pov: you are too insecure, a playlist

a playlist for insecure people :) have a good day!
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[@mollikonki]

please tell me i’m not the only who feels insecure because of a “friend” that would point out things about my body and how they didn’t fit the beauty standards at a YOUNG AGE.

[@sunami_k145]

It makes no sense for you to continue in this toxic friendship when this situation only causes you a lot of insecurity, you are strong and deserve the best and no one can say anything about your body and your life without knowing how you felt all these years with your fears and problems

[@imallergictopeople5944]

I know, and it's happening right now to me. But I don't want to hurt their feelings because we've been best friends for a long time. So, yeah.

[@ultra_toner]

Everybody does that to me and it makes it so much worse.. I have thought of ending it sometimes..

[@love_jazmine7174]

@@ultra_toner same

[@love_jazmine7174]

@@imallergictopeople5944 same… expect for the best friends part and we’ve only been friends for maybe a few months…

[@babyangelxoxo]

The worst thing is when I'm afraid to go out of my house because of how uncomfortable i feel in my body and think of how i look all the time, always trying and trying and trying endlessly to be enough,to finally live ur life and not waiting to be good enough to be happy and to show your true colours,not being able to be urself around anyone, I want to be main character,i want to mean something and be worthy person, Im so tired of it Love yall♡

[@dararadutdut]

love you to

[@marip9512]

I can feel your pain. I hope you stay better , love you to

[@darknesswaters2427]

I hope you get better love you too

[@yourneighbourwhosingsinbat6401]

I am sorry for ruining your 300 likes but this is too good. Like, I can relate so much..

[@zeezee9980]

I really can relate to u

[@kaeya362]

Someone made me even more insecure today and now I’m having a break down :/

[@ImAS1mp]

Aw man, I'm sorry. But you shouldn't care what someone says, it only matters what you think. It's your life to live, not someone's to criticize and try and make up your life by bringing you down and making you feel like you need to do this or that- I hope you start feeling better and remember to take care of yourself! Love you!

[@SuicideShow]

awh I'm so sorry that is awful I hope you feel better now they need to know that what their saying is not okay and their life is probably just sad and they are just a sad low life who loves to criticize people because they think it's "funny" or they do it for their own pleasure those people suck and are pathetic, take care

[@aesyslx]

samee 😍

[@binniebeanie]

Love you

[@kaeya362]

@Mia _ thank you love you too

[@asianfriesss]

I feel insecure during P.E. because when we choose classmates for a team, I always get chosen last every single time but I understand why and it's because I'm not good at sports but it really just makes me feel incompetent and stupid. I only remembering holding and kicking the ball once in my 2 years in that school because I felt like I was pretty much useless in their team and all I did was walk around the field trying to play the game just for my grades

[@Neiilime]

It's exactly what happens to me

[@emmanicole753]

same..🤧😓

[@finn_78]

That happens to me, everyone in my class hates me and my friend more than everyone else cause we're english they even insult us... and everyone seems to hate me more than them.. im nicer than them?.. (I didn't mean to vent, sorry..)

[@deliauwu]

Same here but hehehe i'm insecure during PE because me is overweight and my strength and power is further more strong than other girls but because i'm overweight i always get left out and super insecure during PE class so even i'm strong everyone still not let me join them...

[@Cupcake0512]

@@deliauwu I too Today even my PE sir made jokes on me that how fat i was and everyone were laughing even my friends and my bestfriend i felt so awkward and i hate those PE lectures

[@pilarclementinasanchez6585]

POV: it's not a pov😕💔...

[@_.asher_._._6358]

yep

[@ImAS1mp]

You should love the way you are, don't care about what anyone else says or thinks. It's your body, not others to criticize and make you feel like you have to do this or that. YOU control it. If you just have some confidence it will make you feel 100 times better! Remember to take care of yourself! Love you and I hope you get feeling better!

[@munt6795]

@@ImAS1mp This suffering is never going to end

[@nucl3ar._.b0mb]

𝚢𝚞𝚙

[@gal3xafox]

Fr :(

[@kaayte]

Sometimes you wanna leave everybody behind and just disappear from social media. Discord, the place I had once loved yet now pulls me apart piece by piece. This is a me problem (for being friends w/specific ppl ik irl), but they're never online. I'm just annoying to them texting them trying to be atleast a bit happy. Just hoping I get a response; one that actually starts a conversation. Those 6 hour calls I'd use to have with my friends, but now nobody had texted in 4 months. 122 days of silence. But I don't wanna be the person always trying to break the silence. I don't want to be the person trying to keep a friendship that I know won't last together just for a bit longer. Yet the only reason I hold onto them is because I'd have nobody. Despite of how left out I am, they're the only people who I can atleast socialize to as if we had known each other since another lifetime. Every single day I wake up hoping I could meet someone new, hoping I could get rid of this overwhelming jealousy. I'm jealous of her. She has perfect grades. Everyone loves her, she gets noticed the most even though she's practically silent, she's the teachers favorites yet not the pet. She always does the best. She's neat and organized. She has people who talk to her way more than me. I'm jealous of how easy it is for her to copy my cursive which I spent a lot of time trying and trying for it to seem perfect and easy. In everyone else's eyes she's like that. But all I am in their eyes is a shadow. Just someone in the back; perhaps a background character that has no purpose to the main character's story. Or the unimportant side character at the very most. The one who trottles and follows in their footsteps, the sheep. I know I sound selfish, but I just want someone to notice me and genuinely care for me as if I was some person and not a shadow. Someone who has a purpose and emotions. Again, I sound selfish but I just want to let it all out and cry. Being able to get the literal weight off of my shoulders. I wish I could be a bit better. That I could be tidy in the mornings, that I liked as to how I looked. I wish that I wouldn't underdress or overdress. I wish I wasn't left out due to the fear of getting hurt. I fear that one day I'll wake up and everyone will turn their back on me; and I'll be walking all alone whilet they were all playing together. And maybe they'd like and notice me if I talked a bit more, or maybe I changed my physical appearance. Maybe I could look like one of those really pretty teens and not some girl that looked as if she came from a dumpster. And I still find it hard to take a liking to everything about me, and the environment I'm in. And so I'll try. --If u read this rant I'm sorry for just telling a random stranger how I feel. But I promise I'll try my very best to keep it all to myself as nobody should really carry the burden of how I feel. But, I hope you stay healthy. I hope that if you're going through anything it'll get better. And--I can't say it'll be the smoothest ride. nor will everything be perfect, but eventually it will get better. Because that's just life. And no matter if it slams you into a hard wall, and even if you break slmost all of your bones, it'll just pick you up.

