Meet The Woman With 15 Personalities: 46 Years Old With The Mind Of A Child

[@MariaKrania]

I really liked this documentary, it helped me understand the condition. But I whould prefer it if there weren't any weird sound effects, similar to scary films, when Paula was switching. It's not a horror movie it's a documentary. It's that woman's reality.

[@lilme7052]

and if someone wanted to show it to a family member or friend it doesn't make it sound great to them

[@Schlummerfee94]

Was für eine starke Frau sie ist. Unglaublich toll, dass sie so offen und reflektiert über ihre Diagnose spricht. Ich wünsche ihr nur das Beste für ihre Zukunft 🍀

[@Pinkcouture111]

It is incredible how the brain works to protect a child suffering from trauma I 100% believe and understand how this happens and due to a mood disorder have some understanding of how we can have no control over our selves

[@CharmaineForrest-jh9fi]

It has too but it's a double edged sword I say it has to or your brain would break But it does break In another fashion 💫

[@vell2994]

Incredible or terrifying. Because it destroys the rest of your life

[@AnnaSystem]

Thank you for taking part in this documentary

[@yukiefromoz2573]

She seems like a lovely genuine person that I'd like to be friends with and I'm very picky about ppl. I believe her as she seems down to earth, not the loud, rowdy type who are real attention seeking, plus it would be very tiring to keep putting on this stuff all the time.

[@JO3YSworld]

23:44 is devastating, this is so raw and so real in that moment there’s no conceivable way she is lying or attention seeking.

[@meowyn333]

and yet people will still think she is :(

[@SandiByrd]

honestly her cry was heartbreaking.....I felt so bad for her when she said it scared her.

[@lilyaki]

@@meowyn333 because it's not scysophreni that everybody knows about, it's much more unknown disease that is surrounded by a lot of jokes and low awareness. These kinda movies can help to move this further a bit

[@lilme7052]

I've been there and it is possible to heal.

[@gingercougar]

Worked with a guy who's father had many different people in him. It was to help him cope with a horrific childhood. Coping mechanism. Not judging

[@MerlySammy-do6xg]

It's important to understand that this is not the final point in a person's journey. The most important part is setting up the necessary circumstances that will allow you to begin dealing with the issues one by one. Hopefully this was her beginning , so that progress can be made. When exploring one area of mental health issues , often more information comes to the forefront. And with the right help and encouragement , they can also be dealt with. Allowing the person to make progress and not remain in a life of constant suffering.

[@dagaz35]

My mother has 33 different personalitys. I was 18 when she got diagnosed. I wish there was more info of children of DID

[@lilyaki]

how old are you now?

[@dagaz35]

⁠I am 51. My childhood was not steady and safe because of her trauma’s (not her fault). Because of that, I had my share of therapy. I have a lot of bonding and fear problems, trouble with work etc. I am fine but felt forgotten during growing up

[@snakebitepellehue]

DID is so misunderstood, even by professionals, that it's really refreshing to see something like this, centered around the actual person. In some way we all compartmentalize a little, just not to the extreme like Paula does.

[@stormieblaze510]

I really compartmentalize. Not to this extent but I definitely take on different personalities to deal with certain aspects of life specially trauma.

[@lilyaki]

this amazing doco only shows me even more how complex and wide our psych is

[@tillyeliza2309]

I wanna give her a hug

[@GinaAmr-p3y]

one of the best documentaries ever !!!

[@iako...]

Few years ago I was close to someone who has 24 alters. Eventually, I started noticing switch in a moment and recognize them as seperate. it's interesting and very sad to watch. Yet he can't recall childhood abuse.Dr Ross work helped me immensely to understand him, and also helped him to understand himself.

[@ulaff]

Incredible. Posted under an hour ago, and the only comment fits her worries.

[@Georgeツ]

People severly lack empathy, these days, sadly. Even if you don't believe in the diagnosis, she's clearly suffering, greatly, from something quite debilitating.

[@dupingdelight]

There can be therapy and integration she doesn’t need to suffer for ever.

[@Liradu2]

@@dupingdelight There is no cure for DID. And integration is a romanticized idea of people who aren't severly mentally ill

[@reunitingetal1327]

@@dupingdelighttherapy and integration dont stop the suffering. And none of it happens quickly.

[@dupingdelight]

@@reunitingetal1327 it’s obviously not a quick fix and u urself have to make changes etc

[@fraggelrock9974]

I love 30 year old documentaries 😍

[@snakebitepellehue]

Actually, this aired in like 2010, I remember it.

