IT'S TIME TO CLEAN DEPRESSION CORNER | Let's Celebrate the Small Wins | My Decluttering Journey

[@auslin16]

From someone else who deals with life long depression/anxiety - what I remind myself (and is a great way to explain to people who dont get it) is that depression/anxiety are not rational and therefore, you can't apply your normal thinking to it. Using that logic helps me recognize what is the depression speaking versus the other part of my brain. Sometimes that helps me give myself grace to say "this is what I have the energy for and that's ok" and sometimes it helps me fight it back to come out of the spiral faster. Also when I don't care enough to do something like cleaning, I trick myself into doing it by saying "it's not for me, it's for my partner or dog to not trip on or deal with" you start it for them but then wind up finishing it for yourself. You will get through it. You have accomplished so much even with all the struggles. Just remember when it's feels like "one step foward, two steps back" it's more "one step foward, two steps to the side" all the foward steps you have taken are still valid and you have come further than you were before even if you might have gone a little off course! ❤ hope that makes sense and helps ❤

[@CammyHell]

You know who else besides depression says there’s no point in starting if you can’t do the whole room? Perfectionism.

[@bettinalykke5151]

those to emotions seems to be siblings

[@CammyHell]

@@bettinalykke5151 I agree!

[@vzimmer1951]

I am a perfectionist! I can't stand just getting a part of something done.

[@jelliebean1]

You said something that totally nailed it for me. That you didn't care but what changed is that you WANTED to care. Just - wow! Yes! ...I don't think you realize how many WISE things you say that are helpful. Thanks - you really are an inspiration. Don't listen to the enemy and lies trying to tell you otherwise!

[@lisazervas5804]

Agreed! Many words of wisdom.

[@RaraRemi_312]

I second that!!

[@suemorris6336]

I lost my baby sister this year. I also am struggling with unrelenting grief. I tried to put up my tree today and ended up throwing it in the garbage. Sent my husband to by gift cards for everyone and called it done. Prayers for all going through a hard holiday season. 💔🙏🏼

[@Yeshanu]

Prayers for you. Been there, done that. It's so hard. ❤❤❤

[@Zombie-adventures]

🙏🙏🙏

[@marybethtozer7660]

🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@patarmstrong2304]

Sue, I lost my baby sister in June, total shock! We all still can’t believe it! Hugs to you!

[@flightlessphoenix77]

Mira, I know that right now all you can see is the struggle. I'd like to say that all I can see is the progress. Your starting point had some trash on an open floor, not mountains and goat trails between them. Your end point was clearing the floor in half the room in a single video - taking donations to the car AND then carrying on working to fill up the rest of that trash bag! And you showed up and did all that even when your brain didn't care yet. You are amazing. I was so happy to see you back with a video. Please do drop in again soon- we all need Colt and Clay cuteness to help us smile 😊

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you so much!

[@rachgeorgia9993]

What I tell myself is “every little bit helps” and “I’m doing this for my future self” and then later when I benefit from what I’ve done I make sure to tell myself “I’m so glad you did that before”

[@carol.luna.stella]

When I am feeling low I say a prayer for those who dont have secure homes, running water and heating. Also those who have no food or medical care. Then I count my blessings. Some days I just need to focus on anyone but me.

[@travellinjack9487]

Progress not perfection. Your place has come so far from when your channel first started (yes, I've been here the whole time.) Hang in there. You matter to us.

[@sherrygraham8650]

Bless you Mira. I know how easy it is to let the depression monster take over. But look at you trying to fight it and care about the clutter. That made my heart happy. You and your boys deserve safe and beautiful surroundings but I know it’s not easy to get there. I love hearing you laugh and sharing the joy the boys bring you and I am so happy you have them and they have you.

[@ChristianAnneSmith]

I have a brand new kitten and she goes into attack mode every time I watch my phone. As soon as she heard your voice, Mira, she laid her head down and just listened. I think she really loved hearing your voice.

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

That’s so sweet! Thanks for sharing.

[@susanwibbeler797]

I'm proud of you. Keep on taking care of yourself by peeling away the clutter!

[@rosedelory3548]

I inherited two things from my Grandmom. Her love of potato chips and depression. Sending all the blessings to you that I can muster up. God loves you!

