i watched this video 6 months ago when my addiction was at its peak , watching it now 1 week clean
@hotsauceislethal3 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah man keep going strong. Just watching this again was tough for me, been clean for over a year now but the thought always crosses your mind... just remember how far youve come and every day is a huge milestone.
@recoveringbeautifully49203 жыл бұрын
Here's to week 3
@ravensoddities50473 жыл бұрын
Congratulations.... May you keep going and stay clean.....love you
@CMchyy3 жыл бұрын
Praise God!! You got this. Turn to God and keep showing that beautiful strength!
@tross88633 жыл бұрын
I'm watching 2 yrs clean and I hate this whole situation I'm seeing on here...actually disgusted!
@roosternm683011 ай бұрын
I was introduced to viccodin December of 2003 in the ER for an old back injury. February 2004 i was referred to a pain management doc and within 2004 I was hooked and abusing. One year is all it took. The next 11 years I fought to stay clean and lost everytime. It took catching a case, jail and probation to stop. Before I got clean I had graduated to doing meth. Im going on 7 years sober. Ive been clean for 7 years out of the last 20.
@Mass_hole5083 жыл бұрын
I'm from south eastern Ma. I have buried so many friends due to addiction. I started using perc's at 17 and oxy's before i was 20. I went from sniffing H to shooting by 21. I used daily for 4 years before my first detox. From 25 to 32 i went to 13 detoxes before getting clean. I've now been clean since 2013. It's been 8 yrs. I'm not looking for recognition. I just hope someone my find strength from my story.
@LaLagunz1873 жыл бұрын
This deserves a lot of recognition. As do you. I’ve seen some of the best people I know fall into addiction and this gives me hope that one day my friend will be herself again one day. Addiction is hard to break so if you do, you shld be extremely proud of yourself. The people dying are getting younger and younger m. They need to hear this stuff
@takecareofyrshoes3 жыл бұрын
i’ll have 1 year clean on 7/4 after 10 years of herion IV use. congrats
@amandamarie81673 жыл бұрын
Currently 32 and have 6 months clean after also attending my 13th treatment center in November. Our timelines are eerily similar down to exact ages and drugs used at those ages. Wow. Something inside is telling me I’m finally finally done with using. Your post is helping solidify that belief for me. Thank you and congratulations you’re a miracle 💜
@charleswomack21663 жыл бұрын
Congrats! I have 3 years plus clean and sober time. The only reason I tell people is in case there's a potential newcomer I'm talking to. The point is, that when the work is put in to a 12 step program, the results are undeniable. I have also been on Suboxone for 5 years now. It is important to understand that this is not simply a different form of drug.
@takecareofyrshoes3 жыл бұрын
@@charleswomack2166 sublocade saved my life. there’s no question.
@ritchielikestogame31972 жыл бұрын
I first watched this doc nearly a year ago today, I had just gotten off opiates after 4 years today I am 5 days away from one year clean. This doc is what started it all. Please stay safe everyone.
@shannsimms90722 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!!!!
@VeryApe2 жыл бұрын
Amazing congratulations. Made our day to hear this. Peace and Love my friend.
@GoochSushi2 жыл бұрын
@@VeryApe Comments like that one must really make you all warm and fuzzy inside? They should. I have spent so much time viewing your material and am truly thankful. Just like the commenter above… ;)
@VeryApe2 жыл бұрын
@@GoochSushi thanks so much for sharing that, this is what it's all about. Mad Love and blessings to you my friend
@teresajacobs51952 жыл бұрын
My second time watching this,thank God I've been clean since 2015
@brutusborialie94625 жыл бұрын
I was heavily addicted for 8 years. Got myself clean cold turkey and alone. It was a brutal month. That withdrawal is awful. It's hard to describe. I've been clean seven years. Going through it cold turkey is what has kept me clean. I never want to feel that bad ever again
@carmelcutie76655 жыл бұрын
Mike Freeman congrats..
@macrolen91295 жыл бұрын
Wish u luck stay strong
@Shannonbarnesdr15 жыл бұрын
amen to that, congrats for staying clean, keep it up ! ;-)
@joshlesoway61815 жыл бұрын
Im very proud and happy for you. to me you are considered a hero and should be an inspiration to everyone that is struggling with addiction. I wish I could end addiction and animal abuse world wide. Thank you for being drug free:)
@tylerpool54645 жыл бұрын
Its dehumanizing in a way
@joshuamullins54514 жыл бұрын
I'm addicted heavily, and I am entering rehab tomorrow in a neighboring city.... wish me luck guys. This video really helped realize it's not just me.
@dune67274 жыл бұрын
Good luck Joshua. my mother's maiden name was Mullins, it originates from the Northern part of Ireland. Keep head up man
@carmellastrock64543 жыл бұрын
Good luck 👍
@jasminepike58483 жыл бұрын
Seeing this five months later. I hope you’re doing well
@mamarobyn3 жыл бұрын
How ya doing Josh??
@ghostofreagan31813 жыл бұрын
You don't need our wishes of luck. It's all on you. You do whatever you want.
@redandblue3237 жыл бұрын
I find it ironic that, as kids, we were warned against illegal drugs and street dealers, but ultimately it's the pharmaceutical corporations manufacturing legal substances that caused the most harm
@pearl86617 жыл бұрын
Very well said...why question the doctor. He knows best, right?
@appleboat86326 жыл бұрын
Apollo Spade alcohol kills more people than all the drugs you just listed, combined.
@coltonbrown426 жыл бұрын
Its all about the money. If the government gets their cut they will turn a blind eye
@Nico-zw9ud6 жыл бұрын
No, what caused the most harm was Fentanyl laced pills being shipped in from Mexico and China. That's the reason people are dying left and right.
@augustriti16806 жыл бұрын
Pharmaceutical companies don’t cause the harm, it’s the people who abuse their products who do the most harm. Addicts try and ease the blame by saying they’re victims but they are the ones who are hurting their families, hurting their children, hurting their friends, not the pharma companies. The pharma companies have created very addictive drugs I admit, but it’s the users who do damage to themselves and those around them. Will power is what separates responsible people from addicts
@ajasproduction27082 жыл бұрын
Incredible a person had the guts to go into this town and tell the story of these forgotten individuals. People don’t realize what it takes to make something like this they only see the finished product. Imagine approaching drug addicts and drug dealers and asking them to be on camera. I don’t know how this was pulled off but it is absolutely magnificent and so necessary.
@VeryApe2 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much. Means a lot to hear that. More to come
@VeryApe2 жыл бұрын
soundcloud.com/oxyana/sets/oxyana-soundtrack
@Silverado1234 Жыл бұрын
He stated he had armed security. But a great doc none the less. Should've blurred out the pill bottle the dealer James showed him.
@Jack-fe9eu3 жыл бұрын
5 years sober now. My life is so much better. I remembers those days of hopelessness and desperation. Crawling on the floor to pick up a dull needle to jam into my arm. I never thought I would escape and have the amazing life I have now.
@HellzBellz153 жыл бұрын
There are things such as a song on the radio or passing through all of the places that I picked up my shit , 10 years later, I still feel the despair and hopeless inwas of my situation and still makes me sad....the feeling isn't as intense compared to what it was in the beginning but it has not fully gone away..... and it prob never will.
@Me_o_Mel3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations and God bless!
@luzfigueroa17263 жыл бұрын
Wow!!! Dude thats absolutely awful to put a needle in your arm thats deep.
@HellzBellz153 жыл бұрын
I used to go through the trash......for needles
@ilovecats42083 жыл бұрын
God, that reminded me of some mornings waking up dope sick and spending 45 minutes trying to find a vein.. I would be dripping blood from my arms, neck, legs feet and screaming and crying. I hated that.
@shruglifecomedy57094 жыл бұрын
I remember that first oxy, chased that feeling till I got strung out on heroin and the fentynal. Took me three years of going in and out of the rooms of aa/na and now I got 18 months
@sheldonhatch82554 жыл бұрын
@Shrug Life Comedy Amazing! That's a Huge achievement & something you should always be proud of & love yourself for!! Your battles are Real!
@PopExpo3 жыл бұрын
Shit, I'm right there with ya.
@tylergullion97873 жыл бұрын
Thats awesome man. I took the same path of drug use. Been sober 7 years now. I personally am not a fan of aa/na though. But i tell anyone who wants to get sober that everyones path to sobriety is different and if aa/na works for you than do it.
@elleluxe3 жыл бұрын
Congrats. Keep it up. 🙏
@nunyabidnez58573 жыл бұрын
Keep it up man. I've been clean for over a decade after being strung out on pain pills for almost a decade. The best advice I can offer is to stay away from all people who would bring you down, even if that means you're alone.
@KyleLicare4 жыл бұрын
As addicts we're afraid of the light and will find any excuse to stay in the dark and convince ourselves that the light is horrid and we're not worthy of it. 5 years and 22 days clean today. It can be done.
@johnnmelissagiddens32604 жыл бұрын
That's amazing. Congrats. I know that's hard for sure.
@susansmith73214 жыл бұрын
So good for you. Congrats and prayers.
