Pills in the house | Struggling as usual | not a good video once again

[@beautifullybroken1591]

Man the enemy is not screwing around right now he is messing with all of us trying to bring us down to his level. Keep praying, keep staying busy your doing the right things. When I'm tempted In something I have to stop, listen to music, try to get grounded and then do something to take my mind off it. These are hard days I feel all your pain and suffering. God is good, he will reward us in the end for staying the course. Much love

[@FoodieBeautyStan]

Keep doing what your doing. You are helping people and stronger than I am.

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u very much for that. It encourages me more than you’ll ever know

[@TheMightyDR84]

Hey bro. Be strong in the Lord, he is your strength. I know your struggle its mine too.

[@CMoore8539]

I’ve been sharing your videos. Have a Beautiful Weekend! I hope your wife is doing good.💘🙏

[@gabemccall3523]

Thanks for sharing the vid. Thank u for your continued support. Love you Cindy’s

[@StClare_]

Gabapentin tempts me too. When I was on Lyrica I couldn't keep away from that either.

[@BlankSlate1111]

You are amazing. I am currently withdrawaling and really enjoying your videos. Being an addict is so hard.

[@brandonfromkc2815]

Thanks for all the help and tip throughout all of your videos! Very genuine and sincere. We are here for you too Gabe.

[@gabemccall3523]

Thanks brother! Means a lot and I Appreciate you always being here! God bless you.

[@angieirvin2298]

I have been stumbling over my words… and cold!! That’s ok though, day 4 at .5 mg Suboxone and pushing onward. Praying that you have a better day tomorrow Gabe. Thanks for making a video!!

[@gabemccall3523]

Your doing great Angie. It’s a grind but if u stay dedicated your gonna do it and be sooooo happy. Thanks for your continual support and encouragement. It means more to me than you’ll ever know. God bless you. Praying for u too

[@angieirvin2298]

@@gabemccall3523 I appreciate you way more that you know!

[@HalfwayJac]

I get that. I’m tempted by stuff like Kratom right now, just anything to take the edge off. But I’m off Suboxone for 6 months and haven’t taken anything else in many months. It’s hard brother. I think you are doing amazing actually, and it’s always great to see you.

[@jaycomayco]

Hope you are doing well Jackie, nice seeing you back! 6 months is awesome!!

[@gabemccall3523]

Kratom is so easy to get so it’s always a big temptation. Believe it or not I haven’t been tempted by it. Stay strong Jackie. We can even entertain the thought. Easier said than done. I’m very proud of you! V for Victory!

[@brandonfromkc2815]

@@gabemccall3523 If you have self control kratom Isn't a bad thing. But if your anything like most addicts lack of self control defines an addict. In a perfect world micro dosing would be ideal.

[@HalfwayJac]

@@gabemccall3523 I totally agree. It’s easy to get, so more tempting. And thank you Gabe, I’m super proud of you too!

[@Idaknough]

So proud of you!!!! My granny used to say “idle hands are the devil’s playground!!!” Keep keeping on!!! 💚 I would like to know about why Gaba is tempting for you….maybe a video? Hey jax!! Where is your channel? 💚

[@LucaRedTarot]

Percs wouldn’t tempt me unless there were about 20 of them it would just be pointless

[@Peaceshiet812]

It’s strange how some things tempt us & others no , alcohol was my first drug of choice, but I would never be tempted now, but I think pills will always be difficult. I go through times when I am too flat to even be bothered to speak, everything’s such an effort, but on the whole it is much better as I’m busy back at work now, & fortunately love my job, in dementia care, & get a huge sense of purpose from it . Keep doing what your doing, your a HERO & a VETERAN, fight the good fight. Praying for you & the family xxxx

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u. I hate it when everything is an effort. I really remember going through that getting off Suboxone. It’ll get better for you.

[@jaycomayco]

Definitely sending prayers your way. The struggle is definitely real. Every day we abstain is a win!

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u very much

[@EVRYMANaKING]

Distraction is one of the best things for getting through depersonalization, you're doing great bro, true warrior. 🙌👍

[@gabemccall3523]

Thanks for being here brother. Appreciate your comments more than you

[@michellevaccaro2111]

Hi there Hope you wife is ok Sending her get well wishes 🙏

[@varthdader6162]

And thanks for this your doing great and inspiring me to quit! From what other people have told me it WILL get better

[@nvrmnduropnyan3147]

Weed isnt that bad and such an easy habit to kick ..it helps when you need it to especially the sleeping aspect ..stay strong and god bless ya man

[@davidkruse4030]

It isn’t that bad and is easy to kick? Why do people never quit

[@craig9910]

I'm surprised you were hesitant to put it out, overall it was a good video. It was me who was asking about the pills in the house. I appreciate you touching on the subject, and the syrup itself is what is purple. I have never drank it either, I thought it was stupid because you could get a lot higher a lot cheaper with a pill, than codeine. But I guess that's the reasoning for moving to heroin too. Anyways, hope you pull out of the dark place you're in, seems like you're doing ok, but I know looks can be deceiving.

[@gabemccall3523]

It’s weird, it’s like I don’t even remember what I’ve talked about as the video goes on. We have the same thinking, Purple drank was too weak when I could get pills that r way stronger. Thank a lot for your comment man. It means a ton to me Craig. Universe bless you lol 😉 take care brother

[@vintagebleachedblonde4322]

Love your videos!

[@LucaRedTarot]

If not I think that would be an awesome platform for your story

[@kenseymour5152]

Them dam benzos they f are brains up big time

[@77D777]

Love ya Gabe you've been through a lot since I've be watching you for over a year now.

[@lisasmith7530]

The purple syrup is Phenergan with codeine. Grape flavored and I used to chug that stuff at bedtime for cough and sleep. I couldn't have that around.

