Poison tree but it's sadder. (One hour)

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[@user_unk7]

im sorry mum

[@foxxdgd443]

damn........

[@shreenilakumar6557]

wh- why

[@aslera]

be better

[@aslera]

you got this

[@jinxx_9285]

@@aslerai’ll never be enough either

[@sad_femboy7440]

Its strange how people can be so, connected through things like this, but are completely different in every other way

[@G.0.A.T100]

It’s life that’s connecting us. Life may “seem” to treat people differently but I believe we all get our fair share of sadness and that’s how we reconnect every time.

[@facundarivera4405]

I feel that you understand me...........

[@sad_femboy7440]

​@facundarivera4405 well it's not hard when multiple people have the same mindset (not saying I understand what you're going through)

[@blwoodygirl]

@@sad_femboy7440 ur sad cs ur a fact GOOTT OOP

[@facundarivera4405]

Tx ig?

[@meowmares364]

"the way those butterflies in my stomach turned into hornets felt nostalgic, somehow."

[@Owen-Kyle]

Holy shit that is amazing, where did you find that quote?

[@meowmares364]

@@Owen-Kyle oh I made it up lol ty tho

[@Butterfly-yk9bw]

@@meowmares364its so good

[@Jay-bo2jc]

@@meowmares364 that quote is amazing!

[@Ilovedramaandramen]

Those cramps in stomach… I felt it

[@sticheses]

"If you went back in time and fixed all of your mistakes, you would erase yourself"

[@cheetopxffs6700]

this is so true.. like the more i go on with my life the more regrets i make sometimes without noticing and it’s frustrating to not know what you’re doing wrong.

[@cxkechild1496]

​@@cheetopxffs6700the most horrible feeling is you live through life like this,you dont even notice the mistakes,and you have just no idea what to do because it just happens as you walk breathe and do things😭😭 this is the worst problem anyone could have,, i'm sorry you got this burden on you,if it makes you feel better or not i'm just going to state 2 things,life is all about going through the toughest things,i'm eternally happy that you survived till the end of every day besides experiencing and living through this second,well,it's just me pointing out the "you made it" at the end of the day,things crush people,i hope besides bad things you one day can go to bed and before sleeping you think " i did it " because you were resilient,you can be weak,but you still prevail eorry,i jus reLized i did this to a total stranger whoops,, i jus felt like i wanted you to know i'm rooting,i deeply hope you can go through tomorrow with no stress,bless you

[@sticheses]

@@cheetopxffs6700 Hope u will be okay

[@Henskiiworldallday]

“I’m mentally sinking, but I’m physically here?.”

[@Lmkno]

You’re doing great 🖤

[@onepneuma8612]

Imagine laying on the wet ground in that forest with the light rain and listening to the ghosts playing this music around you. Hauntingly beautiful. 🖤🖤

[@sourpunch_kidz4824]

Oh man younger me would be so disappointed.

[@xButterfly_xxx]

So disappointed.

[@ilc.v]

SO REAL 💔.

[@theguy79]

The last day of happiness was at the age of 7 🗣️🔥🔥🔥

[@deadyt2511]

Real

[@tea282]

real

[@xButterfly_xxx]

I dont think i have ever felt real happiness.

[@beanman9053]

One day you will look back at your troubles and smile, seeing how far you have come.

[@theguy79]

I'm literally a failed failure what are you on about?

[@TearGasFarts]

I hope you can grow from your failure and learn that even when you feel like surrendering, remember, every setback's lies the seed of opportunity, to be honest life is like a short hike it’s just the matter of how you veiw it.

[@tarananamilunovic5254]

myb in another lifetime ill be loved like i love

[@OP1UM_444]

Oh my goodness this is so sad im so sorry🩷 i love you so much, but not more than Jesus loves you. Please be safe my love🫀

[@nootynooby9937]

it's funny how on the short one the comments are like: we are going into depression with this one 🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥 but this is like geniune ppl confessing about their struggles and just talking about the song and how it impacts them.

[@TheSlaying_Ellaa]

these comments are destroying me.

[@Sal_fishers_mask]

me too

[@Obamitsuri_c0mbucket]

Right..

[@Benny-jt9cj]

Yes they are 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Just let the pain of these poor people end...