@iainhill4924 жыл бұрын
Well done my friend...gb...odaat🤗✌
@blueskyz80974 жыл бұрын
10 yrs..... 💪⚓
@southbound1414 жыл бұрын
You are not alone my friend. 9 years 3 months clean. It’s possible
@lorianne4608 Жыл бұрын
I was way addicted in 2014. I got severe asthma + a pacemaker. It was the worst time of my life. I found a treatment doctor + who saved my life. I would never touch it again. It’s hard to get off because of the impending withdrawals. That’s what kept me addicted - I was afraid of getting dope sick. I’ve been clean since, never feeling tempted ever. I’m 59 years old. Stay off drugs - nothing good comes of it
@succinct685 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations
@Buck-df9wp2 ай бұрын
Amen to that it's bad as anything could be
@zoltanoftheblacktower46484 жыл бұрын
Nobody grows up wanting to be addicted, and shame kills just as much as these drugs themselves.
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
very well put my friend.
@selah714 жыл бұрын
Ignorant, desperate and also spiteful people shame addicts. It's like death by a thousand cuts. Once clean and sober, my advice is to stay away as much as possible from the spiteful and those who keeps bringing up the past. Wish I'd known to give my son this advise during his first year of sobriety.
@taraedmondson25694 жыл бұрын
So true.
@youhavethismetoo12064 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@paula38454 жыл бұрын
Agreed, I don’t know of anyone ever wanting addiction. The spiral into addiction happens progressively.
@kylieevolved74004 жыл бұрын
For all those people in the comments currently living their best sober life please know you’re amazing and worth it and that you are doing something so many people die wanting to do. ✨
@4WingedAngels3 жыл бұрын
@Mariah Renèe I lost my oldest brother to addiction in 2007. I truly am thrilled when I see or hear survival stories. Keep up the hard work, and know there are many people out here who are praying for your continued success.
@tylergullion97873 жыл бұрын
@@4WingedAngels i am so sorry for your loss. I have been sober for 7 years now and I too beat myself up alot. Your kind words have put a smile on my face. Thank you very much
@waltzingpeter3 жыл бұрын
It Goes with being an addict i guess i’m almost 10 years on methadone. Feel like a trash human being at times.
@TheSmokersSociety3 жыл бұрын
@@waltzingpeter I just started Methadone a few months ago. I’m never getting off it am I?
@waltzingpeter3 жыл бұрын
@@TheSmokersSociety i am not you ofcourse but leave it behind as soon as you can or you will regret it. Look down that long hard lonesome junkroad. Word to the wise.
@landonf61923 жыл бұрын
Still going through the withdrawals now, nearing the end, stop being scared and face the situation you put yourself in , I put myself here and imma get myself out . Good luck to anyone on the path of recovery you aren't the only one 🙏❤
@VanillaButtercreamFrosting3 жыл бұрын
How are you doing?
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
I pray you’re ok. Even if you didn’t succeed, you tried and that’s proof that you want and can be clean. Don’t give up. Every time you try, it’s closer to succeeding.🦋
PLEASE do an update video. PLEASE. People absolutely need to understand the consequences of these addictions.
@gaba_goblin Жыл бұрын
At least prob all on fent and xylazine now
@rdallas81 Жыл бұрын
@@gaba_goblin Terrible road to go down. Most never return. I seen hundreds of people I used to know turn to drugs and now they are dead or in prison. Be safe and have a good day.
@manosharkie1210 ай бұрын
Sadly for most it’s the same story.
@MantisTobogganMD928 ай бұрын
I'd guess the majority of the addicts in this documentary are no longer with us.
@chrismartin5005 ай бұрын
I think everyone gets it by now
@heatherhill26774 жыл бұрын
I am from Princeton WV right over the mountain from Oceana my grandparents and uncles all live in Oceana it's extra the same in my town. I lost my mom, dad, brother, Uncle and soon to be my sister to drugs it's suck a sad situation. I felt it when she said there nothing here cause I've always said in Princeton you either do drugs, sell drugs, or snitch. I never went that route until I hit 40 and was in the hospital for 2 months I was on so much pain medicine they never weaned me off the medicine they just sent me home with 300 Roxy's month later I used heroin and 2 months later I went to Suboxone clinic took them for a week and never looked back. Proud to say I been clean for 2yrs. Keep your head up WV we will get thru this. Prayers too everyone struggling with addiction
@roosreviews36243 жыл бұрын
Youre 40? Wow you look great and salute to you for being the exception in ur family and breaking that cycle !
@Tamar-sz8ox3 жыл бұрын
I am so very sorry for your losses . ❤️ You broke the cycle . God bless you
@chris.ander1162 жыл бұрын
@@roosreviews3624 Sending prayers from NJ.
@Steveo333215 күн бұрын
I live in Grafton West Virginia it's the same way here plus meth
@LittleBlueBirdsears4 жыл бұрын
The cinematography in this doco is so well shot. They captured the true feeling of this place.
@MartinguttenMakkaron4 жыл бұрын
Have you ever lived there?
@Stormstorm14 жыл бұрын
Absolutely
@4thdimensiontravels8554 жыл бұрын
Very dark and depressing.
@daltonmiller73084 жыл бұрын
I agree. I was born, raised and lived in West Virginia all my life until about 5 months ago. It's a beautiful land full of culture and tradition but it is also a snapshot of an older time that people are stuck in and shadowed by.
@martinsloan97854 жыл бұрын
Yes. Well done docu.beautifully shot and edited
@TheChicagoJunkie4 жыл бұрын
5 months clean from heroin/fentanyl/crack today. Wasn't gonna say anything but then I saw all the other comments lol
@yellow-eyedtigress43614 жыл бұрын
Amazing! 💪🏽
@Rock_Girl_Daze4 жыл бұрын
Congrats. Keep going. ✌️
@davemacdonald38894 жыл бұрын
Stay strong.🇬🇧🥊
@raymondmancillas91204 жыл бұрын
Still fighting... Happy for u tho broski forreal. It's love amongst those w honor here. I try so hard to be a real and solid member of society. And it IS hard...
@willsweat54134 жыл бұрын
Keep strong! Please.
@baileesoper84812 жыл бұрын
One the greatest documentaries I have seen. These people needed a voice, and they were provided with such. To anyone struggling with addiction, please know that while you feel alone, you are here for a reason. Keep fighting for yourself, you are the most important person in your whole life. Never forget how valuable your life is. Everything is okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end.
@VeryApe2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Bailee, means a lot to us. Beautiful words. Peace, Love and Magic my friend.
@BEAUTYnIQ Жыл бұрын
you get one life. one !
@briansutton21764 жыл бұрын
Everywhere sucks when youre poor. It not race its economic class structure. Either you have money or you dont. Sometimes being high makes being poor feel a lot better.
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
well put, thanks for watching my friend
@trixiedelight98744 жыл бұрын
Jobs help
@ladybug44084 жыл бұрын
@Austin Santos Better keep quiet about kratom or the government will ban it!
@ovonic1mcfarlan6404 жыл бұрын
@Austin Santos my son is killing himself with kratom. i hate it all
@DSherman504 жыл бұрын
True. But be smart about what you’re taking. Seems everything is addictive if you let it come to that. Better to be just poor than poor with a monkey on your back because then you’ll never rise.
@RebelliousThemeMusic3 жыл бұрын
Lord. This was made in 2013. I can only imagine how many ghosts I'm watching here in 2021.
@bethwatts24083 жыл бұрын
Damn this comment hit me hard! As much as I’d love an update, I’m kinda scared to know the truth 😢😢😢
@kellymorgan41743 жыл бұрын
Damn.
@maintenanceessentials39533 жыл бұрын
May they rest in peace
@idolheinze51153 жыл бұрын
My thought exactly
@chrissherrill7903 жыл бұрын
I’m from a town like this and on average I get a call a month about someone I know who’s died...my class started high school with 119 graduated 47 of those 119 and of the 47 around 23 were dead within 2 years ...
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
I cry the entire time I watch this, even all these years later. I worked as a Dental Hygienist for Dr Moore and Dr Brown at Oceana Dental. That entire office is full of amazing caring individuals. I grew up in Wyoming County. It’s such a drastic change from when I graduated in 1991. I left, but my heart is in the Wyoming County mountains. Nowhere else feels like home. Hiking back in those mountains alone, I never feel more at home, more at peace, more content than I do there.💙💛
@MegaTaximan3 жыл бұрын
Bless your heart, sweetie.God is with you.😇💕
@SongSingsSoprano3 жыл бұрын
You did not cry, stop lying.
@MilesOhToole3 жыл бұрын
@@SongSingsSoprano Why are such cruel and hateful people like yourself in the world?
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
@@SongSingsSoprano Yes, I did. I do every single time I watch it. I grew up there, worked there, still visit family there. I cried because it’s a natural human reaction to a devastating situation. Bless your heart.
@DocBree133 жыл бұрын
@@MissyRichmond you have such a big heart - I’m so sorry
@romanelee69325 ай бұрын
I watched this docu years ago and have never stopped thinking about it ever since. It’s one of the best depiction of addiction and American life there ever was. So sad and so eye opening.
@VeryApe5 ай бұрын
Thank you my friend, really appreciate you checking it out
@spitfire39843 жыл бұрын
My dad started working as a Coalminer at age 18, he’s now 58 and broken down like an 80 year old. He was a mine foreman the last 10-15 years, but worked as hard as any man underground. He had two heart attacks and broke his neck and back, and still went back underground. Coalminers are the hardest working men on this planet. I’m proud to be an eastern Kentuckian and damn proud to be a coalminer’s daughter. The drug epidemic in this area is destroying it. It went from Oxys to Meth in my area.
@raamyasharahla5353 жыл бұрын
Work smart not hard, you only have 1 body.
@spitfire39843 жыл бұрын
@@raamyasharahla535 Amen! My Dad worked hard and it’s broke him down. He’s 58 and his body is shutting down on him.
