nyc diaries | let's catch up, going out, new wall art

hello!! i've missed ya! here's a long chatty vlog for you from some days here in nyc. if you want to skip ahead to some different sections, here's a break down for you. Thanks for being here :')
1:09 book updates
4:27 body image struggles
7:25 dinner party
8:15 coworking in brooklyn
12:49 hanging with jenny
15:14 3 years of out of college
16:15 i dont dream of labor
19:52 dancing & going out with damon and ashley
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[@maddiekerper486]

started watching for college beach content, stayed for the continual growth into the most wonderful flower of a human

[@marafierro546]

i don’t usually comment, but I really appreciate your transparency with the body image topic. I’ve been pretty consistently strength training for about 5 years now and have only very recently noticed small physical changes. It can get really frustrating but just remember it’s a lifestyle and we’re here for the long run, and that we’ll always remember more how we felt than how we looked at any given time in life. Idk if that made sense (im a bit stoned lmao), but thank you 💕

[@DyslexicMitochondria]

Very well said

[@sophiacastano7501]

Hey Elena, thinks for talking about your body image issues. I struggle with my body image so very much, also been going to therapy, and it is so exhausting. Hearing you chat about it so openly makes me feel less odd. I think you’re stunning, and if you feel the same way I do, then it really won’t matter what I look like - it is just mental. My therapist taught me the idea of “good enough” and that has really helped me accept my body. Not striving for unrealistic perfection but being grateful for good enough. I hope you find freedom from the mental battle. Sending you love!

[@ellabonaldi]

NYC summer elena is a VIBEE I'm ready for all the vids!!

[@indig7564]

Started watching as inspiration for my college years back in the beach era, and now can relate so much to what you said about timelines. I'm 20 and about to graduate college and have always felt either ahead or behind my peers, as many of my friends are older than me but have more school left to complete. Thank you so much for always validating what I'm going through and inspiring me to take the leap (you helped me make the decision to take a gap year to travel Europe!). Your videos have always felt like a big sister video diary and I'm so grateful

[@miriamstrauss]

Agreed ❤️

[@catherines386]

been here since len's college days and i also can't believe that was three years ago!!! it's been fun growing up together :)

[@ElenaTaber]

YES! I am so honored omg love being in this together!

[@sincerely1iv]

YES, just yes. You are bringing up such important conversations we all need to be having. I’m glad you are finding your peace and happiness 💗

[@alanagallant4573]

This is so crazy! You are literally (for a lack of better words) my "body goals" so it's so crazy to hear that you also compare yourself to others. Obviously I know that almost every has body image issues but this just reminds me that I need to just start accepting my body for where it is right now. Maybe it will change in the future and maybe it won't but I'm grateful for all that it's done for me :)

[@sweety4tereza]

We need more Elena, Damon, Ashley trio moments

[@ElenaTaber]

i couldn't agree more

[@luketrench6567]

Thank you! I have $350k sitting in the bank but my goal is to avoid inflation and make more money, I'm considering what stocks to invest in before seeing this video

[@Nick-bm2be]

@@luketrench6567 The simple trick is by diversification, spreading your risk and picking your profit in portions, I'd suggest you consult an investment professional for proper guidance

[@luketrench6567]

@@Nick-bm2be Yeah sounds ideal, always wanted to give investing a try and I'm still enthused about it, mind sharing your experience?

[@Nick-bm2be]

@@luketrench6567 Can't divulge much, but using expertise is profitable for me, I've seen my portfolio grow from $85k to $227k in a span of 18 months, and I have full control of my funds.

[@gaelliott61]

Spotted Damon at the end there and prior to spotting him wondered “is she taking Damon’s French course?” Catching his vibe before he even showed up in the video 😂

[@srushtiiyer6527]

the body image thing - max relate!!!!! everyday I struggle with that!!!! thankyou for sharing and talking about that!!!!

