POV: you hate yourself {slowed sad playlist}

[@silv3rp4ws_]

Timestamps >:)❁ཻུ۪۪⸙͎ (START) ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 00:01 - 03:08 // The Perfect Girl - Mareux ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 03:09 - 06:20 // Nobody - Mitski ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 06:21 - 10:53 // Fourth of July - Sufijan Stevens ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 10:54 - 14:15 // Leni - Crystal Castles ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 14:16 - 17:32 // Not Allowed - TV Girl ˖⸙̭❛◌*̥ 17:33 - 20:51 // Can't Handle Change - Roar (END) Btw this is my 2nd time doing this so if I got anything wrong tell me, I'll edit it.❁ Hope it helps ^^

[@mymusic7512]

pinned

[@silv3rp4ws_]

@@mymusic7512 wow, ty, ive never got pinned before ^^

[@мандарин-н4и]

Leni- Crystal Castles

[@magmatalon4449]

The start time for not allowed is way off. Sorry i just had to point it out

[@silv3rp4ws_]

@@magmatalon4449 oh ok, ty ill edit it

[@JasmineP-qk6ob]

I just can’t love myself. It’s so hard. I find imperfections everywhere. Even on the days that I don’t feel like garbage, there’s always a voice in my head telling me that I’m worthless and undeserving of love.

[@renkays0012]

I think that whoever is controlling our little voices is just evil. The voice will always see something there. I can't really tell someone else it's not true when I always believe the voice too. But, even though you may not be perfect, you are beautiful. It may not seem like it, but you are. I hope you can believe it 😁

[@LucasPalmer-y5f]

agreed, with both of the comments

[@Nighttime670]

Hey don’t listen to those voices they are wrong you are worth a lot to many people I’m sure of it and you are very deserving of love

[@TrashbagJiji]

Then some random person on the Internet says you're pretty but they haven't seen you, their words are so empty. All words are empty.

[@StXrs_luvsU]

You need a hug 🥺 Hugs**

[@athom5402]

I can't do this anymore. I hate myself so much and start to cry about it every night, because I try so fucking hard to be a better person but still I just can't and everything goes wrong and it repeats in a loop. I keep telling everyone that everything is fine but the truth is that I've never been so fucking miserable in all my entire life. My anxiety is so annoying, I hate my mind, my body and everything about me. I think everyone would be better if I just disappeared, and that's why I just keep getting distance of the ones I love, because I don't think I deserve anything good. I'll just treat them bad unintentionally because I can't handle myself, and I feel like no one will ever understand me because even at my therapist I feel so hopeless about my future. No, I don't want to die. But I don't want to live either. I just want to don't be myself anymore. I'm so sick of myself, so sick of my voice, my smile, my body, my humor, my jokes, my problems, everything. I just feel happy when I'm with my friend (that is also my crush), for a moment I forgot everything bad and just allow myself to have some distractions and happy moments. Maybe I love her, idk. Going to school is good just because of her. The only reason why I like to go there. Besides, I hate being home, because my mom always yell at me and says she's going to punch me if I raise my voice to her. Idk if someone will ever read this, but stay safe and take care.

[@xx-cl0wn-xx114]

holy shit, well make me the first. Dude are you like...okay now? if you need to talk still im always here... im sorry about all of that.

[@sandracastro2292]

I’m sorry to hear that, I know how you feel. I try so hard to change but deep down I’m hating myself so much cause in my mind I’m nothing but a mistake to the family. But I know is that god is the only one who loves me for me and I know that god loves you for you. I hope and wish you happiness and healing in your future

[@xx-cl0wn-xx114]

@@sandracastro2292 god loves everyone. No matter what, but you might disappoint your family, but you dont disappoint the people around you. You are loved by so many and appreciated by all. The world is cruel. Cruel to everyone. But you need to push through no matter what because in the end you will always be happy no matter what

[@R3b0rnwomp]

fr

[@Vains_rest]

i feel you

[@sofyyaxx9896]

I wish I could have a person who really cares and loves me, or do I just think everybody hates me, do they really? or it’s just me the only person who hates myself the most? well I can’t answer any of these, just don’t understand why I always care about every little thing about every person I don’t have to feel this for, so confusing

[@sofyyaxx9896]

the playlist is so good btw

[@ariadna-8397]

hey, I am rlly sorry to hear that, I was in a similar situation, I had fake friends, backstabbers and toxic ppl in my life, but since I exchanged school and started taking care of myself I am feeling so much better, just be a bit more confident, take care of yourself and maybe find a psycholog to talk to? I am sure there is someone out there who loves you, and if not out there than I will be the first one if you are ok with that, also things will get better, just be careful, ^^

[@sofyyaxx9896]

@@ariadna-8397 hii, I’m sorry to hear that you had something similar, cause I know how it’s hurtful, but glad you’re okay now :) I exchanged my school two years ago as well, that helped me a little bit, but not to make friends, just to change place, ppl still act like I’m not existing, I had I psychologist but, I wouldn’t trust her, I haven’t found one who I would really trust yet, anyway thank you for the support

[@ariadna-8397]

@@sofyyaxx9896 no problem really, I'm glad things are getting better for u, and thanks btw, the situation rlly affected me a lot but I'm, good now hopefully, glad ur ok ^ ^

[@kikimiller6359]

i know you domt know me and i dont know you but i care about you and your feelings i hope your okay dont be sad and i think everyone loves you in the world. Xx

[@TheArchonOfHugs]

Sometimes i wonder, if i just disappeared, would anyone miss me? Being told by others on the internet that you're perfect in your own ways feels nice because a random person actually thinks you're good enough. But if you think about it, those people dont even know how you act or look like. Would they act differently if they met you in real life? It begs the question, whether or not im good enough

[@sophielily1]