@nolin3353 жыл бұрын
Why would you be proud of a place that forced your dad to ruin his body and health for a failing industry and home to an insane drug crisis?
@krissyjones39143 жыл бұрын
@spitfire Thank your father from all of us for making our country work. I can do without all the corrupt politicians and corporate executives they are in bed with, but we can’t survive without good men and women like your Dad. Prayers his pain is never more than he can handle like my Dad’s became.
@spitfire39843 жыл бұрын
@@nolin335 it’s sad that you don’t understand. They didn’t force my dad to break down his body. My dad is a hard working man and could never have a white collar job. The amazing, God fearing people in my area out way the bad. I’m damn proud of where I’m from and I’m even more proud to be a Coalminer’s daughter.
@matthewmatheny36386 жыл бұрын
The overwhelming feeling of hopelessness that totally permeates the subjects of this documentary is unbelievable. Still, needs to be seen. This epidemic is killing a segment of our country.
@witchhazel79286 жыл бұрын
Matthew Matheny plural. Segments of our country. To the mountains of NM to the rural farms in NY.
@sarahalbers55554 жыл бұрын
Sad to say, this is not the only place and it is heart breaking
@tundrawomansays50674 жыл бұрын
Witch Hazel And in the mountains, valleys, disintegrating small villages that use to thrive: NY is not just Manhattan and the other boroughs. It’s in every gallon of milk a farmer is forced to dump because it’s cheaper than selling it, it’s in the wrecks of these use to be exclusive remote tourist destinations, it’s in crystal clear streams running into large polluted rivers thanks to the heavy industries that pumped and dumped heavy duty toxins for decades and then dumped the communities that built and maintained them, it’s in the res downstream from those places that exploited all the natural resources and left an irreparable legacy of a raped environment taking with it an indigenous timeless way of life, it’s in every Joe Hill here who fought and died for the right to collectively bargain for a living wage and safer working conditions, it’s in the overt hard faces and covert soft hearts, in the same helplessness and hopelessness everywhere that plagues a country that is becoming increasingly urban leaving behind the very young, the sick and the very old, the remote hungry, the remote homeless, it’s in in the remote visage of another human being’s death mask frozen in a snowbank, the exquisite silence of another suicide scene, the beautiful innocence of Little Ones who are middle aged by middle school, it’s here. And there. And everywhere I look except for the clear sky unspoiled by ambient light alive with The Northern Lights dancing on a frigid night, the mixed hard and softwoods so deep, so thick, so indescribably beautiful in the fall, so stark in the long winter, it’s in the sound of migrating birds, the scent of woodsmoke, the natural world’s cycle of death and rebirth now replaced by an unheard profound sorrow, an Equal Opportunity Death for us all of us up here. Young or old, take away dreams, aspirations, opportunities? Leave behind anomie and meaninglessness.
@sarahalbers55554 жыл бұрын
@@tundrawomansays5067 Wow, I am speechless. Your comment was so true, so beautiful, and so sad. I hope people grasp the fact that we have thoroughly ruined our environment in the name of progress.
@Udontsay9484 жыл бұрын
Witch Hazel And drugs is only a small symptom of the larger rot.
@nunyaDbiz3 жыл бұрын
There's no happiness in the eyes of those folks. Even when they're laughing, and smiling, the pain is evident in their eyes.
@philipose666 ай бұрын
well said---so sad
@BasketofDeplorableGarbage Жыл бұрын
Oxy abusers are not the only victims of this "epidemic". Thanks to all the abuse of Oxy, people who truly need relief for their chronic pain are inadequately treated, unfairly judged and/or neglected and dismissed. Doctors are, at the very least, reluctant to treat pain patients due to fear of losing their medical license. Laws limit the quantity and dosage of opiates, as if one size fits all. Regardless of the individual's level of pain, their history suffering with chronic pain or their tolerance, which has built up over years or even decades, people suffering with chronic pain are treated unfairly and their pain is inadequately managed. How extremely unfair it is that chronic pain sufferers suffer even more due to corrupt & overprescribing doctors, drug dealers and drug abusers.
@randymarshakarustyshacklef79143 жыл бұрын
I’ve been sober for about 6 years now. This was one of the best documentaries I’ve ever seen about this subject. I fully understand how hard this life is and I don’t wish it on anybody. If you are still struggling with this just know you can make it you can do it. I know how hard it is. I know it’s corny but if anybody wants to talk I’m always more than willing to hear you. You are wanted you are worth more than you know. Keep fighting
@Beckyyshaeee3 жыл бұрын
God bless you. I’m a mom of two little boys and I pray to god I can do this one day sooner than later
@randymarshakarustyshacklef79143 жыл бұрын
@@Beckyyshaeee stay strong. Keep your two boys in your sights and never lose that sight. If you havnt before look up some MAT clinic. I will say a prayer for you. If you ever want to talk I’m here ❤️
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
@Randy Marsh AKA Rusty Shack… That’s so strong and brave. Congrats!🦋
@randymarshakarustyshacklef79143 жыл бұрын
@@MissyRichmond ❤️❤️
@JamesLee-lk4kx3 жыл бұрын
Thanks I needed to hear that.much love brother,and congrats on your 6 years.i hope to be there someday.
@Kristina26 жыл бұрын
I was addicted, 8 years clean. I can say from experience the entire "you're a victim" mentality does NOT help with drug abuse, it only fuels it. Enlightening documentary, I pray these people can get help.
@Shannonbarnesdr15 жыл бұрын
agreed !congrats, stay on the up an up !
@joshlesoway61815 жыл бұрын
Im very proud and happy for you. to me you are considered a hero and should be an inspiration to everyone that is struggling with addiction. I wish I could end addiction and animal abuse world wide. Thank you for being drug free:)
@ggsjunkjournaltime97844 жыл бұрын
how did you get help did you go straight into a rehab or did you get help at a methadone clinic please I wonder if it is too hard for a person to go straight to rehab as I heard if you do stop suddenly you go into sesiors etc
@hangingoutwithhayden4 жыл бұрын
congrats! proud of you
@azuredystopia3751 Жыл бұрын
Speak only for yourself please.
@proplayer81474 жыл бұрын
Starting My Sobriety Journey For the Last Try Wish Me Luck ! I got This
@yellow-eyedtigress43614 жыл бұрын
💪🏽 you got this!
@anndra11604 жыл бұрын
Hope things are going well for you! 🙏 Give Jesus a try when you don't feel strong - He will carry you through if you'll just call on Him!
@proplayer81474 жыл бұрын
@@anndra1160 I Am A Muslim and a happy one. Respectfully no thanks
@savagebuilder42644 жыл бұрын
How long did you last
@wandafree67683 жыл бұрын
Hang in there. Don't leave before the miracle ❤️
@masterbeattie973 Жыл бұрын
Man, I feel for these folks. Watching this and being 8 years clean of Oxy makes me feel so damn grateful that i was able to escape that pharmaceutical hell
@its_never_sunny_in_seattle4 жыл бұрын
Big Bro that lost his whole Family needs deep therapy for such a traumatic loss i feel so bad for him,he got to me more then everyone else tbh
@ryansabstractart35184 жыл бұрын
Something was weird about his story. He said he had come back from going to get pills and a pizza then he said he ran out to his driveway without his shirt and shoes on... I'd love to know what really happened. Sad, traumatic story for sure.
@jragan054 жыл бұрын
@@ryansabstractart3518 he said he and his mom concocted the story about the piZZA SO SHE could give him money and he went and got pills and came back the next day brought his dad's check to him from somewhere...
@josephanthony73104 жыл бұрын
@@ryansabstractart3518 i thought the same thing
@unitedstatesirie74314 жыл бұрын
We all make choices . No one forced him and his family to take drugs. Adults need to learn to be mature and responsible for their actions !
@matthewkaczor87274 жыл бұрын
@@ryansabstractart3518 his story is true. His name is James Harold Maynard.
@Randaddy253 жыл бұрын
12-13 years of my life strung out. Started out with oxy 80's. Eventually those were gone. Made the switch to dope. Worst decision I ever could've made. In my active addiction days, I was on probation in 5 different courts. In and out of jail too many times. Living in abandos in the dead of winter. Never again. Clean 4, going on 5 years now. Nobody can make you want to be clean except you. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Keep pushing.
@mamarobyn3 жыл бұрын
WE DO RECOVER!!!
@Randaddy253 жыл бұрын
@@mamarobyn Yes, we do!!!
@matthewjdouglas64713 жыл бұрын
@@Randaddy25 I'm from UK and I've been using heroin since I was 16 I'm now 42 and still use. Its more luck than judgement that I'm still alive. I'm on methadone maintenance now. But still use on top. I honestly don't want to stop. I'm just resigned to the fact that this is my life. Many times I've gone cold turkey, in prison or at home. But never lasted more than a week or two. Sad really. But it makes me happy knowing people like you have survived at got out. Good job 👏 keep it up.
@Randaddy253 жыл бұрын
@@matthewjdouglas6471 Brother, I appreciate those kind words! I really do! I'm not gonna throw a lecture at you. You know the game as well as I do. I'd like to leave you with this. You're worth it bro. You deserve to live. I wish you the very best and don't hesitate to message me if you ever need an ear. Cheers my friend!
