Too bad I wasn't in your life at 15 to tell you that you weren't the problem and that it wasn't you that had to get their self together, it was truly the adults in your life that caused the problem. In reality you deciding to commit suicide is no different than parents deciding to get a divorce which is equivalent to death. It's something I keep at the forefront of my mind to behave as an adult who has 2 children looking at me. You never know what happened between God and Aaron because it's not up to us to decide anything referring to the afterlife. Great video. I pray you continue to reach others in the love of Christ it's a commitment that takes alot of energy and time and I believe the joy of my Lord will be your strength. Peace in Christ 💝