The meaning of your own life would probably miss you a lot. You'll never figure out what you're actually here for if you choose to let go of everything. It's not worth it. In the end, all living things were made to live and not to simply let their lives go because of their awful surroundings. People don't define you, what you've been through doesn't define you, you define yourself. You choose who you want to be and who you want to become. Change is a part of life, although it can be very scary, it's always worth trying something new rather than giving up before trying. I love you so much, don't give up, you deserve to be here with us ❤️ don't treat yourself as your enemy, treat yourself as your friend, always ❤️ you deserve to be here for yourself, you're here for a reason :)

[@Acuaticstream201]

I'm doing the same question for 4 years and all the time I think that I'm not enough for everyone, my parents, my uncles, my grandmother... And the most hilarious is that I never had a friend in all my life🥲🥲 and I see a lot of videos saying: I've a best friend, where's your best friend, and I think I never had a one person in my life that understands me, all thinks that I'm freak, and sometimes I think if I die tomorrow, who cries for me? And I never can answered that question, I try to act like everything is good but, the truth, I only want to all of this shit ends. I am 14 years old

[@Gachafloweroffical]

I would still love you even if i meet you in real life rember i belive in you and there many popole who do i was in this situation too i know how you feel but rember never give up

[@Witchabrewyt]

I would miss u and I don't even know you

[@littatertot6770]

you know you have good music taste when you know all the songs in the playlist >:)

[@patriciabotros1695]

or that you are mentally unstable

[@LvD4s]

Poyo

[@kenzkenz5149]

yes very much

[@lifeplayer40827]

I actually get a bit more worried than happy-

[@denis4639]

And if you don't...

[@ihopeyoudoingwell6906]

The fact that when I was 10 I was already getting so much pressure on myself, I wanted everything to be great, each time I got the answer wrong I felt like everyone will judge me for being dumb. I always called myself dumb or a pig but the most common word I used to describe myself was dumb and ugly. People were always saying I was the favorite student since I was the one who behaved well, so with other students. I did have friends just that I felt like I didn't deserve them. I always locked myself inside the restroom when I felt like crying. I really wanted to go back to preschool where everything was fun, when I didn't care what people thought about me. I couldn't believe, I changed from a happy person, to a sad person that pretends that they are feeling happy. I wanted everything to be almost perfect each time I did a wrong thing on it I would think negative stuff about my self. I thought if I tell my friends this, they will leave me and that they will bully me for it. I had so many trust issues that time later then my childhood dog died, it made stuff even worse I cried more than I did last year. I always told myself that stuff will get better but it just got worse, sometimes I cried myself to sleep. I always felt like everyone hated me including my sisters. I really wanted to be happy I wanted to smile, like back then. I'm really sorry that I had to go through that at a young age. Stuff got better now since I'm older, but I really feel bad for my younger self who had to go through all that pain by myself.

[@renkays0012]

I relate to this a lot. I also feel like people might judge me, because I'm not perfect. No one is. And I don't know how to comfort people. I don't know how your day has been. But I hope it was really awesome. You didn't deserve to go through any of that. I hope you're doing better 😁😁

[@denis4639]

Instead of herself/himself you said myself... that hits hard.

[@amandageringer9571]

Too every person reading my comment: Some of u just wanna listen too sad audios and some of u just need music too cry ur eyes out bc ur going through a lot....But don't let this world break u ... ur special in every way... even if ur the person who's breaking others... ur going through a lot as well. Be strong,love urself,love others. This world may break u, but the world also has good plans for u, u can make a diffrence too this world in many ways. U can fix this world with goodness... Ur beautiful.. not broken . Many people love u. And I'll be praying for all of u. Believe in urself

[@ariadna-8397]

tysm!! I rlly appreciate that 🥰🤧❤❤❤

[@amandageringer9571]

@@ariadna-8397 np!

[@kaseychang9482]

ty bro i needed to hear this

[@CocoShaffer]

thanku, I really needed that ❤❤❤

[@Sage_the_therian_on_paws]

Ty I know this is super late but I felt I needed to hear this today :)

[@fernleafking9224]

I feel like I deserve all the pain I'm in. I sure do LOVE myself. Don't I! 🥰

[@-_-Starman-_-]

Ugh, that feeling is the worst. Just feeling like you shouldn't cry because you think you deserve it, and someone out there has it worse? Or feeling like you can't have fun or do anything you enjoy anymore because you don't deserve it?

[@Saturn.gachaa]

You don’t deserve this. Nobody does, your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZbinrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator

[@tanbaxab]

​@@Saturn.gachaa ​ Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve

[@amitywaybright_fanytkanalm8103]

but I 😟😔dont love myself

[@fernleafking9224]

@@amitywaybright_fanytkanalm8103 me neither. Maybe one day 😞

[@taytayruru]

I really love this playlist. When I listen to it I feel sad and good at the same time. thanks for this

[@dokumishiko7093]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :) - Mila Martinees (not by me that’s the user of who wrote it just spreading awareness :))

[@Dazzlingroblox867]

You fricken made my day 😭

[@dokumishiko7093]

@@Dazzlingroblox867 Thats my Goal. Have a Great Day/Afternoon/ Night

[@Watermelonheart30]

It's been so long I didn't cry.. oh thank you for your sweet word and make me cry..

[@victoriasupplizi9812]

I really needed this you saved mmy day

[@gad8076]

so... i am the problem?

[@lilymimi1114]

Every day I’m compared to both of my sisters. They’re always better at something. Today it was my weight. I’ve always been so self conscious about my weight and how my stomach looked since everyone around me is always wearing cropped shirts. I tried to stop eating. My parents don’t even give a shit. I don’t feel like there’s a point in my life anymore. I can’t cry anymore. I guess I used all my tears. I simply feel numb. I don’t feel like I deserve anything. It would be better off If I was gone. I just wreck things for others. I hate everything about myself. How my nose and ears are too big, how I always have acne on my chin, my stomach, everyone’s tells me I’m perfect the way I am, and how I’m lucky to be alive, but I wish I wasn’t

[@your_local_crakhead]

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.

