not that i’m anywhere - cities aviv (instrumental loop) [slowed]

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spedupsl0w3d ☆

spedupsl0w3d ☆

Күн бұрын

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@gaurdionz307
@gaurdionz307 Жыл бұрын
This song plays in my head on repeat.
@Crazydm813
@Crazydm813 Жыл бұрын
Real
@Mrtakeyobih
@Mrtakeyobih Жыл бұрын
Fr was on a loop all day at work
@leguccius
@leguccius Жыл бұрын
real
@Zelius15
@Zelius15 Жыл бұрын
Real
@Swag-messiah69
@Swag-messiah69 Жыл бұрын
Real
@earninggoblin1537
@earninggoblin1537 Жыл бұрын
“The Pain you are going through is Nothing compared to the Joy that’s coming to you “
@LSBTRAP
@LSBTRAP Жыл бұрын
thank you bro
@kimao6133
@kimao6133 Жыл бұрын
amen
@imjustmexican
@imjustmexican Жыл бұрын
Thank u bro u opened my eyes
@gxthchxra
@gxthchxra Жыл бұрын
amen
@megalomaniacsecond56
@megalomaniacsecond56 Жыл бұрын
amen
@GENOVINTY
@GENOVINTY Жыл бұрын
THE PAIN ISNT GOING AWAY🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@spedupsl0w3d
@spedupsl0w3d 10 ай бұрын
it’s not even seasonal depression at this point its something worse 🥲 don’t give up in life though i promise better times will come
@Inorepotatoes
@Inorepotatoes 9 ай бұрын
FR🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣
@flappy4792
@flappy4792 9 ай бұрын
@@spedupsl0w3dreal
@Soul.8877
@Soul.8877 9 ай бұрын
@@spedupsl0w3d I feel sad and depressed but in the same time I like it
@BigSmoke-xh5hi
@BigSmoke-xh5hi 7 ай бұрын
@@Soul.8877 bro u are me
@hydrajones
@hydrajones Жыл бұрын
I keep listening to this song and it really reminds me of how privileged we are to be alive.
@fuentes1414
@fuentes1414 Жыл бұрын
Frr
@hitman-gu3jt
@hitman-gu3jt Жыл бұрын
Yessirrr 🤟🏽
@hugawoo
@hugawoo Жыл бұрын
i don’t want that privilege anymore
@hydrajones
@hydrajones Жыл бұрын
@@hugawoo White?
@calimber
@calimber Жыл бұрын
and even be humans
@StudioTesselation
@StudioTesselation Жыл бұрын
I’m not depressed I just like this song
@agrnima
@agrnima Жыл бұрын
fr man
@gayslut-real
@gayslut-real Жыл бұрын
I am
@drewtherockstar
@drewtherockstar Жыл бұрын
@@gayslut-realwell NOBODY ASKED 😂😂
@Cj2raw106
@Cj2raw106 Жыл бұрын
Oh😢
@WarFloppa69
@WarFloppa69 Жыл бұрын
I already suffer from depression and anxiety. 2 months ago I got out of the psychiatric hospital and I think I'm going back. 😂😂😂
@rajamarjan1828
@rajamarjan1828 Жыл бұрын
"what happened Rick, i thought you weren't the good guys anymore" Hit hard
@juan_villaduque
@juan_villaduque Жыл бұрын
It ain't what you said? I'm better father than you Rick, I'm better for Lori than you man, 'causd i'm a better man than you Rick. You just came and destroyed everything
@ZiuXd
@ZiuXd 9 ай бұрын
ain’t that what you said even right here right now u ain't gonna fight for it
@davidmckoy7645
@davidmckoy7645 Жыл бұрын
ykw man Im so sick of living like this wake up, school, eat, homework, tiktok, sleep. Im not happy I want to conquer myself Im tired of tiktok Im tired of all the instant gratification I want to be proud of myself man I wanna become the best version of myself (I will change I’ll do whatever it takes.)
@Nimatemes
@Nimatemes 10 ай бұрын
How are you now, All good bro?
@lasiaf6973
@lasiaf6973 9 ай бұрын
Good luck
@SireRaMessiah
@SireRaMessiah 9 ай бұрын
i deleted tiktok and all mostly all my socials to better myself and find God.
