nothing,nowhere. - clarity in kerosene (Official Music Video)

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LYRICS
i’m finding clarity in kerosene
incinerating all these memories
i haven't spoke to you since seventeen
just thought i’d let you know you’re dead to me
you found yourself in drugs and nicotine
a hollow body, like a figurine
i always felt like an accessory
theres love and hate but this was in between
and all i know
is that theres clarity in kerosene
all i know
you can’t take back the words you said to me
i hope you choke in your sleep
while you’re dreaming of me
suffocate in your sheets
i'll be the last thing you see
and i can see it looking back now
every day you tried to put me in the background
i wasted all this fucking time on you
every word you said to me i know it wasn’t true
rollin’ ‘round with that chip on my shoulder
i told myself that it would change when i’m older
but its getting harder and i swear to god that if i had the chance
i would take all the moments
i spent steady waiting and losing my patience
you fucked with my head, know that i couldn’t take it
and i can’t forgive you
no i won’t forgive you
i hope you choke in your sleep
while you’re dreaming of me
suffocate in your sheets
i'll be the last thing you see
i’m finding clarity in kerosene
incinerating all these memories
i haven't spoke to you since seventeen
just thought i’d let you know you’re dead to me
you found yourself in drugs and nicotine
a hollow body, like a figurine
i always felt like an accessory
theres love and hate but this was in between
and all i know
is that theres clarity in kerosene
all i know
you can’t take back the words you said to me
i hope you choke in your sleep
while you’re dreaming of me
suffocate in your sheets
i'll be the last thing you see

[@sadmoritz]

you're still my favourite artist. i just can't get enough of your music. keep it up dude, love you.

[@hlasyvhlave]

and u... U do good job too...

[@ksiaze700]

luv ya sady ✰

[@guwste]

same words, i feel real love for this artist, its a perfect hit on my heart

[@larsson6207]

.sad 悲しい you need to play wxlfboii's music ^☹️^ 🔥

[@diniz1799]

sad

[@Mefumetto]

Why is this so emotional and beautiful?

[@AfterlifeVODs]

cos thats joe

[@tylermcallister7713]

because emotions are beautiful and shouldnt be held back

[@skator8423]

same he is all over

[@stormeyes144]

Fr ich seh dich überall egal was ich höre 😂

[@ahhwe-any7434]

Well isn't this the most beautiful way to tell someone," I hope u choke in ur sleep." I bet he could make a hit, titled," I seriously hope you jump off a bridge & die, fr" & he'd still sound good. This dude has a really nice voice.

[@45melvin]

Nothing,Nowhere never made a bad song so far.

+Cenobiaqtpie a full lenght, 2 ep's and multiple singles, he at least has like 30 songs and with all the demos and songs of his side project, it's up to 45-50 and they're all great.

[@DronkGaming]

Exactly. Not one has been bad yet

[@tom_stephen]

+xXTheAMV[S]oulxX - that's quite the reason. He's not this mass-producer as Bones, $uicideboy$, or like, most of this SoundCloud-cloud rapper scene (Bones is good tho, even with such amount of stuff, but it's rare to put much stuff with good quality)

[@questionmark3666]

xXTheAMV[S]oulxX he has a few old bands

[@questionmark3666]

Tom Stephen yeah even they r they underground thuo same level as Nothing Nowhere, but Nothing Nowhere blew up sinch dashboard confessional song

[@Baked-as-Bread]

this song and skully almost single handedly prevented me from taking my own life back in late 2017. it was really hard for me to come to terms with my ex leaving me. she was my support. now i know that she was a manipulative asshole which makes this song hit even closer to home. thank you n,n. for everything.

[@tommyn9810]

I'm happy your still here :)

[@somethingsomewhere.2613]

I’m glad you’re still fighting.

[@A3LIENWRKSHOP]

Keep ur head up weve all been there

[@Swift1261]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@yungbull1887]

I feel that.same here to be completely honest.This song and I'm sorry I'm trying got me thru one of the hardest times of my life.Still gets me through hard times.Evn lately I'm still battling this never ending depression and constant suicidal thoughts.Everyday is a battle and you are not alone.