[@Silentknight89]

honestly, thank you. this made me cry, not in a bad way, well not really. i honestly just want to go poof out of existence because all i am is a waste of time and money. but, thank you. this helped me.

[@your_local_crakhead]

@@Silentknight89 No problem. Well, this comment can be copied and pasted if you want to spread some more kindness, and... don't worry, everything is going to be alright in some time. Hope everything bad in your life will be gone

[@pipermoore7496]

Thank you I was going through a hard time and this just made me smile. 😊

[@your_local_crakhead]

@@pipermoore7496 No problem! I hope your bad stuff in your life will be gone as soon as possible, even tho I can't realy do anything about the future. I just hope you will have a wonderful life :)

[@moongirl106.]

It's literally 1am here i'm in my bed awake and i got school thomorrow. Well who cares i'll anyways just stare out the window whole day. Yea i wish i had someone who'd care about me

[@konstantinatsela258]

it's 11:30 and I am laying on my bed crying again bc another person that I was so close with blocked me without saying anything..why? why again? what am I doing wrong? I am showing the love and affection..am I not enough? I am trying my best I swear.. why everyone leaves me..? Am I rl that annoying ? I just want to show how much I care ab some1...I swear I am trying but this is too much. Why me? I just want some1 to stay by my side and not actually use me.. am I asking for much? I just want to feel loved..

[@ariadna-8397]

^ , same goes here

[@_hello_4891]

my friend call me a freak and left even tho I gave them all my love and never was mean or rude to them

[@_hello_4891]

but also same here

[@NeptuneNemeses]

So f*cking relatable

[@who.tawemi]

I once left someone who I knew was really lonely and I was one of his only friends. That was almost a year ago and I still feel bad. I suppose it was just because I felt really pressured by him showing me affection and love.. I didn't feel like I deserved it. Maybe the person U talked about felt the same way

[@Maxoungaming]

to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tried to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind want to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence, and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story, not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s the night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s the day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s the evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you to a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year.

[@Lara-bf8zk]

solo tengo una pregunta cuanto te llevo escribir todo eso????

[@bens529]

Holy shit… I really needed this. You’ve brought me to tears. Everything you’ve said is so beautiful. And I hope you’re doing okay as well. Thank you.

[@nicholasfarrar8667]

Thank you a lot. I also really like the song you recommended me. I needed this. A lot of things you said actually apply to me unfortunately. Thanks for putting this here. You're a good person for doing this. Take care of yourself. Until tomorrow, right? Well. I genuinely appreciate this. Goodbye :)

[@Just.Bea16]

@@bens529 really, I cried..

[@LunarTheFrog]

thanks for this, i needed it, a true angel in disguise right here.

[@hazbe1n]

|| Timestamps || || START || || 00:01 - 3:08 || The Perfect Girl - Mareux || || 3:09 - 6:20 || Nobody - Mitski || || 6:21 - 10:53 || Fourth Of July - Sufijan Stevens || || 10:54 - 14:15 || Leni - Crystal Castles || || 14:16 - 17:32 || Not Allowed - TV Girl || || 17:33 - 20:51 || Can't Handle Change - Roar || || END || || Thank you For making this!

[@вероника_001]

"hmm... what is that playlist? ok, I'll give it a try!" *"The Perfect Girl" started playing, as soon as I turned on the video* "YOOOO, SLAY!!!! I'M STAYING HERE FOR 10 HOURS"

[@NONES-mv7vw]

I feel like everyone hates themselves Its just that the group of people who thinks they don't are just lying to themselves and denying it, Avoiding the truth. but eventually it'll get to them. Its better to just be honest to yourself. You are the only one that will acompany you forever. The only one who won't dissapoint you. and.. yea :)

[@kurxmi-xoxo]

Tysm, this is my new favorite playlist

[@mymusic7512]

Awwww thank you

[@Slayerofsaints]

This playlist made me cry but I had a feeling earlier of hands rubbing and touching me it's gone away once I started playing this. thank you

[@mymusic7512]

Sorry to hear that

[@naru127was]

I'm listening to this while I'm crying for my little kitten, Venom Gloves, well, I'll tell you about him, he died, devoured by large dogs (I had a cat called Venom Gloves, I loved him very much, once he went away for a week, I grew fond of him, but some months later my older brother told me everything I cried a lot to confirm the next day I asked my mom if what my older brother said was true and if it was I cried much more than the day before (a whole break)

[@K31_238]

I'm not very good at this but: I'm sorry for your loss it must have been very hard very you , I'm sure it's still hard for you right now. But you need to know that what you're feeling is okay , so give yourself time to mourn as much time as you need . Losing a pet is like losing a loved one , so please do acknowledge your feelings. Remember that ,when you feel comfortable , you should contact someone who knew your cat or even just someone who can lend an ear . I'm here if you need someone to talk to

[@saranotsarah-e8v]

whos here in 2024? and if your reading this please dont give up i still have hope in you :)

[@mygainge]

спасибо за плейлист, автор! конечно я ненавижу себя) я больше года находился в отношениях, где всегда был виноват. постоянно.. мой партнёр выставлял меня полным идиотом! он делал это специально, зная, что у меня проблемы с самооценкой. я рад что сейчас я один, но бросать меня вот так.. мне было больно.

[@asidyreal]

Часто трудные моменты надо просто пережить

[@paigegray7187]

I keep replaying this playlist. Amazing. These comments are very warm putting and help me work with myself with my surroundings.

[@senpaikaeswoo1393]

Its not just me that hates myself, it feels like everyone hates me, even my familly, boyfriend and best friend. There's so many things happening, i just wish i could sleep until this end of these bad days, or better, until the end of my life. I feel like no one wants me near, and when they "want", i just stay there listening bc no one lets me talk. I just hate it, sometimes its not just myself, i hate everything and i cant stand it anymore. Sorry for the little "vent" ig?

