not that i’m anywhere - cities aviv (instrumental looped) // extremely slowed + reverbed

SILENT HILL 2 REMAKE SOON OMGGNJABFGHAFNAWOFIJAW

[@DarkSide-Lord]

In my restless dreams...i see that town silent hill

[@brooklynherzig7241]

a new man to rebuild, I was ment to be new..... I was ment to be beautiful

[@sensxi-r6]

real real

[@Pluto5x13]

Real

[@jackjohnson1886]

YOOO! I’m not the only one

[@War_Meister_Records]

You promised you'd take me there again one day..... But you never did

[@randomguy37178]

my mental health was never this fucked up, we didnt find the song, the song found us

[@Cj2raw106]

Frrrr😢

[@trankPL]

Damn right!

[@alexbarrett9622]

True

[@Ih3art_kittycats]

Real

[@mf.sikey_]

thanks you so much tiktok slideshows for make me discovered this masterpiece

[@BLACK-NORI-1]

Real

[@muffin0slayer134]

Ong my mental health has never been so bad

[@mf.sikey_]

@@muffin0slayer134 i hope you'll get better

[@itismeanttobe]

True

[@tonifeelings8692]

you good bro?

[@endan3959]

What happened, Rick? I thought you weren't the good guy anymore. Ain't that what you said? Even right here, right now, you ain't gonna fight for 'em? I'm a better father than you, Rick. I'm better for Lori than you, man. It's 'cause I'm a better man than you, Rick. 'Cause I can be here and I'll fight for it. You come back here and you just destroy everything! You got a broken woman. Y-You got a weak boy. You ain't got the first clue on how to fix it.

[@not_sall_good_man]

Raise your gun! You’re gonna have to kill an unarmed man

[@thelackofhappiness2156]

Damn

[@user-ep8rj6xo4i]

Bruv is not in a movie🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

[@stevenpasita2267]

What movie o serie is?

[@edoarda44]

​@@stevenpasita2267the walking dead

[@remedy6550]

If y’all every feeling down listen to this my grandpa told me this if you have a problem in life in which you can or can’t fix them why worry about it life is to short to be insecure about yourself whether it’s your weight or your facial features or just your feelings in general the meaning of life is the way you want to live it don’t down grade yourself to other people because in reality there probably doing the same thing think about how and what your doing could affect you mentally and physically and comfort yourself so you can grow you don’t need nobody to cheer you up your the boss of yourself so be like it and live the way you want to live.

[@lavishty_]

Wise words. ❤

[@kevinsiu3769]

Amen

[@lovelybasil]

Silent hill and this song>>>

[@lavishty_]

Fr I love it so much

[@knightinred4306]

This sounds like one of those game taverns you'd walk into in a real serious situation, just to be at ease after hearing the song.

[@Cj2raw106]

Frrr😢

[@Alone-Belvoir]

This song makes me feel like I'll be alone for the rest of my life. but and the purest truth, I am already and will be alone for the rest of my life. I see myself arriving from my work to my apartment. and making a nice noodle or something, and sitting in front of the TV or messing with my cell phone. But it also makes me feel like I'm in an open world game, like Minecraft or some other game like that.

[@Neo21188]

Nothing is impossible G, work hard, try your best, whatever you do in your life, give it 100% and soon you'll see that you don't actually have to die without experiencing the feeling of being with someone you truly love, without experiencing real success and win in life. you got this man, keep grinding 🤝🏻

[@Alone-Belvoir]

@@Neo21188 Thanks bro, but I'm already destined to live alone. but I'm going to try to achieve some goals, at least something important I have to do in this shitty life

[@sewawa6269]

@@Alone-Belvoirbro you are so real for that may god treat us well

[@Alien_From_Another_Universe]

Same bro, I've figured that it's inevitable, I can't find nobody to actually like and understand me while people my age meet and get into relationships, all I do is sit in the corner. I'd eventually end up as one of those sleep deprived dudes working in a sh_tty job

[@Alone-Belvoir]

@@Alien_From_Another_Universe probably the same as me. It is a canonical event in the lives of many men.