[@luhvcee8305]

fr

[@moani4466]

A poison tree by william blake I was angry with my friend; I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I waterd it in fears, Night & morning with my tears: And I sunned it with smiles, And with soft deceitful wiles. And it grew both day and night. Till it bore an apple bright. And my foe beheld it shine, And he knew that it was mine. And into my garden stole, When the night had veild the pole; In the morning glad I see; My foe outstretched beneath the tree.

[@profet.]

im sorry dad

[@durraalslman6084]

Why ?

[@Dshe3pia]

This comment hits hard for me. Hope your doing well

[@zombiebear5]

real

[@xButterfly_xxx]

I wish i could say this to him but he disowned me

[@_ReaI_]

God why am i like this

[@cumsznn]

His putting you though a lot but later on you’ll know why.🤍

[@kenlatrice]

i never wanted to end up like this....i was once happy

[@Celiii-uq3gs]

Real.

[@dariahey6450]

real.

[@onlyraff7768]

this comment is so cringe

[@dariahey6450]

@@onlyraff7768 why would it be cringe?

[@EgemenEren11]

Hell nah

[@lancable414]

My friend got killed ,listening to this help cope with the pain 💔

[@Bastetsdaughterr]

I'm so sorry baby❤ everything is going to be okay❤

[@Lmkno]

Praying for you bro 🖤

[@Dshe3pia]

I’m so sorry for your loss, you can get through this. Sending love 💗

[@froggyisdoggy5392]

Im sorry this has happened to you. I hope someday you'll be able to get passed this. I also will pray for you.

[@judeenotfound2195]

how did she get killed?

[@ICFS_14]

It's confusing right? However, you know perfectly well when you are bad, your whole body physically and mentally lets you know, you feel lazy with fatalistic thoughts, that feeling that everything is lost, that nothing will be like before, you torture yourself remembering a random past experience at that moment or even It didn't even seem like a good time but compared to how you feel now it could even be said that... You were happy without knowing it.

[@Movamp]

still hate myself and cant connect w anyone but this song calms down my constant intrusive thoughts

[@qHis0ka]

Whats ur cord or snap buddy if u need or wanna talk

[@Lmkno]

Dm my insta man I’ll be your friend.

[@qHis0ka]

@@Lmkno why did u delete my comment lol

[@Lmkno]

@@qHis0ka I never have deleted a comment. What did you comment though ?

[@Lmkno]

@@qHis0kaI can still see it actually

[@rema8093]

I feel that i wanna hug anyone even the most person i hate . . .

[@mateusxz5]

I wish I could hug you🥺

[@Tollsushi101]

I’m so fuckijg alone it’s insane . Everyday I’m alone it’s a cycle , I work , I study , I come home and cry to these songs to fill some type of sound in my ears . Cause I hate the silence , I hate myself , I hate this life . I’m so alone it’s so scary . I’m so scared I’m gonna go off the edge . I’m scared

[@OsmanSafi-gp6om]

Im sorry to hear that i understand you

[@agentofsins]

Me too man, me too...

[@zoekool1957]

You need help. I dont want to sound mean, I'm sorry. But I know most people who feel like this are the kindest people, the ones who deserve to be happy the most. Please get help so you can work through this. ❤

[@facundarivera4405]

I do.... hate my life cause of choices that I didn't made and for me its a cicle to it goes: school,home ,cry ,sleep. And over and over and over and over..... I am done I don't wanna do this anymore.......

[@Paradelix1]

I feel very behind my classmates and in general from the people at my school, they are all so happy and cheerful. I am the only one who goes to the toilet during recess and cries the entire recess. I don’t like my academic performance and my parents scold me because of this. My class teacher bullies me, I’m working my ass off to become my father’s student because I’m preparing for medical school and I’m very scared that I won’t get in. I feel worse than other children, I want to lose weight. I have only one friend who lives in another city and my mother tells me that I am the saddest person in her life. fortunately I have a mother and a best friend

[@Biglanaa]

me listening to this makes me wanna go back to the day where i was happy. where i could be my self where i smile more. my real smile man i havent smiled in so long i just wanna sit back and enjoy life its hard to when everything is to much to handle everday it feels like a loop.. wake up eat school eat sleep over and over and over. nothing changes its just. hard.

