no, the moon.

wrecking crew 2015
teen suicide
danielle elise bartley - camera/director/edit
duncan pop - producer/assistant camera/post
eliot brown - assistant director
michael phillips - actor
joe laughrey - gaffer
josh elam - grip
elizabeth crum - wardrobe
leslie humphrey - hair and makeup
amber yates - production assistant
joe stockton - sound design
insta: @danielleelisebartley
@fuckyouiloveeverybody

[@Vbytsia]

The absolute worst feeling is not being able to feel at all.

[@Frieswithnoketchup]

You won’t be saying that after someone fucks up your shins

[@sufferyetgain]

Inhaling Bread shins?

[@Daniela-tk8jv]

The first comment is fucking right, I used to say I don’t got feelings, but I’m heartbroken right now

[@grufti1407]

I know what your meaning

[@wizz3974]

Inhaling Bread what the fuck kind of response is that😂😂

[@cignature4489]

You know when you see a recommended youtube video posted 3 years ago by a user with a default profile pic.... its gonna be good Edit: 5 years Edit: 8 years 😁 I was really 16 when I first posted this comment and here you guys have me on update duty still 8 years later

[@dhruv1019]

You mind-reader , you.

[@teinamitai4846]

yup

[@Cannmilk2025]

Correct

[@crimenesdeltiempo]

Yeo

[@mahasina.k.5963]

Factual

[@underratednerd2382]

The feeling when you can’t seem to look yourself in the eye, because you become a stranger to yourself.

[@carlostdied1184]

self-opia

[@sourbaby124]

weirdness it happens to me for lkke 0.01 seconds but then I’m like stfu.

[@amenonaka4402]

I feel him 100%

[@underratednerd2382]

I don’t even remember writing this original comment didn’t realize it got this many likes, I was dealing with depression at the time and I feel like looking back I didn’t fully understand what I was saying. My depression has worsened sadly. And I feel so disconnected from myself, nobody in my life knows and I’m fine with that I guess. I’d like to feel like me again someday, and if I find out that isn’t possible anymore than I don’t want to be alive. If anybody reads this, I hope you are okay, not just pretending to be but really okay.

[@sourbaby124]

UnderratedNerd don’t feel like that I love you and everybody loves you and idek who you are but I just can’t handle hearing that well. I hope you feel better

[@thewreckingcrew1345]

happy five year anniversary everyone 🎉🛒💟

[@nagato2519]

Ayyy

[@hazelclgrv5236]

💃🕺🕺

[@ani1451]

💖

[@valleyofthedolls]

omg 💗

[@Anton-eh3ny]

Niceee

[@neoscythe]

“being alone really makes you realize that all you got is yourself.”

[@11deva11]

neeko X :(

[@user-px9zs8ke9t]

Yeah..

[@lucifer82666]

I like your profile pic is that johnny depp as scissorhands with a cap?

[@neoscythe]

@@lucifer82666 yes it is

[@lucifer82666]

@@neoscythe behind the scenes or..?

[@obo2881]

Bit of a bruh moment when you realise this is how you’ve been living for a long time

[@hast3742]

I only realized it now lol

[@Demons972]

I don't regreti tho.

[@MinecraftMusicMakesMeCry]

Maybe a little to long-

[@cadeelarson6812]

literally me haha

[@hel2727]

until you find another way of distracting yourself from this pain and numbness that eats you from the inside because realising that all you got is yourself and your demons makes you actually contemplate suicide but everytime you realise you don't have the guts to do it so you're just stuck in this world with your self-pity, self-hatred and constant derealization and existential crisis. no? well, it's just me.

[@madufall9630]

Nostalgia, deja vu, depression, and fascination combined.

[@jamesnguyenx]

MaduFall did u know the singer is mad at x for the sample in teeth?

[@joshuavolpe282]

NinjaBeast❺⑧❺ oh shit really? Where did you find this

[@jamesnguyenx]

Joshua Volpe @sendingfish on instagram, not a x fan page representing xxxtentacion 2018, this page does not like new fans from the SAD! era, but they do cover rare stuff from jahseh.

[@VRSKapitanaOfficial]

Are you a member of The Fall ?

[@VRSKapitanaOfficial]

@@prod.interlude go play minecraft

[@alenavarro135]

Him staring at the mirror hits so hard. Just looking at yourself wondering who am I? Why am I here? Where is everyone? When will it ever change?

[@isaiahlange5384]

At that moment he was aware of himself. Aware of the man looking back in the mirror. Aware of the mediocre unsatisfying life that he's living.

[@This_Guy55]

Just staring at yourself in the mirror. Just wondering when the pain will stop. just wishing it would end already and wishing someone, anyone, could save you from the monster you’re becoming

[@tiredaf1]

The anxiety is eating us alive

[@jubaka01]

that's always when i break down

[@lborja579]

Every morning I stare at myself in the mirror, and seriously it just gets harder to recognize the person In the reflection.. it’s been years with depression.. it’s killing me

[@dlture7126]

what a beautiful corner of youtube.

