On the line: Living with borderline personality disorder

[@alwayslovin]

I've ruined so many friendships.

[@paulohenriqueportes6707]

Me too.

[@user-eo9to7wd2t]

Same.

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

Friends are overrated. Do your thing and enjoy being with yourself.

[@ikramsgarden]

I did too now I m all alone

[@ikramsgarden]

@@narcabusevictimgermany9687 yeah you re right tho

[@Young_Revolutionary]

I’m 25 years old. I’ve had BPD my whole life I only became absolutely aware of it when I turned 20. I’ve lost so many relationships, friendships, and TIME because of BPD. I thought I was crazy or that maybe I was alone but watching this made everything make so much sense....... I’ve lost some really amazing women that were DOWN for me for life and my BPD fucked it all up...... I wish I could fix myself and then help others. In the end, we aren’t alone. There’s others like us.

[@Garrettalbin-mg8bz]

Dude I just got diagnosed and I’m 20 years old I’ve lost so many of my best friendships that I never thought I was gonna lose forever t I lost em in such a short period of time I pushed them away cause I was so afraid of them never talking to me again and leaving it’s sad

[@sophiashmia6587]

Me too I am 25 and I lost my childhood bestfriend of 20 years, my childhood friend from school, my friend who was like a sister to me and the list goes on. I an married now but I miss my friends and knowing we will never be friends agan hurts. I have no friends now and am too scared to even attempt new ones

[@yourejustmad9938]

Ugh I feel this. My dream girl just broke up with me last Friday. 2 marriages and numerous girlfriends and friendships. I’m 34.

[@andrewfarrell5094]

@@Garrettalbin-mg8bz you’re not alone man. In a similar situation myself at 20 years old. Hope everything gets better. I try to keep an open mind about having to make new connections because they will be getting to know the you who is aware of your condition. That gives me hope to make genuine connections which I have sought after for a long time.

[@Garrettalbin-mg8bz]

@@andrewfarrell5094 I’m doing worlds better brother if u have bpd I encourage you to try anti depressants they changed my life I never new that I could feel okay

[@Nyokicat99]

I have BPD and to see all these comments ... It just breaks my heart to know that we are all feeling this way. I hate how painful it is to live and experience life, not just for me, but for everyone. I hope we all eventually get the help and love we need to heal.

[@IntheMOMENT22173]

Yep....and this is why my only friend only communicates in a series of meows....and sometimes even that gets misinterpreted...lol

[@Trinity-Jane]

Same🙏

[@Traumatised311]

I will only allow a cat in my house

[@jocelintrinh7710]

Haha good one 😂 love the dark humor

[@scarredandscared4eva832]

Whoever made this video is an absolute legend as I can relate to everything you just said in this video, today I saw my DBT therapist I I'm starting to learn about radical acceptance it really helped me feel better today as I had a breakdown this morning before I went there and now I feel much better that I talked to my therapist and it does EVERYTIME! Thanks for making this video it is amazing 😊❤️ you have made me feel even better today 💯

[@CynnabunFaith]

Hello kind stranger, would you mind giving us an update on where you are and if and how therapy helped you?

[@jantaljaard835]

It is caused by trauma e.g. parental divorce.

[@brittanysmart3507]

Situations like this EAT away at me. Especially if it's someone close:(

[@zfreshprince7470]

@BPD World I need to talk please 🥺

[@wesley6442]

I am dealing with that now actually, someone I am close to has gone kind of quiet on me and I am rationalizing in my head that it's completely normal, people get busy, need alone time, etc.. but at the same time, I am hurting inside and feel forgotten and irrelevant. I become agitated and upset at them then I turn that anger inwards and just tear myself apart. All these things are happening internally and yet if we're to look at me, I'd appear normal and composed I can just hide it really well

[@wendyjones1422]

I has this and clinical depression and anxiety disorder all my life its a living hell with no escape!

[@amoghthakurdas]

you have to keep fighting it wendy. it might take time, but you will start feeling better. it's worth it.

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

Wendy. Get out of the mental hospital into self care, nature,praying and you will heal.

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

@@Cellcell.22 I been in a clinic for Borderline treatment. I only have a mild Form of BPD and it’s hell, but I saw the ones with a higher score that’s hell. They are often not antisocial or not capable of a relationship but codependent with huge abandonment issues. You know all the healing modalities, go for it!