@matthewjdouglas64713 жыл бұрын
@@Randaddy25 thanks man. That's cool. I'm OK. I'm working and keeping as healthy as I can in mind and body. I know I have get a handle on it. I don't want to having to go to the pharmacy every few days to pick up my meth and have monthly urine tests when I'm I'm my 50s. That's pretty embarrassing. It's become just a part of me. I've spent 65% of my life so far on h, and or methadone. Thanks for your kind words too. Take care buddy
@tawkinhedz4 жыл бұрын
So if you’re watching this, you should visit west virginia. It is shocking how beautiful it is. Coal companies really dont want you to see what they are doing to the place.
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
absolutely, that's how we stumbled on this place
@Chrismooar4 жыл бұрын
@@VeryApe Do you have any updates on the people? I take it Fentanyl would have ravaged the place in the 3 years since you filmed? Superb doco. You deserve the accolades you got. Beautifully shot and you got to the heart of things. Thank you.
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
@@Chrismooar Thanks for sharing. Stay strong and stay safe my friend. Unfortunately no updates. I know no one from the film has died. Besides that it's really hard to say. I know things have gone downhill there and other drugs started to move in. This is happening all over America.
@FordesBreakingNews4 жыл бұрын
Go to google earth. Zoom in on Oceana. Have a look at the two pharmacies- they are the busiest place in town. The carpark is full. No where else in town is that busy, not even Macdonalds. The government and doctors and companies are enabling this. BTW, whats with the purple roofs in town?
@Annasea6664 жыл бұрын
OMG I'm from Pennsylvania. I've always loved the natural beauty of our West Virginia neighbor. Good people. No judgement 💕💕💕
@Joycemcnamara Жыл бұрын
I’ve never watched a documentary where I felt so much for these people. The man who said everyone thinks people in West Virginia are inbred just hit me in the gut. I wish everyone in this film has made it through. I would love to see a follow up to see how everyone is doing.
@jabe3780 Жыл бұрын
My guess is that the situation hasn't improved.
@theweakestlink22786 ай бұрын
Sadly it's only gotten much worse in the years since this was made. Once the government cracked down on Dr's and pain clinics over prescribing pills, the heroin and now fentynal has taken over and is more deadly than the pills ever were.
@markbrown606628 күн бұрын
,@@jabe3780, not under the Biden administration it hasn't. 💯
@franksckupakus61384 жыл бұрын
Bandana Guy can use the f word as a noun, verb , adjective, adverb , exclamation, interjection or as a curse word. Sometimes in the same sentence.
@cakesykay3 жыл бұрын
Takes talent!
@siyaindagulag.3 жыл бұрын
Exactly what that particular word was designed for.....fucken, fuckin ,fuckit , ya fuckin, fuck. Etc....
@FitforFiftyish3 жыл бұрын
Boomhauer
@2222222aaa3 жыл бұрын
He’s a piece of shit!
@jeffmartin92123 жыл бұрын
About the only word I could understand 😂🤣😂
@ryansmith59783 жыл бұрын
As someone who was an addict for 13 years I truly hope everyone one in this town recovers
@Jaarie4 жыл бұрын
This should be a tv series, centered around the good looking Motörhead dentist who loves this community and fights to help save the addicts who live there
@gabrielgolden43363 жыл бұрын
Oceana 90210?
@Shy-xm4kn3 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@jgarofalo88135 ай бұрын
You should watch Dopesick
@ryanb.31funky Жыл бұрын
guy under the bridge "I get my fix but I never hurt nobody, never beat up nobody". Next sentence "i'm convicted of 2 murders"...
@maximpav27624 ай бұрын
That’s addiction right there. Constantly lying to yourself…..
@peaceformula58304 ай бұрын
I believe junkies the same as politicians
@nevadatan73234 ай бұрын
Cognitive Dissonance
@mariussielckenАй бұрын
@@nevadatan7323guilty conscience and denial
@DeadrumАй бұрын
The detachment is fucking reeeal
@ChateauShack4 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely heartbreaking. The Sackler family should be held accountable for pushing a "miracle" product that was sold as non-addictive. Countless lives have been ruined and they got rich doing it. Rich people make me sick; they value their importance and relevance with their possessions because they're nothing without them. We should shame them on social media instead of envying them. They're just blood suckers.
@infamyseemsshort4 жыл бұрын
C’mon, why would anyone actually think any opioid is non addicting just because it’s semi-synthetic? There’s literally centuries of anecdotal evidence to the contrary with natural opiates. And the brain is going to use them the same way.
@chonkcat73624 жыл бұрын
@@infamyseemsshort The average person does not learn any of this. Even with the internet, the average person does not seek out such knowledge. Many people literally depend on whats told to them through the t.v or now on facebook for example. They won't seek out other resources. Theres people who willingly consumed bleach because they were told it would help against covid-19. You may find that tremendously stupid and while it is, it just tells you that there are many people who won't question a damn thing said to them.
@infamyseemsshort4 жыл бұрын
Leia Foire yikes. I was unaware of people consuming bleach for COVID-19. That’s some screwed up nonsense. And while I can agree with your point I was mostly referring to the doctors who prescribed them the narcotics. They should’ve known better. Granted, doctors being compensated for writing prescriptions from pharmaceutical companies shouldn’t be a thing. Which I imagine had lots to do with their overlooking the fact that it was still just like any other opiate/opioid in the world. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. I guess my point should have been made more clear. It’s not just this big pharma family’s fault. It’s the system they thrive in. And blaming them will not change a thing about that. All this nonsense is reactive just like the government’s action to it. It just makes the problem worse. The government felt the need to make medicines more difficult to get, even for people who require them to have a life worth living. And it just created an even larger problem with people turning to heroin. And now we have this gigantic problem with heroin/fentanyl that’s killing more people than would have before even if double the prescriptions would have been written. And then there’s an even more encompassing discussion of the drug war in general. I’m gonna end it there though as I feel like I’m digressing.
@ChateauShack4 жыл бұрын
@@infamyseemsshort What the hell are you talking about? Education? Available information? "Good sense" about opiod usage? I don't know about you but I'm talking about ordinary people who see doctors in order to fix their medical problems. Most patients are not doctors themselves and that's why they seek their help and advice. My mother-in-law would pop any pill her doctor prescribed because his word was almost as good as God's and that attitude nearly killed her 25 years prematurely. That's what happens to ordinary people. The Sackler family got richer by creating this dependancy on their product by lying about it. The doctors should have known better but it was fasely advertised even to them. By he way, even doctors (who should know better) get addicted to opiods.
@chonkcat73624 жыл бұрын
@@infamyseemsshort ohhhh I see your point now. I completely agree. There's no easy solution, but arguably there were a lot of chances over history to possibly divert the path society has been on when it comes to these addictive prescription drugs. Unfortunately things have compounded and been made worse and worse at every point. It's hard to imagine a way out at this time.
@adc1ca3 жыл бұрын
Just over 3 years sober from this hell.
@Tamar-sz8ox3 жыл бұрын
God bless & protect you ❤️
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
Congrats!🦋
@toadstompingoodguy46194 жыл бұрын
I thank God for getting me and my wife outta this life and having 4 years clean with two wonderful kids. I would never wish this on no one. All our friends are dead
@lachlanwelsh58803 жыл бұрын
Nothing to do with god. It was you and your wife that did it. Don’t give the credit away… you deserve it.
@ponygirln22 жыл бұрын
When the girl says "I'm still with you though" it's sad. I wish her nothing but the best and for her to get the love she wants so badly
@davide.b80272 жыл бұрын
Yeah that girl will never be happy with that guy.
@aym9272 жыл бұрын
holy shit right as i was reading this she said it haha. she is such a sweet girl that too many men would do well past right for, i pray she’s doing good today
@leanneadams2549 Жыл бұрын
I hope she gets the hell away from that loser guy ! That baby deserves so much better then a mean ass addict !
@King-ex4df Жыл бұрын
@@leanneadams2549 She does need to get away from him, but with his story I don't blame him for being the way he is. A similar familicide situation happened to my mom and you don't recover from it until decades later. Hope he gets sober so the baby can have a semi-normal life
@speak1986 Жыл бұрын
@@King-ex4df the familicide guy was a different guy to her boyfriend, they look similar though! Although the boyfriend sounds like Boomhauer
@valeriab6682 Жыл бұрын
As a trained doctor in Europe I learned about this in med school... this is a mess and doctors should also take responsability, speak up.
@starbaby17547 ай бұрын
Alot of doctors don't learn alot about pain..but It needs to be taught more .did you know they think black people can take more pain then whites .crazy huh
@HeatherBoo9164 ай бұрын
Exactly these Dr knew better. I was studying to be an RN and they teach you what opiates do to the brain. If my basic level training knows, these doctors did too.
@riley-yd5yw6 жыл бұрын
For all those on here talking down to anyone that has an addiction....just remember addiction does not discriminate. That could be you on the other side.
@SICresinwrks6 жыл бұрын
Facts
@Amber.Renee666 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@witchhazel79286 жыл бұрын
Yes. Some appear to have missed the part where they discuss it was prescribed for pain so people could keep on working. This opioid problem/epidemic/ population control began with making sure the regular folks got their 40 hours in.
@patohernandez85966 жыл бұрын
nobody can judge only Jesus and Jesus is the answer I feel that people don’t want that for themselves put you can stop the only that can is Jesus
@jameswood36256 жыл бұрын
@@patohernandez8596 stop with the jesus talk, trying to think of something else to say but, all ican say is, stop with the jesus talk. jesus has done jack shit.
@FishtownRec3 жыл бұрын
God bless Motörhead and the dentist that cares so much about his land, his people, and his country.
