Petscan results. Warning...not what we hoped for.

[@cynthialewis2096]

I keep watching your videos and can't believe you are gone. I didn't know you personally, but you were such a brave, positive, and beautiful soul.. you are missed.

[@nickywilks7928]

Omg I did not know.

[@cynthialewis2096]

@@nickywilks7928 she passed a couple of years ago, right at Christmas time... so very sad. I wish i had known her

[@mandybradley3079]

She was so pretty. What kind of cancer?

[@laurasinfield2431]

As a cancer patient myself, I do find comments that talk about 'fighting' cancer to be very misleading really... I think I'm right in saying that the body does nothing to stop the advance of cancer. The cancer will either spread, go to sleep for a while or, in some cases, just go away...for it to go away is what we all hope for. There are some cancers that disappear with surgery and others that disappear to chemo/immunotherapy...there is just no knowing. How on earth can a human being 'battle' against such a sometimes formidable enemy? We put our trust in the hands of our surgeons and oncologists and hope for better days. I'm not suggesting that positive thinking doesnt help but if people are having very down days, that's more than ok too, We all want this sleeping tiger to keep dreaming on... that's all we can hope for I think.

[@ericaaubie860]

Laura Sinfield I believe that are hope is in God! I believe He is the only one whp can make cancer disappear permanently! Also thinking positive, and having a strong will.

[@sabinewatzinger9111]

True! I had cancer twice, the first time I was devastated and had no hope, but the treatment worked very good, it made the cancer disappear. No positive thinking, no prayers (I don´t believe in God), no "fighting". Besides that, I don´t like the term fighting, because it suggests one just has to fight hard enough to overcome the disease. People who die just didn´t try/fight hard enough! And that is simple not true. But I guess it is very important for people to believe that they have control over their life, the situation - enough "fighting" or praying, positive thinking, or what ever, will help.

[@jmnightingale9055]

@@sabinewatzinger9111 I've also had cancer twice. The first time, colon cancer 20 years ago, the "fighting" language didn't make sense to me, as I had a colon resection with the surgeon doing all the work, and then I had chemo that was mostly uneventful and I was cured. This second time, Acute Myeloid Leukemia, which I am now in remission from, I did have to fight, as it took great effort to force myself to eat, to exercise, and to follow the doctor's orders regarding certain matters, because I was extremely weak and sick to my stomach. I might not have made it without a fighting spirit.

[@mandybradley3079]

It’s treatable by doctors. Only God can heal and cure it. I’m a former cancer patient. Stress is the worst, it destroys our immune system. I’m only alive because of God.

[@annenorth8553]

Fighting cancer really IS a physical fight, because some people cannot face the surgery or the chemo so they give up, while others decide to fight through all the nasty side effects of the treatment - THATS the real fight, because the treatment can often feel worse than the cancer.

[@Elamori]

So sad to hear that she passed away, may she rest in peace. Condolences and prayers to her family.

[@patsmith8035]

When did she die.

[@everest_bound]

I work in clinical research (oncology, all phases, all stages). Clinical trials for the patient are incredibly difficult to navigate, so please, don't feel bad about the work you are putting in or any second guesses about first phase trials (or any trials). Cancer patients in early Phase (or really any phase) trials are absolute heroes. You have your thoughts in the perfect place and you are so strong! You are a warrior.

[@darylleaf2081]

Hello Meagan, so sorry to hear your cancer is progressing or the cancer is not regressing. I have stage four colorectal cancer too with metastasis from the bowel to the liver and I know that few people actually beat stage four but some do and will do in the future and I hope you are one of those that do. For me, I have come to the realisation that this cancer will eventually kill me but that does not mean it has beaten me. It just means that I will die sooner than expected so for me it is important to live the remainder of my life the way I want to with the ones I love and when the time comes to say goodbye, my passing will be a good time, not a bad time as dying is part of life and those I leave behind will be able to carry on with their lives happily knowing I lived a good life and died a good death. I am sorry but I am not religious so my take on the afterlife is a little different. I know that I will still live on in the eyes, face, heart and mind of my son and in the heart and mind of my wife and they will pass on the memory of me so I will live on as my ancestors live on in my heart and mind. We never really die :-)

[@larosemurphy6640]

How are you doing

[@anyaw340]

@@larosemurphy6640 He passed away a few weeks ago. I just found his videos a few days ago. So eerie to find his comment here. RIP, Daryl and Meagan.