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

@@Cellcell.22 high BPD is truly a Nightmare, I saw it in other victims!! Most of them went to mental hospitals all their Life’s. I would suggest you take cannabis oil and maybe medication to calm you down and Meditate daily for 10 years!! One hour a day! If you can’t calm down to meditate, try detoxing from Food (fasting) and drink 2 liters of water a day, pray to God daily, listen to Gods word via KZbin, don’t Talk to toxic humans. Don’t smoke, don’t drink alcohol but you could microdose psychedelic mushrooms or LSD for healing purposes only. Start journaling. Start mindfulness meditation! Do Sports.

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

@@Cellcell.22 I have to say that I do not like high leveled Ill Borderliners, I think they are really nuts and psychopaths. But if u want to become a good human, you can do it!

[@iamenergy9310]

I go through so many things in my head if I feel like I've been wronged and come up with alot of scenarios and just decide to cut them off until they prove themselves good in my eyes. But I still keep what they did in the back of my head and still want to tear them a new one, being ignored is something I extremely hate and will hate that person always until.they prove themselves ...shit sucks

[@xsytrance]

My brother!!! This is EXACTLY what happened last night between me and my girlfriend. Long story short, she ignored me and I flipped out and wanted to cut her off for life. It was a totally unreasonable response to what actually happened. That's actually why I even came upon this video; I was researching my symptoms and it's starting to sound more and more like BPD. Then I saw your comment and wow!!! It really speaks to me, man. You perfectly put into words exactly how I feel in that kind of situation. Thank you!!!!

[@rodrigoaguilera4454]

@@xsytrance my man get DBT! it's going to make life easier for you and your girlfriend, it's gonna take years but it's worth it. My girlfriend also has it and not everything is bad, when they get treatment and try to get better a lot of the bad things of BPD are keep at bay while the beautiful emotions and strong love they feel is beautiful!! so in my expierence it can be like a miracle if they are humble and seek treatment! . Good luck my dude, it also get's better with age but DBT is really going to help a lot, good luck to both of you!.

[@zfreshprince7470]

Same here

[@angelamartina68]

This is exactly why I have blocked and detached so many people in my life

[@wesley6442]

It's very hard to control, I am unsure if I have this disorder or not but an online test suggested I have a strong tendency towards BPD symptoms.. I have this weird view of friends/family where if I don't hear from anybody I cut them off in my mind as though they don't exist and I get agitated if time goes on too long without any word from those close to me, I become irrational and almost vengeful and want to disappear and ghost everyone out of spite.. it's very difficult to deal with emotionally

[@ns04402]

I thought these kind of thoughts are totally normal ..

[@aura420.]

Me too, until got diagnosis. I remember the day I realized it was not everyone feeling this way, I was balling my eyes out the whole day, it was scary.

[@aura420.]

Hope you're doing good

[@redjuice02]

I hope you mean when you were young or something

[@ns04402]

@@redjuice02 no 😅

[@wrath8542]

@@aura420. yeah it's stupid

[@NaomiNavec]

Its horrible i want to escape this toxic headspace but i cant 😢😢😢😢

[@Ab143_]

My life in one video . I only feel like people understand me when I look these videos up and read the comments . I haven't been diagnosed yet and I know I have it 🤦🏾‍♀️ I just know .

[@Samil53738]

@@Ab143_ me too I know I have it, hang in there

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

Yes you can! Detox, drink only water for 2 weeks and pray to God. Do that 2-3 times per year.

[@NaomiNavec]

@@narcabusevictimgermany9687 LMAO wtf?

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

@@NaomiNavec you don’t know what „drink water“ means, scumbag?

[@szdwright]

I have a granddaughter who is, unfortunately, a victim of BPD. She dropped me after years and years of daily multiple phone calls and then suddenly- haven't talked to her in a few years now. It was very strange to be thrown away like yesterday's newspaper. I wish her well, and I also wish there were a medication for it- but there's not. There is, however, therapy. She has been in and out of therapy also for many years but, apparently, it hasn't taken hold. I wish her the best, but I do not invest much emotion in her any longer. It's just not worth the pain.