[@L3_NN2383]

I'm so sorry to hear that, theres no need to apologise for venting as it's absolutely okay to do that. Remember that nobody really hates you as you are an amazing person and nobody deserves to feel that way. I can personally relate to this bc I've experienced self-hate and overthinking. Just know that everything will be ok, just carry on being you 😊❤️

[@senpaikaeswoo1393]

@@L3_NN2383 thank you so much

[@L3_NN2383]

@@senpaikaeswoo1393 your welcome :))

[@marvelcans4959]

I'm Also Sorry For U And To Hear That. Carry On And Move ON!

[@marvelcans4959]

btw happy early halloween! 👻

[@marvelcans4959]

Do You Remember Those Old, Fun, Sweet Memories Of Ours? " I'd Asked Her, Having Very Sadly Tears In My Eyes. So While I Stood Their, Watching The Tombstone, I Thought About Her Warm Apperance, The Lovely Hugs She Had Gave Me, The Beautiful Way She Made Me Feel And The Birds & Butterflies. Which Surrounded Us When I Was With Her.. She Was My Savior From A Too Painful World.. She Made Me Joyful And Happy, No Other Person Could Make Me Feel Like This Again..., '' I'll Never Stop Loving You.. '' I Said To Her And At Her Old Tombstone, Crying Hardly And While My World Was Tearing Apart.. Braking.. And I Woundered If The Pain Would Ever Stop. Bevor A Thunderstorm Of Tears Would Rule Over Me.. And I Said My Last Goodbye. I Held My Flowers And Placed It On Her Tombstone. I Left The Graveyard Running While The Thunderstorm Of Tears Was Still Ruling Over Me. Why Did Cruel World Do This To Me? I Questioned Myself While I Was Running To Leave The Graveyard. I Stopped Running For A Momment To Fully Question Myself. I Looked Back At The Graveyard, Looking Back At Her Tombstone.. "I'll Always Miss You And Also Love You." Then I Looked Back Forward, Running back To My House And Leaving The Graveyard For Good.

[@cornwlia]

I don’t hate myself. This playlist makes me calm down, when I’m calm I can understand who I am, therefore being to love myself. you should too.

[@him_ishim]

same

[@you_die_creatures]

To be honest, I am from Russia. But I could not think that foreign people would be so comfortable! Sometimes I feel better on the English side of KZbin than on the Russian side. Thank you very much for this!

[@__Creepy_]

Понимаю..

[@ВадимПоляков-т4ш]

Да внатуреб

[@ЛИЛУНТИК]

Понимаю тебя❤

[@MarilynMonroeFan-888]

Imm russian too

[@tyghrc_]

tiny vent (tw: some gore-y descriptions) i just wanna isolate from this world for a year to take a break from everything and just do nothing inside my conscience because everything i have done. i HATE myself. i want to spill my guts out and crush and step on them so bad because of this hatred. i dont need my parents help instead i want someone to love me as much as i love this playlist. no, i dont want to, i NEED to. i NEED someone who'll take care of me when i cry or when im just feeling down. i NEED a person who has the same vibe as this part > 8:21 . and knows me like themselves. even now my parents dont know much about me. how do i know? she said it straight to my face. (im srry if its pretty random)

[@fiorix.1296]

I hope ur okay, We have the same problem, but I believe it is slightly different. I've been depressed since I was a child, and my parents always fought in front of me when I was in preschool. I realized I was depressed in elementary school, and I've been concealing my feelings for 9 years, hoping that someone would understand me.

[@tyghrc_]

@Max_ yeah sure :))

[@tyghrc_]

@Maxx :) nvm u have a boyfarts pfp

[@lavenderflower3134]

They bully you when: your fat your skinny your tall your short your ugly your pretty ect. what is wrong with humans this generation?

[@talia-wo2lq]

actually tho..

[@PaulinaZach1117]

It’s not just generation, it’s humanity

[@Stressed000]

I love your smile I love your laugh I love your personality I love your hair (or lack thereof) I love your insecurities I love your accomplishments I love your failures I love your eyes I love your beauty I love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) I love the way you dance I love you on your happy days I love you on your sad days I love you on the days you feel lonely I love you on the days you feel helpless I love you on the days you feel like no one cares I love you on the days you feel forgotten I love you on the days you feel unmotivated I love you on the days you feel loved I love you on the days you feel sick I love you on the days you feel motivated I love you on the days you feel depressed I love you on the days you feel stresses I love you on the days you feel crazy I love you on the days you feel hopeful I love you on the days you feel cuddly I love you on the days you feel clingy I love you on the days you feel amazing I love you on the days you feel beautiful I love you on the days you feel like a failure I love you on the days you feel angry I love you on the days you feel aggressive I love you on the days you feel horrible I love you on the days you feel safe I love you on the days you feel unsafe I love you on the days you feel vulnerable I love you on the days you feel weird I love you on the days you feel ok I love you when you're healthy I love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) I love your taste in music I love your taste in movies I love your taste in tv shows I love the way you move I love the way you act I love you when you cry I love you when you're kind I love you when you're mean I love you when you're alone I love you when you can't feel I love you when you feel too much I love you when you can't take life anymore I love you when you feel like it's too much I love you when you're asleep I love you when you have nightmares I love you when you have dreams I love how you believe I love you when you believe in yourself I love you when you don't believe in yourself I love you when you hate yourself I love you when you love yourself I love the way you think I love you problems I love your solutions I love how you support I love you when you're in pain I love you when you're hurt I love your promises I love your secrets I love your attitude I love you sass I love your creativity I love your voice (or lack thereof) I love you hand gestures I love your stories I love your wounds I love your scars I love your face I love your past I love your future I love your present I love your outfits I love your style I love your art I love your honesty I love you when you lie I love you when you're tired I love you when you're energetic I love how you look I love how you cook I love you when you're adventurous I love you when you're scared I love your imperfections I love your perfections I love you when you worry I love you when you talk (or communicate) I love your opinions I love you when you have a headache I love you when you have a stomach ache I love you when you help others I love you when you need help I love you when you're mature I love you when you're immature I love you in the hard times I love you in the easy times I love you when life is meh I love you when you're responsible I love you when you're irresponsible I love you when you fight I love you in your darkest moments I love you in your brightest moments I love your heart I love you in the day I love you in the night I love you at midnight I love you at 3 am I love you at all times I love you at your best I love you at your worst I love the little things you do I love all of you I love you when you're you I love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. (NOT MINE PLEASE PASS THIS COMMENT AROUND! THANK YOU!)

