People Share Their Deepest Secret Anonymously (Episode 22)

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[@douxchats2868]

The lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her...this has been my life for at least ten years. Knowing there is one other soul on the earth who has this same thought doesn't make me feel better, just less alone.

[@cblw14]

I felt the same way for awhile but it shifted after knowing Jesus.

[@leviismyoppa967]

Sometimes I feel like that and I just sit or lie down until it passes.

[@quinhoprimeiro1049]

I felt that way too, what helped me was literaly leaving organized religion and becoming an atheist

[@billwilliam9419]

I join you as well....not necessarily get hit by a car, anything that ends my life without pain would be better. I remember when I turned a year older, I prayed to God to shorten my life if possible....not that I'm even depressed. I just no longer have the will to live but for sure I won't commit suicide

[@CRJR94]

@@quinhoprimeiro1049 that’s so sad, my faith is the only thing that saved me. I’m sorry you lost your faith

[@Queenlibra22]

Prayers go out to the first young man ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and to the lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her and everybody else who told a secret.

[@CRJR94]

You’d be surprised how many people feel this way.😔

[@Queenlibra22]

@@CRJR94 💔💔💔💔

[@minionstealer]

The Chinese woman 😔

[@Queenlibra22]

@@minionstealer 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

[@melissabrown9179]

I have felt that women's pain , it's a very lonely place...😞

[@khalilahd.]

Wow what a mix of confessions. Some random and some really sad. The one that really hit me was the First Gentleman and the woman at the end. It just seemed like she had a really good reason for not wanting to be around her family but didn’t want to talk about it. I hope she’s okay 🥺

[@Queenlibra22]

I pray they're all ok ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sy_dianne5224]

The last one got to me too, because it's the same way I feel about Christmas with my family, I would rather spend it alone.

[@blythetaylor4063]

Yeah it’s embarrassment and cries for help. The embarrassment ones make me sad because, next to the cries for help, it makes it clear that people hold intense shame for things they should let out. The cries for help are more tough, because you don’t know what uncertain future they are going back to, if they can find their joy again, and the solution is not as clear.

[@teresmajor6954]

To the girl who said she doesn’t feel like she has a personality because she changed it a lot for people to like her... I never knew there was someone out there who felt this way too. At some point growing up, I became like a chameleon, changing myself to fit into other people’s needs because of the negative words I was told. I never knew who I truly was. So, guess what I did recently... I broke up with whomever I was dating, cut off those friends whom I couldn’t be myself around, and spent more time discovering my true self. May seem too late, but at least, the best gift you can give yourself is your attention. Not just giving it to others and neglecting yourself. Coz anyone who has been at the receiving end of my love and attention knows how freaking priceless it is.

[@yasminammouri]

i feel you, i'm exactly the same and i always felt this way and got this mechanism of changing my personality and kind of being a mirrorball (taylor swift oops ;)) of the version people wanted me to be. i hope you're doing good!

[@elizab6529]

The best gift you can give your self is your attention. This resonates so deeply with me. I appreciate this gem and everyone who shared! ❤

[@mbear958]

I’m curious to know if your autistic, (sorry if this is off topic) but I also can relate hard on this… I’ve lost all my connections to my friends and also broke up with my bf, due to not being authentic and just maintaining being someone who I wasn’t for this long is mentally exhausting to do everyday. I carried the guilt, knowing I’m lying to them and myself, just so I can protect my own self. Now that I’m 18, I’ve haven’t learned anything about who I am. It sucks to skip a step on life when many of my peers have already figured out what they want to do and who they are. I really admire you cut off your relationships it’s really hard to and ik it probably cost you a lot of time thinking. And I also wish you very well!!! Your already a step ahead to finding yourself! Even if small minded people don’t appreciate you, I will and many others will who will love the way you exist. Live your life! We are here in this time period so make the best of it and it will become a good future for history.

