OUR SWEET MITTENS | SAYING GOODBYE

[@laurencushley8428]

Sorry for your loss, don't feel you have to justify grieving over your fur baby. Hope your okay. Thinking of you. That's a horrendous thing to have to watch. She's not in pain anymore. Big hugs xx

[@samanthamorris6111]

How lovely of you to mention that lady and her husband. Such kind words and genuine feeling. I'm sorry for your little furr baby. I totally agree your Animal does become your baby and don't dampen down your feelings and emotions because she was a cat. She was your baby. ❤

[@TimandCeleste]

Samantha Morris Thank you. Absolutely, I don't think I've been dampening my feelings because she was a cat- I guess I was just very aware of my audience, knowing that there are many woman watching who have sadly lost their babies.. But I also knew that many of those woman will understand the pain that losing a beloved animal causes, so I also knew people would understand.. Thanks again ♥️

[@keirataylor7672]

I hope you take comfort in knowing that you did what was best for her. Its always hard to make that decision about when is the right time to say goodbye, they are one of the family. But over time it is really a comfort to know you did the right thing by them. To know you put their comfort before your own really helps with the grieving process in my experience.

[@TimandCeleste]

Keira Taylor Yes, we do find comfort in knowing we did the right thing for her, as hard as it was.. Thank you 💗

[@awake4eva]

So sorry for your loss. That would have been a very difficult video for you to make. Sending you hugs and babydust. xx

[@leahpaul6036]

Sorry for your loss. Losing a pet is very tough. Their just like our kids. Will be praying for you through this tough time

[@Sazzay96]

I've been following your story for a year or so now and I can't believe the incredible heartbreak you have been through. I'm a big believer in the fact that everything happens for a reason, but sometimes life honestly puts you in a position when you want to pull your hair out and scream because such terrible things honestly make you question this theory. Im just hoping everything you are going through means that something incredible is in stall for you around the corner.

[@TimandCeleste]

Sarah em Thanks so much for your kind & encouraging words! ♥️

[@amyc1588]

Those photos of Mittens at the end broke my heart, she was such a beautiful fur baby. I'm so sorry for yours and Tim's loss. With everything you've been through she was clearly a loving companion who brought you so much joy, so her passing must be intolerable. She was very lucky to have been part of such a loving family. Thinking of you, Tim and Cooper. X

[@TimandCeleste]

Amy C She sure was a beautiful girl 💗 Thank you so much for your kind words- you always say the loveliest things. Hope you've been doing well? X

[@cvayers1]

I am so sorry for the loss of your cat. My husband and I are struggling with major infertility as well and our cat is everything to us. He brings us so much love and joy. You are a beautiful person and God will give you your baby.

[@TimandCeleste]

CV Dupree Thank you ♥️ Hope your struggle ends happily soon! x

[@andreameier2640]

Sending you lots of love! I'm so sorry for your incredible loss. I hope you know you did the right thing in not letting Mittens suffer, as hard as it is letting her go. You and Tim are beautiful people. Prayers to you guys and your friend who lost their precious baby. 💞

[@TimandCeleste]

Kristina Meza Thank you so much for your kind words 💗 x

[@lolohsn2515]

She was so lucky to have you in her life.🍀so sorry for your loss😔🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻RIP mittens no more pain 😔🙏🏻

[@veronicamphela771]

Wherever Mittens is she was aware of your undying efforts to have and be with her. Pets are a part of every family and whenever one is lost the void will be felt. I am sorry for your loss. All the best with your future.

[@TimandCeleste]

Veronica Mphela Thank you for your kind words ♥️

[@kat2138]

My heart goes out to you both. Sending you much strength and love.

[@teresawalker7672]

"There are two means of refuge from the miseries of life: music and cats." Mittens was an extraordinarily lucky girl to have parents that loved her so dearly. Sending your sweet family all the love in the world, and I will keep you and your friend in my thoughts and prayers. 💛

[@TimandCeleste]

Teresa Walker Oh that's so lovely. Thank you so much for your beautiful words & quote! Really appreciate your kindness ♥️

[@tashiee1994]

Sending you all the love in the world.