[@dataguts]

exactly my thoughts

[@meganmullis5386]

I don't think I've ever seen something that captured depression this well before. Both how it looks from the outside and how it feels on the inside. I don't know exactly what's different, but I think it's just that this captured the sense of being painfully average, going about life stuck in endless normality. I love this so fucking much because it didn't make depression look like battle, because it never feels like a battle, you aren't going up tooth and nail to your self hatred every day, you don't have to beat down a big black dragon to get out of bed, it just doesn't seem like there's any reason to, but in the end, you still have to get stuff done because you have to. There's a hint of meaning but not enough to care about it, and there are a lot of things that you know you should be doing but you just don't feel like it. It's the feeling of not feeling like it all the time, feeling stagnant and distant and it hurts, but not in the way you think it would, it's like hitting your leg when it's fallen asleep, but that's your entire life. You don't even realize it hurts until you look in the mirror and hardly recognize yourself and hate yourself so much for not doing anything meaningful but also not being able to because you're so drained all the time. That is the feeling this gives and I hope it helps people to understand longterm depression more clearly, that being functional doesn't mean healthy.

[@emcrectangled]

well said

[@jxnk678]

This is actually what I wanted my therapist to understand

[@t0xiiclulu68]

Why did you just describe me.. Man.. I've been putting it off for a long time but I guess I really am depressed

[@meganmullis5386]

@@user-sh1gc3jk7l I'm so happy for you that you've never known what it feels like to be clinically depressed and in need of medication.

[@ellamoura9288]

this is perfectly put

[@toriimee5668]

This lifestyle of being alone is literally my worst fear.

[@melo3814]

The worst thing it's not something you chose. It just happens.

[@xxxod]

not gonna lie quarantine did not change my life at all. I am living exactly the same.

[@mastersgenjimain]

@@xxxod i know and thats so fucked

[@mufields]

Yh like ur alone by chose but when that lifestyle hits you unacknowledgingly and now you dont it leaves you empty And quarantine didnt rly affect me but just my relationships with my friends I dont text or talk to them as often anymore, they try but I just ignore, wanting my time to myself but at the same time I'm scared cuz what if i fuck it up? What if they just drop me for being dry and it's my fault and i now have no one to talk to?

[@lildickgirl-rx9nb]

It’s my reality 😔

[@Jonathan-do1sj]

“Everyone you meet always asks if you have a career, are married or own a house as if life was some kind of grocery list. But no one ever asks you if you are happy.” ~Heath Ledger❤️

[@skibidi_rizzler_montana]

Cos no1 cares. And your answer would be "I'm fine" anyway.

[@Carrotless_]

🌷

[@charmaine7781]

💖💖💖

[@the-face-of-the-earth]

Once asked my father if he was happy and he told me not to ask him questions anymore

[@nrejajarian8178]

@@skibidi_rizzler_montana exactly

[@sarah-tw7eh]

i know that feeling of looking in the mirror and feeling so entirely nonexistent. feeling so fucking depressed for so long you’re convinced you’re a ghost. i try to avoid looking in the mirror on those days, it always worsens my dissociation.

[@sorrydaddyimtrying8056]

fr 💔😔

[@siennacrosby1778]

Hey, I saw you posted this 9 months ago. I really hope you're feeling better now about yourself and feel happier about life. I know exactly how hard it can be sometimes.

[@trevorfranks69]

I have broke all mirrors in my parents house and dorm room

[@eyezz0]

@@trevorfranks69 you could've covered them.

[@jakeey0]

@@trevorfranks69 You're an idiot

[@jack4870]

sometimes i feel like tomorrow keeps on getting worse

[@geennaam1159]

@Saul ThedabkingOG but we find a way to cope with it, u can do this!

[@xxx-ky5yq]

Then stop feeling...

[@caterpillerr]

GeenNaam coping is a temporary solution that only subsides the pain for another time. there’s a contradictory concept that prolongs my tolerance for living, and that is forcing myself to believe that things will get better; although, i know it won’t. but false acceptation isn’t uncommon in human society.

[@jarrrodmyers]

xxx it gets better man. here if you need to talk

[@qarmaa2596]

It does and it does for me

[@sandyherman5023]

when he looked at the camera, i could feel his pain.

[@slimjim7210]

emaS

[@VeteSprayGraff]

the only real comfort while going through depression is knowing many others are as well..

[@matthewhomman8656]

Dipshit

[@shanebywater6628]

Matthew Homman lol

[@bryan_vargas1764]

bryan vejarano tru

[@punpuniia]

Matthew Homman calm down edgelord

[@mattis1389]

@@naman334 yeah for sure he does. It's not bad at all. It's tottaly human to feel that way. That's why people hurt others in the first place. Or put people in pain so others feel and see their pain cause isolation in pain is what's truly painful.

[@JasperInari]

Wow I can see the pain in his eyes.. powerful.

[@_hi_pwr]

*confusion

[@nomad7196]

@@_hi_pwr Nah, that's straight up despair. Looks like he's about to have a panic attack or disassociate. Can talk from experience

[@cel8747]

"There is a mathematical certainty that at this very moment, someone feels the exact same thing as you do. This isnt to say you arent special. It's to say, thank god you arent special."