[@teresmajor6954]

@@mbear958 Aww, thanks for your kind words. And No, I ain’t autistic, just a girl who struggled with low self-esteem for over 15 years. Constantly reminded that I'm stupid, ugly, and unlovable. But I'm better now, hahaha 😂 You’ve got your entire life ahead of you. As long as you’re breathing, it’s never too late. Who cares what the world thinks? They will gossip no matter what you do, so, might as well enjoy the ride and let them say what they want. Peace ✌️

[@jasmineolivia9984]

I completely feel this. You explained this all so well ❤

[@radfoo72]

The story about the thong rash fetish was funny until the woman turned around and was smiling. Then it became HILARIOUS🤣💀

[@luisdireito]

The last girl expressed exactly how many people feel about Christmas but don't have the guts to say. I for one can't relate anymore to the concept of Christmas I have always known, let alone relate to pointless family and acquaintance gatherings and hanging out with some people who I only see once a year, people who don't know me, and who mean nothing to me.

[@hermiesrokmysox]

💯- I hate holidays. They just make me feel guilty and sad and fake. I get such bad anxiety this time of year because of this. I’m so sorry to everyone else who goes through this.

[@luisdireito]

@@hermiesrokmysox Many people feel just like you, but they are guilt-tripped into repeating the same old habits and "traditions" every year. Christmas used to be my favourite time of the year, it was for many years, but it changed radically over the last couple of years, and now I actually dread it (except for Christmas songs). I used to feel guilty, sad and fake as well, but then I decided no one could force me to spend the holidays with them just to play house and pretend we're happy families, just so they could feel good about themselves. Since I decided that, I feel less anxious that time of year.

[@erinmctague7188]

I used to enjoy the holidays but no one makes them feel like they used to. I could feel love and and everyone having a good time now that’s gone

[@Saber23]

Lol not “many” people feel that way losers who choose to be depressed feel that way

[@Saber23]

@@luisdireito tradition literally builds society you stupid fuck 😂

[@musicandpoetry_8]

“I wish I would just get hit by a car so I don’t have to live anymore” felt that, being passively suicidal about life is such a shit feeling

[@carolmorris5753]

To the Asian girl at the end - you’re NOT alone. I’m American, but also did not grow up in the ideal family. At 63 years old, I dread the holidays every year because I have to act like all is good. I dream often of moving far away from them, but I have too many responsibilities to walk away from 😢

[@charlescharliecharlotte]

Gorl forgive and forget. Stop holding onto to the past and give your love freely!

[@shonb989]

This is literally my same exact feeling. my family and I live in 2 different states, same time zone but far enough you would plan to drive. And im glad I got away. Its just my children and I and I love it. I can make it through thanksgiving but Christmas I dread ever single year. Its also my moms bday. she is still here so i try to be happy. because I know i will regret it once she's gone. I plan to move to another side of the country once my kids are older and out the country when Im grown. you're are not alone Carol.

[@mahoganysoul1798]

@@charlescharliecharlotte Some people just want to be heard. You don't know how deep some peoples issues run, so telling them to forgive and forget isn't that simple.

[@ashleymarie8714]

Coming up on the holiday seasons I really identify with her & you Carol. It is painfully hard to accept my unconventional family, especially when prompted like festivals or day to day interaction. Currently it has become this overwhelming feeling of insecurity because my partner has the ideal conventional family… Battling my insecurity and jealousy is very difficult. To think it can get in the way of one of the few positives in my life is beyond frustrating. Just know you are radiant because of your independence and sheer ability to acknowledge you deserve more.

[@carolmorris5753]

@@ashleymarie8714 I totally understand the feelings of jealousy and insecurity around your partner’s family. I will say that it is a gift for your partner to have this - a gift for you. I was taken in a few times when I was younger by friends’ families when things were really terrible for me. I was so astonished to learn what a “real” family was, how they treated each other with love and respect. Jealous? Sometimes, but mostly very grateful to have experienced their generosity and kindness. I think back often on those days and smile 😊. May you experience the same in your life 🥰

[@melissaball9711]

The Asian woman talking about not wanting to spend time with her family. I feel that. Sometimes you have to do what is best for you and not anyone else. I think its ok to separate yourself from family if it is toxic. It took me a while to realize it. Now I create my own traditions and that makes me happy. Sending her love ❤️

[@silviariestra901]