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
He’s Dr Moore at Oceana Dental in Oceana, WV. His wife is a dentist, too: Dr Brown. I worked as as a Dental Hygienist there, and those are amazing people.
@Smoove_J3 жыл бұрын
He seemed like the only decent person in this whole doc. It’s so disturbing the way opioids just destroy a persons soul.
@markbrown60663 жыл бұрын
@@Smoove_J , Jason's mother seemed really sweet and caring.
@linesndergaard43905 ай бұрын
The way you can watch a documentary and feel joy, pain compassion... and still no judgemental at all. Amazing. Well done.
@krissmiley75193 жыл бұрын
I've been sober for over 4 years now . And I can still remember how horrible it was to live that way
@jacobkirby63343 жыл бұрын
Same here. I tell people I was just sick and tired of being sick and tired!!! IMO, Healthy body =Healthy thoughts.
@nancybradberry37703 жыл бұрын
Same here! I've been clean for 6 years but watching this took me directly back to that place of darkness and despair! Keep up the good fight! Recover Loudly so the ones behind us don't suffer in silence!
To a recovering addict, the mother saying over and over she’s willing to take her son to a rehab makes me realize how grateful I am to have a family that cares about me. I didn’t have someone to bring me cigarettes or cloths when I was in rehab, but I could call any of them and they would tell me they love me. The thought of someone willing to support and help an addict do whatever needs to be done to get sober is so meaningful to me.
@drunkdonkey10093 жыл бұрын
Cigarettes kill more people than opioids every year, they cause diabetes, heart disease, and cancer. If your family would bring you cigarettes are they really looking out for you?
@rdallas81 Жыл бұрын
Smoking is an addiction, and a trigger.
@RPDthe3rd Жыл бұрын
@@sopranos45 they can seem like a big deal in those hard moments, but they don’t matter as much as the people who are bringing them to you
@GSchazz Жыл бұрын
In rehab now. And same. I spent years isolating myself because I was ashamed in my addiction. I just have my mom. She is legally crazy. Hardly has shit to her own name. Wasn't a great mother at any point growing up. But she loves me now and grounds the hell out of me. I wouldn't have been able to get through my 5 months of jail then the 7 months of rehab I'm at now so well without her at least talking to me on the phone through this shit. Cuz hardly anyone else was. Sorry for the vent. Just really struck a chord with me.
@badlands555 Жыл бұрын
He should have listened to his mother. In federal pen till 2033. USP COLEMAN I A high security U.S. penitentiary. SUMTERVILLE, FL 33521 His son will be grown up before he gets out.
@GunSperg4 жыл бұрын
This is as real as it gets. I’ve lived 50 miles from Oceana my whole life and all of southern West Virginia & eastern Kentucky is like this. Now the pain pills are gone and fentanyl & meth took its place, it keeps getting worse every day. Pray for us.
@alexmohr10724 жыл бұрын
Hopefully you guys don't get to the carfentanil. All my friends that I used with here in Sarasota, Florida are either dead or in prison. I'm on methadone and trying to get off. Good luck.
@Rubycon994 жыл бұрын
I genuinely will pray for you. This affected me more than I thought it would. 20 minutes in and I had a lump in my throat until the end. God bless you.
@GunSperg4 жыл бұрын
@@Rubycon99, Thank You, God bless you
@stevenlawson94604 жыл бұрын
Prayers for y'all in Jesus name Amen
@bobbit56704 жыл бұрын
Eastern KY here too, I’m clean since feb this year
@KelUK462 жыл бұрын
This is by far the best drug documentary which highlighted what was going on in the midst of a painkiller epidemic back in 2012. Sean Dunne is a master of his craft, I would love for him to do it again but in Kensington. I'm in the UK and of course we have our issues here but not to that extent.
@melissaadkins8954 жыл бұрын
I m a native Southern West Virginian. Graduated High School with a full academic Scholarship. Instead I tried Oxycontin. Now I have 7yrs prison time behind me, 18months in rehab, & countless dead friends. Ive now proudly got 11yrs in the methadone clinic that I drive 90 min each way to, and this is the best Ive ever done. Such a shame so many towns wont allow methadone clinics but there are 5-10 suboxone clinics in every SMALL TOWN. Thanks Purdue Pharma!
@julies1ify4 жыл бұрын
Wow, thats powerful stuff Melissa. Hope life gets better for you. Please update what youre doing these days. Not being noisy, just wonder where your at with things. Im also not judging, I was an alcoholic for 30 yrs & have no ground to stand on. God Bless
@ronaldderooij17744 жыл бұрын
90 minutes each day for 11 years? Wow. On the one hand, hat off for you. On the other hand, I think I would be wanting to quit methadone too. I have no idea, sorry for that, but can't it be tapered off? I don't know why, but this comment made me curious.
@davelee33354 жыл бұрын
So true..
@jaredhynum48234 жыл бұрын
@@ronaldderooij1774 Not OP but I’m a methadone patient as well. The thing is that - we’re on methadone *because* we can’t do it completely sober. Every single heroin addict tries getting completely sober uncountable times. A few succeed. Most continuously fail, or can only succeed for short periods. Given our history, we recognize our inability to go completely sober and choose methadone as a way to keep the yet-to-be-defeated monster at bay. There are some that go on to taper and jump off methadone, never to return to substance abuse. From my experience, those people exist, but in small numbers. The rest of us take what we can get. Driving even 3 hours a day to get methadone while otherwise living normally is absolutely heaven compared to the 24/7 hell of selling your soul for heroin.
@pokerdegen11864 жыл бұрын
Melissa they don’t give you take home bottles after 11 years. Been at mine 7 months clean UAs every 2weeks and now I only have to go every 2 weeks. Normally after 6 months it’s 1 week of take homes but with Covid they have doubled it at mine. It usually takes 2 years for a month of takes homes. With Covid if you have clean UAs for a year you get 1 years worth.
@sk8punk3184 жыл бұрын
God please may I have the strength to get clean 😔
@zachutson72054 жыл бұрын
You ok
@crystalcoleman4403 жыл бұрын
You can do it! I spent 14 years on meth pills and heroin. I didn't ever want to get clean but here I am... 2 1/2 yrs clean. Serious if I can do it anybody can do it.
@veronicacooper43973 жыл бұрын
Praying for all everyone that went through or whose going through addiction.
@magnaseeker19333 жыл бұрын
Thank you, God bless yourself
@madelinarbogast58523 жыл бұрын
You got this.
@MiniForklift4 жыл бұрын
Great film making but holy hell, that was a tough and depressing watch
@ceeejay911224 күн бұрын
it certainly was....it was also weird watching some parts, like the guy with brain cancer having a shot then seemingly not even rinsing the needle and using SAME needle to shoot up his wife? And all the licking of the ends of needles and their arms after a shot, no soap and water in site. America needs more harm reduction education and resources, like needle exchanges etc...alcohol swabs go a long way!
@bobflick94962 ай бұрын
......this doc brought to you by the lovely caring people at Purdue Pharma and The Sackler Family Trust.......Without them......none of this would have been possible........
@ceeejay911224 күн бұрын
God will surely judge them..
@supergrahamg4 жыл бұрын
brilliant piece of film-making and sympathetic storytelling, non-judgmental...bravo to all involved...one of the best I have ever seen
@alanzee_4 жыл бұрын
Its interesting the way the addicts of Oceana complain that their remote rural location where they are surrounded by mountains is a factor that contributed to their addiction. But inner-city addicts often attribute their addiction to their bleak urban environment. There are charities that allow city addicts to experience the countryside as it is believed this will help their recovery. Perhaps what helps addicts to recover is anything that takes them out of the environment where they became addicted. It just has to be a change of surroundings without mattering all that much what the change is.
@livingdead48294 жыл бұрын
You are so right. Never been an addict, but I moved to the WV mountains from B-more and after 12 years here, I'm still blown away by the endless adventures and fun to be had. Yet I know so many addicts here who say that they'll never get clean unless they move, blaming their addiction on their environment (nothing to do around here). I've always thought though, would they really be better off in the city, where life costs more and drugs are everywhere? Kinda doubt it.
@jamesstone72834 жыл бұрын
They're full of shit. All kinds of towns within a hour drive. They stay there for 1 reason.
@brettb88254 жыл бұрын
@Rat_kinG seeking to blame the environment for their own actions.
@tawkinhedz4 жыл бұрын
I think its a sign they are looking for external happiness. Because they need an external factor for their happiness, they turn to drugs in the first place. Its like a mind trick, you just blame the “outside” because you cant tell what the outside or the inside are anymore.
@SuperJohnMontana4 жыл бұрын
They make excuses for themselves. I know addicts, I am a recovering one. I live a good life now, with a career with a pension. It can be done. I give a pass to the man with cancer, but the rest enjoy their "problem"
@JME11863 жыл бұрын
I did so many Oxys and percs when I was in my 20s I often feel guilty for having survived when I was just as self destructive as some folks I ran with and who didn’t make it. I won’t ever judge an addict for being an addict, I’d instead lend an ear or whatever form of assistance I can offer.