[@soniaandreacastillomunoz6154]

Hola, se que es algo imposible o tal vez no importa lo suficiente, pero no lo sé. Realmente quiero conocerte, juro y prometo que no soy un viejo rabo verde, me interesa tu vida, y estoy segura que eres alguien que vale la pena y la primera razón es que estás en este video comentando, se que no es importante o relevante mensionarlo, pero me siento igual que tú, y encerio me interesa tu existencia, se que soy una extraña y que no te doy mucha confianza, pero... Me tendré que armar de valor. Me puedes contestar por favor, me puedes dar tu Instagram para conocerte, por favor, encerio juro que te quiero conocer. ♡

[@azariahdion.callymore6534]

don't worry i relate to you and i also hope that you stay healty

[@nejak.6438]

Same i was addicted im recovering

[@bubblebunny3127]

Wow, how did you write all of this?!

[@sadalotjjk8478]

I love you i can relate to every word u said it hurts like shit i hope someday somehow we can find a way to get out of this hell

[@slithmis5308]

vent: Whenever it's a normal Sunday everyone wants to relax in their pajamas but my mom forces me to dress up fancy, wear makeup and look like a pretty doll. I've told her many times that I don't want to but she says "doesn't matter you're a girl not a homeless person" I have been pushed to be perfect and better than the rest.

[@ConnorIrvine-hv1lo]

Hope ur ok❤

[@soggycheerios5704]

Just a vent that i had to get off my chest, u dont gotta read it. My best friend asked me why I was always uncomfortable or insecure about everything about myself. I sighed, and said I couldn't tell her, because I didn't know why. I just said to her "It's because I hate myself." and after that I explained a portion of my sadness to her and that I was also insecure about my voice. (i'ts kind of deeper than other females my age.) And she got mad at me and said to me "You can't be insecure about you're voice stupid. Insecurities is only on your body." I explained to her how my voice was deeper than other females in my age group and she got so freaking mad at me she just walked off to fly her stupid kite with my other bff in the backyard, leaving me all alone. I hate it so much like why can't anyone understand me?! I didn't do anything to anybody to hurt anyone but they just havee to call me fat, and make fun of my voice, my name etc. I just want to go missing and restart in life.

[@djunitanasution6308]

Hey its not just you, me too i am insecure about body and voice too, but hey it's ok there still much of many people like you, so if she said like that dont mind it and try your best to not listen what everyone said about you, you are beautiful! And strong! ok? dont forget that!! :)

[@gabrielachavez395]

I have those same problem's and I know how hard it can get occasionally but if you're "friend" can't see that you're suffering then that's no friend of yours they don't have the right to say that to you because they don't know how you live in you're own body they don't have a single right to act the way they did while you were sharing your problem's it's just best for drop people like that and ignore them for your own sake and even though I don't know you personally doesn't mean I'm not proud of you because i know you are a good person even with flaws i can see the beauty in you and i know you will shine bright in life i will say this for you because i know it's too late for me but you are the one who is going to thrive in this world and even if you don't know it i know you will make a difference in this world... Ps. I see how hard you are trying and I'm so very proud of you

[@You.know.Soobin]

Same But don't give up

[@aesthprincess3412]

Aww that’s sad:(. I hope someone will understand you & helping you with your problem:D

[@chaos_kid3479]

i understand you, i promise. you're doing great and im proud of you. if they treat you like that, i don't think they're your best friends. if you need someone to talk to let me know, and we can talk. you're perfect the way you are. i have a deeper voice and am more masculine than other girls i know. it seems tough sometimes, but i promise its all okay. i love you.

[@cl7581]

I used to be insecure with myself and body. Well I still am, but I think that I’m doing better than before. I’m not big, but I’m definitely not small. I’m medium, but more on the curvy side. All my friends are so skinny and everyday I unconsciously find myself comparing myself to them. I always wish that I could be skinnier. Recently I started to have some growth and healing, but let me tell you now. I’m pretty far away from fully accepting myself and body, but I hope that I can reach there soon. I hope that you guys can accept you for who you are, all of you are gorgeous and we all have insecurities. I hope everyone is doing well, you are not alone and everything will be okay :) ❤️

[@md.l230]

Same with my friends they are skinny and kinda perfect and i'm the only one who is "Curvy" i can't wear my fave clothes i end up wearing over sized clothes everytime i go out and they noticed that .. + my country is full of verbally and physically harassed so it made me more insecure ..

[@orenge-juice.6943]

heyyy, well, i find myself in the same position. Just that lately i feel like i’m on the same place as before. I literally feel so bad that i want to reep my skin of. :(. Help, i don’t want to express this with other people i so know on real life because by some reason they feel superior or i feel like they start seeing me another way.

[@illdieanyway9386]

One off the hardest things to hear from my Nana was “I don’t understand why she’s depressed she has nothing to be depressed about”

[@chronicallyrui]

A few years ago my cousin told me to stop breathing so loud on a call and now whenever I'm near someone I don't breathe. The things people say can really affect the people hearing it.

[@pink_rxse6102]

Everyday I look in the mirror and say, I'm so sick of this. Everyday it's a struggle for me to get up because I always ask what's the point in getting up? I just see the same people everyday, same conversations, same friends and same everything! Im getting ignored by half of my friends. Most people I know call me annoying. (Including family) I feel so insecure. What the hell is wrong with my body? It's either "your too skinny" or "your hair looks. Weird" (I got it short recently) and it's always "dude- I hate you" and" your so annoying!! " and recently I fell in love with someone but he already likes a girl. She's beautiful and I'm just a mess.

[@luhv9043]

I'm still mainly insecure of my nose for the most of it, nearly 2 years ago I'd get bullied for it, then due to the mandatory rule of wearing masks at school for a while, people probably forgot what I looked like without it on because I'd hardly eat or drink at school which initially also impacted my overall happiness a whole lot more than expected. I'm mainly also insecure about my body hair since I've never been allowed to shave my arm or leg hair but anywho, I physically cannot put on weight, I really want thicker thighs to be honest and people tell me to stop "whinging" because apparently most people want to look like me but I've never been allowed to eat a lot at home. Since Tuesday this week I finally convinced myself to not wear a mask and see how it goes, yet I was so nervous about it, I couldn't sleep the night before and I had 2 panic attacks. But my friends and counsellor helped me through it but I still hate my appearance, nothing about myself will ever satisfy me.

