NO RANDOM MUSIC!! Vent Art TikTok Compilation #89

Hello! There's no random music in this video! You can always express yourself! Don't hold it in! 🧚
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[@Avery_DaBestOBV]

“No random music!” Literally 8 minutes in 💀

[@AutisticNonbinary]

I’ve learned that it’s best not to watch comps from accounts that put random music in, there’s a few good ones out there or if you make a playlist of short comps usually there’s no random music!!

[@Avery_DaBestOBV]

@@AutisticNonbinary ok Ty!

[@Pxxni]

It’s the fact 6 months ago I wouldn’t have related to any, now I’m seeing myself in every single one 😭😭😭😔😔

[@Hi...203hsjik]

Omg I'm so sorry are you ok?

[@JusticeZammert]

life, death, creation, destruction, exacts, parallels, everything yet nothing simultaneously

[@Jay-what]

Like this comment

[@JusticeZammert]

@@Jay-what ok?

[@fawn_saito]

6:31 the urge and need to force yourself to vomit up what you’ve eaten but simultaneously have a fear of vomit

[@Ha_Vyn]

Fr (I'm so sorry you're going through that too🫤)

[@fawn_saito]

@@Ha_Vyn oh no I’m sorry your dealing with too (too?) it’s a sucky thing to deal with…

[@Hi...203hsjik]

​@@fawn_saito I'm so sorry sweetheart ❤

[@fawn_saito]

@@Hi...203hsjik thank you…honestly teared up at the sweatheart (in a good way) 💜

[@sergiotrotta4916]

9:50 'Bc who would love a girl with scars ?' I would. And i do. Even guys/boys with scars. I find scars very pretty,even stunning and beautiful !^^ I feel like features,scars and such things are pretty on people,i'd *never* judge or make fun of anyone cuz of some scars♡♡♡♡

[@HarlequinS1mp]

How is everyone ?? You can vent here

[@fawn_saito]

Shit. Really really shit. I’ve realised what kind of person my mum is, she’s not who I thought she was. I don’t have anyone to turn to because wither they think I’m okay in the head and I don’t wanna ruin that or they just turn it into about themselves. I don’t have a dad who cares. I don’t have a mum who understands or try’s to. I don’t have siblings who can understand. I don’t have friends who want to hear it. I don’t have the energy left to deal with it. I’m only hear because I’m not abandoning my youngest brother, ever favourites our other brother so I’m left to practically raise him! I’m too young for this shit! I’ve always been to mature for my age! I know how to take after a child and that literally surprises people! I have more skills then most adults I know! “I had to grow up faster then other kids” well lucky you coz I never got the chance, I’ve always had to be mature and put others needs before my own! Even at 5! I was literally defending my brother (the now middle child) against my own dad! I yelled at my dad! I took the truma! I took the guilt! I took the emotional abuse for my brother and HE STILL SAYS HE WISHES HE WAS THW OLDEST. I get no credit for any of the shit I’ve done. All I get is yelled at, guilt tripped, blamed for everything and more. I’m done. I’m so tired. I just want to give up! I was getting better! I was for nearly 6 months and then my mum just had to turn into an asshole! Why can’t anything be easy for me??? Why do I have to be a parent and therapist to my own mother??? I don’t understand please someone explain this! Someone please justify her actions so I’m in the wrong! I don’t want to be right about her…

[@fawn_saito]

Shit sorry that’s really long…

[@3ngsty]

@@fawn_saito I’m sorry. I can’t make it better for you, but I can give you some insight? I know you don’t want to hear this but I think you need to. Your mum is in the wrong. You should not have to be her therapist, she’s your mum and that means she should be protecting you, not the other way around. I don’t know how old you are but I assume you’re still a minor, you shouldn’t have that amount of responsibility, you need to just be a kid. I don’t know the details and I don’t know what your mums gone through to make her that way, but it’s not an excuse. She shouldn’t be treating you that way, know of your family should. Wanting to protect the ones you love is normal, but there’s a limit you reach that you have to consider. You can’t focus on getting better if you’re focusing on helping other people get better. You can be there for them, if you want to, but you can’t solely responsible, that’s not healthy for either parties. You can’t “fix” your mum by yourself. You shouldn’t be expected to do that. If your mum or others can’t see how hard you’re trying then you should stop. They should be appreciating you and making you feel good about yourself, not making you feel worse. Nobody’s perfect and occasional misunderstandings are normal. But what you’re describing is unhealthy and you are in the right. Im sorry you’re going through this alone. If you need someone, I’m here. I wish I could give you a consensual hug :( I hope this helps? Or at Keats makes you feel a bit better?

[@3ngsty]

@@fawn_saito don’t apologise I don’t mind, I’m sure the commenter doesn’t either :)

[@TaxFraud]

I’m doing…. Terrible… I feel like I’m in this loop, this never ending loop. I can’t draw anymore, it’s like I lost all talent I had… yet if someone wants me to draw something for them, I can… but I can’t draw for myself. It’s driving me into insanity… I feel empty about it. I feel like I threw away the years of practice and improvement. Idk, it’s stupid to be so upset about this….

[@XToastyx-c2u]

Not me relating to some of this lol😀😅🥲

[@joshuaringgold3525]

Not me going back to school because I miss all my friends just to not have any classes with them. I know its going to get bad again, but something about that feels comforting in a way. Maybe its because I get more art inspo?😅🤔

[@esmemurnane4341]

4:00 hit a tiny bit too close to home ASjajksdjsmi

[@grace-rn1hg]

tw: su!c!d3, sh, rage? they did it. they left, im actually so numb rn. aha. ik i laugh. but, its a sign im 2 feet away from a blade and rly tempted. i am over here. i cant help. i cant help them online, im useless in this situation. Why.. do i put myself in these situations? i allow them to vent to me. and i just go in this loop. i spend ALL night in discord. my mother asked me "why are you always upstairs on your laptop" lmao. like she would understand. I get up, at 5 in the morning. with NO sleep. to go to school i pass out by 5th period. I rly need help. but i keep digging my own grave. atp, why do i try if they arent gonna listen. why should i have to be the one to please everyone? No one told me to do so. i did it myself. so why do i complain? i should have no right to do so. when i dug myself into the mess. far to deep to crawl out of. I just wanna end it. 🤬

[@BoilsYourOil]

36:12 - 36:18 SUNDROP & SOLAR MENTION :OOO *AUTISM VOLUME TURNS UP*

[@Blackwinterthewolfwingg]

As someone who learned and can’t trust secent chanes and for people with abusive relationships or friends here me out Giving someone a second chance is like giving someone another bullet because they missed to ki!! You the first time.

[@The.Juggalo.System]

4:00 oh god the DID vent hit hard

[@Mazerine.]

no thoughts and to many thoughts

[@B33tl3s_B0n3s]

I'm going to a party/hang out soon with a bunch of ppl but I don't have any long sleeved shirts or gloves to cover the scars on my arms- wish me luck!:3

[@Yourmummy666]

Was it ok

[@B33tl3s_B0n3s]

@@Yourmummy666 yeah I survived and no one saw them

[@PookieBear-y5u]

1:32

[@waynehunziker4978]

Song name for 8:28?

[@sergiotrotta4916]

Hands up - 6arelyhuman ft. Kets4eki😊

[@waynehunziker4978]

@@sergiotrotta4916 Thank you!!

[@Venuss..planetball]

Song name of 0:49?

[@3ngsty]

10:38