On my BabyShower Everything fell apart | Exactly what happened| I've been through the most |Yongasi

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I've been through the most is a documentary series that profiles victims who have been through the most in their life's and are now sharing it with the rest of the world to encourage and to hopefully inspire for the better. Produced by the CentTwinz Innocent Sadiki and Millicent Mashile.
This week on the show, we profile: Yongasi Ndzukula
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[@yongasindzukula5807]

Ngyabonga kakhulu to the channel and the team for giving me the opportunity to share my story for the first time… Sharing was not easy but the team made it easy and they were understanding. I realised ukuthi I mixed up the years which might confuse others, my parents divorced in 2005 not 2015 n I did my metric in 2012 hence I started varsity in 2013… I hope the story will help someone who might be going through the same, kubuhlungu kodwa kuzodlula🙏🏽❤️

[@sinedlamini1349]

My heart breaks for you, may the heavenly father heal you. I am sending you love and light💖

[@rebotilemogadime4169]

I thought that the years were not adding up thanks for clarifying but that not important the important thing is you being healed from your painful ordeal. Keep strong my sister. Your beautiful and strong through the Lord.

[@philisiwekhumalo9673]

Sis I'm just thankful to God for the strength he has been giving you wish you well and your son

[@lufunolucia1095]

Love u mngani

[@nonkumaphanga7766]

May God be with you Sisi wami ❤️ may you find closure and May God answer all your prayers even the ones ozikhuleka ngenhliziyo 🫶🏽 may your husband visit you through a dream and explain what happened ❤️

[@magitambo712]

I feel your story almost similar to mine I married my varsity sweetheart and we had two kids a boy 4 a girl 2 when he passed on from a car accident we were both very young... It took me a lifetime to get over his passing... Your story has just resonated with me sooo deeply... A pain you cannot describe... I went from one psychologist to the other... It was bad... Uphole sisi kubuhlungu

[@noziphondzukula2460]

Sorry

[@LadyT06]

Phepi hle and may God continue healing you... *Bearhug!*

[@ThandokaziMagege-nl5ut]

😢😢😢🫂💙​@@LadyT06

[@MaryRamoroko]

I sympathize with you 😢, but I see his love for you all around you as you narrate your story. The spiritual world is nothing like the physical. All I can say is he knows about your pain, even the grave cannot stop his love for you. He knows his so and has had an audience in his birth. This didn't come from God, we have been given freewill and are free to make choices. Unfortunately they affect our out come and expose us to goodness or evil. John 10:10 The thief comes to steal, kill and destroy, but came that you have life and life more abundantly. I'm sorry to say, but he made a choice that led him the wrong way, landing him in the hands of the thief, satan😢😢😢 and unfortunately he took his life. He never said we won't face bad situation, but what he promised is that he will never leave nor forsake❤❤❤ God bless and keep you and also use your testimony to bring life in lives of those that have lost hope

[@Ocddcf]

Was beautiful watching their relationship back in varsity. The most sweetest , warmest couple ! I’m so sorry for what happened to you 💔😭

[@zamandhlovu7056]

The fact that till today you don’t know what happened to Tshepiso, is more painful 😣

[@judithparris4792]

This story is sooo heartbreaking. The heart of man is so desperately wicked. For them to kill an innocent man so senselessly and to leave a first time mother so distraught as family members is so unbelievable. May the God of comfort and peace pour himself inside of you and watch over you and your son.

[@posh812]

After everything, you are still standing. That’s God’s protection. You never walk alone. Complete healing is your portion. It is well, my sister 🫂

[@nondumisosibiya7755]

The detective who was handling the case just shows how light the SA law takes peoples loses, it’s painful because it’s someone’s loved one but they do the bare minimum

[@hoppykubs1368]

When they say don't trust anyone they were not lying.When I was watching I kept saying your brother in law knows everything he knows everything and your sister they are the ones you can free you. Yooooooh I'm sorry you went throught that sisi❤

[@shoeshoemojapela7911]

I met the guy twice because I loved his brand. Such a beautiful and down to earth soul. May he continue to rest in perfect peace and may God continue to comfort and strengthen you

[@katemantshiyane9497]

I can feel the pain in her voice it's like she still needs to cry out loud😭, May you continue to heal😥..... take your time 😘.... love and light. next time wed love to see you smiling and jubilant

[@Moreless-j3v]

I cried so much. But what put me at peace is, atleast you are telling your story and not sobbing 😭😭😭this is painful💔💔💔

[@rolivhuwamalise1795]

It was so very nice witnessing their relationship during varsity time. Yongasi I am very proud of you the fact that you had a courage to tell your story. May the Lord strengthen and protect you,kid,your in-laws and also your family.