@LiKWiDjay3 жыл бұрын
Same brother. Used to get 30s by the thousands from like 2010-2014/15 then they started to disappear and H appeared literally out of no where. Glad u made it 🦾
@JME11863 жыл бұрын
@@LiKWiDjay appreciate you and likewise fam. the shits no joke. Doesn’t care what race you are or background you got, it’s coming for all of us. Fortunately I got arrested and had to sit in county while detoxing right during the time Oxys started drying up a bit, so I missed the H by what I can say now is good fortune. I was on that path 100% and I salute you for how you’ve handled your journey. Nothing but love bro
@LiKWiDjay3 жыл бұрын
@@JME1186 awesome bro glad to hear. Yea i detoxed in rikers island several times. They give u 5mg of methadone but at that point i was easily doing 15-20 blues and day didnt really help anything. Took me getting heart surgery from the h eating my heart valve to finally leave it alone. I try to help young kids no. They hear poppin percs in songs and thinks it cool but ones to many and 1000 isnt enough. Lost so many friends past few years its insane. Like good kids that i grew up with from good families. Like u said it doesnt care what or who u are it will get it. Stay strong man
@JME11863 жыл бұрын
@@LiKWiDjay 100% bro, knowledge from folks like yourself is exactly what the youth needs. Couldn’t tell me anything as a younger man but I look back and am thankful people spent the time (ironically in lockup more times than not) to school me however they could. Least I can do is pass that on G
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
@Jon Evans and @LiKWiDJay Congrats!🦋
@mlisaj11112 ай бұрын
Florida was a big part of this. At a time when other states were cracking down on prescription opioids, Florida still had cash-only, walk-in strip mall “pill mills” giving out huge amounts of opioids for any complaint. It was so bad the flight between West Virginia and Florida was nicknamed the Oxy Express, and Florida-obtained pills flooded other states.
@clearwateridaho45504 жыл бұрын
9 year addiction myself. Clean now for over a year. TBH i feel forever damaged, low energy and depressed. Recently started suboxone treatment which has helped make me feel more normal. God bless anyone going through this shit
@Snwman_4 жыл бұрын
Keep going dude, you will get better. Depending on what your drug was. Opiates you can usually recover from in a month, Benzos can take a lot longer.. But keep going, you're over the worst of it after one year. Try to be aware of what you eat and drink as well. Be cautious of EVERYTHING you put in your body. There's a lot of crap, processed food and drink out there that seriously affect how we feel and think. A lot of nasty chemicals used in big agriculture also. Supermarkets are mostly full of SHITE. And try to keep in shape. Walking, riding a bicycle. You don't need a gym, just natural stuff. Decent food and walking sorted me out at the end of my of heroin days. I'm no angel, I still smoke a few roll ups everyday - with filters of course (kidding myself). Keep it up, you're on a better road. Regards from the UK...
@4thdimensiontravels8554 жыл бұрын
Ive been on methadone for 10 years and althoigh it has made me function half normal it feels like a ball and chain. So incredibly hard to even think of getting off it. I cant take enough time off work to go through withdrawal and detox. Need about 5 grand to cover living expenses. It sucks man. Good luck with all you do and know you arent alone friend.
@Snwman_4 жыл бұрын
@@4thdimensiontravels855 Hello there. I'm not a doctor. One thing you may want to consider is at some point and if it's possible where you are, is to switch from methadone onto buprenorphine (suboxone or subutex for example). you'd need to do the change over properly with the help of a doctor who knows what they're doing as you can't just switch overnight. I've experience of detoxing off of both and found detoxing off of buprenorphine much more comfortable than detoxing off of methadone. My natural sleep came back quicker for one.
@MoonPieAllen4 жыл бұрын
@@4thdimensiontravels855 I totally understand everything you just said.
@shrek24jeremyb414 жыл бұрын
The lack of motivation once u get clean is a mofo. It’s crazy. Gotta totally change the way you think. It’s almost like being reborn again and learning how to live normal like those lucky enough to not have been addicted to opiates.
@koisneurotypical5 жыл бұрын
I love this documentary. It's very "Matewan" (1988), and the cinematography is just beautiful. The juxtaposition of beauty and heartache in this documentary is breathtaking. It tells a poignant and devastating story of a once-thriving town with such power and honesty. It also gives people a voice in an era when "addicts" are just lumped into one "throwaway" category.
@101intellectual2 жыл бұрын
incredible review here, cheers! Matewan is another doc?
@seanmclaughlin94824 ай бұрын
I bet there are more people on this thread than saw Matewan. Great picture.
@galenweidman61984 жыл бұрын
The girl in the brown saying she takes them as prescribed while slurring her speech, just sad, hope everyone in the video can find help and get better Also the homeless guy in the red was mad humble and honest about his struggles, hope the best for him
@michaelvance44924 жыл бұрын
Homeless guy in the red is currently in prison for two convicted murders
@thebreakroompodcast51614 жыл бұрын
Yea. She was high as fuck
@taylorj61774 жыл бұрын
Uhhm pretty sure she probably has some kind of traumatic brain situation or something... she alluded to it when she spoke about getting beat by her dad
@1whocs4864 жыл бұрын
@@michaelvance4492 no!!! Didn't he say he had already killed 2 ppl
@YouTubenostalgia9144 жыл бұрын
And drinking on top of all that.
@AlyssaQ420 Жыл бұрын
1:07:28 When he explained that hes not suicidal, yet feels as though the he no longer has a soul, that hit close to home. As someone who's been addicted to painkillers for nearly 16yrs, I can totally relate. That feeling that "despite not wanting to commit intentional suicide, you would care less if you die" is a feeling of sheer hopelessness that only other addicts can relate to. I couldn't have said it better myself.
@jasonlinton9902 Жыл бұрын
Yeah it hits home for me too ive been on suboxone for 6 years i was in rehab for almost 2 years my pill addiction was really bad id take 50 a day if i could find them and hes right i felt dead inside like i had no soul and life didnt matter anymore because all i did from morning until night is hunt for pills nobody will understand until they go through it they will never understand what being dopesick feels like id rather die than be dopesick
@AlyssaQ420 Жыл бұрын
@@jasonlinton9902 hang in there.❤️
@sueepple6945 Жыл бұрын
I was addicted to pain killers for about that long its hell if u could just stop after a couple weeks u have a whole new outlook on life. It wasnt as hard as i thought it would be. By the grace of god i have been clean 10 yrs!!9😂😂
@seanstew1137 Жыл бұрын
@@sueepple6945it's not a couple of weeks though bro. It's a few months.
@raymondwilliams26093 жыл бұрын
"Never judge a man 'till you've walked a mile in his shoes"
@coscanoe3 жыл бұрын
That way you're a mile away from him and have his shoes
@shelleywilliams82013 жыл бұрын
Best comment I've saw on here. Those without sin cast the 1st stone.
@amphibeingmcshpongletron50263 жыл бұрын
@HouseholdHandyman You sound like a happy person...congrats on making yourself feel superior to impoverished drug addicts.
@sylvieweijsenfeld87473 жыл бұрын
What a great expression. So true
@thegoblin0006 жыл бұрын
I live in Oceana and it's sad living here oxy not the only thing here there's heroin and all that crap just pray for us
@vinsoriano4936 жыл бұрын
Naturally Flavored Gaming it must be becoming a ghost gown, so many people dying.
@chromegnats6 жыл бұрын
Oxys are long gone. What’s sad is all those people that made the money from selling the oxy are now gonna have a whole other gold rush from the addiction recovery industry.
@jonathangreenwood6476 жыл бұрын
Ima pay ur town a visit
@lsnation47376 жыл бұрын
Here in Ohio same but now it's all fake 30s Fentanyl
@JohnSmith-so7mh6 жыл бұрын
Your place is so beautiful. I mean go out in thre nature, hunting, fishing, bushcrafting. Having some barbecue in the evening with your mates and drink some fine Jack Daniels or combine Whiskey with Diazepam. Just enjoy life and this beuatifulness of pure gods nature. But please for god sake stay away from Methamphetamin (its very neurotoxic and destroy your Dopamine neurons, so that you will never ever feel lucky again after recovery) Your brain can not full recover from the damage that Meth use causes. When using Opiates then be smart and stay away from needles, because of all that fillers and dirt that goes straight into your vains and destroying your body and will cause an early death. Heroin should be only used by sniffing, smoking ( its a big waste) or rectal plugging (safest method). Never inject, even if the rush is better, but the effect is much shorter and the greed is higher. Injecting may be seem cheaper in the beginning, but on the longterm its way more expensive than sniffing every 12 hours. Heroin lasts up to 18 hours when sniffed. But Buprenorphine (Suboxone) is very good and effective when it comes to stay healthy and away from Heroin. Also never ever touch Fentanyl and Research Chemicals. Iam a doctor when it comes to recreational substances and using them for 10 years and are still very healthy, have a job, and living and enjoying my life. Listen to my words and learn from my experience. If you have any questions, then plase ask, because I know every substance that is actually available and have the knowledge about whats good and bad. Xanax aka Alprazolam is also a very dangerous Benzodiazepin, because of its Triazolo structure. If you decide for using Benzos then stick with Diazepam , because its the safest. Combining alcohol and benzo is not very safe, but its very enjoyable and can help you from stay away from Opiates. Watching a great western movie on the evening like True Grit ofr example and take some blistered Diazepam (not to much ) and enjoy a few shots of Jack Daniels Single Barrel Whiskey. Have fun, relax and enjoy the evening and sleep fine. Eat ealthy and try to avoid junk food when using drugs. This is probably the most important thing. Eat fresh fruits, vegetables, eggs, drink milk or green tea. When enjoying alcohol then alway drink a lot of water immediately after the shot. This will prevent any hang overs as alcohol is drying your body out from the inside. Knowledge is the key when it comes to using drugs without letting them destroy your body and soul. Tell your mates about my words and you can have al lot of fun without any regret. Never use Meth, Crack Cocaine, Fentanyl and any Research Chemical Substances. I know what I am talking about as an academic and also practical user.
