comment was 10 months ago. ?? What are you on about

[@jasonbrown9016]

What an amazing young woman,47 year old straight male who come across blogs accidentally.Too good for this world kid rest in peace.

[@kimberkiefer6886]

so so inspiring.....just now binge watching her journey...why do great people leave this world so early..hard to understand..so emotionally invested in her story...so many emotions.. love, happy, inspiring, heartbroken..

[@lyt6732]

And she still is.

[@suzyq4982]

7 years of treatment and this beautiful young lady always kept positive and just wanted to live ! Dam you cancer - we lost a shining star 😢 fly high Emily x

[@denisdaly1708]

ya. Well said. A wonderful human being.

[@suzyq4982]

@@denisdaly1708 thank you .. peace x

[@Boston-yc6et]

Even after four years it’s still so sad. God bless Emily she was an incredible KZbinr

[@paullieb3696]

Still miss this beautiful soul to this day. Emily you’ll never be forgotten. xx

[@ronanwalsh7024]

A beautiful articulate and confident young woman.... there is no justice in this world when a girl like this is taken so young and put through such suffering. Rest easy dear girl... you were a good one!

[@markb8037]

Emily, you showed strength, courage and fight in your battle with cancer. Although cancer did take your life, it never took your soul, your spirit and your love. You will always live on for those that followed you and will see you in the next life x

[@tonymartin7890]

What an awesome woman she is. So positive during one of the worst things a human can go through. The world needs more people like her.

[@TheCarolyncmstewart]

Sad she passed away a year ago

[@TIO540S1]

Indeed. And less people like some others I’ve encountered.

[@lisawhite3648]

I Fuckin Hate Cancer!!She was the Best an her wife Also.Miss them💕💕💕💕

[@arrongordon7748]

Life’s so cruel sometimes. What an amazing lady. RIP

[@Lyn4817]

Emily is missed terribly. She was such a beautiful woman, inside and out. I hope Alisha has been able to move on and find happiness again. She was so loving and supportive.

[@rollingthunder6945]

The world needs more Emily's. Amazing. Inspirational. Kind. Funny.

[@elisaromano4725]

Something is different about Emily! She was and is an Angel. I am watching all of your videos again because I love you… I love someone I’ve never met and you left this gift for us❤️

[@Maplelust]

she was yeah. is in the videos yeah.

[@chriscook460]

this is a hard pill to swallow..even as a bystander..I ve sat beside my best friend watched her pass and it hurts to say goodbye but at the same time it's a relief shes nolonger suffering..😔 she had only a month the cancer spread so fast..she truly never got to close things off say goodbye..She went into hospital thinking she had a head ache flu..to never go home again...At least this lovely girl got to live and say goodbye...

[@barmy_irooni]

Chris Cook my condolences to you on the passing of your dear friend. Life is so precious. 🙏

[@terisumpton4199]

This beautiful soul educated and inspired me! The world was a better place with Em in it! ❤ ❤ ❤

[@motleydude73]

It's not the length of your life, it's what you cram into the time you have, and despite her years of struggles she kept active and positive to the end. Miss you Em. I'm on a similar journey, see you soon!

[@blackvelvet1350]

It hurts thinking that while I was in treatment she she gave me so much hope and she passed away the same day of my last treatment....I remember everything that I was feeling that day...not just for me but for her and her family...I had nightmares about her, and my journey...I know I didn't know her personally, but she meant so much to me....it's exactly 1 year from.my initial diagnosis, I have No Evidence of Disease at this point...I feel so blessed to be here. I also can't take in the fact that roughly 9 months after she uploaded this video she passed away...it's heart crushing.....loves and hugs to everyone out there dealing with cancer....and to the family and friends of Emily...she made a huge mark on my life...

[@peggyw172]

God Bless!

[@blackvelvet1350]

@@peggyw172 May God bless you as well ❤

[@josephbader1243]

I hope your doing well. ♥️♥️♥️👍👍👍🤣🤣🤣

[@Maplelust]

a bit of a narcissist aren't we?

[@user-pp2uu1fz4m]

Narssenest

[@pattykochenower4222]

You have inspired and taught us so much . I watch these every night, I miss you and watching these makes me feel like you’re still close. You’re loved and missed and never firgotten🙏💪🏻❤️

[@josephbader1243]

I miss both of you. KZbin will never be the same with out Emily

[@barbmarquardt4902]

RIP Sweet Angel 💕💖💕

[@daniellehuddle6641]

FLY HIGH BLUE EYES I miss her too xx

[@Baragaki_Lily]

@Justin Voluck what's her insta?

