pigeon pit - night like these (lyrics)

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Strawberry stained fingertips
Chain smoking, binge-watching Netflix
Bike grease in my hair
Blood on your jeans
Blisters on our feet
A huge grin full of teeth
The California drought
The smell after the thunderstorm
That knocked the power out
Sweat soaks up my handle bars
I want to die with all my scars
If they don’t like the way we are, then fuck them
And I stayed up, chain smoking in the kitchen
Until you got home and the curtains were on fire
Fuck, I’m sorry you feel all alone
With the TV blasting shadows on my face
Hitching back to the apartment
It was such a lonely place
I place my head between my knees and think:
“Do you ever have nights like these?“
So separated from my sense of self and
The shit you keep up on your bookshelf
So, I just take another sip
I keep falling off and eating shit and forgetting to unclip
The sun will rise another time, for now it’s me and you, our bikes:
We trip and stumble, laughing, to the park
The flea bites laid out on my wrist
The heart shaped blister on my palm
The handlebars had etched, my body is out
On my back porch my brain is fucking somewhere else
On the roof with the flags we torched
And I stayed up, chain smoking in the kitchen
Until you got home and the curtains were on fire
Fuck, I’m sorry you feel all alone
With the TV blasting shadows on my face
Hitching back to the apartment
It was such a lonely place
I place my head between my knees and think:
“Do you ever have nights like these?“
So separated from my sense of self
And the shit you keep up on your bookshelf

[@astrocrow7780]

This came up in my recommendations and I’m glad it did, I can’t describe it but this song just gives me some sense of comfort. Like I’d have a breakdown to it but the kind of breakdown that you feel it’s for the best and you’ll be okay in the morning. Idk but I’m glad I found this, especially with how upset I’ve been feeling recently

[@dumbkid4ever224]

same

[@Marzinthestarz]

I found it weird that I can really understand this comment.

[@modifiedconsequences]

Yeah, it just came into my recommended. I'm very glad it did.

[@RecklessBucket2]

The genre is called Folk punk :)

[@Tsugikichi]

Same.

[@Solace6428]

This song sounds dirty. There's no other way to describe it, but it isn't a bad thing. The sound isn't clean and processed, and I'm loving it. All the voice breaks etc give it a really unique tone

[@skramzrave]

Check out Kimya Dawson

[@lukeburns8834]

Folk Punk and Mid West Emo

[@lilacmoondust]

i feel like "raw" can also describe this song

[@Chainsaw_gutz]

it’s just because it’s raw, I like raw

[@odysseyonawhim]

@@skramzravelove her music sm

[@zenrice3695]

The feeling you get when you play songs like this is indescribable you just want to go faster and faster

[@quin4459]

Me putting it on 1.75 speed

[@random_user828]

Yes, makes me want to start running. Through a field. Through an empty street at night. Just _run._

[@Jemilylover]

@@random_user828yes I agree

[@lotteryticket2354]

This gives me so much serotonin

[@dogfart6140]

This song does the same kzbin.info/www/bejne/pHTJgquYnbJ5mLc folk punk is so awesome

[@ottiliehedley874]

this song perfectly describes loving someone with the same problems as you, where you're wanting to help them even though you know it hurts you to do that, the competition between your problems

[@mariabarnes3119]

Aaaaaa this songgg and this commentttt it's all so relatable 😩

[@guysfrankiero6156]

that rly hit me, me and my gf both have problems and struggle to help eachother and feel terrible when we can't help eachother.

[@user-zk6fh1yu6x]

Fuck this hits hard

[@jimmykeochinda1173]

I hate saying I won…

[@moosh4743]

This song somehow describes how I feel somehow..? It describes it in some way..

[@jasper-does-not-exist.]