[@katarina7908]

Dear Mira, I know exactly how you feel going through depression and grief myself. Lately, I'm starting to believe that talking about emotions is everything. If nothing else, it helps to release a tiny drop of numbing pain. With that said, please reach out to us more. Even if you express just a minute of your pain. That way, we can support each other and hopefully feel less alone. You are my big inspiration and I hate to see you so depressed. Lots of love to you and your boys. ❤

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you so much for this lovely comment. ❤

[@suicydeblonde]

I am glad to see you post but sad that you are struggling. I am right with you on the health issues journey. The most stressful part is the not knowing what is happening. Diagnosis is at least a start. I hope you have a good holiday & post again soon!

[@sharondipity152]

So sorry to hear you are having a tough time, Mira. Sending gentle hugs and good thoughts your way.

[@monieksvideos]

Luckily your dogs give you pleasure in these hard times. I love your laugh when you talk about playing with little Colt. Hang in there, dear Mira.

[@malyndaashford1370]

You're survival rate so far is 100% keep going ❤

[@lisaschreiber2893]

❤❤❤ here’s the thing, the holidays are the toughest time for depression and grief but you still turned on the camera and pushed through, incredible. you are making progress, so proud of you

[@saramacdonald846]

The corner looks great - so satisfying to see. You've got lots of people who care for you and who are cheering you on. Take care of yourself.

[@theresek863]

One thing I learned about grief is that the grief doesn't go away. We grow around the grief making the grief seem smaller. This is what I learned when my mom died on 5/5/2020. I still miss her and cry sometimes. Big hugs to you and your pups. I also suffer with depression. ❤

[@sofies9652]

Oh Mira! You are so strong. Good job clearing up that path today 💪🏼 I wish you new energy, happy times and a peaceful mind 🙏🏼 You are great ❤️

[@naomiwest7556]

I've depression too, what helps me is having a blessings jar. Get a jar/tub and write your blessings down ( even on a bad day, you can find 1 blessing) it may take a while to think of them. Fold each blessing up & put it in the jar. Then on a really bad day read through your blessings. It doesn't take away your depression but it does lift you a bit. Hope that helps

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thanks for the suggestion!

[@sibyllewalker8777]

Mira, always remember there are a lot of people looking out for you and the inspiration you hand out. You are part of my decluttering journey and your dogs are as well. Hugs from Germany 🫂

[@kellycrowl1500]

Reading the comments, Mira, I realize how many people you affect with your honest videos, WOW! I’m one too! Fighting depression, even though I know in my heart I am so BLESSED, it’s a real thing, a very intense emotional battle. May you find peace & joy as you continue to push through it! And know that you aren’t alone.🙏🏻❤

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you for your kind words, it means so much to me. ❤

[@smilingjacks83]

Hey Mira! Thank you for being so unflinchingly honest about the grief and depression. Its so rare and so important. Sending you so much love and a big hug. ❤❤

[@debratakagawa4764]

That was a great video of you successfully fighting back depression and throwing it in the bin. The area of your room looks so nice. It is such a frustration when health takes a turn and you can’t do things you once did. Your boys have got to be so much fun. I love watching them.

[@GotAnUmbrella]

If you have the finances or time, I would really recommend buying a different, more expensive dog bed eventually with a waterproof cover or a waterproof liner. My favorite is the Big Barker which I only buy when on sale, but anything with a waterproof liner would work. It helps because you can toss the top cover into the wash while the foam is still covered. It helps prevent moldy situations. It's better than having to constantly buy new stuffing.

[@Jessica-cares]

You matter! I wondered where you were. And I'm sure I wasn't the only one. If you need someone to remind you how awesome and loved you are, please reach out in a community post. It is okay to grief. Thank you for being so open, it helps others to share their struggles.