[@Krysia404]

I love these emo teen aesthetics from 2009. reminds me of my old self lol

[@kyezek524]

Krysia Me too. I was into the music but not the emo lifestyle but still reminds me of old times.

[@Krysia404]

Kevin Yezek best time tho 😂

[@MarioBanatoli]

haha, me too :D

[@ivanmontblanc8903]

Yes!

[@channelrodriguez154]

Krysia same...

[@DronkGaming]

Never in my life have i ever found an artist as good as n,n. Literally every single song, I can relate to it and feel every emotion that he feels. It's so so powerful

[@CarlNaibafMusic]

Lil Peep

[@SlimeScholar]

Taylor some of his music is lacking.

[@love-star3174]

:D

[@lilithreborn999]

NF?

[@THESLOWDEATHHOOKS]

nice TOOL avatar

[@Mopheader6]

how come you guys know where every inch of my depression is?

[@idijoost252]

so treu idk either

[@skatakid117]

Because your not alone

[@rejcter]

same

[@chardonnaylemonade5722]

hell ye

[@axlgast]

I still struggle with my divorce from 2017, after 10 years of marriage and 2 sons.... I am still working on it. This track is my life story, and the lyrics are eerily accurate, all of them.

[@MaxMustermann-mu2jg]

Good luck for the future

[@queersbabies]

Mine from 2018. One son. Hurts, man.

[@malonedies]

never,forever

[@uninspiredhaven7893]

? Nothing nowhere

[@arielo8255]

​@@uninspiredhaven7893 Joe had an alternate project called "never, forever" where it was the original concept of this song, I just added a couple of text equally, both are great kzbin.info/www/bejne/rJLSpoumoZerjKM&list=PLw7-MdGNkHm9viYxa5EjHH3qkO8wvp47_&index=3

[@gucciwearsupreme5578]

Yes

[@abipaine8521]

Lil tofu 🤪

[@inhumANthropoid]

I found the artist I'm going to listen to when I break up with my next girlfriend

[@charmofknlypi]

hey thats literally what i thought listening to this song!

[@wanghaf_Gl0yper]

Doesn't work like that

[@ovrdzd7168]

@Vexir He means you don't just prepare for a breakup, because it means you aren't sure if your relationship is good. If you don't feel sure then why be in the relationship.

[@twnia7354]

kept it?

[@robbiemulree5746]

trust me ull be trying ur fuking hardest to avoid music like this to no avail and getting fucked by it

[@aaarlodreed7350]

I’m mad I only found him recently. Such a damn good artist.

[@afflktion8682]

come back to listen again brother

[@user-qy8lw1cb1n]

This song gets better everytime i listen to it

[@vvvbms620]

тру

[@witchblade8595]

it is

[@XoRafaeLoX]

Seems like 90's kids have mostly grew up to have depression.

[@bluehighlanderiv1403]

Society is fucked up and many of these last generations have got affected from it, very sad tbh.

[@dexvoanmillerknight9589]

yeah basically

[@manny95b]

@@bluehighlanderiv1403 .

[@beano_burrito]

i was born in 1990. and you are absolutely spot on.

[@vernonallen6120]

I was born in 1990 and this comment could not relate to me anymore than it does. Odd.

[@controllyourself8144]

Our minds trap us in that moment. With that moment comes all the 5 sinces. Memories are very powerful. All those emotions can come rushing back. It's the close we ever get to time travel.

[@iskateOO]

the way they're dressed reminds me of the early 00's

[@MrEL91N]

iskateOO the early November

[@DenALTV]

I loved the acoustic version so much, this is fucking amazing.

[@ivanmerkushev704]

I miss this Joe

[@oregonmarijuana9345]

YOUR MUSIC IS AMAZING! PLEASE DONT EVER STOP

[@SADxSERENADE]

I can't tell you how much every song of yours means to me how you describe how I feel inside. I always want to share a few songs with 'friends' but I can't because you are my little secret. My secret place I can go to even if it's just through the music. what If everyone would know how I feel inside?