@defaultuser9925
@defaultuser9925 8 ай бұрын
​@@SireRaMessiahHave you found yourself yet
@SireRaMessiah
@SireRaMessiah 8 ай бұрын
@@defaultuser9925 yaaa i feel great. life is good when u get out there man. life is too short for u to be moping around and being depressed n shi. talk to that girl, hit that new pr at the gym, make friends at church or school, and overall realize the potential u have as a human being 🫡
@glx404
@glx404 5 ай бұрын
bro this album is a masterpiece and it's a shame that people only pay attention to this song
@floatingoliver562
@floatingoliver562 4 ай бұрын
yeeaah but I'm just glad that Cities makes a big bag off the hype.
@Wellsfargopimpin
@Wellsfargopimpin 7 күн бұрын
I love all his shit lowkey
@emmajean920
@emmajean920 Жыл бұрын
this song makes me feel so many things i can’t explain
@Victorlitch
@Victorlitch Жыл бұрын
Same
@editingconvience99
@editingconvience99 Жыл бұрын
yet but soon may you one day understand :)
@endythefox
@endythefox Жыл бұрын
This song is kind of like nostalgic. Sad but happy at the same time. Bittersweet. Like remembering the good memories of the past, and it makes me smile, in a sad way.
@expl0rermax
@expl0rermax 10 ай бұрын
It gives me different emotions and motives at the same time. I want to help everybody and be kind of useful for society, but at the same time, I realize that no one is here to do the same thing towards me, which gives me a huge frustration, but I kinda got used to it. I just want everyone to be happy and cheerful as well as to live in peace. That's all.
@lil_Migger
@lil_Migger 9 ай бұрын
life hits u hard bro, but always remember that the amount of sadness u get will be transformed to joy and multiplied by 100%, so what I'm sayin bro is dont be lost
@bitesthedust8233
@bitesthedust8233 8 ай бұрын
This gives me a feeling of my own limitations, see the interesting lives of other people, and understand that I may not find my happiness, in the end I will simply get depressed and live a boring and boring life. but it's still pointless
@ev7d167
@ev7d167 Жыл бұрын
I do everything right. I eat right, sleep right, workout consistently, do good in school, I have money, and I’m Christian, but I’m not happy. I make my parents proud, my friends proud, I inspire my friends to do better, but I’m still not happy. I’m not depressed or anything but I just don’t feel happy anymore. I don’t even know what makes me happy
@RackEssy
@RackEssy Жыл бұрын
Pray more and adopt a dog it helped me so I thought it would help you too
@sh3fw-eli
@sh3fw-eli Жыл бұрын
i don't either man
@JosiahTshiunza
@JosiahTshiunza Жыл бұрын
then find a reason to be happy instead of saying you don't know only you can know what truly makes you happy
@dolliestolethecrown5220
@dolliestolethecrown5220 Жыл бұрын
i was exactly like this before i started to get closer w God. He will help you through this rough stage in life, i promise u. from a christian to another. i'm a month late but i hope everything is okay for you right now. just remember that it's okay to feel like this but it's not okay to dismiss it. i'll pray for you, even though i don't even know your name because God does. He recognizes this emptiness inside of you, and you recognize it too, so let him and let yourself be in His hands. He is great and can pull you out of this. He is the missing piece to the puzzle you're desperately trying to solve. Romans 15:13 "May God, the source of hope, fill you with all joy and peace by means of your faith in Him, so that your hope will continue to grow by the power of the Holy Spirit."
@YouTube_M7md
@YouTube_M7md Жыл бұрын
Try something new in your life change up your routine, doing the same exact things for a long time can lead up to depression
@isaacisstoop1d
@isaacisstoop1d Жыл бұрын
I don’t know if I am depressed or just bipolar but I’m sick of doing the same thing everyday edit: doing better now, i’ve been working out and making a lot of friends. I love you all.
@koreanbatman3314
@koreanbatman3314 Жыл бұрын
Real
@yet-im-still-here9798
@yet-im-still-here9798 Жыл бұрын
Real
@elijahjohnson4666
@elijahjohnson4666 Жыл бұрын
Used to feel like that too until I started not giving a crap about rules and doing whatever tf I wanted to
@DK-lz7kg
@DK-lz7kg Жыл бұрын
Just get off your phone and live in the real world.
@isaacisstoop1d
@isaacisstoop1d Жыл бұрын
@@DK-lz7kg I do
@saramilene4564
@saramilene4564 Жыл бұрын
I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and I don't know how to feel about it. I knew that there were a lot of probabilities of me having it because a lot of people in my family do but to hear it from an actual expert is different.