[@lusorr]

i yearn for places that no longer exist

[@anbu.kakashii]

You’re not alone there my friend 🤝😔

[@-Erne]

I imagine this song would play as I watch someone age in a sped up slideshow of their normal life as they wake up in the morning, get up, drive to work, come back home, sit on the couch, watch tv, fall asleep, repeat.

[@سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي]

يوههه بالهدوء والاحساس الي ما ينوصف من اسمعها 🥰🫶

[@AgiosOLucifer]

I find it beautiful when people from different countries get solace from music that they would not listen to normally. The power of music is beyond language.

[@سيد_كرّار_الأعرجي]

نعم برو​@@AgiosOLucifer

[@lavishty_]

This is so chill. Love that heather mason was chosen for the background. ❤

[@LotusVolt-pf9bt]

This track suits Heather well. Heather is such a great character, can't help but love her.

[@xxkeloke]

I hate my life

[@user-nt2ze4qr9s]

I feel you brother stay strong

[@wave_core]

I found Jesus and he changed me…

[@isisjones8964]

I'm proud of you for living brother, stand up and stay up. It's just ruff times but if you want to talk to someone I'll be here waiting 😵‍💫🎉

[@Ih3art_kittycats]

Real

[@Bkandhuey]

Womp womp

[@user-xq4yl2gn8n]

These song hits different. when you fucked up, it feels like reflection of your mentality, but when thing changing, this song is changing too. I think this is beautiful

[@user-wv8rb2kb8v]

3 months ago I had my birthday. About 2 months prior to that the girl I loved with everything I had cut me out of her life. On my birthday, she texted me saying, "Happy birthday. I know we don't talk much now but I hope you're ok." This song describes the emptiness and pain I felt that day. I cried hard nonstop for a while. Now I miss her. She probably doesn't miss me but I want her back

[@AlexH7509]

Sorry you had to go through that bro, I been rejected n shit but I feel bad for you. I hope you ok man

[@Cj2raw106]

​@@AlexH7509dang man

[@Trans_Wife_Beater]

Have to learn to not let people get close to you

[@alkha4711]

This sounds like a person playing mind games with you bro. It’s hard enough accepting the truth that she probably doesn’t think about you as much as you do about her but use this as a chance to move on and heal. It won’t be easy but it’s possible. She doesn’t deserve you bro. Life is too short to cry over people who won’t cry over you. Good luck king

[@tn6jackd232]

whats her snap

[@silvitisnotnicewithit]

thx to everyone that writes helpful stuff down in the comments, like "You are going to get through this" and stuff, its a cool sight to see that people try to help others, although nothing really makes me happy anymore, it can sometimes make me happy to see that there are people who care about others, not even knowing who the other person is, its really nice to see that there are people with empathy in this world, that provide something to people who dont get it, such as me, although they dont help, it just makes me slightly happy that others care about another of whom they know nothing about

[@BalintF]

You should talk to someone brother. It's okay to feel this way, but it's not okay to stay this way. Every human on this earth deserves to feel happy, god bless you my friend.

[@minty212]

listening to this on loop the feeling is indescribable

[@Cj2raw106]

Frl?

[@Walucris]

This makes have a sense of comfort with the things going on in my head

[@ammar_ebk]

i hate being sad

[@Marvyn.z]

This song makes me realize how happy I am to be alive. It makes me want to work harder to achieve my goals.

[@pjguzman]

Not real.😂😂

[@Vierr470]

Seriously, I dont know how but it makes me realise se how important and beautiful life is. The song hurts because it makes me come to the realisation that I am not living to my full potential and experiencing the world. It inspires me to live better, only briefly.

[@sleekismboyz605]

God's gift

[@lavishty_]

@@pjguzmanlol ok

[@lavishty_]

Yes! Proud of you my dude.

