P4CM Presents I Promised I Wouldn't Tell! by Featured RHETORIC Poet J"O" Speaks

For the latest info on the next RHETORIC or new poems coming out on KZbin or DVD check out rhetoric.p4cm.com. The latest RHETORIC was off the hook. If you missed it or even if you were there, you should see the closing poem which left everyone in awe.
j"O Speaks cuts right to the heart with this very question. The Lord has given this man a powerful testimony of deliverance, but there was almost no story to tell. The reason he almost had no story to tell was that he was keeping his struggle secret. Let another powerful RHETORIC artist inspire you to lean on the grace and power of Christ to deliver you from your secret struggle.

[@latoyawilliams52513]

That made me cry '''Im so glad he shared his testimony''so many. Ppl need to hear

[@actcoolannah]

"we was not born gay just like Christians was not born saved." too intense : )

[@princess5185]

I was feeling a multitude of emotions while watching this. See I've never heard of a gay man becoming straight before this and I am so awe struck at God's grace. It must not have been easy sharing. Thank you for taking courage in the Lord, God bless you

[@9xprincess]

Whoa I'm surprised that a guy had the power to tell his testimony. Usually they might have been embarrassed but God gave him the courage and grace to do it and he listened.

[@Enduring24]

"I was starving for salvation but my appetite was addicted to demons" *snap snap* been there

[@DebtgGraciouslyPaid]

This had me crying on the train, wow! One of the most powerful poems I've ever heard! God is great!

[@MsStephAbdullah]

Teresa Bailey Not one of the most powerful...for me THEE most powerful. I am at work and holding back the tears...wanna praise dance for this man and wishing the whole world could see this video...not could but would see it...til the end.

[@MoDizzle92377]

"See, I was caught up by my lustful thoughts and we haven't even spoken yet". Wow...so deep but subtle at the same time.

[@ilyceecee]

I will pray for EVERY non-believer. I was in this same predicament at one point in my life. I know his pain; I know this man's struggle. It's amazing what God can do. I know I serve a GREAT God & I will forever praise Him.

[@indie313535]

"satan is a liar and he wants you to believe you ARE your Desires!"

[@wethingtoni]

I like the part that said, "I thought that being quiet I thought it would choke the life of it, but keeping quiet was what was feeding it." I love it.

[@organicgardenmamavictoriab2768]

Thank you Lord for giving him the courage to speak

[@sheddspeaks9328]

God delivers!!!!! Jesus saves! this brought me to tears. thank you for your courage to share your testimony! God is so good

[@blaireates5024]

makes me want to cry. God is so good..this man's testimony is total encouragement for me!!!! God bless you brother. with God ALL things are possible. I am so glad that Christ came to save sinners of whom I am chief 💕💕

[@godsjewel9484]

BOLD!!!!!!! obedience for our God!!!! Great Testimony!!!

[@aeromaximon]

I feel you man. I've been down that road myself. Even now the feelings still linger in my life, but I know where I want to be and I know who I want controlling my life. God never gave up on me so I'm never giving up on now. I'm going to endure to the end and learn to train my mind to think holy so I can desire and practise what's holy. With God, I can do it. With God, I can overcome!

[@lmichelle80sbaby]

Daily, we sacrifice our flesh for true Peace in Him. I pray your strength to your commitment to life! Continuously guard your eyes/ ears!! It's hard out here!

[@tanyadixon7980]

God's power on display.✝❤️✝ His mercies are fresh and new every day. Receive, those who doubt this reality. Folks, like he said:"you were not born Gay, just like you weren't born saved." Hear God's love call. Receive by faith, and overcome by the powerful blood of the Lamb. A thousand snaps, brother. Testify to truth!

[@lalabo48]

It kills to tell! He's brave! God bless you!

[@RaeRae19801]

Man...the tears just kept flowing. The more he spoke, the more my heart broke. I know his pain. I've been there. And just like him, God set me free... Thank you, brother, for sharing. I shared it on my FB page cause I know there's so many out there that struggle with this... a lot of my friends. And I know even that there are folks that want to say we're born that way, but for those of us who've been delivered....we know differently. Praise God!!