The woman who wishes to be hit by a car just broke my heart. I used to feel that way when i was a lot younger and had severe untreated depression. I used to walk on the middle of the road just to see if I could get hit by a car. Obviously it never happend but as soon as i heard her secret i remembered that time in my life and how bad i felt. I really wish her the best and that she gets the help that she needs to get rid of the suicidal thoughts 💔 Also the Chinese woman brought me to tears. My fam and i also used to pretend we were a normal happy family but we never actually were none of that. The shipping of your book will be international?? I'm from Spain and would like to get one ❤️

[@Queenlibra22]

I hope your ok and healing now ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@silviariestra901]

@@Queenlibra22 i actually am in such a better place now. Thank you so much and wish you the best too :))

[@Saber23]

You people brought this depression epidemic onto yourselves now live with it

[@Saber23]

And you should live for others that’s how society functions

[@silviariestra901]

@@Saber23 lol sure, you clearly don't suffer with mental health issues to just say such a stupid thing and i hope you never do...

[@exs3574]

People don't tell you that kind of things at all. Most of us keep wearing masks and trying to hide or at least not to expose what's inside. All of a sudden you play another video and realize again that you're not alone. Thank you ALL for sharing your emotions. If we were more open to each other maybe the world we live in would be better 👍 Thoraya - RESPECT ✌️

[@Surftouka]

👍

[@epicNolstagia]

well said 🙌 every video leaves me with emotions I can't fully understand or describe

[@Saber23]

Not really these people are usually exceptions not examples most people are fairly simple and all that whole “not alone” crap if you thought you out of 7 billion people is unique in their problems you must have just been delusional

[@Saber23]

@@epicNolstagia I can describe them: sympathy, empathy, and compassion there

[@epicNolstagia]

@@Saber23 Try sampling any random people and you'll realise the fairly simple are the exceptions and while we know that our problems are not new, what makes them unique to each person is the circumstances in which they encounter them ranging from location, age, social status, personality etc

[@KZesty]

The person sharing about the Asian festivals and the family, my heart breaks for them. I wish I could give them a hug and listen to what they have to say.

[@Regimeshifts]

*chinese

[@lisanne831]

Same

[@Ahjusshi_Brown]

That Second Lady who said she’s religious so she doesn’t want to take her own life but she wishes every day that a car would just hit her spoke to me bc when I was young (like really young) I was exactly the same way. Looking back I just never felt like anyone in my family loved me and I always felt so alone so I would cry in the bathroom and pray for God to kill me and take me out of misery. One day my mom “caught” me in one of those moments bawling my eyes out and she did everything in her power to pray with me and help me get out of that place. So I pray that God also helps her out of the dark place she’s in and helps her to feel a sense of purpose and worth. It’s hard to do on your own so I also pray that God can send someone that can help comfort her and build her up until she’s strong enough to stand on her own and live life with joy once again.

[@momo_sbtg1000]

i shared a secret that i never could share with anyone before because i am ashamed of it. It felt really good to get it off my chest. Thank you for your great content. I know it helped me and im pretty sure it helped a lot of other people as well knowing that they are not alone with their struggles.

[@winstonthegreat1]

7 likes and no comment? Let me fix that

[@ChuaXiong]

I appreciate the balance of these secrets. No matter how sad or funny, it’s still a secret.

[@veroniquel7263]

My secret is I love to watch those episodes and I feel less alone when I relate haha

[@Cheese_crackers]

“I don’t know what’s up” ….. ahhh my gosh we all do some weird stuff and that line is what we all feel inside

[@kakathi4776]

Secrets are hard to keep to yourself especially when you're hurt. At some time you reach a point when everything that you'd keep bottled up just gets overwhelming and nobody knows what's wrong with you. I encourage everyone who feels that way to find somebody/anybody to share your secret with. 💛 I hope everyone in this video stays healthy or gets better.

[@drapido728]

Thanks for the advise, but I don't want people have to deal with my middle class shit problems.

