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[@loannaxxx8845]

Who else keeps watching Emily? Old uploads just reminds me she was here RIP like she is still here.

[@sexysergeant123]

loanna xxx me, it makes it seem like it's not true.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

loanna xxx I do, I watch at least one a day xox

[@susanshughart8343]

I like to watch occasionally but it is sad.

[@carolynbertram5598]

I also watch every now and then, just to enjoy Em's strength, grace, positivity, humour, and all the rest of the things that make her so special.

[@margaretkearsey734]

Carolyn Bertram I watch one practically every day. Makes it seem she is still with us. Have you all realized that when Emily left us she had 57K subscribers and she now has 61K. If at all possible, I am convinced she can still read her vlogs. I once asked a medium what do you do over there. She replied, "Anything you want" So she really is still with us and participates with us in many different ways until we meet her on the other side. My boyfriend died 4 months ago. His telephone has never been turned off. I send him a text once in a while.

[@JillyBean1968]

Is there anyone else out here that is still watching Em’s videos? Seeing her progressively getting worse in each one is so hard to see. RIP angel. 💔

[@marilynhildrew3889]

I am, such a shame, she was lovelyxx R.I.P Em XXX😍

[@dawnewers7548]

still watching in 2021. how do you love & miss someone you never knew? 💔

[@anthropoid2405]

That’s the evil of this disease, it slowly (or quickly) robs you of everything, bit by bit. But her stoicism was amazing.

[@andrewwest5344]

Yes

[@freqeist]

me I had a TBI in 2014 and started watching then in my bed..and then i had a vascular stroke so basilly Ms. Hayward has kept me going oh and my sub dural hematomas happy days love you Em forever.

[@annettegenovesi4012]

This one really got to me. You can see that poor Emily is totally sick of the cancer, the meds, the treatments. Yet she soldiers on like the good soldier, and with Aisha by her side always.

[@iprefersteve]

Still watching these videos after 2+ years of Emily being gone.. these videos help me to keep fighting when I want to say goodbye to this life.. thank you for inspiring the world, Emily. ♥️

[@Sheyann_89]

Your in my prayers hun. Never give up. 💕

[@ronanwalsh7024]

Emily was a beautiful ball of positive energy, I don't believe that positive energy disappeared when Emily lost her battle with cancer.... I truly believe that she's still around, just in a different form.... cancer free and still full of positivity.

[@Dennym240]

RIP I'm so saddened by the news. You are the reason I'm living my life to the fullest now and not letting my deep depression hold me back. I'm living my life for you since your life if as now ended. Thanks for all your videos. You have helped so many.

[@juliesilva5894]

dennis Martin this is what Emily did for everyone she is the best Love her so much and have never met but gosh she and Aisha have changed the way many of us are living love you too Aisha hope I spelled her name correctly

[@alexandrasarno6394]

dennis Martin me too. Panic disorder. Depression and chronic pain. Im 38 but fit and young at heart. Emily has kept me strong and will continue to do so. Just push through it all 😊

[@ashleysmith5554]

Well said

[@jp718581b]

Same here, so with pain and depression, I have Emily just blows the Cobb webbs away, and what a star she still is xxxxxx love u Emily and aisha xxxxxxxy

[@debbie7991]

Watching these old vlogs and it's like you're still alive. Oh Emily, I miss your updates so much. :'(

[@BB-ny3eu]

I think the royal marsden should make these all into a film to give some comfort and support to fellow cancer patients, even tho the ending is extremely sad the whole journey is amazing and uplifting 💕💕💕 love and miss you Emily x

[@ronpaul8643]

Her videos did help many people all over the world, I started watching them when my wife got breast cancer my wife got so sick I thought she may die from the chemo, two years cancer free, her videos helped me so very much the great friend I never meant, thank you Emily and Aisha and all of your family

[@rebeccawright5987]

Yeah, and include Peewee Toms and Tiffanythinks!

