POV: you hate yourself {slowed sad playlist}

Non of theese songs in the video are mines and I’m giving credit to the owners of the songs in this video

[@silv3rp4ws_]

Timestamps >:)❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎ (START) ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 00:01 - 03:08 // The Perfect Girl - Mareux ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 03:09 - 06:20 // Nobody - Mitski ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 06:21 - 10:53 // Fourth of July - Sufijan Stevens ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 10:54 - 14:15 // Leni - Crystal Castles ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 14:16 - 17:32 // Not Allowed - TV Girl ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 17:33 - 20:51 // Can't Handle Change - Roar (END) Btw this is my 2nd time doing this so if I got anything wrong tell me, I'll edit it.❁ Hope it helps ^^

[@mymusic7512]

pinned

[@silv3rp4ws_]

@@mymusic7512 wow, ty, ive never got pinned before ^^

[@мандарин-н4и]

Leni- Crystal Castles

[@magmatalon4449]

The start time for not allowed is way off. Sorry i just had to point it out

[@silv3rp4ws_]

@@magmatalon4449 oh ok, ty ill edit it

[@TheArchonOfHugs]

Sometimes i wonder, if i just disappeared, would anyone miss me? Being told by others on the internet that you're perfect in your own ways feels nice because a random person actually thinks you're good enough. But if you think about it, those people dont even know how you act or look like. Would they act differently if they met you in real life? It begs the question, whether or not im good enough

[@sophielily1]

The meaning of your own life would probably miss you a lot. You'll never figure out what you're actually here for if you choose to let go of everything. It's not worth it. In the end, all living things were made to live and not to simply let their lives go because of their awful surroundings. People don't define you, what you've been through doesn't define you, you define yourself. You choose who you want to be and who you want to become. Change is a part of life, although it can be very scary, it's always worth trying something new rather than giving up before trying. I love you so much, don't give up, you deserve to be here with us ❤️ don't treat yourself as your enemy, treat yourself as your friend, always ❤️ you deserve to be here for yourself, you're here for a reason :)

[@ihopeyoudoingwell6906]

The fact that when I was 10 I was already getting so much pressure on myself, I wanted everything to be great, each time I got the answer wrong I felt like everyone will judge me for being dumb. I always called myself dumb or a pig but the most common word I used to describe myself was dumb and ugly. People were always saying I was the favorite student since I was the one who behaved well, so with other students. I did have friends just that I felt like I didn't deserve them. I always locked myself inside the restroom when I felt like crying. I really wanted to go back to preschool where everything was fun, when I didn't care what people thought about me. I couldn't believe, I changed from a happy person, to a sad person that pretends that they are feeling happy. I wanted everything to be almost perfect each time I did a wrong thing on it I would think negative stuff about my self. I thought if I tell my friends this, they will leave me and that they will bully me for it. I had so many trust issues that time later then my childhood dog died, it made stuff even worse I cried more than I did last year. I always told myself that stuff will get better but it just got worse, sometimes I cried myself to sleep. I always felt like everyone hated me including my sisters. I really wanted to be happy I wanted to smile, like back then. I'm really sorry that I had to go through that at a young age. Stuff got better now since I'm older, but I really feel bad for my younger self who had to go through all that pain by myself.

[@renkays0012]

I relate to this a lot. I also feel like people might judge me, because I'm not perfect. No one is. And I don't know how to comfort people. I don't know how your day has been. But I hope it was really awesome. You didn't deserve to go through any of that. I hope you're doing better 😁😁

[@JasmineP-qk6ob]

I just can’t love myself. It’s so hard. I find imperfections everywhere. Even on the days that I don’t feel like garbage, there’s always a voice in my head telling me that I’m worthless and undeserving of love.

[@renkays0012]

I think that whoever is controlling our little voices is just evil. The voice will always see something there. I can't really tell someone else it's not true when I always believe the voice too. But, even though you may not be perfect, you are beautiful. It may not seem like it, but you are. I hope you can believe it 😁

[@LucasPalmer-y5f]

agreed, with both of the comments

[@Nighttime670]

Hey don’t listen to those voices they are wrong you are worth a lot to many people I’m sure of it and you are very deserving of love

[@CloudyJijiPhobia]

Then some random person on the Internet says you're pretty but they haven't seen you, their words are so empty. All words are empty.