[@lisasmith7530]

I used to get this cough syrup but years before my opiate addiction ever started but looking back I loved that cough syrup for my cough but started liking it too much for the fuzzy drowsy feeling and sound sleep it gave me. Dr gave me a few refills then bam cut it off. Guess that was the beginning of my liking getting buzzed. If I only knew.

[@thomasearly1369]

Hi gabe I've watched you now for about a year and watched all your vids... if it wasn't for you I'd still be on my clonazapam... tapered and was torture...then even worse when stopping... but I'd like to say thank you to you for helping me through this and I wish there was something I could do to help you through your withdrawal...your a good man for helping people through this withdrawal hell even though your going through your own... I wouldn't have been able to do it...I pray for you every night..thank you..... p.s the reason why the withdrawal is at its worst at night and mornings goes back to the fight or flight response when we where cave men and looking and sensing for danger when sleeping and waking so the body responds faster to it if a lion or a cheetah came in looking to goble up one of the tribe.... V for victory buddy.

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank u so very much that! Appreciate you watching. How long u beers off Clonazepam now?

[@thomasearly1369]

@@gabemccall3523 hi gabe thanx for the reply...hope your doing better bud....I will be off 30 days this coming thurday... I tried to come off a few months back but had stuff to do..you know how it is 😆.. I jumped off at 0.5mg .. was just sick of the taper so just jumped...was feeling worse taking it... Still got a bit to go...Still can't drive n shit but getting better...up and down like a yoyo lol

[@gabemccall3523]

@@thomasearly1369 good for you! Keep hanging in there man. We’re going all the way! It’s not always pretty or perfect but we’re going all the way. God bless

[@thomasearly1369]

@@gabemccall3523 yeh its pretty hard..especially in the morning but what can you do about it...just have to keep going no matter what...thank you for your kind words...I apriciate it gabe and you hang in there to....benzos are messed up man...soon as you think your getting better your back at square one... V for victory.

[@edwardmarquis2183]

🙏🙏🙏

[@michealhaze4246]

Hey man just watched this and weed is a thing bro for me and gabapentin, I know

[@rendmoimonpeze]

keep it up man!

[@gabemccall3523]

Thank you 🙏

[@tylerd1297]

I found some codeine pills in my grandma's house from Canada. I was smart enough to extract the Codeine from the APAP (aspirin) but not the caffeine and holy shit it was terrible 😂 What makes purple drank purple? I thought that was just the Actavis brand, where as others come more of a red color. Makes no sense to me why rappers are paying thousands of dollars for such a weak drug. Look up the story about NBA Youngboy's recent arrest if you haven't seen that.

[@kgrabowski1]

I don’t really get the temptation of Gabapentin. I’ve taken it for years for nerve pain due to arthritis and I literally don’t feel anything from it. It just takes away the nerve pain, numbness and tingling. Is if a different affect if you don’t “need it”?

[@dsmith8090]

Don’t wanna say too much bc I’m paranoid but can the author or anyone here answer me this - if you get in the game this deep is it possible to ever go back to it just being a once-in-a-while recreational thing? Hopefully you know what I mean by this question

[@gabemccall3523]

I would say no way. I don’t know one person who’s done that. If it got out of hand the first time surely it will again.

[@robertworton2394]

Jolly ranchers

[@vintagebleachedblonde4322]

I’m so confused by your gabapentin I literally have tons of it and I don’t understand how you’re getting any pleasant effects from it I’m just confused on that

[@These-nutz]

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with weed really, my personal opinion, as long as it doesn’t rule you, sometimes it’s awesome to smoke and watch a movie or do something fun, some good food or something, it makes me hyper focus on all my problems sometimes, weed makes everything better most of the time, I haven’t smoked any in a long time

[@jamieheise-connell3703]

This is the 2nd time I heard gabapentin being abused. I don’t get how?? Can you explain, Gabe?

[@gabemccall3523]

I got a video called “is gabapentin addictive” u might find that interesting. I can make another though. I talk to and know people who are trying to get off it, going through withdrawals, have already kicked it. Gabapentin is something not everyone understands why sone people get addicted to it. It sure makes me feel better in ways. Appreciate the question. Hit me up anytime

[@varthdader6162]

As someone who would like to quit, how are things at your job going for you?

[@gabemccall3523]

I’m definitely not as on the ball as before. It’s been a struggle at times. It’s a grind

[@LucaRedTarot]

Can you not have marijuana for job reasons or something ? Or does it tempt you to want other things ? The original brand was purple because I was grape and intended for kids with a bad cough I believe 🤔

[@gabemccall3523]

Well, if I use it I got all out, stop reading my Bible, eat like crap…. I’m not against at all i just don’t want to use it personally

[@421whitney]

Does gabapentin get you high? Never did much for me

[@gabemccall3523]

It helps headaches a lot it helps with agitation. If u take a lot u can get loopy which I don’t like. It just kinda helps take the edge off. Nothing too great but I’m tempted by it because it’s something I haven’t completely cut off in my mind like opiates and Benzos…

[@421whitney]

@@gabemccall3523 I know.. I constantly feel like I’m gonna jump out of my skin and I’m still on 0.25 Clonopin a day… Drs held me at that for a couple months because my anxiety has been horrible

[@421whitney]

@@gabemccall3523 just re reading this.. dr actually put me on gabapentin for clonopin taper.. it’s helped alot

[@LucaRedTarot]

Hey are you on tiktok

[@gabemccall3523]

No, the reason is the Chinese Communist Party. If your in Government it’s illegal to have it actually. It almost got banned in the US and still might. Other countries have already cause all our information goes to the CCP.