[@lilbitme2246]

My matra is: "you have to take make a choice for the chance for change"! I pray it helps someone like it does me who gets stuck and just almost paralized. It helps me to just decide and step forward, i always feel better after doing so, but somedays i can barely force myself to do it. those days i take a down day and focus on my mental health and try and be nice to myself. Its life why stress no one makes it out alive in the end anyways right?! I also use humor to help get through, most of the time if i didnt laugh i would cry. Much love, thank you for sharing and im praying for you! Shalom🙏🙌

[@mackerelcat6677]

Colt is looking at you like "Mama is throwing away all the new stuff I found." Little guy is a huge mood booster.❤

[@suzanne529]

You are doing so great! My husband passed in August and I struggle. If I do one or two productive things a day I feel like that is good enough. Depression is no joke. I have a corgi who keeps me going. I am glad you have your little dogs. On another note, some lysol spray should take care of the mold on the foam.

[@CarinaLovesMatthew]

You matter! Wishing you the best ❤

[@KarynDavis-vg4nm]

I’ve been thinking about you, Mira. As you said, be gentle with yourself. Sending you love and light. ❤

[@kimibrown1578]

I’m proud of you! Not only did you do this section, but you filmed it too! It starts with the desire doesn’t it. Then you just do the next thing. I just wanted to write you and say that you’re worthwhile. You are making an impact on many lives! I hope you feel comforted in this time and that it will be looking up for you. 💗

[@malloryschroeder272]

I’m proud of you!!! I hope you are proud of yourself. Any step is progress even if a few are forward and a few are back. Room looks great hope it fills you with pride and comfort. ❤

[@susettedavis]

You did a fantastic job of explaining Depression. For those who are lucky enough to not suffer with it find it very difficult to understand it. It's also very difficult for some of them to not be judgemental. Judgement is one of the worst things to do. We already have a Negative Monster talking trash to us we don't need people to add to our negativity. I'm sending you love and prayers. You are worth it! ❤❤❤❤❤

[@alanbirkner1958]

Hi, I'm on meds for depression and anxiety. I'm also the caregiver for my disabled husband and daughter. I sometimes do one task each day: all the dishes, all the laundry, clean the cat litter, etc. Once a month, I pay a cleaning crew to do the heavy cleaning because I'm 75. Tina, Al's wife

[@wendy_Bl]

Mira so lovely to see a video from you. I have been thinking about you and hope you are doing ok xx ❤

[@judenebaer9997]

I'm glad to see you put a video up. Am fighting depression as well. It sucks .but you did great, and you got this. we are here for you hope to see you soon 😊

[@mjs.2000]

Merry Christmas. I miss my parents too. Holidays can be difficult, but it passes. Hang in there. Accept help.

[@joycepywell4481]

You are doing so amazing one day at a time ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉

[@maryredfern6649]

So good to see you again sweetheart I hope you start to feel better soon I know depression ass well

[@fayeashcroft7066]

Hi Mira I think you need to but 2 large size rubbish bins Put liners in them 1 in kitchen 1 in your study / lounge room that way you can make it easier on yourself and less bending over picking up your rubbish Now that your dog has plastic toys in the floor don’t give them the plastic bottles This will ease up the mess on the floor and it won’t become a trip hazard for you I always think about my mum and dad that have passed and they had no clutter no mess very tidy and I keep pushing myself to do the same Have a merry Christmas 🎄 and a happy 😃 new year 🎉 Cheers 🥂 Australia 🇦🇺 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍🦘🦘

[@Zombie-adventures]

Hey Mira! Depression only tells you lies…always lies. I have found it helpful to treat depression as a very rude disrespectful jerk, and I talk right back in a mean voice- “shut up you liar! I am not listening to anything you say!, you’re nothing to me and I demand you to leave my home!” And mean it Mira! Yell if you need to. It helps me!❤️

[@deetee8100]

Sending hugs and prayers your way.

[@RBI3A1]

Hi Mira, if you put the garbage bag in a bin, that will make it for you easier to handle the picking up and tossing ...

[@marystrenke3050]

So glad you still have your mom's wheelchair. I have severe mobility issues and I will definitely use a wheelchair if I go any distance. With my social anxiety and limited funds I don't do much anymore but am blessed with friends on my apartment building. I actually do my friend's housework when I have a good day❤

[@nerdyvinyl]

I am grieving a recent death as well. Hired a cleaning lady. I don't have the physical or mental energy. I know it will get easier over time, but seeing a clean space around me will at least help ease the visual stress. Take time to heal. You are not alone.