[@fandombonnie1156]

Have you ever become so invested in a show or video game where you relate to the characters and their world just seems so much better then reality that you start to forget what’s real and what’s not…

[@phantomfish1285]

listening to this while im sitting around waiting for the school bus is actually pretty nice

[@ashtonthatshortboy]

It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here

[@ivanamarkov9604]

to all the pepole that been saying like "you are perfect" "I think you are amazing" if they if they thought the same for themselves they wouldn't be here

[@strykore5662]

I’ve lost everyone one I loved because of me I’ve lost my motivation, happiness,emotions,even myself

[@Saturn.gachaa]

your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZbinrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator

[@strykore5662]

@@Saturn.gachaa I love you toooooooooooooooo

[@tanbaxab]

​@@Saturn.gachaa Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve

[@mushroom_855]

you are probably one of the most kind, caring beautiful souls ever. God created you like this for a reason. You are beautiful, millions wish to be you. You are made of millions of people who fell in love with each other. Just remember that. Just because you think you are ugly doesn't mean you are ugly. You are deserving of love. You deserve everything you don't need to be someone/something else to be 'pretty' you already are and I just hope you know that :)

[@ariadna-8397]

It's a very good playlist, keep up the good work ~ ^ ^

[@mymusic7512]

Thank you, I will

[@giyutomioka5123]

This is so strange. Why can't I love myself like they love themselves?

[@Negan82682]

“Well, here's what's gonna happen. One day you're gonna wake up, eat your breakfast, brush your teeth, go about your business. And sooner or later, you're gonna realize you haven't thought about it. None of it. And that's the moment you realize you can forget. When you know that's possible, it all gets easier.” -kid named finger

[@Shygirlko]

I wish I could've done something, been there, helped her, said something and now I can't do or say anything that will change that.. I hate myself for it, they made me do that "it wasn't your fault" but what if it was, "ew that's so gross" ok I'll try to change for you.. "I didnt ever care" oh.. Okay.. Why, why her, why me, why them.. Could I have even changed it a little?.. Nobody can change it, nobody can bring her back, no matter how hard I fight I'll never get her back. I wish it was me instead, I would give anything for her to be here right now.

[@SmallxMika]

i feel like i mess up everything.. i feel like i'm losing him.. i can't do this anymore

[@Sage_the_therian_on_paws]

Pls keep going I just lost someone I love bc she got a bf she’s my bestie im gay and shes not- i want it to be over to but I found one thing to live for: knowing I’ve made it this far and in 5 yrs im free im an adult i can do whatever i want and get away from life just wait maybe it will be better once you find out what your living for

[@Ying-YangChing-Chong-h3k]

I also hate myself it just feels like everyone hates me but they act like they like me but my best friends they make me happy I always forget about how I hate me I always fake smile and I hurt myself I always cry that no one hears me my real dad left my mom and he took money from her and left that day I was 3 years old I hate my dad now 11 years now he always talks about us when we are not calling him he always talks and says how bad we are and how noisy we are now I have a stepdad and my mom has changed she is happy but ik she is still heart broken she always shouts at us and then starts to cry I always comfort her but at school I always feel that everyone is looking at me and then they talk about me bad things and I always then distract myself with my best friends bc they make me really happy but inside me I’m hurt very bad it feels like my family is falling apart. I don’t think anyone is gonna read this but ty for reading this bc it makes me feel better

[@boohoo-ee7tf]

I listened and I understand because I feel that way too. I can't promise it'll go away but I can promise your not alone. Let's get through this together ❤️

[@lhingthem8037]

I hate the fact that I am hurting , giving pressure to other people with my anger issue and my mental health I HATE MYSELF CAUSE I CANT BE PERFECT FOR EVERYONE THAT I LOVE🙁

[@AlterEgo2]

I wish i were the best for someone not just a second friend or the one that helps......

[@AmeratsuSkies]

i just wanna take a break from school :( ty for making this playlist

[@ok-px1lb]

Bro HOW DID YOU KNOW I HATE MY SELF!!?? Btw..the best playlist i love ittt :D💓💓

[@ArrasuChan]

Funny people keep asking why do you? but don't know the demons you have to face when your alone in your room letting the thoughts take you over.. This is def the playlist for that.

[@Ricardoelpr356]

I'm so out of reality I don't even know if I hate myself, maybe yes maybe no, I don't even know anymore

[@Hdhdjjf]

I love myself, but this playlist is beautiful, especially at night❤️(I hope I wrote it right)

[@Luve1y]

how please tell me your method.

[@ep1lpwze]

i love all these songs

[@omori-fan143]

It sucks when it isnt a pov anymore

[@MrAntiexistancerifle34157]

Omori. That game.... It was awful for me. My Brother had a car accident.... you can guess why it was awful. Once I spoiled the story for myself I litearly could not play it because it made me think what could have happened.

[@oblivion2508]

I hate my reflection. Well, not really reflection but every time I see someone about to take photos of me that don’t just have my face, I get hella stressed, and freak out. It’s so bad I don’t even wanna see myself in photos, when people take them I tell them not to show me. I just wanna be skinnier, and have that perfect body. I don’t really think I’m ugly, but in photos I am. I don’t know what it is, but I just am. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, and hate, oh and HATE seeing myself in videos/photos. I look like a fat slob, and idk why. I’ve been getting better, but it’s still bad. I wish people understood, and wouldn’t take random videos of me when I tell them not to. I’ve also been exhausted lately, sleeping WAY more than I should or usually do. I’ve been so tired it’s draining, I just wanna sleep, sleep, sleep, and sleep. I’m not depressed, but I’m just exhausted from everything , and so much to the point I’ve slept way more than I should and want to.