[@dsrrathnayake9520]

u r in thirties for sure

[@Mpendulo_T]

Same

[@lilme7052]

She said 2005 was nearly 5 years ago.

[@FranMills-k4v]

Sending you a hug from Wales uk

[@Firefusioncosplays]

I’m welsh too!

[@strictly2prohibit]

It's going to be confusing, until you figure out, that it's just identity and that has always been the problem.

[@don368]

Go ahead write an emotionless comment. You are just as evil as her bullies in school, imagine the amount of pain someone has to endure to end up like this. I also had a rough childhood and i know exactly how it can effect your adult life. People like you are why there is suffer in the world, just try to put yourself in her shoes. Would you react the same?

[@glitterystarify]

Well said!!!

[@Mr.Raccooon]

I did have few inside my mind. But i forgot who i am today 😂

[@natabellable]

those kids who bullied her and the teachers that didn't do anything should take responsibility for this today!

[@Ingi-u3n]

How special you are in so many ways ❤

[@danielajanz1582]

This comment section makes me so sad an angry!!! Why are so many people rude, talking about her weight or saying things like "she is acting" or "attention seeking". I mean, if thats what they are thinking after watching this documentary they could hold it to themself. 😠

[@liatmarmur4368]

I get the distinct impression that while they say that integration doesn't need to happen, they strongly encourage that to be the case and it doesn't feel right to me. Jusf a subtal suggestion? No, what it actually feels like is manipulation. I split as a child and dont think i completely seperated but had periods of disassociation with no memory of certain things taking place. The parts in me were only ever known to my adult aspect by ages finishing by the age of 16 when something changed internally and I stopped splitting. Integration is not for everyone and that has to be respected by the therapeutic team.

[@nicolemucke3955]

Well said. We are heading for functional multiplicity and not for integration. I am lucky my T supports us.

[@lilme7052]

You can scientifically prove it now with mri scans. Its not acting. Its exhausting and painful after switching. I never imagined how totally dumb the comments would be. But ....

[@aylo4347]

2:07 i‘m sorry but this woman genuinely looks like a painting of a woman hundreds of years ago woww

[@kiwisweetheart71]

I am surprised I don't have D.I.D. I experienced a very abusive childhood, with a lot of violence and emotional abuse, as well as being born into a family pedophilia ring. (Grand father father, uncle) After my older sisters left home, I was frequently "Sold" to a male neighbor in exchange for alcohol. Fortunately for me, the neighbor who most frequently "bought" me, would settle me to watch cartoons on TV with some snacks. I do not feel any pain that my father died 20+ years ago, and have no contact with my mother, who was very selfish, self centered and uncaring. As the third (unwanted) daughter, my grandmother had to shame my parents into bringing me home, they wanted to abandon me at the hospital after my birth.

[@kiwisweetheart71]

And sending love tp Paula and the other people, from someone who believes, and understands. Love and light to all of you. Cyber cuddles to Mariah, you seem to be a wee sweetheart. I wish I could give you cuddles, buy you a new doll or teddy, and feed you candy, but I live on the other side of the world, in a country called New Zealand. Maybe Melinda or Jonathan can help you look on the computer, and let you learn a little bit about my country.

[@shefliesbyherownwings]

God bless you darling, you are such a strong Spirit, walk with your head held high and proud of all of your achievements/sccomplishments and how far you have come. ❤❤❤❤

[@blairariavanderkamp3405]

I'm so sorry sweetie, I hope that you know your worth and what a wonderful person you are deserving of love, happiness and everything good. Your parents were absolute monsters who didn't deserve you as well as your grandfather and uncle. Thank God for a kind neighbour, a pity he never notified the authorities

[@lilme7052]

I didnt know I had it til I was 41...

[@Mr.Raccooon]

I got the feeling she gonna make a new one. To avoid her from being lonely.

[@AngusBrady-st2gi]

I got a disability called verbal dyspraxia witch all my like also my brain never been fitting my age and apparently it all ways my fall and I know all the time what is right and wrong and all that .

[@sophie-alexandrapinard9588]

I know it is real. And so sad since it often comes with trauma. Sending a big hug...! But switching on demand is where I am questioning myself.

[@darmagatha4990]

Sending love for you ❤❤❤💐💐💐

[@elaibesummers906]

Funny how some people choose to make silly unempathetic comments. If you never have experienced being abused as a child, you could never understand. The mind is a powerful organ and we all react different and have different life experiences in our day to day life. I totally can understand as a child so young this was a coping mechanism which the brain took on.