[@susanduncan8485]

There have been several xmases I didn’t decorate because of all the work involved. You are not alone 😊

[@sarahholland2600]

I hope you feel better soon. Ive had depression for years. I've come to realize that my letting it get to the point i'm not functioning, is a pattern & its self defeating. I now get help as soon the wanting to stay in bed all day starts ( my red flag that i'm spiralling). It's been a gamechanger. I feel more in control & recover quicker .

[@cheriedesalis6628]

I too have walked in your shoes. Know you are not alone and you can do this one day, one hour or even one minute at a rime. I keep saying to myself yes you can. You matter.

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you so much for the encouragement. I really appreciate it.

[@susanlaughlin2081]

I began to get concerned about you last week. It was then that I realized that quite some time had passed since you last posted. I am sorry to hear that depression has gripped you. However, I know the holiday season can be challenging. I am very, very glad to see this post. Although only a small area of cleaning, it's the act of communicating with us that is more important right now. You have been, and will continue to be in my prayers as we continue through the holidays. GOD BLESS

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you for your kind words and prayers.

[@AngelaBraisher]

I hear you sweetheart Please be gentle with yourself ❤xx

[@librarynan4610]

I’m glad to see that you are taking care of yourself with this cleanup.

[@CaliAnimalLover]

I’m just so glad to see you Mira. I’ve been quite a bit worried about you. Depression is awful. And we cannot control it. I do hope you start feeling better little by little.

[@Astrid-cn9qv]

Hi dear. Glad to see you again. Just take it one day at a time. No energy days will come but also go! So proud of your honesty and keep trying hon. You are loved xxx

[@margiegalaviz7101]

For every one negative thing you say to yourself say three positives... I have to do this for myself from time to time just to have a clear mind and be reminded of all the things I have to be grateful for... I don't know you very well other than the things that you've shared on your KZbin video... Things in this video alone I can see you can be grateful for would be the gift of movement... You are able to walk and that in itself is a blessing... You also have two little companions that love you unconditionally... And thirdly, you have an audience that's all on your side. Although we might be invisible sometimes. We are still here rooting you on... The holidays are tough for everyone so don't think you're alone for one second... Wishing you all the best... And remember to stay positive... I struggle with anxiety and depression myself, however, I can decide at any moment that I'm going to have a better day at any time of the day...❤️❤️❤️

[@Helen-uw3pu]

Well put. I can't help but feeling that the best way to fight back depression is to think of all the blessings and positive things we have in our lives no matter how small. As for grieving about our parents, yes it is heartbreaking (I know) but be grateful that they lived a long life and that you got to spend the time with them. Believe in the saying try to look at your life as a glass half filled instead of half empty. Try to remain positive.

[@barbvandenheuvel8381]

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[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you so much for these kind words!

[@kimberlymiller655]

I have been missing you!! The holidays can be so so hard. I get it. You are loved! You matter to me. You matter to us. You matter to your babies! Hang in there sis and stay kind to yourself!

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you for your kind words, it means so much to me. ❤

[@genb_genbeauty]

I remember the first clean up of depression corner. So proud of you for tackling this now. So great to hear the boys are doing well and you have a diagnosis. Sending you big love as you grieve and tackle your depression. Thank you for sharing. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@dinadrabyk8376]

Way to go, Mira! I hope you are super proud of what you accomplished - you gave it everything you had and that’s what matters. It doesn’t matter what yesterday you could have done, today you crushed it.

[@dianneperry2903]

Lord Jesus, we ask in your name to be with Mira not only during this holiday season but every day of her life. Please take this depression away and let her be filled with YOUR LOVING spirit. Bless her 2 sweet pups, her family and friends. We also ask that you be with EVERYONE that is going through depression. We THANK YOU FOR LIFE, YOUR LOVE, GRACE and your Mercy! Amen!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Mira, we ALL LOVE YOU❣️❣️❣️

[@Armymom07-wl8tp]

Amen!

[@Zombie-adventures]

🙏🙏🙏

[@marybethtozer7660]

In Jesus name, amen❣❣❣

[@prymodee6723]

So nice to see a video from you again! All the best! Sending you a big hug!