[@StXrs_luvsU]

You need a hug 🥺 Hugs**

[@amandageringer9571]

Too every person reading my comment: Some of u just wanna listen too sad audios and some of u just need music too cry ur eyes out bc ur going through a lot....But don't let this world break u ... ur special in every way... even if ur the person who's breaking others... ur going through a lot as well. Be strong,love urself,love others. This world may break u, but the world also has good plans for u, u can make a diffrence too this world in many ways. U can fix this world with goodness... Ur beautiful.. not broken . Many people love u. And I'll be praying for all of u. Believe in urself

[@ariadna-8397]

tysm!! I rlly appreciate that 🥰🤧❤❤❤

[@amandageringer9571]

@@ariadna-8397 np!

[@kaseychang9482]

ty bro i needed to hear this

[@CocoShaffer]

thanku, I really needed that ❤❤❤

[@cornwlia]

I don’t hate myself. This playlist makes me calm down, when I’m calm I can understand who I am, therefore being to love myself. you should too.

[@him_ishim]

same

[@lilymimi1114]

Every day I’m compared to both of my sisters. They’re always better at something. Today it was my weight. I’ve always been so self conscious about my weight and how my stomach looked since everyone around me is always wearing cropped shirts. I tried to stop eating. My parents don’t even give a shit. I don’t feel like there’s a point in my life anymore. I can’t cry anymore. I guess I used all my tears. I simply feel numb. I don’t feel like I deserve anything. It would be better off If I was gone. I just wreck things for others. I hate everything about myself. How my nose and ears are too big, how I always have acne on my chin, my stomach, everyone’s tells me I’m perfect the way I am, and how I’m lucky to be alive, but I wish I wasn’t

[@you_die_creatures]

To be honest, I am from Russia. But I could not think that foreign people would be so comfortable! Sometimes I feel better on the English side of KZbin than on the Russian side. Thank you very much for this!

[@__Creepy_]

Понимаю..

[@ВадимПоляков-т4ш]

Да внатуреб

[@ЛИЛУНТИК]

Понимаю тебя❤

[@MarilynMonroeFan-888]

Imm russian too

[@taytayruru]

I really love this playlist. When I listen to it I feel sad and good at the same time. thanks for this

[@dokumishiko7093]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) - Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))

[@Dazzlingroblox867]

You fricken made my day 😭

[@dokumishiko7093]

@@Dazzlingroblox867 Thats my Goal. Have a Great Day/Afternoon/ Night

[@Watermelonheart30]

It's been so long I didn't cry.. oh thank you for your sweet word and make me cry..

[@victoriasupplizi9812]

I really needed this you saved mmy day

[@gad8076]

so... i am the problem?

[@lavenderflower3134]

They bully you when: your fat your skinny your tall your short your ugly your pretty ect. what is wrong with humans this generation?

[@talia-wo2lq]

actually tho..

[@AnEdiotUwU]

Friendly reminder to the person reading this (Ik this is long): You are perfect the way you are, You might be having hard times now or just went through a hard time and you are starting to recover from hard times, Don't listen to others, Be yourself, You are your own person and I believe in you, I am proud you made it this far in life, Have a good day/afternoon/evening/night/midnight

[@naru127was]

I'm listening to this while I'm crying for my little kitten, Venom Gloves, well, I'll tell you about him, he died, devoured by large dogs (I had a cat called Venom Gloves, I loved him very much, once he went away for a week, I grew fond of him, but some months later my older brother told me everything I cried a lot to confirm the next day I asked my mom if what my older brother said was true and if it was I cried much more than the day before (a whole break)

[@K31_238]

I'm not very good at this but: I'm sorry for your loss it must have been very hard very you , I'm sure it's still hard for you right now. But you need to know that what you're feeling is okay , so give yourself time to mourn as much time as you need . Losing a pet is like losing a loved one , so please do acknowledge your feelings. Remember that ,when you feel comfortable , you should contact someone who knew your cat or even just someone who can lend an ear . I'm here if you need someone to talk to

[@giyutomioka5123]

This is so strange. Why can't I love myself like they love themselves?