[@TimandCeleste]

Tashya Viknesh Thank you 💕

[@rachaelkirby3467]

Celeste and Tim How brave you both have been how strong you both are, and how fiercely you loved mittens. You are incredibly special people our animals are our children too, I couldn't exist without my dogs, I have four jack Russell s each one is a gift and a part of my soul. Like she is too you, I can only imagine your pain, for us we try to cope the best we can. Never doubt mittens knows you did the best for her, for that she loves you so much more. She is at peace now and with gods angels she will be with you in your heart and mind always. Xx

[@TimandCeleste]

Rachael Kirby Thanks so much for your lovely words 💗 xx

[@lynettegordon8417]

So so sorry for your loss. Just know she's no longer in pain or discomfort. As always luv, hugs, and prayers

[@LymieMama]

I'm so sorry for everything you have gone through with the loss of Mittens. You're all in my thoughts and I'm sending lots of love!

[@juliannewilson1656]

Thank you for not editing out the moments when you were tearing up. I could feel your love for her and how much you miss her. I'm so sorry about Mittens. Praying comfort and peace for you. Losing a fur baby is never easy. ❤

[@TimandCeleste]

Julianne Wilson Thank you ♥️

[@stephyboo3205]

Im so sorry for your loss💔Dont ever say sorry for not posting a video or apologise for crying over a furbaby they are a part of us and our family🙏Bless you❤❤❤

[@parapluieee]

Animals are members of the family! Never apologize for crying over that loss. I'm so sorry.

[@TimandCeleste]

They sure are much loved members of the family. Thank you

[@isabellah6512]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious fur baby Mittens. I know how heartbreaking it can be to lose a pet. My thoughts are with you, Tim and Cooper.

[@TimandCeleste]

Bella H Thank you ♥️

[@jeanineperez9119]

Rest in peace sweet Mittens

[@lolohsn2515]

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[@littlehouseinthebigapple5716]

I think the more you love the harder the loss. I honestly don't bother making a difference between love of people or of our animal friends. My life would hold less light without my little fur boys. It breaks my heart that you lost mittens after such a rough year, but so glad you got to be mittens mom and gave a beautiful life to her. You've got a big heart and you're very brave in continually giving it. Sending hugs

[@TimandCeleste]

Little House in the Big Apple Yes, the more you love the harder the loss is very true! Our fur babies definitely add an unmeasurable amount of depth, light & joy into our lives! Thanks so much for your lovely words. I've been thinking of you often & hoping you're doing ok? Sending hugs to you too 💗

[@JBC2018]

You are so strong for doing what was best for Mittens.

[@sadiemortimer]

Awww I'm so so sorry she was such a beautiful cat and I hope it was as painless as possible for her 💜💙💛

[@TimandCeleste]

Cool Dude Thank you ♥️ x

[@louiselewis5368]

So sorry for your loss, much love and prayers to you and Tim xxx

[@TimandCeleste]

Louise Lewis Thank you xxx

[@tracydavies1558]

Tim and Celeste I'm so sorry for your loss. She is so precious 💞💞💞

[@ninagoks2969]

I so wish your vet had explained to you the quickness of the injection. Ours explained the process very intently and it helped a lot when we went through it, we had to put do this with our 6 month kitten who had an incurable illness and I'm only recently (2 years later) in a place where I don't feel sadness and loss when I think of him. They are our babies, and its traumatic to lose them in our lives as they are part of our every moment at home, they're comforting, funny, affectionate and just so wonderful. I'm sorry you feel as though you should apologise for taking this time, you deserve to take it so you can heal! sending you love. x

[@TimandCeleste]

Nina Goks I wish they had too.. I'm so sorry for your loss- so young 😔 Only someone who's been through it themselves can understand what a massive hole they leave in our lives.. Thanks so much for your kind words 💗 x

[@suzielee2839]

I'm sorry about Mittens. I have 2 pups and their love is so pure and unconditional. I hope you can take comfort in the fact that Mittens had a great life with you!

[@TimandCeleste]

Suzie Lee Thank you 💗

[@barbarawillette477]

she was YOUR baby. She knows how much you all loved her. When we had to put our boy Shadrach to sleep I cried every time I had to talk about it. My heart is heavy for you. prayers for piece of mind.