[@SandyDandyAdams]

I feel you. ❤. This season. Katie (adopted from my dad) died in front of me. Coco was 18. I scheduled Coco to be put down. I always knew, gut feeling, what have you, "I don't know how long the other will live without each other"...Katie died in front of me, in the doctor's office while the doc was getting meds to put her down. I had already made the appointment scheduled for Coco to be put down. It was the day after Katie died. Now the xmess season is upon us. Damn.

[@Billy_12348]

My 15 year old dog just left this earth peacefully yesterday, I am in so much pain and grief, finding your video helped me feel understood and I appreciate you being vulnerable for others to feel less alone ❤️❤️❤️

[@marybethtozer7660]

💔 Praying for you. 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@Jessica-cares]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@Billy_12348]

@@Jessica-cares thank you so much ❤️❤️

[@Billy_12348]

@@marybethtozer7660 thank you so much 😭❤️

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤

[@sflasaint811]

Colt loves you so much 🥰 That corner looks great and look at those organized DVDs in your storage unit! That's a big win!

[@dlsetaro]

Mira, I’m sending you virtual hugs and healing energy! I truly hope your health situation can be improved and that you can start feeling more and healthy as time goes on. Every little thing you do is an accomplishment, so just do what you can when you can and love yourself regardless of what gets done. With health issues and grief, it is understandable that you are essentially in survival mode-everything else is bonus. A few of my favorite affirmations: - I choose thoughts that make me feel good. - I choose happiness no matter my circumstances - My body knows how to heal itself and my health and vitality are improving every day. - Other people love me and I love myself

[@ediefolta9494]

I so admire you, Mira, for continuing to push through your physical ailments and your depression. And I am sad to see how many other people in the comments are struggling with the same issues. I know that it is hard to ask for help when you are feeling like this, but I wonder if you have a town or county social worker who could assist with getting you disability benfits, help with meals, getting medical equipment through Medicare disability, etc. Or your insurance company may have a nurse health coordinator who can do this. It's hard enough to navigate these systems when you are not depressed; it's almost impossible if you are. Please talk with a friend about getting help from one of these resources. Bless you and know that you have many people who care about you and want you to have the life you deserve.

[@smilingjacks83]

@@ediefolta9494 💯💕💕

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

Thank you for your kind words and suggestions.

[@pinadelmonico]

Thanks for updating us🥰. I’m sorry ur not feeling well physically or emotionally:( u should be proud u got the living room cleaned up & got this vid out!! We r here for u❤

[@MikaDoesStuff23]

I was just thinking of you yesterday, Mira. I know the holidays can be tough. Glad to hear from you. ❤

[@clambysaurus]

You DID do an amazing job, and it is a big win. As people with mental health struggles and disabilities, we do not have the same capacity as able-bodied, neurotypical people. Try not to "should" yourself - you are only ever able to do what you are able to do in any given moment. Capacity fluctuates. It's hard. But you aren't bad for it. My favourite mantras / affirmations are "until it doesn't hurt" and "everything about me is okay". Be kind to yourself ♡

[@rozanidesignsmasquerade7050]

Wishing you a great rest of this week and a comforting Christmas. You are an inspiration to others as you share your journey. You are also a loving care giver to your little guys as you continue to keep them positively occupied. May there be a light at the end of your tunnel. That would be such a treat. Sending you big hugs. 👍😍 🌲❤️🌲

[@marriedagain2008]

Sending you and the boys hugs and good vibes!

[@scoutc315]

I just checked your page yesterday. I was so happy to see this pop up today. Thank you for showing up. Much love to you ❤

[@porkchop9024]

Hi Mira! I saw this on another channel and thought it might be helpful for you too: write down all the areas in your home you want to reset on a piece of paper, cut up the papers, put them in a bowl and draw a new paper each day (or the days you feel you have the energy). The “reset” areas shouldn’t take you more than 30 mins to clean up to keep it easy and keep you feeling motivated. A mini-game might help get your mind off the crappy time you’re going through ❤ you got this!