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

RIP sweet sweet Emily xx You touched so many lives! Love and peace to Aisha your mum and dad and all family and friends xxx

[@michelleleppard1882]

I watched my dad through 16 years of cancer. He never let it define him. He worked till the end. It was emotionally hard seeing my dad struggle more and more yet give his all to be here. I’ve also had cancer myself and so I don’t tend to watch ppl on KZbin in the same struggle yet em popped up one day and I clicked and then here I find myself odd times popping back not sure why as it’s a sad ending yet I’m drawn in to ems life and willing her on to live even though I know she’s not! None of us know how long we have and any struggles we might face. So many beautiful souls have fought to live and it reminds me that I’m blessed to still be here to make something of everyday to honour those who aren’t here. I wish Em and my dad were still here living a good healthy life. To all who have lost a loved one I send a hug and lots of love. To all reading this I wish you a happy healthy long life❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ronanwalsh7024]

Nothing brings tears to my eyes quicker than watching one of Emily's vlogs.... not because they have a negative effect on me, not at all. They have the opposite effect.... they inspire me. The tears well up because I'm a dad of girls Emily's age and I cannot imagine what it must be like to lose such a lovely girl... I breaks my heart and I didn't even know her.

[@francessheldrick1563]

They should make it into a movie.💙💙💙

[@homecookmeal4737]

Rest in perfect peace beautiful one!

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

God what a little angel was robbed from us by this awful disease, so so bloody cruel xx

[@tiffanynicole5920]

I’m so sorry that I didn’t discover you until it was too late. I love watching your videos and have been binge watching them. I must say that u were a very brave, strong, encouraging, inspiring, beautiful young woman. Another life taken way too soon. RIP Emily and just know that you are still very much loved 💕

[@shelly8122]

just heard the very sad news of emily passing away..she sure was an angel in her own right. she was an amazing person my heart is broken for Aisha and her family sending love from all of her fan base we love you beautiful sleep tight xxxxxx

[@paulinejackson1049]

I am going to miss Emily very much ,,I watched her from the beginning I really thought she was very brave and I felt like I knew her I had a tremendous respect for her. She taught me to be positive and strong! I’m sending my love and prayers to her family and they should be very proud of her.❤️😥

[@whitneykibble7979]

Rest In Peace sweet girl. You fought hard.

[@TabanyaRuuFinnishLapphunds]

Punch a wall, wail, you don't have to be strong all the time. Let it out, it's a huge blow, you have every right to be angry & utterly pissed off. I really hope all those meds blitz the pain and that there is a treatment out there for you. We don't expect you to be chirpy all the time, when you are low we'll try to lift you, when it's dark we'll strike a match. Keep the faith xx

[@blueeyez3643]

I know she’s gone but I see her in these blogs and she was so full of life It’s hard to imagine she’s gone. I pray for her loved ones

[@user-od1fm3hs9c]

What an inspirational woman. So honest and so real. Thank you for sharing your life with us. ❤

[@Toffee146]

I've only just recently found you, Emily. I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. Your attitude is amazing. I have a serious brain condition which is life long and can be life threatening if not dealt with on time, as well as other serious illnesses, but to deal with cancer the way you are doing, is beyond admirable.

[@philipcarey5831]

Hi Emily, I have been watching your vlogs over my wife’s, Claire, shoulder for quite some time now. I cannot begin to express my total admiration in the way you and your girlfriend have dealt and are dealing with your journey. Your humility, strength of character and humour make you one of the special people, a true role model for all. I look forward to watching many more of your future vlogs.xx

[@boogiebeat09]

She has passed away

[@louisianna5524]

R.i.p Em... I'm going to miss you so so much.. An Inspiration to us all You put up the bravest fight Aisha an Family, Thinking of you all an sending you so much love xoxo 💜💙🧡

[@mscavsfan]

So sorry to hear that you have it in another area. I hope the pain gets under control QUICKLY so you can enjoy many wonderful days ahead of you.

