☯Peer Pressured into having an eating disorder☯

[@martinafrancescagort444]

"In a society that profits from your self doubt, liking yourself is a rebellious act."♥︎🌻 Amazing Video!

[@lexixochil6]

me: *sees its 23 minutes long* me: oh shit me: *gets up and grabs an apple and tea* me: *jumps back in my bed* me: I'm ready..

[@Jessica-jv8gu]

Alexis113Commentates lol I do the same thing, except it's 11 pm and I'm not about to get up in the dark and get possessed by a demon

[@elliniacorsello8099]

i grabbed a pickle

[@RecoveryFlower]

Wait SAME and Diet Coke

[@mhd253]

me lol

[@candidlyyoursfilm]

omg literally the same im dead 😅😅😅

[@dom-ru5cc]

I was in a similar situation where I was self harming but I thought I wasn't self harming because they weren't that deep. If anyone is starving themself or self harming in any way, no matter how skinny you are or how deep you've cut, you're destroying yourself! Even if you can't stop, eat a little more! Cut once less! You have to admit something is wrong and love yourself even if it means cutting out poisonous people.

[@theartistsside5205]

^exactly also love the name and pfpic

[@dom-ru5cc]

panic! at the chemical fall øut brides w/ sirens Thank you

[@wanderingsnowflake5874]

+Pierce the Black Chemical Pilots Veil ff yassss bands fam 😍🤘

[@stargirl7769]

i was peer pressured into having an eating disorder when i was 11 (i'm 14 now) 😭 it's videos like this that keep me strong 💞✨ love u ana

[@BabvBlues]

LOVE YOU GIRL

[@aria5745]

star girl FUCK THEM ALL GO GRAB A HUGE CHOCOLATE AND EAT IT WHILE U R WATCHING YOUR FAVOURITE MOVIE GIRL CAUSE YOU DESERVE IT❤❤❤

[@Miwakolove]

star girl same except I was 12 and now I am 15

[@alliecary.]

Lauren H me too..

[@anonymousshithead7423]

star girl I've had mine since I was 8 and now I'm 17

[@oliviamcclure1523]

Recovered from an eating disorder and proud✊🏼

[@BabvBlues]

STAY PROUD BABY STAY PROUD!

[@christinajaneiskool]

Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife same here but for me it can still come back again

[@senpaiismineyandere-chan8271]

Olivia McClure YAYYYY!

[@lexi_is_a_penguin1240]

Olivia McClure Good job!

[@sd-cy2cl]

me too girl 💗💗

[@sarai879]

I LOVE YOU BABY WE SO PROUD OF U I WEAR ONE OF THE BRACELETS U SENT ME EVERYDAY FOR GOOD LUCK NO JOKE ILY SOOOO MUCH ANA

[@BabvBlues]

YAY! Love you Sarai!!

[@sarai879]

I LOVOE U

[@senpaiismineyandere-chan8271]

I CAN TELL YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON love all people

[@nobodydontbothermety7624]

I love her bracelet and can u please tell where there from if u know

[@hh_fj__9992]

For those in America, 44.5 kg=98 pounds

[@tiffanytyler2510]

Heidi Hosinger thanks

[@kittycatboy6016]

thankies

[@SabrinaUmstead]

Much appreciated thank yooouuu

[@Rain-xv9fb]

Heidi Hosinger 😊thx

[@naegiplush]

thank you

[@RecoveryFlower]

So much love for you holy shit. Thank you so much for sharing❤

[@taneeshakalra4014]

These videos are so helpful and spread so much awareness. Keep staying strong!💞

[@BabvBlues]

thank you my pretty petal

[@ValeriaTheUnicorn]

It depresses me knowing that one day youre gonna make a video saying youre quitting youtube, because thats what everyone ends up doing sooner or later. Sigh, i dont want that day to come.