Same it reminds me of my friends

[@bluegames5594]

me to

[@frillyres]

same

[@superaxolotlperson8062]

I feel like this comment section has major "breakdown at 4 in the morning during a storm blasting this song" vibes, don't know why Edit: How in the world did this get a little under 300 likes- Another Edit: I don't like the fact 400+ people have seen my comment, weird to think abt

[@PickleTree-km5mx]

Your right lol

[@Lulu_underscore]

thats because we A R E B)))))

[@MizMiz-ip7ri]

Your right

[@marsrambles7569]

thats because it is, good morning lol

[@SalemsForgottenWitch]

HOLY SHIT SAW THIS, LOOKED AT THE TIME AND IT WAS EXACTLY 4AM

[@rhea3838]

The emotion in their voices is just-

[@jinxd4398]

Love the pfp-

[@brynnjackson7524]

@@jinxd4398 Right-

[@i-quit-thischannel]

sorry to be that person but I made the 69 like

[@alone.and.lost.]

You know for a fact you aren't really sorry.

[@Mx_Rabbit]

This song tastes like a humid summer morning after not sleeping the night before

[@feyytime5571]

This song feels like my mind and its scary

[@sqolk]

Same, buddy. Same.

[@bluegames5594]

same..

[@spookyghostboi6804]

This feels like a humid, cloudy day right before a storm or hurricane when the atmosphere almost feels electric or full of static. That's the only way I can describe it.

[@cryptid_crows]

SNUFKIN PFP??? :0 but also I agree SO MUCH, I obsessed over this song about 1 yr ago and it’s so nice to hear again

[@khaenriya]

does anyone know songs like this? the guitar, the voices singing the song and the raw emotion, i mean. i'd love to make a playlist of them

[@jinxd4398]

I belive the genre is folk punk idk

[@khaenriya]

@@jinxd4398 thanks a lot! i'll look into it

[@0zzieJoints]

Anything by the front bottoms

[@khaenriya]

@@0zzieJoints i love that song :o

[@Tookyatoast]

twin sized mattress tfb

[@roisin9512]

i’ve had this on loop

[@jasper-does-not-exist.]

Cool pfp

[@roisin9512]

@@jasper-does-not-exist. thank you

[@Risris666]

Love ur pfp

[@insecurebee]

Epic pfp

[@Eepyveepy]

Banger pfp

[@laviniamonroe1929]

This song is literally what body dysmorphia feels like. Like the parts of it where you just feel so uncomfortable in your body and your skin.

[@puppypawz733]

I suffer from both body dysmorphia and dysphoria and it is truly hell

[@punkrinn3738]

Listening to this makes me think of the convo I had with my coworker today. She asked why do I always play sad music when I'm connected to the Bluetooth. And I replied "because I'm a sad person." "Yeah, but doesn't listening to sad music just make it worse?" I shrug and said I didn't really know. Well I'd like to answer that now, now that I'm thinking. It's because no matter what mood I'm in, or what I'm thinking of, "sad music" or "sad genred" music just...makes sense to me. It lets me feel.

[@I.Am.Dragun87]

You said perfectly what I've tried to explain to so many people. Thank you.

[@renthewerecat]

sometimes u just need too indulge in ur feelings a bit

[@ittselli3245]

It's the sense of feeling understood, like someone knows exactly what you're dealing with. Everyone wants to relate to something in some ways, it's how we are. We wanna feel like we belong and be understood and music often helps alot with feeling alone and hopeless. However in some cases it probably does make you more sad, but the feeling of having something to relate to probably makes us a little happier too, in a"im not alone" kind-of-way

[@louise1180]

I always read your comment when I listen to this song and I always agreed but now it's different this is a song I share with someone I like and they just told me they liked me back :D

[@sammybee5441]

I feel like I could write a short story based on this song.

[@jimibailey2015]

Do it

[@karmatrevino6404]

Do it, do it, do it, do it

[@clacks5605]

do it and *please* reply with the link I crave angst in all its forms

[@macaronmoon]

I would also like to see/read it if you ever do write one, but no pressure to!

[@strawberrykoolaid8820]

Lol yea

[@sarahidk7550]

My best friend sent me this, and I’m really worried about her, I just want want to give her a hug, and fucking hold her.