[@idk-wf5bx]

I hate my nose too omg I literally don't eat at school because I hate it so much it's constantly on my mind, and it's so annoying. I also get really anxious but once I told my mom and she says that I need a therapist but she never actually got an appointment. I fear being stated at by many people and I really fear judgment. But people don't understand. They're just like "why would you worry about that" or "You'll eventually get over it don't worry" but I can't, it's like being arachnophobic and constantly having to see spiders everywhere, everyday, and then being told to get over it, it's impossible if everyday I feel anxious at school,in front of my class and other classes, I hate taking my mask off and it's just making things worse. Anyways I'm sorry if it's too long or if I wrote anything wrong, I'm Italian :') But yeah I just wanted lo let you know that you're not alone

[@luhv9043]

@@idk-wf5bx Thank u, but I've actually nearly gotten over my insecurity about my nose. Something that helps is to not criticise yourself in the mirror/photos but just accept yourself for who you are, You could always add me on any social media if you wanna talk more

[@yara_aaaaaa]

if you guys ever feel insecure about yourself, i wish i could change the way that you see yourselves. you’re not ugly, i feel like from experience, i can say that you feel that way either because you’ve looked on social media and have seen people who fit all “beauty standards” or you feel like you’re not in the right body. i totally get the feeling, and i’m still a bit insecure myself. but trust me, you’re beautiful and i know one day you’re gonna realise that. and if you don’t after a lot time, eventually you should learn to love yourself. it’s really hard to do that, but i promise you it will be worth it. i’m really proud of you guys

[@Полюби]

I’m crying🥺 it’s so cute

[@kittenpineapple]

This is beautiful! I am insecure myself as I'm a closeted genderfluid person and my chest size makes me really insecure and unable to think of my own body as something that I (not always) feel comfortable In. I do feel comfortable in it sometimes it's just others where I don't feel fit int he body type for how I feel

[@poethryc]

Alien Blues - Vundabar: 00:00 - 2:36 Cake - Melanie Martinez: 2:37 - 5:50 Nobody - Mitski: 5:57 - 9:09 Washing Machine Heart - Mitski: 9:19 - 11:27 soap x IDFC (mashup): 11:30

[@monikawrona3080]

do you know that feeling of being lost? I don't even know who I am anymore

[@ilya7160]

depersonalization? idk

[@sobored5371]

Same here... Wtf happened to me?

[@bubblebunny3127]

haha, I am actually too afraid to go outside(mall, shop, cinema e.t.c) thanks to my lovely family

[@mom-rt8lr]

I bet you look very pretty/handsome!

[@aph.switzerland]

Since everyone is venting I decided to aswell, It pretty much started from my family pointing out my flaws, my "friends" always commenting on my face, and my own parents focusing a lot on my face. I used social media to just distract myself, but all I saw were other teens who looked so much better than me. From clean faces, being white with pretty eyes, and perfect bodies. I hate the fact that my face is covered in acne, it isn't symetrical, large eyebrows, and white toungue. My body being flat is also something that really affects me, especially when my classmates bodies are better looking than mine. I know that skinny with a small waist, but I simply hate everything about myself. I can't stand looking at my other classmates looking so much prettier than me, their hair being some other color than brown, and having unique yes, and what am I? I'm just some ordinary hispanic teenager that looks like a fifth grader and hates their image. I also know people give me complements, but I can never wonder if they just say them because they pity me or just straight lies. Then, when I hear it from people who I want to hear it from, I think they might have a crush on me, but then I remeber, who would a crush on me? Thank you to anyone who read this entirely! Keep in mind I'm 13 years old

[@ch_prk]

Listen here love.My insecurities also started at the age of 13.Now,i'm 14.I'm socially insecure and insecure about my body.I'm a little bit pale with big eyes,kind of big nose,sharp vline and middle sized lips.I used to be fat but now i'm kind of skinny.Idk they say i'm beautiful but i could never like the way i am.I wish i was paler,skinnier and more beautiful than others.No matter how hard i try to love myself,i can never.I'm begging you,pls stop it.Stop those thoughts "i am ugly" "i'm too skinny" or whatever those.If someone forces you to do something,won't you get annoyed at them and just ignore them?Look,the society is forcing you to be something impossible.I know you're so beautiful,you can't just see it.There are thousand of people who wish they had a face/body/life like you.I don't want you to come to the same place as i am now.I get pannick attacks,hate myself and jealous of every fucking girl on social media.Sounds stupid,right?Pls,don't come to this place.Don't take this ticket named "insecurity" cause i promise you,you can never return it once you take it.Take this advise as a advise that your big sister is giving you,i love you and i'm worried about you.That's why i am telling you this.Idc what others think about you or your body,i love the way you're so much.Remember this advise to your life time.You will regret what your doing once you get older.So,love yourself babe.You only have yourself,you are the only one who can make you happy

[@emsxo123]

Vent: I constantly try to dress pretty make my face good enough waxing eyebrows, lip hair etc. and I try to make my hair as pretty as I can and put like a claw clip or straighten/curl it and I’m not all that insecure about my body except these bumps I have on my arms and people say “Wow you have a lot of bumps” or “ Why do you have all those bumps on your arms ?” And my friend is friends with almost all the girls in my class and I have very few friends and she hung out with them and me and my other friend were talking about how she didn’t even notice we were gone and I don’t mind her hanging out with other people but she just didn’t even care that me and my other friend were gone and she apologized but I didn’t feel like she meant it and I just had a real crappy day today and to top it off she sent me a few pictures of some drawings she did one was a cute dino 🦕 and the Hamilton logo thingy (musical) and I said cute for the dino and for the Hamilton I said nice drawing but the hamilton made me want to just break down and cry heres why so there’s this girl at my school her names Soraya I’m kinda friends with her and she watched hamilton and knows all the songs same with my friend but she doesn’t know all of them and she left me and my friend alone and I was alone for a few mins and no one said you okay ? Or What happened ? They just left me and then my friend came and told me something (I forgot) and I said that she left me alone the one that said that my friend didn’t care that we were gone and she said something and then I walked with her and we talked about my friend leaving us kind of and I think that’s all but I just have no one to tell this stuff to Thank you amazing people who read this 😁

[@ayayayyayy3376]

at first i thought insecure was a joke. But now, i don't think it's joke anymore

[@screech9416]