[@clairecarey8004]

Blimey you could open up your own pharmacy with that lot ! Sending so much love Emily and Aisha, only way you can be is positive like you are. Follow your feelings cause that's all you can do and get back up and dust yourself down you are a fighter Emily ! just look at what effect and influence you have had on people and me ! Lot of people really rooting for you .. Thanks for keeping us updated your a star xxxx

[@peggyw172]

Aisha, you did an awesome job of taking care of Emily. I'm so sorry you both had to go through this experience, but your awesome souls shine through in how you support and love each other. That is beautiful. Love you guys lots. PEACE🌻

[@larissa_8237]

Omg your strength just blows me away!! Love you both!! 🙏❤️💜❤️🙏

[@jeancarson7171]

Just found your channel recently: you are the most amazing people I have ever come across and an inspiration to young and old diagnosed with cancer. I’m not sure of your cancer diagnosis and treatment but I will look back at your previous vlogs. Sending love to you both x

[@mulisha-kv7hn]

Aisha is such a great rock she literally...helped her stay positive and strong. Rip Emily.

[@chellbie]

Gosh haven’t watched your videos for awhile, I absolutely loved them, your courage and sense of humor ! Crazy how many views your channel has now. Also the fact you were in your early 20’s and coping better than any 40 year old.

[@ljc6535]

Can't help but keep watching these when they pop up..still being strong and upbeat..like my mum was she never showed her fear and always made sure we were ok..so very brave .god bless .

[@hannahhayward1813]

💖💖💖 sending positive vibes! You’ve kicked cancers butt so far- just keep up the fight and keep kicking away 💖💖💖

[@katepedley5023]

Thinking of you ❣I’m so sorry you’re going through this. But with the support of your girl you can conquer this. Really love your vlogs and how involved you allow your followers to be. Really admire that, stay strong xxx

[@vickyrogers3690]

So sorry, Emily. I will pray for you for strength and pain control. Bless you ❤️

[@adelina7970]

I am binge watching. Aisha is such a beautiful person. You can see her sitting there all worried and concerned. Emily dont get me started. She is so lovable. i can't tears tears.

[@bendavy8766]

I've been watching you ever since my own diagnosis in April and through out my current treatment. You are such a strong woman and your positive outlook has me striving to not let the cancer beat me.. keep positive 😀😀 love the vids

[@thunderlips7611]

Ben Davy you keep fighting brother. Thoughts and big prayers your way

[@YourManJam]

I still watch Emily for motivation. Absolute force to be reckoned with this girl. I hope she’s chucking weights around in the great gym in the sky 💪🏻

[@mcrayne27]

I have no doubt that you've got this. You are too strong a person not to ❤ Sending you all the positivity I can muster!

[@julespowell4896]

Popped back to re watch some of Emily's Vlogs. She was such a warrior and she fought and fought and fought whilst remaining positive and strong. Heartbreaking she had to go through so much and so young. Sending love to Aisha who is an Angel and Emily's family and friends who all loved Emily so much. I hope you're are watching down Emily and know we all love you so much.

[@dn351]

Emily, you and Aicha are so strong and I have so much respect for you. Keep fighting and stay strong. We're all with you in heart and spirit and when you feel you haven't got the strength, just remember how many people love and care for you.

[@Lottiloveslife]

The strength you show is incredible, still uploading to keep us updated whilst you are digesting all of this shows how beautiful you are inside and out. You will get through this my lovely, enjoy the highs and kick shit out of the lows. You have been in my thoughts and I’ve been praying for good news, you will beat this Emily❤️. We’re all behind you on this journey and sending you both so much love😘. Thank you so so much for allowing us to be part of your journey, you are a truly beautiful person x x x x x

[@mctempest9113]

BeanieCo Designs she was amaxing.. What a fighter, Rip em xx

[@lamicha21]

ive been binge watching your videos for the past 3 days. Ive cried, laughed, awww, ooooohhh, loved every single bit of it and eaten a lot, cuz ya'll be snacking all the time. Lots of LOVE FROM H-TOWN Houston Texas

[@Boopzone]

Miss you Em 😢

[@debitynan]

I miss watching your updates and watching you work out at the gym. I still can't believe you are now in heaven. Rip Em a true inspiration xc

[@marybeazley7741]

Emily if only love could heal you would be healed along time ago, all of us will keep loving you on your long trip love you girl.....love to you both...xxx......

