PICK A CARD 🔮 The Shadow Aspects Of Your Personality 🌚 Your Darker Side 🖤

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I began my spiritual awakening when I was 14 years old. I began teaching myself tarot at age 15, later developing with runes, tea leaves & nature. I began studying astrology aged 16 and later on began teaching myself numerology. I launched my KZbin channel in 2020. As of 2023, I became a certified Shamanic Practitioner.
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#PickACard

[@LexiTheLeo]

Remember this video is to understand and accept parts of our shadow, so we can befriend our darker parts and integrate them. If the reading doesn’t resonate, it is not for you 🌹🖤

[@nawalamjad6970]

Pile 2 is #SOML lol thanks to my narcissistic father & me having assumed the elder daughter/sibling role since forever trying to save people.

[@nawalamjad6970]

I absolutely love how accurate & resonant your readings are for me, Lexi --- "they love me when I praise them, or shut my mind..." lol is crazily resonant... Ahhh sigh of exhaustion.

[@nawalamjad6970]

I resonated with Pile 3 too!

[@happenstance-hermit]

Hi Lexi, the pile where you mention Matilda and Fall In Line... Please, please please tell us more about that fire inside. What are we to do with that fire in our veins?

[@alethea6781]

Pile 3. True. Perfectionism and control based on unworthiness from my childhood. My mother put a lot of pressure on me to perform above a level anyone my age could perform. In real time it feels like trying to do the bare minimum. To others it looks like I’m over responsible, overworking. It’s a little easier to delegate to someone I’m paying because another issue is feeling like I will owe people if they help me.

[@naturalebeing]

Pile 2 yessss I always check myself and admit when I’m wrong or when I’m acting out of my shadow and people have ZERO empathy. But they’re the ones acting like they’re morally superior!

[@mtewc38]

I feel the same way. Some people don’t even deserve to hear where we went wrong, because they won’t do that themselves, and it would only stroke their ego. So I learned to keep it neutral and not guilt trip myself.

[@EyeofDeborah]

#2, yes yes and yes. Healing from this now. Its been a back and forth healing journal. Thank you for seeing me. ❤

[@etherealbarb1e]

pile 2 is painfully accurate lol especially your example with matilda

[@naturalebeing]

Pile 2, a very moralistic Capricorn indeed. This was a great perspective for me… so validating. I do do that. I constantly let other people tell me what is right and wrong while still wanting to rebel and say fuck you to them. I’m an Aries moon, I’ve always been a fighter, but I still let that stuff affect me and it gets in the way of me sharing my gifts / messages from spirit, because I’m constantly aware of how other people would tell me I’m wrong. As a kid, I was very outspoken and engaged in my classes and my peers would literally tell me to shut up anytime I did. I was called dumb all the time. It’s hard to not second guess myself.

[@Pinkiiiiii9]

I'm a moralistic Capricorn too! Lol 😂😭

[@thegentleempress2559]

Pile #4. This woman is on point every single reading I have ever viewed. May she be blessed always!❤

[@Pinkiiiiii9]

Omg. Thank you SO much for this reading Lexi. Pile 2, You just EXACTLY described what Im struggling so hard to overcome right now in this phase of my life. This just validated everything I'm feeling, cuz I genuinely kept questioning (figures, lol) if I'm going crazy or if people were really treating me wrong like this. I feel like I'm fighting tooth and nail everyday to assert myself for the most basic crap. It's been the worst it's ever been in this phase of my life now that I'm shining my light and Im more confident and outspoken now than ever: I'm starting to see the true face of a lot of people who really don't like me anymore when I'm firey, only when I was timid and easy to manipulate. I really needed this reading, I'm done questioning myself, I needed this confirmation. Even after the "Halloween theme series", I would LOVE for you to do more darker, shadow side readings, you're deep readings are so incredible, you are so good at this, and I ESPECIALLY love your deep, soul searching reading topics the best.

