Our Pregnancy Journey 1 year update// things i've never talked about, test result & struggles

[@SweetEmelynes]

I wanted to mention a few things! I talked to both of my friends and showed them the clips before I posted this video, I wanted to make sure they were okay with me talking about their pregnancies. I also wanted to remind everyone to think before you comment, I get very nervous posting these videos. Often I feel it can be frustrating for me because a lot of people want to judge my age, stress level and relationship and tell me thats why I'm not pregnant. These comments are very hurtful. I know people are trying to be nice when they say "once I stop thinking about it i'll get pregnant" but there is clearly an issue why I am not pregnant and those comments just upset me as well as everyone else going through this journey. Thank you to everyone who is so kind and encouraging, I love you!!

[@flippydawn8D]

SweetEmelyne's ~ prayers for a healthy child very soon in Christ Jesus our Lord , Amen

[@DalainaRenee]

SweetEmelyne's it’s all in time I am believing for you & Conner your in my prayers thanks for sharing your journey

[@emilycurtis4398]

I am so sorry people were attacking you and criticizing you. You are doing your best and I'm rooting for you.

[@briannfeliciano2256]

Thank you for this video. My husband and I are dealing with male factor infertility for 4+ years. It’s nice to know we aren’t alone. Thinking of you!

[@cassiforest9191]

It isn't your fault. Some of us need medical assistance with the whole process (IVF), some of us need help ovulating, some of us need help get our cycles regulated. Sometime the medical help is diet, sometimes it is medicine, sometimes it's surgery. Some of find other routes to parenting. Process however you need to, this ride is rough!

[@amberklaire9419]

Please remember that if a friend gets pregnant, it is NOT taking your baby away. It is not taking anything away from you.

[@SweetEmelynes]

exactly! I personally haven't dealt with this but I know many women get very sad hearing of a friends pregnancy and can't be happy for them. This is great advice to them!

[@amberklaire9419]

@@SweetEmelynes yes, I heard you talk about this a bit and I'm so glad! It's a horribly hard thing to deal with, and it's understandable to have that gut reaction

[@steffiwibisono1611]

thank you for your kind reminder. 💞

[@theiceandsnow3998]

Its not about this. When I first started fertility treatments I have heard about it and I couldn't understand it. After a while I started to feel it myself. I couldn't look at pregnant women and newborns or even toddlers without feeling this pain. After more than a 4 years of invasive Infertility treatments (both for me and my husband) after 4 miscarriages and no baby I still try to get pregnant but my life is not consumed by infertility anymore. There is more to life than having children. Im blessed to be healthy (despite the infertility) and I have good happy marriage. This whole process made me stronger and more mature. I don't know what God's plan is and if he will ever bless us with a child but I do have a faith that He knows what is best for us.

[@colombia2009ish]

Easy to say but when you are feeling grief you arn't thinking about logic, you are just feeling some very intense things and you need grace from others, not judgement

[@Shack561]

Completely understand . We tried for 7 months, conceived than had a miscarriage. We stopped “trying” due to my mental state after the miscarriage but I am now 9 months pregnant & due in 3 days ! It all happens for a reason . It willhappen when the time is right . 💕

[@SweetEmelynes]

So so sorry for what you went through, I'm SO excited for you to meet your rainbow baby in 3 days! That is absolutely amazing! I will keep you in my prayers!

[@nellikinns3853]

I’m late but did u have ur baby? If u did congratulations hun ☺️☺️☺️ I hope ur baby is bringing you peace and happiness through this struggle 👏👏👏

[@rhiannonrunyan4157]

Dont lose hope love. My husband and I tried for five years. We had basically given up. And about a week ago we found out we are pregnant. It will happen. Be strong.

[@SweetEmelynes]

YAYY!!! I am so incredibly happy for you! What a miracle! I will be praying for a healthy pregnancy for you!

[@rhiannonrunyan4157]

Thank you so much

[@dainty.tricia]

My parents tried for 10 years before I was born. I was born the day before my parents 11th anniversary

[@1goofymommy]

It took me and my ex 7 yrs of trying to get pregnant. It’s funny, but as soon as I quit trying (yes that comment is hurtful) and actually tried to prevent it due to life situation, surprise!! God has His timing on these things .

[@amberklaire9419]

You're going to make an amazing mum, regardless of how you get there and how long it takes💞 you've got so much love to share.

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you so much!

[@Hunter-xx9lk]

That's a great point you made at the end about your parents struggle with getting pregnant for the second time. You would have had a whole different lifestyle if you weren't born when you were and thinking about that is just crazy. So when you do get pregnant it will not only be the best time for you, but the best time for your child as well and I think that's a very hopeful thing to think about!

[@SweetEmelynes]

Right? My whole mindset changed once she said that, it's something I never would have thought of!

[@Yoliisun9]

I recommend that you read “It starts with the egg”. This book has helped many couples conceive naturally!

[@mrs.lessofamess9418]

Yoana Dimitrova Yes! That‘s what I wanted to recommend, too! 👌

[@hayleymccoy5671]

This is just what I needed to hear this morning. I was feeling a little deflated just from obsessing all night about ttc. Looking at other pregnant women and wondering why not me. It helps to think about the right timing for the baby. Thank you for sharing your story. It helps to know I'm not alone. God bless you.