[@faithwoodsford8330]

37..and I lost my kids and my husband and my home all because I didn't get the right treatment! Still waiting even after 3 years in and out of hospital!! So hard to live with this

[@HospitalForSouls.X]

I've had BPD for my entire life, I'm almost 27 years old. I have some advice for anybody struggling with separation anxiety.... The best thing you can do for yourself is cut everybody off for a while. That doesn't mean forever if you don't want it to mean that. Tell people you're gonna go on hiatus for a while. I'm not talking about a week either...for me it was 5 years. You have to create what I call ground zero: completely reprogram yourself before you have anyone back in your life. While you're alone, make an effort to build up your self esteem and independence. When I took my hiatus, I taught myself how to be happy on my own. I watched my old favorite childhood movies, went for trail walks, visited different towns, worked, went to school, taught myself to play various instruments, made art, etc. I became so enamored with the curious adventures of solitude that I actually ended up being excited about it. I loved to see what the day would bring me, and to know that I didn't have any obligations to anyone or any stress related to my dependence on them. The self esteem part takes time, but I found that the easiest way to do it was to get into spirituality. It teaches you that your life itself is what's important. You're here on earth to fill a mission and your suffering is part of that. The hardest battles are given to the strongest soldiers! When I started thinking of my life as a critical weave within a tapestry of human experiences in the third dimension, I became less focused on impressing people with minor things like physical beauty and notoriety. I knew that i was enough and that I didn't have to compare myself to anybody. In fact, spirituality introduced me to sonder (the understanding that strangers have their own complex lives), and I felt less threatened by other people. I learned that the right people would gravitate towards me if I stopped chasing everyone, and that I wouldn't have to worry about not being enough. If I wasn't enough, it was their problem and not mine. I hope this helps someone...you've gotta wipe the slate clean and THEN invite relationships back into your life. If you keep repeating this cycle of muting your thoughts just to keep people around, sooner or later those thoughts will break through the dam and the people you care about will leave. You've gotta learn how to want them and not need them. It's a work in progress but it's the greatest advice I can give!

[@alexiseyela]

this is beautiful advice. thank you.

[@shresthakamar8181]

Well as she said "I should have told her I've BPD",let me tell you something, my best friends knew I had BPD, they had seen what I had gone through after my break up and they were there. Few years later they left me. I'm not denying that I have been toxic a number of times and they always have the right to walk away. But after a point they told me I was faking and pretending. I mean yes someone can always choose to walk away like even after seeing you going through shit, I guess they can but they knew I was not faking it and still that's what they said. :D

[@b2w-edits920]

smiliar thing happened to me too :( i feel so lost... only the thought - that i'm not the only one alone who's suffering keep's me going.. I wish u the best

[@tiffsaver]

I think there are FAR MORE BPDs than only 2%. MANY MORE.

[@eloisehowell2245]

I disagree. I think a lot of people have traits but not BPD. It is absolutely disabling, people don't realise how crippling it is

[@tiffsaver]

@@eloisehowell2245 I can give you at least a dozen names of girlfriend's I have known with BPD. Certainly more than 2% of the population, if my personal experience is any judge. I am 74-years old today.

[@eloisehowell2245]

@@tiffsaver 2% of the population is nearly 8 billion. That's a lot. Also, there is a difference between someone saying they have BPD and them actually being professionally diagnosed. Unless you have seen their medical records, there is no way to actually be sure

[@poocumber7806]

Yes it gets misdiagnosed as bipolar, once you’ve been in a relationship with a partner with bpd it’s very easy to see it in others.

[@narcabusevictimgermany9687]

Oh yeah

[@dragunovaok47]

It's scary how accurate this is

[@zoibrenner3766]

It's been a couple of months since I've been diagnosed with BPD. It was a shock for me to realize, that so many things have been because of my disorder, without knowing what exactly was going on. Without knowing that I have it, I went to a clinic. There I've got diagnosed other several Therapie sessions. Finally I could tell my friends what was going on with me, but after one of them heard that I've BPD, both of them left me. It's been maybe 3 weeks before they told me, that they love me and that we are like family. I was finally able to trust again, just to lose them in one second of time...

[@Tyyfann]

Hello, I relate a lot to this although I wasn't diagnosed with BPD. I fear abandonment but I'm struggling right now. I need a friend. I'm in deep depression. I feel like I'm drowning in sorrow. I get so attached to people.