[@Negan82682]

“Well, here's what's gonna happen. One day you're gonna wake up, eat your breakfast, brush your teeth, go about your business. And sooner or later, you're gonna realize you haven't thought about it. None of it. And that's the moment you realize you can forget. When you know that's possible, it all gets easier.” -kid named finger

[@NONES-mv7vw]

I feel like everyone hates themselves Its just that the group of people who thinks they don't are just lying to themselves and denying it, Avoiding the truth. but eventually it'll get to them. Its better to just be honest to yourself. You are the only one that will acompany you forever. The only one who won't dissapoint you. and.. yea :)

[@fandombonnie1156]

Have you ever become so invested in a show or video game where you relate to the characters and their world just seems so much better then reality that you start to forget what’s real and what’s not…

[@hazbe1n]

|| Timestamps || || START || || 00:01 - 3:08 || The Perfect Girl - Mareux || || 3:09 - 6:20 || Nobody - Mitski || || 6:21 - 10:53 || Fourth Of July - Sufijan Stevens || || 10:54 - 14:15 || Leni - Crystal Castles || || 14:16 - 17:32 || Not Allowed - TV Girl || || 17:33 - 20:51 || Can't Handle Change - Roar || || END || || Thank you For making this!

[@OpenedWardrobe]

A wise man once said “once you are down there is only up, yet is you are up, there’s only down”

[@senpaikaeswoo1393]

Its not just me that hates myself, it feels like everyone hates me, even my familly, boyfriend and best friend. There's so many things happening, i just wish i could sleep until this end of these bad days, or better, until the end of my life. I feel like no one wants me near, and when they "want", i just stay there listening bc no one lets me talk. I just hate it, sometimes its not just myself, i hate everything and i cant stand it anymore. Sorry for the little "vent" ig?

[@L3_NN2383]

I'm so sorry to hear that, theres no need to apologise for venting as it's absolutely okay to do that. Remember that nobody really hates you as you are an amazing person and nobody deserves to feel that way. I can personally relate to this bc I've experienced self-hate and overthinking. Just know that everything will be ok, just carry on being you 😊❤️

[@senpaikaeswoo1393]

@@L3_NN2383 thank you so much

[@L3_NN2383]

@@senpaikaeswoo1393 your welcome :))

[@marvelcans4959]

I'm Also Sorry For U And To Hear That. Carry On And Move ON!

[@marvelcans4959]

btw happy early halloween! 👻

[@marvelcans4959]

Do You Remember Those Old, Fun, Sweet Memories Of Ours? " I'd Asked Her, Having Very Sadly Tears In My Eyes. So While I Stood Their, Watching The Tombstone, I Thought About Her Warm Apperance, The Lovely Hugs She Had Gave Me, The Beautiful Way She Made Me Feel And The Birds & Butterflies. Which Surrounded Us When I Was With Her.. She Was My Savior From A Too Painful World.. She Made Me Joyful And Happy, No Other Person Could Make Me Feel Like This Again..., '' I'll Never Stop Loving You.. '' I Said To Her And At Her Old Tombstone, Crying Hardly And While My World Was Tearing Apart.. Braking.. And I Woundered If The Pain Would Ever Stop. Bevor A Thunderstorm Of Tears Would Rule Over Me.. And I Said My Last Goodbye. I Held My Flowers And Placed It On Her Tombstone. I Left The Graveyard Running While The Thunderstorm Of Tears Was Still Ruling Over Me. Why Did Cruel World Do This To Me? I Questioned Myself While I Was Running To Leave The Graveyard. I Stopped Running For A Momment To Fully Question Myself. I Looked Back At The Graveyard, Looking Back At Her Tombstone.. "I'll Always Miss You And Also Love You." Then I Looked Back Forward, Running back To My House And Leaving The Graveyard For Good.

[@AliceAndy]

Hey, I know you've seen this before a million times. And at this point you might even doubt it, but i promise its going to be okay. I don't know what your going through but i understand in some ways. I know its going to work out. Whether you have problems with your image, your family, your friends, or just finding and working on yourself. Its going to be okay. I understand depression and that my words by no chance will automatically fix what's going on, but i know that your strong. That your going to power through it. You've made it this far after all. Take a deep breath. You'll be alright. Your tough.