[@siskiebusiness]

Oh, Em, you sweetheart. I've been praying for you since your first update and I will continue to do so. My husband and I were just starting to try for a baby ourselves when the Covid-19 pandemic started sweeping the nation. The negative test result was heartbreaking, but we began to think that maybe God wasn't allowing us to conceive during this time because of the Covid-19. I have tachycardia and would have to be in the hospital for ultrasounds and exams twice as much as the average pregnant woman to monitor my heart anyway and with all this currently going on I cannot go out in public (susceptible to the covid over immune system issues associated with tachycardia). Perhaps God didn't want you to have to deal with this pandemic and being pregnant at the same time. I know that little thought has helped me. Hopefully itll give you some comfort as well. You will continue to be in our prayers. God knows what he is doing. Trust in him. ❤

[@SweetEmelynes]

that's exactly what I've been thinking too, I can't imagine how all the expecting mamas are feeling right now. My heart goes out to them all, I think God is protecting us from what's happening in the world now & once everything is normal maybe he will bring us babies❤❤

[@tonyam1124]

I feel so much for you. I’m did 3 rounds of IUI and was on letrozole and still not pregnant. I told my dr I wanted to stop because it was getting so hard mentally and emotionally for me. My husband and I are trying on our own right now, but I also know God has a bigger plan. It just sucks when you see everyone around u getting pregnant so easily :/. Will be praying for u!

[@CassieJ4]

God's got you, Em. My brother and sister in-law tried for 6 years with one miscarriage and then finally became pregnant. However you become parents, you guys are going to be amazing!! I'm praying for you guys. Don't lose hope. I know it's hard. I have also been trying to conceive for 5 years. I've had 3 healthy pregnancies and one miscarriage. I had a successful pregnancy with twins, even carried them almost to term. Then another successful pregnancy 3 years later. Then I miscarried another set of twins 2 years later. Then a year after my miscarriage I became pregnant. My youngest is going to be 10 years old on Wednesday. My hubby and I have tried to get pregnant for 5 years. People are always telling me it's my age (I'm 33). It is hurtful and discouraging. Obviously, I know that my chances of becoming pregnant are lower the older I get. But, I still try to have as much hope as possible. My brother and sister in-law are 40. They were 39 when they conceived. And healthy women of my age and even older have had successful pregnancies. So, I just leave it in God's hands. Side note: I am having different tests and stuff being done just to make sure it isn't underlying health issues.

[@SweetEmelynes]

Thank you so much for the encouragement! I am praying for you to get your miracle baby, you deserve it so much. I am so sorry for all of your loss. My mom didn't get pregnant with me until she was 38, anything is possible! I don't know why people always feel the need to be negative, stay strong my love

[@CassieJ4]

@@SweetEmelynes Thank you, Em. Wow, your Mom looks great for her age!! Lol.

[@nikisnailshop]

Hi Em! Please do not blame yourself for not getting pregnant! There is nothing wrong with you, you are an amazing and lovely person you really do not deserve to blame yourself! I know getting pregnant can be very difficult but keep having fate because it will happen as soon as the moment is right. I will pray for you a lot and send you a lot of positive energy 💜 you are a role model for talking so openly!

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you so much!!

[@fleur_de_moushka]

I completely understand you!! I’m 27 and really get upset when others tell me my time will come/ I’m still young/ relax it will happen. It definitely gets tough to swallow your own feelings as others around you are becoming pregnant. Each baby shower, birth you have to attend gets tougher to hide your own sadness. I am always so happy for my friends and family. I just want the same for myself. I blamed myself big time and finally had to stop with that. I know it will happen when our time is right.

[@NaTa-bh8wb]

God willing and in His time you will be blessed with a baby of your own. I know you’ll make an amazing mother and the world needs more of those ;) Praying for you girl x

[@nanettekhoury9789]

I can only imagine how much love you have to give a sweet little baby...they are so precious. Hugs to you 💕

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you!!

[@siermahunga]

Maybe God is/was trying to spare you the heartache of being pregnant/giving birth during the pandemic? At least a silver lining to look at.

[@SweetEmelynes]

Exactly what I’ve been thinking💛

[@savannahb8584]

Was just about to comment this! If she had gotten pregnant either in august or December she might have to deal with possible exposure to the virus during checkups/ childbirth, and of course Connor might not be able to be with her for that special day 😕

[@Sweetinfernalcreature]

My husband and I are due with our third in approximately five weeks (after a loss in June/July right before my birthday) and it’s truly scary because of the pandemic. After all of this is over, I really hope your time comes soon. Fingers crossed for you.

[@devaneagan2475]

My husband and I conceived our first child naturally. We tried for almost three years to conceive our second and were only able to after two rounds of clomid. I had minor side effects from clomid, some mood swings, headaches, fatigue, and some hot flashes, but our little miracle baby girl just turned one last week ❤️ praying for you so hard!

[@jamiehummel1383]

i experience those dreams too! i’ve always heard the myth that if you have a dream that you’re pregnant, it means someone in your life is pregnant. not saying that it’s always true, but in my experience it never fails. every single time i have one of those dreams, it feels so realistic and makes me think it’s actually my turn, but then i always seem to find out within a week or so that someone that i know it having a baby. it’s so mind boggling! but don’t stress, when it’s your time it will come. and it’ll all be worth it. best wishes!

[@lindaelswick1255]

Thank you so much for talking about this! My husband and I have been trying for over 3 years to get pregnant. There are underlying medical issues, but even using Letrozole ( the cousin of Clomid) didn’t work. It’s hard to keep up the positivity when the deepest desire of your heart continually goes unrealized. I know there are countless women out there who sympathize and are rallying behind you in this journey!