[@novathefallenstarwarrior]

I remember that quote. Where is it from?

[@cel8747]

@@novathefallenstarwarrior from "our numbered days" by neil hilborn

[@novathefallenstarwarrior]

@@cel8747 thank you kind person

[@1223AM]

X had the coolest sample choices

[@LilGojo1]

This is my favorite song of xxxtentacion FT (Teeth) 1:47

[@Pinklifeee]

What a stupid comment

[@mrm4734]

I think what we're really looking for as humans is connection, just one person that we can feel that they understand us, and see us for who we really are, but these kind of people are rare, and that's why we feel lonely. and to the stranger who's going to read this, i am here to tell you that you are capable of meeting new people, and you are capable of having meaningful connections with others, don't let your mind tell you otherwise, you are never alone, the sun, the trees, the flowers, music, movies, poetry, paintings, and books are all here to keep you company, and don't worry it will get better. Love, from another stranger.

[@anyawx6812]

thank u, I needed this🥺

[@lala-kc3br]

I didnt need nor want this but thank you random stranger

[@bbeomjaed]

I really hope so. Thank you for this.

[@bloodycorneas3240]

thank you for that, I’ve been trying to convince myself that being lonely isn’t bad.

[@liltentokyoo9951]

Thank you so much, I appreciate that you show the love you have, thank you so much.

[@izabellaperkins5111]

i have an emotional attachment to this video. ive never felt more heard

[@oz_jones]

I saw your comment today. You are seen, at least briefly

[@beanie6726]

He keeps looking at the mirror and looks away and looks back hoping to see something different Damn I felt that Edit: This is my first time getting so many likes so thank you :D I hope whoever reading this is doing well and if you're not then just keep on pushing I promise their will be better times There's always sunshine after the storm :))))

[@ImranAli-qj4ir]

Lonely people can relate

[@Lilah439]

Imran Ali kzbin.info/www/bejne/jaulqY2cr76Wf5I

[@jassjokbal6869]

I do the same just with my fridge

[@fert7921]

Derp

[@ZebrazRus]

and he looks sick everytime he looks

[@chocoeuxlatier]

That feeling when you realise you've become what you used to dislike as a child. A kiss of hope to everyone struggling with difficult emotions. We will make it!

[@103a]

you ever feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, but it gets worse and worse and you wonder when the pain will finally be gone and experience genuine happiness

[@TheAymanhassan]

I really feel that

[@astr0ladd437]

I'm still waiting for that kind of happiness for almost 6 years now.

[@IshyVideos]

I love you, buddy

[@dero5466]

you probably realized everything that was making you feel bad and forgave yourself, and everyone else. Congrats man you had a spiritual awakening.

[@lavans5721]

Dont worry I'm 16 years of things getting worse and worse. Havent been able to feel anything anymore. It gets worse, but luckily, you'll block out all emotions. What a gift of life.

[@exsnstr]

you know you’re really depressed or going through it if you watching this video

[@exsnstr]

xmcm wow you completely missed the whole point, re-read

[@Da69expert1]

@@exsnstr Excuse me but how the fuck did he misconstrued what you said???,

[@kaneuchiha9382]

Nytecore what he meant by is : if you’re depressed you’re most likely to listen to depressing songs, and this one may pop up, like it probably popped up in all of our recommended. Yes, watching a video does not make you “fucking depressed”. Thank you for stating the obvious (I’m not being rude). Hope you have a great day and stay safe during covid✨(btw why does this even need an explanation..Love you guys)

[@anyaj5171]

i thought this video was gonna be some old skit or something i was waiting for a punch line lmao

[@j.clementec.m.1558]

please no, just stop saying this is like mocking people with actual deppresion

[@sage2950]

When he first started looking at himself he looked like he was about to cry and so many thoughts were running through his head and when he started looking away it was like he came back to reality.

[@lillike5342]

Mickey Radtke felt that tbh

[@shmicklehumb]

This song always wants to make me throw up crying. The only video my mom and I have of my cousin who commit suicide in 2019 is of him playing the piano instrumental at 0:50. We had no idea what song it was for 4 years until late December of last year, it came up on tiktok. We looked at the lyrics and it was heartbreak all over again, I wish he would have said something.

[@bodeaandrei3155]

God bless you bro.

[@daudchishti5317]

what song is it?

[@jobbas6083]

The sun is hidden Behind the clouds The sun goes down I see it fall I write your name At the grocery store I want to see What it's like to be you I'm lying down It's raining out When things are gone You can't have them back I Close my eyes It's late at night I hope I won't Have that dream again

[@oscarinrin1541]

Yea men

[@helissarmento2280]

Thanks :)

[@mateo_ferranco]

thanks!

[@danxuxi228]

Jobbas thank you !

[@Ju_who]

Thx

[@ivanyergiyev9622]

"Shiiit I forgot the milk"

[@mariemaruškaa]

but the dad go for the milk, doesn´t he? he´ll be home any minute.

[@b.j.9749]

I've never felt so seen.

