僕が死のうと思ったのは (The reason I wanted to die)【ver. Reimu Endou | NIJISANJI EN 】

[@Same_Maru_94]

今日にじさんじ歌謡祭で霊夢ちゃんを聞いて飛んできました！歌声がとても良くこれからいっぱい応援します！素敵な歌声をありがとう😭😭😭

[@yuyu-wq8gx]

歌謡祭で霊夢ちゃんの歌声に感動して、終わって直ぐに飛んできました こんなに素晴らしい歌声に出会えて嬉しい🫶

[@ShadowCentaurus]

"I thought of dying because I was told I'm cold hearted" That hits, way too hard

[@小羊軟糖̤]

好美麗😭 第一次認識mumu就是因為這首歌很高興能看到3D的演繹 感情還是歌聲都傳達到了😢 mumu我愛你唱的太好了❤

[@Jia52500]

對啊

[@Linyuci_6152]

我也是因為這首歌

[@關平]

我也是。。

[@ガトーショコラ-l7i]

母国語じゃない言語でこんなに感情を込められるのもそれを世界中のたくさんのリスナーがちゃんと受け取ってるのも凄いなぁ

[@rterra8259]

I saw NijiSanji Song Festival. I felt that your song was bautiful & amazing. I love your song. I want to listen to your songs more. Thank you.

[@amahalu_tukiyo]

歌い方で伝わるちょっとした一面知っちゃうとつい配信見たくなっちゃうんよね…

[@Ty--ug6tm]

I recommend listening with subtitles… This song is so beautiful.

[@evapunk522]

Omg thank you! I didn't even know it had English subtitles...and now I'm crying because I can actually understand the song now lol.

[@SilentArt38]

me: "how sad could it be" me a few minutes later:

[@いちご-x7s2r]

知らない歌でしたが、いろんな愛する人を想い、泣きました。伝わりました。しみしみ。

[@Crescent-Adam]

I LOVE THIS SONG and I loved your performance of it in your 3D. Looking fwd to the MV of this. Thank u for spoiling us with so much music! I know you always want to give back but I hope you're not completely emptying your pockets or overworking yourself 🙏🏼

[@Crescent-Adam]

Also, sorry for ever doubting you Queen 🧎🏼 completely foolish of me to have had any concerns you were only serving us Kawaii with no angst 🙏🏼 😄 Btw in case it wasn't obvious, you could do whatever you feel like. I just like to voice my biases to maybe manifest them, not to criticise in any way, shape or form 😁

[@Sudo_SueL]

幽霊が歌う「僕が死のうと思ったのは」はエモすぎるな、、、

[@VSPO_otk]

素敵な歌声過ぎる……歌謡祭で出会えて本当に良かった。 これから沢山応援します……！😢

[@kiryuu2388]

This song is the reason why I became a Phantomo, so when I heard Reimu sing this on her 3D debut it brought me to tears, I also have no idea how many times I replayed it. Having an official MV for this song is very appreciated, Thank you Reimu

[@Linyuci_6152]

Me too

[@ZoneTail]

Same

[@yoAMEBI]

アップロードしてくれて、ありがとうございます！ 私もこの曲をとても大切に思っている人間の1人です。そしてReimuさんのような思慮深いアーティストがカバーしてくれて、更に多くの人へこの曲を届けてくれたことを大変嬉しく思い、感謝しています。 あなたのカバーを聞いて、世界への憐憫と、寄り添いを感じ、そしてまるで自分の心を映す鏡を見たような気持ちになりました。そんな歌唱は誰にでも出来ることではありません。このカバーは間違いなく、私にとって唯一無二のものです！ 長々と書いてごめんなさい！（普段コメントを書かないもので…） これからも、日本の片隅からReimuさんを応援しています。

[@myori_uneto]

ついに配信じゃなくて動画でだしてくれて嬉しすぎる…😭 霊夢ちゃんの「僕が死のうと思ったのは」のカバー本当に何度聴いても大好きです…😢💓 リアタイで見てましたが、本当に美しい…

[@kaoruchan7495]