[@victoriabrawn6445]

If it helps- my parents tried for a year to get pregnant and were unsuccessful. They decided to stop officially trying, but also not preventing anything and here I am today :) it really is all in God's timing. I hope soon your baby will be here

[@Mothoni_]

I’m so glad I found your video, it’s given me so much encouragement through this season. Trying can be really hard and I’m glad you spoke that way..

[@ladyhmong2107]

You guys are not alone. I definitely know what you're going through. This year is my 9th year of marriage and I am still hopeful that the Lord will bless my husband and I with children! ❤

[@Marieq]

My 9th year as well! 4 IVF rounds, not giving up. Praying for us both.

[@ladyhmong2107]

@@Marieq Prayers to you and your husband! This is a hard journey but just know that you are not alone and that you are loved.❤

[@ariannaromero4563]

You’re so strong Em, you got this. Don’t lose hope💛

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you sm:)

[@DalainaRenee]

I’ve been praying for you guys. Keep trying don’t give up is key to faith! I never thought it would happen for me and it did! I have a rare bleeding disorder I had three miscarriages and I nearly died giving birth. I now have two boys. The doctors told me I should not have been able to be a mom. But I am. Gods plan. 💗so never give up. It is a hard journey to get to motherhood but it is possible.

[@SweetEmelynes]

wow I am so sorry you went through all of that, you are truly amazing! So happy God blessed you with 2 amazing boys!

[@DalainaRenee]

SweetEmelyne's thank you it’s all in Gods timing 💗

[@sydneeb0415]

Stay positive! It took a year for me to get pregnant with my first and it can be very hard. Praying for you guys!

[@kidsfirst9918]

I so understand your stories sweetie, we tried for over 2 years and I was really losing hope and went through exactly the same things as you. Then one day it happened and we could not believe our dream came true 💕 the one thing that we did was a test where they put dye in your tubes to check them out and also helps to clear any minor blockage but yeah just enjoy ur marriage and when u r least expecting your time will come.

[@tc5305]

You are so strong for sharing your journey with us. I admire your current mindset! My mom and dad had difficulty conceiving as well. My mom said the ob/gyn discovered an abnormality in her uterus, and luckily it was an easy surgical fix. Soon after she got pregnant with me. The great thing about the medical field at this day and age is that there’s so many treatments and advances in technology. Along with God’s blessings I’m sure you’ll have your little one when the time is right

[@SweetEmelynes]

That is so encouraging! Thank you for sharing that with me💛

[@kaylamacyx]

me and my husband have been trying to conceive for about 8 months now with still no luck. my friends seem to think god was looking out for me and the baby since the pandemic is happening right now. my sister just recently had her baby and we always wanted to have children around the same time, but i’m still yet to get pregnant, it can feel like so much pressure.. and every month recently i keep getting all these symptoms of being pregnant and every month my period still comes. i feel like we’re going through the same things honestly, just know you are not alone.❤️

[@Emma-ct6dk]

I wish you well. I know it is hard when people ask and then they give you advice of stop stressing or when you stop trying. When I had a mc, I told a coworker and she started talking about her infertility problems and having mc. Etc. I didn’t want to hear her story at the time because she had plenty of times to talk about her for years and I was just going through mine. Needless to say I stopped talking about it because I didn’t want to take on other peoples old stories. I am happy to hear about those stories later when they bring them up. It almost felt like they were one uping , I know they were trying to relate but during a time of grief you don’t want to hear about another sad even that happened to someone else a long time ago. I just want to vent and get a hug

[@leanna6194]

I wouldn't be surprised if your mindset changes everything!! Sometimes its the minute you stop trying for something that you get it. And you are right, stress effects everything. Just enjoy this time where it is only you and your husband because one day you'll look back when you do have a family and realize that stressing didn't help. I know you'll get there!!! :)

[@trendingwithtori]

Keep being strong Emelyne! God has a plan, and you will for sure be such a great mom one day! 💗💗💗

[@ariannea3]

Life is full of surprises and if you are not pregnant right now it is probably because it is not your time. I know that it is really hard but I think you have to see this as an opportunity to enjoy your life while you're young. It took 2 years and a half for one of my closest friends before having a baby. Good things come to those with patience. 💕

[@eliza3167]

This really breaks my heart for you. My sister is also having a tough time right now with getting pregnant. She has had so many tests done and they’ve determined she’s premenopausal and could be post menopause in a couple of years. She just turned 22. And my heart breaks for her. I’m due in June with my third, and I would do anything for her to be able to experience what I have, and to have a family. I’ll pray for you right alongside her.

[@user-wb9un5qx7w]

Oh my gosh...did she have any symptoms of being premenopausal or were there no signs?

[@happens96]

I completely understand how you feel. Everyone around me has been announcing pregnancies and it makes me wonder why I am so undeserving. And now with the pandemic it stresses me out thinking about bringing someone into this world. If you ever want to talk we can on insta!

[@SweetEmelynes]

i'm so so sorry, I'm always here to talk!

[@MaddieWin]

I had secondary infertility. When we started trying for our second child I got pregnant 8 months into trying then lost the baby at 7 weeks. After the next cycle the dr gave me Clomid. After the second round of Clomid I fell pregnant with twins! God has blessed me so much! I know he will bless you.