[@dandelionlovemonkey]

Age only matters if your wine or cheese. Confidence grows as you age. I am so happy with my self & my life at 41. Accept & surrender to the process. You are gorgeous & your intelligence is very attractive!

[@jeannelle_]

Ahh, the dinner party part makes me miss my friends back home. Your vlogs are always lovely to watch

[@preciousarabella8640]

I have a video idea- 10 things I learned living in NYC or like 10 Things I learned about myself living in NYC

[@DanielleDoherty]

Thank you so much for sharing about your body image struggles. Honestly, I've always struggled with that, but heading it from someone who i wish my body/face/hair looked like brings me back down to earth! So important to remember everyone has struggles. You're gorg inside and out!

[@taylahall8169]

Wow I’ve been here since early college days & I can’t believe it’s been 3 years like what! Still my fave youtuber, so inspiring and your videos always have a feel good energy that motivate me to live better! Love u from Aus xx

[@elenabomfim665]

Oh my gosh. It just hit me. THANK YOU for talking about this!! I don't have a specific career aspiration. I don't NEED to have one specific path throughout my life! Woahhhh

[@katelynlewis4908]

Thank you for opening up about your struggles with body image and positivity! I’ve been going through the same thing for a long time now, and I completely relate to what you said about feeling exhausted with how much it consumes my thoughts through out the day! I also loved what you said about how as we get older and go through different phases of our lives our bodies will change and that is a good thing! It’s important to be grateful for having a healthy and strong body that can get me through each day, and I need to stop placing so much value on what my body looks like rather than what it can do!

[@hannahchristinebaker5814]

the way you said 'wb finding life outside the workplace' lmfaoooo yes. i need this content thank youuuu 🥺 i also struggle with that balance. specifically with striving for career goals but also finding contentment in life outside of work. still on that journey! xoxo

[@nevadatorres9293]

wow i really needed this! like the body image and work life advice was overdue. i’m a type 4 and can get caught up in my feelings and trying to be unique and i’m in the middle of my college career so it was nice to hear what you had to say! your videos always help me in the most unexpected times so thank you!!

[@ElenaTaber]

girl i am such a 4 too so i feel you!!! you got this :)

[@aura_autumn]

This is one of the most refreshing vlogs I've seen in a long long while. Restored my faith in a better life. Love you sooo much Elena

[@miriamstrauss]

Totally agree 💯

[@averagejoe4895]

I've been watching since college! the beach bungalow house tour is my comfort video (also what I want my CA life to look like!)

[@emiliabugueiromeyer8166]

Sending love to everyone struggling with their body image/food❤️ it’s so fucking exhausting, thanks Elena💕 we can do this

[@ElenaTaber]

i absolutely agree and hell yes we got this

[@lishah283]

i wanna watch jenny and you doing "pick ootd from each other's wardrobe" ! anddd omg Damon and Ashely! what an amazing trio

[@tiapham8847]

genius idea!!

[@MissBerlinerin]

I am 39 and I still haven't figured it out either. But I guess it is a step by step process and enjoying the ride is better than focusing on the end result.

[@LorenAshley]

Ahh three years since you graduated college already!! I've been here since your "what California college kids are wearing" videos omg. I was a 9th grader when I first subscribed, and I just graduated high school last month-- surrealll. Thanks for giving me amazing videos to watch all of high school! Love you Elena

[@alyshademartinez3759]

yes queen I’ve been here since ur college days and I’m never leaving 🤎

[@rheaval]

Omg YAAASS for a shoutout to Katherout! I love her!!!

[@joymae]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts on your appearance it’s very relatable and I’ve been struggling with the same thing as well lately. I wish I didn’t care either it’s so hard

[@miriamstrauss]

Totally agree 💯❤️

[@emma_pearl]

I love your half-baked thoughts keep them coming

[@manonromeijn9558]

Hi, just wanted to say thank you for your honesty and transparency - these conversations are more valuable to viewers than portraying a perfect image or perfect life on the internet. As to your thoughts towards the end, I am 26 and currently going to therapy for that 'weird phase' in life where the internet actually plays a bigger role to anxiety than some might think. But it's been good to slow down and focus purely on me and my happiness. In the end that's all you need.