[@jenmonk7154]

Much love, prayers, positive vibes and light. You are a fighter xxxxxx

[@MsWobie]

You are a woman of power and dignity. Thank you for this window into your world. Prayers for you both being said.

[@elizabethsaigal1889]

Emily - All respect to you for the brave manner in which you have faced up to this latest adverse health situation. May you overcome this set back soon. Aisha you are a ‘Star’ !! Hugs to both of you & my continued prayers of support. ❤️🙏🏻

[@laurajeanbotha5321]

Dear Emily. I have just watched this Vlog. How heartbreaking, I cannot even imagine how you mist have felt hearing this devastating news. This Vlog really shows how human you were after all, explaining your pain & emotions, something you rarely share. My heart really broke watching this. Who would believe you would pass away 5 months later. Such a dynamic young lady, missed dearly by family & friends & all of us watching your Vlogs. Very Sad. So glad you are at peace now & pain free 😭😢😭😢😭

[@qwerty31182]

Been watching/following your journey for a while now. Your such a strong person and the way you are dealing with this is amazing. Stay positive, keep smiling! Love and strength to you both xx❤

[@theresacarmody702]

What a beautiful lady Emily was so positive and inspiring for others who are suffering .And Aisha is a wonderful lady.She was her hero all through Emily's illness .I hope life is treating you well because you deserve the best

[@emmajoesbury6649]

Sending positive vibes. My dads in the same situation. All I can do is send this energy out and hope you get it. Sending love to you both ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@rebekahbridges-tervydis5054]

I've only just found your vlogs in my youtube feed. Your film style is lovely. Your chosen attitude and cheeky sense of positive-vism (yep, just made that word up) is lovely to watch. Your ' straight at you' strength is refreshing. I really know next to nothing about you and Aisha and we probably have nothing in common. But, I want you to know this girl from America prays for you!

[@mctempest9113]

Rebekah Bridges-Tervydis so very sad. What an inspiration x

[@SandyS107]

Mc tempest I also was looking for a singers music with the same last name last week. This wonderful souls video came up. I have been watching daily. She was an angel on earth and now in heaven. I pray for her wife. What a wonderful true love story they had.

[@lorinadoyle7224]

Miss this gorgeous lady so much, your blogs were flipping awesome! Xxxx

[@sanyacohn1995]

The honesty and rawness of her heart brought me here.tears and laughter are what kept me here

[@paiiininthebutt7209]

Miss you already Emily ❤️

[@Isabelly]

I love you both, and you will get through this. You are a fighter Em, but you are also allowed to take it out, if you need to cry, cry don't keep it inside. I send you both all the very best vibes.

[@arrogantfrog]

Aww that sucks. Don’t know what to say.. I hope you will get treatment for it, so you can fight on 💪 you’re doing great. Sending some love to both of you 💜

[@geraldinemaigne8463]

Be proud of what you've accomplished and of your determination. Love u and Aisha. All the way from my French corner of the universe.

[@carmelsmith7552]

So sorry you got exactly the news you didn't want to get. Thank you for keeping us updated during this difficult time, routing for you both, you are so strong xx

[@DreamAngel1967]

I keep watching her videos I can't believe she's gone I didn't run into her videos till here recently but God what a strong young lady she was breaks my heart I don't even know her but I sure do miss her what a bubbly personality she had cancer sucks!

[@SpamfromAmsterdam]

I feel for you guys man, that sucks so bad!

[@arrogantfrog]

Never clicked on the notification so fast!