[@karinaheras7165]

I been trying for 6 months ,the first time I got pregnant easily but unfortunately I lost my baby girl at 20 weeks ever since I been in a journey to conceive .. good luck and thanks for your videos

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[@ACee-uh4lr]

You will get pregnant! I know it’s hard but when you truly don’t think about it is when it happens. Me and my husband had fun with the baby making process and the one month we weren’t overly stressed about it it happened! I don’t eat healthy (I’m not proud of it lol and have since been more vigilant now that I am pregnant) but I doubt your diet has anything to do with your fertility. Also the clear blue ovulation tests with the blinking smiley and the solid smiley really helped us pinpoint the fertile days and we took advantage of the window before I ovulated and after. Just have fun with it, no pressure and keep praying (I’m catholic and I prayed a lot to saint gianna) and it will happen!!! You’ll make the best mom keep trying and don’t be discouraged it will happen on Gods watch! And also I drank a lot of caffeine pre pregnancy and so did my husband so don’t worry you’re doing everything ok! Have sex in the morning!!! That also did the trick for us too

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you so much for this comment! It's so easy to play the blame game

[@ACee-uh4lr]

SweetEmelyne's of course! you sound like you have amazing intuition! Don’t blame yourself for anything, there’s such a slim chance every month that it could happen and sometimes we forget that! It’s so easy to miss that crucial fertile window. It’s going to happen when you least expect it!!!! Your precious little babe will be here before you know it ❤️

[@elisabethvdwilt]

Dear Emelyne, I am so so sorry of people being rude and the struggles of you not expecting! I appreciate your openness about your infertility struggles. I am a doula and if you ever need to talk I am more than open to talk if you ever need!

[@tiffany_reece]

I'm in the same area of my life. I'm 24 and we've been trying for 14 months. This month has been very painful for me because I felt like I did everything right. 😢 Also, 3 of my friends announced they are now pregnant and I too wanted to be on the journey with them.

[@izzabelladieteman9344]

Thank you for making this video 😩❤️ I really needed this so bad right now.

[@IxEstrellaxi]

Trust me I understand the feeling 9 years later n im still trying! Just don’t lose hope cuz that’s all we’ve got

[@Marieq]

9 years and 4 rounds of IVF and no live birth yet. We will keep trying, you're right, hope is all we have. Praying for us both💕

[@IxEstrellaxi]

Quincy Marie that’s right 👏🏼 we got this

[@theclarks2856]

Thank you for making this video. Truly makes me feel less alone. ❤ one day soon we will have our babies 🙏💖

[@mariem.c.9193]

My mother had a friend who couldn't get pregnant. I don't know how long they were trying. This was back in the 1940s when there weren't the possibilities to help one get pregnant the way we have today. She and her husband adopted a baby. With three months she was pregnant. So it was stress that kept her from getting pregnant. I heard of other cases where this happened too. Nowadays there are so many artificial ways to help a woman get pregnant. Best wishes to you and your husband. Sending my prayers to you. 🙏🏻 🙏🏻 🙏🏻

[@mariem.c.9193]

Forgive me for mentioning "stress levels". I wrote the comment before I read your comment about this subject. So sorry. 🌺 🌹 🌺

[@SidneyMontano1995]

Omygoodness, it’s as if you were talking about my journey. Praying for you, Em! The Lord has us in His hands. You are going to be an amazing momma 🧡

[@SidneyMontano1995]

Also! Clomid wasn’t the best for me... it doesn’t happen for everyone, but for me (I had taken it for 3 months) “Clomid Crazies” were definitely real 😅

[@SweetEmelynes]

Thank you! Clomid seems intimidating to me for sure, thank you for sharing your experience!

[@susieq9705]

I love that point about what timing your baby needs!! ❤️

[@nvero1316]

OMG! My story is so similar. My parents took eight years to get pregnant. Me and my wife are trying to conceive for a year now.

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[@afletcherxo]

It will happen when you're not thinking about it, I promise. It's hard to do, but when you're relaxed and not hyper-focused on getting pregnant, your body will do its' thing. That's what happened for my husband and I. We tried for months and I was SO focused on it that it consumed my every thought. I found out I was pregnant, then had a miscarriage a week later. After that, I told myself that I don't care when it happens for us. I got pregnant the very next cycle after the miscarriage and I was SO SHOCKED. We weren't even "trying" compared to the months before. I am now due in 10 weeks with a healthy baby boy. Keep your head up! :)

[@katp3892]

We have been trying for about 3 years and it is so hard every month. I get my hopes up every single time. Still nothing yet but we cant give up hope. I hope we both get our rainbow babies soon ❤ good luck

[@kendraremick1743]

It’s so crazy because I am actually going through the exact same situation as you! I have been trying to conceive a baby with my husband who is 25 and I am 24 since last year in April!! And we had 2 miscarriages and it’s so hard honestly not to think about it 24/7 or feel really down about it and blame yourself! I literally blame myself everyday it’s really hard! I’m so glad I have found your page and know that there is someone else who is going through a very similar situation as me! I think you should make that Instagram support page because I think it would help other women who are going through this as well!