歌詞 僕が死のうと思ったのは ウミネコが桟橋で鳴いたから 波の随意に浮かんで消える 過去も啄ばんで飛んでいけ 僕が死のうと思ったのは 誕生日に杏の花が咲いたから その木漏れ日でうたた寝したら 虫の死骸と土になれるかな 薄荷飴 漁港の灯台 錆びたアーチ橋 捨てた自転車 木造の駅のストーブの前で どこにも旅立てない心 今日はまるで昨日みたいだ 明日を変えるなら今日を変えなきゃ 分かってる 分かってる けれど 僕が死のうと思ったのは 心が空っぽになったから 満たされないと泣いているのは きっと満たされたいと願うから 僕が死のうと思ったのは 靴紐が解けたから 結びなおすのは苦手なんだよ 人との繋がりもまた然り 僕が死のうと思ったのは 少年が僕を見つめていたから ベッドの上で土下座してるよ あの日の僕にごめんなさいと パソコンの薄明かり 上階の部屋の生活音 インターフォンのチャイムの音 耳を塞ぐ鳥かごの少年 見えない敵と戦ってる 六畳一間のドンキホーテ ゴールはどうせ醜いものさ 僕が死のうと思ったのは 冷たい人と言われたから 愛されたいと泣いているのは 人の温もりを知ってしまったから 僕が死のうと思ったのは あなたが綺麗に笑うから 死ぬことばかり考えてしまうのは きっと生きる事に真面目すぎるから 僕が死のうと思ったのは まだあなたに出会ってなかったから あなたのような人が生まれた 世界を少し好きになったよ あなたのような人が生きてる 世界に少し期待するよ

[@sleeping-gedou-dog]

あなたのおかげで大変だけど明日からも頑張って生きようと思えました

[@ライス-d7x]

上手い人の歌唱を聴くと鳥肌が立つよなぁ…痺れましたわ…

[@KousakaGenyo]

I love this song so much to the level that I’m so picky in covers and THIS COVER! I’m so surprised that how this was so well presented, the way you sound for this song is so good and emotional (fitting the song)❤ Thank you for covering it! Looking forward to more songs

[@Nazono-Yasai]

死にたいなと思うたび、この動画を見て、もう少し生きようかなを繰り返してる。霊夢ちゃんありがとう。 Every time I feel like I want to die, I watch this video and repeat that I should live a little longer. Thank you, Reimu.

[@giu7210]

Agosto 27, 2022! When I heard you sing this for the first time on the Niji Relay, I was so impressed. I didn't know you had such a nice voice, I also didn't know how, since I don't understand Japanese, but I felt so sad. I cried! Back then, as well as now, you are so good at expressing emotion trought your singing... It truly reaches my soul 🥹 Reimumu, gracias por todo, te adoro mucho 😔🤍 Nunca dejes de cantar y bendecirnos con tu voz. 🫂

[@appearance_]

a voice that could smooth over the mariana trench. a heart that could fill a black hole with love that's what it takes to give a performance like this love Reimu Endou forever

[@葵仁-i3l]

声が曲にマッチし過ぎてるんよ😢 3:01髪の毛が天使の羽に見えたわ...

[@ピチ-t4l]

最初始まった時の鳥肌がやばい 1:36　のわかってるのとこ好き

[@milkgilud]

まじわかる

[@はる-j2k5z]

素敵な歌に出会わせてくれてありがとう。歌声も素敵

[@potato_jam]

歌上手いのは知ってたけど、歌い方が優しすぎて泣きそうになったよ

[@zxnstu9565]

素晴らしい💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@omame-i9c]

1:30「分かってる　分かってる」の言い方がとてもぐっと来ました…！😭 3Dデビューで聞いたときすごく素敵だったので、動画にしてくれてありがとう！ Thank you Reimu❤️

[@kayv1660]

200k ikz!!!!!!