[@Baragaki_Lily]

@Justin Voluck thank u! 💜

[@gailbader8149]

Aisha is so beautiful! She had facial bone structure of a model...

[@nesrinisli6921]

gail bader has

[@missquinne8882]

Iv not been able to come back to this channel in a long time , after my sister died at Xmas last year , I got really down , I’m glad I came back to watch Emily again , reminds me how to be strong and face things head on , if she can be so positive with such a negative outlook ... I can too , hope my sister got to meet you 💕

[@callmedeno]

cheers for vloggin, I don't have cancer but I'm completely alone and I rarely feel any kind of warmth, watching you and your relationship has been touching. all the best

[@ilovevivi7201]

callmedeno I'm so sorry to hear that, sending you a hug from the Netherlands 😙

[@MissAnatance]

callmedeno lots of comforting hugs your way from Paris 💜

[@knuddelkatze452]

callmedeno Also a big hug from austria❣

[@hyg44gu54]

callmedeno From the middle of the ocean, a little island in the Caribbean! Sending ONE 💘 LOVE!

[@surlywithfabshoes]

That's another benefit of these vlogs. We come together and watch, but we also interact in the comments. You AREN'T alone.

[@hebbe3248]

Fick cancer,she was only 24 when she passet away its not fair and she is so cute to,hope to se her in next life,R.I.P u sweet angel❤️❤️❤️

[@sarahprice5542]

You are definitely educating and inspiring SO many! I really, really hope your body cooperates while you are off treatment - use the extra free time to fill it with all of your favourite things!!! I have had very rare and complex chronic illnesses for almost 3 years now, becoming so ill at 18 was crazy, but I still find that nobody understands the implications and the fact that being young does not mean a healthy life is guaranteed. I even find that some Drs don't understand the illnesses I have which is scary. I have been keen on the idea of creating something along the line of a blog/vlogging to raise awareness etc but keep thinking that it wouldn't make a difference - but seeing how much of an amazing job you are doing and the difference it can make, it is definitely building my confidence up to get started! Really hope everything goes as well as possible for you, you are both incredible people ♥

[@JulesJohnson987]

R.I.P. Emily

[@Pink-od4vv]

You’re such an inspiration. You cope with the cancer just like it’s just another day. You’re amazing. Love and hugs. Xxxxx

[@kellym7555]

Hello from Canada! I have just found your vlog and I'm binge watching all your videos. You are such an inspiration and I wish you and your family all the best. You are both so radiant and positive it's amazing. Xx

[@joannoriol6444]

You are such a reflecting light Emily, you just glow, keep fighting. Aisha has what they call a million dollar smile, it's one of the nicest ones I have ever seen and I am pretty old and have seen many. 💐

[@John-fs8rj]

I’m so glad she had Aisha through this, what a wonderful girlfriend

[@LuisaD93]

Wife . They got married before Emily passed

[@ehsan74827]

@@LuisaD93 but at the time of filming this vlog she was her girlfriend

[@mags102755]

Emily, I know you can't hear me anymore, but sometimes I watch these videos that depict the end stages of your cancer, and I can't but feel glad that you are out of pain. Maybe there's some way that you know I'm thinking of you. Rest in peace my friend.

[@redlady935]

6:55 amazing woman. I need to remember this moment when I'm feeling sorry for myself

[@carmelsmith7552]

Came here from the programme on channel 4, my husband has Sarcoma, his battle started over a year and a half ago. What an inspiration you are Emily keep fighting, we are all behind you.

[@emilyhayward4726]

Hi i wish you and your husband all the strength in the world!!!! Keep fighting and show cancer who's boss you've both got this! xxx

[@jamerayton50]

You have a wonderful out look on life and the cancer, I admire you keep it up, you are just an inspiration for everyone that has cancer, keep going, best of luck and you have a truly brilliant friend as well x

[@clairecarey8004]

Hi Emily I watched the channel 4 programme. I just wanted to say that my mother in law lived with melanoma for over 25 years, my uncle also has it and is beating it. You video really well and are so driven, keep on fighting you are one hell of an inspiration x

[@sl3580]

Oh, Em... How I miss you. Sweet thing.

[@elleJchilds]

Emily flying high and Aisha I’m here in 2022. I still think about you both all the time, not always the painful/hard times, as I understand Emily wanted to show her journey the good and the not so good, but mostly her fun loving videos with her Babe and soulmate 🫶 Miss your videos still Emily 😔and miss seeing you in them Aisha xx

[@Shadowfax85]

I'm currently at the gym working out, thinking about you Emily! You are definitely not forgotten!