[@TaTiAnNaTaYlOr427]

"We need to release some of our loudest secrets."

[@cuddlesluv18]

Wow, Jesus saves..Praise the Lord...when we are in Christ, we are a new creation..I pray the God continues to set people free by ur testimony!

[@imanijlm]

that only Jesus could give us. Then we tell someone that we did this and start acting like we love God, because we do and we (finally!) fully can. I love you all and pray that "You will seek Him and find Him when you seek Him with your whole heart."

[@crazymanlooloo]

AMEN AMEN AMEN..........been there......now i'm free! I'm not ashamed of my past because it's the tool God used to make me the person I am today.......Jesus you're amazing!

[@2881coco]

Being honest is the start of becoming free... Let's not be ignorant & judgmental so that others can feel free to live in TRUTH and help others. Pray for me that I may find my place in God deeper than where I used to be.

[@LBMM4]

This really hit home!! Secrets can destroy you, if you let them!! What is done in the dark will come to the light, always! No sense in trying to force it back down in the dark! Praise God for courage and deliverance!!

[@YAHsChild412TX]

Amen...what a testimony. To God be the glory!!!

[@ohshaa]

This just goes to show that we really aren't BORN "THIS" WAY. And if the individual chooses, God can and will rescue them and cleanse them from it- but ONLY if the individual is willing; as this man of God was. Hallelujah!!

[@msr18924]

This gave me strength...thank you Jesus for holy boldness!

[@SoCaLhauser]

THANK YOU SO MUCH...WE R NOT BORN THIS WAY......"anymore than we r born saved"....TODAH, YADAH, ADONAI YESHUA!!!!!

[@IMAGODCHASER1]

Wow so amazing I thank God for is mercy because if it wasn't for it I would probably still living in that sin..thank you Jesus! He does deliver. It is an everyday process but with God all things are possible!

[@dreambeautyxo55]

i love P4CM, you all have inspired me to start writing again. I used to write before i was christian, i stopped a few years ago, and after hearing so many of these poems I'm gonna start writing again. Thank you!

[@llfelix1424]

My God...This is the power of God is action if only we will believe!

[@flip07in]

AMEN!!! WOW. We overcome, by the blood of the Lamb and the WORDS of our testimony. This is why I LOVE spoken word. This is amazing. People/the world/youtube cannot negate the truth in our own story. King Jesus! God is love!

[@chenainai]

Powerful testimony. Had me in tears. Praise The Lord. And may The Lord impart wisdom to those who 'believe' in God but reject His word, that comment on things of a spiritual nature who clearly have no belief in it and for professed Christians to respond in love and not b provoked to arguments insults with those with different opinions...truth is still truth whether u like it or not...u don't have to 'win' every argument to be right. Proverbs 20:3 sat

[@jazminestryder]

This morning I watched this video at the end of service, our pastor presented it to us. I couldn't take my eyes off the screen, I found myself fixed on this mans face as he told his story. I need to watch it again and again to really let it sink in... but I definitely had something convict me.

[@versatylepoetry]

wow...next level....transparency...forgiveness....restoration....also known as real Christianity....this was blessing!

[@LoveAffairsTube]

I don't understand people? Why comment with negativity and disbelief? Maybe his God made good on its promise to correct and heal his spirit and nature. If your "totally" happy with being Gay or Support Gay ppl...keep moving! He wasn't condemning Gays at all! He is simply testifying through poetry, by the word of his GOD in the Bible, and HIS deliverance from sin. This is not bigotry or prejudice at all. It is refreshing to hear how he became that way and his struggle with the fact he was in the Gay lifestyle. Why come to where Christians, are and mock a message that some may want to hear, and need if they are still struggling? People come for truth and knowlegde of a deeper spiritual understanding rather than emotional and worldly desires. It to help them combat these social ills, and sexual confusion, and other sin outside in divine order. Christian folk who found the Word of God more powerful than mans desires and worldy pleasures are of higher a consciousness, they not suppressing anything...they acknowledge their is a spiritual warfare, but choose universal balance and divine order in life, and thats to live a moral righteous life! If the mans testimony is not giving you LIFE...go back to your man made choice, created by mans understanding. These people in the video acknowledge the divine c Creator, and wish to live as such. They live by Gods law for their own salvation, not yours. No different from a adulterer, a thief, a deceiver...they decided to change!!