[@Marieq]

I am in the same boat as you just older now 32. Long story short, we got married young ttc a year nothing. Found out it was my husband's sperm count straight to IVF. Round #1 twins miscarriage. #2 miscarriage due to subchorionic hemmorage. Switched clinics due to finances #3 chemical pregnancy #4 failed. We were supposed to do #5 in April until the virus hit. We found out we have 5 frozen vials of sperm from 8 years ago so we are very optimistic about this round. I have been obsessing over IVF and pregnancy, it is so hard for me not to. I want my own baby and to be pregnant. I'm here if you want to talk, I have gone through everything and every test possible. It is a lonely group to be apart of, I met some incredible ladies online that have been so wonderful. Please reach out if you want a friend in your journey and support. -Marie🙂💕

[@kendraremick1743]

Quincy Marie I am so so sorry love!!! Honestly never thought it would be so hard to have a baby! And I really do appreciate that we should definitely connect on Facebook or something! I would love to support each other during our ttc journey! My first miscarriage was from a subchorionic hemorrhage as well and my second one was a chemical pregnancy!!! I haven’t gotten pregnant again since my last miscarrie which was on November 2019 but I have gone to the doctor and gotten some blood work done and found out I have pcos so I am trying to heal that naturally and I know it’s going to take some time but I want to do my best to be healthy for my baby when it comes! I know it’s so hard not to think about it but you should definitely find something to distract yourself from thinking about it all the time it will really help ease the stress which is not good to do when you are ttc!

[@DarcyMarieTCB]

When God is ready for you to have a baby, you will. It happens most when least expected. And it's in his hands. ❤️

[@samanthaavelar5863]

Im so glad your guys mentality changed over all of this 💕 the time will come soon, god has his plans. I wanted to have a baby in October 2018 and we tried for a whole year and a half before I found I was pregnant in October 2019. I was getting really hard on myself and blaming myself for not getting pregnant and I would cry seeing other people do baby reveals and newborn photos because I wanted to take part in all of that. But after awhile, I decided to just let things be. The baby will come when the time is right and everything will work out. Until then, enjoy your guys company together and build on your relationship. 💕 love you!

[@noryie4242]

i'm glad you are able to rejoice with your pregnant friends. the bible says to rejoice with those who rejoice and weep with those who weep. being married for 17 years and having never been able to conceive a child, took me through a roller-coaster of emotions, many of them being grief after all of my friends were getting pregnant all around me. i never felt 100% joy because the pain in my heart was so heavy, it robbed me of it being full -- but i rejoiced with them, nonetheless, and joined them on their baby shower journey, helped pick out decorations, photographed their special shower days, and so on, and sadly what i found was that i did a lot of rejoicing with my pregnant friends, but so very few of them were there to weep with me. they threw out phrases like, "you'll get your turn," "just adopt and you'll get pregnant," "just drink the water," "be fruitful and multiply" and so many scriptures that were thrown out to make me feel better. do not be afraid to call someone if you're feeling down and need someone.to.just.listen. it is then that you'll find who is a friend in the end. and if they're not there for you, it's ok. they are learning and don't do it intentionally. it's human nature to prefer to be in a party full of happiness than a place of mourning. i don't want to end this in a dark note. we never had the chance to conceive, sadly, but the Lord was faithful to us, that even in our infertility, we are able to rejoice -- in Him alone! everyone we have counseled through infertility have ended up having children. we were able to, by God's grace, be satisfied in Him and nothing else. i watch your videos because you remind me so much of us when we were newlyweds. i'm not saying your trajectory was like mine. we are all different people with different paths. may the Lord strengthen you and your husband through this time. don't play the blame game. your marriage will be stronger without it. trust the Lord and His timing and His answer. Will be praying for you from now on.

[@francyfey4646]

My dearest Emelyne, I follow your channel since 4 years and I‘ve always been a „silent“ follower. I left you the Avocado tree comment on Instagram and I feel so bad for it now. I was very excited when I followed your trying-to-conceive-journey, BUT, and that‘s a big big BUT, please do what‘s good for YOU. I can totally relate to your wish of becoming a mother, I always wanted to have a lot of children, and now I‘m here in my late twenties and life played twists and turns on me. My mom got severe cancer when I was 22, why I had to postpone finishing my college degree (my dad died when I was very young due to cancer, too) then she lost her job due to the sickness and my family had financial issues and I had to help with that, too. My boyfriend and I are together for 7 years now, I met him right around the time when my mom got the diagnose and he has been so patient and supporting during the last very very tough years. I know God send me this angel of a man to be by my side and although I know I will probably be in my early 30s before having a child will be possible due to the situation (both financially and family-wise), I will have the best partner and the best baby father that I could have ever wished for. And I‘m so grateful for that. My life hasn‘t went as planned and is still all over the place sometimes, but I wouldn‘t want to force anything. If I will have a child, I want to be at ease and at peace with myself and my situation, I want to be a great mother and that wouldn‘t have been possible with all that‘s going on. Maybe God is telling you, that you and Connor should concentrate on your marriage and your life and business and when the timing is right, he will bless you with a beautiful baby. It‘s your choice, but please take my advice and follow in your parent‘s foodsteps and don‘t take medication. A friend of mine did it after her first child because she had issues receiving her second one and it changed her as a person - a lot! She became very very different and she had marriage issues. I don‘t know what exactly she took, but I know it‘s been tough and the second pregnancy has been very tough on her, too. The first one was quite easy, but she was very stressed out with the second one and had a lot of health issues. After taking the medicine, she developed a thiroid problem which she‘s still struggling with. I‘m not saying that you‘ll have the same experience. Maybe you‘ll be completely fine and you‘ll have a wonderful pregnancy. Just please consider that your mental health plays just as an important role in being s great mother as your physical health. God bless you and Connor and your family in these troubled times and I hope you find joy and happiness with Honey the camper :-) it‘s such a wonderful project! I follow rigorously on that channel, too. Wish you all the best for you future, my dear!!