[@Saber23]

@@drapido728 shit the fuck up bruh most people are middle class and dealing with “middle class problems” you ain’t special my guy

[@domingosnhamussua3070]

I never told this to anyone: my secret is I don't know who my father is, my mom doesn't know who got her pregnant. That brokes me everytime I remember

[@majadinicc]

so sorry to hear that. thank you for sharing this and wishing you the best

[@XiBMCiX]

My mom got pregnant at 18 by a much older man who left her when she told him back when she first came to America. For some reason she gave his last name to me probably hoping that he would try to look for me but to be honest I don't care to know him and if I did he would end up hurt really bad or dead. Usually people ask me what ethnicity my parents are from and I only tell my mom's side, when they ask about my dad side I just tell them I don't know and don't care.

[@maryee4829]

lmfao the thong thing is wild but you go girl

[@AthenaIsabella]

No joke love that she turned around, she was so beautiful and self accepting I love her!!

[@titamartinez162]

I didn’t expect her to turn around 😂

[@austincde]

I was gonna say you know what my pets like when I scratch near their tailbone too 😆

[@pieboy107]

The one about not having a personality because they just change it to have people like them hits me hard. Wow!

[@username15yearsago52]

Thoraya one suggestion, I think you should apply a light kind of blurry filter cause sometimes tattoo and clothing can be revealing to people they know. When they walk away, it means they don’t want people to know so maybe it would be nice to have little more privacy in a way. I don’t know how editing works but this is just my suggestion.

[@blueskies773]

Smart username lol. I was confused for a sec. Yes I thought this the entire time. If I had seen my friend this particular day, I would be able to identify them from what they’re wearing, their body shape and voice. It’s not really anonymous for those who desire anonymity.

[@grandma460]

To the woman from China. I can only say that your pain sounds and feels so raw. Praying that you feel peace. You are so kind and sweet, one can easily tell. So many families are soooooooooo messed up. You are not alone. Our families can be formed by our friends and kindred spirits. But I feel your loss and will pray for you. 💜💙

[@browndreamer1427]

My secret is 1. 5 years ago, My best friend told me that the world would be a better place if i just stopped breathing and that caused me so much hurt. But a year ago we met again, i forgave him when he told me he was suffering from cancer which i later found out was all an elaborate lie. 2. I feel so overwhelmed because my parents have such big expectations from me. I feel so suffocated when I'm around my family because they constantly ask me what I'm doing or where I'm working, it stresses me out so much, and it makes me feel like such a failure in life.

[@mowl]

❤

[@classicambo9781]

You only need make yourself proud. Do what you want to do - truly. I sought external praise for decades on a background of SA that made me feel worthless and it took a long time but now I just do what makes me feel good and gives my own life meaning.

[@browndreamer1427]

@@classicambo9781 ❣️

[@raspberrybriars]

I’m sorry your friend treated you so badly. You don’t deserve to be treated that way.💗 I understand the feeling of dealing with the pressure of other people’s expectations. It’s difficult. In the end though we have to know we’re making ourselves happy and honestly, if they’re that caught up in what you’re doing they probably don’t have enough going on in their own life.

[@musikinspace]

Cut off contact with that friend. None of that is normal. You are dealing with a really twisted individual

[@lacemsboo]

The book sounds like it’s gonna be juicy! Great video and it’s exciting that you’re gonna write a book, keep soaring. You’re such a rare light in this world.

[@hannahvelez6838]

The butt scratching woman made me laugh 🤣🤣

[@cameronx8711]

I feel so much less alone when I come to your channel , you really are making the world of difference

[@caleledhmei12]

These videos are what life is about. To continue on, we must face our worst fears and accept the pain thrust before us. We have to persevere, and with support, that can go a long way.

[@sarahp7007]

I've never told anyone this. I'm not sure how to fully express it. I spent 14 months in the troubled teen industry. I was a good kid, I was just struggling so bad with my mental health. when I went in I was treated like an animal. I would run away only to be placed in a series of violent restraints, I became someone that I didn't want to be. the person that people were trying to make me out to be. I got back almost a year ago. I have struggled ever since. i have had nightmare after nightmare. I don't know how to process everything. If I tell people I worry they will leave. these videos help me realize that I am not the only one carrying heavy stuff deep down. to anyone who is struggling with the same stuff, I hear you and you are not alone.

[@Ankesadventures]

To the last guy: I feel you so much! I know the feeling of not wanting to spend the holidays with my family and being surrounded by people who don’t have the same experience ❤ love goes out to you!