[@happyvalentino]

Vandalizing Valeria I feel the same way but hey who knows, most of us grow out of watching certain people anyways and become too busy. Important thing is to just hope that, not only the viewer, but the maker as well, are on a happy path and having a good life 😊💞

[@dom-ru5cc]

Vandalizing Valeria Well let's appreciate her now. In this moment, Ana is still on KZbin so we can pretend it will last forever

[@mkahna3118]

All good things must come to an end

[@killertigergaming6762]

199th like get rekt by ocd

[@jaank8982]

To all the beautiful sunflowers, stay strong and love yourself. Have a great day!

[@brooklynthesunflower2863]

but im not beautiful :(

[@alliecary.]

brooklynthesunflower baby girl. You are. Oh how beautiful you are. All of us love you. Be Brahe sunnie❤️

[@brooklynthesunflower2863]

Allie Cary tysm you just made my day🖤

[@jaank8982]

Honey, beauty is in The Eye of the beholder and you, are a beautiful, never stop telling yourself that

[@eden-wu3gl]

your accent is so pretty 😍

[@lexaandcaro2748]

ingrid what kind of accent is it

[@reallithuania50]

Fox Feathers She's British??? I think

[@marnsssx121]

ingrid Shes british

[@imby4821]

Lol she's not British at all. It's Australian

[@sd-cy2cl]

she’s moved around a lot. Back and forth from Taiwan to Australia, so her accent is very unique 💗

[@angieperez4271]

I have depression I self harm and when I watch your videos and I feel happy even though your talking about depression and stuff like that it's nice to know that someone understands

[@allison3659]

omg I've been thinking about eating disorders these days and now you upload this video. My mind has been so fucking annoying, like I want to eat but there is something making me feel guilty about it. I've been obsessed with all this topic and watching your video made me feel better. Thanks Ana, you are awesome ❤ And for all the people who is struggling with these things, please be strong. You are gorgeous, don't give up!

[@franceskelly8780]

Allison pls keep eating, eating disorders are awful, and don't feel guilty pls💓

[@allison3659]

Thank you so much, I'm doing my best. Hope you have a beautiful day/night ❤

[@mrs.elentz2336]

So true, great video! People actually participate in encouraging eating disorders without knowing it. My son is 9, and has eating issues because of myself calling myself fat all the time, and he picked up on this. I regret it deeply now, and he's doing great now but words do affect people whether you realize it or not.

[@lexixochil6]

Elizabeth Arndt bless your heart!

[@emma-eh9xc]

cant believe ana knows emily wilkinson... she graduated from my highschool in 2015 shook

[@BabvBlues]

She's my best friend

[@felicityjohnston9276]

Emmaa13 small world i guess ❤

[@paigeamber5916]

I have friends and even though I am not anorexic (but I am oddly skinny) they still worry when i'm not hungry at lunch they're good friends and i'm sorry you had to go through this and sorry for anyone else, your videos help me open my eyes to the community arround me thanks, love ya🌱

[@knifegrlfriend]

does anyone else love her unique accent?

[@elliottemery6222]

can you do a video about how you started smoking??

[@bel.cascabel]

Goog idea, and I would like to know if she has stopped :)

[@skeletnsunflwer9173]

Yes! Or about how she started taking drugs in general

[@sparkle7653]

I have an eating disorder because it makes me feel less lonely and it gives me control, it's weird because wanting to be skinny is a side affect of my ed. I like the eating disorder community because I don't go to school or have any friends. But i'm only in the supportive nice communities, not the mean ones.

[@Salmoninyourrice]

I hope you recover. 🙏🏾

[@alliecary.]

Oh my god :(( this is already hitting me hard and I'm 0:49 in. Love you Johanna. Thank you for this. It must have been hard to upload. Love you smol bean 🌻

[@BabvBlues]

love you big bean

[@alanadoleman275]

It's never ok to have toxic friends! You are so much better without them💗 don't forget that

[@ell589]

yay ! I'm officially an ex bulimic. I still struggle with body dismophia and other issues. Hope other sunflower's are okay 🍑 please follow my Instagram if you can @_.ell_._ 🌻

[@BabvBlues]

Proud of you *claps

[@BrookelleBlasphemy]

Howsenselessdeath Howpreciouslife you're my queen❤️🙏💯😍

[@elliecadence3247]

Psychedelic mines ellieemilburn I'm sorry I can't find you:(

[@ell589]