[@TimandCeleste]

Babs W Thank you so much for your understanding & kind words. I'm sorry for your loss too ♥️

[@stephanieharrison2645]

I'm sorry for your loss of your fur baby. Don't feel guilty of having and speaking out about your love and loss of your precious mittens. It's ok. You've lost a lot and pray God continues to give you guys the strength to carry on. I pray that God restores to back all the enemy has taken from you. Thoughts and prayers are with you.

[@TimandCeleste]

Stephanie Harrison Thank you so much ♥️

[@brookehinojosa1998]

So sorry to hear about sweet Mittens. She's now in kitty heaven. :) And like everyone is commenting, no need to apologize. I had a "feather baby" named Birdie Lee when I was first married and when she passed away you'd think the world had ended - I had to take a week off work. So I get it - LOVE IS LOVE.

[@TimandCeleste]

Pook Orama Aw thank you 💕 I'm sorry you've been through it with your feather baby.. Love is love, that is absolutely true! X

[@sschaper2]

I am so sorry for your loss! :( I have a fur baby as well and would be in total devastation....they are a huge part of our lives, and it's never easy to deal with. Ever! So please do not feel bad about posting this video. There are so many beautiful people here to help with words and support you. Thinking and prayers for you and your adorable furbaby who is now in a better place.

[@TimandCeleste]

Summer L Thank you so much 💗

[@sherriebyrnes]

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family always I'm so sorry about your loss please don't feel guilty for grieving. Our pets our fur babies are our babies especially being in your family for eight years. I have two boys ages 10 and almost 14 I lost a pregnancy in 2008 and was never able to get pregnant again and we decided to get some pets and I have two beautiful cats who I feel are just as important family members as anyone else in this household. Again my thoughts are with you. Maybe sweet angel Mittens is meant to bring you your angel baby ♡ many blessings.

[@TimandCeleste]

Sherrie DeGraff Thank you so much for your lovely & understanding words ♥️

[@jessicamatthews1835]

Never be sorry for grieving over your beautiful animal baby! They are so much a part of our family, it is an awful thing to go through, I sobbed my heart out with you through this video, so much love is with you at this time xx

[@LittleBitOfLife]

It is ok to cry, Celeste (I am crying along with you). You lost your baby, too. Love is not measured in time, nor does it count the number of feet. You are always in my thoughts and prayers. And love and prayers to your friends and their little girl.

[@TimandCeleste]

LittleBitOfLife Beautifully said, thank you 💗

[@Kharnick08]

I'm so sorry for your loss! Don't ever feel bad for having basic human emotions! A loss is a loss and it hurts to lose someone you love! I'm so sorry! Know she is in a better place and no longer in pain, as a fur mama you did the best thing for her! Being a mama is tough no matter if your babies are furry or human. You are always in my thoughts and prayers!! Sending you love and hugs from Texas!!

[@TimandCeleste]

KakeyKake84 Thanks so much for your beautiful words ♥️ x

[@123dietdrpepper]

Hugs and I am so sorry for you and hubby's loss. I lost my fur baby Jan 16th 2016 and my mom lost her dog Feb 2, 2017 due to cancer. Seeing your video and pain brought up the grief all over again. Please dont apologize for your sorrow as your Mittens was a beautiful part of your life and brought you so much love and joy. Your tears are normal and will be in the days to come. Hugs.

[@TimandCeleste]

123dietdrpepper Your mum lost her dog in the same day we lost Mittens.. It's just so hard, & I'm so sorry for your losses.. Sending hugs to you too

[@Brittany16ization]

I am so sorry for your loss. I had to put a hamster down when I was a teenager that I had for years. It was horrible. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers!

[@chanellehughbanks8343]

I've been thinking of you so much my friend!! ❤️ looking forward to your next video too.