[@JoyEmpress]

Pile 2. Thank you 🩷🩵🩷🫂

[@unorthodox_9142]

Pile 3 reasonated - Claiming and aligning with the positve messages and energies on this reading 💯🤲🏼🙌🏼😇🙏🏼💗Thank you💗

[@liiviiosa]

pile 1, i'm very happy with this trait bc i worked hard to actually let myself isolate and potentially hurt some feelings without debilitating guilt when i truly need to. i used to be extremely extroverted and codependent, it took a lot to be able to let myself be and not have the urge to constantly overexplain myself to people who may or may not get it. i don't need to worry abt ppl understanding me or not, if they want to know they'll ask me, but if not then they can live with themselves for a while. people need to be reminded that they don't own me, they can't summon me whenever they want or make me stand on my head for their entertainment :)

[@blessedbutterflytarot3060]

Yes I agree. I don’t think this is a bad trait. Over explaining is draining. You have to be around someone who cares enough about you to approach and ask what’s wrong versus them just thinking oh out of nowhere I just have an issue with them for no reason! That’s narcissistic.

[@lunatic-273]

Lexi, you can't even imagine how perfect on time this video was. Literally today I detected these feelings of squishing myself into everybody's expectations and feeling guilty even for doing so.. (pile 2) I'm so tired of living like this and I feel hella guilty towards myself because I am not letting myself just be as I am. You are right, I've been working on this for some time already. But I guess, there is still something left. And I want to free myself so much!..

[@mtewc38]

Pile 2 - I had a very critical virgo mother where everything I said and did was wrong or not enough. I ofc took that with my virgo moon out to the world with me, being always careful of what I say or do. I’m also very honest and direct with an Aries mercury, but that also gets undermined and misunderstood.

[@Asra919]

Pile 2: Thanks for the Te Fiti reference. It’s hard to keep everyone else’s garden abundant when the heart of nature is stolen. We cannot nourish others when we ourselves feel empty within. A thirst, but no water to drink. I have been working on opening my heart space b/c yrs of being gaslit really made me resentful of others and it blocked me from trusting my value, my observations, my words. Slowly I am developing a confidence to speak from the heart 💜 b/c the truth will reverberate into the darkness, bringing the light with it.

[@amandapanazzolo8828]

Pile 3: This reading was spot on, I’m a tropical Aries Sun and I have always felt that I have to do everything but lately the universe has stepped in and I have been forced to accept other people’s help. I am slowly learning to surrender and let others do things. Thank you so much for this powerful message. 🙏💗

[@carissa.explainsitall]

Pile 2. This was exactly what i needed to hear. Thank you. Such validation for everything I’ve been working through lately. Thank you Lexi! ❤

[@rikkemystergaard-petersen2905]

Pile 4. This was very accurate. Your readings always are for me. Thank you for sharing your beautiful gift❤🙏✨

[@thina5348]

girl!!!! Pile 2 resonated so much 😭 do you know how we can heal this ??

[@DaijaNicole]

Pile number two: this one hit extra hard for me because that is literally the explanation of my entire life and some thing I've been working through for so long.

[@ximmenitah]

Pile 1 blowed my mind, so accurate 😨 thanks Lexi 💖

[@maisiek109]

Pile 1 🩵thank you Lexi I feel so deeply seen in your readings, it’s crazy how much someone can understand you and not even know tysm☺️

[@sandracarli1110]

Pile 2 resonated for me. I’m a teacher and sometimes people don’t put enough effort in their studies but think it is the material I choose that is too difficult. You talked also about our human nature. I had a spiritual awakening in 2004 and I was shown that we are actually perfect from birth (we are the image of our Creator) and we are on our way to discover our soul more and more. It is a process of consciousness, of discovering our holy nature. I was brought up in a family where my father said that a baby was imperfect because he/she still has to learn many things.

[@kristinreynolds184]

Pile one and I'm bawling. You SEE me. Wow, tyyyyy❤❤❤❤❤

[@biannalucien3244]

Pile 4: everything that you stated I already knew and you confirmed a lot of the work I’ve been doing on myself. Still healing from it and I get impatient but like you said, my heart is my compass and I have to let it be clear before I start going down another path so I don’t have baggage weighing me down.

[@ecat1111]

Pile 2 spot on.

[@faithcristantiello3834]

Pile 3 are you kidding me?!!!!! You nailed it girl!!!!

[@shesurvival]

Lexi…thank you for this much needed session of tarot therapy. ❤ Piles 2 and 3

[@Huhhuhwhuhuhh]

Pile three - anytime I go to one of your readings expecting just a fun time I am quickly humbled 😂 so, so accurate.