@avakadopubg3534
@avakadopubg3534 Жыл бұрын
real 😂😂😂😂😂
@jaden7454
@jaden7454 Жыл бұрын
as long as you take your medication you’ll be able to live a normal life
@johnalphaeagle5882
@johnalphaeagle5882 Жыл бұрын
What’s it feel like
@prabhdeep__
@prabhdeep__ Жыл бұрын
God Bless you I hope you are able to manage your condition well. My thoughts are with you.
@mattialemboluscari8774
@mattialemboluscari8774 10 ай бұрын
How are you now? All good Bro?
@kzs-
@kzs- Жыл бұрын
Suffering in silence.
@davidtasca2972
@davidtasca2972 Жыл бұрын
real
@avakadopubg3534
@avakadopubg3534 Жыл бұрын
average real writer 😂🔫 (i can't take it anymore)
@xr6p
@xr6p 6 ай бұрын
real shit
@Im_Tay
@Im_Tay 6 ай бұрын
​@@avakadopubg3534real
@WingulDingle
@WingulDingle 4 ай бұрын
aye man just know we all know what you’re going through. and we all are going through it.
@WingulDingle
@WingulDingle 4 ай бұрын
this song just. takes you back to the days you want back so badly but then you realize, life will always get harder and the world only gets sadder.
@Ivette_Bear.
@Ivette_Bear. Жыл бұрын
Just found out that the pastors husband passed last night, i cried to this song just thinking about how he wouldn't suffer anymore.. hes in gods hands now!. Sending love to the pastor she shouldn't go through this but, its just apart of our lives..we lose someone we love..
@joahabybatistabrasil4423
@joahabybatistabrasil4423 Жыл бұрын
My smile just go away after 1 second of this music.
@thenicehermit5036
@thenicehermit5036 9 ай бұрын
I feel like there is this feeling, always near me, sneaking up at times before bed. Like a warm blanket around you, keeping yourself melancholic
@gustavobedollam
@gustavobedollam Жыл бұрын
It feels like I have heard this song before in my life
@gbepaul1598
@gbepaul1598 Жыл бұрын
i thought it's only me, when i first heard this song it felt so familiar
@Outlaw4Lifee
@Outlaw4Lifee Жыл бұрын
fr man
@Enshrouded-In-Gloom
@Enshrouded-In-Gloom Жыл бұрын
I swear its a sample from somewhere else, I just have no clue.
@lil_Migger
@lil_Migger 9 ай бұрын
u have . Its from the voices in ur head.
@paws9522
@paws9522 Жыл бұрын
spedupsl0w3d is our savior! thank you for allowing us to listen to this masterpiece
@Dimitri...
@Dimitri... Жыл бұрын
This song is always playing in my head.
@woodengirl9807
@woodengirl9807 Жыл бұрын
you made me feel safe even when you were hurting me the most
@urgirlbert5507
@urgirlbert5507 Жыл бұрын
it’s such a serious yet so beautiful song
@raymondwelsbi4805
@raymondwelsbi4805 Жыл бұрын
This song always makes me think about me life and how I shouldn't take things for granted
@skyloss2036
@skyloss2036 Жыл бұрын
I can literally remember all my childhood while listening to this song.
@silvitisnotnicewithit
@silvitisnotnicewithit Жыл бұрын
thx to everyone that writes helpful stuff down in the comments, like "You are going to get through this" and stuff, its a cool sight to see that people try to help others, although nothing really makes me happy anymore, it can sometimes make me happy to see that there are people who care about others, not even knowing who the other person is, its really nice to see that there are people with empathy in this world, that provide something to people who dont get it, such as me, although they dont help, it just makes me slightly happy that others care about another of whom they know nothing about
@ayaankhan-mp5uw
@ayaankhan-mp5uw Жыл бұрын
I care about you, and to answer your question about why you are pondering here,u are pondering because you are here for a reason, you were never a mistake, u are important, people need people who are exactly like you, u are important to me, I genuinely fell for you as a person who used to cry them selves every single night and wishing it could all end right in the morning , I wanna hear a reply from you @notahappypersonhere7881:).[ I really hope you remove the “not” from your name]
@andreymartinez124
@andreymartinez124 6 ай бұрын
Just search goggins man, it'll change your life bro. Also, Jesus loves you bro.
@Not_Activ3
@Not_Activ3 Жыл бұрын
“What happened Rick I thought you weren’t the good guy anymore ain’t that what you said?”
@Kombative2
@Kombative2 5 ай бұрын
The joy in the future will make up for all the bad times experienced in the past
@zxraiiedits
@zxraiiedits 8 ай бұрын
this version of slowed, compared to all the other “extremely slowed” versions, makes me realize that this song..kinda sounds more hopeful. it shouldn’t feel like a depressing song. it feels like, if i was listening to this as i was crying, that this song would make me stop and realize that if i pray to Allah and I’m a good person I’ll get the hope and the happiness i want. it feels like a call to me, like a call saying that I’ll be ok.