[@mias.offline]

silent hill 1 & 2 are my comfort movies i swear

[@trivialrelic3009]

This gives me an odd type of motivation. Thank you

[@caradict786]

Motivation to finally do it😄

[@Deftonic101]

Middle school nostalgia ❤

[@oweN326]

“Im a better father than you rick”

[@MasterCommandCEO]

Been looking for this for hours nice upload

[@adifilhan5949]

It's crazy how an instrument/music can cure or change our mood

[@minecraftarchives9896]

All these people talking about the music, I love it... But what I really love is Silent Hill 2 😫

[@user-ky1qo5cq3x]

That’s silent hill 3 btw

[@minecraftarchives9896]

@@user-ky1qo5cq3x I'm aware, I've beaten it for all the endings.

[@lavishty_]

@@minecraftarchives9896 no matter how much I play silent hill 2 and 3 on repeat I still always get chills, especially from silent hill 2

[@minecraftarchives9896]

@@lavishty_ same dude, I think it's because silent hill 2 has a more unique feeling to it, it's different from the others as well, and we personally see and feel what James is going through.

[@h377taker]

this fits of my depression

[@gavins_epic_youtube_channel]

You guys just gotta start loving life. Love whatever it throws at you. Love the challenges you face, the view at the top of the hill, love your pets. We don't have much time left on this planet I can tell. Love it while you can, you got this, just start living, I can tell you guys are the realest of the real.

[@adammiro-ru4fv]

man sometimes i look into the mirror and say i look ugly but i need to start declining that bc god made me and hes creations arent ugly!

[@SOTL_Boss]

This week the girl ive been with for sixmonths left and hasent came back no texts no calls no nothing and she left everything of hers here so i get a constant reminder that ive been left behind and eventully shell come get her stuff and sge wont feel the same as she did when she left

[@michaelwickham5500]

what happened rick I thought you weren't the good guy anymore..

[@masterg454]

For a moment i thought this was a real SH3 soundtrack because it has all the vibes.....and i love it.

[@heiulimh9503]

this song makes me feel there is only darkness for me, i'm strong but they beyond strength

[@bananims]

ADVENTURE TIME REFRENCE‼‼‼‼‼‼🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣😂😂😍😄😙😃😗😃😜😃🤨😃😏😅😏😕☂🌙🌊🌘🌜🍏🥒🍅🍅🥝🥫🍜🍜🍜 WHAT IS A BAD SHOW🗣🗣🗣‼‼‼‼

[@generalzod1742]

There was that one golb edit that got me introduced to this instrument I wish I can find it again

[@user-kr6ih2gz5l]

this sounds like your melancholy is happily being broadcasted worldwide for all to see lol

[@amaanalnossiff]

Ah. October of 2017....

[@irate___]

i sometimes play this on the lonely walks back at night from the gym at around 11pm or like 2am, after the day has passed, and the best part of it is over, now im with my thought's and and feeling along with a song that conjures an effect of desire

[@yaellozano3803]

This is and will always be my favorite version of this song

[@Cj2raw106]

I just found this 4 mins ago on TikTok 😢I love thiss

[@tvnss0]

This song reminds me of the good old days when I was a kid

[@reallweall]

This song makes me feel like I’m in another dimension.

[@atticasleeves7657]

Called the Poop dimension

[@DontReadMyName9461]

@@atticasleeves7657Kid.

[@Sagemaze]

Seeing Jesus on the Cross…

[@Vihnlox]

Hey you, yeah you! I'm proud of you.. I know its been a rough day... We got this. Make it to tomorrow we can do this.

[@swervoo_7953]

just found out she cheated, the song found me in the right time. I sacrifice everything and gain nothing, this song puts my emotions into a form of art, I wonder how much time is left

[@Sebastian_SSQ]

Same brother, got it same. But she cheated six months ago… Didnt even saw her and she did it with my bro

[@swervoo_7953]

@@Sebastian_SSQ I hope you’re healing well brother, it only gets worse if we let it 💯

[@Sebastian_SSQ]

@@swervoo_7953 it gets better Bro, I hope you are dealing good too. We are here in case 💪🏽😁👑

[@barankawan5497]

Under rated video

[@ProjektMemphis]

I feel as though I just listened, but i havent listened to it in almost 5 days.