[@miriamstrauss]

I agree ❤️

[@carissawong2451]

Wholly agree that the work grind obsession can get a little too much at times. Society needs to promote feeling content and truly living your life instead of mindlessly celebrating working non-stop.

[@isabellabenson8685]

my chill motivation video has arrived 🥰🥰

[@suzannaswansonjohnston1488]

obsessed with your hair

[@thesustainabilityenthusiast]

Always enjoy your vlogs thanks for sharing another nyc moment !!

[@riaaa7504]

elena, thank you so so so much about being so open and transparent about your body image issues. I had the same thought patterns a few years ago and they led me to developing a pretty bad eating disorder. I overexercised and ate way too little and I had the worst time ever. Please please please take care of yourself and be very cautious to not spiral down and fall into the trap of an eating disorder 💖 I wish you all the best and I love everything you create! Take care xx

[@riaaa7504]

btw I‘ve been subscribed to your channel even before you‘ve graduated college!! can’t believe it xx

[@coucouvivi]

damon & elena red wine talk... I CANNOT WAIT

[@legumesallday]

that print from drool is so nice!! i’m so jealous of other people being able to have dinner parties again - i can’t wait to be able to do that again soon! (i live in canada lol 🥲)

[@sophiehenderson5799]

Your comments on body neutrality/ positivity were so helpful. I literally look to you as an “ideal” body type, and from what you said, I guess you compare yourself to others too... we’re all on a journey, and we only get one body ❤️ thanks for talking so openly about this elena! oh social media 🥴

[@WailordWaffles]

I empathise with your body image struggles so much. You talk about your body not having changed physically, or as you put it, aesthetically since your first F45 video, and how you find that disheartening! However, I would like to suggest a shift in perspective- basing your indication of success on how much your body has changed in appearance can often be incredibly frustrating and not show many results. Instead, ask yourself this- are you able to do more reps, work out longer, lift heavier, get fatigued less easily since the last video? I would assume so! Thinking about your body in terms of how much you’ve advanced in strength and physical health is a lot more fulfilling than focusing on external appearance and aesthetics. You’re doing amazing!

[@stevenclarke7763]

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[@solalek8764]

Thank you so much for sharing your body image struggles, it was really, really helpful to me. It honestly makes me feel so much less alone.

[@claramirkin4190]

I just discovered this chanel after a bad day and now I feel better, thank you!

[@ellagibbons6210]

ahhhh this makes me so happy! needed an Elena catch up!! Love your chats always, Elena!! Thanks for sharing parts of your life with us!!

[@stevenclarke7763]

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[@itsannascott]

don’t mind me, just living my dream nyc life vicariously through you 🥰

[@cloud7fj]

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM TO SEE THE THREE OF YOU AT THE END ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@graciegirlweber]

I can't believe it's been 3 years since you graduated college!! I remember being in high school and watching your college vlogs dreaming of going to school out in california (I ended up going to school in the north east lol oops)...Love your videos elena you are an inspiration as always ❤️❤️❤️ps you have been the only youtuber i've watched consistently for 3+ years xoxo

[@ElenaTaber]

omg girl HEY no way!!! thanks for watching for so long omg :')

[@vanessas6978]

I'm earlyy! You are one of the most genuine KZbinrs I follow. Love you and your videos so much Elena!!!

[@stevenclarke7763]

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[@JuliasEmpire]

I just love your post lockdown energy!!