Ellie Cadence think I found you? 💕

[@elliecadence3247]

Psychedelic you did thankyou, I'll follow you back now x

[@acroabby123]

I am so grateful to have found your channel! 😭😍 I am 14 and I have been dealing with anxiety related disorders since I can remember. Recently (since late 2016) I turned to self harm and started experiencing suicidal thoughts and extremely low moods (I haven't been diagnosed with depression), I tried to hide it from my parents but of course they eventually found out. I'm currently on the waiting list for therapy but that is like a year long list. On the bright side, I haven't cut for a while now! 👍😝 I have really low self esteem, I hate they way my body looks and I have previously tried starving myself. I always end up giving up and binge eating after a day, then I feel even worse afterwards and the process repeats in a cycle (guilt and shame, starvation, binge eating, guilt and shame etc...) 😭 I don't want to develop in eating disorder though as I've already put my family through enough with dealing with my anxiety and self harm. Any advice / help? 💗💗💗

[@acroabby123]

Sorry for the long comment but if you could read this and reply it would really mean a lot! 💗

[@blkbird6439]

Acro Abby I read it! Stay strong beautiful

[@chymicalbride8065]

I’m sorry that no one gave you any advice when you originally commented this, how are you doing now?

[@fredaali3374]

OMG I've been waiting for this. Life made

[@odysseusofithaca1620]

How horrible! I hope you've fully recovered. I know that some mental problems can linger. Your story helps so many people stay strong. Have a great day!!

[@elliecadence3247]

I haven't been diagnosed with an eating disorder, but I'd like to tell you my story, I sort of had a friend like this, we would talk at school if we saw each other but nothing more, but yet we were so close on message. We would talk about how she's dealing with anxiety, depression, anorexia, self harm and hallucinations. At this point I was with a different girl in school whom which was very controlling, I might make a first video on it. This girl I was close to would ask me about how I always felt low, if I was depressed, I'd explain I think so, I began slowly developing her ways as I was so naive and felt it would stop my other friend from being so damn controlling, I would eat one meal a day, which would be my dinner at night, and that'd be it till the next day. I began doing little scratches, which now I've feel into the trap of deeper more dangerous cuts, I have always been shy and anxious, as I already was diagnosed. I came out of the trap of not eating with my new best friend, and stay positive, although she's unaware of my self harm. Thankyou for reading, is really appreciate if you could subscribe and I'll make a video soon!

[@alexsundberg7951]

I'm currently batteling anorexia, and these videos inspire me to keep batteling. I've started trying to eat normaly again and work out instead of starving myself. Thank you so much Ana, you are amazing and you are helping me every single day. You made me realize it's not worth it and you inspire me. Thank you again.

[@lpscookiedreamer3090]

those friends were a waist of your time but also helped you realise who to stay away from❤️❤️You are beautiful al the sunflowers in the world love you🌻🌻🌻🌻

[@audreyd5041]

Your videos have helped me a lot. And have stopped me from self harming so many times.

[@vvalerie_]

yay once again you made my day Anna thank you lovely soul, I really love you , I wish I could go and meet you , hope you have a wonderful day 🌻💖🌻

[@maxx4017]

hello Ana I just wanted to say how much you've done in my life, I've never seen someone with so much life in their soul and likes to give it to everyone so you saved my life many times this is my safe place, I love you💛

[@BabvBlues]

I love you too

[@elle7629]

🌼🌻Ive been reading the comments and you guys are like the sweetest group of people ever. Its strange, how sometimes the most damaged people are the nicest. Stay strong beautiful darlings🌻🌼

[@bethanybailey7640]

Thank you ana!❤️❤️This helped me so much as it did I'm sure with offers suffering (or even not suffering) too. I got diagnosed with a eating disorder (Anorexia ) but professionals won't help because I'm not underweight☹️. Watching your videos help me get through the days also know I'm not alone x

[@SofieeHeart]

i'm going through an eating disorder right now. this really helped me. thank you so much, i love you! ❤️

[@katerobinson5081]

