Not a Fan of Our "New Normal" | Life Update

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[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

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[@naturalgalwilliams]

I love you Rachel ❣️

[@gloriagabriel2589]

The loss of a pet is unimaginable, please take care of yourself and Blaze.

[@ginasmitasin479]

Have you heard the term an angel on the street and a witch at home? I cried when my dogs died but not when my mother did. I did not go to her funeral because I refuse to pretend. She was nicer to other people’s kids than she was to us except for the few golden children. These parents miss out on the most rewarding relationships they could ever have in life and they cause so much damage. Know you are loved and admired by many. Hugs 💕

[@UPCLOSENMAKEUP]

Rachel, your are going through a moment of transformation. Cali transitioned and is now your guardian angel. Rachel, remember this to shall pass. Remember Cali is now your guardian angel.

[@matthewjustinrupp]

I lost my best friend/first dog, Kerouac, during the pandemic and I honestly didn’t think I was going to be able to get through life without him, especially after how much we had been through together. The loss of a pet is by far one of the most difficult experiences that we go through in life. I am a professional pet portrait artist and I talk with others who are grieving the loss of their beloved pets as well and it is both heartbreaking and beautiful. I do my best to give comfort to others(and myself, let’s be real) that their dog, cat, bird, ferret, etc. showed them love like they had no idea existed before that pet came into their life. You are going to have days where you see an old toy of theirs or a photo of them or a clip of them in a video and you’re going to absolutely lose it, but you will also have great moments that remind you that you were kept going because of that love that your dog gave you. I really hope you and that sweetheart Blaze can keep going knowing that you both have each other. You’ve got this, Rachel. Sending you all of the love and comfort you could possibly need from North Carolina💜

[@o0bluemilk0o]

Thank you for being so pure with us. Life isn't pretty and clean. Please don't rush this. Don't rush your healing and your heart. Don't push to accomplish an arbitrary goal you've set. Take your time. Take breaks. Work through your pain. We're always here just as Cali is always going to be here.

[@user-gj4ez6qj2z]

+1

[@lir9875]

Grief doesn't have a start and end date, it's a process. Go through all the emotions when they come. Sending love and prayers 🏜️

[@kimpaynter]

That is one of the best answers I’ve ever heard. Thanks for sharing. I truly believe everyone has to grieve in their own way and people to let them do it.❤❤

[@phosawelonewolf2886]

Rachel you know in reality that your Calli is still with you . The Creator is taking care of her and she having fun. No pain for her just happy days. When you think of her she’s there. I will keep you in my thoughts and may love and calmness be your guide 💜

[@moda78z]

The title is exactly how I feel! It’s been always 2 week since my Mio died and everything is back to “normal”, but without him, and I don’t like it! Sending you love from Sweden ❤️🤗

[@grreenbeans]

It’s important to show the crap of reality. We’re bombarded with videos of people pretending that their life is perfect and the result is a world of people getting depressed because they compare their mundane life to the non-reality of KZbin or tv. What you’re doing is SO IMPORTANT on so many levels. It goes beyond a diy show. It helps people. You are doing that and maybe that’s your purpose and Callie’s. We love you. It’s gonna take time but you’ll heal. ❤

[@emj7765]

Sending ❤ there is no rule book on grieving the loss of your soul dog. Cali is watching over you til you meet again x

[@nataliemartinez5950]

I know sponsor deadlines are deadliness, but when you *can*, TAKE YOUR TIME! We'll be here for you when you're ready :)

[@nicoeeek.7181]

Oh darling. Thank you so much for being real!! That is the content I want, not picture perfect snaps of someone's curated life. My heart truly goes out to you right now, I was driving home and you popped in my head and then when I sat down at my laptop I found your video which was the inspo I wanted to get in my garden and work, you are such a kick ass woman Rach. Please don't make life harder for yourself atm by giving yourself shit about non existent crooked teeth etc!! You are a flipping knock out and you should stand proud and strong in that. Sending so much love girl xxoo

[@SharonDayLifeArchivist]

I getcha. I'm a pro at grief and loss. Feelings create energy. The love and care you felt for her can be transferred to the work you put into your horse rescue property. In her honor give that love to needy creatures. She got the best of your love and knew what it could do. You're on a voyage to do the same for others. You make new bonds and heal animals. She was your alpha test, sister. The love doesn't end, it just becomes an energy that creates more. A beautiful cycle training you and the critters to trust and believe in the power of it. Been having my own breakdowns lately. Thanks for representing reality. It makes us all feel less alone. Hugs and healing energy.