[@CGMezoh]

How are you now?

[@sophiealexander1957]

Are u okay ❤️❤️❤️

[@Tyyfann]

@@CGMezoh still, struggle but I've gotten better coping

[@Tyyfann]

@@sophiealexander1957 kinda but I still struggle

[@YourEnglishDosth]

I have bipolar 1, BPD and generalized anxiety disorder. I can relate. Its really hard 😥

[@staysane8590]

I have the most severe form of BPD..have PNES, PTSD, ADHD, depression, anxiety, constant dissociating. It all wraps into one insane way I haveta live. I have been in a reallllly bad BPD episode for 5 days. It has lasted MONTHS before. No energy, laying in bed for months at a time. With this... I LITERALLY WANT TO DIE EVERY...DAY. I tried suicide by cop, but only got shot in my right hand, it went thru, into my right breast. Crazy, right..? Yeah. I know. I hung myself & it almost worked but my bf found me in time. (Ughh) I'm suffering. It has ruined my life & basically ANY relationship I ever had. Ruined me completely. I am not even existing. I'm done with this. Just not taking it anymore. I can't. Great video. Very informative. You also have a super soothing voice. Thank you.

[@grandmastermario3695]

Abuse can cause it any kind of abuse verbal emotional physical sexual abuse separated from a parent or abandonment even witnessing violence in the home and being bullied at school mentally physically or sexually lack of support family conflict parent who are alcoholic or mentally ill witnessing there symptoms and temperament can also cause it lots of factors

[@peaches44]

Had all of that, no wonder I have bdp 😞

[@goertzpsychiatry9340]

@@peaches44 kzbin.info/www/bejne/npbEmZKEmNaqptU

[@grandmastermario3695]

Yes I had all of that trauma growing up growing up to plus mental health runs highly in my family like my dad has schizophrenia and my grandmother had bipolar disorder and even 1 of those traumas can cause bpd

[@wesley6442]

I think I was definitely influenced by my early upbringing: emotionally unavailable parent, biological parents separating early on, and a fear of my stepfather's anger. It often caused me to just isolate myself and avoid others, part of that childhood fear stuck with me and I have a deep fear of upsetting people or "getting in the way" so I just keep to myself and "under the radar" so as to speak. I was the quiet kid in the corner, I had friends but they were in different classes so I was often by myself in all my classes and sometimes other kids would take advantage of my quiet/meek nature and give me a hard time "splitting" and shutting down emotions was just a defense mechanism my brain developed to cope with emotional stressors but it can sap the joy out of life sometimes haha

[@allhailsunshine052]

You’ve described my life everyday .

[@denoosoo]

I actually am the opposite… I have a ghosting problem and it happens for like 2 days then spans into weeks I don’t text them back cuz I feel to nervous and I guess I’m worried about abandonment so I leave them first, I’ve been doing it way longer than I ever have right now and it’s making me so stressed and sick but I can’t get myself to text them back

[@wesley6442]

I have that same issue, I have that strong urge to disappear (ghosting as its called) it's a sort of out of spite, like in my mind I think to myself "I don't need you, I am fine on my own.." or if I sense the threat of abandonment or rejection I shift modes and say to myself "I will leave you before you leave me.." it sucks, but it's almost impossible to control the perceived slights/triggers by those close to you, and in my heart of hearts I know they're good people and I need to just take a step back and let the feelings pass

[@denoosoo]

@@wesley6442 wow yeah I totally understand. It’s so hard I feel like I’m self sabotaging myself

[@Cookiecat1212]

Ppl like to toss this disorder aside a lot and it’s like a living hell. And no one gets it half the time so you live through it alone

[@Samwise_92]

I haven’t been diagnosed, but I feel like I have bpd. I will pick up on personalities I see in movies that I really like and I will start acting like that person because it gives me a calming and in control feeling. Is that something people with bpd do?

[@aura420.]

Not really..

[@skaylak95]

I do, I feel like I don't have my own identify so I adapt other people's or character's

[@realmagicalbeing]

I can totally relate, I also can't find an identity to stick to, it's impossible to be myself, I copy Movie characters and if it's not them it's certain celebrities that I really like or just copy the people around me, one time I became really obsessed with this girl in my class that I started sitting like her, acting like her and reacting to certain situations just like she would, it's hard and if I don't have anyone to copy I go crazy and just become really numb and quiet because I don't know how I'm supposed to act anymore, I wish I could also find out if this is a mental illness and which one it is

[@wesley6442]

I suspect that of myself as well, I can relate to the "loss of identity" I thought I knew myself well enough but the more I think about it.. I am so many different things from one moment to the next, and even my closest friend has asked who I am exactly and I can't give an exact answer.