I love how she explains this so well, eating disorders aren't always just about being skinny, there usually about something darker going on in someone's life like depression or abuse and ED behaviors are just a coping mechanism. I love how her videos are so real & wise, she's not afraid to be herself. Ana's one of my favorite KZbinrs to watch. 💙💗💜💖💘💕

[@trinitybaggley9446]

Hi I love you you have inspired me to stop self harming and you and my girlfriend are the reason I still live thank you xx

[@minacarkacer]

Currently struggling with anorexia :( I've been struggling since I was 12 years old, I'm two weeks away from turning 18 and still struggling, but thank you for making this video! I love coming to your vids for advice and for comfort! I love you Ana 😭😭😭❤❤

[@jadelegger1889]

Iv struggled with a lot of self doubt and self esteem in the past few years and you have helped me so much, how strong you are it has really helped me get thought it. Thank you so much❤ xx

[@oliviamcclure1523]

Commenting before i watch the full video just to say im proud of you for opening up about your eating disorder💕 i love you 🌻

[@heymynameisel]

Ana, you are such an inspiration to us all. You have done so well to get through all this

[@richardjames8322]

I've got an eating disorder....the damned Seroquel I'm prescribed makes me eat like a bloody horse! Seriously though when you mention a tiny scar, I was the victim of a serious assault when I was 19. I got hit with a glass bottle across the forehead which required 9 stitches. Everyone told me "scars are cool, stop being so vain, you can barely notice it" but for YEARS I was scared to chat to girls incase they noticed this scar that looked horrendous to me. By the way a little weight is more attractive Ana, all my male pals find "stick thin" ladies off-putting. Good luck see you on Instagram @richiefirefly1 🤗🤗🤗

[@emmaberger3748]

This was inspiring, Ana. I'm sorry you went through such a hard time but I am very glad that you were able to move on and keep going 💕

[@m_just_me5838]

Wow, your videos are soooo inspiring... Thank you that you're not afraid to speak up about the issues, that really matter to me. You are an amazing and the strongest person I've ever known

[@lots.e9711]

This means so much to me ana literally just stopped me doing something bad.thank you so much

[@ninadahan2700]

honestly this helps so much i used to struggle with bulimia thank you for this!!

[@Sofia-ik3sl]

I've had body dysmorphia for my whole life and I'm finally getting into friend groups that are positive. I want to watch what I put into my body to feel good and healthy, not to control how I look anymore. Your videos are so relatable and powerful.

[@lovleenn1636]

i love these videos because they're so real and relatable... makes you realize you're not the only one going through these things

[@amandab728]

Thank you so much Ana!! You have helped me so much. I used to have an eating disorder and I've started developing it again. Now I don't want to starve myself anymore. I want to take care of myself and be healthy instead. :))

[@EnbyReads]

this video shocked me so much, I cant believe there are people like that out there. you are so strong for working through all of the things you have gone through. after all those people, and the things they said and did. goddamn i am so proud of you. i could cry because im so proud of you. i just uploaded my mental illness story and it feels strange for it to be out there. anyone can see it and i wouldnt know. im so happy you made this video, it was so empowering. I am currently living with body dismorphia and i have for years, but i am so proud that im living a normal life, eating normal food and normal habbits. its like my mind is wired to seeing myself one way, but i have to work against that belief every single day. its good, im happy. you should be so happy about yourself. thank you for sharing your experiences, it helped a lot of people. you help a lot of people

[@mhd253]

i love you ana. I just want to give you a hug

[@ReaganTrim]

Thank you so much, I'm trying my hardest to get out of this hole. I'm trying, thank you

[@claudiajade5818]

I have probably watched this video a few hundred times by now, every day I watch it because it gives me so much comfort

[@lazyspanishgirl5725]

I needed that so much right now, thank you Johanna for making me want to fight for my life, love all the sunflowers out there 🌻🌻

[@alishbahashim9631]

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS VIDEO OH GOD ❤❤ I've had problems with food and eating for about 3-4 years now and it's so lonely and damaging so when someone addresses issues like this its such a comfort. I don't want to say I have an eating disorder bc I've never been officially diagnosed and tbh when I decided to tell my family last year no one thought it was as severe so I don't either. I honestly think I'm overreacting but it doesn't change the fact that it's all I think about and and it makes me feel like shit. thank you for keeping me and tons of other people strong with ur raw videos :)

[@amelier.5435]

i watched the whole video and what u just said is true you can get through this, stay strong sunflowers

[@KatelynMathers]

You literally described this so perfectly. I went through something extremely similar and never had somebody really understand. Thank you for making this video cause this is so informative about reality of ED

[@effyrounds429]

Your accent is starting to become really cool, it's amazing to look back at your old videos and listen to the difference in your voice!!!!!!!