[@haileyracine3608]

I was going to say that I sent this to my friend and I'm fine but I'm having panic attacks so who knows anymore anyways hope you are you friend are doing well

[@Channies_left_pinkie]

You’re a great friend

[@woe0290]

i literally remembered this as the "bathroom sink song" and spent 20 mins looking for it god

[@pinkshortcomedy]

liked so u can come back to it now

[@woe0290]

@@pinkshortcomedy i still love bathroom sink song

[@average_oddity]

The voice cracks and unprofessional sound makes it that much more personal and I love it

[@ffaspart2079]

This song is oddly comforting, reminds me of good times with a friend and times I didn’t get with them.

[@midasesfoxden]

this gave me a comforting anxiety. a pit in my chest where my heart should be, but the pit is normal. i know the pit. were friends. the pit is the only one who know me truly. knows my thoughts and knows my feelings. its my closest friend and i wouldnt have it any other way.

[@limebloodedleviathan]

a pigeon pit

[@uselessgay2341]

I was concerned for you until I realized that it also perfectly described me-

[@user.already.existing5617]

I relate to this song sm because I've had so many breakdowns at night where I cry in the shower and rest my head between my knees and I used to go on bike rides woth my friends and always xome back with bug bits and scrapes it brings back so many memories of fun times and rough times

[@selene768]

I've been crying to this song for the last 2 hours and it's 3am right now Perfect

[@-Moonlitskys-]

This is literally gender dysphoria in a song and I love it

[@emryshamill1519]

Yesss 100%

[@ipromiseimtrying]

Same it makes me so fucking comforted

[@moosh4743]

Yeah

[@drpepper.1]

Yes

[@rubieharriett1126]

yes

[@ArsonTheShroom]

This song is like a vent but also like stimming after a long day of masking or the smell before and after rain and it just- it just makes me happy.

[@ratboy2]

I don’t know how they managed to make a song that feels exactly like gender dysphoria without once mentioning being trans or body issues, but they did and this hits hard. I really love how unpolished this feels? It’s got this very personal vibe, at least partially because of that. Very nice song and I listen to it all the time

[@luckeep1370]

Holy shit, pigeon pit lyric video posted a month ago? 40k+ views??? Are they gaining popularity? What's going on!!

[@sillaybillay]

3 days later 69k views fhfjjd

[@pigeon4905]

can't believe they wrote a song about my pit

[@pigeon4905]

this would age so badly if i change my name

[@charlie-yp2oq]

Makes me think of those summer or autumn nights when I was younger, like how my church group had campfires, or my siblings and I camped in the backyard It's nice :)

[@IAmTerrestrial]

You ever scratch your arm with your nails and feel that almost cold feeling? Or have that feeling when your uncomfortable with existence and you can feel it under your skin? This is that.

[@_malinx_]

Fr this was pretty accurate

[@strxwberrym0chi79]

THIS IS MY MENTAL BREAKDOWN, AND I GET TO CHOOSE THE MUSIC

[@emrayneburdett503]

Samee

[@111mazzystar]

the background is what i imagine the song to look like

[@batcavedatabase]

ugh i need more music like this-

[@ihaveseenyoursins7109]

I think I might have two , any Penelope Scott or “I deserve to bleed”

[@ihaveseenyoursins7109]

Or twin sized mattress, maybe

[@Superkirbeh]

Folk Punk. Look up the genre. Check out Local News Legend, Apes of the State, Days n Daze, Pat the Bunny.

[@tivicantsleep]

paul beirueo nights like these

[@vmalik235]

This is what I felt like when I relapsed in the middle of the night

[@emberj6973]

honestly this song reminds me of what it's like to try to cope with the emotional issues from childhood trauma. it might've happened years ago but emotionally i never got to develop so i can't cope properly. staying up late, addiction, emotional dysregulation, impulsive decisions to feel something different than the usual misery and unease and more. idk that's how i see it from someone trying to cope with childhood trauma and the mental health issues i got from it.