[@vanessayakubu7831]

Her book recs are so good

[@CarissaUnjian]

Girlfriend I’ve been here since you had your old KZbin name moon clique I think? 💕 I’ve loved watching you grow so much!! The first video I watched of yours was your dorm room tour 🥺

[@sarawilliams382]

Related to basing our worth on productivity, the first episode of the Bema discipleship podcast talks about this and I was so shook when I listened for the first time. It was so refreshing. Highly recommend 😄

[@twishamohin]

I'm graduating soon and there are no jobs in the market lol I'm in culinary school and I have just been lost due to the same. Thank you for that talk❤️ I needed to hear that so thank you❤️

[@brechtje5716]

Watching since college 💓

[@YasminaMartin]

not to mention, retourner means both to return and to turn over!

[@meghan11]

i get so much inspiration from you!!

[@JMFoster76]

We are basically the same age so I followed you when we were both in college, and now we are both trying to figure out the "after-college" life!

[@ElenaTaber]

Heck yes!! We’re in this together 😅😅

[@miriamstrauss]

That’s awesome 👏🏻

[@KelsVaughne]

Omg that pasta and wine looked 😻🙌🏽

[@christinakalogeropoulou9215]

Been watching you since collage and love your vibe girl !

[@KeturaSaint-Fleurose]

I want you and Jenny to switch lives for the day:)

[@ayrineclaudya7994]

Elena! I think you really beautiful and your new hair is ❤️❤️

[@katielynch8053]

Love this vlog!!!! yes girl

[@buraketeshome4433]

right when you mentioned you had been graduated 3 years it made me realize that i have been watching your vids since i entered into college and now i'm getting ready to enter into my senior year... thank you for that slight crisis of realizing how fast time flies!!! love ur vids girl

[@itamarags]

Ashleyyyy, if you're reading this, we miss you like crazy xoxo

[@earthslayers]

How do you have so many friends that are all likeminded when you’re from California. I’m in Toronto, lived here my whole life and feel like I have no friends who have the same interests

[@mbarnouin8865]

Hi! I’m French and I love watching your videos :) happy to know ur learning French !! Bonne chance ;)

[@RachhhL]

I was just talking to my boyfriend about this the other day regarding body image. It’s so exhausting like you said to constantly be worrying about how your body looks, I feel like lockdown has made it a lot worse too!

[@ElenaTaber]

lockdown has definitely made it so much worse for me too omg

[@mariaelenamartinez2477]

I was waiting for a video all week 😄 and clicked right when I seen the link on your IG story. Love the lifestyle videos, keep them coming, and thank you for sharing your life 😝💖 - Love Elena

[@margauxrenee6669]

omg, I remember your last week of college vlog bc it coincided with my last week of high school, now I’m starting my junior year of college!! what the hell lol

[@kieralucash5605]

In my French class we made a list of every word or letter combination in French that's pronounced "ay" like the letter a. It's a ridiculous number (er, ais, ait, est, et...) lol. French is hard but a wonderful language to learn!

[@RachelGrayM]

your vlogs were what inspired me to vlog

[@erickamontanafitness6204]

Elena, to get more change out of your workouts try increasing your protein consumption. I like to blend vanilla or chocolate egg white protein powder with nut milk. Also love a scoop of pumpkin protein powder mixed into oatmeal. Fuels that lean muscle!

[@jedimasteraines]

I'm also learning French! I 'd love to see some videos specifically about your language learning journey :)

[@ElenaTaber]

yes i'll share as I slowly figure out what is best for me!

[@anapau.u]

20:12 is what I'll be doing if I had an NYC apartment, haha love it

[@juliesmakes]

omg hey elena ! yes i'm one of those people who watched your videos from college when your channel was still called moon clique lol. i feel like you're this older sister i've lowkey watched grow and learned so many things from :)

[@ElenaTaber]

OMG WOW i am honored you've been here so long!!!!