[@dy1ngqu33r]

love you :3 stay strong

[@iaap123]

You are so incredibly beautiful ~ both inside and out! Thank you for making such videos full of empathy from personal experience. You have been through great pain, but you have turned into someone so full of love!

[@Clara-lc2zp]

You are the most realist youtuber i know ily stay strong my friend 💜💜💜

[@PinkLover95x]

I would never judge people but i'm always here to listen to anyone :) But i love your videos and how real they are!

[@ginnaa1658]

These videos help me so much thank you love ❤

[@Salmoninyourrice]

I love watching these videos where you speak about your past. Anyone struggling I hope that you eventually get through. Positive vibes your way 🌬✨✨✨🌻🌻

[@yasminolguin7716]

awww, I love the ending the most! Thank you for being so open and genuine. I'm so glad you're doing well

[@watercolorskies]

honestly, these videos make me so happy because you seem to have evolved to a much healthier place in life and it gives me hope. thank you fren

[@rheinaviruet1926]

Song in the background? Youre a ray of sunshine. Thank you for being such a blessing to me and many others.

[@Oceana333]

You are wise and lucid beyond your years. I'm pretty sure I'm quite a bit older than you, but you inspire and motivate me. You speak to my soul and make me want to be better. You are an amazing human being!! I wish I could be friends with you in real life because I feel like you're my soul sister. Much love💗

[@jellyrei9881]

thank you so fucking much for everything you have done for us. you mean so much, you posted this video exactly at the time where I'm struggling with this dissorder, and i really needed it. thank you thank you❤ I love you ana💜

[@erinnicole2705]

When you start getting choked up at the end... It really hit me. Much love ❤❤

[@Chrissykitty]

I love you so much! Ive been too consumed in my depression and eating disorder to remember how happy your videos make me feel. The eating disorder community is so toxic and hard to get out of. I really do want to get better but i feel as though ive lost who i am to this eating disorder. Regardless, i plan on taking the path to recovery and self-discovery. Thank you so much for being you and i wish you all the best. Stay strong 💕

[@ainsleydavis6589]

I needed this video tonight, so thank you for this you angel ❤️

[@purplebubblezzz8532]

you are,,so amazing💞 I do believe I suffered a bit of an eating disorder a while back, I never threw up but I over exercised and ate as little as possible and experienced body dysmorphia as well but I am looking at myself now and I like the way I look and that is just so amazing to be able to say just thanks so much for being alive and making videos and being who you are 💓

[@nesleijr.2925]

Ana you're an amazing person, I don't have enought words to tell you how thankful I am with you, many people around here love you as I do and its all because of your way of being, I hope one day I get to know you in person♡

[@emmaberger3748]

As for those two I think other stories about like getting kicked out of high school and your homelessness I think? Or whatever else there was I would love to hear about when you're ready to share them with us. I really appreciate that you are able to talk about your eating disorders and other bad experiences in your life, what you learned from them and what you have realized is truly inspiring. 💕✨

[@rosebrazel285]

I'm so proud of you for making this video

[@evak.p]

I'm still getting over my eating disorder(I'm 15). I love hearing people's stories. it helps me to know I'm not alone :) love you so much ana!

[@LunaSanguine]

It is so impressive that you made it out of all the bad expierences you had! Blessed be.