[@klassicalyxander]

Refreshing, I ate up every word!

[@klassicalyxander]

+KingofPepsi But him being molested resulted in a new problem (sin), homosexuality. So in his situation they were tied hand in hand.

[@LoveAffairsTube]

+KingofPepsi I really to address you. My mom's girlfriends daughter a teen had me and her little brother in the basement with several childern she was watching, take off our clothes and play house...@5? I was molested by 21 yr old man at 7 yrs...reapeatedly, again at 8 by another man teen in another area. finally again by a Lesbian girl 16 I was 9. I was sexually assualt and raped by 23 year old on a date with a man. Always like boys, but it left me confused, I had serious self-esteem issues... I didn't trust men, or women. I found God in 2009. It saved my life. My from sleeping around for attention, depression, and feeling bad about myself. Had to heal. Real the evil spirits was in the people who stole my innocents. I couldnhave blamed my Dad and Mom for not protecting me. I can get mad at the predators...yes they should go to jail, and be accountable, but 20 years later...dont know if could find these people....today. You have to realize evil and devil are not mythical dieties they are spirits that reside in people..."shhh dont" tell lets me know you know you behavior is wrong!!!...The immoral devil will attach its your the mind, and soul or a being...especially if you are spiritually weak and not ground in God conciousness. this is not some black demon with a pitch fork...but evil/sin within. We all struggle...but if you font tell this "secert," it will destroy your life...i finally told and it was like a weight was lifted.

[@KingofPepsi]

+Crystal Fowler , First, I am very sorry for the hell you had to live. But, what happened to you had nothing to do with homosexuality, God, the Devil, or evil spirits. It had everything to do with sexual predators preying on you and destroying your life. I am glad you feel that you have received a healing and a blessing from such a horrible experience. ....Let's take for example, that a White woman had been raped by a Black man. Would it be fair and accurate that she should be against all Black people? Of course not!! This is what this misconstrued poem is doing to all gay people. It's not right.

[@KingofPepsi]

+Crystal Fowler , Exactly. The man in the video with the poem was raped as a child by a pedophile. Gay people have nothing to do with his rape or sleeping around.

[@kateekweozor1993]

wow Praise be to God and may we continue to glorified His Holy Name and Holy Spirit Cont'd to be in Control Amen lm totally touch within my Soul with tears of joy Amen

[@Naiimehful]

God Is Great Thank You Jesus For All YOU HAVE DONE IN HIS LIFE AND OTHERS AND MINE I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!!

[@pootypotputt]

As transparent as one could be, but as he stated, "we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony." big ups man, big ups

[@YouLaToya]

God can use ANYONE who allows Him... To God be all the Glory. God Bless you, sir.

[@tiararandle6866]

I too lived this life searching for a love i could only get from God. Jesus rescued me!

[@OBM615]

May you forever keep Jesus brother! JESUS SAVES!

[@JustJamarSpeaks]

This is my testimony without being molested. Thank you Jesus for giving your life for those sins and thank you Father for giving me another chance and it feels so much better.

[@stephaniel8164]

Had me in TEARS!

[@ithakayakame8968]

THIS Was for me😭😭😭😭😭.

[@MomASMR.]

Ex gay?

[@TusheanaThePoet]

I got chills!! That is an AMAZING testimony!!

[@KingofPepsi]

+NykolSolMusic , You chill very easily. I think the video is a great misconception and lies. The poet's issue is with his being molested as a child, not homosexuality.

[@queeniebee8739]

In the Name of Jesus u are a blessing to the world.. God is truely working in u u made me cry .. I love u and thank u for telling ur story...God bless u

[@shutahekup]

I'm proud of you for being courageous and sharing your great deliverance.