Vent: TW for ED and SH and the thoughts that come along with it. I don’t know why I can’t like my body 100%. I’m not that unhappy with it but I just worry so much about good looks; I give them almost top priority. Whenever I look too long at the mirror every wrong thing pops up. My spine isn’t straight so it doesn’t matter how much I work out I won’t have the figure I want. I’m skinny yet I have a belly and ugly thighs and a broad chest and it doesn’t matter how little I eat because I get bloated and gain weight back very easily. I have pretty oily skin and it gets red so fucking easily, so my face looks gross. Bonus points to that for the lingering acne and tiny blackheads spread all around my nose. Even worse I sometimes get obsessed with having perfect skin but I bruise easily and some nights have been so rough I’ve only worsened things because the cuts I make only leave dark scars. This last thing only creates a cycle of “whatever, it has been done before, you can’t erase the evidence so why don’t just go with it again” and moments of clarity that only make me feel worse. I don’t even have a personality (or if I do I can assure you it’s only anger issues that make me hurt good people) and I’m stupid, so it’s not like I can salvage anything, internally speaking. I’m stuck between wishing I wasn’t such a coward so I could end my petty existence, and this “moments of clarity” that make me want to reach out, yet not daring to because some messed up part of me hopes that if I let this feelings fester inside me… one day it will serve as fuel for me to finally end things. Not to mention it would be awkward to tell my parents about this lmao. I simply hate myself and I’m the type of person who screws up whenever they try to do something by their own, or that unknowingly interferes with other’s plans because I tried to do something else on said day. I’m the awkward, anxious one. The blank canvass, and one so useless that can’t even copy a personality or style properly. Damn, I don’t even have a reason to feel depressed and yet I feel like I am. I’m so lucky that I’ve never faced some kind of trauma and yet here I am pitying myself because my feelings have gotten worse without any fucking reason. Talk about pathetic :P If someone read this, I’m sorry you wasted your time with this. If someone creates drops for un-reading/un-seeing things I’ll send them to you Edit: grammar (sorry if it’s still messy, I’m on mobile) and added some stuff that I missed the first time.

[@petra6517]

hey dw everything will be fine, it's the same for me, i don't even have a reason for being anxious and depressed but i am and i can't do anything about it and nobody understands me

[@gen2761]

I think i have something to clear the greasy skin . is to clean your face with water every morning , and as someone who has greasy skin too it actually helps a little but i don’t know how it will work for you since everyone has it different.

[@deliauwu]

Reading this isn't wasting anyone time and i'm glad i can read alot of people had situation same like me

[@cosmo_7549]

it started with a guy two years older than me retorting that, I'm "not *LATINA*" because he's seen "*LATINAS*". (obviously he was talking about my body not looking like models) From that day on I told myself I'd show everyone--including myself--what a Latina looks like. I started doing everything I could to get a flat stomach and abs and even skipping meals. I was a healthy weight before. My BMI was right in the middle, it was very healthy. I got my abs now. I have my flat stomach. But at what cost tho? The dozens of nights after that one comment that I cried and cried? The months I didn't eat more than one meal a day? Working out my gut until I cried from exhaustion because I Just. Didn't. Stop. You're perfect the way you are, don't let anyone tell you you're not. Take this from someone who got what she wanted. It wasn't worth it. Don't change yourself for what anyone else thinks you should look like. I'm insecure still. Nothing changed from the inside. What did I expect??

[@eatedhunter]

My dad hugs me from behind line with ones arm as parents do, and I’m transmasc so I wear double sports bra as a binder but my parents are transphobic so I’m genuinely afraid that they’ll catch me binding and I just realised that messed up and now I flinch and duck down every time he tries to hug me and he still doesn’t get the memo that I’m uncomfortable

[@waveii8615]

i'm so sorry :( hope you're doing okay man

[@50B3R]

I'm a simple depressed person, I see wonder egg priority, I click

[@hermayrosales4895]

Im probs insecure about my belly sticking out even tho im skinny.... I want really want to wear a croptop but I can't because of my figure

[@runishyyuh8865]

dont worry its just bloating i had that problem too and still do i just suck in kinda not to much tho

[@hanna1128]

I have this problem..I just feel so bad and insecure like why is my fat distribution like this..it’s so hard being skinny fat

[@_orsi_]

Don't worry guys, you are all beautiful just the way you are. Take care 💕

[@ImAS1mp]

I guarantee you could pull it off, and dont even think about what others say or think. I bet you'd look beautiful! No matter anyone's body they look astonishing. Just have some confidence, it will make you feel 100 times better.

[@Mairahh..1]

@@ImAS1mp hey you've been comforted everyone lately. You should take care of myself too. I just wish you the best in the future and pls take good care of yourself ok

[@jaymayrambain6022]

I can't believe they made a playlist in honor of me 😯

[@souperrb]

i know almost all the lyrics to 3/5 songs... not sure if thats considered a good or bad thing, but these are lovely songs and a lovely playlist 🥰

[@yay782]

You know it's a good playlist when it starts with alien blues

[@justice3957]

Are you so insecure that everytime someone laughs, you think it's you they're laughing at?

[@ch_prk]

Me.I always feel like they are looking at me,luaghing at me and talking about me.Ik this is just stupid,i just can't control my overthinking.It always happens.I was always the joke of the class.I just wanna be alone in my own.

[@Kess314]

I’m currently losing weight and working out because I am so annoyed with my body. My doctor has recommended me to work out and my friends and family have commented on my weight a few times. I am sick and tired of feeling like a fat little girl who can’t do anything. Now, my mom is kind of upset that I’m working out because she wants me to be “happy”. I can’t. I am way over from what an average person my age should be. It very well could be my height. I am way taller than the average person my age as well. I don’t care though. I hate myself and I’m going to fix that. This is a long paragraph, I know, but to anybody reading, this may sound harsh, but if you don’t like something, fix it. Don’t just sit around laying and waiting for a miracle. You wanna run a mile, practice. You wanna be an influencer, go be one. You wanna lose weight or gain weight, try. You don’t have to be perfect to everyone, and you DON’T have to be perfect at everything in history. You may not be a skinny blonde girl, but you’re still beautiful. You may not be a person who is able to gain weight, you’re still beautiful. You may not be the best at makeup, practice and watch videos, you may hate your face, it’s ok, I do too, you’re perfect. You’ve been told this millions of time, you don’t care about it, but just try and love yourself. Even if it’s little things. Love you all.