[@gillyana]

So much love for you two. Aisha and Emily I wish they could bottle you up and sell it around the world. X

[@davidbowieglamour5477]

We admire you greatly. Keep fighting.

[@christianbetts3887]

Welcome to Emily’s pharmacy- I love ur spirit- so glad A gave u a much needed pep talk. Love u both from Florida 🌹🤗❤️

[@wesson270]

❤️thinking of you!!! Stay strong lovely xx

[@cammeronwall5841]

Beat it girl!!! Beat it!!! Hugs from Georgia!

[@julielynn86]

Emily. So sorry that you're still dealing with so much pain and waves of bad news. You are on my mind and I am praying for you. Hugs to you both.

[@JordanDavis-ce2yy]

So thankful she filmed these…what a gem of a human. Aisha, love you too, and so happy for you for your sweet baby. All the love.. missing you, Em!

[@denisegillit5625]

OMG, I can't believe you just got that news. I pray for you all. Stay strong.

[@ohbilleh]

Positive vibes. 💜

[@desiderata333]

Oh sweethearts I love you both. Stay strong. Sending you both all my love and prayers.

[@Meemagolding]

Aisha your such a wonderful partner ‼️TRUE LOVE ❤️. Emily can they do radiation on the areas of concern? I can’t imagine what your going through???!!!! I can and will support both of you! MELANOMA AWARENESS ‼️ Sending hugs from California ❤️

[@mctempest9113]

Molly Golding rip Emily, what an amazing girl x

[@annibridgett9334]

What a beautiful, brave soul😥

[@traciprovins3221]

I miss these vlogs so much. Can’t believe we don’t see Em every day anymore. I’m happy Aisha posts stories quite a bit on ig but I still come watch the old vlogs every couple of days. Hope you’re killing it up there Emily ❤️

[@robertmutti8949]

You two are amazing! Luv Unk XX

[@lubna7783]

GO GIRL !!

[@laurajeanbotha5321]

I only came across Emily's Vlogs about 3 weeks ago, I can't get enough of her, I try watch at least 5 Vlogs a day. RIP Dear Heart

[@georginataylor4617]

I am a new comer and catching up on your story. You girls are just amazing xxx

[@carmelawanser1469]

I can't stop watching them she was so brave. ❤

[@Marie-ym4qt]

boy oh boy you're are strong woman. x

[@danaleestephens1686]

I do. Miss this angel.

[@amandamillard2752]

Emily and Aisha, I don’t have a question.I mean what can I ask you Emily, to go through what you have in 5/6 years?...it’s more than most people will go through in their lifetime. What I did want to say is that Emily and Aisha you deal with every punch with such dignity and love for each other and for your families? All I see from you guys and your families and mates is the love and fun that you have for each other and each other group of friends.A beautiful thing Emily is when you are DIPPING emotionally (and no flipping wonder) your lovely lady moves in to lift your mood and to get you thinking another way and when Aisha is Dipping you do the very same thing. The love that you two share is love at its most pure, you don’t think of yourself, it’s how your soulmate is feeling, that’s what counts. This is ridiculous, I’m a 47 year old married woman and I’m sending you a load of nonsense. I was going to wait a few day and ask you an intelligent question and my heart has ruled my noggin (head) and you are getting this. I may not physically know both of you, but I feel like I do, it’s just been such a rollercoaster for you. Emily and Aisha I pray for you both every night, for more of that London Grit and strength, you seem to have it in bucketloads Emily.But I’m also praying for pain relief for you Emily, you can cope with more or less anything if you get a good night of pain free, sleep, or if you get a spell of hours pain free. Chronic pain knocks you down so low, it can be hard to get back as high as you were.I have some physical problems and I know chronic pain only too well, that why I’m writing both of you a letter at this time in the morning.Don’t worry I’m going now, I just want to send you some love and healing from Bonnie Scotland.Im not even going to re-read this rambling nonsense, I just want you both to know that I love youse, you’ve proper gotten into my heart, I had a kind of cockney accent in my brain as I typed that. Night night, I hope you enjoy my book that I’ve written,! love’n’hugs Amanda xXx

[@MiaMariebythesea]

I’m here! I just started watching Emily’s videos, and it’s June 2022! I was so upset when I saw that she’d already been gone for a few years. What a wonderful person! I hope that Aisha is doing ok without Emily.