[@lui_k_a_r_d]

I love the shot of the snow falling through the night sky at the beginning of the MV Absolute cinema

[@tsukireirei]

MUMUUU, THIS IS SO PRETTY UEUE 🥹🥹

[@siel39]

I have cried hearing you sing this song live in karaoke, and i still cry now hearing your official cover of it in 3D live. Thank you for uploading this one so i can finally put it on loop and wash my face with my tears whenever i want. Reimu has a crystal clear and cute voice that really fits cheerful kawaii songs, but you also perform exceptionally in sad, emotional songs, with they way you put all your emotions into delievering every line beautifully. Your singing is so so so pretty and it means a lot to me, thank you so much for blessing us with your heavenly vocal. 🤍

[@ivykao9151]

I knew this song from a fanmade remix of your previous cover, and even though I couldn't understand Japanese, I cried bc of the emotions and beauty held in your voice. Since then, this song has been one of my favorites, and it never fails to give me strength to go through hard times. Huge thank you & all the best to Mumu❤

[@zottffss]

I'm looping this!!! IT'S TOO SOOTHING AND BEAUTIFUL FOR ME!

[@さぬきうどん群馬]

無茶苦茶いいな！ ループ再生でずっと聞いてる

[@user-66-present]

ありがとう何度も何度も聴きます

[@Tizzie-Whizie]

年をとるほど思いあたることが増えていくみたいな歌詞 霊夢ちゃんはこの難しい深い歌を歌いこなしてる、本当にすごい🥺

[@miwo1297]

5:14 this yooooooooo is so good TvT Your voice is so fit in this song Reimu!

[@Indiefarer]

Like a few have similarly said, this song was a stepping stone for me as well. The time I seriously started thinking of myself as a Phantomo. Hearing it first in a karaoke, to hearing it in the 3D live, now back in a loopable video on its own… this is truly a gift. I love Reimu and Phantomos so much, it’s been an amazing journey thus far and I can’t wait to see where we’ll go next

[@Chiy0]

歌枠の時も、リレーの時も、3Dお披露目の時も聴き惚れた曲がついに～！ ありがとう！本当に嬉しいです😭💕

[@darklord6357]

We're being spoiled and I love it ❤

[@urithic]

i'm so proud of you Reimu, your voice is so beautiful as much as this song is. To see you sing this in 3D is such a big accomplishment, I can't even describe how much I love NIJISANJI EN but to see you guys grow and do your best is what I really admire about you guys ueee mumu keep on singing

[@りょryry]

リレーの時初めて知ったこの曲を、改めて単体で動画にしてくれたのとても助かる

[@Lux-vg5ns]

I WAS WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THIS EVER SINCE I LOVED THE KARAOKE VERSION I KNEW SHE NEEDED A COVER CAUSE IT WAS SO GOOD

[@miro_9832]

I don't mean this in a bad way i really like your tone but its just a personal preference that i like your voice in sad or slow songs like this more than the cute cheerful songs tbh it just shows your ability as a singer more and i wish more people will discover it such a good cover too❤️

[@itsmaro999]

i live for this moment

[@Itonoko_Jagashio]

感情を声にのせて歌うのが上手すぎる…上手すぎて今ギャン泣きしてます。 とっても優しくて綺麗で包み込んでくれるような声で…なんだか隣で寄り添って慰めてくれてるみたいで泣いてしまいました。 霊夢さんの僕が死のうと思ったのはに出会えて良かったです。

[@dap2022]

Before this cover was released, I used to play the clips of Reimu singing this song many times. I'm so happy that the 3D cover video has been released. Nice interpretation and voice!!! Thanks for your cover!!!!

[@cang1666]

听见mumu开口的第一句眼泪就掉下来了😭不管听几次都有种震撼人心的美丽🥺这种强烈的情感真的传达给了每一个人😭

[@Riochama0211]

はじめまして、ありがとう。 声、好きです。また投稿聞きに来ます！ 楽しみにしてますね！😊

[@Zo_chandesu]

霊夢ちゃんの歌声が、凄く自分の心にしんみり張り付く

[@kizuyoru]

I always cry while listening to this song the lyrics crushed me like a truck🥲 You have done a great job with this song Mumu! Thank you for introducing this song to me

[@Mackeysandayo]

にじさんじのライバーが歌ってくれないかと思ってたから見つけられてとても嬉しい♡ 素敵な歌声と表現力で泣きそうです ゴールはどうせみにくいものさという歌い方でamazarashiさんへのリスペクトを感じられてグッときました

[@maguirbo]

SHE'S FINALLY SINGING IT IN 3D 😭 REIMU ENDOU YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS

[@jellums1208]

I remember when you sang this in Niji Melody 2022 and it was my favorite cover ever 🥹 I'm so happy you could sing it again for your 3D debut and now this is my new favorite!!