[@zoeys_protector25]

SADXSERENADE same

[@bribewtd]

SADXSERENADE I feel you ❤️

[@kristinu1685]

SADXSERENADE Ditto 💕

[@p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c]

hell yeah same, except for the having friend part making and or having "friend" is OVERRATED

[@chrryblssmz]

every time I listen to this I feel like my soul gets cleansed

[@praying2_]

The main actor in this (Ryan) used to be my best friend and we had a unexpected falling that might’ve been deserved idk fully why it even happened but I wanted to listen to this song because today I just felt some weird nostalgia and loneliness and I forgot that he was in this. I’m so proud of him and so so sad that he probably won’t ever be in my life again, I’m in tears just seeing him remembering all of the good times and real conversations we had. He was such a good friend and now I don’t have any idea of what he’s up too. I hope you see this one day Ryan I miss you so much man

[@jennifercobb8570]

The blonde guy?

[@praying2_]

@@jennifercobb8570 yh

[@HaleySioleski]

[@wtfimcrying]

one thing i never really understood with emo music though i guess ive been listening to it for like 8 years is why so many mainstream emo artists rap about shit that happened when they were 17, like literally children. especially when it comes from the perspective of a full grown ass man.

[@poco8275]

when you want to put out a fire, where do you throw water? at the base. same with trauma, you must know when it started and "attack" the source. No point in trying to fight old trauma by thinking about recent events.

[@MixZee]

this hit me real deep inside

[@MixZee]

4 years later…. It still hits deep…

[@PlebCentral]

Never clicked something so fast in my life Hope to see you guys in the UK soon

[@AwakeningFromADream]

PlebCentral he's supporting good Charlotte

[@realzr]

Nothing,nowhere is just one guy (Joe Mulherin). Yes he has 2 other guys on stage with him who do guitar and drums, but its his music

[@fardspv]

Reading festival

[@stxticvibes]

wow

[@Snusblues]

why am i unsubbed to you :o

[@gensaii9964]

made me cry

[@joes661]

Gensaii I have no idea what's going on

[@user-gu2cz7de4i]

i cut myself to this song

[@jonasfricker9318]

@@stormiebandy6707 there's love. It gets better.

[@jonasfricker9318]

@@user-gu2cz7de4i hope ur doing better now

[@triplesixmafia]

this song is a re-arranged/recorded/redux version of his song Kerosene that he released under the name Never,Forever N,N is a musical fucking genius that never ceases to amaze me

[@marlinejay20]

GunmetalProject (Lennon) do you know the name of the lead singer? I just found out about them :)

[@METAL_DEMON.]

Joseph Edwards Mulherin. 😁

[@dominikkunze63]

I loved the "original " version as never,forever. but that version ist dope too.....

[@jakehoover5098]

Still my favorite song of all time, will NEVER change this when its playing!

[@barren1643]

i love u so much

[@crustydoodoo5395]

barren ahhh barren ily

[@lefize4198]

barr3n

[@4ndrv222]

barren 💘💘💘

[@coltonfears1604]

The early November shirt!!

[@yuzxria]