[@maphanganomcebo4584]

Yhooo such a young girl .. Yoh know not so long I was thinking so much of how we walk with God yet we are in the midst of having so so many unanswered questions. Your bravery of willing to give big to God attest to His word that ningazithwaleli nina umthwala … may god sustain you and retore you sisi… Thank you for sharing your testimony

[@girlymothibi6648]

This is one of the most heartbreaking stories on this channel. 😢

[@khomotsomatsaung9619]

You are very strong and i applaud you. 1yr 8months later, I still can’t speak about my husband without crying.

[@sunrise7640]

Virtual bear hug....

[@Debs567]

May the good Lord comfort you dear🤗🤗

[@boitumelokagisomarokane7162]

KE TLALA KA WENA my Chomie, even till this day i still cant construct words to comfort you. you are right i personally came to make sure we are speaking of the same Tshepiso whom we know, puzzled of how he would be associated with fights let alone depart from being stabbed. My friend ours is to learn new ways to live. on behalf of the SGLD Veterans "We Love you and uB wethu"

[@portiandlovu1209]

My Heart is Broken for you... oooh Lord 😭😭😭😭😭l pray for healing and peace over your life... Oooh God have MERCY on Yongasi💐💐💐May God give you strength to pull through and raise your son to be a mighty young man

[@constancefaithful1451]

One day the truth will come out, God was there he saw everything, the truth has the way to reveal itself

[@lindiwemashaba8491]

This is really heartbreaking to think people that you think have your best interest at heart would keep such a big secret to you, I'm reminded of my late friend who also passed on without knowing what happened to her husband 💔 I pray that God gives you strength Cc and cover you together with your son till you find closure

[@mulaloratshilindela5650]

I remember screaming on the road a year after my mom's passing, it was a lot. Luckily the guy I was seeing was patient with me, also a friend of mine was very supportive even though I was pushing her away sometimes. I know what she is going through and hope to find courage to open up about the whole experience one day. Love and light to you sis 🕯️❤️

[@wendymakhanya178]

Oh nanah I am so touched by your story May you find comfort in knowing that God gots you and that one day we will meet all the loved ones that has passed on.

[@angelmtshali491]

There is still pain in your voice. May God comfort and heal you❤ and may your fiancé's soul rest in peace

[@Debs567]

Amiina amiina 🙏🏿

[@kabelop9082]

Your story is painful, i don't think anyone listened and didn't shed a tear. I'm glad you have been divinely relived of the heavy weight , its proof of God's love and mercy. He saw it was too much for you to bear. May God help you to keep understanding why YOU, and if its to minister to other young widows and single mothers then turn your scars to stars. I've never been through your test but I'm encouraged to hear no matter how dark a situation is , it'll pass. God bless you and help you to excel in every area of your life. 👼🧡🧡🧡

[@bongiwemdziniso4842]

It sounds like a true grieving wife. 😢so sorry Sisi. Keep on for your son

[@natashamoon6124]

So sorry for your loss.😢Sad Indeed ❤

[@khayakazimalimba5043]

Who am I to say to you I understand what you going through 😢I cannot imagine your pain. Please be strong in the Lord and mostly for your son. ❤

[@mankwanaphoebe7704]

Eish I really shed tears ,yongi continue been the strong lady you are and continue healing cause I can still hear that you are still hurt please put God first,thanks for sharing your sad story with us, i won't lie and say I know what you are going through as i have never lost a fiance before but please hang in there and let healing takes control

[@mapfumomashau]

I am so sorry for your loss, We attended some classes together in TUT and I remember how you and your husband loved each other back in varsity.

[@evezazzle5974]

Yoh love and hugs to you Dali ❤️❤️❤️❤️I'm so hurt for you 💔😭🫂 wishing and praying for your healing process, a gentle kind life and recovery for you and your son. May Tshepiso Rest In Paradise ❤️🕊️🙏💐🌄 Revelations 21:3&4🌄💐 Yongasi I needed to hear that. "Jehovah ukhona" iyoh ❤️ thank you so much for sharing your strength, tears, pain and light with us 🙏

[@dikeledikgalaeng4540]

I thank God for this channel. Being in the helping profession has shown me that a lot of people are stuck coz of past traumas. I so much believe people across the globe are going to benefit from it. Our good Lord protect you, for healing those hurting.