[@andersonpommer4130]

I love this, I can imagine my partner and I laughing together in a warm dry field

[@starxy3506]

i came from your i/me/myself video and i’m accidentally kinda early and this is my favorite song :)

[@user-oi5hu5hl9d]

I’ve been listening to this while talking to my friends, and now they won’t speak to me for something I had no control over.

[@jinxd4398]

You need new friends man, fuck them.

[@clay5132]

Me too and i still feel like its my fault.

[@ashnsins261]

Honestly this song just sounds like what a downward spiral feels like. I'm here for it it's jusg surprising

[@joejoeington6899]

Why does this song embody the connotation of the statement “this goes hard” better than anything for me

[@__gunpowder]

During the day, I love this song. It’s so happy and upbeat. At night, I cry to it. Hoping one day I will be ok.

[@zzombieyum]

i love pigeon pit

[@m4gist3r51]

I look in the mirror. I see a nice looking girl. She has beautiful neat dark brown curly hair, tan skin. She has a feminine, curvy figure. She is undeniably pretty, but she doesn’t look like me. She isn’t who I truly am I’m the boy with the messy fluffy dark brown hair, long lean legs, broad shoulders, a flat chest and narrow hips. I’m the boy who finds pretty much everything amusing. I’m the boy who doesn’t give a damn about what others think of me. I’m that one dude you’d see in the corner of a gas station just vibing and minding his business. I’m that one classmate in sitting in the very back of your math class doodling weird shit in his math notebook. I’m that weird kid at school who makes jokes that nobody gets. I’m the boy who casually walks into class at 9:00 looking like he got no sleep and when you ask he tells you he fell asleep at 3:41 because he claims he was too bored to go to sleep. And to your surprise he woke up at 7:15. I’m the boy who wears jeans and a oversized Gremlins shirt from Forver 21 outside when it’s literally freezing outside and claims that he’s not cold at all. I’m the boy who you see in the hallway every day at school but never talk to because you think he has serious issues because of the things he’s said during that one-sided conversation you had in literature class last Thursday. Seriously , the jokes he made were _really_ concerning.

[@AngieAJ]

I would talk to him, too.

[@average_oddity]

I'd talk to him

[@squeersquid1107]

Id talk to him

[@sqolk]

Feels nice to listen to this.

[@aydsnake_-988]

Found a new gem, I'm going to play it on repeat until my phone runs out of battery (it just finished charging)

[@dreamer-ol3dp]

i found this song through a fckn fanfic and i love it so much

[@coachdoggo2266]

Lol what was the fanfic?

[@moonatique]

heyheyhey, i was going to do a Oneshot with this song, What is the fanfic/community???

[@desmenddeleon3552]