[@cherihendrix3076]

Mira, you matter to me. I also live with chronic depression. I know what it is to be so low. You mentioned that you wanted to care. That is so encouraging to me. Thank you for putting yourself out there and being so transparent about what is happening to you. You give me hope. I believe you matter.

[@Tinastiny]

Nice to see a new video from you👍🏻

[@jennethuckerby5482]

Mira you are so hard on yourself. Getting out of bed in the morning is an achievement in itself when you have depression. You are allowed to grieve for the people you love my mum died in 1986 and I still miss her every day. I have had depression and I know how hard everything is it is so debilitating both mentally and physically. I haven't put any decorations up this year just don't feel like it!!! So don't do yours if you're not in the mood for it. Since you started your channel you have come such a long way keep going. Wishing you a very merry Christmas and a happy New year ❤

[@TypicalTGreen]

Even a little breathing space better when grief hits. ❤

[@lauraricci611]

Women's shelters sometimes accept clothing. You might want to call around and see. The thing that motivates me to keep working around my house. When I am watching t.v. I have a rule one Comercial, one thing. Break it down small. What can I take to the kitchen? What can I put away. If I am going to another room. I see if anything can be put away. If I have momentum maybe do a couple things. Don't strain yourself. Just do what you can. It's all improvement. Winter has a way of making things seem worse than they are. Stay strong we are rooting for you.😊

[@more5347]

colt might be the next dog agility star! happy solstice, merry Christmas!

[@ChristianAnneSmith]

Affirmations are so important for me. One that I do that helps me be creative and not talk me into myself: as a finish a piece and see that it’s not perfect, I say this is the best that I can do right now and I’m going to let this painting be exactly what it is. It is only one of thousands of paintings I will make in my life. Another thing I do is to give the jerk bully inside my head a name , like Fred or Bertha. I’ll say, thanks for your opinion Bertha, oh there’s old Bertha again, Bertha is there grumbling. I’ll start treating that mean voice with harmless affection, there goes old grumpy Bertha again.. kinda takes the power out of it and brings back the humor

[@nvs514]

I love this. Just seeing and awknowledging that voice sometimes is all it takes to take the power of it away. ❤

[@PeelingAwaytheClutter]

That is such a great approach. Thank you for sharing!

[@Moonlight-nq4wy]

🎉 ❤ YAY, Mira's back!!!👍😁 So nice to see an update from you! You know once you started, you got a lot done. ✅ Just keep moving forward Mira. You got this. You've got 2 cute little buddies counting on you! And they are so adorable 🥰 So nice to see all 3 of you outside playing! 🫂💗🐕🐕 Merry Christmas 🎄

[@OldGreyMare60]

I’m sorry depression has reared its ugly head for you Mira. I’m glad you have your boys, who look like they’re worshipping you and protecting you at the same time. I find myself grieving for my mother this time of year too, as she passed away on December 3rd, 2018. You said that depression doesn’t speak in a kind way, but your followers definitely do. I hope you get some comfort from the kind and encouraging comments that people leave. I’m proud of what you achieved in this video and the area you worked on looks great! I also noticed that the shelves of DVD’s continue to stay neat and organized. Pat yourself on the back for that! I hope and pray that things improve for you, Mira. You’re an inspiration. ❤❤❤

[@elizabeth2732]

I was so worried about you ! Miss you on here . Take care xx

[@leolewaney7115]

Glad to hear from you. I missed you. Lots of love. 🤍

[@eyrunsigrunardottir6977]

Watch out for the depression and it´s lies; it´s such a good liar! At it´s best it can make you belive that NOW you finally see how things really are and that you have just been fooling yourself so far. Don´t belive it, things are really better than the depression says. Happy holidays to you and your beautiful two boys 💖

[@ginny2775]

The name brand fabris store has foam by the yard. They usually will cut it to size for you

[@martinafranciscus1281]

Hello Mira, good to see you again. I lost my Mom 2 months ago and I'm so scared about the holidays... please take time to do something nice for yourself. Selfcare is important. Love from Munich, Germany

[@rachelpalumbo8135]

Happy to see you. I understand and know what it is you are going through I have been on medication for a very long time for this. and I get it. Feel better soon I missed you.