[@metitfour131]

The worst part isn't when it's happening, it's wondering when it will end. I'm 26. It still hasn't ended.

[@comradedrugs711]

I'm sorry things are like that. You're awsome, man. 20 freaking 6. Keep going and something'll happen for the better.

[@catchmebby2223]

do it yourself

[@jeliii7900]

i hope you're still fighting

[@bryanna9788]

hey:) i’m proud of you. you got this please don’t go just yet:))

[@metitfour131]

@@bryanna9788 👍💪

[@Mac-df7ip]

I don’t know why I bursted into tears when he looked at himself in the mirror

[@avaabloom7273]

same...you can just feel exactly what he’s feeling in that moment. i’ve been there.

[@kekekokekeko00]

me too...

[@shredpudding2795]

well, i'm too numb to burst into tears but i definitely felt a weirdly close connection to that guy.

[@anyawx6812]

me too

[@electronictries8553]

Its just you, feeling that you aré looking yourself (apologyse my english, im latino and im not good at all)

[@apolloniaarterburn9000]

This song makes me remember every feeling I've ever felt

[@yes-vo2ns]

Which ain't that much tbh

[@alejandrocruz2462]

isn’t this sampled on Xxxtentation’s song Teeth?

[@TheLooneyGhost]

Alejandro Cruz this song is older than that song bruh

[@alejandrocruz2462]

TheLooneyGhost yeah i know i’m asking if this is the sampled song

[@TheLooneyGhost]

Alejandro Cruz oh I’m sorry I’m stupid, I dont think it is

[@nisarsabit]

I’m really glad teen suicide’s getting the attention they deserve. This song means a lot to people. It means a lot to me. I’m glad other people are finding it and getting to feel what I’ve felt for so long. I’m glad your here.

[@riechen]

stop sayin that corny shit fake positivity is unimpressive

[@paper_knife]

same, i love this song of theirs specifically

[@masterbungalow2532]

Anyone notice there's some kind of sticky note covering a portion of the picture above the bed? Like as if the main protagonist wants to forget something from his past, etc.

[@sybersyrup]

MasterBungalow main protagonist... there was only one actor

[@kalanicastro4135]

@@sybersyrup hes not wrong though

[@loosestgoose2753]

Rising Moon still the protagonist

[@sybersyrup]

@@loosestgoose2753 good knowledge of film and mental health

[@manmansgotmans]

You morons always point out shit that doesn't matter in a conversation. Now on topic: It does seem like he's covered *something* up with a sticky note. He even looks at it for a moment and quickly looks away. Good attention to detail

[@brandloyalty1078]

nobody: not a soul: KZbin algorithm: here take this absolute masterpiece from 3 years ago

[@ash_phoenix3282]

fr0myourfears teen suicide makes really good music 10/10 would recommend if you enjoyed the song

[@brandloyalty1078]

Tamatoaisglam thank u :-)

[@yoshisaccountant7522]

Bro fr this random recommendation got my emotions all unstable n shit

[@skaadoosh3188]

Your profile picture is Soo good❤️😂

[@nineironspitfire]

Was saying "nobody:" or "not a soul" really necessary?

[@cyndahlacy8862]

this makes me feel something i dont think ive felt before

[@udvaribalint6887]

Bro this is what i feel every day and its not good😔

[@peanutygt8681]

Bro, I promise you wouldn't want to feel this way, believe me

[@lunaxcatx]

I feel nostalgic.. but a sad kind. It hurts.

[@izman190]

@@lunaxcatx right , its so sudden. :(

[@mari393]

@critcendo why would that be lucky...

[@oyocgkxgoc1211]

Virtual hug for anyone out there feeling alone

[@dosenbierdetlef]

this is what depression feels like. exactly this. when he keeps looking in the mirror, I want to cry. because this feeling isnt nice at all, and I know what it feels to look at yourself fueled by hatred and disgust.

[@taylorcampbell6739]

the viewer/camera is supposed to represent depression. when the guy was out in public (grocery store), the camera is way off to the side, and it’s behind him. the squeaking shopping cart, the bright lights, the colorful food items, and the clamor of the shoppers around here serve as distractions to his depression. hence, the camera lurks behind him. in fact, the camera is so far away, we never actually get a good look at his face until the next scene. the man can still feel his depression watching him, but it isn’t too severe. next is a car scene. the man is in a cramped space, and so he has fewer distractions to escape his depressive thoughts; hence, the camera now shows his face. however, the camera is still off to the side. the man can feel the camera watching, and he oftentimes looks to his left outside his window, as if he doesn’t even want to look near the camera. then the man arrives home. the man moves relatively quickly to his nightstand and begins to unbutton his shirt. but as soon as he comes in line with the camera’s path, he dramatically slows down. his mouth moves, as if he’s trying to say something out loud, but nothing comes out. then we enter the bathroom. the man never looks up from washing his hands. he wants to avoid the inevitable; looking up and seeing himself in the mirror. he can feel the camera approaching. he feverishly washes his hands. now comes the climax of the film. the camera is right in front of the man. he has finally stopped washing his hands. he has no more distractions; no groceries to buy, no buttons to undo, no hands to wash. he must face the only thing left standing in his way. the camera is there. he looks into it. pain in his eyes. his eyes dart away; he briefly recollects himself. he looks back at the mirror, hoping he will look different; he looks at the camera, hoping the depression will go away, hoping it will give him jut a bit of mercy, a bit of space. when he realizes the camera won’t leave, you see the pain, the hopelessness, enter his eyes again. he looks exhausted and defeated. you can see the pleading look, how he just wants the camera to go away. but you can’t go away; you’re the viewer, and you’re helplessly watching this man suffer from your presence. where does that leave you?