[@TimandCeleste]

Chanelle Hughbanks Thanks lovely ♥️

[@nataliekelz1529]

I'm sooo sorry ur both amazing pet parents I can't imagine wat ur both going threw I'm terrible sorry for your loss xx sending u loads of love 🙏🏼 x praying for u both x

[@TimandCeleste]

Natalie Kelly Thank you so much xx

[@Ambaa436]

I'm so sorry you lost your beautiful fur baby :( don't ever be sorry for not posting a video you need time to grieve sending lots of love and hugs

[@TimandCeleste]

The Mastermans Thank you ♥️

[@Ambaa436]

Tim and Celeste I hope you guys are doing okay you have been in my thoughts so much lately

[@TimandCeleste]

The Mastermans Thank you, you've been in my thoughts & prayers too x

[@Ambaa436]

Tim and Celeste thank you so much xx

[@TheRagdollKitty]

So sorry for your loss 😔 Our fur babies are our babies.

[@stephanieferragine8447]

So sorry for your loss. I understand the love you have for your fur baby. I've been following your videos for a few months now when I started my TTC journey which recently has resulted in a missed miscarriage at 8 weeks. Watching your videos has helped me remember that I am not alone. I wish you all the strength and love in the future.

[@TimandCeleste]

Stephanie Ferragine Oh I'm so sorry to hear of your recent loss too.. I'm here to chat if you ever need. I'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts, & hope your little rainbow baby won't be far away 🙏🏼🌈💗

[@stephanieferragine8447]

Tim and Celeste Thank you for your response. It is so nice to be able to connect with someone who understands what I am going through. Although I have a strong support system, there are times when I still feel so alone. I'd love to continue to stay in touch. I'll continue to follow your journey to your rainbow baby! :)

[@breerose6766]

This absolutely breaks my heart. I'm so sorry for your loss. I have two cats and they are my everything, losing them is one of my biggest fears :( I hope you find peace and happiness in your memories of her.

[@TimandCeleste]

Brianna and Reef Vlogs Yes, losing my fur-babies has always been my biggest fear too, & it really does feel like a terrible nightmare when it sadly happens.. Thank you so much 💗

[@littlemrspcos8086]

You are soo strong and your heart is so big. Sweet Celeste, your empathy is really admirable. I just know you will get your happy ending. it's not possible with such a big heart to have it any other way. ❤ you are always in my thoughts and prayers. The goodness in you really touch my heart.

[@TimandCeleste]

Little Mrs PCOS Aw thanks so much lovely. What beautiful things to say! I keep you in my thoughts & prayers too, & know you'll also get your happy ending too 💕🌷

[@livinglifeforlandon9000]

I'm so sorry to hear about Mittens. My heart goes out to you guys.

[@TimandCeleste]

Toshia Roper Thank you 💗

[@CourtneysChaos]

I'm so sorry 💔 Our fur babies are our family 😔

[@carriecase9463]

Love and hugs to you, Tim and Cooper😟 Rest in Peace Mittens

[@TimandCeleste]

Carrie Case Thank you ♥️

[@rhondaludlow287]

No need to be sorry your tears are very understandable, Loss is loss I have felt the heart break of loosing a furry baby it was horrible so please know my love and postive thoughts are always with you.

[@TimandCeleste]

Rhonda Ludlow Thank you so much

[@kjarman7790]

I am so sorry for your loss. I know it is the hardest decision to make. It was an incredibly unselfish act to let your furbaby go & end the pain. In time the good memories will help heal your pain. 😘

[@TimandCeleste]

K Jarman Thank you ♥️

[@nebraska418]

I'm sitting over here crying. I know how this feels, and I don't think expressing your pain is belittling to others. Pain is pain, and I know you know it because you also mentioned it. I've made this decision twice now with my own pets, and I've been witness to many other people's moments of goodbye in my career as a vet tech. It makes gruff old men cry. It's no small thing. I also want to mention that because you're so empathetic and you feel other people's pain, you could be experiencing compassionate fatigue as well. I so appreciate and admire how you engage with others, myself included, but please be gentle with yourself. Many hugs xo

[@TimandCeleste]

Betsy Quandt I don't know how you do what you do without breaking down with the owners every time! It must be so hard.. Thank you so much for your kind & understanding words. Sending hugs to you too ♥️ xo

[@maxinetrix2889]

Sorry for your loss! About 3 years ago we had to put my first dog I have ever had down. He was 14. It's never easy To decided something like that.

[@TimandCeleste]

Jennifer Lee It sure is never easy.. Sorry for your loss too ♥️

[@ljcl1859]

So sorry for your loss.