[@eva-w]

You might wanna change it to "last person". To me the voice sounded female actually...

[@lauracanedo1446]

Honestly, my deepest secret: I feel like people love me conditionally. I feel like if I don’t do things a certain way and live my life a certain way, I could be cut off any minute by my loved ones. I feel vulnerable because I don’t have income and I feel like people like to attack me because of my OCD and depression. Every day I worry about what my life would be like if my family cut me off. I buy excessive amounts of clothes to make sure I have enough because I don’t ever want to be dirty or exposed. I think of my stomach growling and my son wanting food. I feel if I say something wrong or do something that someone doesn’t agree with, I’m done for. I’m a stay at home mom, I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t smoke, I don’t party, nothing. My life is revolved around my son, but I still feel like everyone judges me for everything and deep down inside, it kills me.

[@elizabethmusco5359]

The second one. It's hard being successful for others but having no purpose or success for yourself. It really does drive you to feel hopeless and tired. And I just feel so much less alone hearing her say what I've felt

[@jennifermadrid5881]

You’re really not alone, I’m going through the same thing right now and it is the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life and I’m only 21. I want to live but sometimes it’s hard to not think if I really should

[@seandunn1128]

As always, thank you Thor. You look good and healthy! As an older man I'm always surprised at the insecurity and pain that people carry and hide. What you provide as a venue and the very nature of humans to reach out is the gift that grounds us back in humanity. Your channel is an example of recognizing our interdependence and how it often fails, but that we flock back to each other like moths to a flame. Peace

[@daniliveson1]

What a beautiful and thoughtful comment :)

[@amazinggrace313]

That's up what that dude did to his mother giving her water from the toilet! Him not regretting it is what blows me away .

[@lindokuhlekhoza7571]

I laughed😂 but he was young and it was such a long time ago

[@mazzee]

I don't know how would you even think of doing it to your MOM ...

[@gothsinn23]

Every one of these people is incredibly brave, even the sillier confessions are a testament to that bravery. It just really goes to show that you never truly know everything that people are dealing with, and that the bubbliest of people can have the weight of the world on their shoulders. You always have a choice how you treat others. Always choose to be kind.

[@Saber23]

Not brave when it’s anonymous

[@gothsinn23]

@@Saber23 Not entirely. People who live in these areas might know these individuals' voices/bodies/mannerisms/way they dress and recognize them. It's not complete anonymity just because their face isn't visible.

[@Saber23]

@@gothsinn23 then the video is just straight clickbait and that's assuming the 1 in 1 million chance the people they know actually end up seeing the video

[@gothsinn23]

@@Saber23 Or we can just recognize that it takes bravery to be vulnerable in front of strangers, whether anonymously or otherwise, and leave it at that?

[@Saber23]

@@gothsinn23 go ahead nobody is trying to stop you

[@wrenadams7550]

The confession of the last girl hit me home. I don't know you but trust me I feel the exact same way. I am literally in tears while listening to you , I m also tired of pretending of having a conventional family ,they fucked me over .I m also trying to get away .hopefully someday. hope you get all the happiness in the world and just don't feel alone because somewhere someone feels the same truth ,they are just scattered all across the universe. - across the world(india)

[@jessicaann9357]

I am so glad that you’re back!! I’ve missed this so much! Thank you for everything & and I wish you nothing but sheer success!

[@faizelhoosain4055]

That's why it's always important to love and respect everyone cause you never actually know what they're going through Please take your mental health seriously. Once it gets a point that you feel the world no longer needs you, that's exactly when you HAVE TO drop everything and seek help, medical or natural. To anyone experiencing this, the world needs you!

[@J1W5M7]

Thank you for giving us a platform. Telling my story feels surreal. What a beautiful idea you've created. You should smile, you're helping people more than you realize.

[@L1MBO12]

You were in the video?

[@J1W5M7]

@@L1MBO12 No I wrote to her on another platform

[@L1MBO12]

@@J1W5M7 Oh cool!

[@micahsnow346]

I can tell that this was filmed at Washington Square Park right by NYU’s campus (used to go there). Most of the people responding are students at that school. If you are a believer please pray for that student body, there is so much depression and suicidal thoughts hanging over that school.