[@yourfavoritesis]

wow-- my sister made me listen to this after I was listening to well done.. My God is so much and it's beautiful and magnificent to know that he is sitting on his throne with his foot laying on the stool and asking, 'what's wrong my child?'-- and he will still stay seated and do all that he could do-- better yet HIS ALL because he just wants us to cry HOLY-HOLY-HOLY IS THE LAMB GOD ALMIGHTY-- like the angels.. Wow.... God is so gracious!! What a conviction!!!

[@rildublin43]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's a one of a kind testimony.I cried the entire video. Thank you for being brave enough to share it. Glory to God!

[@phoenix1985]

The God I serve is God. The Holy Trinity has given me wisdom, courage, enlightenment, freedom, & experiences too vast & wonderous to explain in words. Ive felt the very heartbeat of creation. Ive seen so many wonderous things out there in the omniverse (thats the whole of existance, not just this universe). I wouldnt have missed it for the world.

[@turbonetic777]

I'm crying like a baby....Thank you God for your Mercy and never ending Love. God Bless this Brother. ( It was like he was telling my story)

[@johnsonfam4026]

2022 i been searching for this fa the last 2 years couldn't remember the name.. my sister let start watching these about 10 year's ago.. am still here

[@phoenix1985]

Since there are many many people who are a lot worse than me I believe that they can be saved. I dont need you to pray for me. Save your prayers for yourself. Youre the one who needs them. I have read testimonies of Christians, usually Catholics, who have converted to Wicca.

[@LAKENYA888]

THIS IS WHAT WE NEED TO SEE AND HEAR MORE OF........AMEN

[@ashera324]

This spoken word was POWERFUL!. I commend this brother for stepping out and putting himself out there so that others will learn. All praises to the Most High. I wish this man peace and blessing.

[@winx0191]

I AM HAVIN PRAISE AND WORSHIP, TESTIMONIAL SERVICE, and BIBLE STUDY watchin these P4CM videos back 2 back! Yes Lord!!!

[@aeromaximon]

Good deeds are the evidence of our faith and faith is the evidence of what we hope for and what we can't see. It's impossible to please God without faith.

[@j4lbsteel20]

All i can say is My God.. this gave me chills.. Thank God 4 Deliverance.. My Situation is Similar 2 his so when i hear Ppl Discuss it Openly i Admire them 4 That.. Bcuhz 4 years i Kept secrets and i to Promised not 2 tell..

[@gcmwatch]

Wow, my God this touched my spirit in a profound way! We must tell it! The captives need to hear that freedom is a reality.

[@organicgardenmamavictoriab2768]

deep Poetry for the Weary souls who want to be set free by the spirit of Yeshua

[@aeromaximon]

I know my true self thanks to God, and my true self was never made to live in sin for the rest of my life. My true self was made for God and God alone, to worship, love, know, trust, seek and serve Him every day. I know I have a sinful nature just like everybody else, but God has called me to be holy, just like He is. It's hard bcuz the temptation to sin still lingers, but I'm learning to stand firm on God's word and resist the devil. I seek God by looking into His word and praying to Him.

[@Shegotthajuic3]

I wanna do a cartwheel and I can't anymore after all this years, I never had to deal with that but I know many who have I need a organ and a aisle I feel like giving a praise break 2 step, God is amazing and will continue to blow our minds with His Outstanding love! My God My God My God!

[@diamonte18]

I know how it feels to keep a sin secret. It becomes bigger until it starts to destroy your image of your self worth and affects your mind with the guilt that you cannot be considered worth anything valuable and that if you tell you are only going to be shunned. Praise God that our father in heaven has been helping me walk through it and become free.

[@OnyxCMB]

WOW!!! BLOWN AWAY!!! I pray he no longer struggles this is amazing!

[@legibitiqua2]

Praise the Lord!!! He saves!! Congratulations...and thanks p4cm!!

[@1obedience]

Wow God bless him for honoring you above all. Bless him for holiness. God you are holy and i fear you Lord. Hallelujah. This word spoke to every area of my life and i am not gay.