@mf.sikey_
@mf.sikey_ Жыл бұрын
this song stuck in my head
@gaurdionz307
@gaurdionz307 Жыл бұрын
This song plays in my head everyday. I feel miserable. Everything feels foggy, cloudy, I feel lost. I don't know. This song is playing in my head on repeat, when I sleep, when I go to school, when I'm at school, when I'm doing something. This song is simply my life.
@h_suah14
@h_suah14 Жыл бұрын
@@gaurdionz307 real
@coocoocrazyrhys
@coocoocrazyrhys Жыл бұрын
i need someone to run on the beach with during a sunset
@adrian-x5k8o
@adrian-x5k8o Жыл бұрын
Real
@spedupsl0w3d
@spedupsl0w3d Жыл бұрын
same
@breezy4656
@breezy4656 Жыл бұрын
real real
@ctmatu9988
@ctmatu9988 Жыл бұрын
me too bruh
@victorberescu3007
@victorberescu3007 Жыл бұрын
Frr
@insertname7504
@insertname7504 Жыл бұрын
please never ever delete this
@GreysAnatomy601
@GreysAnatomy601 3 ай бұрын
Man i just wanna be loved and be normal. I dont wanna be depressed anymore, i dont wanna skip school anymore, i dont wanna be fat anymore, i just want my old friends back. I made a mistake...and im sorry.
@padd0ck
@padd0ck 3 ай бұрын
It comes with work my friend but I know you can get better
@GreysAnatomy601
@GreysAnatomy601 3 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤​@@padd0ck
@padd0ck
@padd0ck 3 ай бұрын
@@GreysAnatomy601 in your troubles Christ cares. Turn to him my friend, life may be a struggle and not so much normal but that he is true love. ✝️❤️
@Norius86
@Norius86 Ай бұрын
I feel the same frustration as you, I wish I was somewhat normal and be like the others, maybe that way I'll have a friend
@GreysAnatomy601
@GreysAnatomy601 29 күн бұрын
This helped so much ❤❤​@@padd0ck
@MelonsBizarreAdventure23
@MelonsBizarreAdventure23 Жыл бұрын
This song hits different when slowed
@Noa45418
@Noa45418 Жыл бұрын
Im not depressed, its just that this makes me cry
@minibusdriver3271
@minibusdriver3271 Жыл бұрын
we love you
@krystaIIine
@krystaIIine Жыл бұрын
this makes me cry for no reason.
@maltazar977
@maltazar977 Жыл бұрын
I am better father than you Rick!
@ariados1720
@ariados1720 8 ай бұрын
I am better for Lori than you man!
@montgomeryjacob8889
@montgomeryjacob8889 8 ай бұрын
What happened rick I thought you weren't the good guy
@Primilious
@Primilious 8 ай бұрын
@Namedeleted404
@Namedeleted404 8 ай бұрын
@@montgomeryjacob8889ain’t that what you said?!
@HARD-R-247
@HARD-R-247 8 ай бұрын
IS THIS TWD REFERENCE
@lakakaboy115
@lakakaboy115 Жыл бұрын
It’s like that we’re back in our day
@choochcuh
@choochcuh Жыл бұрын
This is 🔥🔥
@martindikov6665
@martindikov6665 6 ай бұрын
I searched for this for so long🙏 Finally found inner peace😌
@chronic5443
@chronic5443 Жыл бұрын
The sound makes me calm , ive got every reason to lose my sanity although when i hear this sound i can breathe and clear my mind and remind myself we as humans have a gift and thats our brain a blessing or a curse for you to choose, thanks be to the all mighty father 👆💪🙏
@magicalnewsmaneditsbumpers4374
@magicalnewsmaneditsbumpers4374 Жыл бұрын
This is nice for night biking
@danielpineda9067
@danielpineda9067 8 ай бұрын
My name is Daniel. Throughout my life, I have struggled with weight issues and faced bullying due to my body. Thanks to my own efforts, I have managed to achieve a healthier physique. However, I have recently been neglecting my health and gained some weight due to depression. Yes, I admit it, depression. I am feeling lost and scared about the direction of my life.