[@JOHNTHEWHISK]

you are entirely missing the point. the point is, MANY of us were abused, but we don't form 15 different personalities. imo, this woman is a psychopath who is attention seeking. 15 personalities and not ONE bothers to exercise

[@Mr.Raccooon]

Thats savage bro 😂😂😂​@@JOHNTHEWHISK

[@Gardeningismypassion833]

@@JOHNTHEWHISK theres different levels of abuse ok? I can say that my parents threw glass at me when i was 8 does not equal to sexual abuse ok? It can hurt people more than others, if you were to be abused at a young age maybe you might get DID and imagine trying to prove yourself and immediately getting put off by some loser who thought watching “tiktok cringe DID fakers” videos make you smart enough to tell who actually have it or not. And also saying she is a psychopath when all she did was explain what she felt to a specialist on a video makes me think you only think short termed and never fully think through stuff which boils down to you being childish and thinking cheating in roblox can make you a “scary cool baddie bully” that gets friends though is quite the opposite

[@strictly2prohibit]

I had so many bad experiences with people. That they unfortunately did not know that they were having. At hospital I spoke to a woman with two distinctively different personalities. This has been hapenning for thousands of years. Even the people who persecuted Jesus, didn't know that they were doing that.

[@JESUSWONTHEWAR]

Sending ❤ to you & your system

[@llddau]

I don’t doubt the sincerity of DID sufferers but while their delusions, traumas, and possibly hallucinations should be recognised, taken seriously, and dealt with, it is wrong to just agree with and encourage their assertions that there are actually other real people inside the one body.

[@lilme7052]

they are as real as a person's personality is real.

[@B-Lue.]

I wonder how they're now, have they integrated?

[@Resmith18SR]

My question would be since she has partial control of her alters, can she remain to be Paula or a different alter for a certain period of time like for weeks or months?

[@Gardeningismypassion833]

Based of what i seen it seems like she can only bring them up and not cover them. And she also could not remember or know if she switches. i also feel quite confused by how she can just bring them up but who am i to say what she can do.

[@shellbacksclub]

Didn't know that Alex Trebek was also a therapist! 😉

[@mauricemotoman3305]

I got 3 It's never quiet at all and one is freaking bossy

[@lilyaki]

I'm curious if she's seeing a psychotherapist that talks to Paula straight about the abuse, I mean there has to be the talk not only through the alters

[@TheHiddenSystem]

I have seven. She seems to handle it really well, I wish we also could. But most of the time I'm either stuck in my past traumas, my passive death wish, random hyperfixations and me trying to get along with my parents, pretending like nothing ever happened (they would get angry again if I mentioned anything, so I must always play a role). It tears me apart every day. 😞

[@zudreamsasmr]

Interesting… I could see this happening as a coping mechanism. She seems lovely.

[@oObLackParaDeOo]

Of course it is one. But a forced one. The brain does it on its own - since thousands of years. It is a sheer survival mechanism. Without that ability, people would not survive what they went through. But the brain does everything to hold the body alive.

[@jedjones5406]

Wow amazing, my dream was the same to have two sets of twins, two boys and toys girls so they will always have company. We look kinda similar and I have been through tough times too. I was an orphan and adopted into a violent family.

[@blairariavanderkamp3405]

I'm so sorry 😞

[@strictly2prohibit]

And then the pyschiatrist whose trying to integrate Paula. Now is not experiencing that. His identity is trying to help Paula's identity, to take her body.

[@vell2994]

That's horrible. But still crazy for people can function

[@vell2994]

Fascinating and terrifying

[@lisajresto]

This is like watching the movie split

[@lilme7052]

it's nothing like the movie split. That movie has alot to answer for.

[@lisajresto]

@lilme7052 it clearly is about DID

[@shellbacksclub]

Definitely not in charge...😬

[@strictly2prohibit]

NEVER integrate. Most people do, and the identities take their body. Then, they try to hurt you.

[@ElaizaAbelo]

I love to be child-like mined it makes me happy 🎉🎉🎉

[@annemieke563]

sadly it is not from 3 weeks ago it is a old one. i wish there were new ones.

[@lucillecote7573]

When I had it…I smoothly with little insight felt it come on then it was dominate…I’m not emotions but saviours

[@CharmaineForrest-jh9fi]

When she said i just don't like being un a girls bidy that was telling That tild everything 😔

[@jesussavesfromhell9320]

John 14:6 Jesus said to him, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. 1 Corinthians 15:3 that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, and that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the Scriptures. Romans 10:9 that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. 💖

[@xyzxyz-ib6fb]

I have 2137 of them

[@CharmaineForrest-jh9fi]

💕💕💕

[@anamaria-bj3yo]

She have 46 demons,no personality is a big difference.