[@carolynlanierroberts265]

Wow! Pile 3 1st and then Pile 2...YES! Both YES Perfectionism and Releasing Control Really giving it to Others I Trust I am actively addressing with Me mastering the Choices of Allowing and Surrendering to Faith, Speaking My Truth to strangers Far More than I Ever Have and lastly, Yes! Picking me apart when I disagree with another.... Compromising my truth, I apparently Am still doing with some key things in my life that Needs to STOP. Thank You, Dear Lexi❤️❤️❤️. I might watch those 2 piles again bc although I am working on ALOT....the inventory is. very important

[@jillysjourney3402]

Wow! Thanks Lexi! It's almost creepy how much pile 4 was on the mark. You're intuition is spot on. (Abandonment wound from being given up for adoption). Led to people pleasing and 25 years with a narcissist (saw what he could've been, NOT what he was). Since divorce 5 years ago, working on my own self worth and figuring out MY wants, needs and desires. ❤❤❤

[@hellolunabee7]

matilda reference resonated so much ❤

[@andreeailie9053]

Pile#3 I honestly Love ❣️❣️❣️ this first topic reading from the spooky season, especially that You always manage to deliver these readings in such a caring and super attentive and loving way, Lexy 😊😊😊 You can not 🚫🚫 evolve into the light and oositivity. We need the darkness and face our shadows in order to higher levels of knowledge and ascend. I truelly love this spooky season and these readings dedicated to the Shadow aspects of spirituality are so on point 😊😊😊 Exactly 💯💯💯 me, myself and I all my life - very independent and hard working 😊😊😊 I claim this beautiful connection and Looking forward to seeing your next readings, Lexy ❤❤❤❤❤

[@LexiTheLeo]

thank you 🥰🖤🖤🖤

[@THEKALA5]

Thank you beautiful soul for your time and energy. Pile 4 so deeply resonated. 🤍✨

[@Clarisse723]

1. extremely spot on and timely.

[@alexwood7556]

Pile 3-so true-I do love to know it all-lol! Thanks, Lexi!

[@heyizcourt]

pile 1: Oof, called my right out LOL. This was so accurate. Thank you Lexi!

[@poojatolani5962]

Pile 1…So blessed to get your reading! Thank you so much!🙏

[@MAL341]

Yessss let’s get spooky!! Thank you, pile 4. I appreciate you taking my reading suggestion, especially in my bday month ♏️🦂

[@lianaville8357]

Thank you for your work and contribution Lexi 🌊🌅 the care, time and dedication that goes in to yourself for you to be able to show up and channel the way you do does not go unseen, thank you 🕊️

[@SakuraYukiMuto]

No way i was just checking if you uploaded anything for the new moon today! ❤ looking forward to the haloween series spooky season is upon us 🎃

[@LexiTheLeo]

the best time of year 🎃🖤

[@Sequinxx]

Pile 2 : Story of my life. I feel like I always got to be the sensible and responsible one so that others can be themselves and I'm there to pick up the pieces and glue everyone else back together. For a long time it didnt make any sense. I questioned myself. People get too comfortable showing all sides to me. It feels like a curse and a blessing. I think i trigger alot of peoples shadows too and hold a mirror to show them who they are. For better or worse.

[@kbunny00]

validating in oh so many ways and very healing. thank you as always lexi i love your readings sooo much! pile #2 ♥️

[@thisiskenna]

Pile 4. Yup, all true but I’ve done so much work already and continue to balance this energy dynamic. Love that tweet you referenced too!

[@ingelafromukotic5552]

Thank you for pile 3, very interesting and helpful 🥰 this fully resonates with me 🙏🏻💖

[@MisfitTarot]

Pile 3….Virgo moon problems 😅🙈 Thank you Lexi! 🙏🏼 spot on as always! 🧡🖤

[@eosnight3339]

"i'm right you're wrong, i'm big you're small" literally goes through my head so often. Most of therapy has been this very thing. Thank you for your time.

[@christinaegede3520]

This was exactly what I needed to hear and in perfect timing. Thank you 💜🙏🕯

[@dechentsering6277]

Pile 3 - This makes sense; my south node (past life) is in Aries (independent, domineering; wants control, likes to be alone) and my north node (what I need to learn) is in Libra (need to work with others in balance and harmony, being part of a community). Thanks as always!