[@Broly_Convins]

THIS IS WILL DO FINE TO MY COLLECTION

[@Boo6-l9u]

Love this playlist ❤

[@Yeynownobodyee]

I really feel drained and tired, i lost all my motivation to do anything. I feel like nothing matters. Every single day i would sleep up late i don't know why. I wasn't always like this. I used to be so happy and everything felt complete. Everyday i go to school, tired and sleepy. My mom yelled at me because i didn't iron my clothes and I always got to go to school late, i know it's my fault. But they don't understand how tired i am, this is the first time ive ever felt like this. I always havr no one to vent to, i always write them all in my book or keep them in my thoughts, even if i really wanted to talk to someone , but I can't because i know they have other problems to take care of of, i don't want them to worry about me too much then their problems or health. I have this last exam coming in after these 2 weeks, I'm so scared. I need to study but i just can't, why am i so lazy? I hate the fact that I'm really lazy. Only if i didnt sleep too late , this wouldnt happen, i suddenly feel no other connections with my close friends. I don't socialize much but i always used to, everyday after getting yelled at because i didn't finish doing my chores from the yesterday, its probably because im so drained, can i just please atleast not school and dont do chores for one day so i could rest and calm my mind atleast, that'll help. I tried praying, crying and everything, but it still didn't fix me. I cry in the bathroom school, then i try to wipe it off cuz the bell school rings and i have to hide them cuz i dont them to see the very happy energetic person like this.

[@Yeynownobodyee]

i feel so alone. Really. No one undertands me they thought I was faking everything, i usually get headaches and stomach aches at school but i got forced to go to school for my future, but i dont even have one, I'm in 6th grade, in brunei.

[@kezuro_450]

I'm gonna vent a bit here so if you're not interested please just don't read it. Life lately has been going kinda okay for me, but recently i just lost my best friend of 8 years, pretty sure she might've replaced me with someone else cause that's what i've been seeing, i mean i wouldn't blame her for it. We can't even talk or hang out anymore cause she's way more busy now, well that's what she claimed atleast and i absolutely believe her. I'm glad she's got tons of friends now but i'm, kind of upset in a way..?? cause i know for a fact i've been replaced within' only the span of a few days of them knowing each other, it just makes me feel sad i guess, i can't tell if she's avoiding me cause she no longer finds me fun to be around with or i'm just boring. Did i do something wrong? what did i do wrong for her to just leave me like that? Am i in the wrong? I trusted her, i really did and only her. I probably could never trust anyone ever again after what just happened, especially with an 8 year friendship. Sure we've been through some tough stuff, but we were surely put back together afterwards but.. eversince i've liked that one guy she just distanced herself from me but when i dislike a guy she likes, i never do that.. i know he did a lot of wrong stuff but he was so ready to change just for the sake of me and her friendship. it feels so unfair, is it unfair? i don't know. Now that i've lost her and my one and only other friend due to her crush liking me and she thinks it's my fault all of the sudden, i'm all alone. It sucks, i hate being alone so much, my thoughts are just eating me up now. I simply just want someone to ask how has my day been and i'd just tell them alll about it, someone who wouldn't be annoyed or tired or bored of me or maybe someone i could trust. I think i just need a friend who i would always be there for them and they would return the same favor rather than it just being me doing it, cause it now just feels like i'm just there whenever someone needs help, advice, comfort etc. I don't think life is going okay for me, but i still am staying positive as ever, cause all i can do is wish and hope for it to come true.

[@Medical_improfessionals]

A wise man once said “once you are down there is only up, yet is you are up, there’s only down”

[@くせセシきて]

"Stop crying" "Why are you eating all the food?" "Can you stop?" "You’re annoying." "Hush for a moment, I have a headache by you." "You’re racist.” "Why aren’t you eating?" "Listen to me" "When do you ever stop talking?" "You’re so fat" "Can you lose weight?" "You’re such a nerd" "And they say you’re depressed..” "You’re the worst son.” "Wipe your tears and go to school." "Crybaby" "You’re so weird" Came out of my own parents mouth.

[@Z0MB00lol]

The fact that I’ve been told all these by my friends is funny :3

[@AliceAndy]

Hey, I know you've seen this before a million times. And at this point you might even doubt it, but i promise its going to be okay. I don't know what your going through but i understand in some ways. I know its going to work out. Whether you have problems with your image, your family, your friends, or just finding and working on yourself. Its going to be okay. I understand depression and that my words by no chance will automatically fix what's going on, but i know that your strong. That your going to power through it. You've made it this far after all. Take a deep breath. You'll be alright. Your tough.

[@Koocherry870]

I HATE myself, and the worst part is i don't even try to be a better person, and i really do hate myself even more for that

[@sylverize]

Felt that. I just dig this mental pit I can’t get out of. It seems to daunting to even try

[@eliweinberg8791]

why am i like this. i deserve to feel pain. i deserve to be alone and i deserve to suffer.

[@idoughno3727]

Our all common issue is that for us hating everything about ourselfs is saved in our heads as always true example : 1 + 1 is always = 2 anyone else see it that way?