[@djvlogs101]

Celeste and Tim I just saw this video now and my heart just breaks for you both, I know I've messaged you guys a few times about my furbabies (4 rats, now we are left with the youngest one) I'm so sorry to hear about Mittens, She was a beautiful girl it's quite special to me she looks like my cat Sadie, same color and everything. Sending my love and warm hugs your way, take comfort in it to know that my thoughts are with you both.

[@TimandCeleste]

Country Girl29 Thanks so much for your kind words ♥️

[@jillpittman1643]

I'm so sorry for your loss Tim and Celeste! Furbabies are family no matter what and you shouldn't ever feel like your grief is less just because your babies have four legs and fur. They're important to you and that's all that matters. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you that 2017 is going to only get better from here and that perhaps, you lost a fur baby but will gain your human baby this year!

[@TimandCeleste]

Jill Pittman Thanks so much for your beautiful words- you're so lovely 💕

[@miamarz1982]

I'm so sorry for your loss of mittens 💔 my thoughts are with you.

[@charlottemaxwell7201]

My thoughts are with you, I am dreading the day that my dog passes. We are all here for you guys ❤ xxx

[@charlottemaxwell7201]

Throughout this entire video I lost it and couldnt stop the tears, especially throughout the photos & mention of the baby girl 😞 Just think of Mittens jumping and frollicing around in the garden amoust the flowers 💞💞

[@TimandCeleste]

Charlotte Maxwell Thank you so much ♥️ xx

[@charlottemaxwell7201]

Tim and Celeste Of course ❤❤

[@adelleduplessis1229]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I have 3 furbabies of my own and can't imagine how you guys must be feeling. we don't always know / understand why things happen but I believe everything happens for a reason

[@GraceBye]

dont ever compare or divalue your grief. your grief is just that yours and only you know the love you had for Mittens. No i cant imagine the loss that lady is goi g through but that doesnt lessen yours

[@littlecookie8669]

R. I. P mittens sending hugs to you both 💗

[@OhSewCraftyMom]

I'm so sorry. Losing a fur baby is never easy. Last October we found out our kitty had intestinal cancer and she was only 18 months old. We tried everything we could but it wasn't enough. We made the decision to put her to sleep before her cancer spread so she could go peacefully and surrounded by loved ones. It was the hardest thing I've ever done and I was inconsolable. Our kitties are no longer in pain and went knowing how deeply loved they were. Again, I'm so very sorry. Huge hugs! 💜

[@TimandCeleste]

OhSewCraftyMom Oh I'm so so sorry for your loss... It really is the hardest thing to have to do, & I'm sorry your lovely kitty was so young too.. Very sad.. Thank you, hugs to you too ♥️

[@louisebayliss2261]

Oh sweetheart I am so sorry you are going through this. I found comfort in our beautiful Carla' s favourite teddy bear when we had to say goodbye to her. I hope that you can find some peace in your heart as it sure has had a gutful and you are still fighting. Luv n hugs and if you need to chat please let me know. Xxxxxxxxx

[@TimandCeleste]

louise Bayliss Thanks so much for your beautiful words, & I'm sorry for your loss also.. ♥️ xxxx

[@leahmondezie7319]

I'm sorry you guys had to go through that. I'm glad you guys got to do it how you wanted it to be done though. Stay strong. Lots of love from Trinidad & Tobago.

[@greenolive78]

I'm so sorry for you loss. The sadness you're experiencing may be different than your friend who lost her sweet baby girl, but it's no less valid. I hope things only look up for you from here.

[@TimandCeleste]

greenolive78 Thank you ♥️

[@Divineuniverse1]

my cat is my child and best friend. i could never imagine what your going through. im here if you need to talk. there's no shame feeling the way you do. Love. comes in all shapes and sizes.

[@TimandCeleste]

Amy Black Thank you 💗

[@Isabelllyrics]

I'm so sorry for your loss Celeste. I hope you take comfort in knowing you did what was best for your little baby Mittens. And please don't feel sorry for feeling pain over that loss. I think that a loss is a loss no matter what. And what you said about Mittens practically being yours and Tims child is so true, our furrbaby's are family and it hurts to see them hurt. I've had my dog for 13 years and I'm brought to tears even imaging something happening to him :'( my thoughts are with you and Tim during this difficult time.