[@mysticmagictarot]

Phew, nailed it on the head with group 3, that’s definitely been my life experience up until a few years ago when my spiritual awakening started. Thank you for the extra clarity and kind messages ❤

[@NE0Nwhip]

Pile 3. I don't want to lose myself.

[@catinthepeng2686]

4 thank you 😊😊😊😊😊 I have worked on this. Life kinda forced me to. 😊 Oh, right. Needs weren't always met if ever, and uh... right, not a lot of people showed up for me. So, I take the time to meet my needs to the best of my abilities. Still working on it. 😊

[@lynseystheotherrealm]

Thank you Lexi 🐱 I needed this so much today 🙏 pile 4 xxx

[@Poojaka]

Pile 1, spot on! Thank you❤

[@janlaag]

As much as you're definitely the feel-good-see-the-light angelic type of reader, you're so very good at shadow work and transmutation that, if it wasn't likely to affect your views, I'd be inclined to ask for more. On a side note: sometimes the shadow's calculations to pull out and cut off ain't really a trauma response... Sometimes it's literally the least damaging way to go and it is indeed about the connection and not just about "needing space to process things". Thank you Lexi for this kind emotional support session💙

[@portaloflight317]

Words can’t describe how grateful I am for this reading Lexi thank you 💗💗💗💗💗💗💜💜💜💜💜💜💜❤️💙

[@aikosai892]

This reading has been so immensely valuable. Ty for your hard work Lexi

[@blossomnotbubbles]

Thank you lexi you have helped me numerous times. ❤❤❤ May god bless you always ❤ May you achieve everything you want ❤

[@satu4387]

I love your readings Lexi, they are always spot on, particularly this one😅 Pile 3. Funnily I have been reading about Carl Jung’s Animus past few days and this is reading is so relevant, wow! 🦁💛

[@ZdTP]

Pile 2 - totally spot on

[@mornasaoirse1366]

Pile 4, big time!!! Thank you so much! ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍

[@AncientAsetHealingTarot]

Piles 2 and 3 for me were spot on and just what I needed to hear, thank you xx

[@NewLeafMediums]

Pile 4 is exactly what I'm going through rn ❤

[@sabaha2010]

Thank you so much for this reading! Pile one was so accurate for me.

[@hannahelizabethdesveaux]

pile 2, thank you 🤗💚

[@naturalebeing]

Okay last comment about pipe 2 cause you’re so spot on… on top of being bullied growing up, when I was 17 a group of assholes slandered me online when my friend died of cancer. We had grown apart over a year and she made new, more edgy friends. I made a post saying how sad I was she passed and her friends legitimately went online saying “no you don’t care you’re trying to get attention you were a terrible friend to her” and they had thousands of followers because my friend who passed was internet famous. I was getting blown up with strangers slandering me while I was grieving. I showed up to the viewing anyways and they all gave me daggers. Disgusting and so traumatic. I couldn’t stand up for myself because they just piled on more.

[@JohnPlorb-cz6lu]

Thank you for the insight and advice!

[@jadorepariis]

hi lexi, can you please post a “new friend/ new friendships entering your life” that details the people who you are going to meet and such and advice when meeting them? love you 💕💕

[@reim8203]

Pile 3 thank you ❤

[@Starborn_tarot]

Pile 3 😅 Hyper-independent Scorpio here lol Single mom for YEARS. I’m having trouble integrating a new relationship and making space for him in my physical life. Sometimes I think it’s easier to just be by myself and say F it 😩 Mars in Aries, parentified child, and south node in Virgo 🤦🏼‍♀️

[@zhulia]

Lexi I love this topic and your readings, just want to offer the suggestion of adding also possible guidance for how to work with our Shadow in these forms or messages from Spirit to help us better transform these energies

[@JayneHopkinson]

Hey Lexi I picked pile 3 and I am a Aries and yes I related to the reading. Thank You Love & Light 💞

[@Flutterflyyyyy]

Hahahhahahahah i love how you started pile 2 😂😂😂 Holy heckkk I was learning about morals recently and realised i preferred to move off values. My morals tend to shift based on situations and my values. i feel like the reading is so accurate because i didnt realise I struggled so much because I'm shifting my morals based on the person so they're not questioning them. Your advice clarifies so much and makes me feel okay to disagree and stick to my feelings. I always worry about hurting people. Correct about upbringings, too. Thanks so much lexi❤❤❤