@chriswho2569
@chriswho2569 7 ай бұрын
Make a schedule for everyday
@feco5659
@feco5659 Жыл бұрын
This is for everyone who wants to die: Everyone will cry if you die, everyone will miss you, even if no one is in love with you, just dont do it I love you all i hope you all gonna be fine!:)
@ericcomentalista
@ericcomentalista Жыл бұрын
Ain't true
@feco5659
@feco5659 Жыл бұрын
@@ericcomentalista Yes it is, bro. Everyone love you. Idk who you are, but you're a good people for sure:)! Good luck for life!
@zykunno1336
@zykunno1336 Жыл бұрын
​@@ericcomentalistatrust me bro, it aint over
@antosomignore8636
@antosomignore8636 Жыл бұрын
who's going to cry 😂
@feco5659
@feco5659 Жыл бұрын
@@antosomignore8636 Your Mom, Your crush, Your dad, Your brother or sister, Your friends, Your grandpa,Grandma, Your dogs, cats Will be sad
@Revbladi.
@Revbladi. Жыл бұрын
that song makes me talk with my self
@Revbladi.
@Revbladi. Жыл бұрын
same
@philipsuon7109
@philipsuon7109 Жыл бұрын
lol
@Forcedss
@Forcedss Жыл бұрын
Remember man im proud of you im happy with you.. keep chasing your dream.. even if something stop you.. Just keep chasing.. i know you can one day.
@pepe.detras9232
@pepe.detras9232 Жыл бұрын
Perfecta para ver como toda tu vida pasa por tus ojos
@avakadopubg3534
@avakadopubg3534 Жыл бұрын
real 😂😂😂😂
@MarcosBerserk
@MarcosBerserk Жыл бұрын
Real Real
@AgvXsZ
@AgvXsZ Жыл бұрын
real.
@sovietrocket5796
@sovietrocket5796 Жыл бұрын
real
@moronigutierrez4184
@moronigutierrez4184 Жыл бұрын
Opino lo mismo
@Cj2raw106
@Cj2raw106 Жыл бұрын
I love thisss thank u smmm😢
@Dbzm-speak
@Dbzm-speak 8 ай бұрын
Um grito tem mais de 1000 palavras de sofrimento.
@gildedfantasyy
@gildedfantasyy 8 ай бұрын
Real
@lthatchx1370
@lthatchx1370 6 ай бұрын
everytime this song starts playing my mouth drops and i start staring at some point of the wall while tears come out of my eyes, and i swear i don't know why
@amirtemur6872
@amirtemur6872 6 ай бұрын
And try to distract yourself playing games or watching movies like the walking dead never give yourself to negative things bro if you gave yourself to negative feelings you’ve lost yourself even you lost yourself try to get up and come like strong yourself
@Norius86
@Norius86 Ай бұрын
They're just distractions, only temporary the feeling will and always be there.​@@amirtemur6872
@JarrettSethSorensen
@JarrettSethSorensen 7 ай бұрын
My sanity is being ripped apart faster and faster 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@nowenceo
@nowenceo 2 ай бұрын
this song makes feels the good old memories.
@Ghost_Samurai88
@Ghost_Samurai88 10 ай бұрын
All my friends have moved to college or are pursuing their careers, im the youngest and I'm still in my senior year of highschool. I leave in June for the army and will see them even less than I do now. I have never been more alone. I have nothing, no one. I'm not even depressed, I'm just angry at my situation and have no way to change it
@bdrlittleman
@bdrlittleman 10 ай бұрын
hey man. its alright. i had no idea what i was doing with my life after senior year. i tried college, but it wasnt for me. i ended up joining the navy and embracing the path and the means to my future. im glad that you chose something bigger than yourself to pursue. just hold on a bit longer, youll be through soon.
@Melty_was_here
@Melty_was_here Ай бұрын
This song plays in my head on repeat after I broke up with my ex, lost all my friends and entered the second darkest part of my life. It reminds me of horrible of a person I'll always be no matter what. I just wish i could change who I was. I got my friends back but they will always look at me differently knowing how horrible I am. I just want people to like me, I want to be loved, I don't want to be seen as the monster I am.