[@etheriusmoon1809]

tea 568 dude.

[@okaytherebuddyrelax8277]

tea 568 dude you went off thank you

[@Pawtent]

Damn I'm impressed

[@lcvesickgirl]

wow man thanks for opening my eyes :) and explaining what i couldn't explain

[@michaelbaker4575]

Damn. I want out of here.

[@jocelynflowers]

him staring in the mirror made my heart ache. i understood it all.

[@manonboulay2152]

Are u ok ? Wanna talk ?

[@steviewonder2700]

1:46. When you realised you left your calculator to radian in an exam

[@evi1aa]

ABG lmfaoooooooooo what ?!

[@sweezkizz]

When she says she’s pregnant

[@wonder052]

Ikr

[@philipstoot1487]

know the feeling

[@VeinGaming13]

@@sweezkizz lmao nigga

[@koki17ful]

Imagine listening to this with headphomes on a train all alone damnn

[@rishon7236]

I do it all the time everyday. I am numb to everything.

[@audreyxx8311]

damnn bro

[@nostrilcake]

@@rishon7236 cringe

[@sergsergesrgergseg]

@@nostrilcake agreed this shit is hella edgy and cringe

[@tomflynn4720]

@@sergsergesrgergseg nah you just aren't there yet

[@hip-hoprap4959]

When He Is Paying At the Grocery store He Chooses the Self Check out ,and In the Background you can See the Lady paying with the Cashier. Subtle but genius

[@greenpigking6974]

He chooses to isolate himself

[@solitaryconfinement1975]

@@greenpigking6974 Redpilled

[@sammipanini]

True that, but I mean, it's wayyyy faster to do self checkout. Some folks where I live can't get their cards figured out so it end up taking ages queueing up at the cashier.

[@mateomesa9293]

@@sammipanini it is faster but subconsciously people choose to isolate themselves, u just gotta read between the lines sometimes

[@yamimayonnaise5378]

Also the shot of his car only shows the driver seat and no other seat further implying the sense of loneliness.

[@HelloHi-rt5sz]

not this being in everyone's recommended 8 years later 😭 though im not complaining, it was beautiful

[@PowerPawaa]

1:46 When everyone disconnects from the Discord voice call and you're just looking at your name alone.

[@mattharding2194]

i wasnt expecting to laugh when i came here

[@hoodybox477]

Last Online: 3 Years Ago no but fr its very depressing

[@kayleethompson3851]

💀💀💀

[@soapy2587]

i never had the self confidence for discord calls since 2016 :( i only joined once and I immediately left

[@ReyaadGafur]

@@soapy2587 thats some low self confidence. I join calls i have no clue who anyone is. And i end up fine. They arent even in front of you. When you realize that you are just another page in someones life, things become a lot smoother.

[@fknisaac4886]

Me: The sun YT: No, the moon

[@yviedimitrov1077]

The emotion just in those few seconds of staring in his eyes

[@josephwoo69]

I remember watching this a few years ago and thinking, “damn this is so sad” and now watching it again today i’ve realized this has become my life

[@morallygray6527]

Same. Never thought it would happen

[@jarenong]

Fucking losers, this ain't my life.

[@TahaTheeTerrific]

The song title sounds so sarcastic like Girl: Are you talking to me? Me: NO, THE MOON

[@evi1aa]

Taha Rizvi LMFAOOOO

[@grubyskurwielwpantoflach6724]

Hehe

[@javihill]

this is so tortellini

[@trece2062]

Probably was sarcastic tbh🤪

[@StrawberryFeildsforNever]

ً z saka felt that

[@daun7912]

The Coronavirus is affecting people, making them depressed from not being able to see anyone, isolated at home. But that's how I've been... my entire life.

[@ifisawyourreplyiwillanswerback]

daun页 🌸

[@cmonrudy]

and yet they still don’t understand us :/ Thats life for ya

[@jeremys3951]

*TXRREZ* I never get used to it

[@moonacrefalls4439]

You ever watch teen movies and wished you lived a life that social and fun. Yeah that’s me, wishing.

[@asnappinturla]

And for some reason I still don’t lose hope..

[@bigbadaudi]

Teen Suicide is such an underrated artist, honestly. They convey so much emotion and their music is honestly so beautiful.

[@GR4MR43P4R]

The only person who's with you always and forever, is yourself. And thats sucks if you hate yourself.

[@devil_town_is_colder]

Yeah... I can't stand it

[@HIMOMLETSGO]

holy fuck, this is actually beautiful.