[@kimcalvert332]

Sending waves of calmness. Nothing defeats love. And you and Calli had it in spades. She’s still beside you, bringing her ball and saying look at me! ❤❤

[@lwhite530]

Oh Rachel….. my heart breaks for you. But I know you can handle whatever is thrown your way bc you’re strong AF! Sending you healing love.

[@tanyab78]

Hi Rach, I’ve been a long time viewer. Thank you for sharing this. I broke my foot in December, finally had surgery in July, my boyfriend broke up with me and took my cats. I had to move home two days ago because I’m still on crutches and I need help. I’m 37 and I’m living at home, feeling like a failure because I couldn’t take care of my kittens and keep them. This year has been the most devastating of my life. Thank you for helping me feel a little less alone. I’m so sorry about Cali. She was the sweetest, most precious lady with a love of balloons. I hope you and Blaze heal soon.

[@klunkerbill]

First thing I did when I got my place out there was fence the entire 6 acres. I tried to use all recycled materials. Fortunately, there are a lot of materials available here in California. I would suggest that you look for your fence posts in the Central Valley area. 8’ long X 5”-6” posts can be found for just a couple of dollars apiece. Tractor Supply charges $20/ea. When you buy several hundred of them it can really add up. Used wire fence rolls are abundant, too. Just a thought.

[@Zzze224]

Sending so many healing vibes your way. My first and soul dog is an English bulldog too and this really crushes my heart for you. 💕 They are the most special dogs and I can’t fathom the day I have to live without my girl.

[@carolinejoy00]

Im so sorry and totally understand your pain.... I was a mess for weeks and decided to just surrender to the huge emotions for however long it took, watching so many youtube videos about loosing a pet laying in bed not able to function... They described how having a close connection with a pet is such unconditional love, they dont ignore you, are not mean to you...they just give you sooo much love... Love youve never had before... So its worse than loosing a human as you can remember the times they hurt you....were mean to you. That helped me. I suggest just letting as many emotions out as possible... Kick, scream and shout it all out. It does help. I still feel her, smell her, miss her its been 9 months... I will never forget her...i had the best... Be gental with you... I used to say i am now allowed to feel my grief... You have your own place its safe now to... As this is a trigger to release all the past too.. Lots of love xxx 💕💕💕

[@tammydtrrst]

My 19 year old cat crossed the rainbow bridge the day before you posted about Cali on IG. My whole soul felt like it shattered and I’m still trying to pick up the pieces. I can’t tell you how much it means that you’re comfortable enough to share with us what you’re going through. It helps me not feel so alone and is a much needed reminder that it’s important to let myself feel the feelings and also take care of myself. Sending you all of the love and healing energy. We’re here for you, believe in you, and support you. Be kind to yourself and take the time you need. ❤❤

[@ElizabethsManyAdventures]

My heart is with you, doll. Many of us can absolutely relate. ❤

[@jessicao0204]

I lost my dog 3 days ago. He was my angel and my best friend. I've been a mess and I'm absolutely heart broken. Thank you for sharing. You're making me feel less alone in my grief. I miss him so much. I'm crying with you.

[@jehoqz]

Oh nooo @rachelmetz I can’t take anymore sadness 😭!!! I just lost my Dad Aug 17 after one year post double lung transplant and then Covid got him … My pain is with you Ma. This new normal is a steaming, hot, pile of garbage! Life is what we make it. Feel the pain. Work through it. They’re with us! My 140 acres is going to miss having my PapaBears help. We have to live for them now! Be strong. Be brave. Stay sweet my friend. 🫶🪽💔

[@flyingsoloranch]

I'm going through this with you too and it sucks. Watching this on my laptop, and my babygirl's urn is right next to it. I'm so broken too. You're helping me. My girl was my soul dog too, my happiness. The grief is so hard. I'm praying for you to get through this too.

[@SimpleWhiteSpace]

Sending you all the ❤ you need right now to get through loosing your pup.

[@sarahresendez4092]

Thank you so much for sharing during this vulnerable stage of yours Rachel… I know exactly the feelings your going through having lost my baby bully 4 months ago. I’m proud of you & sending so much love and support. Finding so much comfort in your videos but especially now relating to you on a whole different level. Love you tons! ❤

[@Flipper568]

Oh my god Rachel, the adorable chaos of this video. Crying along with you (my soul dog has cancer). And laughing along with you (when the hammock broke). That is life hey? Laughter & tears ❤.