[@francyfey4646]

I feel like my comment is coming across differently than I ment it. English is not my first language, so I‘m sorry when my expression is limited ... I just wanted to give you an example that life doesn‘t go as planned sometimes, but that we have other things in life that we can be grateful for and that we should hope for our future to bring us what we are hoping for and that we should trust in God and his plan for us. And I mentioned the example of my friend because you asked for experiences with medication. I really really feel compassion for your situation and I know the struggle is real and nobody who‘s not walking in your shoes can totally understand. I just wanted to leave you a comment so you know that your subscribers care

[@kristenmullin1305]

I totally feel for you Em. I can see how badly you want this and wish there was some magic advice to help. Just know my prayers are with you both!! ❤️

[@ceciliaoffiong7615]

I know you will get pregnant when the time is right!! Never lose faith! Lysm 😘

[@cngaedk]

Oh girl, I want to give you a hug. I have been there. I’m 36 now and am done having babies. I have 4. I don’t say this to rub it in. I say this to give you hope. Every time I “tried” to have a baby I would let it consume me the same way and would not get pregnant, so I would stop “trying” and boom pregnant. Hang in there, take a step back, and breath. Plan some things to do that are difficult to do with a baby(date nights with Conner, go on a roller coaster, etc etc) God does have a plan and it’s frustrating when His plan doesn’t match up with ours, but He knows when the right time is. Much love from Nebraska.

[@eighmeekins]

This is the first I’m seeing of your channel because I was randomly searching Emmeline because that’s the name we’ve chosen for our daughter. I just wanted to share our story really quick. My husband and I began ttc right after our wedding in October 2018. We got pregnant our first cycle and were overjoyed. Unfortunately we went on to miscarry and then it took us a year and a half to get pregnant. I’m just 10 weeks now and trusting God to let me keep this baby. I don’t know why it took so long for us. Our tests came back normal and we were actually getting ready to start clomid when it happened naturally. Don’t give up but also I highly agree to not let it be your main focus. I got really depressed around 8-9 months of ttc and it took me awhile to come to terms that the timing was up to God not me. I subscribed because I want to follow you and eventually watch you get you BFP. I will be praying for you❤️

[@SweetEmelynes]

Amy Montgomery thank you so much for this encouragement. I’m so sorry for what you went through and i will be praying for baby emmeline to be safe and healthy. You deserve it so so much💛💛

[@sundayswithrazelle2880]

Although I'm not on this journey myself, I love keeping up with yours. Everything was beautifully said, with so much love, empathy and compassion for yourself. I am so proud of you. Have you picked up a copy of Super Attractor yet? 💕 I just know this book will help you so much. Please take care. You're so amazing and so loved. I just know you'll be an amazing mother one day. You'll get there 💜

[@SweetEmelynes]

That means so much to me, thank you💛 I haven’t but I will order it, it sounds amazing!

[@Kpup]

Obviously this is something to discuss with your doctor, but ask her about doing an HSG which checks for tube blockage. Even if you don’t have any blockages, sometimes the test itself “clears things out” and makes it easier to get pregnant for 6 months after the procedure.

[@rachaelhendrix5215]

Thank you Emelyne for your updated journey❤️ I too am having fertility issues and relate to this on every level.

[@maribelroman218]

Sweetemelyne You and your husband are young. Enjoy each other. When the time is right God will bless you with your hearts desire.

[@EmilyLoraine]

So proud of you for posting this em😚 I feel remorse for you having to go through tHis. You’ve been so strong through all this, and I’m glad that your mindset is healthy. It’s okay to be triggered in emotions. Love you em, keep going and don’t push yourself too hard on anything. 💕

[@sweetmagnolias1698]

I’m praying for you sweet girl!🤍

[@tonileeslife8612]

i love you so much Em, and God’s plan for you is so amazing!! His timing is key, and it will all work out. 💗💗💗

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you!

[@stillsleeping426]

My sister tried for a long time to get pregnant they even tried clomid and nothing happened till they stopped the clomid and decided to let god take control and then she got pregnant. Now shes trying for her second..

[@michelletackett9489]

You will make an amazing mom. Bless you. Be safe, be careful and God bless.

[@SweetEmelynes]

thank you:)

[@jennyspersonal]

I applaud you for trying at a young age. You knew your body and the obstacles you'll possibly run into early on. You leave yourself plenty of time for trying. Instead of self blaming, you should be proud of yourself for smart planning. One day you will look back at this TTC journey and be glad you started trying early. Now, go get some macarons and soak in a bubble bath. ❤

[@nanajl54]

Emily, when I was first married my Dr. Told me I needn’t use birth control because of how in regular my periods were. I could go 5 months without one or not one to speak of. So we decided to go and do all the things we wanted to do. We traveled every time we could. Went kayaking, skiing, and just enjoyed each other. 3 years later was surprised to find out I was pregnant! God’s timing is the best timing. God bless you and enjoy your life with your wonderful husband. Nana Janet 😘

[@MariaT6317]

I’m new to your channel and really commend and admire your honesty and kindness. Take good care of yourself and remember God is taking care of you and everything will be ok. God Bless 💝

[@SavannahJRael]

Love you so much Em and praying for you always! ❤️

[@katjavestergaard489]

I've been married for 10 years & we have been struggling to conceive also for a few years. Sigh 🙁 Its really tough, but I just gotta rely on Gods timing. Good luck to you girl 💗🙏

[@hannahgroah9898]

I went through it, however once we tried out of when my "fertility time" was when I got pregnant.