since it looks like none has posted the lyrics yet, here they are: [Pre-Chorus] I'm finding clarity in kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since 17 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between [Bridge] And all I know Is that there's clarity in kerosene And all I know You can't take back the words you said to me [Chorus] I hope you choke in your sleep (Choke in your sleep) While you're dreaming of me (Dreaming of me) Suffocate in your sheets (Suffocate in your sheets) I'll be the last thing you see (Be the last thing you see) [Verse 1] And I can see it, looking back now Every day you'd try to put me in the background I wasted all this fucking time on you Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true Roll around with that chip on my shoulder I told myself that it would change when I'm older But it's getting harder and I swear to God That if I had the chance, I would take all the moments I spent steady, waiting and losing my patience You fucked with my head, know that I couldn't take it And I can't forgive you No, I won't forgive you [Chorus] I hope you choke in your sleep (Choke in your sleep) While you're dreaming of me (Dreaming of me) Suffocate in your sheets (Suffocate in your sheets) I'll be the last thing you see (Be the last thing you see) [Pre-Chorus] I'm finding clarity in kerosene Incinerating all these memories I haven't spoke to you since 17 Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me You found yourself in drugs and nicotine A hollow body like a figurine I always felt like an accessory There's love and hate but this was in between [Bridge] And all I know Is that there's clarity in kerosene And all I know You can't take back the words you said to me [Chorus] I hope you choke in your sleep (Choke in your sleep) While you're dreaming of me (Dreaming of me) Suffocate in your sheets (Suffocate in your sheets) I'll be the last thing you see (Be the last thing you see) [Outro] I hope you choke in your sleep (Choke in your sleep) While you're dreaming of me (Dreaming of me) Suffocate in your sheets (Suffocate in your sheets) I'll be the last thing you see (Be the last thing you see)

[@nathansantistevan3195]

you'll always be my favorite artist. thank you for everything

[@Tracks777]

Awesome video,Keep it up!

[@HaleySioleski]

Honestly, I've wondered for years now- who are the people featured in the video?

[@RyansAmazingFinds]

The blonde dude is me🤭

[@HaleySioleski]

@@RyansAmazingFinds Omg!

[@ForMe._.123]

@@RyansAmazingFinds give us your instagram pls

[@RyansAmazingFinds]

@@ForMe._.123 it’s @Ryans.amazing.finds 😎

[@daneanderson737]

I feel it.

[@Zohan369]

The vibes in this song are so good

[@RoadtoTilt]

always loved this song when it was just acoustic. now i love it even more. Love you and your music man, your music has helped me through some pretty hard times

[@higorlimarodrigues7896]

man you have talent, you know how to make real music!! WTF WORLD LETS SUPPORT THIS FUCKING GUYYYYY

[@sx_br7950]

When I felt numb, your music made me feel sad, because I was able to relate so much and so painfully. Now this is not meant to be bad or criticism, the sadness finally made me feel something again and got me out of my indifference. Right now I am doing and feeling a lot better, but your music is still extremely emotional to me. Thank you

[@user-mw8pu7th2u]

This is helping me go through a lot. Thanks for another beat to think to

[@gustfff694]

I am suffering

[@godsavethequeen3185]

Nothing,nowhere songs are always getting in your feels and i love it

[@tdbla98]

Man this song still gets me. Used to listen to this nightly on the equal vision summer sampler 2017. Can't tell you how many times I been flying down the freeway at 2am omw home from work screaming this song. Fuck man this song is dope as shit

[@xo_fugazi]

My friend just send me a bunch of links to your music and my heart is shattering. Wouldn't have expected to like this type of music but it is such an enigma. All the songs have such a strong and emotional message. Keep up the amazing work 💕

[@MrMario2011]

Excellent, can't wait for the album

[@magikdragon123]

Out in a few months!!!

[@Zack-si9qr]

it's out in two days wym

[@MrMario2011]

OUT NOW

[@caifabe8050]

Wait, the go-to dude for console modding is emo? Fucking awesome

[@miywws]

I loooove the old school style of your videos and music and the clothes of these actors. Love this thank you!!

[@lucastea9533]

i recently found this dudes music after listening to “reminiscer” and i’m OBSESSED. all his songs are hidden gems 🤍🤍

[@klxnam]

this song is so emotionally touching, absolute masterpiece of a song🖤

[@wolkeee]

deep af. luv.

[@griselhernandez2565]

It makes me so happy how much youve grown ! i look forward to seeing your work evolve and grow thank you for your wonderful music

[@teocrawford]

so good

[@raigekitrashpost8173]

your music always help me up when i feel depressed

[@wesx666]

Never thought I’d say this. Your music pushed me to better my mental health. I Overdosed in 2020 and have gotten better since. You inspired me to create music. Joe, I can’t thank you enough for never stopping. Hope I meet you one day.