TW:Trauma suicidal thoughts, all most suicide, and SH This song reminds me of the lowest lowest points of my life. when I was with my dad and his gf she was so nice and kind at first but then over time she became mean and so hard to talk to like when I would make a small mistake she would get so mad at me and when she finds something broken or not right she would ask me if I did it over and over again and it would get so overwhelming I would just say yes so she would stop asking me and I would even cry at some points. And when her and my dad found out I was sh her and my dad hugged me but after a few days she asked me if I was doing it for attention and even when I said no she would ask me if I was telling the truth and that one really hert me and even though I was full on sobbing when they found out she still asked me if I was doing it for attention....life with my actual mom was a little ok not the best either but it cepd me away from her at least but my mom was an alcoholic and a smoker so it wasn't so good. When she was drunk she would cry to me and ask me if she was a good mom and that she wanted my dad back (there devorst) I would hug her and say yes and that I loved her but it would get annoying after a while and as that was happening my sister was with her dad and I was all alone at the apartment that we lived in most of the time cuz my mom had to work and my mind was not in the right place so when my mom yell at and get mad at me I would cry and cry to the point I would have head aches I almos ate to much pain pills and tried to kill myself and I almost killed myself by choking myself with a cord but I could NEVER TELL MY MOM OR ELSE SHE WOULD BEET ME CUZ WHY I HAVE A GREAT LIFE AND THAT I HAD EVERYTHING I NEEDED AND THAT WAS ABSOLUTE A DOWN GRADE FROM MY DAD I COULD NEVER TELL HER WHAT I WAS FILLING OR I WAS GOING TO GET A SLAP ON THE ASS OR FACE I JUST WANTED TO LEAVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE but there was a special person keeping me alive my sister she was and is so special to me and I was going to at least hang on for her so I could see her and I didn't want her to see her head brother in a cascit so I tried my best to stay a little longer. A few years later I was having a panic attack at school because I forgot my sweater and that I had s/h in the morning and the day after that and the counselor teacher and my friends saw my s/h they had to call and tell my mom but I was scared and I remember what my mom had said that if she found out that I was s/h she would hit or beet me and I think I almost got sent to the mental hospital so that added to the panic but she wasn't mad at me she told me she was worried about me and she asked me to stop for her and that I can where sweaters so after that I still s/h on my sleeve and thie but I've stopped and I have been clean for almost 3 MONTHS and I'm so proud of myself and how much I've became and saw happened I am still fitting the urge to s/h but I'm ok not to bad. Thanks for reading my vent I Hope you have a great day/night love you and take care Of your self remember LIFE IS AN ILLUSION AND WE'RE LIVING IN AN SIMULATION BYEEEE!

[@masdavis236]

Idk if anyone else is interested but on Jan. 1 pigeon pit released a new albulm and words can't describe how fantastic and beautiful it is!

[@every1hatesaxel885]

I loved this song and I’m glad it popped up on me recommend. Found it on Spotify and added it to the playlist I always listen to after a breakdown.

[@leahcooper5531]

The emotion in this song is amazing. I know how they feel

[@hunterThe123]

this song is like that feeling of numbness before or after crying it feels like loving someone that isn’t there anymore

[@mystiquegibbs2709]

This song gives me: Hey, im back but can we please just sit on the ground and cry togther? i hold you in my arms and you hold me in yours" but on another note it gives me the vibes that i get in my brain like my head is the most scarcist place on the planet to me and this is ehat it feel likes but with stiles in there comforting me? if that makes sense

[@natsukiswife3567]

Songs that are feel good but still sad but the type of feel good where you relate to the thing they're describing like coming home after biking for a while and it just reminds you of a time in your life where it was just so much better but you get sad because you realise you can no long be like that any more>>>>>>

[@zio7682]

Not me crying while watching this at 3:56 am

[@roisin9512]

I LOVE THIS SM THANK YOU!!!

[@cheesestickz4568]

I'm in live with your pfp

[@cloudiluvs]

lovejoy >>>

[@dobbysrightsock]

yesss ur pfp

[@gabbi-yg6nc]

I love the Lovejoy pfp

[@Eli-rs6em]

Lovejoy

[@ahhhhhhhhhhh5400]

I listen to this song an unhealthy amount

[@KK-kc3te]

Does anyone like The Tween Size Matters

[@pandalicia896]

do you mean twin sized mattres?

[@wisteriapalace]

@MX.AnArchisT YOUR COMMENT SAYS TRANSLATE TO ENGLISH-

[@zaraibrahimagic5454]

Ye

[@charreo703]

So good

[@tqttle]

@@wisteriapalace IT DOES HELP WHAT HAPPENED

[@lunaflores7008]

It’s 5 am and this song is hitting

[@lilymayflower5065]

Found my new favorite song

[@literallyjustdragons1902]

I like to think the two people in the song are good friends and their both thinking about what the other person is doing while going through the same thing

[@ATEEZCrazyFormismypersonality]

This came up as recommended from the KZbin algorithm, and i gotta figure out who did this algorithm for me and send them flowers and shit because I love this song so fucking much. Guess who's gonna be listening to it on loop?