[@amberlynn8591]

@@anyaw340 I was going to ask him the same so thank you for letting us know. So sad😢R.I.PDaryl And Meagan

[@SpuddersSpud-ps6dd]

What a lovely lady. RIP.

[@john.hughes]

You looked well. I did not know you had died. I am so sorry you were taken too early. Rest easy. So sad x

[@brenthall393]

I just happened upon your channel, and this is the only video that I have watched. Oh dear, you have a lot on your plate. Have already prayed for you and your journey. I will continue to pray for you. I feel so inadequate in how to help you. I hope that you are able to take this One Day at a Time and that you continue to hold on tightly to faith and hope. Praying for, and wishing for, the best for each day. You are a very brave and courageous person.

[@karenneckermann9338]

Meagan, I am so sorry your results weren't more encouraging for you. I love your attitude and I'll be praying for you and your family.

[@sandee1000]

I am sorry. Thank you for your bravery in sharing with us.

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

For those leaving messages of hope for her fight against cancer. I’m sad to say she passed away surrounded by family. God bless you all. This wasn’t recent it happened quite awhile ago.

[@collfoxley2658]

Thank you so much

[@Anastashya]

Thank you. That’s so sad 😞

[@junerockstar9969]

😢

[@garysansone2785]

Rest in peace wonderful lady❤

[@ntandosekay]

May her soul rest in peace 💔

[@tjmcjunkinful]

You're a fighter. Don't be frighten anymore you got this. Your going to make it your going to have a long life 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

She passed away

[@kimnixon4969]

Meagan, I am so incredibly sorry to hear your news! God is good and his powers can heal your body. I will pray for alongside your family, friends and followers.

[@karenanderson717]

I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your wife, mother. I just started watching this. She fought the hard fight. She did not want to leave her family and friends. There is no control over it. Love and prayers to all.

[@marylessis9376]

I am so sorry you are having to deal with this...my heart goes out to you ... thinking of you ....and I admire you so .......

[@rosemaryhuegel9297]

I am meagan I am so sorry it breaks my heart to hear you talking about your struggles you are so young so strong and so beautiful and you deserve a long life with your beautiful children and your husband and I pray for you that you will beat us sending lots of love and prayers just a grandma from Illinois

[@clairebeever3038]

So sorry to hear you didn’t get the best news sending much love 💕 I know this is 3 years ago but it’s first time I’ve come across your journey thank you so much for sharing ❤

[@flowerlm47]

Very sorry to hear these results Meg, but please stay stubborn! Keep your hope and faith, and keep making calls. I can only imagine how tedious and tiring looking for trials is, but it has to be done. I pray that you find one that brings you a cure! You’re a special lady, and we want to see you post a cancer free video! Love, prayers and God’s blessings to you and your family.🌺

[@tinamelik807]

Meagan, I am truly sorry that things aren't going in a direction that is more favorable at this moment....you speak of faith and hope, those are both gifts that God gives us in a relationship with him.....my wish for you today is that you continue growing in your relationship with God, he hears your prayers! He will put the right path in front of you for healing and health! Keep being an amazing warrior bada$$ and your prayer warriors will all continue to storm heaven with prayers on your behalf 🙏🙌🙏🙌🙏🙌... sending much love (())....your friend and Cancer sister Tina 💙

[@debbiramsey4603]

I happened to read something written by a doctor,,the people who got in the sun a pretty long time did bettter than others,. I've had cancer and my prayers are for you and yours,

[@KP-tn9cq]

RIP you amazing, beautiful, wonderful human.

[@damarisbarreto4655]

It sad she gone.

[@fryaxoof2521]

She is so beautiful! My husband was 49 and found a tumor in his jar then on for a PET scan they found tumors on his back bone, hip, liver and back of tongue the chemo didn’t work he lived 10 months after diagnosis. My husband was 49. I have never dated again that has been 17 years. I understand all that she is talking about.

