I have 13 years sober. Haven't been to a meeting and probably 5 years. I'm usually not to emotional a guy, this speaker Matthew literally made me tear up probably 8 times as I listened to this. Thank you to the speaker and for having this posted for a dry drunk to listen too in his time of need.
@swilliam006 жыл бұрын
icp2332 go to a meeting dude! It’s good for the soul.
@nellyjane216 жыл бұрын
Welcome back to the real life of sobriety !
@Mandalas122 жыл бұрын
Perhaps you could do the steps with a BB sponsor and find support in meetings on zoom 🙏🙏🏽 ?
@BirdShutterbug2 жыл бұрын
At 12 years of sobriety, I left meetings and went five years without attending a meeting. I didn't drink but I pretty much went nuts though. I was dry as a bone. I'm grateful that I had a circumstance occur that got me back to meetings again. I hope that you got back to meetings and started working the steps with a sponsor.
@christinereplogle2668 Жыл бұрын
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@That1grI5 жыл бұрын
“I pawned my character to pay for the party and had to buy it back” Absolutely AMAZING the steps! Thank you MAtthew for sharing your beautiful story and your experience, strength and HOPE. 👣👣👤
@Fbrv164 жыл бұрын
Love that line!!!!
@allanthompson62703 жыл бұрын
That was so beautiful!! 31 days clean and sober, Been in and out of AA for 17 years and this guy really touched my heart, Thank you Matthew you give me hope to keep pushing through!!
@AkaMilkyuk2 жыл бұрын
You still sober ?
@allanthompson62702 жыл бұрын
@@AkaMilkyuk 13 months! Still trudging 😉🤘🙏
@AkaMilkyuk2 жыл бұрын
@@allanthompson6270 yes thats amazing 👏
@AkaMilkyuk2 жыл бұрын
@@allanthompson6270 im 14 days
@allanthompson62702 жыл бұрын
@@AkaMilkyuk awesome mate 🙌🙏
@jberry883610 жыл бұрын
I am recovered since June 1, 1988. I love this speaker, Matthew M. I will listen to this again. Great talk!!!!!
@dknox908036 ай бұрын
So grateful to read “recovered”.
@ashleyknudsen51296 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what I needed to hear! Thank you
@MrPilotbekesi8 жыл бұрын
Great share! Im an alcoholic and just started going to meetings and very very slowly but feeling better every day. Thanks Matthew!
@jeremyc2445 Жыл бұрын
How you doing today??
@harrisonlevicky4115 ай бұрын
What an amazing share, very powerful. "He started to talk about how I felt". Love how you tied that in at the end. ❤🙏
@kathysoler90492 жыл бұрын
Amazingly inspirational, had me speechless and holding back tears in relating to stories in a gutlevel honest way, and the breakthroughs Mathew made with God, AA, and his life.
@sambothebold Жыл бұрын
I feel this x
@annebates1753 жыл бұрын
Most inspiring, heartfelt, awesome AA speaker I've heard in years.
@BrockLaneFilms5 жыл бұрын
I related to this in so many ways. Yesterday was my first AA meeting and I can't wait to go back tonight.
@Irrelevant5305 жыл бұрын
Brock Lane Films How are you doing today, Brock?
@donwert50394 жыл бұрын
@@Irrelevant530 hes at the bar
@johnwalker18163 жыл бұрын
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@gypsylove42912 жыл бұрын
100 years of solitude
@BrockLaneFilms2 жыл бұрын
@@donwert5039 @cubano still going strong! 3 years sober
@rlfstr6 жыл бұрын
Had to fight tears, thank you Matthew
@fredericob51416 жыл бұрын
One of the best I have ever heard, thank you MatthewM.
@lizybe282 жыл бұрын
OMG what a talk! I cried many times. 5 days sober
@calebholle76852 жыл бұрын
How’s it going ?
@nellyjane216 жыл бұрын
Omg just got blown Away ! I’m so grateful I’m A sober alcoholic in AA if I wasn’t I’d be a dead drunk dead is permanent problems are temporary!
@riseupnow70376 жыл бұрын
Thank you SO MUCH for sharing your story. You’re still helping people today.....I hope you and your family are doing well.💕
@jessicaj61263 жыл бұрын
Life changing story x Wow Over five months sober Thank you 🙏💓
@natlyfranks68562 жыл бұрын
GREAT JOB!!! PLEASE STAY STRONG!!
@jessicaj61262 жыл бұрын
@@natlyfranks6856 thanks nearly a year now 😍
@pamelakelly58692 жыл бұрын
INCREDIBLE! Thanks for sharing your story! MANY BLESSING!