[@SethunyaLyvelle]

Spirits

[@applelovelicious]

wanna subs but this channel has so many *$# ads

[@christfreedomuk]

This lady needs deliverance from legions of demons, by the precious blood of Jesus Christ. Society don’t understand these things so they label it a random mental health title, if you know, you know 💯🙏🏽

[@tonia6953]

Very insensitive comment, D. I. D is a real disorder

[@twitchthewonderboy]

Forreal this is demonic

[@lilme7052]

Talk to a scientist. 😂

[@CharmaineForrest-jh9fi]

✨🌹✨

[@MrJ0mmy]

Cap

[@binopetersen]

Like my x.

[@ElizaFragmented]

omg same

[@Francesca-yu5cy]

❤

[@marciabogoyavlensky106]

Sounds like she has spirits entering her body

[@jedjones5406]

I felt like I am a male trapped in a females body so I am transitioning into a male

[@sihem665]

don't do that plz you will regret it ......I hope you find peace

[@lucyns]

@@sihem665 how do u know that someone ELSE will regret something? You don't. They don't feel that they're in the right body or mind space and that's their feelings and thoughts, not yours or mine. We don't know if they'll regret it or not but being negative feeds into the stereotype that trans people aren't valid just because you haven't experienced the same feeling. They are valid as is everyone.

[@tisbutascratch2045]

​@@lucyns Running away from onself and not practicing true self-love and self-acceptance as the gender you were born as is the very DEFINITION of disappointment. And the low statistics on how many trans people are truly happy after transitioning prove this.

[@Gardeningismypassion833]

Pls take gender therapy (for months if possible) and watch those videos of people who detransitioned! I am not anti trans people but i hate to see someone regret their irreversible choices ❤

[@milesyu5035]

She has to get 15 devil fruit's😂

[@FirleFancy]

Ich kenne auch jemanden, der sich wie ein kleines Kind benimmt.Das schlimne ist, dass das Weib sogar verbeantet in einer Führungsposition ist.Lächerlicher kann man sich nicht machen.😂😂😂

[@EvalyneNagasha]

konka kandi 😀😀egyi nemizimu

[@InExcelsisDeo24]

DID is very controversial. I wonder if there’s a different PD at play here.

[@behemothsbaby]

I have a friend who lives with it and he was traumatised as a child. He spends time in and out of psych wards.

[@lilme7052]

no. Its a real disorder.

[@lilme7052]

It's as common as red hair

[@InExcelsisDeo24]

@ I know it is but this presentation seems unusual to the point of being fabricated

[@InExcelsisDeo24]

@ Not this presentation

[@alwaysfabulous9965]

Must be crowded such a large system. 😮

[@liatmarmur4368]

@@alwaysfabulous9965 always as many as is needed but we become great at negotiating

[@lilme7052]

Some people have up to 2000

[@emzRotorua123]

D.i.d they end up finding a solution? and d.i.d it have anything to do with astrology? 😅

[@jedjones5406]

How do people have that? Do they have spirits in them

[@Serenity7250]

Yes.

[@kiwisweetheart71]

No, the mind creates the alters, who look after them at different stages of life. Each alter thinks they are a separate person.

[@Vanzywanzy5151]

No. The brain does this to children 5 and under that have been brutally abused. The brain captures everything from birth to 5 and captures experiences and it becomes part of her personality. The mind is incredible. To protect her. Science not spirit

[@Gardeningismypassion833]

You cant force or fake this. This is a mental illness its as bad as faking a missing limb, your mind can only do this no doctors nor black market items or surgery’s can make this happen this starts in the deepest parts of the mind. Im not religious but i doubt sprits would even want to share a body and argue against what flavour of milk or type of bread to buy

[@lilme7052]

Spirits and demons aren't real ffs

[@JOHNTHEWHISK]

so none of her alters exercises?

[@Raiisingknye]

Can you be more insensitive?

[@gracesetiadi719]

You are so ignorant.

[@domo201]

Lol

[@djadzilla]

alters are to help with trauma who can also harm the host so no. please go get some empathy & education

[@Mr.Raccooon]

​@@djadzilla help ??? To added more pain ?