[@ghoulz.n.coffins]

he just wont care about me no matter how hard i try, i love him, i love my boyfriend so much but he just doesn't seem to even awknoledge me as his girlfriend. He doesn't even ask me if I'm okay anymore, he doesn't even try to mind how i feel and its sickening

[@AnimaTheDemon]

This isn’t a pov!! 😁

[@kyletc.2005]

im a stranger to you, you're a stranger to me, but i just want you to know, no matter lgbtq, black, white, young, old, short, tall, depressed, skinny, plus sized, etc, i just want to let you know.. keep scrolling... almost there.... a little more... a tiny bit more! and now, after your journey, im here to tell you, you're doing a great job. whatever your dealing with or going through, dont give up. you got this and if you dont have anyone elses support, you have mine :)

[@viiinn.]

dear whom ever might be reading this i have a message for you ⬇️ you are worth it!! keep being the most amazing you, you can ever be. go do new things, try new foods, spend time with the people you love. life is short so make the most out of it. and if someone says something rude to you, dont care about what they say. because YOU are being the best you, you can possibly be. and even though im just a stranger on the internet to you i love you for being who you are. keep being the most beautiful/handsome person ever and be the best you ever!!!! {another small message down here⬇️) make sure to drink lots of water and stay hydrated if you need to vent, just vent let it all out even though im a stranger just let it all out.

[@alex-fd7hq]

Thank you

[@viiinn.]

@@alex-fd7hq ofc

[@viiinn.]

@@CaseOhMuckbang awe yw, if u wanna vent ill listen

[@myriamgabriela2758]

This makes ppl feel better but to me I CANT. I can't ignore the words they say or the judges. I'm starting to have social anxiety and have the fear to talk to someone cuz they won't believe me and think I'm seeking attention. I feel like I wanna talk but I'm scared to lose anyone else because I'm annoying. why can't I just be perfect. why can't I be normal. WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

[@viiinn.]

@@myriamgabriela2758 being normal is weird. dont try to be like everyone else. be yourself be who you want to be.

[@THESSAADDNNEESSOOFFAASSUUNN]

Запомните…никто не полюбит вас если вы не полюбите себя первыми..и меня тоже никто не полюбит…

[@ivanamarkov9604]

to all the pepole that been saying like "you are perfect" "I think you are amazing" if they if they thought the same for themselves they wouldn't be here

[@AlterEgo2]

I wish i were the best for someone not just a second friend or the one that helps......

[@LuanaSigma]

Always know. Everyone loves you. Your never to young to have depression

[@furgy.]

i just started making myself sick. i know it’s not a big deal but it feels so good. i finally have control. i can pretend i’m eating

[@Cadetrat]

Just lost the girl that I love the Most 🤷‍♂️

[@CamilaMayen]

La vida es una obra teatral que no importa cuánto haya durado, sino lo bien que haya sido representada . Elige un trabajo que ames, y no tendrás que trabajar un solo día de tu vida . Nuestra mayor gloria no es no caer nunca, sino levantarnos cada vez que caemos .

[@honoka445]

I hate myself for being stubborn and not listening to the rules. I regretted everything I did at the end. :(

[@Wolfsta]

That's actually good, keep walking against the wind

[@jay-ki3wo]

I feel like I’m in the wrong life, like I suddenly woke up in the body of the person I hate and I just can’t escape no matter what I do. And the more I try, the more I ruin everything.

[@mushroom_855]

you are probably one of the most kind, caring beautiful souls ever. God created you like this for a reason. You are beautiful, millions wish to be you. You are made of millions of people who fell in love with each other. Just remember that. Just because you think you are ugly doesn't mean you are ugly. You are deserving of love. You deserve everything you don't need to be someone/something else to be 'pretty' you already are and I just hope you know that :)

[@katsuhira8387]

I want someone to really care about me, not hurt me and say it’s because they love me. Kind of like everyone else I’ve met

[@evelynmaksimov638]

Im loved by everyone. My family, class and friends (i am not popular). My crush likes me back and we’re close to dating. I have perfect grades, supportive parents and friends. But i feel stuck in this loop. Airplane mode. I feel like crying all the time, I don’t want to go the a therapist bc I’ll ruin my reputation with my parents, I secretly prefer being alone, i hurt myself, i pressure myself to do better, hoping for the best Instead i hate myself. So i am this playlist. I am sitting here writing my essay, the time ticking 2:31 am, the window is dark and everyone is asleep as i cry wanting to stop being the person i am today. I judge my body, looks and hair. I always need to have everything perfect and i end up breaking down.