[@sebacarrasco1466]

what happened rick i thought you weren't the good guy anymore

[@mikeyman2k625]

Can't wait for the silent hill 2 remake bro

[@sally1936]

Everyone around me is a happy couple, meanwhile i know im gonna die alone

[@Gamer-cx3hv]

This makes me feel as though I’m seeing something eldritch beyond human comprehension.

[@Freddyfazbear19924]

I always listen to this threw out the day and it's helps me not to relapse

[@hxllshvt]

When I'm listening to this music I've a bad feeling...

[@jannikbodemann]

I don’t know if someone cares but imma tell you something.The girl i love since years told me she don‘t want any relationships because she just broke up with her boyfriend. That was three months ago or something. She sad that if she will get over him we could try to go out and stuff, but one week later she started dating another guy. You have to imagine my anger against him, but im just a weak 16 year old guy that is extremely short and weak for his age(i don‘t want to call any height of my body because its private and cringe to me) so i couldn‘t do anything against him. Bevor that all, toughts came in my head like im not good enough for hear or to weak for her and many other taughts. I was pretty good friends with the boyfriend she had back then but i hated him for being a couple with her. Now i‘m completely im friendzone with her, and i think i will never be able to get out of the friendzone anymore. Somethimes when i want to watch tt or ig i see her with her so perfect boyfriend. This breaks me apart. This is kinda emberrasing to me, but i stalked him once, to see him, having everything i don‘t have. I am writing this while im drunk. I am just trying to drown my demons inside of me. I smoked a lot of marihuana (i don‘t know if i wrote it the right way) one time and when my parents found the weed they spoke to me, until i raged. Then my dad called my a junkie. My heart stood still. I can understand him, when he sad this he was probably just mad and embaresed of me, but this made me feel like a failure even more. But back to the girl. I wish there was a button to delete my feelings form her. I was at a psychiather before some times and it turned out i have depressions. I‘m just sick of everything. There are sadly some many other things that make me sick, but i have no desire to write them. Sorry if you can‘t read anything, i‘m not in a country where english is spoken, but i hope you could understand that part of my story.

[@daydrianharding2018]

i am so sorry, i know i don’t understand what you are going through, but i know God does, and i’m not just saying that because everyone says that, give your life to Christ and remember that the pain you are feeling can’t compare to the joy that will come, i don’t know you but i love you bro stay strong it will get better ❤️

[@jannikbodemann]

@@daydrianharding2018thank you.

[@Rip-van.winkle]

Hearing this just makes me sad

[@reichtangleTheFourthReich]

This sounds like the memories of my childhood...

[@kaiokenx4203]

OMG ITS HEATHER :D!

[@frizzsnow_ofc]

Real.

[@gustavlivesey.6637]

This song made me depressed, but I still love it.

[@cygnus.const_]

hey there stranger, i hope you’re doing better by now but just now that i do care for you

[@Deftonic101]

So soothing. ❤

[@sossio.3638]

this song for me represents our existence, our life, and the infinity we got, this song is nice.

[@Smiling.1_]

“I want to go to sleep and never wake up” Rip Carter 2010-2023

[@Lostlisbonsister]

Lisening to this while reading the virgin suicides is heavenly

[@dr.unknown1392]

Once you enter Silent Hill, there is no turning back

[@DarkSide-Lord]

Peak song

[@LightKaosMowgli]

ahhhh c'est si bon, mieux que l'ASMR!

[@pyro2789]

"literally me" Im literally going to kms

[@DrewDizzle-uk9dc]

Call 988 thank me later

[@Popcornnugget]

Do it

[@DontReadMyName9461]

@@Popcornnugget What a reply for having such a kind info page on your account

[@dafresnokid]

Good song. Very melancholy.

[@Elempanadas69420]

Im lost in nowhere, i dont know where im going nor what will happen to me, i've been going alone for a while now, it first hurt, then it was emptiness, and now i guess im better, still alone but feeling kind of better, however im still lost, im scared and i dont know why, maybe its a lot happening these last years For anyone saying that god is my light and he loves me I know He loves me But i fear him

[@yo_its_emi383]

I know that feelin..im experiencing that rn, but you don't have to be afraid, you still have yourself even when you're all surrounded by darkness there's still one Little light that will help you find your way

[@Cj2raw106]

I love this so much😢💔

[@Cj2raw106]

Masterpiece

[@Cj2raw106]

Thank u smm

[@dreams9307]

-10% instumental nostalgia -100% What happened, Rick? I thought you weren't the good guy anymore. Ain't that what you said? Even right here, right now, you ain't gonna fight for 'em? I'm a better father than you, Rick. I'm better for Lori than you, man. It's 'cause I'm a better man than you, Rick. 'Cause I can be here and I'll fight for it. You come back here and you just destroy everything!