@Dbeco
@Dbeco Жыл бұрын
Tá ai a prova que ele não é qualquer um 💙
@luiscervantes1093
@luiscervantes1093 8 ай бұрын
When Cliff pops up in my reels with this in the background i know he’s gonna cook!✝️🔥
@Banna-ig3ni
@Banna-ig3ni 4 ай бұрын
Cliff ahh song🙏
@somethingasian7574
@somethingasian7574 Жыл бұрын
yoooo this song is fire🔥🔥🔥
@Inorepotatoes
@Inorepotatoes 9 ай бұрын
nah but fr though it feels like I've ruined myself with my own lies. like I lied about so many things to keep people happy and not concerned but in the end it ended up making things worse. yknow during this horrible journey I somehow got a girlfriend right? and I love her, she's so nice easy to talk to and pretty and she always cared about me but idk the longer and longer it went on for somehow I felt even more lonely? she's really busy all the time and I know she's not lying but sometimes my mind twists that into a ''I don't want to see you'' vibe so then I keep on thinking she just doesn't have any interest in seeing me anymore. and then I start to dig around thinking why they don't want to see me like ''am I not attractive?'' ''is it something I did or do?'' ''was it something I said?'' and slowly but surely I become even more insecure about all those things thinking they are the problem. and as a result of this I start to feel increasingly more lonely. it's funny I dream about being around or hanging out with her and I usually don't remember my dreams but even the slightest bit of human affection or touch, and I won't stop thinking about it. For a brief period of time, about 2 months I had pretty much conquered the urges of suicide and self harm. But they came back. And I'm trying to fight them but they keep getting stronger. I just wish she had the time to see me.
@noescapefromblade
@noescapefromblade 10 ай бұрын
This song perfectly conveys how I imagine all our memories play as we die
@ProfessionalNerd-pn4td
@ProfessionalNerd-pn4td Жыл бұрын
Guys, i finally got to know someone, and I've never been more alive
@Zack-hy1hb
@Zack-hy1hb 10 ай бұрын
update?
@alejandroschmidt7346
@alejandroschmidt7346 10 ай бұрын
Enjoy it while it lasts.
@Norius86
@Norius86 26 күн бұрын
This song is how loneliness feels like, its hard to describe it but its eerie, its kinda like a drug, its bad for you but you still take it so you can feel something, this almost makes me cry but i want to listen to it because it makes me feel something
@zillaman1237
@zillaman1237 Жыл бұрын
I just miss my grandpa man
@arleneg3193
@arleneg3193 7 ай бұрын
I’m scared to lose mine he already lost his hearing a little
@breadsticks9246
@breadsticks9246 2 ай бұрын
Same here G
@bythewayimfine
@bythewayimfine 4 ай бұрын
this too, shall pass. -King Solomon I hold on to that quote daily
@Unkownperson222
@Unkownperson222 Жыл бұрын
Always will love this song
@BHB-g1o
@BHB-g1o Жыл бұрын
Real,imma kms while listening to this frfr 💯🗣️🙏🏻
@Rardomane
@Rardomane Жыл бұрын
same
@Norius86
@Norius86 29 күн бұрын
Fuck yeah!!
@thus4113
@thus4113 Жыл бұрын
i cant stop listening even though it's so repetitive
@Inorepotatoes
@Inorepotatoes 9 ай бұрын
THE FEELINGS ARE BACK 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥
@apollo6506
@apollo6506 Жыл бұрын
The clouds have cleared and the rain has stopped I haven’t seen the sun in so long is forgotten what it looked like my life is getting better with every day I pray it stays like this I’m so thankful for everything in my life
@Someone..00.
@Someone..00. Жыл бұрын
The voices in my head are getting louder and louder day by day.. I just want to end it...
@Playinwitfire
@Playinwitfire 11 ай бұрын
WISH I COULD JUST DROWN🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣💯💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
@Cj2raw106
@Cj2raw106 Жыл бұрын
I love uuu for making thiss😢
@STUTTGARTBROTHERSWORLDWIDE
@STUTTGARTBROTHERSWORLDWIDE 3 ай бұрын
You've let us down kid...we had big aspirations about you. This is what you repay us with ? *FALL*
@Merkdud
@Merkdud 10 ай бұрын
I cant this anymore.
@feather._.
@feather._. Жыл бұрын
everyday is the same.