[@katchukatchu9469]

SHE'S AN ICON SHE'S A LEGEND SHE IS THE MOMENT THANK YOU FOR EXISTING REIMU IM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY MOMENT IM ALIVE JUST TO WITNESS YOU SHOW THIS WORLD YOUR TALENT PLEASE KEEP ON QUEENING KEEP ON SERVING KEEP ON SLAYING

[@イッツショータイム-j5w]

れいむの歌うこの歌初めて聴いたときがち泣きしたなぁ

[@miyu-238]

好きな曲だったので歌ってくださって感謝しています。丁寧な心のこもった歌声に寄り添った歌詞が、目に映る毎に涙が止まりません。素敵なMVをありがとうございます。

[@marshmallow_mochi]

すごく泣いちゃった

[@me1K0_]

3Dバージョン！待ってました〜！！ むむちゃんが歌うこの曲大好きなんだ！！ 改めて…MV観ました。映像も歌声もきれいで切なくて泣いちゃった🥲

[@てとら動く点P]

感動して涙出ちゃった笑 めちゃめちゃ声いいから凄い刺さる！ 自分の人生と重ねちゃうくらい感動しました😭😭❤❤

[@Upslide-ge7vw]

I really your voice and pronunciation! 3:27 ここDon Quijoteの喋り方死ぬほどすき 4:44 手と止まり方、、、すき

[@HiNA-526a]

涙がでちゃうくらい、すごく心が動かされました😭😭😭 Thank you for the cover, Mumu🤍

[@prm_un]

れいむの歌ってみたでラブレターが1番好きだったんだけど 上書きされて今はこれが1番好き 声のトーンと曲がマッチしていて聴きながらしんみり泣きそうになっちゃった 大好きだよ

[@Crescent-Adam]

Commenting after the MV released to just say : Goosebumps!

[@qukiina]

such a beautiful cover 🥺🫶🏼

[@gooookooooo]

リレーで歌ってくれてとても綺麗な声だったから、こうして3Dで聞けてうれしい！

[@uu_7429]

この声と歌い方好き！！！😳

[@miko_Archer]

霊夢ちゃんの優しい歌声でよりこの歌の良さを感じれて大好き😭動画でも出してくれてありがとう❤

[@sky_soulra]

I'm not sure if I'm expressing myself well in English,but I truly want to thank you for singing this song again. When I first heard it, the lyrics deeply moved me.But when people sing it again, I feel it's like a gentle light shining into my heart. It's not about telling you that you must always be positive and optimistic -that would be like a harsh, unbearable glaring sun.Rather, it's to tell you that no matter what, I'm still here for you. It's the soft, unwavering light of the moon, the strength to keep going in the darkness. Really really appreciate you , Reimu ❤😌

[@furukawahime]

The first time I listened to you singing this, I was genuinely sobbing. I always cry when i listen to this song of the karaoke stream since then; feels like somebody tells me words I really need Thank you for bringing the song in your 3d with such beautiful voice and visuals 🤍

[@deearisuu]

Thank you so much Mumu for giving us the 3D version itself!🤍 You look wonderful and sound angelic. I love your version. It's very solemn but in a good way. The feels it gives is so peaceful. Thank you for this mumu!

[@jmnemi09]

Hi Reimu, I am just a silent lurking Ethyria fan but I will take this chance to tell you that you nail this song. I was so excited for your debut and idk but seeing you singing this brought me to tears. I hope more success to you and hoping for more MVs like this in the future. Thank you Reimu.