[@nneoma1027]

Still as powerful as the first time I watched it. God is so good.

[@phoenix1985]

Getting baptised, getting confirmed, going to sunday school, going to church, giving an offering, taking communion, carrying a cross, believing in Jesus, none of that will get you anywhere.

[@DivineXpression]

my brother, thanks for releasing that lousy secret....it has become a spark of God's mercies to us and a call to live holy

[@aeromaximon]

I've been struggling with pornography for the past few years, a habit that's been affecting my walk with Christ. This poem has taught me that I need to lean on the grace and power of Christ even more than I ever did before if I really want to overcome this negative habit of mine and have an excellent relationship with God. I know I shall get my deliverance as long as I keep seeking God and allow His grace to lead me to true repentance and holy living.

[@aeromaximon]

Great testimony! U've proven that God CAN and WILL change homosexuals as long as they're willing. Thank God for His life-changing power!

[@MrsGunter2U]

oh my in tears the entire time. the Lord told me to giveto tell others they could be delivered. lord i thank you lords i thank you!

[@foreverlovegreen8843]

That was AMAZING!!

[@JEMCORP18]

God Bless you for being honest and sharing your life with us. Forgiveness was paid on the cross brother. Thank you.

[@vazenachapman4206]

Thank You Lord!!! You are a keeper

[@tyrell71454]

When I heard this I was floored. But yet the testimony within encouraged me,

[@JoseWrightJr]

He left me speechless...I am amazed at his word play, structure, and experience all mixed into one...MAGNIFICENT PIECE!

[@highlyfavrd1highlyfavouredblak]

Powerful!!! We overcome by our testimony and the blood of the lamb.

[@akekestory493]

1Cor6:9-11 such an encouraging scripture cause I'm pretty sure the disciples were there and God used them for such great purpose.

[@rodio265]

This is amazing! the Lord definitely works in mysterious ways

[@YashikaHAMASHIACH]

thank you P4CM... you guys bless me all the time

[@randi2618]

Thank you Jesus!!!!

[@jondrea97]

I want to visit this place!! Love you guys and your ministry! '...people are dying b/c we aren't speaking; speaking the loudest secrets". WOW!

[@shesoddandmod]

This was beautiful. So many need to hear. Especially from someone who's been there

[@shanelly13]

Preach sir! I thank God for his testimony because I know that God lives and resurrects all who want to be set free. I used to ask the same questions about homosexuals receiving full deliverance, but hearing his story is evidence. I will keep believing for one of my friends who recently accepted this lifestyle and has forsaken all to partake in this lie. However, I will continue to trust God for his return back home.

[@candirivers9221]

That was great, had me in tears I could'nt stop crying. would'nt mind hereing that again.

[@575jerri]

you will be greatly rewarded for sharing your testimony because it will set someone free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@PraiseHimMore]

Thank God for this wonderful testimony!

[@herDivinity]

Praise God! Bless you...I know this will free many..let God use you!! Wow,,,

[@AymNaija]

Wat a message of God's glory and grace.

[@lumberjane451]

very powerful. Thank you so much for sharing this.

[@ugottalaugh]

Powerful. God Bless you bro for "speaking the loudest secrets". So many of people who have become captive to the spirit of homosexuality will now be delivered and set free from the lies satan claimed to be truth. God bless you and your wife. Be strong and stay courageous

[@robynanderson45]

AMEN, AMEN, AMEN......PRAISE GOD FOR YOUR DELIVERANCE AND TRUTHS......

[@tyler12025]

WOW! Amazing, amazing, and amazing. It's time for me to live right and stop being fake.

[@chefkrystal]

This video is like wow! So much conviction! Its those secrets that can get you!

[@lightskinhottie1]

Brought tears to my eyes, thank you for sharing!! God Bless!!

[@Nkechi5101]

I am BLOWN away!!!!

[@KidQueezey]

I needed all of this.

[@mturner81]

wow wow and wow! I commend this brother for standing up and speaking out about this. powerful!