[@SleeplessCoffee]

about a year ago this showed up on my recommendations and ever since i have listen to it almost everyday im so glad i found it

[@ABrokenLight]

I love this, I've... kinda become numb, like,i can't cry properly anymore and i feel horrible and am involved with so many freaky situations but no one ever understands but my one friend who everyone else hates.songs like these let me feel something

[@bukadinozaura553]

This song once pllayed in my recommended songs from spotify and I'm in love with it ever since then. I love how the singing is not perfect but just shows emotion and feels real.

[@hemiisrandomname5348]

This feels like my brain when there is too many songs there. Omg ⟟ just got to the ‘shit you keep on your bookshelf’ ⟟ know this song (it came up in recommended£

[@asher9662]

This song is my comfort song I've been listening to it for a long time especially when I have dysphoria attacks or just any attacks that have to do with my mental health. I don't think I can explain how much this song means to me I'm glad I found it when I did. It makes me feel better.. Not the best but better then I am. It brings comfort into my life and helps me a lot and based off the comments it helps other people too. I found this song when I was having a really bad fucked up day it was on my recommend a few years ago and I still love it and it still comforts me to this day. There's not enough words to express how much this helps me.

[@kitkatqueen214]

Thank you KZbin recommendations

[@whyamihere_7604]

It’s strange how I resonate with this song but I like it!

[@misbahi6723]

I am experiencing nostalgia for a time I wasn't there for?

[@readmarx420]

Pigeon pit is so fucking good

[@ifkdurmom1126]

This makes me cry

[@ethanlvr3]

i thouhht this was by crywank for a sec

[@kait7062]

samee

[@stray_kids589]

SAME

[@mybirdiswierd5307]

I SEE IT NOW FHJSJAKFK

[@two-headed-calf]

omg i haven't listened to this song in so longggg it's so good still

[@jorjacarcamo3871]

Downloaded this while trying to download Collard Greens, been crying myself to sleep with it for the past two days. Best mistake ever.

[@tiawolf3610]

Been feeling weird after a fight with my boyfriend - this song is nice - it gets better the longer I listen to it - its somehow helping me understand why I'm finding certain things hard rn - I used to tell him I love him all the time especially when we called - we never went a call without saying "I love you" at least 10 times but now it's just... Harder to say... I love him - I do - with all my heart - more than I have ever loved anyone - it's just hard to say right now... the image perfectly describes the weird feeling - justttt flowers in a sink - my current mood - it's so random but I have a sense of connection to it - the image is sad - what I get from it is drowning on land - breathing fine but slowly dying without noticing - laying asleep not knowing that when you die in this nightmare you'll never wake up again - that image turned into an emotion is the feeling The feeling of drowning without feeling like your drowning - being tired and cold and sad while under water - it's really hard to explain

[@Mysterious_Ace]

I miss young childhood when I didn't have dysphoria and ptsd.

[@Dustrin]

I like songs that aren't really well-known. I don't know, I almost didn't click on this video and without it even being recommended to me I would've never found this treasure. I'm glad there's other people who've also found this song by luck :)

[@paran0rmality]

Sitting in my room at 4am, sick, writing hurt/comfort fanfic to this shit so I don't have a breakdown.

[@magicbeans7515]

His type of singing is like he’s trying to get the words out as fast as possible

[@X_kaye_X]

Fuck. Time is going so fast i can't handle this anymore my best friend is moving to the other side of the planet you never realise how small and insignificant you are until you're all alone and ik he hasn't moved yet and he said might but let me cry over him now so if he does leave it won't hit me because i already mourned. He was my everything, it's only me and him in this place and now it's gonna be only me again. Again I'm gonna be all alone and i dont know what the fuck I'm gonna do. What can i do? He's gonna make new friends and I'm gonna be such a hold back for him and I'm so sorry. Edit: 3 weeks later, yes he's still here but i still just can't think about letting him go i feel like I'm gonna break down crying and hug him and i don't want him to see me cry i don't want anyone to see me cry because i feel like as a boy I'm not supposed to cry and it's draining