[@bamog4560]

This is were it went downhill, terrible news

[@Ahipara100]

I am so sorry Emily, so so sorry. Hope you get the CT soon! And that the pills will help without the side effects. I love you both so much, I wish there was a way how to send health in a physical sense (e.g. like giving money)... You know, I would buy some extra health and send it to you guys so you can be cured. All I have now are best wishes, hope those help too in some sense. Thinking of you everyday

[@madnatty]

Still watching...and re-watching. Hope you’re doing OK Aisha. Em is not forgotten. ✌️🥝

[@sharonplant4102]

I didn’t know Emily but I was devastated when she died it was so sudden on I saw it on Facebook. RIP beautiful loved watching your vlogs

[@sfenn73]

We will always love Em❤

[@srgrounds]

Sorry for the bad news. Your a fighter and i know you will pull through.

[@tamaraw4598]

Such a legend. Glad this video popped up on my feed, thinking of her

[@sarahprice5542]

Sending you all so so much love and will be thinking of you!! So glad you’ve got such incredible support and love around you, I really really hope you are more comfortable soon. You’re more than allowed to feel miserable about it all - it’s a horrendous situation to be in! But I’m always amazed that you can both pick each other up to keep going with a positive and strong attitude!! You’re both truly incredible, but remember it’s also okay to feel sad and scared - get it out of your system and share it with those who support you so you can all keep picking each other up in the difficult times. I know how difficult getting bad health news can be and I wish more than anything that I could take it all away from you all and everyone else suffering! Sending all my love and support - would love to help or support you all in anyway possible, just let me know if there is anything at all. Hope you’re having the best day possible. Sarah xxxx

[@lizb853]

HAVING READ SO MANY COMMENTS HOPING THAT OUR EMILY OS WATCHING OVERUS AND LOOKING DOWN FROM HEAVEN ON US!! WELL REST ASSURED, SHE VERY DEFINETLY IS DOING JUST THAT. YES HER BROKENBODY IS AT PEACE NOW BUT HER SPIRIT/ SOUL IS ALWAYS GOING 2 B WITH US, AND CERTSINKY SHE WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER LEAVE HER BELOVED AISHA,( AISHA IF YOU READ THIS). BE COMFORTED BY THE FACT THAT EMILY IS NOW 100% CURED, HAPPY AND THE EMILY YOU HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN AND LOVED HER SPIRIT LIVES ON IN YOU AND HER FAMILY.AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST! LOVE CAN NEVER DIE. THAT IS ABSOLUTELY IMPOSIBLE.S

[@brandychambers6680]

Keep your head up.. you have awesome support... Thank you for sharing your life story..

[@karencurtis2697]

Omg my lovely girls in the silence it says so much , I just want to hug you both so much 🙏🏻

[@mikeheap7978]

Bet you do.

[@karencurtis2697]

mike heap like what the f... d... w... have some respect

[@Helen-zx7js]

Oh shit. I don’t want to ‘like’ because the news is poop, but glad you know and can get it sorted. I suppose it’s a tiny bonus they didn’t find it before Florida so you got your amazing Xmas 😀 thinking of you. Stay strong and stay positive. You got this 💪🏼

[@chloebaillie4600]

It's amazing what you two have to conquer, you're an absolute warrior em, and should be so proud of producing such awesome vlogs even through the harder times, both of you are such an inspiration to me ❤️

[@KatiePackman]

Sending all the love in the world x

[@donnacoldwell-ford2851]

Still watching… so very much missed, love you Emily xxx