@enviousskatedad37123 жыл бұрын
I’ve lived in Wyoming county nearly my entire life. Grew up there, met my wife and now I’m raising my own family. There was a moment when town ( Oceana ) did feel like the Wild West. Especially in the summertime. But after the outrage of this film the drug problem didn’t go away, it just got harder to hear. Unfortunately because of the cycle of addiction it does in fact create a lot of outlaws. This part of the world can be very hard on people. I pray sometime sooner than later we can learn to love each other and make it easier for those afflicted to seek the help they need.
@rdallas81 Жыл бұрын
Oceana. Bolt mountains. Lived in Fairdale in late 90s to 2001 or 2002.
@irish9554 ай бұрын
This is my 3rd time watching this i am 4 years clean and i encourage any recovering addicts who are struggling to watch this and remember the pain not only addiction causes but the withdrawal. A masterpiece of a documentary
@violetaurora42153 жыл бұрын
Even after 22 years off meth and 4 years off oxy, this shit is still triggering asf. God bless all the souls suffering with this awful addiction.
@donnawentz70793 жыл бұрын
I know what you mean. When I watch people snorting coke I crave it.
@violetaurora42153 жыл бұрын
@@donnawentz7079 Took more than 16 years before I could watch/see people snorting powders and it never fully goes away. Addiction is no joke kids.
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
Congrats!🦋
@violetaurora42153 жыл бұрын
@@MissyRichmond Aww, thanks doll!!
@bellahoughton843 жыл бұрын
Meth was simple quit....Lol...made u spun out and ugly. Painkillers? Make u feel fantastic. Hard quit...
@Gufberg4 жыл бұрын
This is unexpectedly the best documentary i've seen on the subject of the oxy crisis. Some documentaries will have moralizing speakers or will be more busy laying out statistics politics etc. Thats fine but this is the only documentary i've found that focuses exclusively on the people it affects and their lives. Non-addicts need to see stuff like this so they don't think of junkies as lazy criminals or malcontents. They're good people that just ended up taking some wrong turns.
@elleluxe3 жыл бұрын
Amen.
@punkyagogo3 жыл бұрын
I heavily recommend the DW Documentary on the fentanyl crisis in Vancouver. Simply heart-wrenching.
@Gufberg3 жыл бұрын
@@punkyagogo thanks, i'll check it out
@thesuncouldnotsaveus3 жыл бұрын
how could you not shed a tear atleast once during this? it was truly moving.. empathy for human suffering
@zosoart3 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@wandarogaczewski59553 жыл бұрын
I live in Australia I just want to say that this is one of the best documentaries on prescripition drugs I have seen. Thanks to all.
@playgroundofsound76833 жыл бұрын
Are drugs easy to get in Australia??
@HairyKnuckles222 Жыл бұрын
@@playgroundofsound7683yes we have all the purest #4 heroin in the world here it’s very abundant because we are so close to the golden triangle where it’s produced.
@CarryTheCross Жыл бұрын
I lost track of the years I have been sober. It seems like it was yesterday though. Quit cold turkey. Kicked for 2 months and worked too. Hardest time of my life. Then the 6 months of brain recovery. These people in this doc seems like close relatives to me. I can identify with everyone the same. Opiate addiction is the worst thing anyone can go through. Prayers for all.
@Linzhalloween3 жыл бұрын
Met those most beautiful girl in detox last year in Oct & she had track marks from her neck to her toes. So young & sweet. She was from WV. She told me all of the abuse she went through during her addiction from the people there, but yet still wanted to go back. I hope she is doing alright. 🖤
@davide.b80272 жыл бұрын
What was her name? What part of wv?
@rdallas81 Жыл бұрын
I lived near Beckley. Watched with my own eyes thousands of people pill and inject themselves into drawn out death. Just like most people in this video.
@kidtsu81234 жыл бұрын
Day 7 I feel terrible. Still going strong
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
one day at a time brother, you're strong
@jenniferfree41444 жыл бұрын
These documentaries help keep me straight.
@AE-wf9mi4 жыл бұрын
i was there one time too man.. stay strong, it does get better!
@kidtsu81234 жыл бұрын
Update: Day 21, I have a lot of energy, I feel more clarity in my mind, and I realize the damage I have done to myself and others while addicted. I’m building back my relationships and working towards my long term goals again.
@collinrose41854 жыл бұрын
@@kidtsu8123 so happy for u man !!
@pillcollins96353 жыл бұрын
10 years clean from opiates this past January! All my sober soldiers keep up the good fight, it’s very possible!
@tiffanydame71723 жыл бұрын
You're awesome😁😁 congratulations👍😉
@AmericanBlondeBeauty3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!
@pillcollins96353 жыл бұрын
Thank you Tiffany and Alayna!!
@MissyRichmond3 жыл бұрын
@Tim Light Congrats!🦋
@TinyTC3 жыл бұрын
Congrats! That's so amazing.
@brentschmogbert Жыл бұрын
bro....im a social worker in switzerland and I also work totghether with folks from swiss national television. we also did a couple of documentaries and so on...but this one has a special place in my heart. been watching it many times in the past couple 5 years. so well done. its been an inspiration for me. a goal to achieve for me.
@johnraumjr63834 жыл бұрын
The overwhelming feeling of hopelessness thats pervasive in small towns come through in this movie. Extremely sad and depressing.
@fractallusion71213 жыл бұрын
I knew going in that this documentary would be dark and heavy... It still exceeded anything I could've expected. What is happening in Oceana and all across the country is an absolute travesty and disgrace. Lives and generations lost to corporate greed, chemically possessing the minds of innocent people. Thank you Sean and Cass for shedding some light on this growing epidemic.
@iamV100103 жыл бұрын
I'm sure by the present year (being 2021 right now) they have all been cut off from these pills and moved on to heroin, which is actually all fentanyl now. Sucks. Hopefully not though.
@markgamble76993 жыл бұрын
@@iamV10010 You are spot on…
@trunkb736254 жыл бұрын
When he said, "Nobody cares, we're just a bunch of inbred pieces of shit" that broke my heart. I care and I see & understand your pain. I was diagnosed with alcoholic liver disease at age 22, by the grace of God I was able to get my life together but my heart breaks for everyone still suffering.
@JDWH Жыл бұрын
This documentary is incredible. The opening montage is so cinematic. I grew up in southern Ohio, many people there have much of the same story as WV. It’s an epidemic.
@lisk3822 Жыл бұрын
I live in Ohio, and I know we have a huge problem with addiction. Seriously, we need to find a way to prevent this from happening all the time.
@pharmztko Жыл бұрын
It’s literally an epidemic in every state
@mirandabri83411 ай бұрын
Brought to You by "Big Pharma"; just like the Bible told us it would be!! But still yet, so many people are in the dark that they don't even have a clue what's going on...... Sad, sad, and sad!! The Bible says that by her sorceries, the nations were deceived!! Njkv Revelation. Repent and Cry out to Almighty God, and He will save all who come unto him! Jesus Christ is LORD!!!
@devinmccurry554611 ай бұрын
@pharmztko especially the small towns
@josephhoover45425 ай бұрын
@@pharmztkoIt’s worse in other states West Virginia is 1st for overdoses while Ohio is 7th
@no-kap8054 жыл бұрын
2yrs sober just got custody of my sons never look back keep moving forward it’s possible
@LinkStarzy4 жыл бұрын
@@playgroundofsound7683 😂😂 yeah i’ll give ya 200mg of advil $50 plz
@no-kap8056 ай бұрын
Hey I’m 5yrs going 6 yrs sober now we’re still sober kid
@d_stroya5 ай бұрын
@@no-kap805I’m so proud of you!
@ExclusiveArts13 жыл бұрын
I wish I could give everyone in this video a hug. They need it so much. I really cannot imagine the mental health issues going on in this area. Heartbreaking
@Tis_I_SirJames3 жыл бұрын
It's October 2021... This was an extremely powerful documentary. Can't help but wonder how many of these fine citizens of Oxyana are still alive.
@Erthellf3 жыл бұрын
My beautiful daughter is dead as of November 2021, its not just Oxyana. Oxyana is spreading everywhere!!
@Tis_I_SirJames3 жыл бұрын
@@Erthellf sorry for your loss. Yes, Oxyana has become an epidemic.
@terrielynn52733 жыл бұрын
Not many
@TinyTC3 жыл бұрын
December 9, 2021. Same.
@blissfulme79162 жыл бұрын
The only person I know to have died is Shadoe, but it was not drug overdose related. She had left Bobby and West Virginia and was living in Missouri - she had gotten off drugs and met and was engaged to someone else. I think it was due to complicated from a surgery.
@65sheilakay Жыл бұрын
The pregnant girl in the green tank said "I'm still with you though" like she's doing something so great and proving to him how much she loves him In reality, she can do so much better and should love her baby enough to leave. I don't know what she sees in him!
@holembac5 ай бұрын
You will never know, some people despite their physical alterations, have an unseen knot tied to another person. In your daily language they are called soulmates
@jenniferrivera91495 ай бұрын
Agreed. I was listening to his semantics of how he told her “this is who I am if you don’t like it I’ll drop your butt off at your house”…cringe. I’m hoping he got help coping with the horrific trauma he survived, survivors guilt not being there, so painfully much. Hoping the best for all. Baby is precious, I’d love an update.
@trinleywangmo5 ай бұрын
@@holembac Trauma bonding...
