November 19, 2023, When People are Big and God is Small

[@marsharowaihy6725]

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[@RebeccaAdrienne]

In my search to work on my fear of man, this video popped up. I'm a mess. I feel like I'm not saved because you can't have both, the need for approval of man and be saved. I have avoidant personality disorder. So I feel like I'm screwed. APD is the most extreme form of social anxiety, shyness, lack of confidence, etc. Nothing has helped so far and it's only treatable. It has affected my life negatively in so many ways but I didnt know it affected my salvation (or lack of) until recently. So am I damned for this? I wish I wasn't like this and my only true desire is salvation and to have a true relationship with Jesus. I feel hopeless because this is blocking me from that and I can't control it. How can I be saved with this incurable condition that controls so much of me? 😢