[@iamarmytinyctzentheb]

those are demons within her

[@LovedLamb]

yes sadly her traumatic experiences made her vulnerable to those.

[@cristinaeliseeva1082]

These people are pathological liars. There's no scientific proof of the did. It's all show in a desperate search for attention.

[@LovedLamb]

why would they want to be seen as someone with multiple personalites? ntm I almost developed one as well when I was 6 and woken up before dissociation could take place during the time of my abuse.

[@cristinaeliseeva1082]

@LovedLamb don't you think you just suffered a dissociation from the abuse you suffered or ptsd or other psychological or psychiatric issues. What makes you so sure it was DID!? You are not a doctor. You cannot self diagnose. I'm sure your suffering was real but that doesn't mean you had DID. Also don't you think if the condition was real that person would have many difficulties with everyday tasks and wouldn't be able to function properly without 24 h supervision.

[@LovedLamb]

@@cristinaeliseeva1082 I am not sure it was DID, but idk I felt like I was dissociating a lot in my childhood especially during times of severe abuse that was happening at my school (public school) and I used to always look at myself in the mirror as a different person. Eitherway dissociation is real and it's not cool to put someone under this cuz you might forget some things in your life. I still have memory loss from my elementary school times.

[@Gardeningismypassion833]

What about people who actually have DID huh? You cant say they do or don’t have it though, if this show and attention helps heal their inner trauma i rather let her have it then get mad bc shes “lying” its not like she is begging for money or views or actively hurting or scamming people. To me she is just trying to get people to know what DID actually is or spread her perspective so those actual fakers on tiktok can be easier to recognise and expose. Im not a defender to these people on tiktok or other medias but it seems like you are quite ableist towards mental disorders. Mental disorders can vary from people (its usually a spectrum) so not everything is cookie cutter perfect as everyone have different traumas but cope similarly!

[@cristinaeliseeva1082]

@Gardeningismypassion833 I have suffered from chronic depression since 14 I'm now 30 also ocd and psychosis. But I hide my condition because most people don't believe me. They say I'm an attention-seeker they say it's all in my head and I'm making this up because I don't want to work and take responsibility. You know why people don't believe mentally ill people!? Because of people like her!!! The bish in the video a pathological liar who makes us all look bad.

[@vdjKryptosRock]

Fake af

[@Liradu2]

Just because you're incapable of understanding something doesn't make it fake.

[@TayMcKenzieNZ]

Thanks for confirming that your empathy is fake.

[@dupingdelight]

It is actually a cornfirmed condition for many. But whose faking it or not and how many is unknown.

[@sharonmarie66]

Don’t underestimate the power of the mind.. you obviously have no understanding of anything that isn’t immediately obvious and clear to you

[@lilme7052]

Find me and test me. I promise u its real bro

[@HiroshimaMS]

It's one of the "disease" I don't believe in. These people's wish was to one day be actors, but they never managed to do so, imo.

[@kiwisweetheart71]

That's where you're wrong. I know someone who has D.I.D and it is very real. I can easily tell the difference between the host personality, and the dominant alter, as they are very different. The third personality is a 3 year old child, who is very much the abused little one.

[@brgmnn]

so they ruin their life for fun, surely

[@Vanzywanzy5151]

​@@kiwisweetheart71 exactly. They help her when she was being abused all before the age of 5

[@jagosss]

@@kiwisweetheart71you can tell the difference but you don’t know if they’re ACTING. Just because you’re not a good actor. I can play a 3 years old pretty well if I want to

[@sarcasticpillow7756]

His user name is Hiroshima don’t expect a well rounded response 😂 he’s an idiot

[@shellbacksclub]

Electrode shock therapy should be tried

[@Jarju-mn6ve]

She's possessed

[@lilme7052]

you're ignorant

[@shellbacksclub]

She eats for 15!

[@JOHNTHEWHISK]

funny how not one of her 15 personalities wants to lose weight

[@SulfuricLover]

@@JOHNTHEWHISK not funny. Having less empathy doesn't make you cool. It shows lack of intelligence. No way you're actually skinny

[@djadzilla]

@@JOHNTHEWHISK alters are to help with trauma who can also harm the host so no. please go get some empathy & education

[@cainhannah4393]

if the mind cant invent faces in a dream then surely the people are just manifestations of characteristics that she is met in the past, mimics not alters?

[@Mr.Raccooon]

I agree on that, its more like mimic because she hate herself.

[@lilme7052]

I have it and their faces come to me in dreams , lucid dreams mainly but mostly visions and I don't hate myself.