[@kimcolaprete6859]

Just rewatching Emily and Aisha. So strong never gave up. There love is forever. Reminds me how strong we can be.

[@binflynn1]

Miss these vlogs so much ,she was a star in education of what really happens when you’ve cancer R I P Emily

[@seanrowan7414]

Been struggling with health and life- you came up and it gripped me, then when you got your news it was like a bomb So young yet stronger in so many ways words cant do justice Your partner kept herself strong for you and you for her- imagine in private how much that took to do Facing up to worst fears as we all will have to do one day- you kind have set the way for us so we can aspire to cope and try for the best in difficult situations instead of giving up Work of an angel and you are sorely missed by us here who watched on KZbin and by those close to you You will make a wonderful guardian angel ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@NailHeavenAshford]

I found you through the channel 4 programme. I’ve been diagnosed with skin cancer and am waiting for treatment. Keep positive. You can beat this. X

[@TheBabywaby]

Emily, you continue to inspire and encourage people to live each day like it’s your last. You put all our groaning, complaining, daily discontent and moaning into perspective. To continue to do this, even in death proves what an angel you were, and continue to be.....you are a perpetual gift to the universe. It’s a shame it needed you back so soon. I truly wish Aisha, Emily’s parents, Aisha’s parents and extended family and friends on both sides all the very best and the grace of strength in your grief. Watching these vlogs makes you feel she is still alive. So she continued to inspire even after death. What an incredible legacy and what a gracious life. Sending love and light to you all, she’s probably up there taking a spinning class then finding the nearest Nando’s. Peace and love to you all. ❤️

[@anneanne5889]

I miss you so much your 😭💜I’m so glad these videos are still here I miss your beautiful personality

[@angelabird4794]

R.I.P you are missed you were and will continue to be loved. Some people wonder what they will leave behind on this planet you don't have to worry your an angel xx

[@georgiascott8153]

Rock on, hero of mine! You are BOTH so amazing and are educating and encouraging us all.

[@samsams8203]

R.i.p wonderful girl ❤️

[@tammiep9628]

Stay strong Emily! I wish I could of seen the program. I am glad they had picked you for the program. You truly are an inspiration to others. I found your channel several months ago and am inspired by your strength and your outlook on life. I do have to say your workout and energy makes me see how old I am. I get exhausted just watching you at the gym. 😫 < That's what I look like when you finish at the gym. Stay positive Emily!! Sending you HUGS.

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thanks Tamela for the lovelyy message i know your an ORIGINAL subscriber hahaha! I love that you always comment on my videos so thank you xxx

[@jessej.m.e8430]

It must have been cringe watching yourself but also inspires yourself! I cried alot watching it... But also you made me laugh. I think that your so blunt about Cancer and it helps to be blunt.

[@emilyhayward4726]

it was strange to watch! xxx

[@aaronreinhart7017]

I can't believe it's been 2 years since she passed away already miss her

[@rwythreshold]

I always loved her music choices.

[@Hana-sc9qx]

Miss You Em! I keep getting your videos in my recommendations all the time! We will always miss you!

[@mtashunkab715]

Yup😢😢😢

[@Helen-zx7js]

Positive as ever; your attitude is inspiring. It’s the kind of thing I wish could be bottled and sold to everyone who needs it! Congratulations on all your new subscribers too - know how that lifts you up. Nice one xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

I just want to get a positive message out to everyone! Im buzzing about how many people subscribed I really didn't expect it xxx

[@georgiascott8153]

Hey, I'll buy a thousand of those bottles Helen Louise de Jong ... She is amazing and inspiring, isn't she!

[@audrey1395]

Happy birthday queen 👑 your a special soul. Fly high

[@LuisaD93]

I know you’re in a better place now Emily where there is nothing but Gods love and warm embrace and no pain . But I miss you . Your fought this with such grace and determination and I learned a lot about humility from you . RIP beautiful angel 👼🏻

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

You are truly an inspiration. Thank you.

[@Happinosis]

You are still so loved Emily. I never even knew you but I lost you. Love you girl.