[@renkays0012]

I think this almost describes me pretty perfectly as well. It's crazy how f'd up life is to the most random of us... The judging everything about yourself, and having the supportive people.. who will tell you that you're perfect but you just can't believe it. I feel you. You're not alone, I guess is what I'm trying to say.. I'm sorry, I'm really bad at this 😅 I hope you can eventually love yourself. Even if I'm just a random comment that you'll probably forget about in a day or so (if you even see this lol)... ❤

[@ruinumber1lover590]

I really like to her this types of playlist this the only thing that let me show my emotions and cry untill I fell ok again

[@borednekoguy]

my self hatred comes from the bullying and the fact I fuck everything up even tho my friends and family say I don't, I hate how I look, how I act and the bull shit I've done to the people I've loved, I've always blamed myself and have never really seen myself worthy of anything at all and I try to hide behind a mask of happiness around everyone else but every now and then it creeps out and shows itself funny how I vent in a yt comment section instead of someone else

[@arachnofish]

people like me, they think im cool. But I dont, thats the problem. My mom says im really cool, my friends say I am, i dont feel it though.

[@JasmineP-qk6ob]

I just find it really sad how I finally managed to make a friend but he’s about as messed up as me. So, here I am, telling him that he’s loved and shouldn’t leave this world when I would never tell myself the same. I have to be the positive and happy one for his sake.

[@Abdirasul_0016]

Im studying English for 7month(so that sorry for the mistakes) I lost my friend(female-friend) in the Ukraine because of her religion she stoped to talk with me at all,completely She was the first and single with him I can feel amazing and really happy, our day-night talking about everything ,and although we haven’t met in life (because you are in the Ukraine and I am from Kazakhstan) such people like you I will never meet,and yet I could not say that I have fallen in love with you,Thank you Anya I will never forget you

[@itzfranni]

9 months later, hope you are doing well💖

[@paingel_]

Istg I'm the worst person ever to be with. No wonder nobody wants me and when they do, I know damn well they're lying.

[@Serial_Designation_FS]

This. Is. The best playlist for me fr. I'm just laying in a cold bath rn and listening to this while wondering why am I so stupid to get an F in math today

[@Siren_side]

I hate my personality I try so hard to fix it and then one your annoying makes me crack my friend says I need to tuffen up and learn to ignore it. It’s so hard because usually the people calling me annoying are people I care about. I feel like I don’t deserve to be here but I failed and I’m going nowhere and I’m never good enough no matter how hard I try no matter how much I try and fix my personality…

[@sleeplessdemon3188]

I really appreciate this playlist because it helps me when I let myself indulge my dramatic ass. I like to say I hate myself as a joke or to make a joke, but normally I really mean it. Im so fucking impulsive and forgetful I cant ever remember to do anything right until its over. Then when im alone i'm left wishing I weren't so fucking useless and selfish. This playlists helps me center myself, so my point is I appreciate it 👍

[@omori-fan143]

It sucks when it isnt a pov anymore

[@MrAntiexistancerifle34157]

Omori. That game.... It was awful for me. My Brother had a car accident.... you can guess why it was awful. Once I spoiled the story for myself I litearly could not play it because it made me think what could have happened.

[@MikaylaJones-kl6tx]

i love music like this for some reason

[@Wrench5238]

I just want to talk about my problems to a good friend but the thing is i have no idea how, so I just leave it be and deal with it. And that’s the problem.

[@oblivion2508]

I hate my reflection. Well, not really reflection but every time I see someone about to take photos of me that don’t just have my face, I get hella stressed, and freak out. It’s so bad I don’t even wanna see myself in photos, when people take them I tell them not to show me. I just wanna be skinnier, and have that perfect body. I don’t really think I’m ugly, but in photos I am. I don’t know what it is, but I just am. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, and hate, oh and HATE seeing myself in videos/photos. I look like a fat slob, and idk why. I’ve been getting better, but it’s still bad. I wish people understood, and wouldn’t take random videos of me when I tell them not to. I’ve also been exhausted lately, sleeping WAY more than I should or usually do. I’ve been so tired it’s draining, I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, and sleep. I’m not depressed, but I’m just exhausted from everything , and so much to the point I’ve slept way more than I should and want to.

[@Stressed000]

I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (NOT MINE PLEASE PASS THIS COMMENT AROUND! THANK YOU!)

[@D1zzyfr0g_2]

this helps me bc I hate myself no one depends on me no one trusts me they don't allow me to do anything I make everything worse I just wanna kms I wanna end my suffering everyone says im annoying and I cant do anything right im emotionally abused they call me an attention seeker they tell me im fine no one trusts me to be around any people ive been used I have no one to vent to they ask me if im okay but turn around and make me not okay they don't comfort they think im weird they wished I wasn't there I feel like nobody and no one else but the people I meet online care........ sorry if its too much....