[@Lmkno]

i used to be in the same boat. I found God and it gave me a new sense of purpose and motivation. Just stick it out and focus on you and how you can get better. God bless you.

[@Biglanaa]

amen. @@Lmkno

[@LeyvitGarcia]

Real

[@SmoughGold]

Yea. Everyone situation is different. I'm dealing with being homeless and losing a lot of things because of that it's my fault but it's still hurts

[@-AydAAA]

Youre not alone. It may feel like it. But someone is out there Maybe not close They may be far You might not even know who they are But someone in this world will be here and ready to help when you need it. Youve still got so much to live for You might not know what to live for or have anyone to live for. But live for me Live for the daylight Live for the fresh air Live for the rain Live for the young one that was once happy, youre not broken, youre just experiencing the shit life throws at you. Youre strong, tough soul . Crying does not make you weak. You are loved by people You are loved by me. You are a good person You are beautiful Youre human, youre going to make mistakes, mistakes do not make you a bad person. I love you. If you even need someone to talk to I will always And i mean always be here. Because you matter.

[@4cl]

I make too much mistakes to the point I’m an embarrassment and yes I know sound like a weak bitch boy. I only talk to my thoughts I have no one else to talk to.

[@Nurgozel25.]

Thanks

[@namelessbaka272]

Lies Lies Lies people that say this are just delusional there will never be anyone you will always be alone and thats the reality

[@-AydAAA]

​not necessarily. If you strive for failure you've already chosen your path of life, not everyone is against you. Someone is there

[@Itz82oek]

I miss myself

[@danielthomas990]

dont we all, we miss for what or who we were, not knowing what it was that went away weather it was our smiles or just the feeling we have thats different

[@higgins2577]

me too

[@4cl]

This got to be some new mental disorder that hasn’t been discovered because I don’t know man, seriously this isn’t good.

[@4cl]

@@higgins2577never cared about girlfriends, never cared about cool shoes or cool clothes, I cared that I was alive and all I do is want to do d!e but I have to fight for my life because I can’t do that to my family and the people around me. But all I know is that they can see something wrong with me.

[@4cl]

@@danielthomas990people be saying “talk to someone” like talking will immediately fix a mental issue or something, I never had these problems as a baby or a kid and I never asked for this su1cidal issues or depressed bs.

[@Alex.thecreator]

oh beautiful poison tree, please let him love me

[@thiriumveins]

real.

[@cheyennetaylor6797]

Please don’t leave me again it hurts..

[@bigfatuwu5635]

Please let my suffering be worth it in the end...

[@Benny-jt9cj]

🙏🏻

[@sinclair4626]

I had so many opportunities to make a good life for myself, to have a path, to be happy. I ruin everything I touch, including my own life. G-d forgive me for wasting the gifts that you gave me.

[@tylerrobbins8311]

You haven't wasted anything, you're just learning where to go and how to get there. Be patient and kind to yourself.

[@grakatacc]

@@tylerrobbins8311thank you

[@Chipz_idk-kl1vb]

I couldn’t stop them.

[@Kairo9911]

I changed a lot

[@jennie_l.4]

to be honest i think we all did bc of stuff.

[@IMDYINGAHHHHH-ARCTICMONK-rr7wl]

Yes, we all did, and it’s scary, and it’s hard, but we’ll get through it, I promise.

[@LiteralPerfection]

Why don’t I find things fun anymore

[@taeaddict2881]

It will get better dw

[@xButterfly_xxx]

Ikr. Everything is boring. Im bored of life.

[@facundarivera4405]

I don't feel like living anymore its..... just a cycle and it gets worse every day, year, I can't do this anymore.....

[@cumsznn]

Yes u can, please don’t give up. U are so much more then yk.🤍

[@qzt__1]

I will hate myself forever because of what I did.

[@zanibhussain9107]

Forgive yourself....

[@qzt__1]

⁠@@zanibhussain9107after all this ? I don’t deserve forgiveness.

[@coolsoobin6879]

@@qzt__1 may i ask why

[@facundarivera4405]

I...... Tried to forget about it but it always seems to come back......