[@vickery8205]

I’m so sorry, sweetie...I will keep you in my prayers 🙏💗

[@judithcobb4032]

I hate cancer - life is so unfair! You do look very good though so keep pushing through it and hopefully something will work and you will have a long and happy life.

[@patriciacarney1502]

♥️You look beautiful and are a beautiful courageous soul. I will continue to remember you and your family in prayer. I’m so sorry for all that you are going through.

[@misssunshine2234]

Send you all my love and prayers over the ocean and i hope you feel it.❤️You are stronger than ever! ♥️Love beats all♥️

[@maritkristianehauganwick7721]

So sorry to hear this so unfair, i am sending you and your family a Lots of love and prayers, you will fight this ❤🙏🏼💪🤲❤

[@kristinajames742]

Sending you love during this difficult time. You will be in my prayers for great healing. . Lv Xxx

[@karenlobaito2797]

Awhhhh Meagan...I hate this for you!!!!!!!.... but I want you to know that we have a a team of prayer warriors working on your behalf...we will be your faith and hope when you have those down moments....💕🙏 we all have your back...I Love you!!

[@cynthialewis2096]

Praying so hard, Meagan.

[@jessicamalfa9538]

Meagan, Fighting cancer is so hard but everything you have done have made you be in a healthy place to treat this ! ! Please keep going I know you are able to do this. You are AMAZING and look BEAUTIFUL ! Love beats all !

[@hayleykerrison-wright915]

Stay positive Meaghan. The doctors don’t know it all and a prognosis is based on the stats of what’s happened before. But you are an individual and no one can truly know how you will respond to treatment and what might happen xx My love and best wishes to you ❤️xx

[@sadie4me2]

My heart is breaking. That said, stay strong and keep fighting. Prayer and positive thoughts coming your way. ❤️😘

[@jdfunari]

Wishing you the best Meagan. Your strength and vulnerability through this has been inspiring.

[@cynthialewis2096]

Rip sweet Meagan.

[@BennyandBoppy1690]

We are all born to die, but it's the people like you Meagan that make's the living worthwhile .. 💜

[@UnCharled]

I'm so sorry, please stay strong, everything is gonna be fine

[@caiseylynn6201]

I feel myself break everytime I watch these. I wish I could be there to help. You are doing an amazing job and you are tough as nails! I love you

[@LetsReadWithMissNoel]

Thinking of you everyday. This is disappointing news, but I am praying and hopeful for your full recovery. I admire you so much Meags. You are such a warrior.

[@carolyn85930]

Meagan, my heartfelt prayers are with you during this difficult time. Just know there is always hope for a better response. Keep pushing, rest if you must but do not give in or give up. You may be just one step a way from victory. With God all is possible for finding the right next treatment step for you that will work! Peace be with you always.

[@Papershoesintherain]

Definitely praying...put your trust in Jesus.❤ Grace and peace to you and tour family.

[@michelesmyers8479]

Sending you all my love, hope, breathing,strength, and prayers...I have faith that you can do this

[@kittydavies1829]

A very brave and honest video. 🙏🏻 I hope you are at peace. ❤️ to your family & friends.

[@giawilliams6347]

Keep pressing on you are a warrior.!Sending love and prayers

[@Dltp259]

You are one tough, smart cookie! Never, never give up! We are all here pulling for you with boatloads of positive vibes!!!

[@sandrap6308]

Heartbreaking but keep hope alive, God is able, I pray you get the drugs that works for you🙏 Don't give up!!!

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

I pray for you daily and hope that you are doing better. Keep strong and never lose hope.

[@thehouseofjane]

Rest easy sweet angel.

[@tftlred5454]

Sending u all the love and support and get well prayers sweetheart , u are a strong lady I believe in your strength 🍃🦋🍃

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

She sadly passed away surrounded by family

[@terri5757]

@@KimberlyRottieMom when did she pass away? I’m so sorry to hear this. How long after this video did she pass and is there a video telling of her leaving? Thank you! 😢

[@Aristotle2000]

@@terri5757 She passed 6 months after posting this video on 01-24-2021.

[@nickywilks7928]

You are so lovely and brave.