@ClintZold3 жыл бұрын
I've lost two cousins to opioids now. One was my best friend growing up. You guys did a great job with this film. It's the second of your docs I have watched now. Refreshing to see your film style. True fly on the wall documenting, letting the people and place tell the story.
@SakeKaama4 жыл бұрын
This documentary reminded me of why I started this journey. Thank you. I have empathy for these people, because they are me.
@VeryApe4 жыл бұрын
Right on! Exactly why we made this/any of our films. We are all one. Peace and Love brother.
@luckyluciano28484 жыл бұрын
1 love 💯
@katherinea.williams30444 жыл бұрын
So eloquently said (I mean written)! And I totally concur with you! No judgements, an open mind, and kind- good for you Chris. I sincerely mean that. You’re a good man. Love & Light from Miami🦚✌🏼 Stay safe everyone🌎
@lisascott24494 жыл бұрын
Absolutely
@Actuallytrent3 жыл бұрын
We’d like to congratulate Drugs, for winning the War on Drugs
@AliciaM55553 жыл бұрын
Nope. Congratulate the CIA for all their support of the Cartels and Big Pharma and our Government for doing their part in keeping us asleep. And high AF. This comes from a woman who has fought tooth and nail to be clean from H and Methadone in LA, Ca.
@AliciaM55553 жыл бұрын
@@christineadams1284 I love this thank you you are 100% correct here and YT deletes a lot of what I say too. Now that the powers that be can make Meth and Fentanyl in labs we now have a much more lethal coke and heroin not to mention much cheaper to make as we no longer have to worry about the plants and the processing. And again bingo all the so-called wars and aids and agendas to kill and control the population haven't been enough so boom now we have homelessness and open air drug markets.
@annabell33853 жыл бұрын
@@AliciaM5555 Kids would probably be less likely to do drugs if they knew the government actually wants them to do drugs, get busted, and fill the slave labor private prisons. I hope more people catch on.
@AliciaM55553 жыл бұрын
@@annabell3385 ikr?! Its such a catch 22 and mind-fck how the cia brings drugs in, floods the streets, incarcerate people over drugs because prison is a billion dollar system and slave labor, stigmatizes, discriminates its insane. And it isn't just kids. If we could legalize and tax and control drugs (as in quality) and put that money into the real pandemic which is missing and exploited children imagine what an amazing world we would have?!?! Crime would almost be non existent but trafficking is also another billion dollar industry so we all lose! Really, it makes me so sad to witness what the human species has become. Under our current system we are doomed. Lovely to chat with another awakened soul blessings to you and prayers 🌹🙏❤
@christineadams12843 жыл бұрын
@@AliciaM5555 Alicia, your comments are a breath of fresh air to read, you are also 💯 percent correct. What a Beautiful world it could be. God Bless 🙏🏼💙🙏🏼💙🙏🏼
@YermadaDaАй бұрын
Brilliant documentary
@Hengry-hn7rb4 жыл бұрын
This is probably the most sad & unsettling documentary on the opioid epidemic in America. And such a beautiful & scenery part of the country.
@colemanharris59504 жыл бұрын
A heartbreaking documentary. Addiction is such a brutal isolating disease, never really leaves you either.
@toddhursey74184 жыл бұрын
Its not a disease. Thats b.s. If you stop you cure yourself. Be a man look into the eyes of the people that depend on you to be protected and survive. Drug addiction, is a human being selfish.
@colemanharris59504 жыл бұрын
Lol. I’m glad you have the biggest balls in the world Todd. Just heave those things around by power of pure will to overcome anything. Depressed, gonna just wiggle by big old raisins out of depression. You are either trolling, butt hurt because mommy liked the needle/bottle more than you, or completely uneducated and without empathy.
@psychotropictraveler5143 жыл бұрын
@@toddhursey7418 clearly you have never experienced addiction first hand, continue being ignorant, see how far that gets you.
@TarmanTheChampion3 жыл бұрын
@@toddhursey7418 LOL you're kidding right?
@ldpy336 жыл бұрын
Great Documentary. Very well produced. A Part 2 or follow up (where are they now) would be awesome.
@SixHundredandThirteen5 жыл бұрын
Still on drugs where yuu think they be
@MsCandyLynn23695 жыл бұрын
Luke Penny zy day
@maree62504 жыл бұрын
I guarantee it would be a very short follow up as most would be dead. Sad but true
@maree62504 жыл бұрын
@@SixHundredandThirteen dead
@ndn25894 жыл бұрын
I'll tell you where they are they stopped making oxy cotin that you can sniff so the price of 30 sky rocketed and they all move to dope
@NathanSandidge-u5w Жыл бұрын
The best documentary I've seen ever!!!. The people are so real and it's so sad . I've watched this so many times and I've made my friends and family watch it. Praying for us all!!
@jaffaesque4 жыл бұрын
This should have millions of views!
@citizenshane89324 жыл бұрын
Man, Just when you think you’ve had it bad you realize you’ve had a good all along. 😔
@raw_si_siht4 жыл бұрын
Count your blessings my friend. Be safe.
@cassiesmith88284 жыл бұрын
So true
@bassman32124 жыл бұрын
I'm saying. Can't even imagine this
@laurakobetich98094 жыл бұрын
You’re right. I thank my lucky stars I was never exposed/hooked onto this shi+ But I’ve seen my stepdaughter and her friends struggle, and many have already lost the fight. It´s horrible, even to watch...wouldn’t wish this addiction on anyone
@1whocs4864 жыл бұрын
Amen
@daltonschannel84057 жыл бұрын
This was a great documentary. Good hearted people stuck in a deep dark hole. I don't give a shit what anyone says but suboxone will work but you've got to WANT IT. I was an addict for 12 years. Got on suboxone with a little counseling for 28 months while slowly tapering down to nothing. Been clean for 6 years now thanks to suboxone I have the life I never thought was possible of getting. I wish them all the best.
@Syphonfllter6 жыл бұрын
daltons channel Sub saved my life, too bad uneducated zilches with little to no knowledge in pharmacology attack it's efficacy for maintenance.
@astrohaterade5 жыл бұрын
So glad you’re tapering down. I wish you and all those fighting against the hell of addiction the very best.
@amberagee72945 жыл бұрын
Suboxone saved my life. Like you said though... You have to want it.
@JordonTheo5 жыл бұрын
Ditto. I remember missing just being able to wake up and say, "eh, I'm gonna lay around and relax awhile longer." When I was hooked, I couldnt do that because I'd be on withdrawal when I woke up and I would need to find a fix, because I was on a timer. You miss trivial things when you're an addict. Things that are taken from you.
@nicke19035 жыл бұрын
A lot of ppl don't realize wether it's a Co Pay or off the street that shit don't care.Long story short,I was Firefighter,and all my life I beat myself up..Ive had 12 knee surgeries,1 shoulder surgery,RFA's in my back for herniated discs...for about 15 years I was prescribed Opiates for pain...Im almost 9 months Clean...I hate this hell these people are goin through,the hardest thing you'll do is that first few steps,it doesn't matter if you go to a clinic/rehab Methadone/Suboxone..all it matters is where you end up,you owe it to yourself.I spent years saving others,it was hard to save myself.
@sherrymckenzie2751Ай бұрын
Some people don't understand that the same part of your brain that tells you that you've got to eat or you'll die is the same place that addiction comes from your brain sends you into panic as soon as it thinks it's time for another fix and you'll do everything within your power to get it 😢
@MrDangalang14 жыл бұрын
The guy in the red bandana just talking shit about not giving a shit and being a problem to the society, just litters his beer can speaks volumes on the type of father he's going to be. God help that kid.
@finchrollah86563 жыл бұрын
Its in middle of nowhere but yeah he shouldent just be tossing them, prolly the xans
@catdaddy33023 жыл бұрын
He’s a total waste of oxygen. He’s whining about all his friends dying, then brags about all the pills he gets. He’s the one selling to them. 😡🤬
@MrDangalang13 жыл бұрын
@@finchrollah8656 West Virginia is a beautiful state minus the drug addicts.
@southernladyish3 жыл бұрын
@@MrDangalang1 it’s very beautiful.. at least the parts I’ve been through. I’m from AL and it’s literally the same here. It’s a beautiful place when you’re away from the meth and pill heads. It’s pretty sad.
@hss-clips.09573 жыл бұрын
Yeah he must be so proud. POS
@elisabethmoser84557 жыл бұрын
What a quality yet heartbreaking documentary.
@seanthebaptist67576 жыл бұрын
Legit one of the best docs I've ever seen in my life.
@iheartmommymilkies5 жыл бұрын
Sean The Baptist I live here. It’s gotten better over the years.
@Larkin4203 жыл бұрын
God please give me the strength to be a better man. My kids deserve better
@yogetoutmyfaceson3 жыл бұрын
You got this Alan ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@DJ.-3 жыл бұрын
What a wonderful, kind response. I just lost my parents, and I was so extremely fortunate. My Dad was such a wonderful man. My Mom too. You really touched my heart.
@markgamble76993 жыл бұрын
God waits on man/woman and Man/Woman waits on God… Be the man you want to be… Simply look into the mirror and change what you don’t like about yourself… It helped me more than any Drs, Rehabs and even churches… i had to find the church within… Never looked back… God bless and Godspeed brother…
@Larkin4203 жыл бұрын
I've got 6weeks clean and things are going ok trying to mend relationships that my addiction negatively affected
@auntiimandiiАй бұрын
This was beautifully done. I live in rural Pennsylvania and these people remind me a lot of the ones I’ve seen over the years. ❤ God bless them all. I hope this war, is won.