[@bel9246]

TT

[@quartz_936]

Im still working on my courage to do the things I would love to do. Good luck on your journey man and to the rest of the readers!

[@Nilacat_VA]

You are spitting facts I am also currently working on myself.

[@annabelllleee]

I used to work out everyday for months but nothing changed. Guess I'm gonna be ugly for the rest of my life lol 😹

[@kathrin2024]

Girl u am tall to I am 5,4 but I am 10 so never let your hope down be you

[@leylizbeth1944]

Im shy cuz im insecured Ho else relate to this sh**t 🖤✨💖

[@genesis5671]

me. sometimes, not all the time thank goodness but it still hurts. its okay bud :D

[@riwinter40]

literally my favorite playlists. tysm

[@iinfectious]

how is prom Queen not on here

[@kisukeuraharashat]

tbh, idk.

[@that_swag_emo]

I'm literally crying while venting to my bestie

[@Vent_to_m3]

Glad that you have a friend that you feel comfortable venting to ❤

[@zensoph47321]

i texted my classmates while ago, at first i thought to myself that i wouldn't care even if nobody replies but nobody did rlly didnt reply. For a good 30 mins i panicked thinking that they hate me or is it because i got bad grades or am i annoying it's like someone was telling those things beside me i couldn't even help myself but cry.

[@10201.]

sometimes i refuse being friends with pretty or successful people because i have a rlly bad habit to compare myself to everyone and i end up hating them for being better than me. And no matter how great they treat me, i'll always end up trying to ruin for being happier or better than me. and this was pure insecurity.

[@MINJAeon]

Charactor: Ai Ohto Anime: Wonder Egg Priority Xtra: Ty for this playlist

[@mollystrong523]

Unfortunately it does not go away, but you get more freedom to practice coping mechanisms at least. I'm turning 21 next month and sometimes still fucked in the head like a dramatic emo teenager. I guess it's maybe once a month though instead of every week lmao. Maybe I should try becoming an alcoholic, unironically

[@yara_aaaaaa]

i know things are hard but please try to avoid drinking :( it’s really bad for you and it just puts you in a more depressed state. i’ve heard that alcohol is used as a coping mechanism but trust me there’s way more options other than that. and i really wanna help so here are a few things to try when you feel sad 1. write your feelings on a paper 2. draw things you love :) 3. take a walk outside 4. listen to music 5. icecream!!! or if you don’t like that just any comfort food in general 6. therapy?? idk if you would want this one, but if you wanna consider it it’s really helpful. 7. talk to someone you love, wether it’s about what you’re going through or if it’s just a normal convo in general :) 8. this is childish, but maybe hug a teddy bear or something? or any soft plushie because they’re very cute and relaxing. 9. take a hot shower or bath, these are good because you can take your time and reflect and be refreshed at the same time. 10. netflix or youtube maybe :) there’s a lot more but idk if you wanna read it all so i’ll stop here, but i hope u can try these or at least one. i know you said you said maybe you’ll become one, and it’s totally your choice, but trust me there’s better options. i’m only in my teenager years so i’ll never really understand the pain adults go through until i’m there, so idk if i helped, but i hope i have at least a bit. also it’s been 3 weeks so happy late/early birthday!! 😄

[@angelabenedicto4863]

sometimes.. i just wish there was a way to escape my skin.. to just cut it off and grow off a new one.. to be in a universe where im pretty and confident.. where i feel comfortable in my own skin... never knowing what insecurities even are.. never letting those words get into my head..

[@SuicideShow]

this playlist is for me always ☹️

[@kikylaquene]

Same

[@ludrodriguesr]

what a wonderful playlist, seriously

[@sillystairactivities]

Personally I have been often called “too thin” and through out my life when I gained some weight then I got called fat. Then when I became skinny again I was called a twig I remember being so confused on how to please anybody and if anything I think I have learned that pleasing people cannot be possible really and I had gotten self conscious yet I can’t really please others and I crave the validation of others and it’s hard to know people will call me a “twig” if I become skinny and “fat” if I gain weight. This is sort of a vent but please Love yourselves

[@lizbeth_owo8369]

3:20 UUUUUUUUUUUUUFFFF, PERFECION, AAAAAAAAAAAAAH BELLO

[@ImJustaGirlInTheWorld1]

POV: every time you look at yourself in the mirror for more than 2 minutes you break down into tears and everyone says your not ugly but you know they're lying because deep down nobody likes you and every time you see a picture of your self without a filter or just yourself you almost throw up and even your own friend called you ugly in front of everyone so now everyone else agrees your self hatred is getting very bad.

[@shr1mpy]

It's all just so much I can't take it anymore I wanna cut myself off from everyone else you know? Also really loved the playlist 💗💗💗

[@muffin._.does_cos]

I literally wanted to go outside earlier but now I’m just here, sitting in the dark, on the verge of crying because I saw what I looked like

[@cyberi666]

honestly, i been insecure when i was little. my big afro didn't fit in with the white kids, my dark brown eyes were constantly compared to poop or tree barks, even dirt. i always thought those eye color changing videos on youtube would work. my skin was too tan for the other kids, i tried everything to fit in with them, nothing worked. i tried so hard to be the white beautiful girl with beautiful straight blonde hair, i always wished for a skin color i couldn't have. as i grew up, i never played with the kids outside, i always just stayed in my bedroom doing nothing. months and months later after not going outside, i started to get lighter. my hair is damaged and permed straight, i have eye bags, a big nose, a body that im insecure about due to kids at school, my insecurities started to get the best of me till the point where i always have to check myself out. i cry when im about to go to school with a new hairstyle thinking ill get judged, now that i have the perfect straight hair i always wanted, its nappy and damaged, i wish i had my curls back. i wish i had my skin color back. everything i hated back then seemed to come back as a beauty trend. social media has destroyed me completely, i always compare myself to those beautiful girls on pinterest with the small waist, wide hips, small nose. i always massage my nose but it doesnt seem to work. i tried to fit in with the kids at school, but in return i get "youre flat" "you're built like a wall" its even got so far to the point where im insecure about my neck. will i ever have the chance to finally feel beautiful? will i fit in? will i finally be pretty enough? im tired of waxing to impress others, im tired of cutt1ng myself on accident when i try to shave myself, im tired of always having "bad hair". will i ever have a chance?