[@aklemmer8936]

You had the most important thing in life while you were here---Aisha's love

[@annscott8595]

The programme was inspirational, heartbreaking & so well done, felt everyone's pain, still thinking about it! Lots of ❤️ Emily you're in my prayers for complete healing xx

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thank you for such a lovely comment Ann xxxxxx

[@yourday527]

Her partner is literally amazing ! I could only pray for a woman like that in my life ! She is solid

[@Toffee146]

Wife. And she's called Aisha.

[@daisymae3258]

@@Toffee146 somone has issues...

[@ladyyuna2000]

I can't believe you are gone Emily you truly are a amazing person who was taken away from us too soon.

[@chanlisa1325]

Just want to thank you for sharing everything with us stay strong and positive and get your rest your such an inspiration strong fighter always stay upbeat and never never give up .love you Emily and Aisha .she is such a great support for you . Your always in our prayers

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thank you Chan I just want to get a positive message out there for everyone!! I am so lucky to have her xx

[@leeann2226]

2 years Has passed so fast sweet Em Thankyou from the heart for all your Vlogs that have and will help millions Catch a hug 🤗 Emily, much love and thanks From Australia 💖❤️💚💛💜🧡🦋

[@leslievanduzee9282]

I just found Emily’s story yesterday. I love her attitude and after watching Jenny Apple’s story, I love that Emily swears and eats real food. She was a true fighter, so sorry she lost her battle

[@stephaniesbooksandlooks]

Miss you sooo much Em’s! Aisha, I pray that you are doing well and much love and many prayers still going up for you.

[@emmajoesbury6649]

I love this Emily keep fighting cause you got this 👊🏻 sending positive vibes to you and your family x

[@emilyhayward4726]

YES EMMA! All about the positive vibes!! xx

[@normabyde4766]

A lot of Emily’s postings have come up today. So glad to be remembering wonderful Emily- the biggest inspiration I’ve ever known. RIP

[@marissafrances6318]

I feel like you’re a family member I want To go visit and talk to. Both of you are special.

[@Diana-tf5xq]

How can 7 people 👎 this inspirational girls vlogs????? You are so strong please stay positive and keep smiling my heart goes out to you both xxx

[@sm5288]

The world is made up of many different cultures and for some cultures thumbs down indicates sadness. You Tube reaches a world wide audience. You're welcome.

[@thehighpriestess8431]

Maybe thumbs down to the whole situation

[@kunela2275]

This girl was amazing strong fighter R I P

[@janesharp4071]

What a beautiful couple.Im a mum & would be so proud to have such an amazing human beings in my life.🙏🏻🙏🏻You are blessed.xx

[@roses044]

I'm sure many people have said this in different ways, and I'm discovering her far too late, but in some ways that's the beauty of Emily's vlog still being here for everyone to find. There so much beauty and tragedy in life, but I hope wherever you are now Emily, you're still able to check on Aisha with your mischievous grin! I must say, it's remarkable how you had so much sweetness and swagger. You two are lucky to have found each other, and made a beautiful couple! I stumbled across this channel now as a good friend of many years is fighting a rare and particularly stubborn cancer. We're all stressed and searching for the light, as you well know, and your story and your courage have inspired me. Thanks you for sharing it with us and much love to Emily's friends and family in 2022.

[@lizsa317]

2020- Emily you made the best video, I miss you so very much. Sleep well my Angel

[@oranjelibertine]

I’m rewatching these for some reason. What a wonderful woman she is (prefer to use present tense, less sad)

[@Loumains]

I saw a good friend today who is battling cancer after he’s survived an aortic aneurysm that was leaking and nearly killed him to now he’s battling again yet he’s still so positive and still telling jokes I suppose makes it easier when talking to him but it’s sad to ❤️

[@cpmffeilberg4970]

Linda my mom recently died of an aortic aneurysm. Those are horrible. Good to hear someone has recovered from one. God bless you.

[@theresacarmody702]

Beautiful Emily .You were such a brave beautiful women taken to soon 💚💚☘️☘️

[@fireblademan494]

Emily should have got that spot on her leg checked earlier. It's easy for me to say people in U.K. are not aware as in Australia where Melanoma is the highest in the world. The sun is so much more intense. I had a melanoma when I lived in U.K It appeared after a holiday in France. 2005 It was cut out at my local hospital, got the all clear. Moved to Australia 2007. June 2018 I was feeling Ill at work went home 2 days later I could hardly stand without help .I had a brain tumor. It was removed in Brisbane. I also had another tumor in my chest Turned out to be a Melanoma 14 years after first one. So I was put on Immunotherapy for two and a half years. I had my last treatment last Friday. It killed the cancer. What I don't understand is why they stopped Emily's treatment because it affected her Cortisol levels. Well my treatment knocked my cortisol out altogether so I just take Cortisol tablets. It's so unfair I often think of Emily and wonder what Aisha is doing.