[@onehearthlove]

You’re not alone dear Rachel, been going through a shitshow for a good while now too, wishing and praying that life gives me a break soon, but in the meantime we just gotta keep living. my cat is my best friend in the whole world and she has been part of my life for the past few years which have also been the hardest to go through. Cali is still with you, always, by your side. You’re not alone 🫶🏼✨

[@ShellyBomb]

Oh sweet Rachel ~ I am so sorry you are in such pain & grief, it's simply a testament to the love you had for Cali ❤️‍🩹 ...

[@EdwinPallens]

My heart goes out to you. I understand the pain of losing loved ones. I went through the same thing two years ago and I still miss my little Hailey, she was the best dog.

[@zanesutherland406]

Last year my family lost our French bulldog Georgia unexpectedly in February. She wasn’t even 4. A rapid growing mass took her. It was so terrible experiencing that loss. Mainly because you spend all this money on this dog, we all had chipped in to buy her, you plan the next 13 years or whatever with her, and then she has to leave us. We got a rescue dog about 20 days afterwards as a companion for our other Boston terrier. He has been such a blessing and incredible dog. But my heart still aches for Georgia. Some day I want my own Frenchie again. Just do your best, enjoy the time you have with your animals. You never know when they might leave Earth. Be grateful and thankful for what they added to your life when they are here. That’s all you can do really. Sending love and prayers your way. Take it a day at a time, a minute at a time if you have to. If you need to rest then allow yourself to do so

[@lashill10326]

You had me crying and then cracking up 😂 Not at you. With you. The post that gave you an unexpected hug when you tested out the sweet hammock in Cali’s garden… laughter. It heals 🤍🩶

[@MsTAAlex]

(Hugs) Rach, nobody's life is just a straight line of sunshine and rainbows. There are mountains and valleys in everyone's life. The beauty and the grace is how you deal. You are brave and thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us. Proud of you.

[@christinahaythorne3633]

Losing a furry friend is so hard. I get it. My pup has been with me through a lot of traumatic things. I dread the day she's gone. Her name is Callie too. Grief sucks! This year hasn't been great either.

[@christiannalouie]

Rachel I want to say this is my favorite video you have put out in a very long time. I felt like a true friend watching and seeing the real genuine side of diy and life. It’s not all picture perfect afters and complete stories and I think this is so much more beautiful. My heart breaks for loosing Cali but am so hopeful for a new pure happy chapter for you ❤️

[@Pipsqueek3]

Rachel!! I'm not here for a perfect reveal, I'm here for your entire PROCESS. I've also been going through a very similar, really rough patch, and I just wanted to hug you through this whole amazing video

[@TheMademoiselleMe]

You know what: I love seeing people struggle and not like in a bad way, but it’s relatable and it gives me strength! I feel like there is nothing to learn from all the pretty perfect content flooding the internet Your content is waaaay more inspiring !! ❤❤❤

[@NatTayHill]

I’m sending you all the strength I can muster up, woman. I lost my younger brother a year ago and I’m still having breakdowns. Time is the only thing that will take away the sting of the loss. We are so lucky to have loved this hard in our lives.

[@user-rn8dx3ue6w]

Oh how much I love the way a strong woman on tears keep forward!!! You are a gem hidden on this life that not everybody can have around ,keep goin Amiga ✨🦋🫶🏻

[@j.m.l815]

Lots of love and hugs and bandaids for your grieving heart, Rachel. When i lost someone special i so much wished for solace and i hope the people close to you can provide you with what you need. ❤❤❤

[@FriendOfJah]

😢 Rachel dear I feel your pain I've lost 2 of my dogs and it caused a huge hole in my heart but it will mend in time. Through your videos I've come to know you & u are loved, u r thought of and you're in my prayers.

[@kerrilee1943]

Very sorry for your loss. Can relate 💯 as I’m sure many can. Good on you for recognising the grief process and allowing yourself to travel through it. You are an amazing human, just do as u can when u can because you’re more then capable❤️ I won’t say it gets easier when you lose a loved one, but as time goes on you do find a way to live with the pain. Keep going, and give yourself grace

[@patriciasmit4436]

Dear Rachel thanx for showing the mess you are right now. You’ll get through this. Take your time ❤. I feel you and grieve with you. You’re good the way you are. A beautiful, strong mess. Take care sweetie. 🙏🏻

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

🤎🫶🏼.