[@Random_weeb23443]

Same. I don't deserve forgiveness either, I sinned and sinned and annoyed people and worst, I hate myself and I wish I could fade

[@ScriPryuk]

I’m never enough.

[@Random_weeb23443]

Ppl who want you to be enough are just blind and couldn't see how you're more that enough

[@cumsznn]

You’re always enough my love.🤍

[@xButterfly_xxx]

Literally. I do everything for everyone. Im always there for people when they need me and im just a good person but in their eyes ill never be enough.

[@aimtimur]

İm to bro

[@Marks-zk7pd]

"My girl didn't love me but it doesn't matter anymore because im fine by my self 😞"

[@cumsznn]

I’m so so sorry ml, everything will get better no matter what.🙏🏾🤍

[@JD1IX2]

You're all going to be okay guys

[@AnimeFan_2013]

_.....no......_

[@Paradelix1]

@@AnimeFan_2013don’t be so upset, I am with you ❤

[@mariahwydd]

wish i was

[@tylerrobbins8311]

I can't be okay, it's impossible to change the past.

[@Jasmiwia]

I don't pass my grades, I can't even fulfill my dreams, I hate life

[@that1asian305]

Look man, Ik it’s really unhelpful to say this but don’t give up man. School can really be a miserable downward spiral that makes you feel trapped with no place to go. Just know I believe in you man. Even if you think otherwise, Ik you’ve worked way too fucking hard for something like this to get in your way. If you think you haven’t, feel free to prove me wrong man. Get some rest, eat some real food. Bounce back, and make your comeback man. I believe in you. You’re strong man. You’ll find time and make it through.

[@rifty5556]

it reminds me of her.

[@dunjazec5916]

He told me I reminded him of this song. We broke up 2-3 years ago and it pains me to listen to this song, but somehow I'm so drawn to it. I'm scared that he was my first love.

[@tylerrobbins8311]

It's okay, you're going to be fine. I know how hard it is, my love left me for another. You'll find your's.

[@user-po6ho4os3k]

Numb. 0:43

[@leahmorgan23]

he was the biggest part of me. until he wasn’t.

[@Luxxidqx]

Im sorry. Im sorry for existing.

[@ICFS_14]

No, don't say that, you hurt me a lot. I don't know exactly what you're going through, I don't know if it's good or bad, I don't know how that affects you either, I only have information for your comment that's why I want to tell you that everything bad that happens today or in the future in your life may happen, it will happen so that you may be at peace. And even though I'm a stranger on the Internet, you can trust that what I say will come true *one way or another.* Cheer up.

[@ethereal5910]

for anyone doing bad rn, ik it’s something you don’t wanna hear especially when things seem to not get better. But trust me, they will. Maybe not for days, week or even months. Eventually tho, things will get better. Don’t give up. Don’t make a decision that you will regret later on. And if anyone needs to talk, I’m here. Take care y’all.

[@xButterfly_xxx]

I dont think it will tho.

[@lonamisa3433]

oh beautiful poison tree please take me away from here..

[@sanny_XD]

Sorry mom, I'm trying my best

[@Random_weeb23443]

Realest thing I've read

[@Peekay9]

The sadness level is strong with this one.

[@Yinnivs]

Having emotional stress

[@user-jy2qi3jy2o]

"My biggest dream turned into a nightmare. The dream was you."

[@IMDYINGAHHHHH-ARCTICMONK-rr7wl]

I’m sorry.

[@Oh-So-Ghostly7]

Its currently Valentines day 2024 and i want to confess my love for my best friend but hes straight and im gay so if i do i would ruin the friendship with my best friend, so yet again i have to hold my tongue and be alone. What a funny twisted life we live 😔

[@TheBingBongOfficial]

you’ll find someone for you, I promise.