[@davidl6332]

gracias

[@Frid_ayyy]

X picked the best sample for "Teeth" it illustrates sorrow, sadness, happiness, lust, and confusion. This song is amazing and so is "Teeth". Its so simple yet has such a deep meaning to it

[@bird3646]

I'm glad some understands what sampling is. Honestly, people act like they never heard of sampling before

[@st-vb7mh]

@@bird3646 make your own music

[@bird3646]

@@st-vb7mh funny you said that 😅

[@user-go6cs2lh1q]

@@st-vb7mh teen suicide uses samples too so

[@jaysleepy339]

Exactly it feels hauntingly beautiful

[@brandywightman2499]

Hello I am alone like this. Exactly like this. With the long pauses and weird moments and everything. Sometimes the emptiness consumes me like this and I feel it in my car alone in my room alone. If no one is there to observe you being a person, sometimes it feels like you aren’t a person. But you are. And I, a stranger on KZbin, care that you brush your teeth and get to bed on time. I care that you got brown instead of white rice at the grocery store. It matters. You are not alone in being alone. There are so many of us. We will find each other one day ♥️.

[@11123fsd]

beautifully written ❤️

[@carlossousa8575]

❤️

[@spaceok9804]

Hi if u need a friend I’m here

[@Potoldanga_Thunder_Club]

I love you bud, you're not alone.

[@papasscooperiaworker3649]

why do you care about whether it's brown or white rice?

[@ksyoush7565]

when he began to stare at the mirror for a long time,i felt that. the feelings of loneliness and self hate flowing in me through examining my shitty face in the cold mirror is the peak of low self esteem.

[@soba1414]

How are you doing now? You okay?

[@ksyoush7565]

@@soba1414 LMAO i was so cringe

[@soba1414]

@@ksyoush7565 oh😭

[@Victor_0516]

​@@ksyoush7565😭 but you okay right?

[@ksyoush7565]

@@Victor_0516 yeah im not lonely anymore i made a lot of friends and got 2 exes at this point i still hate myself bc of my looks though

[@isaacibanez8137]

Everything about this is perfect

[@Scott_Raynor]

Bro that is some METICULOUS hand washing

[@ianhendricks8282]

Yeah

[@mopolo]

He feels dirty

[@santiagogarcia3782]

Thats the CORRECT way to wash ur hands lol

[@bri-xcx]

Cathexis Nepenthe what?

[@yadirarivera4556]

Coronavirus

[@koino1]

I’ve been alone for so long that this quarantine is just normal

[@ChiefofPropaganda]

covid was kind of a sigh of relief for me

[@jocelynflowers]

felt. being comfortable with solitude is addicting.

[@melaniesk12bish30]

@@ChiefofPropaganda for me too.

[@ChiefofPropaganda]

@@melaniesk12bish30 hope you’re doing ok

[@caralewis7641]

The end scene is practically incredible, he translates so much with his eyes, you can really identify what he is trying to portray. For me I feel like he was trying to portray Inner distress due to loneliness, overwhelming scattered thoughts and major anxiety. I have felt like that blankly staring into the mirror and looking away, then looking back due to feeling a bit ocd because of the stress. So deeply powerful with the melody as well! Truly happy I have found this beautiful song.

[@DYLEMAHD]

There are a a handful of cues that set up the main character as a hopeless loner, stuck in a monotonous and mundane life. The focus is then shifted in a way that makes us, the audience, personally identify with the main character. As the scenes play out, the viewer begins to consider that our lives are not necessarily any different to the main characters', and that we too suffer from the same spiritual and social distresses as him. First, the main character is set up as a socially reclusive twenty-something, lost in a hue of hopelessness. The off-white color of the scene, sets a dull mood to represent how tiresome and mundane life has become for the main character. The wobbly wheel of the shopping cart (0:11) represents the instability of his life; he is as directionless as the broken cart. The fact that he opts to buy his groceries at the self-checkout section of the store (0:33) is indicative of the fact that he is not a sociable person. Compare this with the social interaction of a customer being served by a human employee right behind him. He had the option of being served by a person and having some social interaction but chose to avoid this. This contrast highlights the monotony and loneliness of his robotic and reclusive life. The way that the car scene is shot (0:58) makes the main character seem like someone who is not an active participant in life. Rather, he seems like a spectator looking in. This reaffirms that he is an outsider who does not engage in conventional society. The emptiness of his house (1:11) represents the emptiness of his life. Most people fill their homes with material things but the main character does not. He is not most people, and does not share the same values as most people around him. Overall, the main character is set up to exhibit the tendencies of whom we would consider a ''doomer''; i.e, someone who feels a sense of aimlessness and loneliness, and is subsequently stricken with a deep despair for life. For the main character, life is meaningless and he sees no reason to engage in conventional social pursuits. Instead, he retreats from society into apathetic isolation. Secondly, after we accept that the main character fits this conception of the ''doomer'', the focus then shifts in a way that makes us, the viewer, identify our position as being analogous to that of the main characters'. In other words, we consider the fact that we might be ''doomers''. As we look at the main character from an external point of view (1:40), a bridge is made when the main character is looking into the mirror (1:48), seemingly looking at himself. However, as his eyes come to align with ours, we realise he looking at us and we are looking at him. The perspective changes, and we go from look at the main character to looking at ourselves. It progresses to an awkward moment, where the main character looks around almost contemplatively, which functions as meditation for ourselves, allowing us to ruminate on the fact that this is us. Finally, we internalise the main character as us, and the scene ends. We realise that we are aimless and lonely, and disillusioned with life. We no longer see the wonder in existence. We are the doomer. So, the main character is a disillusioned ''doomer'', representative of us, the real life ''doomer''.