[@almachapman5409]

Cali was an awesome dog. She will always be with you. ❤❤ love from the hills of northeast PA.

[@scarlettskies100]

Grief is love with nowhere to go ....keep loving on yourself and others ....sending you love Rachel

[@Whatsleamaking]

Oh Rachel I just want to give you the biggest hug and let you know that she’s with you always. She’ll be there to push you through your toughest moments from here on out.

[@TheAtta813]

Thank you for sharing the pain. It is tough for sure but this too shall pass. You’re strong and brave. I needed this today, Thank you for helping me appreciate life. I hope whoever is in suffering will find peace eventually including you and me. Love and prayers for you❤

[@nohandle508]

Exactly, yes, please, keep trying to take care of yourselves. Send our love to Mr Blaze, he's the goodest boy.

[@Kaylinsummer]

Rachel, I’m awfully sorry that you’re going through this right now. I was going through a break up when I lost my first dog. I thought I was alone & didn’t have anyone. I then realized I wasn’t alone until I lost my emotional support pup. She comforted me in my grief. It’s hard to see it now, but it does get better. We never stop talking about them & we never forget the simple joys they bring us. Sending love your way. ❤❤

[@fayewhelan7209]

Bless you!! 🙏. It just takes time, don't be hard on yourself. Big hug to you 😘😘

[@daniiobregon]

I lost my father this year who lived in a different country, it's my first time going through grief. Even though I don't personally know you, love you Rach so proud of you and I'm right there with you

[@cowgirl_jems]

Send you all the Love and Hugs!! Loosing a fur baby is one of the hardest things in this life. ❤

[@cynthia425]

Yep, be your authentic self! Do not forget self love in the process. 🎉

[@aliciafagerman9183]

Happy Sunday Rachel first have to mention you have a beautiful life. Living in the desert is like a slice of heaven. Rachel you’re not alone I lost my soul dog Ivy and cried for a year. You will get through this grief it’s the hardest time. Take time for yourself meditation and prayers can get us through tough moments.

[@destineedunn610]

I had to put my baby boy, Einstein, down on the 18th. Completely unexpected and so sudden. I’ve had him since I was 18 years old. He saved me so many times. I have been feeling so heartbroken and lost since losing him, but your last two videos have helped me so much. I am feeling the pain right along with you!! And I really appreciate you posting about your pain because it’s helping me so much you have no idea. But you gotta keep pushing for Cali and I gotta keep pushing for Einstein. Our babies would want us to be happy 💕🐾

[@emilyward3510]

I found your channel through a rough time in my life when I was in college and feeling the pressure to choose a business major that makes money and is impressive because we grew up poor and I’m a first generation. I hate everything I tried even though I was a hard worker. I love the idea of interior design and architecture and building but I was afraid to make the switch because of all the time and money I would’ve wasted. So still not amazingly happy where I am but I still look forward to your videos every post. As much as I have breakdowns and life happens and I try to be positive and improve, I’m always on this path of self love and discovery. Your honesty, in portions of what you choose to share, is something I really respect. Your timing with videos, whether weekly uploads or whenever you can is raw and real. I’m tired of faking it until I make it because life just sucks sometimes. I’m tired of not admitting when I’m hurting or not understanding when I’m feeling low. I appreciate and love who you are so much as a person Rachel. I’m sorry you’re going through this and this year has not been the best. I’m proud of you for continuing even when getting out of bed feels impossible. I hope your heart and mind heals. I know your life will become what you want. It will for all of us in time, even when we don’t see it. Rest up, breathe, create, and seek love within and outside of yourself. ❤

[@carolinejane1702]

I lost my soul dog in 2021 and this takes me back to those first days where it feels like there is literally a hole ripped out of your chest. I'm so sorry you are going through this. I still randomly cry for my boy, I talk to him regularly, and I talk to my other 2 about him. The grief evolves and changes over time but the good is still there. I smile more than I'm sad when I think about him now and I know that's what Coop would want. That's what Calli would want for you too. They are watching over is now and waiting for when we can join them again

[@aracelisoriano7591]

Deja sentir el dolor que sientes...RESPIRALO GRACIAS POR TU GENEROSIDAD EXPONIENDOTE❤

[@nayerie24]

Rachel I’m so proud of you for how you’re coping and handling such a heart break. Sending you and Blaze so much love ❤️

[@vansionliving]

Rachel,I was crying right along with you. This month marks the 2nd anniversary that I lost my mom, my brother, my stepfather and my heart dog, Callie. I lost them all in a two week period. I don’t know you IRL but I am sending you all the love I can for another human. Take the time that you need to heal yourself. If healing looks like videos where you talk about your feelings, than do that. Your audience will still be here. The important thing is healing. We women are always hardest on ourselves, try to be patient with yourself. Hugs and love from Florida.