[@veganlunchmom]

I totally agree unfollowing accounts that make you feel bad. I do that all the time or I have just stopped following people lol. For different reasons. I am glad you’re doing better in your mindset right now. ❤️❤️❤️

[@krystalleeg1]

I believe it too love, the blessing will come. I have a mantra everyday - I am at peace with the outcome x

[@shuhill]

Thank you for sharing!!! The Lord will bring those to comfort you during this season... you’ve definitely been mine. So incredible how He uses different sisters of Christ but same hope, faith, and love. Greatest of these is love... YOU ARE SO LOVED!!! Hope that soaks into your precious heart during this season darlin 🤍

[@kimevans5542]

My mum has always told me that if you dream about you being pregnant it means someone close to you is pregnant it happened to me and after it I began throwing up for 26 days straight and on the 26th day I had a message from my best friend telling me she’s pregnant and she showed me a photo of the test she took

[@catetaylor6759]

I’ll be praying for you. 💞 God will give you a child at the right time.

[@Ilovedogs327]

It took me 10 months to finally get my rainbow baby (currently 32 weeks pregnant). I lost three babies and it was so devastating to my husband and I. I know it’s easy to blame yourself but, don’t. Unfollowing those channels that keep your mindset focused on babies is a good idea, I did that. I feel like that just makes you think only about getting pregnant and it isn’t mentally and emotionally healthy. Remember, your mental and emotional health is extremely important for your happiness.

[@SweetEmelynes]

I'm so sorry for your loss, you are amazing and so strong. Congratulations on your pregnancy, that is so exciting. I'm keeping you in my prayers!

[@Ilovedogs327]

SweetEmelyne's I keep you in my prayers that you remain happy and calm. The lord will bless you more than you can ever imagine when you least expect it. You deserve it, and he knows that. Whatever you have gone through, or will go through, will make you stronger. Mark my words, you will be a mother and will have all you prayed for.

[@adrianarodriguez6999]

I took clomid for 4 cycles got pregnant on the 4th but miscarried at 6 weeks but I don't think clomid was cause. Once I find out if my progesterone is low then I'm going to be put on letrozole. I would say to definitely try clomid. I've been trying for 3 years already.

[@hazzyp2260]

i have pcos and i’m scared i’m going to have a hard time ttc when i’m older but i’m trusting God 🤍

[@gissellept]

I recently found out in January that I have PCOS too, but to be honest with you subconsciously I've known this for longer. I'm about 90% sure that I wont be able to have my own children, it's just a gut feeling I have and I've come to terms with it. But I'm looking forward to adopting, I know a lot of women would like to have their own kids but that's just not for me. I pray that you take care of yourself and that you are able to have your children!!

[@Marieq]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I've been married for 9 years and we found out after a year of trying it's my husband's sperm count. We did do clomid 1 month and the side effects on me were crazy, very emotional and short tempered. Our doctor told us to skip iui and go straight to IVF. Unfortunately it is so expensive 10,000 plus meds took us a year to save. Got pregnant with twins, Miscarried them. They did chromosome testing and everything came back normal they even could find out the sexes they were b/g twins. The next round we won a grant for a free round! (This was all at the Cleveland Clinic) my doctor was the first doctor in the us who did the first uterus transplant resulting in a live birth so I was in good hands. So the second round I got pregnant, at 5 weeks I was bleeding and found out I had a subchorionic hemmorage and had to be on bed rest. Every week I did go to the doctor for ultrasound there was a baby with a heartbeat. Unfortunately around 12 weeks I Miscarried that baby bc the sch was so big and above the baby. Moving on to a different clinic in ny bc they only charge 3,900 I got pregnant but Miscarried before a confirmed ultrasound. The next round failed. So we were supposed to start our 5th round in April but obviously bc of the virus couldn't. We found out my husband has 5 vials of frozen sperm from 8 years ago so that was very exciting so we are transporting them to NY. It is so stressful and has basically been controlling my life because all I ever wanted to be is a mom. I hate when people say just adopt! We don't want to adopt and that is ok and our business. Adoption is around 50,000 where I live anyways. Sorry this was so long, just wanted to share my journey and that yes it is hard and sad, but I'm not going to stop until I have my baby.🙂💜

[@kaleyshome]

I am going through this as well❤️ My husband and I have been going through infertility for 3.5 years. After 1 year my doctor gave me clomid to try for a cycle while we tried on our own using ovulation tests. It didn’t work so we were then scheduled to do an IUI with clomid. We ended up doing 3 IUIs with clomid and it didn’t work either. (Also, about a year into trying I had a laparoscopic surgery and found out I had endometriosis- I pretty much knew I had that because of the extreme pain I would experience during my period). They said the endometriosis wasn’t affecting my Fallopian tubes and wasn’t wrapped around my organs or anything so they didn’t think it should really be affecting my chances to get pregnant. We were scheduled at the beginning/middle of March this year to start IVF. I had started taking the IVF medication (I had to start taking these pills before I could take the injections) and less than a week after taking the pills, I got a lump in my breast. I think the hormones in the pills caused it. Had an ultrasound and they said it is a very low chance of being malignant. We were scheduled for the middle of March to have an appointment to get my injections and such and go forward with IVF even though we were terrified with how just the pills affected me. Then the virus came and we couldn’t go forward with anything. I almost felt like it was a sign from God to not go forward. We were so scared and unsure about IVF and didn’t really want to do it but felt like it was our only option. Ever since it was canceled, I don’t know if we are going to do it anymore. We are happy with the 2 of us and our dogs and have been trying to make the most of our lives right now. Like you said, I DEFINITELY get triggered sometimes and had to unfollow a bunch of accounts on social media for my mental health. It hurts to see those things when u log on instagram, it would dull my mood. I am in the same boat as you and I feel the same way, God will bless us one day when the time is right❤️ I have been watching you for years and I have always felt like we were SO similar and liked all the same things, it’s almost weird! I feel so so bad that you are going through this, but I have to say that it is so nice to know I am not alone in this. I am sending you so much baby dust and prayers!! 💕