[@loveanaiah6087]

THURDEYE wow.

[@helenass436]

beautiful

[@papasscooperiaworker3649]

THURDEYE I see this as a personal attack

[@dirusso3683]

Damn.

[@teeeeop9376]

What ever

[@izanagi-4385]

Ah man, 3am Perfect time to remember the only real friends I had are dead, destroyed by drugs or in prison. I'm alone but I like to think that it's by choice. Also I have my dogs.

[@elmundoparami]

Need nothing more than your dogs💗pure souls

[@izanagi-4385]

@@elmundoparami yeah they're pretty cool and they love me

[@awareness6094]

stick to your way, dear❤

[@izanagi-4385]

@@awareness6094 thank you! I will

[@giacomosoncini9015]

Yes bruv

[@coarsantine3132]

I’ve been here before, i remember it now, I was here a year and a half ago, crying on whether I should’ve ended my life or not, and I’m glad I’m able to type this comment

[@tykomarquer]

Same, it’s crazy how I’ve changed enough to be able to bear what’s going through my mind and yet still feel sad

[@not_purple-haze4870]

me too,virtual friend hugs

[@chiunknown7668]

Same, I've had times where I wanted to end my own life and I'm glad I didn't, at least someone like you understands because sometimes I feel like no one understands me at all

[@Brandon-me2qr]

I’m not glad

[@johnfaustin2978]

Thank you so much for being alive.

[@Cutiepatotie628]

Idk why youtube would suggest me a song uploaded 8 years ago but I’m glad.

[@candyeyed5384]

I love how sad this makes me. I want to hug him because I feel like I understand exactly how he feels.

[@jnkey]

my whole life in two minutes.

[@ghettohuey1720]

jnkey. same

[@j.clementec.m.1558]

Stfu

[@skizama]

jnkey. qUirKy

[@Snoozy_5]

+37 seconds

[@greed777]

sLY

[@madyelynmarieherrera7038]

Did x sample the piano part for his song “teeth” it sound exactly like it

[@unknown-iy4td]

Willie g his producer did yes for the song teeth

[@cs2d20]

A lot of x’s songs were had samples in them

[@Maria12457]

THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING TOO

[@j.carlton]

I finally found this comment 😂

[@lillike5342]

Yes X sampled it

[@17.trunkz47]

X did a perfect job with the sampling...

[@SomethingaboutScreens]

Yup!

[@saibata750]

You know I used to live my life like this. Going to university, working weekends. Long drives alone. It felt so unreal. It felt like all I had was myself. I was alone in my own ideas and thoughts. It was like knowing that even if you think you’re nothing, you still occupied a little space in the world. You filled your bubble full of tainted glass. Sometimes we become a trap for ourselves. And we self-impose loneliness. I once weighed 240lbs. Now I’m 200lbs. I played video games for hours. Now I read books. Always know that you are in control of your life. And all you need to do is push. Never give up. Never quit. And don’t worry if you feel alone. Because I’ll be there with you.

[@miyokio]

bless u

[@virginiacollins]

how did u get out

[@saibata750]

@@virginiacollins it’s a leap of faith. Don’t be afraid.

[@Finch_Martin_]

Man I'm trying to feel some shit and the McDonald's ad ruined it

[@foiledits]

PomP maybe you felt... hungry

[@squallded7244]

stick with youtube red

[@kozel3513]

man im tryna feel some shit and i read this comment and lost it

[@amy-dm3fu]

ghoast same

[@georgialol4162]

Least they be mc feelin it

[@_vo1dz370]

0:50 - 1:10 that tune brings tears to my eyes

[@kyotosghost]

Irlan :p bruh thats why

[@x3tl364]

It reminds me of teeth by x

[@stunnajo]

@@x3tl364 x sampled it

[@ixxsarxx]

This hit too hard. There wasn't any words, any dialogue, yet so much was silently exchanged. I hate this and I love this at the same time.

[@Sam83105]

same

[@marlong6875]

This needs way more views man

[@anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536]

sucks that xxxtentacion’s shit song “teeth” has more recognition

[@Jonnyboy6667]

@@anthonyfantanoisacuckifuck2536 its not even his fault tho. His old producer willie g sampled this song and X bought the beat off the Internet and used it for his song teeth. He probably didn't even know who teen suicide was or that this was originally their song

[@yuchk8588]

@@Jonnyboy6667 bruh x was a fan of them

[@cjcrawley1790]

@@Jonnyboy6667 x knew them bruh, he was inspired by them, he used a similar title aesthetic for his songs and was inspired by their lo fi production

[@birdmusic1206]

there are people out there that need way more food, that's life I guess.