[@jandarkincilesi]

i have all of these symptoms and i do the same things. i've ruined so many friendships. but i'm only 15 so i don't know if it's bpd or it will pass. i wish i could talk about this to my family and get professional help

[@vanessamayorga8405]

I've noticed that I made the same mistake with people texting at 0:32 don't leave trails of text messages it annoys people. Just text them 1 or 2 paragraphs if you have to. Or leave 1-3 sentences per text, its what gets you ghosted.

[@shitfoo]

What's also annoying is when people take days to return a reply and leave you hanging, which is usually what results in the trails of texts. Which seems perfectly ok for people to do but makes sure you don't send too many texts lol

[@gabcheonsa9102]

Wait so it’s not normal to think like that?

[@BullseyeHTX]

It’s not, but it’s okay. Try going to a good rated psychiatrist that will listen to the issues you’re having from your personal experience on a day to day basis. It will feel like a relief to understand that many things you do that you don’t like aren’t completely your fault

[@BigAlf16]

I'm crying because I wish I had gotten my diagnosis earlier in life and maybe I wouldve been able to save my relationship

[@dhragonplayzz5798]

Solid explanation of Borderline personality disorder but for you viewers out there… untreated BPD is like what is shown through this video’s acting but more intensely amplified. Also, just because your family member, spouse or friend of yours is emotional, doesn’t mean they absolutely have BPD or something similar in this relation like histrionic personality disorder…and I was going to write more but I’m lazy it’s 11:33, and I have two papers to write.😔

[@AnnaleaAnimates]

I've never been diagnosed with anything buy why do I relate to 100%of all of this 🥺

[@zlwe01]

This disorder has ruined my life. But now that I’m 21 and in rehab I am aware of my issue and I can learn to cope with it

[@Jblum172]

This is a watered-down example of what having Bpd is like. I understand why they don't want to display the very extreme behaviors because KZbin may ban the video and it will be triggering to some people and scary to watch but anyone that has this living nightmare disorder along with myself, (I have it) knows that what's displayed and discussed in this video is a toned-down explanation of what it really is. It is dark, it is maddening, it is miserable, it is debilitating and disabling and 9 out of 10 people are gonna run and abandon us when they see signs of it. They think we're nuts and they can't handle us and it makes the illness worse every time someone does this to us. I was diagnosed with it in 2011 when I was 20.

[@b.sersiraven]

I have an obsession with mental health and mental disorder/syndromes etc, in the sense the I want to know all about them because I've went undiagnosed for more than half a decade because of ignorant family. BPD was one of the few that I couldn't grasp and for some reason, I just decided I don't like it despite having no real thoughts about it. Today, I met a psychiatrist for the first time. I got the confirmation that I do suffer from depression but my psychiatrist also suspects I have either BPD or ADHD as, from what I've told her, I've checked of multiple of the symptoms. I'm starting to learn more about BPD more aggressively now (the latter was expected; I recently started to realize I may have enough symptoms for an ADHD/ADD diagnosis VERY recently but nothing certain until I see my psychiatrist again) because it came as total surprise for me (even though it shouldn't really have been). But, things I previously consider as possible undiagnosed anxiety symptoms somehow fits in more under symptoms for BPD instead and I realized i do show a LOT of BPD symptoms. Hopefully I can get a follow up soon to confirm if I do suffer from BPD or not because, while I do relate to plenty symptoms, I'm still very much confused about this disorder. This video had helped me with a better understanding and I definitely realized that I should ask more about BPD during my next session to clear up whatever I still do not understand of it!

[@cne2229]

I've had several suicide attempts, addiction, lost all my friends over the past few years and had to leave the city I moved to as my BPD with a bunch of gay friends I exploded on led to them forming a hate group against me warning anyone I knew to stay away, making fake accounts to blackmail me. All of this caused me to runaway back home and now hide in bed depressed, it's hard to go on like this. It really just spiralled out of control when I started mixing benzos with antidepressants and alcohol just before covid hit but it kills me that I am now this villain when I just have spiralled off the rails this past 3 years.