[@notpuppy6570]

This on 🔝

[@seishinisnothereanymore]

damn this hit hard

[@vxzrt]

Hearing this in my lowest point of my life its just another experience.

[@user-nx8sf7si1g]

tommorow is a mystery i want to expierience. Tommorow God gives me the call to wake up and breathe. How beautiful

[@user-jq6kr2jd3v]

Running away soon guys 🎉

[@whoreallycares__]

the worst thing is that I listen to this thinking about a person that i cared about with my whole soul but one day they decided to disappear without an explenation.

[@setaz__.0]

I miss 2021 YBA.

[@NoahRamseysGhost]

It’s almost been two years since my sweet baby left me. I miss you.

[@Kaniyareal]

Imma just type my heart away while listening to this don’t mind.. ok so i just don’t wanna be here anymore i just feel like a fool and im ruining everything. I feel like everything is my fault. And nobody really cares about me they just use me and hurt me i cry nonstop and i just wanna sleep my life away I don’t wanna feel anger or sadness anymore i just wanna be free and happy. I don’t wanna feel this way anymore i hate my life so much . I just think about stuff .. and maybe will be free from everything.

[@R4STYOLETV]

I think I can relate by 40% of this. I accidentally told a girl (who had a crush on me) to kilI herself about 4 years ago. I’ve been thinking about her to this day and I could not forgive myself for even the thought of it. I was pretty idiotic back then. Regards to your suffering, it really isn’t true. People might think that but you can be the best person you can ever be, shit, way better than I am now.

[@toomuchdrip5846]

If you are still here, just wanted to let you know that it’s not your fault

[@Something57.]

Makes me wanna lie down in bed facing the roof with headphones on with this song all the way up crying to what ever I need to cry too

[@turd__ferguson]

“where did it all go wrong” type beat

[@nisayx]

people listening to this are automatically not npcs

[@lluka9923]

life goes fast faster then others but we all need to make good of it to not even waste a single second or it will come and stab us in the back

[@gibby9246]

making me lose touch in reality with this

[@federicopecora]

-hey -heyy -i need to say you a thing -say it -i not feel nothing more for you. -what? i do everything for you. -i know, i’m a person that is not too much intrested in having a relationship. -you never say it before -i’m sorry. -why. -i just wanna leave you. -ok.

[@disthblue6320]

Esta canción me hace sentir que estoy en un buen videojuego

[@thatwritingguylol]

Feel like I’m traveling to God knows where

[@thatoneguyyoutube69]

realest shi i have heard in a while

[@ShayneDarbey]

A good but sad man once said "When I was young, I used to find my fathers gun and play Russian roulette by myself fortunately my father came because it would've been my bullet..."

[@darriusajogbus1814]

Man, I wish I could do things differently. I missed out on so many opportunities due to cowardice. I ducked change, I didn’t want to change. I wanted to stay the spunky kid forever, I didn’t want reality although I needed it. Now look at me, 18 years old with not a single story to tell. My life up till this point is meaningless, I want to focus on the future but even then to, what’s the point of anything at all. I just want to ropemax atp, free myself from this useless existence. I’m so tired of myself and everything.

[@gh1235]

Psychological problems and knots are more painful than others

[@mirobgx1440]

my mental state has been getting worse every single day this song makes me escape reality.

[@deathoyster854]

Days Without Depression: 0

[@natalieallen3018]

Average silent hill W

[@TopoYT14]

My mental health:📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉

[@hillbilly43621]

donpollo changed my life

[@sillydishes]

one of the songs to think about how old will i be when one of every of my family members and friends die