[@kendragreene5953]

Prayers!🙏🏽💜

[@sacredtarotbysophia2543]

I love your videos Prayer to all especially the guy with cancer and the lady who feels like she doesn’t want to be here anymore, I know what that feels like. ❤

[@cinnamonrollypoly]

Everyone has something that they'd rather people didn't know, and many will hold that to the day they die. But isn't it fascinating how, if your identity is kept secret, willing people are to share? It really opens your eyes to realizing that, no matter how bad it gets, or how alone you feel, there is always someone out there who understands.

[@user-cc2sv8fp5q]

My heart is with the last person. You are not alone. Some day you will have your own family that will love you, hear you and understand you. And people who gave you birth will become less important to you, like some distant relatives. It happens that we are born in a family that we dont fit in. It is just one of the trials that life gives us. I coped with it, left my parents at 16, live far from them. Sometimes we communicate, sometimes dont. They dont know me,dont understand me and dont care about me and its ok with me because thats who they are. Thank you for saying it out loud, it feels better for me not to be not alone too.

[@JDSabre]

Thoraya, you're really doing a service for the world with these videos.

[@shreyalove715]

low-key missed this series. glad its back!:)

[@meriamj5150]

I'm sending prayers to the second one it's so hard to be living a life even though it's "successful" in people eyes but you're feeling useless , bad or down and trying to please everyone but yourself and feeling you don't matter just like everybody else. Sending love and prayers to her and to anybody here reading these You're not alone 🌹❤️

[@NoPulseGames]

I'm so glad I found this channel. I really needed something to help me realize just how special life is and to stop holding back. Quit stopping yourself from telling anybody anything. If you don't get what you need off your chest, you will only come to regret it in the future!

[@novalyn.acidgin]

The first and last ones hit me hard. ♥️ Always love your videos. Keeping an eye out for the book! 🌹

[@espectroarcoiris]

To the Chinese woman who talked about Mid Autumn Celebrations; you are not alone sister

[@Hope-fo8wl]

My heart goes to everybody going through something. We all are really going through a lot in this world 😥

[@peanut_butterr]

Sending hugs thoraya❤️✨ Thank you for being a beautiful human being!!

[@vijzon]

7:50 I wanna give this person a hug so bad!! 😭The way their voice quivers, it's heartbreaking

[@fallingbaby]

The lady who admits ti being jealous of her friends successes is SO relatable , for years I've been ashamed to even admit that to myself ,but by simply hearing another admit to whats considered something selfish makes me feel less alone, and that doest justify the selfless of my jealousy , I've been working in it and I feel it less , its just hat its hard being around people who have more privilege than yourself, its hard to nit feel inferior.

[@GratefulOne]

Thoraya, you're such an inspirational person for me, you know..sometimes I imagine my self talking to random people and have a deep talk with them, have a true connection with them..but the thing is that i'm really shy and afraid of rejection...so I hope that oneday I'll have the courage to do it.

[@Enchanted_590]

Knowing these secrets hurts. I truly wish I could help these people in some sort of way. I wish these people the best.

[@kristibunny1620]

Herpes is super common and love isn’t stopped or blocked by a small medical condition that most people don’t even know they have. They didn’t tell me that when I was diagnosed but I slowly discovered the type of people that wouldn’t be interested in me as a person still aren’t the kind of people I want in my life anyway. Hit by the car lady. I lived a long time that way. I finally got out of the bad situation I was in and got to know myself beyond my trauma. It was hard but so so worth it.

[@robertbeining141]

Congrats!!! Look forward to reading the book. Will be happy to share a secret.

[@carloscarion1748]

This site has touched my heart so much,My family life, my childhood my adulthood, my love, love lost, on and on. I only wish I had someone that I could talk to frankly as a child I got an adult, because there’s so many questions that we never answered for me and I always carry the wounds

[@llnn0011]

I think these kinds of videos helps people feel that they can relate and that we are all very similar! Love this

[@kayachamling]

Sending lots of love & hugs to the first guy.....🙏

[@hafedhabdulhafeedh3195]

I am a big fan of this channel! God bless you!