[@shiram88]

Ahhh, Lexi! I love this topic! And I love you! ❤❤❤

[@janicekulhanek6306]

Ty!! Amazing as always!! 💗🌟🕊️

[@CelestialSoular]

Thank you for pile 4 ✨☀️✨

[@sabinips]

“I don’t know what pirates do I’ve never been one” - Alexia Kapena Icon

[@Shionoa]

Can you do a psychic reading on where people who have psychic abilities like clairvoyance, Claircognizance etc, on where they get their information from on people and different things? I’m more Clairvoyant and I get random information from just looking at people and I don’t know how it happens. Or like where aura readers get their information from? Because I wonder if I’m reading their aura and i feel like those are sort of one in the same.

[@HomieofIzzandKatski]

Yeah I would love that too

[@Tamarindo-tp2en]

Awww I hope she does ❤❤❤❤

[@lilithjesus7718]

Thank you, this is exactly what I asked for guidance about. 🙏 It really helped for you to show the shadow side of the light side , so to say.

[@natalieclarereadings]

1️⃣ this was priceless Lexi ❤ thank you!

[@faithcristantiello3834]

I had to pause to integrate. Thank you so much

[@Empress8080]

You better read me to moon & back lol!! Incredibly Spot on as always!! Thanks Lexi love💛🥰💖

[@camisahra6708]

Thank you, shining STAR☀

[@radiantsoulgrowth]

Thank you🧡

[@Part_of_the_collective_73]

56:43 💯💯💯

[@nyllneksif2574]

❤4❤people be people love them anyway❤❤❤❤❤ 1:16:42 😂😂my mission is over🎉🎉😅❤❤❤ 1:20:55 🙏 Thank You 🙏 I needed to hear this Right Now 🎊 🎉😅❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ 1:24:22 Unmet needs I didn’t know I had ❤Uncanny Reading ❤

[@ThatEmpath]

Your readings are so eerily accurate…

[@Michiko759]

Omg thank you, for pile 2 my dad had a problem with me going through a hermit phase, I explained that it was nothing personal and that I am happy. But he just complained about him not getting enough attention and that he has respected my space but now its been too long??? like what...He was being really passive aggressive and difficult, so i pointed it out because nothing could be solved with that behaviour... now he's ignored my last message😂 Thank you !

[@Birdeexlover312]

Thank you so much for this reading Lexi! I love how both my piles went hand in hand, lookin forward to this theme for spooky season 🫶🏿❤️‍🔥✨

[@harrietpeabody2118]

Thank you beautiful soul ⭐

[@RoseTarotRealm]

YES 🙌🏻 🖤🖤

[@vanessa3419]

Pile 2: you hit it on the head

[@evelynetoussaint9407]

Whaowwwww merciiiiii💖🙏💖💫🦋

[@meiganttan]

#1, thank you 💚✨

[@SM-dc7wp]

P2 and P4. Shit sucks man. P2 starting in childhood contributed to P4. I’m getting it together. I can “fix” P4 and been working on it but P2 really really hurts and I’m not always sure how to handle so many people denying my reality or what I’m saying. Do I leave these spaces or be okay with being misunderstood? How much are you supposed to take?

[@july6152]

Yessssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!! This was exactly on time

[@peacefulwaters222]

Pile 1 ❤

[@highsol222]

Weirdly enough I don't look at videos on this topic too much because I feel like I know it all too well, and I'm the "don't even show me that massacre I want to look at happy things" type person. But THIS ONE seems interesting. I just want to hear what Lexi has to say I guess.

[@LexiTheLeo]

hope this resonates for you and you enjoy the reading!! 🌹🖤🖤🖤

[@highsol222]

@@LexiTheLeo It did resonate. Picked #4 and it made total sense. My shadow side IS the fact that I'm too positive with people. Well how about that plot twist? I am working on boundaries, and I do have to let people do their own shadow work the same way I do for myself. As always, thank you for the reading, Lexi.

[@cecealaniz1017]

You're always so spot on! Thank you 💯.

[@purrsandfurrs]

Pile 1, so true.

[@TechnicallyAnAdult]

Piles 1 & 3!