[@_gabrielle_lee_]

I love you so much, good luck 💓

[@juliawardwell7307]

I would really urge you to see a real medical professional and even a fertility specialist, I was married at 22 , we were both healthy and it took us 4 years and 2 IVF attempts to have our little girl. And I am thankful i looked into it all as soon as I did and didn’t wait. Fertility issues impact way more women than we think, stay strong ❤️ and to add it’s all perspective take it one day at a time it may seem over whelming but the process was so easy and WORTH IT

[@staceysmith5591]

Guess what girl you are empathic! Sometimes that can transfer over to your cell feeling that way! God is absolutely fantastic! And he will give you a pregnancy❤️🙏🏻

[@eIIioni]

I usually don't give "advice" to people trying to get pregnant, because you never know what someone is going through. And what you say can for someone feel like a "you're not pregnant because of x". So please don't take this in that way! I just want to share, what I feel is a similar story. My cousin and his wife tried to get pregnant for a few years, they wanted to have a baby so bad it was all they thought about. But nothing happened and there was nothing "wrong" with them. So they did IVF and finally got pregnant on their last treatment. A year after their first baby was born, they thought it was a good idea to start trying for number 2, since, you know, it could take a while. First month of trying, and she was pregnant! All that anxiety they had had while trying for their first baby, was gone and it just happened. So try to relax - I know, easier said than done. But in some way or form, it will happen for you 💕

[@AlexxTheHobbyist]

Hi, thanks for sharing. Ive always asked myself "why do teenagers and people who aren't ready/don't want kids have them so easily yet people who are ready and truly want them can't. Ive even gotten as close to thinking it must be something in the food (lol ik sounds crazy). As for me, I've never used any protection and it still doesn't happen. I think I've been wanting it so much my head plays with me and i start feeling symptoms all the time. Its not just you definitely, its been something very common. Ill keep you in my prayers, God will provide all in His perfect time.

[@kme5349]

I have a feeling God will bless you with a beautiful baby when you least expect it. Never loose faith, Gods timing is always right! 💗

[@DiscipleOfDefiance]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I remember seeing a couple of your videos a long time ago which suggest you eat a highly plant based, possibly vegan, diet? This is known to cause fertility issues in both men and women. Try the opposite for a few months. Eat lots of eggs, fatty fish, grass fed butter and beef, some liver. If I'm right about your diet, I can almost guarantee this will help you.

[@daymae8013]

I get you. I'm so glad your doing better about this sensitive subject. As advice just enjoy life. God know when it is going to be the perfect timing. Much love and blessings your way.

[@lauracorbett4577]

I'll keep praying for you that you will have kids of your own someday

[@emma_dgml]

I feel you soo much. I'm kinda in the same situation with my husband... Hopefully it will happen soon ❤

[@soomebodi]

I truly understand you, I'm trying to conceive since march 2019, so one year ago too 😞. And now I'm actually thinking in clomid in July. New suscriber from Mexico 🇲🇽

[@Bieberrloverr100]

God’s timing is perfect, Emelyne. 🙏🏼 Sending you lots of hugs during this quarantine time 💕

[@sandradarragh5032]

I had those pregnancy dreams fro 8 months. Then when I was actually pregnant, I didn't even know. Someone had to tell me. I took a test and it was positive.

[@Rxanne28]

GOD will Bless you both with a child, give it time. GOD knows what's best and maybe right now isn't a good time. I'll be praying for you both. GOD Bless.

[@jewelsapp1806]

You are so brave and awesome to share your most inner feelings about your journey... but know that you are so right.., everything happens in God's time, not ours!!! When it does happen, it will be absolutely amazing!!! You will be a great mommy!!!! Don't worry so much and do try to enjoy each day you both have together... that is what our memories are made of!! Don't change the way you eat or anything else unless your doctor tells you to!!! People have great intentions with their advice, but don't sweat it!!! I won't even go into all the coffee and other stuff I was doing when I got pregnant in 1980.... God wants what's best for you guys and your baby 💕💗 love you honey and I'll be praying hard for you to have all the blessings God has in store for you and so much more 💋💕💙💗🥰 please take care and stay safe and healthy 🥰

[@talythahpena6415]

I’ve done many rounds of clomid and femara and have not been successful. However, my sister in law did one round and got pregnant. I think it’s worth a shot if you are considering it. (I have been pregnant twice before and have been trying again for over nine years.)

[@mawuenabenedictaaborchie8421]

"A timing thing with God" God bless you girl😘

[@thehealingzone8869]

Have you tried pre seed ?? I’m going to try it soon. I heard good things about it

[@autahassan143]

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