[@TayieesPrintHub-oj3qv]

Hope you read this.. To all people have lost their pets To all people have lost their loved ones To all people have lost their parents To all people have lost their grandparents To all people have lost their favourite pets To all people have lost their own children To all people have lost their own pets To all people have lost their own parents To all people have lost their own grandparents To all people have lost their emotions To all people have their anxiety To all people have being bullied To all people have being abused To all people have being unperfect To all people have being emotionless But... Don't forget. Is your weakness today Your strength tomorrow Your life will be perfect Your parents & grandparents will love you Don't cut yourself because your skin is not an paper to cut Don't be depressed Don't blame yourself Don't hit yourself Your loved ones will always believe in you Your memories will be always there Forget the past if you have an bad past or worst past Treat people with kindness Treat people with sweetness Treat yourself better Don't hate yourself Love yourself Love everyone Don't give up Keep your faith Also I'm proud of you for waking up I'm proud of you for fixing your bed I'm proud of you for praying to lord, god and jesus I'm proud of you for eating I'm proud of you for trying eat I'm proud of you for brushing your hair I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth I'm proud of you for drinking water I'm proud of you for being kind I'm proud of you for being sweet I'm proud of you for being care I'm proud of you for not being mean and rude I'm proud of you for not blaming yourself I'm proud of you for not hitting yourself I'm proud of you for not cutting yourself I'm proud of you for not framing yourself I'm proud of you for not giving up I'm proud of you for being here I'm proud of you for being there to yourself I'm proud of you for blinking I'm proud of you for defending yourself I'm proud of you for believing yourself I'm proud of you for listening I'm proud of you for listening to your grandparents, parents, teachers and siblings Even tho beautiful just the way you are You're the prettiest person You're not alone you have someone who is there for you You're the angel I know lord, god and jesus thinks you are good Its not your fault or anyone else Your eyes, your body, your hair, yourself its beautiful Don't be sad, be happy Even tho also... Money cannot buy happiness.

[@eliweinberg8791]

why am i like this. i deserve to feel pain. i deserve to be alone and i deserve to suffer.

[@idoughno3727]

Our all common issue is that for us hating everything about ourselfs is saved in our heads as always true example : 1 + 1 is always = 2 anyone else see it that way?

[@idoughno3727]

all those bad things are simply presived as true by ourselfs. While its subjektiv and it isnt always true that is an important thing we have to learn. (Talking is easier then doing)

[@idoughno3727]

In adition to my statement to anyone who sees it and would happen to have a little energie left to try: Our mind can be manipulated very easily by repeating something over and over again so I have an exercice you can try dear reader if you feel like it. Exercice: Tell yourself everyday in front of the mirror no matter if you believe it or not and tell yourself something possitiv. Repeat this everyday and you should notice changes in your mindset. I believe in you reader to help yourself ❤️

[@ran9444]

i came here to cry but ended up laughing bc the first song made me remember that zoolander meme 😭 thank you for including that song lol

[@Shivanshi_Sahu]

I Love Myself, U know Why?? I smile all the time hiding my true feeling and I feel like i am the only one who deserves all the worldly pain, Dont I love myself :DD

[@ep1lpwze]

i love all these songs

[@A_frog.]

🎶I wanna scream and shout and let it all out.🎶

[@Nerd1o.]

I hate myself for 2 reasons 1: i have an addiction to smt i shouldnt and when i say im gonna stop i never do,2: im so rude and bossy to my younger sister and its bc im jealous she got the parents i wish i had.

[@reptile9427]

When I see a thing that says “hate myself/yourself” I click for relatability. I’m too tired/lazy to write paragraphs on venting so imma just pop in here.

[@Userdrowsy]

I haven’t told anyone but the reason I always ask if my voice is annoying or if I’m being to loud is because of my insecurities. I always feel like becasue of my mistakes my only friends hate me. I don’t talk to my crush and try to avoid them because I’m so insecure. I don’t want them to see me, or look at me. Im so terribly insecure of how I look and act. Im coming to terms with my looks but every time my friends don’t answer me I feel like they hate me. I have crippling anxiety so that doesn’t help. Haha I wish I was comfortable with the people around me. I wanna be alone. This is exactly why. I don’t have to worry how I am. Im trying to change so that my parents can be proud of me and people will want to be my friends. If I was alone I wouldn’t have to worry about that. I woudlnt have to worry about my every love like I always do. I hate myself. The only way I can truly be alone is to kms. I won’t do it and I’m not mentally ill but I keep plummeting. I just want my mind to stop and to feel at peace. I don’t want anxiety attacks. I wanna float on warm water, hearing the slow ripples of the water and that’s all. To sit on a small island eating fruits, with a blanket and books. That’s all. Or tv but realistically books. Alone. I would go mad but that’s the closet thing I’d like to paradise other than heaven. I’d go mad with people either way, might as well be alone.