[@ellalily123]

God Emily you are so missed 😢 wow you was an amazing KZbinr. You was such an inspiration to us all ❤ the program was very emotional. You will forever be remembered even 5 years on 💔 fly high lovely Emily x

[@denisdaly1708]

glad you are keeping Em in your thoughts. She was a beautiful person. And so talented.. Her personality was something else.

[@elliej11j68]

Indeed she was an amazing young woman, she really did leave her mark on this world.

[@dunyayikurtaramayanadamink4275]

Brave girl... Most of men and woman should take a look, how it is to be a real human... Most of the zombies are more death then u. You are still greating us and sending messages. Magnificent.

[@douglasb5046]

An AMAZING young lady. RIP Emily.

[@stevehowells1572]

so sad I hate it when one loses the fight I myself have been down the cancer road twice God Bless

[@larissa_8237]

You are truly an inspiration God bless!! ❤️💜❤️❤️🙏

[@francy92mcr]

Emily ❤️ you little angel. You inspire me every day of my life. Love you.

[@revelgirl1742]

Did doctors stop treatment because they were worried about affecting her cortisol, what if they just continued anyway!? Gosh, I keep wanting to REWIND TIME TO BRING HER BACK!!!!!!!

[@francy92mcr]

You are a warrior. You ARE, your braveness, your strenght will always be with us, the people that watched your video, because your legacy will be here with us.

[@cerealfibre6938]

I'm so sorry for your loss. With all my love.❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Lottiloveslife]

Watched the film last night, I am so so proud of you guys. I’m so sorry they had to take you off treatment, of course you’re scared, you have every right to be but please remember you have a great team keeping a very big eye on you! Perhaps your body just needs a rest my lovely, take it a day at a time. I truly believe you are going to be ok, it’s just a little bump in the road. You are so strong, both of you are but if you ever need to rant or offload you can always pm me. Love always girls 😘😘

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thankyou so much Lotti i love your advice its so real.... i believe i will be ok too. i need to keep thinking this every day. I am only worried about treatment because it is a change i suppose but change is always hard for anyone and anything. THANKS lotto you're the best

[@knuddelkatze452]

BeanieCo Designs Could you pls tell me what the title of the film is?

[@sarahlonie4446]

Your amazing babe keep staying strong 💪🏼 your a true fighter..... ❤️

[@desiderata333]

I just miss Emily SO MUCH damn it! 😭😭😭😭😭

[@daniellehuddle6641]

Cynthia Dee me too 😭

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Still.

[@desiderata333]

Still…4/26/2024

[@margaretjordan2211]

"An eyebrow meeting" ,love you two

[@margaretjordan2211]

Miss you everyday Em , peace x

[@rachaelsunshine5203]

Still thinking of you and Aisha Em. Time goes by but you changed the world for the better.

[@jacqcook4036]

Still missing your lovely smile Em ❤

[@johannataher5676]

Aw Emily - I love u two xxxx

[@fonziebulldog5786]

Brave woman for sure. You must be a Queen in your heaven. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@leeann2226]

Thankyou Emily 💚💜💙❤️💛🦋

[@Ahipara100]

Love you Emily, hope everything goes well even when you are off treatment

[@emilyhayward4726]

Thank you xxxx

[@Ahipara100]

[@kelly_villalobos]

Emily Hayward miss you.

[@ablaabla2425]

Beautiful at least you still got your hair

[@maryann1412]

Aisha is hilarious. "Im going to an eyebrow meeting"

[@cataleya1318]

Bless your beautiful soul Emily ♥️

[@PsYcoPink]

Ps, wher can i c the program? 🙂

[@sarahtaylor7737]

I really want to watch that program! Does anyone know how I can access it now? Xx

[@scorchedgorse2649]

I still think of this vibrant young woman, Emily, and how she lived life to the fullest with cancer. I do hope Aisha, her wife, is well. ❤

[@samuelmason8370]

I learned this from v sauce. Makes it seemingly less final. :( When a camera takes a photo, photons that had bounced off the person, reflected at the wavelength relative to the colors, and then into the camera excites the sensors. physically telling them that something is there. When a photo is developed, those photons that interacted with the film- some of them dumped all their energy and were absorbed. She's part of the picture. I understand obviously it's not a super tangible momento... but it's a warming thought.