[@prettyred0210]

あのとき聴いた歌が、こうしてひとつの動画でまた聴けることに感謝します。 ありがとう。 あなたの声で紡がれる言葉のひとつひとつが心に刺さって泣きそうになりました。 I appreciate the fact that I can listen to the song I heard then again in one video like this. Thank you. Each word you spun in your voice pierced my heart and I almost cried. Sorry for my bad English. I hope this feeling will be understood.

[@Jia52500]

聴きながら泣いてしまいました😢

[@yuki_oniwa]

僕が死のうと思ったのは！！！I'm looking forward to this

[@yuki_oniwa]

I'm going to cry Mumu My Queen

[@qukiina]

this is so beautiful!! 🥹 her voice IS SO ETHEREAL AFHDGD and i’m so glad she did a 3D performance for this it just adds to the feels 🩶 i love it so much

[@enunpozo]

OH MY YOUR VOICE???? IT SURPRISED ME IN A GOOD WAY!!! I DIDN'T KNEW YOU COULD HAVE THAT VOICE YOUR VOCALS SENT ME TO HEAVEN

[@aya-ll8gh]

I couldn't help but my emotional was crying when she started sang this song. She is a beautiful singer and amazing performer Thank you Reimu 大好き

[@Mirko.D.]

Reimu always puts so many emotions into this song when she sings it. It makes it so beautiful that it touches your heart and soul. Thank you for uploading this Reimu!

[@sola3147]

Ay Yo I love this song. Thank you for doing this Reimu!

[@Iamtamagoyaki]

これ大好きだったから動画嬉しい！

[@NinelieFGO]

I can’t wait to cry again to this performance, the first time I heard you sing this hit a really special part in my heart, and I cried hearing it again. Thank you for spoiling us!!

[@nonmannic]

ABSOLUTE BANGER INCOMING

[@PryPryPlayer]

Lleno adorando esta canción desde hace tanto tiempo y casi había olvidado cuánto significa para mi, muchas gracias por recordármela, estaré aquí presente para disfrutarla.

[@mayu9244]

I've been listening to fanmixes of you singing this song on loop, but seeing and listening to you sing this in 3D makes my heart feel so full!! I feel like crying ;n; 🤍🤍 Your voice is so pretty Mumu! 🤍

[@user-haru5to2oto3]

このうたの想いは、あなたの声でより浄化される。ありがとうありがとう。

[@yuki_listening]

この曲前に霊夢ちゃんのカラオケで聴いて知って、私の中で霊夢ちゃんとすごく強く繋がりのある曲だから、こういう形で聴くことができて嬉しい 霊夢ちゃんのちょっとハスキーな声が曲によく合ってて大好きです

[@vlrewe4753]

Reimu!!!!

[@n-on1764]

心がキュッてなってなった。 ほんとにステキ。。。

[@天丼-q1b]

本当にすばらしい表現力！美しい。 3D配信も たくさん 見返していたので、アップロードしてくれてとても嬉しいです！ Thank you Reimu🤍

[@IBUKI-re8zq]

歌でこんなに泣いたのはじめてかも

[@アサカ-j5j]

Your voice is very very very great.I’m happy to hear your song.

[@PipEater]

Mumu sounds so pretty in slow, emotional songs ;;

[@summer-lq8jc]

Thank you Reimu

[@夜鷹-x7v]

綺麗だ…

[@Alyssa-zc8jb]

Oh, this will be so beautiful

[@anii7143]

Gracias por esto, gracias por siempre consentirnos tanto y poner tanto de ti por nosotros leyendo los comentarios mientras te escucho en bucle torna de un color tan emotivo este lugar, es un sitio tan bonito el que has creado, ademas cantas tan lindo y es tan calido ver como te aprecian todos

[@stargazer4156]

Just wanna say that I was at a stressful point in life when I was watching Reimu's 3D debut and somehow her cover of this song made me ugly cry. Felt so better after that. Thank you so much for the wonderful voice and beautiful performance.

[@alienpotato4467]

I was living off of the fanmix of this until your 3D debut. I'm very happy you're gonna release an official now