[@maryam._xvv]

my keyboard still remembers your name

[@coleenp1246]

Verse 1] Throwin’ poison seeds into the wind Make the poison tree to grow in me begin Let your branches fork my veins Let your honey tide in me Blood lovin’, poison whisperin’ [Chorus] Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrow flow in me Take away my blood and bones Make your flowers deep inside of me [Verse 2] Least I’ll still have company My inside, tiny poison tree I’ll seal my love in me Tiny beautiful poison tree [Chorus] Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows sow in me Turn me into a poison tree [Verse 3] Turn me into a poison tree Make my shadow go away Make my branches strong and hard Make my leaves flower and spread Make me feel like something powerful is growing deep inside of me Turn me into a poison tree

[@Nepa_Gatchu]

why do i still exist

[@Lmkno]

Because there’s more to you than you realize. These feelings are just a setback. Tomorrow is a new day to get out there and do something great. God loves you and so do I. It gets better.

[@coolsoobin6879]

i wish i can stop sh mys i wish i can over come my fear of food i wish i can make my mother proud of me i wish i can be better i wish i didnt ruin the family i wish it was me that wasent born i wish i can make my family proud of me again i wish to be loved again i wish to not pass out from days of not eating i wish to not exist i wish to fade i wish to make better grades to make my parents proud of me i wish i never affected anyone i wish i stfu i wish i wish god takes my soul when i sleep

[@maddkatte4669]

God won’t take you in your sleep! Only when your done here, here, Heaven on Earth! You, We all have to take what’s ours back, take our life, freedom, love and Heavenly earth back. Everything is spiritual Everything matters You matter! Don’t forget that! You do matter! We all do!

[@GenesisMendoza-kx3wc]

Oh beautiful poison tree make me disappear

[@8Mothana0_0BaniHani8]

I'm sorry god.

[@batman_tha]

sorry I hurt myself I didn't want to. they made me do it. they hurt me

[@Del_forSure]

I hate school and making friends.

[@sanzulover8881]

I’m speechless. I feel something and nothing at the same time but all i know is that I’m feeling it all. There is something or someone inside of me. That’s dying all alone. They know they are dying. But they can do nothing about it. Asking for help isn’t a possible thing. So all they could do is just..be there. Not existing or being alive. When they realized that they are starting to die.disappear..they were already dead. I can’t tell if they are me or i am them. I can’t even tell if we are the same things. I would say “the same person/people” instead of “the same things” but i don’t even know who are they.nor who I’m i. So even when I’m all on my own. My own is not with me. I’m just there. With no one. Not even with my own self . I stopped waiting for death. Or even for something to happen or someone to come up and do something. Good or bad. Sometimes i think that it’s already over a long time ago. That this is not the end. The end has come for time ago. This is after the end. And some other times i think that nothing was meant to begin. Nothing started and nothing ended and nothing is still going on. I can’t decide if im lost. Or I wasn’t even found so i can be lost. I can’t decide that this is my “lost” or if nothing happened so I’m in the “found”. I can’t tell where I’m living. I can’t even relate to the word “living” because i never did. I can’t find a way to say that I’m living because I don’t know that. I don’t know where im i or why im i here and is this where i belong to. The words are gone. And so I’m i. Death or life. Can’t choose because I don’t know both and I don’t know where my position is. Im i now in the “life” or in the “death” or in between..or neither of them and I’m not “there” yet or probably i was never meant to be “there” in some place some time some moment..I’m speechless. I can’t describe anything inside of me and I don’t know what I’m feeling. I don’t even know if I’m feeling something or if I’m not feeling anything . But all i can figure out is that whatever is it. I’m feeling it all..

[@fi0nnaazzz878]

oh beautiful poison tree, please let me break this cycle.

[@fnzxis]

i haven't left my house in over a month bru im cooked

[@Brooke-od2th]

This makes my comfortable in my saddness.

[@c0coizher3]

I’m so tired man.

[@nickpfenninger9520]

Those tears on our mothers face shall not be forgotten

[@yorgelisfalcon5921]

i just feel so tired, but i don't want to give up.

[@ricardomartins5366]

I think I just lost a battle that was crucial to win my war... Back to the drawing board or whatever... And this music reminds me of someone... Someone who broke me inside but that I still like.

[@Lmkno]

You’re doing better than you think. Keep your head up and pray on it.

[@americachavez6379]

Ngl this song makes me feel calm yet makes me want to apologize to so many people and forget the hurtful times and wish i did better

[@prettysarah3412]

Every time he hurts my feelings I listen to this song to realize my situation.