[@Chainsaw_gutz]

I love the rawness of this

[@itsawildride037]

This song is comfortable to be with

[@whiteshirthater]

I was listening to this and realized something that somewhat changed my life. In the late months of 2021 my online best friend Charlie recommended me this song. I ignored it and got upset that they recommended it to me. I was talking to them venting, and I was upset because they changed the subject. Listening to the lyrics I see something. The lyrics, they sound a lot like what Charlie thought. Like the lyric “ Fuck I’m sorry you feel all alone “ or whatever, I was feeling like nobody was there but them. And the main lyric people know this song for, there were nights where we were both having breakdowns, so we just sat there together, knowing we weren’t alone always helped. I feel so bad. I lost this friend a month after to some argument over something, and haven’t seen them since. I just want to apologize so bad. Charlie,if you ever see this, I’m so sorry. I wish we could spend our nights like these together again.

[@Tireden]

Hey mate, I'm sorry that that had to happen between you and your friend. It must have really sucked. Just want to say I hope yall better days onward :>

[@whiteshirthater]

@@Tireden it's okay man. I really appreciate it, I wish I would be able to say it didn't suck but stuff happens. Thanks for caring, I wish you well. :D

[@funa8843]

im so glad people are discovering pigeon pit!!!! they deserve all the recognition in the world!!!

[@six9058]

HOLY SHIT BRO I LISTENED TO THIS SONG BACK IN 2021 SO MUCH BTU THEN I DELETED IT FROM MY DOWNLOADS AND I WAS FINDING IT AGAIN FOR LIKE 2 YEARS AND I FINALLY FOUND IT

[@jsmoikoi4812]

havent heard a song as good as this since like months ago love it

[@Cryptid_underthe_bed]

I always listen to this during bad days or when I'm going through a rough time. I really needed it today and I'm grateful that I know this song

[@amywatto2556]

i have an addiction to this song. i have listened to it at least 4 times in a row already. i absolutely love this. thank you for being my comfort song.

[@spamtonn]

This song feels like that fast racing feeling of guilt when you regretting not doing something earlier, not being able to do it anymore, that oppurtunity or requirment being lost now; but also when you did what you were supposed, you did do it, so why isn't it going how it was supposed to, why is it still not right; and now you're just sitting on your bed, your hands fidgeting wildly, your eyes urging to tear up but never doing so, with nothing to do other than that feeling in your stomach and head. Like the fast guitar and unclean singing just reminds me of that. I also associate the lyrics with someone reminiscing on how they were before, whether when they were a child or how they were just a few months ago, but then having to realize how they are now, even who they are anymore, if they can even remember that.

[@redtril1]

Wow that just described exactly how I feel about this song

[@IlluminateRanch]

I have no idea why but this feels like a mental breakdown / modernized / alternate reality version of "Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy" by Crywank, the quick singing, meaningful lyrics and not processed vocals or instrumentals just give off an uncomfortably similar vibe to me.

[@redtril1]

Yep

[@_fallenmoss_]

This song is how I feel right now thank you so much for putting the lyrics here

[@mexican_wonderbread1706]

This make me cry over losing the best friend inside my head

[@dumbkid4ever224]

I- this was in my recommendation and yes youtube thank you this song is chaos and I love it

[@acrymss6888]

i really wanna cry but i dont have a reason to

[@misbahi6723]

This reminds me of when you're cold wet and sandy in the car after a day at the beach and it's dark and you go get Italian ices.

[@auran404]

This has 2 am breakdown because your fricken lonely vibes to me and honestly yeah

[@antisocialash613]

"I want to die with all my scars" yep ty loveley

[@personnotfound9015]

is my mental breakdown and I get to choose the song

[@Joshy9999]

i listened to this for 6 hours crying it was sooo good

[@arachnozure]

i love this song ty

[@idkanymore4664]

AYYYY AMITY