[@gal3xafox]

(VENT) im to insecure about my face and back i dont even wanna go out places like school and stores for to long. I have too much acne and while im working on making it better i am still insecure about it..:( on top of that the way my body looks and all the scars i have make me look like a ugly monsters. I cant deal with this pressure at 12 but i guess i have too :/ (VENT)

[@ayatosbigcok]

I’m so sorry, I’m not really good at comforting people but I hope you are okay, and just know your not alone, you are perfect and beautiful

[@4minna]

How are you now?

[@mom-rt8lr]

I bet you look very beautiful! I have the same issue too, But your not a monster, I really think your a very nice person. The people is judgemental, I love you stay say

[@violetevergarden4457]

im sorry im late but I LOVE IT SO MUCH❤️❤️!!!

[@ilya7160]

thanks for the support!!

[@ImAS1mp]

At first I thought this said 4 years ago- I was like- how.. how did you do that..? THEIR A WITCH! BuRn ThEm!

[@keeliepride]

0:00 ~ Alien Blues 2:38 ~ Cake 5:56 ~ Nobody 9:20 ~ Washing Machine Heart 11:29 ~ (idk) x soap 11:33 ~ (idk sorry lol)

[@alexajanfr1715]

11:29 idfc x soap

[@candyedits3247]

11:33 idfc x soap

[@tiaguitoanksajbs1407]

this is the one I love the most.

[@NelleBrynnaa]

i wish i watched the way i ate, like ive gotten so much face fat i just wished i controlled the way i ate :/

[@urfavduhh5390]

Sometimes.. I stay alone with fear I wanna let everything out to my friends and can't cause they would laugh.. and they have said I'm the perfect girl and that being skinny should be perfect.. no it is not because you have limits you would have to stay like that.You have to starve drinking water and water not even a soda people say it's easy well no its not easy being "skin" "bones" "skinny rat" why am I nothing?..

[@tatothyblues2995]

I'm insecure with my friend. Because how can she be better at everything without even trying. I know it's not her fault. I hate myself for being insecure. She's my friend and I love her, I support her in everything but why can't I be good as her too? We're two different person but why can't I be better too? When I'm really really trying to be good at something. I can't explain what I feel further more. But I'm still thankful for having her as a friend

[@silvaew]

Playlist that starts with vundabar - perfect playlist.

[@blablacar4502]

i love it

[@ilya7160]

thaanks!

[@AbolitionVenom]

Overly confident friend who always reassures that theyre cooler than everyone else over here :) its so hard to keep that up, istg.

[@Satoku-gh4os]

(tw) ive been recovering from eating issues for awhile now (i never got oficially diagnosed with anything) and this morning i felt fully recovered, i havent cared about calories or nything like that for over 5 months. I weighted myself, and i had gone up 2 kg, i wasnt even at a low weight when i started, since starving never felt like it did anything to me nor my weight, id mostly just look pale and act dead but i liked the confirmation that i was doing something instead of doing nothing about it. And boom, just like that, it all came back, every small or big issue ive ever had. and idk what to do about it now.

[@kisukeuraharashat]

tbh i rly hate my insecurity about my looks. like i always try to look "good" or smth idk. and sometimes i despise my proportions. :'/ and just wanna be alone all the time..

[@venixgames4497]

I'm never giving up and still going 💯 SO SHOULD YOU❤❤

[@listeningtomusicistalentidgaf]

This is my 3rd playlist.. I have already vented twice but i just cant seem to take it off my chest. As a person who always takes the optimistic approach, is grateful for everything everyday and who doesnt feel the need to compare myself cuz i know we are all different/unique in our own ways... But there are somedays when my brain is divided into 2 parts - one part just wants to cry so bad and the other part just wants to stop cuz i know i can do better and that the future is def better - and when this happens trust me, it hurts so bad. Idk how to comfort myself so i just give in and cry. Edit :- But lemme just say smth... Listen y'all, I am not a bright student, i am not a good daughter, i dont know sh*t about latest trends, fashion, makeup, i dont have friends, i dont have a partner, i dont excercise regularly so my body isnt in the best shape, hell i dont even know how to ride a bi-cycle. My parents have instilled a low self worth/self confidence by always indirectly comparing me to the toppers, so i know i am a loser anyways. Everyone is just naturally better than me, in almost everything. This makes me feel so stupid. It hurts f*cking bad y'all...

[@Sam-vx1xu]

This is so good!!

[@KayleeButler-ls1ui]

When I was in 5th grade I used to starve myself to sleep because my “friends” would call me fat a$$ or Whale. Thanks to them I feel like puking every time I eat something :)

[@alexa7924]

This somehow helps the pain to go a litte away

[@xdizyx]

You know its going to be an amazing playlist when alien blues plays…

[@urlocalcutie]

"I'm not a piece of cake. For you to change every night. "

[@xe1_]

I know this sounds weird and wrong but I feel so insecure because of my friend. she's so pretty, she's perfect. she's smart, pretty, beautiful, everyone loves her. I feel so insecure everytime I'm near her. she's so pretty yet she complains on how ugly she is, on how imperfect she is, but in reality she isn't. I shouldn't feel this way knowing that she's my friend but I can't help feel so insecure, and angry when she complains about her looks. I hate it.

[@HiBye-fh2dg]

everything about myself i hate. i hate how my clothes look on my body. i hate how i walk. how i look in videos and pictures. how my thighs and arms are filled with scars. i hate how my face shape is like. or how my hair sits on my head. or my facial features are displayed on my face. i feel like god made me with his left hand. i cant bare to look at myself in the mirror. or go outside. every little complement i get feels wrong. i hate how i have cubby cheeks. whenever someone pinches it, it just reminds me even more. i hate my forehead. i hate the way i speak or laugh. i despise every bit of my body. i hate how my stomach looks like this. i hate my stretch marks. or the color of my skin. the shape of my nose, mouth, eyes, legs, arms. i hate how i smile. people make me insecure. not only because how they look. its also their achievements. how they're better than me in every. single. way. Their academics, whenever i see someone do better then me with the only good talent im actually good at. makes me want to rip my hands out. makes me what to grab my heart out. i feel selfish. i hate this feeling. how people can do better then me. the envious feeling of being better. im already 15. and i suck at everything. i struggle in ever subject you can imagine. English, math, science, sports, everything. when someone says math is easy and its not that difficult. it makes me guilty. why am i not that smart? why am i struggling with the most simplest of questions. why cant i write an essay right. why do i cry and get frustrated when i don't get something. Why cant i be them. why arent i smart. why cant i learn properly. seeing someone do something effortlessly makes me jealous. makes me what to just stop trying anymore. im so unmotivated. i hate it when someone just says "oh just fucking learn" its not that easy im trying. im trying so hard you wouldnt fucking understand im done. i hate everything about myself. i hate it. i wish i was a different person. im so angry. about everything. why am i not talented at all. why am i like this. i hate it here what is wrong with me