[@loving_erita]

i fucking hate myself. my math grade is a c, really close to a d, and my ela and science are b's. I'm only a middle schooler and i feel depressed, hopeless and angry at myself. i cant stop my tears im a fricking crybaby. my friends are crap and i really need better friends i nate how i look and how i act and my grades and my laziness i want to be better academic validation is my only source of sanity and now im losing it all. no one notices or maybe they just dont care but lets all cry together ik very few ppl will actually read this but if you did, i love you. you may or may not feel the same but im proud of how youve come. dont stop now

[@sunflower4500]

I'm so sick of myself, I can't do anything right. I even made my lover cry and made her distrust me. I hate this.

[@ichikaxx7229]

I wish my best friends are know how my feeling now.

[@Chloe-tz3kw]

I literally have no positive qualities. My friend is so pure and good I feel like nothing compared to her.

[@kheziadksiregar7493]

i want to know how do you can love your self couse i hate my self

[@lilmissloveless]

Lets take this slow it takes time to love yourself and thats okay! Tell me what's something you're okay with about yourself? Take your time no rush. What's something you like about yourself even if you like it even a tiny bit? If you can't think of any rn its okay! What's something you really like about yourself? It can be anything about you it doesn't matter^^ It might be hard but now tell me what do you love about yourself? Even the tiniest bit of love counts ❤ Hope you were able to atleast find something you admire about yourself and if its not rn im sure it'll come to you because i believe in you! Just so you know.. you are valid the emotion you're feeling is valid! Don’t let anybody tell you you're not and don’t listen to that one persons words because there are many people who find you very lovely and im one of them! 😊

[@AlicesDangerous]

I just try to make THEM happy but it never works and I think they will always hate me because nothing is perfect that I do so I just find it easier that I act like them but they find it rude even tho they did the same stuff to me

[@AllYouNeedIsVids]

And i just want to make my dream come true as a youtuber... almost at 10k i would be so happy.

[@kimzee9934]

i wish someone think im special i wish somone love me i wish i love myself i wish i wasnt born..

[@Midnightsubliminals]

I want to stop talking, I don't want to say anything anymore, I feel like a failure, I'm a failure, I always act on my impulsive thoughts, , I want to stop living, stop stop trying to do something useful And if you read this until the end, I love you, okay? Don't worry about me, the priority of this comment is you.

[@randomstuff-jb2ys]

Can’t love myself cause she’s taking all of it up

[@lisiasty2498]

Most people hate themselfs cuz of look I hate myself cuz of what have i done

[@nevaehcooley4074]

Love thisss thx for makin it🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@miHoLoverse]

my eyes hurt I've been playing doors for probably an hour I got to the library 2 times and died both of the times I'm just listening to music and this showed up what are you doing here? Oh, ok... have a nice day and make sure to take care of urself byeeee

[@KeyyVoidd]

I don't want to die.. I'm just sick of myself for making the past..

[@Jamie-hb3ry]

Hello my beautiful people of the internet!!! I have one thing to say... I love you so so so so very much words can't even describe how much I care about you even though we don't know each other I still love you with all my heart!!! Because you're so very special to me and to many others and if you feel like no one cares I will I always will. You can hurt me and punch me and smack me but I will always be there for you. You can vent to me and destroy me my life my everything but I will still make sure you're okay you can take my friends family break me down and I will still make sure that you get out of bed and that you eat and get outside because you're so very important and I will always be here for you and I know life is hard right now but you will get through this because I know you will because of how strong you are and I'm so very very very proud of you because you are so perfect and important and I love you I know I've already said it and I'll say it again and again I love you!!! I love your imperfections your scars your trauma your eyes I love you!!! And that will never change. Because you're so very lovable and sweet and so very perfect. And with that I hope you have a good night\day\evening\afternoon oh! One more thing before I go I love you!!!💖💖💖

[@Ash-x9m]

I don’t love you

[@eleebangbang]

Pov: the title is not a pov is a reality

[@blackdiavolo8383]

I am deku in real life.