@Jerid582 жыл бұрын
Great job! I started listening to this yesterday thinking this man probably didn’t do anything too crazy until he said he shoved his pregnant gf down the stairs. I was hooked from there on out to see how he recovered. Very inspiring speech Matthew!
@dionel82 жыл бұрын
What a refreshing, honest share. Thanks.
@kathies989 Жыл бұрын
Such an amazing speaker. I just cried! Thank you thank you thank you!
@ukfactor53937 жыл бұрын
Very moving. I want to hug Matthew M. and his wife.
@Lisa-kb9pg6 жыл бұрын
Oh my God. No words, great qualification. Thank you.
@drowlett9243 жыл бұрын
Thank you Matthew..I needed to hear this. Action not talk.
@christinaherring34797 ай бұрын
Thank you for letting me know I'm not the only one❤I've hurt family so bad & I'll spend rest of my life making it right
@bridgetjackson58693 жыл бұрын
Awesome lead with great GRATITUDE. Thank YOU Matthew.
@pharmalokd8 жыл бұрын
Great speaker! Funny as hell and real
@nicolelusby39257 жыл бұрын
Do the next indicated thing as Gods will. This really helped me and always have grandiose ideas of Gods will. :) Thank you x
@suesjoy7 жыл бұрын
Nicole Lusby me too! I feel that God wanted me to hear this today. Grateful for this wonderful speaker's share.
@Deba7777 Жыл бұрын
Oh, Matthew!!! 😅😢😂 I just hung onto every word of your story & feel so encouraged that there IS hope, even when crap happens! God bless you & your family & your ministry!
@leahnunn11574 ай бұрын
Omg thank you so much. Love this! 40 days sober today. (:
@thehairdream11075 жыл бұрын
Loved it!!!!!!
@susanvilayphanh4275 Жыл бұрын
Very powerful share Matthew. Mahalo for sharing.❤🤙
@vanessalinardi46469 ай бұрын
Thank you Matthew 💓
@RoszoneReggae2 жыл бұрын
WOW! That’s the kind of love I will experience!
@pinetree3468 Жыл бұрын
So heart touching.. ❤ thank you for filling my heart with love 🙏
@alicesadler54412 жыл бұрын
Love this !! Been in aa recovery program alcoholic anonymous for at least 6 years . Love it
@alicesadler54412 жыл бұрын
It's one day at a time
@justinstcroix133810 ай бұрын
Thank you. So relatable 🙏
@Brickcityluv5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for helping me Matthew, your an inspiration for recovery
@faithalessandri18794 жыл бұрын
This better be good. I'm coming from 1-15-2021 and I really need it 🤢💔😱😷😒😒😒 UPDATE: Best speaker I ever heard💖
@sarahmartinez69352 жыл бұрын
What an amazing story. Thank you
@Tiocfadh147 жыл бұрын
A very powerful share ..thank you ..:-)
@Baxster1889 жыл бұрын
Great! Thank you... Love from Germany!
@clairethebear84476 жыл бұрын
Wow. So powerful. Thank you.
@sambothebold Жыл бұрын
Wow, thank you Matthew 🙏
@nellyjane216 жыл бұрын
Love this ! Truly relate to the catholic guilt part but I’m not catholic ,my mum converted to catholism she had the guilt trip down pat ! And passed it on for free !
@christinaherring34797 ай бұрын
Matthew, M. You might just b a LIFESAVIOR. ❤❤❤
@lisafanucchi59396 жыл бұрын
WOW!! Thank you 🙏🏻
@diegoalvarado91610 жыл бұрын
What a great speaker
@ChrisRockwellRX2 ай бұрын
Chico State is where I learned to drink...in high school. Great share!
@kinda.austrian Жыл бұрын
So grateful for people like you sharing your experience. Just celebrated 3 years when I shouldn’t even be alive. Thank you God and thank you AA.
@dommoffatt49664 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing brother 🙏🏻
@sergiosalgado55894 жыл бұрын
I miss my meetings because the shelter in place I miss my home group God help us all get back to our normal lifes
@reggiescott64204 жыл бұрын
🎂🍰🍦🍼🍼☕☕ o d a a t 🔊📘
@CandiceKreidel10 ай бұрын
Amazing and beautiful testimony
@treyhochgertle62572 жыл бұрын
Great story!
@davidian3412 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful Beautiful share, thank you ❤
@poemspillz24969 жыл бұрын
This seems to be helping , especially before bed ,
@willygallagher46649 жыл бұрын
vance these talks have helped me so much before bed they helped to settle my head and also I have been sober for 20 months now I have learned alot from them also, speaker bob.d. very good, sandy.b. and Sharon.b. check them out, hope your well got luck for 2016 from n.Ireland.