[@idoughno3727]

all those bad things are simply presived as true by ourselfs. While its subjektiv and it isnt always true that is an important thing we have to learn. (Talking is easier then doing)

[@idoughno3727]

In adition to my statement to anyone who sees it and would happen to have a little energie left to try: Our mind can be manipulated very easily by repeating something over and over again so I have an exercice you can try dear reader if you feel like it. Exercice: Tell yourself everyday in front of the mirror no matter if you believe it or not and tell yourself something possitiv. Repeat this everyday and you should notice changes in your mindset. I believe in you reader to help yourself ❤️

[@ruinumber1lover590]

I really like to her this types of playlist this the only thing that let me show my emotions and cry untill I fell ok again

[@CamilaMayen]

La vida es una obra teatral que no importa cuánto haya durado, sino lo bien que haya sido representada . Elige un trabajo que ames, y no tendrás que trabajar un solo día de tu vida . Nuestra mayor gloria no es no caer nunca, sino levantarnos cada vez que caemos .

[@chocolatemilk2598]

It took me more than 5 years to figure out i actually hate myself without realize it I got way too used to it and I got way too used to not seeing myself in the mirror cannot recognizing or seeing myself and I still can't but to ever who reads this just know you're not alone and things will get better and hanging there that's what I'm telling myself as well

[@Saturn.gachaa]

I’m really sorry. It’s hard.. just know your loved. I love you, sorry if that came out weird hah, I do tho. I hope you have a good time. Drink some water, eat a snack, read a book, watch your favorite KZbinrs or twitch streamers. Play games, talk to real friends. Listen to music, please do something that makes you happy. But don’t end your life. I know life is hard and you don’t want to take this anymore probably but please, whatever you do, don’t harm yourself or anyone! oh wait, I’m sorry but you dropped this! 👑, take care. - a content creator

[@tanbaxab]

@@Saturn.gachaa Hay something for you 👑💐🌹💝 that you deserve

[@na-qs2bc]

I love music it makes me feel better :>

[@kiarinoue]

For everyone who's sad rn, please, hang in there, stranger. It gonna end one day,there is a end at everything , trust-me. Be patient , maybe find your religion , passions , do what you like and know that whatever it is,you don't waste your time doing it. We live once , try to smile more,to spend less time on social media, keep your reals homies by your side, trust God and His plans if you're religious..but please, keep TRYING, keep searching inspirations.Don't wait life to end or time to pass .You decide what you are , your actual life is the choices YOU did ; you choose to listen to "sad" music , but instead you can listen to your favorite song or instead of crying at it you can smile like you never smile? Maybe a friend ghosted you but instead of saying "what is wrong with me" say what is wrong with THEM for leaving such a good person like me?So choose well, stranger , I hope the best for you. Love

[@TayieesPrintHub-oj3qv]

Hope you read this.. To all people have lost their pets To all people have lost their loved ones To all people have lost their parents To all people have lost their grandparents To all people have lost their favourite pets To all people have lost their own children To all people have lost their own pets To all people have lost their own parents To all people have lost their own grandparents To all people have lost their emotions To all people have their anxiety To all people have being bullied To all people have being abused To all people have being unperfect To all people have being emotionless But... Don't forget. Is your weakness today Your strength tomorrow Your life will be perfect Your parents & grandparents will love you Don't cut yourself because your skin is not an paper to cut Don't be depressed Don't blame yourself Don't hit yourself Your loved ones will always believe in you Your memories will be always there Forget the past if you have an bad past or worst past Treat people with kindness Treat people with sweetness Treat yourself better Don't hate yourself Love yourself Love everyone Don't give up Keep your faith Also I'm proud of you for waking up I'm proud of you for fixing your bed I'm proud of you for praying to lord, god and jesus I'm proud of you for eating I'm proud of you for trying eat I'm proud of you for brushing your hair I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth I'm proud of you for drinking water I'm proud of you for being kind I'm proud of you for being sweet I'm proud of you for being care I'm proud of you for not being mean and rude I'm proud of you for not blaming yourself I'm proud of you for not hitting yourself I'm proud of you for not cutting yourself I'm proud of you for not framing yourself I'm proud of you for not giving up I'm proud of you for being here I'm proud of you for being there to yourself I'm proud of you for blinking I'm proud of you for defending yourself I'm proud of you for believing yourself I'm proud of you for listening I'm proud of you for listening to your grandparents, parents, teachers and siblings Even tho beautiful just the way you are You're the prettiest person You're not alone you have someone who is there for you You're the angel I know lord, god and jesus thinks you are good Its not your fault or anyone else Your eyes, your body, your hair, yourself its beautiful Don't be sad, be happy Even tho also... Money cannot buy happiness.

[@Its_Brommy]

iv hated myself for how i act how i look how i think since i was 2 years old (im 15 now) i hated myself for so long i thought it was normal and that everyone hated themself untile a few years ago

[@Nerd1o.]

I hate myself for 2 reasons 1: i have an addiction to smt i shouldnt and when i say im gonna stop i never do,2: im so rude and bossy to my younger sister and its bc im jealous she got the parents i wish i had.

[@xX-24-Xx]

For anyone who needs it I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you

[@ghoulz.n.coffins]

he just wont care about me no matter how hard i try, i love him, i love my boyfriend so much but he just doesn't seem to even awknoledge me as his girlfriend. He doesn't even ask me if I'm okay anymore, he doesn't even try to mind how i feel and its sickening

[@THESSAADDNNEESSOOFFAASSUUNN]

Запомните…никто не полюбит вас если вы не полюбите себя первыми..и меня тоже никто не полюбит…

[@13Maria.Cortez13]

Hey, don't hate yourself. Hey, love yourself because you are awesome n amazing.

[@MikaylaJones-kl6tx]

i love music like this for some reason

[@Ayome_yokumedrawings1234]

Psalm 139:13-16 " You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous-how well I know it. You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. "

[@IfoundKianax]

i hate myself so much, i pretend to be confident but im not. i just wanna be like the confident girls that get cheered on as they walk.