[@accountprivate8]

"That whosoever shall say unto this mountain,"...Mark 11:23-24. 🙏❤️

[@kristinajames742]

I am so sorry that you are still having to deal with this dreadful illness. I have just been watching your videos. What a beautiful family you have. Do hope docs can hit on a drug that can be more successful and clear the cancer completely. My thoughts and love reach out to you. Xxxx

[@SharonBSoucy]

I am sorry that this lovely lady passed away

[@truckingwithtobee]

I’m so sorry. Get well soon!!!! Prayers ❤️🙏🏼

[@Lynn84367]

Sending you much love and prayers....keep fighting and don't give up ...

[@michelleseidl5356]

Keeping you in my prayers, Meagan! Stay strong. Love beats all! 💛

[@laurasinfield2431]

well, not sure about your sentiment in love beating all as this poor woman died ...reality is a downer

[@TammyGrosso]

The comment about how you "look" doesn't go along with what is going on inside, really resonates with me. Sometimes it makes me angry because I fear they think I am lying about it. Also, I believe in miracles. And I believe you are already and will continue to be a miracle. I am praying for you.

[@eileenhadden2422]

❤️❤️❤️you have a strong life line you will be ok!🙏🙏🙏

[@alisonflaxman1566]

She passed away long ago.

[@janetinto4500]

Sorry to hear the scan didn't provide better results. It is good to hear you are feeling well and that is a gift as metastasis in the liver can be rough. And if one can say on a brighter note, it appears you didn't experience spread to the lungs or brain which are common sites for many stage 4 Colon cancer patients experience when the liver has experienced a large size spread. So, although you are dealing with the sacral and lower back spread, it may be possible that the chemo actually did so some good in preventing it spreading to where colon cancer usually does ,and can be much more painful and difficult to keep at bay.

[@cindyhorst7021]

Trodelvy is a new approved chemo right now for stage 4 triple negative breast cancer, showing great results and I read they are looking to expand it's use on other cancers. You might ask your Dr about it.

[@christopherbaptiste8586]

Thank you for posting your update, wishing you all the very best with whatever medical intervention you take next . Best regards x

[@MissTiaPet]

I’m so sorry you’re facing this ❤️ sending you my love and good vibes

[@daniellestilwell4463]

Love really does beat all! You have a WHOLE lot of it too! You are so strong and beautiful, you are truly inspiring! Keep up the hard work, you’ve got this !

[@laurasinfield2431]

it really doesn't...reality is a hard pill to swallow. This lady died recently..positivity is fine but has to have an element of truth in it

[@shannontylen6845]

@@laurasinfield2431 the above commenter, Danielle, as well as I, went to and graduated high school with Meagan. We are well aware in our little town that this beautiful woman's light has gone from this earth. We do not need to be reminded. All she was trying to do was support HER FRIEND...someone we ACTUALLY had the pleasure of encountering and interacting with. Not some lady. Meagan was literally a shining light as long as anyone has known her, just a different kind of special. You wouldn't understand. If what she wanted was hope and positivity, then that's what we gave her. She left a hole in her hometowns heart, please, have some compassion.

[@bettyfuller6940]

I'm sorry you are in this journey. I considered it my job to do research when I was going through my cancer. As soon as I awoke till the time I went to bed I did so much to learn how to defeat this monster. My mental attitude was this cancer wasn't going take me down without a damn good fight. I thank God I am doing well now. It was all consuming at that time. God bless and I pray you too find your healing path. Stay strong. ❤️🌹

[@maryrittwage3572]

Prayers for you and your family!!!!

[@zenfulkatoria]

I’m so sorry this is happening. This is hard and I will pray that God continues to give you and your family Grace and strength during this time. I’m praying that “something works” for you soon. You are amazing and loved by your family, friends and this community remember that. 🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@daphnen5296]

I hope and pray you are better.

[@alisonflaxman1566]

She passed away.

[@mhoguemh6]

Continued prayers

[@dougbrown9919]

You stay focused , be strong, be positive , don’t give up, I’m going through cancer treatment too. You are not alone , prayers coming your way ,I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. 💕❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@clairebeever3038]

Prayer 🙏 girl so hard for you ❤

[@kkarridene6649]

I Love You Meagan.

[@micheleoconnell8749]

God bless your soul

[@bellaballet1346]

Praying for you!l!! Willing you healing!!!