[@MerriRamirez]

I never want the nyc diaries to end lol 💕

[@rubymay4902]

I don't usually comment but hey, Elena!! I have been watching your vlogs since you were in college and loving all your vlogs :) xx

[@ElenaTaber]

HI RUBY! wowow thank you for being here for so long! that means so much to me💖

[@tahliapou2981]

Ive been watching since you were just getting into the beach bungalow!!!!! compacted with so many girls and now your in your own apartment

[@ElenaTaber]

Omg YES wow thanks for being here so long hehe

[@miriamstrauss]

Wow! Old school fan here

[@keaiwei8818]

Omy finally a new video from you I’ve missed you XD

[@RebeccaABeaudoin]

love a long patchy vlog, its my technique too lmao

[@josepha133]

I think we can all relate to those same body image issues. What always helps me is focussing on the real purpose of my body and to stop objectifying myself!

[@lauramarazzi1012]

Loved what you shared about body image! So many good thoughts there! Thanks for sharing

[@miriamstrauss]

Agreed 👏🏻👏🏻

[@paolazzarone]

loved the video!

[@Rachelelizabethsheridan]

Been here since the cali college days!🌞

[@miriamstrauss]

👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@ElenaTaber]

WOOO so happy to have you hear!!!!

[@nocturnus009]

The collective accretion of new cooking skills (actually ALL THE SKILLS) during social quarantine has been inspired. The dinner parties, working potluck & picnics going forward in reaction to the time away will be a worthwhile hallmark of our times. 10:40 Very true, A number of authortube creators have used FedEx (the locations that where Kinkos that have full print centers) are great for getting bound printed copies of zero & intermediate drafts in addition to stand ups for tables (signings & in-person talks when they become a thing again).

[@pabragal]

You can sense the new apartment energy lift 😃

[@ElenaTaber]

YES

[@janaavgustini78]

can we get the playlist link? I couldn’t find it in your spotify and I usually really vibe with your music :))

[@ElenaTaber]

in the description :)

[@NSiev]

@@ElenaTaber Hey Elena! I just tried looking for your playlist as well and went to the link but I think the playlist might be private?? Its not popping up. Anyway's been following you for a while and love your music, apartment, friends, life, etc. You are a WHOLE VIBE!

[@emilyflaherty6065]

i've been watching since college :')

[@ElenaTaber]

AH thanks for being :')

[@chloemsamson]

elena trying to learn french is me every day in my french class except im almost done with 2 honors and I don't know anything other than "may i use the restroom please"

[@yusaku_5]

20:32 what is song is that? I already heard that song documentary film of avril lavigne under my skin behind-the-scenes.

[@caroruslender4744]

Hi Elena 💛How are you? I struggle with disturbed body image too and it's really hard because you aspire to a skinny body that is not healthy nor real sometimes. When I got there I could feel my butt bones and it wasn't nice at all, but people would say 'oh you look so great'. Every day is a new day to get healthier mentally and physically. Kisses from Malaga, Spain 💛

[@miriamstrauss]

I think it’s more common than people realize!

[@sristigupta277]

What is the colourful visual scene transition yiu use? Its so SO pretty! Also love your videos

[@oliviapope7197]

Hope u upload once a week :(((( I miss ur vlogs

[@aisaangel5808]

Omg yes i start watching 6 years ago

[@coverbella9729]

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[@coverbella9729]

Through What's Ap

[@danielastoena]

I'm accepting your shoutout as I've been here since the college days! Was wondering if you'd talk about your relationship with religion/ your faith as I remember this being quite significant in your earlier videos. Definitely a relationship that's always evolving in my experience, understand if this is personal though! Also totally agree with your comments re work/ hustle culture!!

[@avereginarosari5962]

I watch almost all of your youtube vids, and I never knew you have a green eyes 😍

[@lena-lt1fo]

omg i love that poke place

[@ShamimJahuri]

So excellent.shamim👁🧝🐏🌻👥🫂

[@miaconte6930]

loved this blog

[@MichaelaXDFlims]

Been here since San Diego vlogs :)))

[@ElenaTaber]

WOO thanks for sticking around for so long!!!!!

[@psychedelicmonster1]

You waving that knife around and also chopping that sweet potato. I was scared.