[@replymhlongo3105]

May u heal sis, i cried seeing u explaining while u still calm😘😘😘 i send my love to you❤️❤️❤️

[@thembindlela9678]

Sorry for your loss young lady but what hurts even more is lies from everybody including your in-laws; lies !lies,and lies leading to murderer getting away.with crime no one deserves what you been dealt, lies, lies.How could you find closure without knowing the truth

[@maleselatumi2194]

Very heartbreaking, stay strong and put everything in Gods hands, all will be well ❤️❤️

[@lq-the-humanitarian-dj]

Hugs 🤗 dear.one day you will find the answers.one or two of them knows the truth.sometimes we think we have family and friends kanti they eny your life and joy and find a way to take it away.May the truth come out on its own and may you grow and keep living.i wish you success.God wants you to win!

[@mphonemukula2981]

Oh sorry sis😢I cried so much hearing your story.. Praying for your complete healing 🙏

[@cebisaposwayo-3911]

I had you saying you told God everything yet I don’t here you saying you went to him for help, I hear you saying you went for help through mediums and on and on yet I awaited to here you saying you went to God, go to him in prayer, cry to him and him alone, he is faithful and just to meet you at the point of your needs, I don’t know you but your story touches me, ❤❤❤❤❤

[@tintswalomabasa565]

Your experience is so painful 💔💔💔💔💔 May you find peace and comfort in knowing that the Holy spirit is the best comfortor.

[@cantorneilwe5067]

We love u sisi... I'm sending u hugs.. May u find strength to move on and live for ur child maybe God gave u this baby coz He knew tshepiso was gonna be with u for a short time and this child will be something sentimental for u to remember him with coz God's plan might hurt but He knows best and you not finding the right answer maybe it was time for him to leave.. May God strengthen you and 1 day its all gonna make sense.. Love u loads sis wam

[@lesegondhlovu6373]

I'm terribly sorry for your loss mama. I hope you get the closure that you need. May Tshepiso's soul rest in peace 🕊️ This is very traumatic. I hope you will continue to get the support you need.

[@khanyisileshabalala1170]

Listening to this it's really heartbreaking. Phephisa nana, may God reveal what really happened on that day. 🖤🙏🏽

[@thembisaodendaal]

Omg what an incredible story.you really have been through the most.Im so happy that you are able to move on.God loves you so much and you will have a great life.Tshepiso did love you but what a boy..it is sad that men do these things.I think you were saved from a life of heartache

[@TRO175]

I am so sorry this happened, I do feel your pain and I am happy you are getting well May God continue to help and bless you.❤

[@lorrainemadure2837]

Yongasi more strength to you sesi. May God continue to carry you and give you peace. May God help you to raise your child well. I'm sorry for your loss.

[@tshiamondlhovu1243]

May God give you strength Sisi. And I know He is faithful he will restore what the devil stole. Jesus loves you

[@nompumelelomahlangu360]

Nxese sisi. My mom lost her fiancee when she was 22yrs old in a car accident, n dis year it was his 42nd anniversary gone and she was so down and crying abekisa. Some yrs arnd August she's better but some years it hits her hard. I guess it is pain u will have to live with, but I wish u healing and new love oneday. My mom never fully gave her heart to anyone after that n never married. I pray u find love again, love that will heal your heart.♥️

[@nwabisadyayiya5526]

Sorry for what happened to you, may God continue to heal you!

[@shulazungu6805]

Be careful who you call friends and family. The people that left with him know exactly what happened to him. Leave everything to the Judge of all Judges and may your partner rest easy in his eternal destiny

[@Debs567]

Absolutely 💯

[@hoppykubs1368]

They betrayed her😩😩😩😩😩😩

[@Woo-Gang]

i am seeing this after 10 month and i am in tears thinking that i am in varsity n dating someone n i dont wish to lose him n this really hurt me n i gotta say ur very brave

[@candiceadriaanse9147]

This is so sad not having closure when a loved one pass on is heartbreaking. May God bless you with strenght & healing. May the love that you & your husband shared light your way💖💖💖💖

[@naimapeck1683]

Sending warm hugs to you Yongz❤️❤️❤️

[@lindiwemnisi922]

May the Lord give you strength and strengthen you and your son 🙏❤

[@charlesUG256]

May the HolySpirit keep lifting you up. The devil is a liar. Let God arise and his enemies scatter. Vengeance is the Lord's. They scatter scatter and scatter.