@janelbutcher4893 жыл бұрын
I love these speakers!
@soodelmer7067 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful message. Thankyou super much.
@2_DEEP_THINKING7 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharring . Awesome speaker. Thanks.
@cbarnette568 ай бұрын
❤ wonderful story ❤
@sanjake674 жыл бұрын
Awesome speaker! Talks the Solution mixed with comedy and great storytelling! ❤️
@alldaynerio94212 жыл бұрын
enjoyed this one a lot. thank you
@omnimatt42010 ай бұрын
Great story thank you for sharing matt m
@karenambrose72746 жыл бұрын
wow! thank you, for the hope! for family
@jessiemiranda75889 жыл бұрын
tks for d msg of d spiritual theory, being live and let live, I am trying !
@chairninja10 жыл бұрын
Wow my heart just left my body and came back better ♡
@mojo_sports Жыл бұрын
His story was funny and hit the heart…. Gratitude hit
@williamsmith33315 жыл бұрын
👏 👏 👏 awesome!
@britstone25 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love this speaker
@jrromy18 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear the escape from selfishness
@danmetzger199610 жыл бұрын
this is just so amazing. just heard my own story
@stephenmurphy37309 жыл бұрын
Think this is my 4th listen lol!
@WaterFunFL7 жыл бұрын
Don’t know who Matthew is, but I will forever pray for him!
@stanleslie36958 жыл бұрын
Great speaker. Just listened to him in Austin
@NiceguyOnelove-oo6vz Жыл бұрын
❤thanks for sharing loving-kindness. Another. Easier. Sobered. Up. Omg. What a. Beut6. Thing❤❤
@averyelder972111 жыл бұрын
I've been around the program since april, 1 1980
@elischwartz94427 жыл бұрын
avery elder that's my birthday!
@stanleslie36958 жыл бұрын
great message :-)
@christianbullitt33828 жыл бұрын
Stan Leslie C.
@mysteryhorses.A.Corona2 жыл бұрын
So beautiful!
@keitht8183 Жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤
@Natedav512 жыл бұрын
“I go to mens stag meetings I have a warped view of AA” 🤣🤣😭
@TanMaries8 жыл бұрын
thanks matthew - i get the sponser part... had the same one for 20years.... u cant baby this boozer,druggie WE R SO BLESSED!!!
@amybayes47477 жыл бұрын
Bless your heart 💙
@jencgold5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing.
@danarobertsyoung1215 Жыл бұрын
Awesome❤
@dinezthompson98325 жыл бұрын
Wow. Thank you!
@phyllisarringtion53547 жыл бұрын
what a powerful message
@millsykooksy486310 жыл бұрын
Oh man, this one made me cry
@DK-sr2wi Жыл бұрын
Wow. God bless.
@somebody.u.used2know4 жыл бұрын
I worked at Marie Callender’s in Modesto for 13yrs as a bartender! Small world!
@denispulver61188 жыл бұрын
Michigan in the house....
@reggiescott64204 жыл бұрын
💡📘📗💡
@Dementia692 жыл бұрын
College experience whoowh,never knew I need College for all that fun
@ryanmcgarry20588 жыл бұрын
Hell of a message
@LosHuevosFarm4 ай бұрын
Ty God bless you
@MollyGooch-wn5lnАй бұрын
When I listen to this guy talk..I thought he is the guy that wrote the song ( "please don't talk these beautiful things away from me) because I know Alot of people in the music industry..I'm known for being able to hear a person's voice once..but recognize them if they sing or rap something
@paddydooley12339 жыл бұрын
good honest guy.....
@nedpyatt80093 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@gleasonparker16845 жыл бұрын
Does anyone know a good AA meeting online?
@Mandalas124 жыл бұрын
Did you find some? I can send you the links? What country?
@nellyjane216 жыл бұрын
Really relate to dead feeling not relating to others
@That1grI5 жыл бұрын
Me too. Our Big book on page 23 says the main problem of the alcoholic centers in his mind rather then “his” body. In my experience it had to do with being obsessed what other people thought about me. In recovery they call it self-centered fear. The rabbit hole goes as deep as we allow in recovery.
@NiceguyOnelove-oo6vz Жыл бұрын
❤❤and. Thank goodness for interweb ❤ I live on beavers dammit 90 meeting ses. Cost. Millions dollars in gasoline 😅😊🎉❤❤❤❤
@luizfernandodasilva704311 жыл бұрын
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