[@alex-lw8dg]

I love your videos, you give me so much strength through it. For me, it is actually different, I eat too much. Whenever I feel bad I eat. Every time I look in the mirror, I am so disgusted by myself because I am so 'fat'. I constantly compare myself with my friends or people on the Internet which are so skinny. Afterwards, I always feel bad and want to eat less food, but then always comes this thought: you can't do it anyway, why you even trying. And that makes me feel bad again and then I eat. i know it's not the solution but I'm kinde stuck in this cycle. I think many people forget that there is also the opposite of eating too little. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you helped me a lot. You're such a powerful women. Hope you having a good day.♡

[@Kira-zf2de]

Oh my fuxking god, this is so so so fuxking beautiful, sad, but inspiring. I'm crying, this is so so so beautiful😭😭❤❤ Thank u so so so much.❤❤❤❤

[@LittleRed_Plays]

You've had so many problems. But you always survived it. That's awesome!

[@quinnbecker8663]

Stay strong you're such an inspiration and you're so amazing!!

[@rolfsinkgraven]

Thank you for this video. Not only you educate us but you also have helped some people, I'm sure of it. I hope that making this kind of video is like a little therapy for you too. Keep your head high and keep on fighting, you'll get there. We are all with you.This is the best video i have seen about this subject in a long time thnx Love you !!!

[@nicolelynch7237]

oh my god your so f-ing beautiful and smart and kind and caring. you helped me through my struggles. you are my inspiration. thank you very much Ana

[@sleepypilgrim262]

Your videos have always made me feel better when I'm upset. your videos have helped me so much, thank you. I love you!❤

[@ladychiclet]

It's very clear Ana is helping her subs by the comments. Keep up with the positive messages.

[@cynthiahernandez1016]

i love you ana, its all okay now aw i wish i could hug you rn , i have a problem with my weight and hopefully soon i'll get over it. stay safe , stay alive , and be careful

[@jonathanbrinkley8872]

I can't believe it's been a year since I found this channel... It feels like yesterday I looked up the search that led here... You have helped me so much... you helped again today, with this vid... I came to terms with the fact that I'm bad with everything because all the time, my friends are dragging me down. I know I'm good at stuff, but even my best friends call me out on where I go wrong. This video showed me that I'm not exactly bad. I just need to find a more supportive group. I know that wasn't exactly the point of this video.. but that's what I got out of it, I'm so glad I got here. Thank you yet again for helping me.

[@eli-dc4eq]

ANA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. YOU'VE HELPED ME THROUGH SELF HARM AND I CAN'T THANK YOU ENOUGH

[@eli-dc4eq]

💜

[@__mcat]

this message is so important!!! especially about eating healthy at the end. our mindset is based on our actions and what we allow ourselves to idolize /:

[@BabvBlues]

^^^^

[@mazzy2415]

I loved this video so much. Stay lucid and healthy

[@manestymay8711]

You are the greatest person on earth you are starting to make me not hate myself a little bit less so proud of you!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ggia4258]

I have body dysmorphia and luckily pulled myself out of pro anorexia communities before things got really bad, thank you for this video 🌻 x

[@waterbep4358]

I'm so proud of you for finding self love! Sadly I have constant body dysphoria because I'm trans* and I can't get out of it, but anyway I really look up to you and I'm really proud of you. 🌻🌻🌻

[@zoemiller9764]

I really love videos like this. Your videos helped me get help for my depression and self harm. Thank u so much🖤

[@mikayla-roseerison5899]

Anna, your videos always make me feel safe. Like I'm not alone even if I am. 💕

[@microtowels4432]

WORDS CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH IM IN LOVE WITH YOU AHH also i know what you had to go through cause im going through it rn. Also im really proud of how far you come and i love you so extremely. I deal with depression and you always help me when im sad:) MUCH LOVE FOR YOU

[@pythiapoe5639]

Thank you so much for this video, Anna! I've been following this channel since your older videos, back when I was depressed and suicidal as well, and it's truly heartwarming to see how far you've come. You inspired me to work out my dark thoughts through creativity and I absolutely fucking love you for speaking out so bravely and honestly on all these issues! Hope you have an amazing day :)

[@lexismith331]

you have helped me so much thank you. I love you

[@skeletnsunflwer9173]

''The only limit is your imagination''... I'll have to write this down, it's so awesome ♥