[@OneOfNone23]

Be grateful everyday y’all. Love you guys. ❤️☮️

[@yashthehuman]

going to watch this before I go to sleep tonight, thanks :)

[@hoangjackie3653]

I’m scared of dying. But I can’t stop but wishing to sleep and just never wake up. Sound like a wonderful dream.

[@lovingmayberry307]

To the woman who said, I will not do it again, I HOPE. Please learn to take responsibility for your own actions.

[@majakochman4251]

I've had a hard time for a long time with never having the opportunity to share my secret with anyone. It means a lot to me that I was finally able to do so. thank you so much

[@lindsayb7811]

Just existing is so difficult for so many people. I too can relate to secret number 2. No amount of antidepressants can erase wanting to disappear.

[@elizabethdevries8028]

We all have secrets. It's deeply freeing and beautiful to share them with one another. Thank you Thoraya.

[@christinerichardson6596]

One thing I have noticed is that we all have something in common! I could relate to so many people in these videos! Made me feel even closer to my fellow humans! New subscriber! I needed all this! I was feeling separate from my fellow human beings! Thank you!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@caffeinatedkat3]

I love these. These are my favorite that you do ❤️❤️❤️

[@mezzy7361]

Super cool that you are working on your book. I'm proud of you and your team ❣️

[@yaelizhaki5690]

really hope you make an audiobook as well

[@ealyp1]

These videos give me so much hope and idk what for but I love these videos

[@gadjodilo22]

and i am tierd of keeping things to my self, trauma, abuse and the way that you really feel is not supposed to be a secret. if you are not feeling good you are not feeling good. pretending that you feel good and forced to pretend that you feel good only leads to more disconnect with the people around you and worse even to own self. i cannot believe that we are made to hold so much inside. i am also writing here cause in some way its annomous the ones that are around me will never know this is how i really feel.

[@fernandot6712]

6:34 its been literally my life for the past 5 years and its so hard to "explain" what it feels like. Is like you know its better to be alone but hard at the same time

[@crazyharmonizer1090]

I love this series 😊🙏🏾

[@Ann-ko2tg]

samee

[@HugsXO]

Congratulations on your book!!! I wish you well.

[@lailakhoshkar126]

A book! That’s so exciting. Thanks for the work that you do, Thoraya.

[@sovickaMaggie]

I´m sooo excited about the book ♥

[@obedzurc8]

It's amazing the history that each person has! I wish the best to all of you!!! (I'm learning English sorry if my sentence is bad :/)

[@cstump2005]

Your sentence was perfect!

[@nikkideslauriers3707]

I am sending lots of love and light to you and your guests. Big hugs.

[@mayn7115]

I felt for the first lady because I've been there and done that. But it isn't worth it. Please find something in life that make you happy, that you enjoy to do. Make a bucket lists of thing you want to do, where you want to do and make them happen. I see myself in the Chinese lady's story. In the past few years, I realize that my parents and my extended family are toxic and I no longer in touch with them. It's very painful and I know that I can't be the old me again. Because of growing up in a toxic family, I was/ am attracted by toxic ppl most of the time from relationships, friendships, workplaces,... Idk when it's going to end although I be aware of these kind of people. It was very sad when I visited my hometown, I didn't see my family and have no home to go, got to travel around and stay in hotels. When I'm back to the US, ppl asked me about the trip and family, I had to lie or try to avoid to tell the truth. Sometimes I'm very hopeless and depressed of knowing no one cares for me and I'm all alone in this world.

[@corpsenymph9499]

5:57 As a US citizen born and raised I feel the same way. It's common to feel that way even though it hurts, because in a sense you feel like your disrespecting the home you were raised by. Your not wrong for feeling happy that you don't celebrate with your family anymore, chances are you had to carry a lot pain and suffering that is impossible to speak about without be judged heavily for it by your community. I'm proud that you spoke up about it, even if it's discreetly.

[@Alisha-zd6hw]

Listening to people's confession is kinda healing for me. I too wanna confess : 1. I'm irresponsible 2. I'm ugly and fat 3. I'm not loyal , dependable and trustworthy People hate me and I think my heart deserved to be broken... Because of my foolish decisions

[@sofiapeters6130]

Who ever made you feel this way is wrong! You are deserving of love and you are amazing!