[@katesoske7340]

Your authenticity is inspirational

[@Squisharoo1990]

Racheal Cali is always there in spirit guiding you

[@marinaoliveira8989]

OMG THANK GOD BLAZE WAS FINE!!!! About Callie, I lost my dog a year ago and I still miss him every day. But eventually the pain gets better, I swear. Hope you feel better some time soon

[@cherisserich4912]

I love seeing this process because you are creating even more beauty in the world. ❤

[@loulouboutelou]

Hi Rachel, been following for a while but it's the first time I feel compelled to tell you something. I wouldn't comprehend fully what / how you're feeling, just wanted to say I relate so deeply with the pain you're sharing in your words and gestures. Mental health is no joke for sure, I hope you're feeling held and surrounded enough (it looks like you are, in your last 2 videos, but what do I know ?). And I send you, from the bottom of my heart, courage, soft and warm vibes. And so much love. Lou

[@TeresaSlivinski]

My heart hurts for you. Thank you for rescuing animals. They need you, so take care of yourself. Cali’s spirit is in them and in you.

[@xtjoy]

Loved our long weekend together. Love you, miss you. Always here for you 🫶🏽

[@roundbumbles]

Sending you the biggest bear hug and all the love. I'm so sorry for what you're doing through. 🤍

[@margaretmorris8279]

Cali is running free, enjoying her life on the other side of the rainbow bridge. Her heart / soul will always be with you. Grieve and cry everyday if you must. The day will change and pain will lessen. Don't be surprised if you feel her snuggle up to you as you sleep.

[@RitaMichelle]

My heart breaks for you, losing a soul pet is so heavy. I have to say though, I watched the part where you sat and the hammock fell on you a few times and couldn’t help but giggle at how you edited that scene with the lovely music and sunset and then boom just one more slap in the face. I want to hug you (and your cousin, how adorable was that “beautiful” back and forth?). You won’t feel like this forever ❤️ that hole in your heart will get filled again and it’s ok to cry until then.

[@paulettepena6711]

It takes time but some day you will just wake up one morning and feel like its ok. It took me ten years before I got another dog after I lost my American Pit Bull Sassy. She was 15 and cancer took her from me. I do have an American Bulldog now. She is a rescue and I got her when she was a year old. We are seven years in and I found out you can have another soul dog . Just take your time and enjoy Blaze . Sending good thoughts and hugs your way .

[@MelissaP.]

Sending you love and prayers!

[@Lukenmom8011]

Dear Rachel, It might seem so dark right now ,but soon the sun will shine on you and everything will make sense. Caly in your life was something you had to have for that time . Sending you energy of protection and healing . ❤

[@keykey7705]

Rachel that hammock falling is a true depiction of the last year of my life! Thank you for being so real and bringing us in to the real!

[@afroborilafemme]

Sending you the biggest virtual hug ever. That front garden is going to turn into a perfect spot for you and Blaze to honor Cali. ❤

[@gabrielleszafir]

You’re so not alone girl. If having a break down and going outside to try to sit on a hammock and enjoy yourself, only to fall to the ground isn’t a metaphor for the last few years… like damn. I hope you know the medicine you offer in showing up this way and being honest about your experience. That’s wild woman medicine for a lot of us out here. Sending the biggest heart hug and so much permission to be in it. You got this. She’s got you. Keep going ❤

[@samtieleman5578]

U got this rach!!! Stap by stap . Fall and get back on that horse. Make a list en cross things off. Sending u lot’s of love. And take your time to grieve ❤

[@tinysealooter]

So sorry for your loss! Cali was a special puppo!