[@maincharacterbitch]

I read many many comments and i dont know what to say. I really dont know. Sometimes i hate myself sometimes i like me. But i only like myself if i look pretty and These days are not very often. I hate it i hate it so fcking much. Why cant i love myself the way i am, when i Look ugly. Whyyy. A few days ago I had some Kind of family Party and my grandma took pictures of me and she send me the Photos on WhatsApp. Now i opened them. I fcking cried one hour and hated myself even more because i Look so ugly on them. Now I ask myself if i really Look like that... On this "party" it was not a party but i dont know what it is called in english was a boy, i had a little crush on him and He was just ahhh and i knew He didnt like me so i didnt care and was myself. I didnt wear a mask because i didnt gave a shit. And then i noticed that He looked at me very often. I had the feeling He likes me a little bit. We looked at each other and ahh... now i have flashbacks. And i really thought He likes me or something. And now i know that i can forget him. I mean These photos are just fcking ugly. I feel like shit. Now i think nobody would never love me. But many guys had liked me before and i never understood why because i felt so ugly. Yk. I will probably never See him again. But if, i never could be with him because im too ugly for him. This Sounds like i am a Pick me girl or something like that. But i dont care. I dont know if i should post this. It was good to write about this. If someone reads this i love you. You are not alone with your thoughts. Write to me if you dont feel good. And im not this boy from my Profile and the Videos thats my Cousin hajhah. Yeah

[@claudygacha5561]

It's 4 in the morning and i'm just crying(and i feel sick of mi life)

[@Ch3rry276]

⚠️ *_Vent_* ⚠️ I remember something from when I was in middle school; we were changing in the locker room after P.E. when a girl looked at me for a few seconds and said "you're tiny". I wasn't offended by it at all because it's true that I'm skinny, but it actually made me feel glad. I'm constantly worrying about how I look. I know that it's just a natural thing and that it happens to everyone, but I can't help thinking about the size of my stomach after eating. That's why I try not to eat a lot before going to the pool. I know that people are going to see my stomach and I'm scared that people will see how it looks after I eat a lot and think bad about me. I'd never judge anyone for being overweight or plus sized or anything similar to these things, but I always judge myself. At this point I've convinced myself that people are judging me for my looks at all times. It's not even just my body that I think about. There are some days where I feel like my face looks weird. It definitely doesn't help that one time in middle school I overheard a girl talking about me. All I heard was "she's a three" but I saw her gesture to me. And no, there wasn't anyone behind me. Just my luck, someone basically called me ugly. I hate everything about myself. How I look on the worst days, the negatives of my personality, how easily I get irritated, all of it.

[@net2250]

i love you

[@ihavedaikonlegstoobish2152]

I feel like in nobody the change from "honest kiss" to "movie kiss" shows that she slowly started getting more desperate, showing that she wanted something real and meaningfull at first, but now she just wants SOMETHING, regardless of if it's real or not.

[@jungwonssheep2260]

To all the gorgeous girls and beautiful boys who are hurting, don't let that stupid "friend" or that influencer who seemingly has a perfect smile stop you from loving yourself. to the boys the bruh boys who throw on whatever they can find but still seem perfect, peering through their fluffy hair, the ethereally elegant boys who dress with class and colours, the mystical secretive boys who chose to highlight their beauty through rich deep colours and the sunshine rainbows boys who live life through pastel colours and must be protected. Boys are fucking perfect and to my fellow females the honey pretty girls who soak up the sun,the dark pretty with black eye makeup and wild hair and pericings, the lazy pretty girls who live for hoodies and sneakers, the soft angel girls with sparkling eyes and as sweet as a peach, the cute girls with chubby cheeks and messy hair, the study pretty girls surrounded with books and knowledge. To all the girls out there, you are beautiful

[@gumi5975]

vent i wish this never happened between me and him, i miss him so much. why did this happen? why did my friends betray me?? me and him were so happy together. i wish everything was back to normal, i miss texting him everyday, i miss calling him, playing video games with him, hugging him, kissing him. i loved him so much and sometimes i feel like i still do. i wish things went back to normal.

[@julietteferrars3097]

Thanks ♥️

[@ilya7160]

if you like my content i would appreciate if you follow me on ig 🙏 thanks stay safe❤️ instagram.com/kkvrjm_

[@woodenhearts893]

You're not the only one

[@jadesoles3625]

cry :(

[@mxrahq7268]

im asian and i used to be so confident because a lot of people had a crush on me, I didnt like any of them, but i liked this one guy, lets call him pixel (its an inside joke) Pixel was smart and we had the same sense of humor and we liked the exact same games, we werent that similar after all. but that was something we liked anyways. I didnt know much about the games he plays and he likes to teach it to me, yknow. to make it seem like he was a pro, but i dont really gain anything except more reasons to like him, i liked the way that he would always ask me to play phantom forces and unturned practically every time he turned on his computer, i wanted those moments to last forever, but all good things REALLY had to come to an end. One day, a white girl (brunette turning blonde?) came to our school with seemingly the intention to ruin my life, i used to be a model for my school, and a representive to my team but then, she asked to take my place in every single thing, i wanted to be the muse because i had experience, she raised her hand and she got all the votes, shes never did well but since shes white, she got away with everything, she used to pull my hair just for liking the color blue, now everyone forgot about all the fuss she would cause over a goddamn color. the SECOND pixel saw her, he blocked me, completely forgot about me and started laughing at me, old habits came back and.. i fought back, i told everyone he replaced me because of panic and white girl came in and took my friends, my life, and my fucking future. I wanted to be a goddamn lawyer and architect, and i was studying so hard for it too! we were in the exact same classes and every time i had a question for our teacher i would raise my hand, get called and then she would speak right over me, it hurt so much because pixel was even encouraging it. she left our school for about 4 years but pixel was still so madly in love with her. i ignored it, but the summer before highschool, pixel talked to me again, telling me to download steam and all the games in his list so we could try out every single one of them. Every. single. one. naive me thought maybe we could be friends again, i started falling for him again, dropping all my responsibilities just to talk to him, summer ended, and again, he blocked me, i had no idea why, but then i thought, maybe i'll ask him tommorow, after all. theres school tommorow. i was so wrong. blonde girl came back. i cried for so long, i've had my heart broken so many times now, by the exact same person! i knew i was done with it, i went to science high school and they were there, in recess i decided i would pay a short visit to business high school, there, i met her. lets call her jamie, yep, she seems like a jamie. jamie was my classmate in grade 3, we used to hang out a lot and i guess i never got tired of her smile, again, i fell inlove, she was so pretty and her hugs just felt so genuine, i liked the way she would hold my hand whenever i felt sick and how she would pat my shoulders and try to help me with my assignments. i just wasnt scared to love her, im still gathering the courage to tell her im dead inlove with her