[@helene2014]

I can't love who I am I just listen to things to make it feel better but it's like it's really impossible for me to love myself and so I started to go to the depression part getting really hard for me it's so hard for me to love myself for who I am

[@helene2014]

And since then I started to learn to feel pain but it's like I can't feel pain no more I can't feel pain but I feel sad I feel like to the depression that I still have myself a trying to find something that's really hard to hit myself with

[@zoukarlik]

This playlist is all my Life resumed in 20 minutes

[@jens3731]

ty for those song i realy hate myself

[@asummer_lover]

My everyday routine is dying and coming back to life.

[@Muddypawz-eek]

Hello to the people who need this I want to tell you you are beautiful and perfect if you want to vent you may I will read all the comments I love you.❤ muddypaws loves you❤

[@11anaaaa]

Why do i see only people that are happy and we are the only one that suffer in pain for the things we haven't done. But im sure i deserve all the pain im in. I sure do:))

[@asherispie]

Lately hae been literal shit. My bf made me look like a big joke with my ex friend. I quite litterally have no friends. I've felt so alone lately. It's been hard lately

[@officail_xxx]

POV: You wish that this was just a pov

[@sofiariooo]

он такой добрый и спокойный, волшебный, песня на 9 минуте мням

[@lynaebeam-o9x]

Me over here who just like depressing songs cause they are calm😶😶

[@maetrashfire1213]

I don't think that time of it getting better will ever come.. even if I'm hitting my 3rd year mark of sobriety.. It's not going to improve... I won't improve..

[@CoralineNeubauer-un6vb]

So I have autism and right before this my mom was trying to get my brother to talk about his feelings and he just stood there sielent and I've been they're before because that happens to me when I get overwhelmed with emotions then I go into an autistic meltdown, so my brother walks away and while my mom is sitting there processing what just happened she turns to me and says see that how I feel with you, and I already struggle with loving myself but this was the TIP OF THE FUCKING ICEBERG

[@CoralineNeubauer-un6vb]

Also sorry if that was like a mini vent I didn't mean too I'm trying to get out of that habit 😭

[@Lunitunes-l6z]

(TW: Sefl harm depression) I've always hated myself almost hanged myself 2 times cut my hair in class JUST for A Boy, and I'm going to a new school leaving my one and only best friend and I am over thinking too much, and my mom says I over think too much and told me to stop and my dad always tells me to act my age but I'm still learning life and i cut myself but i want to fucking end my life but im scared , im scared to end life but i want to end life but sometimes i think what will happen if i died will anyone one care? will my family care? who knows, but i-i feel like if I cry my parents will judge me and i can never let my feelings out and there locked up.

[@anam8or895]

I’m not getting slowly replaced…. I’ve been replaced the hole time…. But it wasn’t slowly It was immediately……

[@Wolfsta]

Thats heartbreaking..

[@tortoiseouo]

It wald help if I ask for help ... But that won't happen

[@bsd.chu.uyanakahara]

I don't hate myself, I hate who I used to be.

[@Star_and_Val]

[@rafaelmarieiojr2303]

My brother betrayed me today by telling my grandma how i got. Angry at my step dad when he came to my moms house BTW me and mg brother don't have the same mom but this is the best playlist thank you :)

[@Littlemanairsoft]

I’m a socially inept weirdo, the only friends I have are interested in similar stuff. I’m a dumbass, I have the IQ of 136 but I have zero common sense. I do stupid shit for no reason. I’m capable of turning friendships on their heads I can make friends fast but I can’t keep them. The only one that I have that I’ve had is like a carbon copy of myself. I have a mental illness not one that makes me super fucked up more of something that makes me awkward and impulsive also so forgetful, think of that one weird special ed kid. That’s me but toned down by 10. I’m super self conscious and afraid of how people view me. I’m not expecting praise, I’d much prefer you to just tell me how you feel in move on. I bottle it up and let it out at night like what I’m doing now. It’s not even anyone around me doing it, it’s mostly just my nature.

[@angelicaheng6220]

I try to love myself but I just can't do it. I find so many ppl do things better than me and I feel like all I do is just fuck everything up. I feel like I am the 'PROBELM' My parents shouldn't have given me a life in the first place if not I wouldn't have to suffer so much like this. But maybe it's no use bacuse I am already here. I hate verything about myself. I just hate every part of myself. Whenever I look at my body the past and hatered is there.

[@Thermelani]

❤you are beautiful ❤im sure

[@Gojo.is.loved.]

I don't even know what to type anymore

[@Wolfsta]

U gotta start acting ✊