[@OsmanSafi-gp6om]

My Favorit song if i hurt myself fr

[@Hope-qw8ct]

“Butterfly turned into moths.you hurt me more than anyone has ever done.

[@gona__]

they are gone but i can't leave, i must stay here

[@zombieeb0y2000]

The worst loneliness is not being comfortable with yourself.

[@nelsongudiel3205]

I wish there was someone by my side

[@moon_razurk2234]

I always get asked questions like " Why didn't you cry at your dad's funeral? " People think i don't care. I didn't cry not because i didn't feel bad, not because i was strong or wanted to be strong..i simply didn't deserve to. I grew up being quite a rebellious teenager going through normal hormones and constant mood swings. My dad had been a huge part of my childhood, but the more i grew up, the more we got into pointless arguments because of my stupid mood swings. He told me I'd regret it one day when he was gone, I didn't listen..but that day finally came and i believe its karma for me, that's why I didn't shed a tear even if i was dying inside. Please don't be like me.. and spend time with those you love..

[@TheRealOnepr]

I feel nostalgic and ppl must be prayin on my downfall....😂🙏🏻

[@jessipeppermintz6372]

im not currently sad at the moment, but if i am, i will come back here and listen to it.

[@katgetmoney1787]

I miss the old me.

[@mr.flipps88]

Real (the devil is trying to make me kms but God is the way and in God I trust)

[@dieuxavecmoi5238]

That the same for me I want to Kim’s but don’t want to go hell either so … I should give up ?

[@mina_9888]

@@dieuxavecmoi5238don’t give up please

[@InfernalSera]

"Love's bloom inevitably withers into disgust's shadow."

[@facundarivera4405]

Hi...... I feel that I listen to this song too fall asleep but first I need to cry ALLOT so.... Most of the times I am sad\calm\depress , but I just fake it with a smile ;) but, always trying to be helpful so.. What about you please put alike if you are like this. I really need to know if someone understands me.......

[@americachavez6379]

we need a 10 hour one fr fr

[@Freyadays]

There's strength in your pain

[@Freyadays]

Our

[@t.8p]

i wish i could be the daughter my mom wished for

[@randomweeb2020]

mother, please stop.

[@Zysa28]

"I love you with my soul, because the soul never dies." -random bathroom graffiti I saw today

[@DeadFieldofFlowers]

We hanging with this one 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

[@holliematthews2872]

i fell asleep too this so relaxing..

[@MiaTeslinski]

Why are there so many people venting in the comments🔥🔥 (y’all are gonna get better I promise god loves you)

[@party_newb]

i bet not.

[@facundarivera4405]

TX but ...... That really won't help....

[@tylerrobbins8311]

​@@party_newbGod does love you.

[@tylerrobbins8311]

I won't get better, or at least I don't see how I can, there is no changing the past of fixing what is broken.

[@charo_performars6254]

I'm sorry dad

[@not-vivxi]

Oh beautiful poison tree

[@not-vivxi]

both of you

[@Nisa.nyadamay]

As a poison tree gourment, I apporved... this is the best

[@Lmkno]

Thank you 🖤

[@tylerrobbins8311]

Still I search for an escape from my endless agony. This music took a moment away from my mind so thank you... Maybe one day I will not suffer but I doubt it, I can never escape my own mind.

[@maddisontanner3635]

Every day that passes feels the same.. so why can’t I remember what I did the day before the accident? The one that changed the cycle, then brought it right back..

[@anifrq]

oh beautiful poison tree, let my parents care about me

[@s0urbugz175]

i would give anything to be happy again. like how i was back when i was in kindergarten. like how i was before 2017.

[@sunnyd9884]

im not depressed this song is just relaxing and motivates me to be a badass tree and helps me sleep

[@Spila_B7]

it's a long life..

[@starrzxx__]

the song i listened to in my worst moments of life? I WILL cry while listening to it for one hour

[@Jauw]

Oh to see the background is lovely..

[@s2k9k]

I tried my hardest dad..I loved you, but now I have too leave.

[@Zysa28]

please dont, I know it doesn't mean anything but just reconsider it, please. I'm certain you still have so, so many beautiful years ahead of you, even if these ones right now are ugly. Please try to get to them, for yourself.

[@user-px2vs2xz5w]

I was once happy😢