[@TimandCeleste]

Yana Laza Thank you so much for your kind & understanding words ♥️ x

[@OnlyGabby19]

I understand how it is to love ur pet as ur own, i have 5 cats. My oldest being almost 20 years. He was my Nanas cat and everyone gave up on him, and funny thing this cat never liked me the whole time she was alive and as soon as i took him in, we are best friends. And my others I rescued. So grieving takes time,everyone copes in certain ways. I lost one of the kittens I rescued a couple months ago, she was 4 weeks when i got her and passed around 8 weeks, it broke my heart but knowing i gave her extra time the vets said she most likely wouldnt of had made me feel like i gave her something. Loves..

[@TimandCeleste]

gabby s Wow, 20 years! How beautiful that you're both best of friends now. You're a wonderful human being for rescuing those little kittens, & providing them with the best possible life. It must've been so heartbreaking to have one pass so young.. You definitely would've added a lot of joy into that very short yet special life 💕

[@Happyliving757]

you are always in my thoughts. wishing nothing only the best for u and tim.... love u guys genuinely... plz stay the person u r, strong, incredible, big heart, loving. dont give up and best of luck.....all our wishes and prayers are with you two. R.I.P. fur baby

[@TimandCeleste]

Kunsang Wangmo Thanks so much for your lovely words! ❤

[@TTCFutureMommy09]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious furrbaby🙁 My thoughts are with you

[@dardan1984]

I am so sorry for your loss but I’m so glad you uploaded this video. It shows there are people out there who have gone through the same thing as me. I felt the same way as you did and my grief lasted over 6 months. I felt responsible for her death.

[@colemoss5173]

Tears streaming like a river. First off please give my love & prayers to your dear friend on her losses. My heart breaks for her. Second... Maybe Ms. Mittens was helping you through it. I truly believe that animals know. They may not show it the same but they know. Ugh my heart breaks so much for you both. We do put so much love into our furbabies with all we go through. They become our family no matter what. How can you not love them so deeply. People with pets are a special kind of person. Sending you both so much love. Xx🙏❤️💖

[@TimandCeleste]

Cole & Dave Moss Thanks so much lovely lady ♥️

[@librarianmanda]

so sad :( so sorry for your loss celeste

[@TimandCeleste]

librarianmanda Thank you 💕

[@byako3616]

SLEEP IN PEACE MITTENS

[@nikkimctouton6706]

such sad news all around I wonder if there is anything they can do to stop the preterm labors poor woman she is amazing, I am so very sorry for her loss as well as the loss of your fur baby it is so so hard. Things have not been easy for you, it is such a hard long road. If I lost my fur baby Ralphy I would be lost. x

[@TimandCeleste]

Nikki Mctouton Yes, they have definitely been doing everything possible to try to prevent preterm labours, especially after what they went through with their first loss. It's just so heartbreaking.. Thanks for your lovely words x

[@Debbiesdilemmas]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my sweet Smokey last April. It has been a very difficult and painful time. At the time I couldn't imagine ever having another cat as there would never be another Smokey. After six months I was able to open my heart and my home to two 8 month old kittens. They have brought me so much joy. I will never forget my sweet Smokey. It was the hardest decision I had ever made to have him put down. He had a lung tumour and had stopped eating. Everyday was a struggle and I knew I was being selfish to keep him with us. Finally on April 29th my family came with me to the vets. We were told to spend as much time as we wanted saying goodbye to him. I can still remember sitting there with him with his IV in his front paw. I didn't just lose a pet, I lost my best friend and my source of comfort. When I was down, stressed, feeling sick he was always by my side. I miss him very much but the sadness is less and the good memories live on. By adopting and rescuing my two new babies I feel I am honouring Smokey. I hope in time the same for you.