[@jyhb5830]

You should be proud so of yourself! Life is….well you know! All we can do is one day at a time. No matter what path your on💔❤️ I love seeing your face regularly again, even if for just a few minutes. You’ve got this girl👍💪😘🐶🐴💗

[@sunflowerbaby1853]

You on the TV at the emergency vet was Callie sending you a sign that she is watching over you. Look for the signs that she is still with you. They will be everywhere. 🐾❤🐾❤🐾

[@sandrastaygold39991]

I’m proud of you Rachel life is hard specially after loosing a pet and getting up and doing what makes your heart happy. Love you girl ❤ stay strong

[@ValerieSaubrement]

Girl the content you currently create is just really moving and beautiful. From the pain you experience from losing Cali comes out beauty, love, humanity and humor (cracked up when the pole fell on you after shedding tears with you in the bathroom) and that is the best way you can honor her. Sending power

[@denises9426]

Easy there sponsors, give this Queen a break. She’s doin what she can. 👑Luv u Rachel. You make whatever videos you need to. We’ll click, share, and check out the sponsors like we always do. We’re here for you! 🥰❤️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[@niftyleigh9874]

I’m so glad you have blaze through this . Always sending you positive energy and positive thoughts and prayers for healing ❤❤❤

[@debbiehoefert2349]

Take all the time you need to heal.🥰🥰

[@Shatterspeed]

My then-fiancé (now husband) and I lost a dog that we were so deeply bonded to. My Rain was my soulmate in dog form. The grief put wedding plans on hold, almost broke us up, and then the stress from all of the above put me perilously close to alcoholism. I understand the pain you're in. If renovations and youtube take a backseat, so be it. Please take time if you need to.

[@Shatterspeed]

But I also understand if work brings you peace. ♡

[@nicolerubio6848]

Sending you so much love

[@crazylindaxx2]

You are so amazingly strong!!!!

[@vicksoth]

omgness i can't believe it but i totally get how you feel!!!! when you think you've got it all under control there is something that kicks you in the ass.... super sorry about Cali again ❤

[@honeyneonmotion]

Here for it all babe! Sending big love 💗

[@kerihedquist5170]

I love Callie’s Corner ❤ you are amazing!

[@coolmomASMR]

Oh honey, when I saw the last videos and heard you lost your baby girl, my heart broke for you. I genuinely just want you to have mama hugs everyday. I know words don't even touch the grief, but please know we cried with you. We miss her too, she was so special...so thank you for sharing your life and your fur babies with us.

[@impossidan1851]

Sending you healing vibes Rach

[@May-mp4mi]

I literally feel this at another level rn!! remember we all go through these times and so u rlly don‘t need to feel sorry for it!!🫶🫶

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

Thank you for being here xx.

[@sileigh1]

Send you heaps of love and support during this hard time and I hope blaze, projects, and memories of Callie guide you through.

[@LivingtoDIYwithRachelMetz]

I appreciate you xx.

[@teresag8996]

I’m crying with you!!!!

[@Muva_Candi]

🫂 hugs my virtual friend! Universe, I want to thank you for Cali’s soul choosing Rachel to ascend her spirit into the next life. We may not understand why this life’s lessons hit so hard, but we have faith that this life is to teach us what we need to open our spirits to higher levels of consciousness and elevation. Your souls will be reconnected in a future life, as it likely has in this one ✨✨ Recently, it hit me that my 12yo fur child (I have a 5yo skin one too lol) is a “senior” dog… Sasha is losing her hearing and eye sight, but it’s hard for me to imagine the inevitable. She’s been my emotional support since she was 6 weeks old. Thanks for sharing your grief and the vitamins and steps you’re taking to keep moving. I’ll continue to lift you 🤍

[@beki9807]

I'm so sorry for you loss.. I hate that your hurting! I will lift you up to my God.. he will heal you and give you rest and peace.. ❤

[@luthuens]

This year has been ROUGH. I finally separated from a relationship that wasn't good for me, after 8 years. Even though we weren't a good couple, he's a great guy and the best father, and his family was a huge part of me. My separating I've lost a lot and yesterday my first ever cat died. I had to leave him behind when I migrated and always felt so guilty for doing so. He was so beloved and he was taken care of. But he'll always be my first baby and now I won't ever see him again. Yesterday was all the grief I've experienced lately ripping me apart. Thanks for sharing your raw pain, because it makes us feel less alone in this sea of loss and grief. Love you beautiful!

[@debuttaro4477]

“Keep your head to the sky” better things are coming ❤

[@wagginwooflodge]

We watch your vids now...the pain of losing a pup is hard. Happy to see that you are keeping busy and congrats on your rescue pup! xoxo keep your chin up girl!

[@leinehm.154]

You got this girl. Don’t give up ❤