[@priscillasabi8325]

Yho what a sad story..hope you have found peace and healing sisi...May your husbands soul rest in peace

[@nomsadladla7936]

I am glad you are able to tell your story. I wish you healing. My husband passed away 8 years ago. I was married to him for 7 years. We were very much in love and I believed I knew him. I experienced his passing all alone but so many stories emerged about him around his funeral. He had a life with people very attached to him that I didn't know about. I have accepted that you never know anyone fully. I was so angry at him because he lied, died and hurt me deeply. I didn't go to therapy but I went through my grieving finding who I was and am. I believe souls don't die. My husband came after 8 years in a dream and apologized and thanked me for ho I took care of him when he was dying. I am now in love again and facing life again. A person is fallible, whether they are still alive or dead. I'm better because I have accepted that. I expect faithfulness only from myself.

[@LadyT06]

Ijo...that's deep😩😢 and thank God you're in a better space.... *BearHug!*

[@VM-9911]

I couldn’t have said it better, except faithfulness from yourself

[@wpp1586]

4 days of therapy is not a conclusion of your progress, Grieving comes to everyone differently, took me 3 years to get over my husband passing, and i believe so much in therapy. Clinical Therapy is more of Pharmaceutical for me, but that is personal evaluation. Sorry sisi, find healing and know God is looking down on you.

[@Sprugs]

That's Icas for you.

[@venessarapatsa9874]

What I love my sister is that you went for the help you needed. TX so much ❤️

[@jay02021]

God bless you sisi. And everyone that has been through the most, May the almighty show up for you ❤️

[@thamimasuku6506]

Greetins from England,am so sorry to hear your story lil sis, you are in our prayers with your boy,God bless.

[@confidencentombifuthi9977]

thank you for sharing your story with us....love and light to you....🌹

[@Mayekiso_Athini]

This is heartbreaking I’m glad you’re getting better lots of love Standwa Sam ❤️

[@brendangonyama]

I'm proud of you, u managed to Rise Above the storm

[@prettyngcobo8359]

😭😭😭❤️May God continue to give you strength.

[@patronelaskitchen8]

Heartfelt condolences Yongazi 🙏🏾 More love & light to you and your son. God is good and we're so proud of you🥺❤️❤️

[@nokuthulashannel143]

yoo stay strong sis 😭😭😭😭😭 sending loVE AND LIGHT❣❤❤

[@Sipskonscious]

Thank you so much 💓 for your courage hey, it's always what Eye wanted to hear but never knew how eye'll get to hear this ,so yeah thanx yeah. Eye remember the whole year of seeing memories of us together throughout the years of knowing him ,since witbank Tut Emalahleni Campus 2011 , it always had me thinking 🤔 what really happened to one of the Most peaceful friend Eye've ever had(can relate very well with all the statements mentioned bout his Persona, be it with girls , him fighting or being aggressive nje in general, nah never ,One of the most humblest friends Eye've had mxm😕, he was a good brother , greatest loss yeah mhm), ..So atleast now got some lil bit of clarity. Thank you so much Mfaz KaMfwethu! 💓

[@nontobekomakhukhula7545]

Kubuhlungu how easy it is for these guys to kill our brothers and our loved ones like dogs, not carrying about us left behind who have to deal with all the emotions, u-detective yena 🚮 I'm sorry for your loss my sister, pls be strong mo girl. You will be okay, uNkulunkulu unawe. Do NOT give in . God bless you and thank you for sharing.

[@tyhilibomkazi5692]

God is with you and thank you for being a strong mom to your kids. God gave you strength until this far and will continue to strengthen you. ❤️I love you

[@lozililosefako885]

Yongasi I’m sorry 😢 I cried through some parts,this is heartbreaking 💔

[@setshegoledwaba8232]

They’re covering up the truth. Leave everything in God’s hands my baby, He will vindicate and avenge Tshepiso’s death. His blood and your tears won’t fall for nothing, you will see better days. Sorry for your pain and loss of your beloved husband.