@OP-Razvan
@OP-Razvan 11 ай бұрын
Cliffe owns this song tbh
@Aj.350
@Aj.350 Жыл бұрын
"Glass aint dangerous until its broken." "Real ones would chose you over they girl" "Single today, Single tommorow, Shi might be single forever its hard to find real love in this generation" "I may be ugly or not known, but i still have a good heart in a fucked up generation" "You cant get up if you aint down"
@FFIVE_ST4R
@FFIVE_ST4R Жыл бұрын
One word will change someone's life
@heyimgianna1350
@heyimgianna1350 Жыл бұрын
''i dont know how i feel like. i dont know who i really am. am i a normal person? or am i not? am i different from people or am i just overthinking? do i really care about how people feel about me? what is my real self? what is the real me? do i have a real personality? did i finally lose myself? how do i feel like? i hate being pitied. i dont know if i can be every type of person i want. i dont know anything. i dont even know anything about myself. i dont even know anything about my feelings. do i really dont feel anything or do i feel every emotion possible. i had never acted like my real self. would people like me if they saw who i really was? do i actually have a real self? i dont think that im depressed or suicidal or anything so why do i feel like this? i dont know if im depressed or have anxiety. i hate expressing my real feelings. do i have real feelings? i had been mirroring peoples personality and all just to be loved and i didnt even get the love i deserved. i love observing my friends reaction so i can copy their reaction because i dont know how to react. am i really dumb or is it just the personality im using right now? am i a cruel person to use people just to dont look ''lonely'' i dont really care about being alone i just dont want people to see me being alone and pity me. i only have friends so i dont look ''lonely''. why do i care about the stuff people thing about me? do people even thing about me? i want people to care about me, i just want to be noticed. the only thing i want in this world is to be loved. its not like im a ''hopeless romantic'' or something like that. i just want to see if there would be a boy who would like me. confess to me and love me. i dont really love boys or anything. to realize no one actually sees me as a important person. they dont care and i care too much. but no one really knows how i truly feel and they dont care. not like i know how i feel.'' Anyways. this was my first time expressing my ''feelings'' this is usually what i think in my mind when i think about my feelings. I dont know if this is truly how i feel. I dont even know if i just lied to myself about my feelings. I dont really care if people really reads this and if u just readed this please dont pity me. I didnt delete this because i want to see reactions. I normaly woudnt even wright or say anything like this cause people would pity me and look at me with sad eyes. But would they? Would they even care? I just want to see if anyone cares. Anyways if you actually readed this (u prob didnt) im gonna say again but please dont pity me. I dont think i had any traumas or anything and i dont if this is just bc i grow up and this is normal. Im 13 and i dont see my past self like me anymore. I dont really remember if i always copied peoples personalitys or it just started. If yall tell me to go to a therapist i would prob lie to them cuz i dont wanna get pitied, i dont know how i truly feel and i woudnt want anyone to know abt my real feelings. I have been feeling like this for a while know or am i just dramatic abt it? I just care abt what ppl think abt me too much. Anyways if u readed this actually or just skipped to this part ily. Bye bye and please tell me if u know how i feel and if u fell like this. I usually woudnt wright this cuz i dont wanna be pitied but anyways i think i keep saying the same things. Anyways i hope my comment doesnt get popular and people dont see. I said bye and still didnt stop typing cuz i know no one would actually read this. Well i have more things to say but if theres a person who actually readed this might be annoyed so im not gonna talk more. BYEEEEE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND TAKE CARE OF YOUSELF :3 (this was so hard to comment because this was the first time i expressed my feelings even tho its little)
@heyimgianna1350
@heyimgianna1350 Жыл бұрын
i forgot to comment this but to realize i actually love people pitying me so times. because it feels like they care. but i hate when i fall or sum like that and they just stare while looking sad.
@somethingasian7574
@somethingasian7574 Жыл бұрын
Holy shit
@somethingasian7574
@somethingasian7574 Жыл бұрын
You good?
@somethingasian7574
@somethingasian7574 Жыл бұрын
We can talk about it if you want I'm open
@bruhidfk02
@bruhidfk02 Жыл бұрын
You say that you don't want anyone to pity you but the more I read your message it sounds like your begging for someone to pity you or be there for you
@Chuscopez
@Chuscopez 11 ай бұрын
''La mayoría de las veces, el problema no es que los problemas que enfrentamos no puedan resolverse, el problema es que tenemos tanto miedo al fracaso que nos negamos a ver nuestros problemas desde una nueva perspectiva. Y entonces hacemos las mismas cosas una y otra vez. Y ahí, por supuesto, encontramos exactamente el fracaso que buscábamos. Tu vida siempre será una lucha y siempre tendrás problemas.'' -Superliminal (Dr. Glen)
@kitheguy5450
@kitheguy5450 Жыл бұрын
I just want to be loved 😞😔
@Sage_SP
@Sage_SP Ай бұрын
wish the instrumental was on spotify
@deniskener7486
@deniskener7486 Жыл бұрын
It's gotten so bad that i didn't even realize that i manipulate my self into think I'm absolutely nothing
@Dimitri...
@Dimitri... Жыл бұрын
If I were a song I would definitely be this one... 💯💯
@shayan8412
@shayan8412 6 ай бұрын
I don't wanna live in a hole anymore...