[@susanboudreaux9254]

Sending love & prayers your way 💞

[@fuzzynavel4948]

Prayers for faith hope and love.

[@marlenegura1161]

Keep moving forward!!!!!! Jesus can give you peace!!!!! 💖💖💖

[@carolynwalker4850]

So sad. We all have our time to leave this world. RiP!!

[@christybezzant1176]

Sending prayers of healing ❤❤❤

[@heatherarneil-roberts5977]

Sending positive healing vibes your way

[@patbeck595]

Did you have a bone biopsy done. It showed lesions after a non fracture pelvic fracture following cancer diagnosis. The bone biopsy was negative. Turns out I have osteoporosis and radiation treatment. They bright away auumed it had spread to my bone and they had me so upset but they whete wrong. Osteoporosis looks like lesions also.

[@deathonawhitehorse]

I also have lymphoma but they can't seem to identify it as there is no other mass than in my thigh. To which I have had two biopsies taken. Still no joy, so I am in for a PET scan Saturday to see how that goes. Personally on the dying thing I am indifferent as we never talk about dying these days. It is natural for the body to end and if you can raise above the fear of leaving this place, then death becomes natural. At least to me I no longer fear it as I knew nothing when I came into this world and once the morphine becomes overwhelming, I will die in a state of grace - hopefully at least. Hope is a good thing to cling to but also realize that death is natural, it simply has to happen regardless of how much we want to live. So my take is that either they find this lymphoma and deal with it, or not and give me some kind of prognosis that I can then fit into my life until my time comes.

[@joannel7511]

With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26 I keep praying for you and your family. You especially. I pray and thank God for your healing. Keep your faith 🙏❤

[@MissMariQueen]

It worked, didn't it? Your prayers and God, I mean!

[@joannel7511]

@@MissMariQueen is this how you deal with your grief? You need to insult my faith? Who knows how God works. There is no guarantee in anything. The medicine, the spiritual practice, diet.... are you going to call out her spiritual teacher too? Maybe her dietician? Were they wrong for believing in what they hoped would cure her? Meagan appreciated my prayers, and that's all that matters to me.

[@karendeakin8861]

This must be so hard for you all sending love xx

[@clairebeever3038]

Oh my heart breaks for you I hate cancer and mentally it’s soooo hard my second cancer it’s crap !

[@lynnlove1225]

My prayers are with you 🙏 ❤ from KY

[@Maryspetsittinginthepacificnw]

Praying for you 🙏🏻❤️

[@dawnsingleton-williams7837]

Can you give an update how are you 🙏🏽

[@KarnageKollectibles]

You look so beautiful here. Just keep up the positivity and follow the doctors and you WILL beat this.

[@christellebalmayel3277]

She sadly passed away in January 4th 2021

[@cindyhorst7021]

Despite your news you look really good

[@christopherdidonna2796]

Stay strong!

[@suedyck6835]

My thoughts and prayers are with you for a complete healing ❤️‍🩹 lovely lady. Read Jeremiah 29:11 . 😊❤️🙏

[@sandywhite9796]

This is the first video of hers I've seen..but based on the comments she passed away..😔

[@christineplumadore5024]

Please look into Vermont T cell treatment. I don't know what type of. Anger you have but please check it out it may help you

[@KimberlyRottieMom]

Sadly she passed away

[@sarahk.6115]

Wish you well

[@reneelanier3475]

Sadly, she passed away.

[@sharonthompson844]

I also have real colorectal problems. Just want you to know...You look mahvelous!

[@normabyde4766]

I’m so sad reading this story of this sweet lady. Gf

[@georginagal]

Sending positive thoughts your way 💖

[@tonif3722]

Praying for you and your family. Praying for your salvation and faith in Our Lord Jesus Christ John 3:16

[@zenaidaehiram7914]

Have faith Meagan I have stage 4 breast cancer but everyone around me say I don’t look like I’m sick, because my Faith and Hope is stronger than This Cancer! So be strong 💪 God is in Control! I’ve seen worst beat their cancer, I wish you great health

[@zitawillingham4391]

It is possible with God and prayers all things are possible you will get through this trial and give a testimony and be an inspiration to all that see your videos and every one in your life who know and love you god bless you stay strong