[@sleepisamurai]

This literally brought tears to my eyes. I'm going through the exact pain right now, very much love for your music.

[@myamanuel]

I love this sm

[@cosmicedits99]

so underrated

[@maex6502]

this video is the reason i decided to get a nosering a few years back

[@RyansAmazingFinds]

Ur welcome 😂

[@sojah4797]

love it so much

[@yungplouie]

This is fucking incredible.

[@caspertoastycoast4408]

Still one of his best in my opinion

[@sarouh26214]

Ho wow I really like this type of music Any recommendations?

[@ally02world]

check out their other music then

[@thehakimist]

Back again. Still the best breakup song, ever.

[@mcmillitint]

Just found you by chance on youtube, it was a blessing thank you for your music.

[@Skeepz]

been almost 2 years now damn.. love you

[@colinreeter777]

masterpiece..

[@CoastalConservancy]

NN your musics starting to get up there. Hope your Albums start getting noticed, keep that hard work up that's how you make it bro. Sincerely a fan since 2016

[@lowryjackson4095]

Seeing you guys in November at the o2 with FOB so excited ❤

[@brianmurphymusic]

This is awesome, unique and emotional

[@scustomsteve]

Holy fucking shit......best thing I've heard....thank you!

[@TrafalgerDLaw-cy3zx]

these vibes -

[@codyellis7295]

Dude I've been waiting for this ❤️

[@holl1098]

I❤️‍🔥YOU

[@OGBZRK]

Such a well rounded artist. This shits beautiful. I loved the original but this is fucking amazing.

[@alexab1649]

I really admire how honest your lyrics are, it's inspired me to write some music of my own. Keep it up 🖤

[@trippydrama]

As always, marvelous.

[@muhammadhodgson3827]

his never forever version was one of my favorite songs ever and im not sure which version i like more..

[@FightingAurora]

THE EARLY NOVEMBER!!!

[@yudhipradipta9662]

Your stuff is always in ma ears

[@Dosteyboi]

so beautiful

[@SIRiAlerion]

Diggin that the early november shirt and the saves the day album poster

[@luckideadbou4449]

I am not ever gonna feel this pain i hate feeling this way don't get your hopes up stay to yourself no matter how lonely it gets id rather not feel the pain again

[@jesseicahn4609]

I’ve been following you guys since you had 1k followers, it’s always been a dream of mine for y’all to blow up. Thanks for making dreams come true.

[@janathabet2256]

This is probably one of your best songs ever. It matches the scene, I always can hear your voice better in this song.

[@schwesterino1111]

EARLY NOVEMBER TEE. BLESS YOU. Stay awesome! Support

[@steveletslive]

Much love for the early november tee

[@nicorobin5978]

Glad I wasn't the only one that noticed that. Very cool reference. Saw them last year too.

[@steveletslive]

indeed!

[@TKNovak]

I needed this.

[@corykeim3167]

love thissss

[@FTGU1]

A switch up from never forever 🔥🔥🔥 the first one was sick too tho

[@imnotoakey]

So fucking amazing

[@godmodetoad1750]

thank you for everything

[@NicholasLightTV]

my favorite artist

[@camomani8624]

The 57 people who disliked literally have no souls..

[@zil959]

ur mum has no soul

[@xltsalad8100]

Or it was an accident. I accidentally dislike shit all the tiMe

[@camomani8624]

xltsalad facts

[@gagejolie5025]

Or have the people who liked it lost theirs?? 🤔🤔

[@nax1907]

Awesome music 👍

[@ispeaklogic3416]

yessss

[@brianxsad]

1:49 Uffff -excited-

[@erieanachristine2033]

Listen this song so many time, but everytime I play this song, I got goosebumps and immediately feel depressed even 1minute before I feel happy as heck..

[@christelgtx]

I like your songs. One thank you from Germany :)

[@laincoree]

this is so good my guy been waiting for new stuff from you for ages

[@mannymoon9907]

Going down the list, this one and hammer are my top 3 classics