@UBNooby
@UBNooby 5 ай бұрын
Idk if I’m mentally okay but every time I hear this song I just cry really hard and I cry so hard to the point where I can’t breathe Edit: I just need to be with someone Edit: I’m doing worst now
@Norius86
@Norius86 Ай бұрын
Yeah I also almost cry while listening to this, it reminds me of mistakes I made in my life and how lonely I am
@fizzypizzel6477
@fizzypizzel6477 Жыл бұрын
I don't know if I'm heading in the right direction in life, everything seems so foggy and I feel like its too late to catch up with everyone else. (sorry if this is cringe just need to vent)
@Bleck72523
@Bleck72523 Жыл бұрын
yeah man no problm its not cringe, its ok to feel like that
@amontitan7530
@amontitan7530 Жыл бұрын
man i just need a hug
@SpaceClaw
@SpaceClaw 8 ай бұрын
not even sad anymore just numb
@soccermaster12234
@soccermaster12234 Жыл бұрын
If i had to choose one music to play at my funeral, definitely would be this one.
@unknown-io8kv
@unknown-io8kv Жыл бұрын
Im not fine. I am miserable. I need help. I dont wanna die i just want to disappear
@hoboisaac8948
@hoboisaac8948 Жыл бұрын
You are loved, and remember that the thing you do on this would are not eternal no matter how big the mistake you made is there’s always a way to get over it Idk if you wanna hear this or not but having faith in Jesus has always worked for me anytime I’m feeling depressed he always has helped me out of it
@tedreal
@tedreal Жыл бұрын
you want to kill something inside you and fill the emptiness of your life. go do something about it.
@finnwise
@finnwise Жыл бұрын
@@hoboisaac8948well said
@BethGreene-k6c
@BethGreene-k6c 16 күн бұрын
this song makes my stomach hurt in some sorta weird nostalgic way.
@埃沃
@埃沃 Жыл бұрын
That picture is something ill never experience in life
@haitam6533
@haitam6533 11 ай бұрын
She will never leave you trust me 🪽🐒
@jhoaoraul9640
@jhoaoraul9640 Жыл бұрын
sus latidos se escuchaban mientras un silencio me invadía por dentro , el rico aroma de su cabello aun no sale de mi mente mientras acariciaba su pelo quería parar el tiempo, me cuestionaba en mis adentros ,quería que fuese eterna esa felicidad ,aquellos suspiros quedaron grabados en mi mente en una noche fria e incurrente ,ella y yo
@Lemon-kw8iu
@Lemon-kw8iu Жыл бұрын
beautiful words, i still remember her aroma too
@jhoaoraul9640
@jhoaoraul9640 Жыл бұрын
​@@Lemon-kw8iuestar con ella era una sensación única ,el tiempo pasaba demasiado rápido
@user93279
@user93279 Жыл бұрын
I thought you weren’t the good guy anymore Rick! Ain’t that what you said!! Boys it’s over
@-chrizo-3720
@-chrizo-3720 Жыл бұрын
I dont feel no need for shcool, money, economics. I just want a good future with a good home, and someone to love man. Im so tired of everything.
@fizzypizzel6477
@fizzypizzel6477 Жыл бұрын
Same here.
@-chrizo-3720
@-chrizo-3720 Жыл бұрын
@@fizzypizzel6477 fr man.
@passthebleach9745
@passthebleach9745 Жыл бұрын
Hate to break it to you but you can't have those things while simultaneously not caring about money/school. You need to work hard to earn a nice home and a loving partner, yeah I get that society sucks but there's nothing we can do about it, just do the best you can with what you have.
@dethvrtx
@dethvrtx Жыл бұрын
Focus on yourself, not others expectations of you but just on what you want. Your goals, ambitions, and how you want to live life. If you constantly have the desire for something but do not put in the work, did you truly deserve it? Take steps to living a life you know you can take pride in. Don’t live a meaningless life you’ve already gone through.. there’s a reason you’re tired of this, because you realize it’s a waste. Take care, and remember you live for yourself not for others. Comparison is the thief of joy.
@-chrizo-3720
@-chrizo-3720 Жыл бұрын
@@passthebleach9745 ❤️
@Vy0LZz
@Vy0LZz 9 ай бұрын
jus thuggin it out 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥⁉️
@wilfridocueto8920
@wilfridocueto8920 3 ай бұрын
Jesus is LORD of lords and KING of kings
@IRABECAUSEYES
@IRABECAUSEYES 10 ай бұрын
Finnaly I found this song
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