[@sevypaul502]

This makes me feel about the time I realized my childhood was over. Over too quickly :’)

[@LordAK-47thefourth]

thank you for makeing this it helped me not hate my self

[@viiinn.]

dear whom ever might be reading this i have a message for you ⬇️ you are worth it!! keep being the most amazing you, you can ever be. go do new things, try new foods, spend time with the people you love. life is short so make the most out of it. and if someone says something rude to you, dont care about what they say. because YOU are being the best you, you can possibly be. and even though im just a stranger on the internet to you i love you for being who you are. keep being the most beautiful/handsome person ever and be the best you ever!!!! {another small message down here⬇️) make sure to drink lots of water and stay hydrated if you need to vent, just vent let it all out even though im a stranger just let it all out.

[@alex-fd7hq]

Thank you

[@viiinn.]

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[@viiinn.]

@@CaseOhMuckbang awe yw, if u wanna vent ill listen

[@myriamgabriela2758]

This makes ppl feel better but to me I CANT. I can't ignore the words they say or the judges. I'm starting to have social anxiety and have the fear to talk to someone cuz they won't believe me and think I'm seeking attention. I feel like I wanna talk but I'm scared to lose anyone else because I'm annoying. why can't I just be perfect. why can't I be normal. WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

[@viiinn.]

@@myriamgabriela2758 being normal is weird. dont try to be like everyone else. be yourself be who you want to be.

[@beefymcbeefn2374]

6:21 I want to cry. I want to scream and cry. I want to cry so hard that I throw up all over myself. I want to cry so hard that I fall down onto my pillow. I want to be hugged so tightly and be told “it’s going to be okay, you’re going to be okay

[@nevaehcooley4074]

Love thisss thx for makin it🥺🥺🥺🥺

[@amberstokes1864]

its really hard right now to keep going on

[@Cryingallnight001]

This made me almost cry in school🙁

[@lisiasty2498]

Most people hate themselfs cuz of look I hate myself cuz of what have i done

[@AnimaTheDemon]

This isn’t a pov!! 😁

[@facundocolazo6959]

Que buenos temas, ahora los estoy usando para estudiar, siempre que veo estos tipos de playlist leo los comentarios, no se porque de alguna forma leer gente depresiva me pone positivo, la última canción fue excelente 🤤

[@Itsyourgurlaries]

hey why do you hate your self we all are perfect just dont try h@ng!ng your self or any other $ui$!de stufff just live your life you only live once

[@Cadetrat]

Just lost the girl that I love the Most 🤷‍♂️

[@exist_mistake]

Today’s my birthday and I fell so pathetic without any reason. Amazing

[@Koocherry870]

I know that I deserve much WORSE than this for all the things that I've done, and it's fine .It's great if i go through that.i totally deserve that 🙂

[@Abdirasul_0016]

Im studying English for 7month(so that sorry for the mistakes) I lost my friend(female-friend) in the Ukraine because of her religion she stoped to talk with me at all,completely She was the first and single with him I can feel amazing and really happy, our day-night talking about everything ,and although we haven’t met in life (because you are in the Ukraine and I am from Kazakhstan) such people like you I will never meet,and yet I could not say that I have fallen in love with you,Thank you Anya I will never forget you

[@itzfranni]

9 months later, hope you are doing well💖

[@amitywaybright_fanytkanalm8103]

these are my favorite songs

[@KoraMoi]

I hate myself so much, my anger just lashes out and I can't control it, I fucking disgust myself, I hate how I get so mad

[@evelynmaksimov638]

Im loved by everyone. My family, class and friends (i am not popular). My crush likes me back and we’re close to dating. I have perfect grades, supportive parents and friends. But i feel stuck in this loop. Airplane mode. I feel like crying all the time, I don’t want to go the a therapist bc I’ll ruin my reputation with my parents, I secretly prefer being alone, i hurt myself, i pressure myself to do better, hoping for the best Instead i hate myself. So i am this playlist. I am sitting here writing my essay, the time ticking 2:31 am, the window is dark and everyone is asleep as i cry wanting to stop being the person i am today. I judge my body, looks and hair. I always need to have everything perfect and i end up breaking down.

[@renkays0012]

I think this almost describes me pretty perfectly as well. It's crazy how f'd up life is to the most random of us... The judging everything about yourself, and having the supportive people.. who will tell you that you're perfect but you just can't believe it. I feel you. You're not alone, I guess is what I'm trying to say.. I'm sorry, I'm really bad at this 😅 I hope you can eventually love yourself. Even if I'm just a random comment that you'll probably forget about in a day or so (if you even see this lol)... ❤

[@e.k5810]

I love when my friends make fun of my panickattack’s….):

[@addventer3038]

Those people don't really sound like your friends, I don't know you very well but I wish you the best even in the hardest of times 😃

[@honoka445]

I hate myself for being stubborn and not listening to the rules. I regretted everything I did at the end. :(

[@Wolfsta]

That's actually good, keep walking against the wind

[@Ghostie_2]

I’m so ugly. I’ve always known it. Never have I ever liked myself. I hate myself. I hate everything. I hate my hair, I hate my eyes, I HATE MY NOSE I HATE EVERYTHING. I wanna look good. I wanna be perfect. I wanna be pretty. Why can’t I just look better? Why can’t I be better? Please God just let me be better. I wanna look pretty to. I wanna feel good in my skin. I wanna be confident. I wanna go out and get compliments. I wanna look in the mirror and say no comments. I wanna meet my eyes in the mirror. I wanna smile in the mirror which saying “why was I born?” I wanna be better. I wanna look better. I truly hate myself. And I don’t think I’ll ever get those wishes.

[@katsuhira8387]

I want someone to really care about me, not hurt me and say it’s because they love me. Kind of like everyone else I’ve met

[@N3V4N._.]

don't you just hate it when you really really want to commit suicide but you know that you have a sister, bff, best friend, and another best friend that depend on you? Because you really want to but you know that's just gonna shatter their heart. Its hard.. isn't it..? I really wish i could learn how to love myself and be happy, but it's hard..

[@JasmineP-qk6ob]

Same. A part of me wishes to not break their hearts. But the other part wants to commit to show them how much they affected me.

[@Star_and_Val]