[@TimandCeleste]

Smokeythelovable I'm so sorry for your heartbreaking loss.. Everything you said is so true. You do lose so much, but their special memory lives on forever ♥️

[@rachelt5295]

So sorry for your loss

[@rachael4983]

Poor things :( So sorry for your loss. Love you guys x x x

[@thelovelyunicorns]

Rest In Peace Mittens ❤😔

[@janicka711]

I am very sorry for your loss, Celeste. I understand all the feelings you were sharing with us. All the pain you were experiencing...and all the strange and sad feelings you had while putting her down and leaving her in the garden. We had to put our black lab Arny down 3 years ago and I was there when he took his last breath and I had to leave him there at the vet and it felt awful and wrong. Until this day it still is a very traumatic experince to me.... but as you said...I wouldn't have it any other way. He did so much for us over those 12 years he had been with us. I would never forgive myself if I left him alone in his last minute. These past few months I have been missing him more than ever and I think I'm crazy sometimes for feeling this way and for crying my eyes out over him every now and then. He was a part of the family, so was your little Mittens. It's pure grief and that takes a while to heal. I'm thinking of you!

[@TimandCeleste]

janicka711 I'm so sorry for your heartbreaking loss... It sure is a traumatic moment being there right to see & hear their last breath... It's a moment that will stay with us forever, but we don't regret for a second putting her comfort before our own- she needed us there, just like your Arny needed you ♥️ It's not crazy for you to still have days where you miss your beautiful boy- he was a part of the family & clearly deeply loved. The stronger the love, the stronger the grief. Thank you for your lovely words. Sending love xx

[@janicka711]

Thank you so much for such a sweet comment, Celeste. I hope you are feeling a bit better each day

[@aprilbradley-stewart680]

awwee :(. SO MUCH HEARTACHE FOR YOU, breaks my heart :(.

[@jackiemalone5314]

I am so sorry for your loss 💔💔 what is the title of the song at the end? It really touches something with me 💔 lots of love to your friend also, i lost a little girl at 24 weeks pregnant, a long time ago, but i think about her every day. Sending lots of love and baby dust 😘😘😘 xxx

[@TimandCeleste]

Jackie Malone Thank you ❤️ It is a beautiful song- it's called The Ripples. Here's the link kzbin.info/www/bejne/inOopoNoZrWcf8U 😘 xxx

[@jackiemalone5314]

Tim and Celeste thank you celeste, ive had it on all day, very emotional. Lots of love xxxx

[@laurenwhitehead8296]

I'm so so sorry to hear this Tim and Celeste, I have been somewhat out of the loop as I hadn't checked instagram recently. Never feel guilty for mourning the loss of your dear fur baby! They mean more to us than many can understand, they are truly part of the family and help us get through a lot. I love my dog Bella as much as I would my own baby, I dread the day something happens to her, she has given my life purpose at times and comforted me during every heartbreak. In December 2012 I put my dog Sassy to sleep, that was one of the worst days of my life and one I will never truly get over, it happened very fast, although it was a comfort being there for her as she passed, I found it truly distressing watching her leave this world. I still cry often, my current dog has never been the same since the loss of her friend. When we bought sassy home to be buried Bella sat beside her quietly and genuinely looked upset (anyone who knows Bella knows she doesn't sit still for long!). The years we get never seem long enough to us but have comfort in knowing she would have had the best life with the most caring family, you did everything you could to help her and ensure she was happy. Sending you both lots and lots of love and also to the family of the sweet baby girl who passed. My thoughts are with you xxxxxxx

[@TimandCeleste]

Lauren Whitehead Thank you so much for your beautiful words. They really do become a family member & provide you with so much comfort & love during life's most difficult moments.. I'm sorry to hear of the loss of your sweet Sassy. Hearing how saddened Bella was when she realized she'd lost her friend is just so heartbreaking. Thanks again for being so lovely 💕 xoxox

[@emilyward6565]

I had to put my baby girl to sleep really suddenly a few months ago. She had heart cancer and it spread to her lungs. She was doing really well for a few weeks, but I woke up with her gasping for air and completely limp. It's really hard to lose a kitty. I will keep you guys in my thoughts.