[@PossibleBat]

You are allowed to make mistakes and be human. You aren’t born to be productive. You aren’t born to please others. You deserve peace.

[@Realgaelmusic]

Can't get enough of these videos!!

[@CatroGainsbourg]

To the Chinese lady, you are not alone. And to the lady who said she had her heart broken the day before - I hear you, xx

[@Melissachpmnnfamily]

Boy I just love you ❤️ thank you for sharing.

[@Ismailov10]

Can you make a video about the most hurtful things someone said to others and if they regret that. Love your videos. Greetings from Germany !

[@Phynne85]

„I got my heart broken yesterday.“ after a guy telling he broke up with his girlfriend the other day.. okayy 😆 Big Thank-you from Oldenburg, northwestern Germany.

[@soundhealingbygene]

Thank you for uploading these some of them make me cry when I don't even know how to do it or why. I guess I'm just getting older and I really don't have anyone to talk to. That's just the way life has been I guess. Trust me when I say this you do not want to get hit by a car you may end up living or have a traumatic brain injury like I did. I struggled for years with anger suicidal ideation depression anxiety and that traumatic brain injury just made things worse. so I live alone with no friends no lover. Not much of anyone checking up on me other than my mom and dad who will soon die. Shout out to the person who said she doesn't feel like she has a personality. I feel like this all the time like one day I'll feel like one personality and the other day I'll feel like another. But mainly depression and anxiety.

[@nightshadow9004]

Do more of these ones please!!!

[@reynard2ki]

Why do I watch your videos? I'm a 52 year old man (admittedly, with anxiety and depression) and every single one makes me cry. Sometimes the tears are from feeling bad about what someone went through, and sometimes it's tears of happiness, seeing that someone has overcome something.

[@gadjodilo22]

me too, not that i am not grateful for life, but I am down in a hole. i have never been here in this place in life. i have had the most amazing experiences in my early life in the last 10 years have been dealing with trauma, loss and totally loss of motivation for life. complete loss of motivation. no living. so i relate to the first lady. I am surprised how many other live like this. This is not the way to live and walk through life, i know it as knowledge but far from practising it in life.

[@carinavozoses2377]

22th video about sharing a secret. This shows that everyone needs to tell something to the world because they think anyone there would listen to them. Thoraya, I won't get tired to tell you the good you are doing to the world. Keep going and don't give up! Hi from Spain :)

[@zixzizia1066]

22nd*

[@scrumps101]

To the first guy, the one with cancer. Please tell anyone and everyone who you feel safe with. You need support and love right now, as much as you can get. You deserve love and support. You might think that you are strong enough to get through this on your own or telling just a few select people but I promise you that it will be easier to bring people in and share this. The long term PTSD you likely will face after you survive this can be overwhelming. Getting love and support to help you through this now will and can very likely help lessen the severity of trauma from a life threatening illness in the future. Much love, respect and hope to you my friend. ❤❤

[@MrNoName7474]

My biggest regret was not reaching out to my friend before he passed from cancer. Didn’t hear about the diagnosis right away because covid sent us home from college. I guess I just assumed he would beat it and I could support him once classes came back. It hurts so much to know that he was closed off and probably needed a friend the most and I didn’t show up for him.

[@Artinthesexyway]

The last one is literally my life. I feel you girl 💙

[@jackiecampbell2873]

A book of secrets how exciting congratulations thoraya 😍😍

[@reginafarias]

5:55 Now this is exactly what a deepest secret is ! Was it on purpose (she said "ex" best friend)? Is the friend really dead ? Anyway, this is material for a life long conscious torment.

[@cstump2005]

This is the one that intrigued me the most! I need more info lol

[@reginafarias]

@@cstump2005 Nope! This is a deep secret, remember ?

[@MemeWiki71]

The guy at 7:04 I feel you bro it’s hard for me to express that emotion

[@frankrault3190]

Prayers and good intentions, lots, to the woman who sometimes doesn't want to continue her life!!! ❤❤❤