[@pronciasibanda9154]

May his soul RIP after everything you still encouraging that God isalive just for you l will never give up glory be to God

[@magitambo712]

When God doesn't Make Sense is the book that was recommended to me by my clinical psychologist...it helped

[@fatimasnawoakram5020]

This is very sad May God heal your heart and mind beloved 💞💞

[@KatzG]

What a sad story. 😔 more strength to you Sis

[@AnointedCarol]

Thanks for your testimony sisi, may God continue to bless you

[@leratoninivahmakgotla1862]

That cousin couldn't stand hearing and watching all those good things happening to Tshepiso. The devil got the better of him. But he will never have what's not his. May God continue to heal you Sis. 🙏

[@plumbingwithK]

I can really feel her pain in her voice. you are doing so well Mama hang in there i am so sorry you guys really loved each other

[@Nonkosi_M778]

Thank you so much for sharing sisi ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 Love and Light to you my sweetheart 🕯♥️

[@mapuisanonkhatho4865]

Man this is so sad ☹️😥may he rest 🙏may you be comforted sisi

[@idatladi2526]

God bless you girl with lots of love for you and your son ❤️

[@maggiedhliwayo1137]

God is still at work.. More grace upon you and your Son in Jesus Christ Amen!

[@lihlemlangeni4555]

May the Lord continue to heal and make you stronger .... Woooow thank you so much for sharing your story.

[@maropengprincess2491]

😢ohhh nana hope u getting btr now❤#hugs ..dis is so heartbreaking

[@sherondhlamini8713]

This is so confusing firstly they didn't wanna tell you, everyone was hiding this jiki jiki he was involve in an acident jiki jiki he was stabbed hayibo khona into engahlangani. Tshepiso hes not here to tell the truth thats painful. Just focus on the memories he gave you not the way he left this world

[@lorrainemadure2837]

And I actually hope the in laws don't resent her for this because her brother in laws story is all over the place. In the in laws eyes it could be seen as if her family members sold him out.

[@nathintsangani5979]

Such a painful story 🥺🥺 May God heal your heart ❤️

[@nkulimosweu5265]

Weldone on being strong for your baby ❤

[@faithsdollsville2662]

😔 You really have been through the most. May God restore you fully and may get your happy ending. There’s more for you to live as you are still so young. It’s sad how murder is not properly investigated in South Africa and how some families can cover a murder and allow a murderer to continue to live. Don’t worry sis, God will avenge for you.

[@palesamatlokotsi1633]

God's time is always the best, those people they won't have peace . Just Watch and Pray Nana. They want you to blame God. Their time is coming

[@mosslehana1864]

I’m so hurt 😭 I pray you find healing ❤️‍🩹 in all of this. May the Lord of hope give you strength so you can be able to look after your child. You are one of the strongest woman I know and will keep praying for you 😊

[@antoinettedikwidi7295]

Strength to you my sis❤🎉 lean on God

[@esmert1622]

We thank God for your life. May God comfort and strengthen you more in the mighty name of Jesus

[@zgolamunthali6365]

May God keep on strengthening you.

[@ayandavilakazi8954]

I am so sorry to hear about your loss sisi your story is very sad keep on praying uNkulunkulu uzoba nawe indlela yonke.

[@gailmokwatlo]

This is so painful. I’m so sorry sesi❤️

[@Mamellonthinya663]

I was just in the beginning. No age, years and grades doesn't add up. She was doing grade 6 in 2015 but a tertiary student in 2013. She went through the worst and God bless her

[@yongasindzukula5807]

Hey Mamelo, thanks for pointing this out.. it was a mistake n I guess we all missed it while shooting.. I did grade 6 in 2006 not 2016, same as the divorce was in 2005 not 2015… Ngyabonga for well wishes 🙏🏽

[@kgadiyaditshehla389]

@@yongasindzukula5807 Thanks for the clarity. Was also lost

[@Anwie03]

@@yongasindzukula5807 i love you so much mama❤️ you are really brave.

[@seddiethuli6800]

Her story is just similar to mine and it pains alot because this Police don't care about us at all,it hurts alot because we also deserve justice it's not easy to just move on as if nothing happened 😢😢😢😢😢

[@masentleanidachauke937]

So sorry for your loss, may God heal and restore you sis❤️❤️🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@khalesi9469]

This is soo sad. It seems foul play throughout. Your brother in law and his cousin know what's up if they didn't do it themselves.

[@boitumelonkoana2350]

Love and light to you mummy 💜

[@rhulanifurumele9728]

Yhooo I'm so sorry my sister it's a painful story, I've been trhu something like this for 5 years. Sometimes I believe everything happens for a reason

[@mphosingo3661]

Signing the register❤️❤️❤️