[@damianni5840]

The thing I'm most insecure about right now are my friendships. I feel that I'm too jealous and insecure whenever I see MY friends hanging out together and talking for hours without me. I was the one who introduced all of them to each other but I'm the one that spends the least time with all of them. They're all so talkative and outgoing while I'm more quiet and odd, I guess. I know it's not right to think this way and I know that they're good friends now because of my decision to introduce all of them together but it still makes me feel left out and jealous. It's not right and I don't wanna feel this way. They're all such good friends yet I paint them in such a negative light. I know I should voice my concerns to them but it's so hard for some reason. What if they think I'm just an insecure, attention-seeking person? That wouldn't feel so good. I'm like this in my relationship too. I've only told my friends about my bf but have never introduced him properly yet in fear that if he ever friends one of my friends, he'll start spending less time with me and just gradually stray away from me. It's a bad issue that I don't know how to fix. It's aggravating. I feel and know that I am easily replaceable. That's why I hold onto people so much.

[@millieemerald1152]

this is kinda dramatic but im insecure to the point where i literally cannot take off my mask at school unless im around a few specific friends

[@urmom.com6933]

it starts with alien blues so its a good playlist

[@Moonface9004]

Wonder egg priority 🥚💛 love you AI

[@user-rd8yc2du9k]

Love this

[@miuu-chan1439]

I hate it when ppl lie about ur looks and insecuretys like some friends tould me on a day that i look nice and beautiful but when i was on my way home there where ppl saying i look gross and smh like that or some old classmates of mine laugh at me because how i look and act :/. And like why cant anyone tell me what i should change so they could stop laughing at me or something like that…

[@snw4206]

I'm insecure due to my mother she told me I was never meant to be born she also said I was a disgusting pig, but I still loved her with all my heart because she was my mother. And I don't want to be happy about this, but she just died because she was an alcoholic and I'm kind of happy now because now she can't abuse me and make me insecure but still, I can't sleep at night. And I do feel bad for her death.

[@yara_aaaaaa]

first off if you were never meant to have been born then you wouldn’t have been born at all, you’re here and you have a purpose here. as for your mom, i’m happy she’s away from you now. but you’re not a “disgusting pig” at all and i hope you know that. i don’t even know you but regardless no one should say that to anyone who has done nothing wrong to them. i know you’re insecure but things will get better i promise, okay? i’m proud of you for fighting even during the hardest of times, keep living

[@okhi6485]

I’m a good person, why do I get builled, why do they tell me to kill myself, why do they call my fat, what did I ever do to deserve any of this, ive treated everyone I saw with KINDNESS why must you hurt me, pick on me, tell me to die, tell me I’m a fucking fat ass, what have I done wrong in this life I’m living.

[@emyconceitos]

minha playlist ta pedindo socorro ja, tadinha

[@abbydrummond5144]

I think I’m done, like I’m not good for my friend group and I don’t know how to leave because I’ll always be the most hated one there. I’ll always be the friend that’s kind of the “meh” one. Part of me literally just wants to leave my friend group and start over, i have my first therapy appt scheduled for the 14th so that’s at least good but I literally am this close to going off the deep end

[@queenie292]

I always have to listen to my friends problems when I try talk about mine they don’t listen so I bottle it up and when I get tired and break down they mock me it hurts so much I don’t even feel like want to be my friends I feel like they’re pitying me all the time they say hurtful things to me and I have to sit there and smile like an idiot there no one else to talk to someone please help me I can’t take it anymore

[@gabydamasceno5109]

1 aliens blues 2 cake 3 nobody 4 why not me 5 soape

[@jade1979]

why cant i just be pretty.

[@miguelhermosillo6840]

my friends like to comment on how I have the perfect body have I've told them before that it makes me unconvertable when they do that i hate it i love them, I don't want to stop being friends with them but i can't keep doing this

[@melmel5094]

My "friend" said she was scared of me because I was *makes wide gesture with her hands* "you know kinda big"

[@atachi]

yes yes im so insecure abt my lopsided face on back camera. and my almost whole body but i see myself normal on mirrors and cameras:) but not backcameras.:( but idrc i asked all my friends how i look and they all sayed how i look on mirrors and cameras:)

[@ibelieveyoudroppedyourbrai8354]

I really wish this was a POV cuz then I would just be listening to music but sadly it’s not I wish I could fix myself 🧿😕

[@larry2828]

Not insecure but the beat goes hard

[@Gothya.]

Talvez se eu fosse mais agradável, começando por minha personalidade. Talvez se eu não me abrisse tanto, talvez se eu não fosse tão irritante falando sobre coisas da minha vida que as pessoas não dao a mínima (como isso), talvez se eu tivesse melhores costumes e comportamento, talvez se eu fosse legal o suficiente para ter amigos que me chamariam para sair e me fazer rir e me sentir bem, talvez se minha aparência não fosse tão irritante, talvez se meus dentes fossem retos e não fossem separados, talvez se eu fosse mais clara, talvez se eu não me importasse tanto com essas coisas como estou me importando agora, talvez se eu agisse mais com a cabeça do que com o coração, talvez se eu fosse diferente de mim, talvez se.

[@Yoruu_mun]

It's not my fault, it's not my fault, it's not my fault and they still make me carry everything Why should I advise you? Why should I help you? I'm just a kid and still they forced me to grow up And still they make me feel responsible for it Still they make me take the blame Is not fair. Not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair. Is anything ever going to change? Can't I want things for myself? I would like to be pretty. I would like to be accepted. I would like to be nice. I would like to have someone. I would like to have things. I would like privacy. I would like silence. I wish it was at least my fault

[@sage6681]

ah, yes. me and my friend were excersizing bcz i wasn't the... fittest and we got into a arguement and he left saying, "your the one looking up workout things." and of course, my thighs are too big.