[@jenniferknowles7219]

I’m so sorry for your grief. I’ve lost my parents too. I’m sending warm love and hugs. Never give up. You are loved. ❤.

[@janinemarie333]

Rock on you!!! So good to hang out with you today taking care of you!

[@rebeccaashton5390]

Hi Mira, I'm glad to see your video. This time of year is hard for many. I didn't put up any decorations either for the same reason as you. I am still proud of you pushing through and understand the difficulties you are facing. You are seen, you are heard and you are loved. Big hugs to you, Colt and Clay. XXOO.

[@MsArtistwannabe]

Depression is a tenacious foe. Getting a little something done can be a good pick me up. Your little guys, oh so cute. I was missing your videos and am happy to see one from you.. I have a little “ ladder” of things I do to help me at least grab hold of the edge of the black hole. One of them is exactly what you’re doing now. If I can make myself tidy things up it tends to help. Some others are, making something good to eat. Baking things to gift to neighbors. Going for a walk, gardening, making art, call a friend , meditation and yoga have helped so much too. Watching a funny movie sometimes help. Sending you gentle hugs and encouragement to you.

[@AngieJenkins-o5l]

When dealing with grief it's one day a time, with as hard as it seems it does it easier with time. I lost my mom 31 years ago when i was 21. It took time but life has way of continuing to move on and we learn too except things. I pray your health issues are something that can be dealt with easily and you get back to feeling better soon. Hang in there, we're all here for you!

[@keelienne]

Getting back in motion after a major depressive episode is NOT a small thing, that is huge! Even if you don’t care, the boys do and we do too. I love that you, once again, try to get back on your feet. You are not alone in this. There are way too many (including me) who know how it feels and what it takes. I lately described it, that depression is this dark matter that takes away all your things one by one, and only when it’s got it you realize how much you liked that thing. For me the latest was reading that died due to depression, I just couldn’t anymore. I even got sick sometimes if I only felt a book, and when I dared to open it my eyes blurred so I couldn’t read a word- and that was the moment I realized how much reading meant to me- and gone it is. I hope I will be lucky and can fight for it to get it back one day- but that’s never certain. I am very sorry you have to fight this too. No, you don’t deserve it! And I’m sorry to hear your health is further declining, I keep my fingers crossed that it’ll get better.

[@rachgeorgia9993]

I can really relate to this depression episode and the differences between not caring about anything, wanting to care, and actually caring. Honestly you’ve done so well to get this done. This would have been completely exhausting to do.

[@christinawolf5657]

Thank you. You said some things here that I very much needed to hear today. "Hi" from my own depression burrow. :-) When we feel like this, I know it's easier to see the progress and good in other people's efforts than in our own. What I kept thinking during this video was how the two spaces (in front of the entertainment center and the back porch) looked like when we first saw them months ago. "Past" Mira did so much work and made those two spaces places that could be used and cleaned by "present" Mira. I know a lot gets left for future Mira, but in this case your past self gave you a huge gift. Well done. I hope you get a tiny boost of endorphins when you glance at that open space and shiny floor.

[@sheamom]

i've been depressed for 8 months, took me 6 months to see it. Glad you finally saw it and can start to work on it. I'm so happy to see you back! I've missed seeing your stuff! the first after loosing a loved one is so hard. it's the 1st year mark. don't feel ashamed of your feelings. feel them and then try to move to the next thing.

[@kathywalker997]

Hi girlfriend❤ I’m struggling this Christmas and I love Christmas😢 just remember we care about you. Depression is definitely not your friend. I can’t believe that you were pushing forward to get anything done. That within itself is amazing. You’re stronger than you think you are.

[@user-sandyh]

Been thinking about you so much over the past month. Depression and holidays often go hand-in-hand for me too. Expectations vs reality, family issues, etc. for many years plus some SAD for good measure. Start with you - eat, sleep, self-care, dog care, repeat. Then when you hit a good moment you start one small task like you did in the video. Sometimes that's all you can do, sometimes it will spark more energy and joy/motivation. Then one day you find it's been a mostly better day than it has been for a while. There may be a relapse into more bad moments/days. Be kind to yourself. Thinking of you and sending positive energy your way. We will get through this! 😊