[@robertmckibbin3977]

I dont know how to live anymore I nurced both my parents with termanil cancer they both died I broke down and was diaignosed with bpd and then 2 years ago my wife left me now Im by myself wanting to live but broken the stress has been so bad my teeth have been falling out , I pretend everything is ok and wish it was , bpd is like living in hell somedays Ive been thinking suicide is the only way out I havent meet anyone with bpd so I feel alone with my illness ?

[@Knocked-dp1uj]

Yup that’s bpd , that’s how we feel .

[@Knocked-dp1uj]

BPD World thank you so much 😊

[@AcidOnTheStreet]

I have BPD, but c'mon that asian girl was just rude and wanting to show off.

[@markun1249]

Litterslly.

[@swatitripathy6880]

I have almost all the symptoms but not have been to a psychiatrist yet i dont know how to tell them about what i am going through and what is my problem

[@maddiedavis3216]

I dont experience that when they dont respond- I can get irrationally annoyed at them or bitter or even a bit angry sometimes but I don't associate it to whether they like me or not bc I know its just bc they havent gotten around to it.

[@DL-cw7pt]

This is me omg spot on combined with ptsd and all of my mental abuse from 10 yrs of physical and mental and emotional abuse plus Gaslighting with my ex narcissist im pretty damaged. I dissociate i call it black outs and I got into a almost fatal wreck bc of dissoation I ran from police something I wouldn't normally do this is how I found out I have ptsd and bpd in the icu unit I asked to speak to the psychiatrist at the hospital. Its difficult. But I'm still going I continue going for my kids.

[@goertzpsychiatry9340]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/npbEmZKEmNaqptU

[@straightcashhomey1261]

I’ve dated women with bpd. It’s an absolute nightmare

[@BakedPotato0630]

DBT doesn't work for everyone. Has anyone ever touched the fact that this isn't the main solution in BPD? Let me enlighten everyone for a quick min. My abusive ex gf was invited to the program even though she doesn't have BPD and the place her and I was living only cared about money and when she moved out she was invited to the program with the staff knowing she is abusive, so I had to drop out.

[@daisychains4614]

I think it's important to say that many people who are diagnosed with BPD have in fact got ADHD and are misdiagnosed. A lot of the symptoms are similar.

[@worm.lullaby]

but you can also be diagnosed with both of them. i've been diagnosed & treated for both of them even though they do have some overlap.

[@Traumatised311]

@@worm.lullaby my narcisitic gaslighting Parents with extreme narcisitic no accountilibity think m faking autism Wtf Some psychiatrist have diagnosed me with depression N two psychologists have diagnosed me with bipolar Pretty sure I don't have bipolar Coz for the last 1 year I haven't had one episode of depression May n bcoz I have been unemployment n no frnds no weddings no sociolizing for any reason

[@jadecleveland865]

I was diagnosed with bpd a few years ago but im not sure i actually have bpd.

[@mmmm-pw2qk]

A person with BPD loses identity

[@larryjohnson2306]

If BPD affects two percent of the population that means it's quite common. I know someone who shows most of these symptoms but took years to go get professional help, only after hitting bottom.

[@grandmastermario3695]

I had alot of trauma growing up like abuse abandonment bullying etc also mental health runs strongly in my family like my grandmother had bipolar disorder my dad's got schizophrenia my mom has severe issues with anxiety and depression and my aunts and uncles also have mental health problems so it's no wonder I have bpd and other mental health problems although even if someone were to have basically every trauma imaginable and have all those genetic factors doesn't mean there necessarily going to develop bpd or any other mental health problem but usually at high risk if they have had one of those things and well the more of those negative things they have or have had the more likely they are to have bpd or other mental health problems or other problems period but again not necessarily going to develop problems

[@lovelyswimmer1]

Is it true that the symptoms of BPD are more attuned to relationships with other people than those of major depressive disorder? Sorry I am kind of a clod when it comes to psychology topics.