[@Av3reij]

I know that feeling, when u suddenly remember something that made u happy... and then left u

[@mattm9689]

When you no longer have someone to tell how your day went and you walk into a now empty house.

[@kennedie7031]

❤

[@jellymellyanduna]

The fact that I’ve this was recommended to me after 8 years

[@rranee]

this is what i show to somone if they ask how depression and lonliness feels like.

[@youdontknowwhoiamimdawson8094]

kaiii guerra *loneliness

[@itsjosh1475]

Grocery shopping and dramatically looking at a mirror?

[@jjtiger7023]

Is it? realistically how many people ask that?

[@kelvintheone5173]

JJ Tiger these people don’t know what depression is 😂

[@USSY405]

@@itsjosh1475 Look at THURDEYE comment

[@avuhhh]

shit, I was left staring into my own eyes when the screen went black at the end. crazy how much emotion can be communicated in such a short amount of time

[@moist_electrical_wiring]

that look.. I'm in a better place now than I used to be. But that look still takes me back to that feeling. To this day, I've never seen anything more accurately portray that state more viscerally than that look

[@Kxnkxneki]

How it feels to wake up knowing that today is gonna be like yesterday

[@AdlersMusic]

There's a certain peace I feel when I wollow in my own sadness and just shut myself off from everyone, maybe those moments exist to help you appriate when you get out of it and actually achive happiness, idk.

[@ramimaalouf]

That's what I did and it worked

[@luisespinoza7994]

You didn’t search for this video, it found you.

[@aronnuqui3416]

yupp and this is really me rn

[@luisespinoza7994]

@@aronnuqui3416 you feeling lonely brother?

[@blackparade4773]

What?

[@ladnov.]

ok

[@maybesomoene]

The feeling of being detached from everything around us, not being able to feel what we are feeling sure is one of the worst...

[@madisyna.1469]

no matter how much this song drifts away from my memory, i always find myself coming back.

[@izarah945]

2:00. I took it as in "This is my life huh? I dont even wanna be here, Am I even here right now?"

[@dani-kg2ly]

I used to listen this song when all I wanted was to die, when I was suicidal. Now I listen to it and I'm glad i didn't listen to those thoughts

[@sabrinadavies3247]

happy for you :)

[@dani-kg2ly]

@@sabrinadavies3247 thanks 💖

[@khushboogautam504]

Really happy for you, hope you're doing well

[@frutzu7295]

What is the song name

[@ineedsleep09]

update are you good bro

[@aidancornue2276]

I thought this was a love song about a someone in love with another person, but now I realize it’s a love song about someone trying to fall in love with themself.

[@prayush78]

This is the best comment here

[@eliberes]

I was listening to this song on repeat the whole day

[@Коронавирус-ф6щ]

Русская?

[@eliberes]

😳

[@wimonte8725]

This guy understood what loneliness feels like even before we felt it.

[@RememberYourSafeword]

“So I’m alone now.” “No. you’re not alone. not at all.” “You’re still going to be with me??” “No, the moon.”

[@Med-B]

that's beautiful

[@mortgarson7504]

from what?

[@wespicedmemes]

I don’t get it

[@Med-B]

@@wespicedmemes No, the moon is going to be with you.

[@wespicedmemes]

@@Med-B ok? Why’s that beautiful or “deep” in any sense?

[@sethholland8579]

I love that their name is "Teen Suicide" and they make sad music so when you look them up you don't always think to put 'band' on the end and it shows you the suicide hotline number. These guys out here doing God's work.

[@ghandiidubaii1030]

KZbin recommendations 2015: no 2016: no 2017: no 2018: no 2019: no coronavirus 2020: no, the moon and coronavirus 2021: no, the moon and vaccinations

[@GraveyardKid]

Ghandii Dubaii no, the moon

[@roroo]

no, the moon

[@jeremys3951]

😂😂

[@jaraaaluv]

no, the moon

[@KevinMcLean]

I feel like KZbin specifically recommended this knowing someone would say this

[@amzino999]

I love this name it sounds so sarcastic, like when you’re leaving in the morning for school and your mom says “where are you going, school?” And you respond “no, the moon”

[@e.blaise2226]

It hits so much during the part of him can’t look at his reflection in the mirror, specifically his eyes. It’s like u can’t believe why ur becoming this person…

[@ahristhesia]

I agree with you

[@ovrmya]

i love being alone, but that empty feeling creeps up more often when i am alone.

[@Potoldanga_Thunder_Club]

No matter how happy I am, I keep coming back to listen to this. There's a scar that's never going to get healed and it keeps reminding me that.

[@ac1d107]

man i just want a genuine hug from someone lol.

[@георгийкодзаев-е9л]

tears just dropping from my eyes. I don’t know why. This video made me feel depressed and lonely again, but iam ok with that

[@fazouf7339]

This the typa shit they show you in English class just to motivate you