[@TimandCeleste]

Emily Bowman Oh that's just so incredibly awful, I'm so sorry for your loss.. It is truly such a dreadfully hard thing to experience. Keeping you in our thoughts too & sending love ♥️

[@katieellen007]

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[@Miss90Allison]

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[@Happyliving757]

hi celeste and tim. i just came home from my 3rd ultrasound at 11 weeks. ar 7 w 5 d, i found out i was having twins. so yes so happy and worried. then today at my 11 w ultrasound, found out there were no growth in both the babies and no heartbeat... so ended up miscarrying for the 2nd time. im devastated so is my entire family who has gone thru already planning for my future baby shower, surprise gender reveal, what not.... unfortunately it turned into another miscarriage. anyway long story short. i wanted to share this with you today as i just also found out about miscarriage, that i follow you on utube and ur stories with multiple miscarriages, and how strong and kind hearted you are, makes me stronger and better person.and by telling you my story hoping it would make u even MORE stronger. and hopeful, i know its easier to be said then done. i already feel so hopeless but knowing you and how strong you and tim is makes me stay stronger too. thank you and best wishes to you guys always take care

[@bonnienash8585]

Are you getting any kind of cancelling? You have and are going through so much both of you. There is no shame in needing some support in times like this and if one thing doesn't work well with you I would always suggest trying something else till you find what works best for you. It's heartbreaking seeing what you have gone through and your emotions and feelings are very raw but extremely normal given the circumstances. I just really feel you could benefit from some kind of grievance Cancelling. X

[@TimandCeleste]

Bonnie Nash I agree that there is absolutely no shame in seeking support if needed. I don't currently feel in the need to talk to a councellor at this point- I'm lucky to have a very open & sensitive husband to talk to, as well as many friends & family members who I'm very open & honest with. I'm also lucky to have this amazing community of supportive people to hear me out when I need to get things off my chest! I think in this video, talking about her final moments was still quite raw as it only happened recently, so I found it a hard video to get through x

[@EnglishVirgo]

I hate that you felt you had to excuse yourself for this pain you are in...everyones story is theirs and can be horrendous, it doesn't make anyone elses less precious and painful. It was a toileting issue that made us take our Nala puss to the vet that final day. I found her mewing in the kitchen and spinning on the spot trying to get a stuck poop out, she was so distressed, so we took her to the vet, she was so calm and quiet on the way there (we assisted her in getting the poop out first) and that wasn't normal, our vet had previously advised us not to turture her by taking her in unless in an emergency as she was an old girl and the stress would be too much, so that she was so quiet and not even mewing told us a lot. We had to leave her there for some tests and the vet said it would probably be the next day before they knew. About 40 minutes later they called and said that the first test showed that she was in complete kidney failure and putting to sleep was the only option and did we want to be there....damn right we did, so we went right in. Nala was always on me, she loved to curl up on my left shoulder/upper chest, it was her spot and when the vet brought her into the room and opened the carrier she shot out and reached up and lay on her spot. The IV was already in place, so before we knew it, the medication was going in and she immediately went limp, she was gone. I had some guilt for a while. I thought that we should have asked for even five minutes alone with her alive, but thinking more on it, if we had done that she would have started to stress out and then pinning her down to do it would have been harsh, so the way it happened, she was in her favourite place in the world and passed away snuggled to her mama, exactly where she belonged, so that guilt has gone now, because it was as it should have been. Our remaining cat was a bit puzzled as to why she wasn't here anymore, but to be honest, they barely tolerated one another, so suddenly he had two hoomins to fuss over him and his choice of where to go in the house, when Nala was here, he could only go where she allowed him to. I always thought he disliked me, but once he realised that she wasn't coming back and realised that he was now allowed to come to me for love, he wouldn't leave me alone lol hubby and I both said that it was like I was the prize lol He doesn't snuggle me like she did and ohhh heavens I miss that snuggling, I was only saying this afternoon to hubby that I would pay anything to get just one day again to snuggle my girl, I miss it *more* with time. Ugh sorry, lonnnng post. Anyway, much love to you xx

[@TimandCeleste]

StephieAck I'm so sorry for your loss of Nala.. I also felt like maybe we should've had some moments with Mittens at the vet before the injection, but she didn't like the vet, so I guess they're not moments she probably would've enjoyed much. It's such an awful thing to have to do, but one thing is for sure- they felt loved ♥️

[@EnglishVirgo]

They sure did. Unfortunately my love for animals has meant that I have had to make that decision on at least four occasions. I still wouldn't change my choice to love them though xx