[@hollylolly2413]

I’ve been diagnosed with it, and for me that’s how it is. Interactions with people is nearly always the trigger for a major mood swing like getting majorly angry or falling into a deep sadness. I can’t speak for everyone with BPD, but that’s my experience

[@thatguybutitsactuallyagirl5384]

I can relate but it isn't as obvious and simple as this video gives it away

[@bexie1992]

.y old psychiatrist thought I had this, but this doesn't sound like me at all. My friends and family don't agree with him either. Bipolar Affective Disorder makes far more sense. I'm getting a new psychiatrist soon so I hope it will lead to a better understanding of what help I need.

[@michelleryan1989]

Very informative and well presented Thank you 🙏🏻 I was recently diagnosed with eupd aka bpd... I’m just afraid 😱 acceptance can be tough... apparently Recovery is possible...

[@50PullUps]

Years ago I had a co-worker who would get red-hot angry over mistakes that were quite small and easily correctable. Everyone in the office hated his living guts but he was savvy & cunning enough to never cross the line and say or do anything that would get someone fired. His kids didn't like him. His wife didn't like him. And all the while he lived in a fantasy world where he privately portrayed himself as being much more important to the organization than he was in reality. The dude definitely had BPD and perhaps even NPD. Thank goodness I found a better job and left that company.

[@aa-gh1rc]

it definitely sounds more like NPD than BPD

[@karmen-y1m]

yeah this is pretty much it :/

[@karmen-y1m]

@BPD World thank you!! you too :)))

[@Candypoot]

WOW... I wish I got to this point in my life before BPD ruined my life.

[@garrieleepeck8753]

I hate this condition .had it since 15 .I'm 46 still battling it . I'm getting very tired the more older I'm getting no real friends .no women friend never had children , tried so many courses .I'd not wish on any one

[@meeriann]

Hello. I think I have it too. Haven't been properly diagnosed. Hang in there!!! I'm almost 40 myself and struggling with myself every day 😪 Every day I think it's my last one. I'm done. But the next day might be better, might be worse. But some day it'll be worth it. It HAS to be!!! And then I think, oh I'm glad I got to see that, I'm happy. Even if it passes cause it always does. But so does the bad days. Take care and remember, you're never alone !!

[@kholieane3010]

i realized I have BPD at 28 i can't get anything done, just like right now I have to study and there's barely a week left but I can't focus and the main issue people around me have no clue they think it's just the way I am, i really wish I was Normal why this Freaking mental health has to disrupt my life like this 😢

[@lifewithq9755]

I seriously feel like the biggest asshole in earth for having this disorder for years and now I'm 39 years old and ruined so many friendship most forgiving me others didn't I can now stop being in denial and get some damn help I do blame my parents for stealing my child hood and now I have to suffer from this and hope that my boys dont have this either

[@JohnSullivan2003]

Me, watching this and simultaneously checking to see if my FP responded to my snapchats

[@leilam.6794]

I have adhd and this same also a Scorpio life is getting worse

[@Garrettalbin-mg8bz]

Dude I relate to this right away

[@mmchelp]

I don’t have a doctor that knows about BPD.

[@dewihajarahmad]

That's perfectly look a like what happened to me

[@karolinakim3390]

Wow I never been related to video this much

[@michellecrawford9847]

This is very disappointing I really believe that somebody with borderline personality disorder was going to describe how they felt to me on this show because I have it and I want to relate to somebody but I cannot find one video where they really just do that but you tried to trick me into believing you were

[@nirmaladrieskens4338]

Good video ❤️❤️❤️

[@sophiethrupp2535]

i have it it sucks

[@danielkelley7548]

"It's gonna be a piece of cake for me." -Asian Girl

[@Dman9fp]

Ya'll who have BPD and consistent friends &/or a quality s.o. are lucky af xD ... :'(

[@chelleybeans1283]

In other words, I am screwed.

[@tonyabroughton2531]

It's horrible I'm usually into it with somebody

[@metalicangel05]

😭😢

[@iniyamiku7540]

This me ughhhhh

[@saintdenis3238]

I am borderline psychopathy a fatal combination

[@ayuanggraini2436]

Oh shut this is my ex. A perfect combination for a disaster

[@joeldecoster8816]

cell phones, internet, social media, debt, facebook, has amplified this disorder, Who do we blame/? Drugs, lies, bullshit..........

[@TheMaskedThearpist]

that asian girl :/

[@nuambawi9872]

She is pretty and what wrong with that by putting this :/ why