POWERFUL FR, RESPECT | "Church" - Tom MacDonald & Brandon Hart ft. Nova Rockafeller

[@madamred2061]

"I pray on my way to the liquor store, that they lock the door".... 12 years sober, and I feel every drop of this. Cried like a baby when he said "I don't believe anybody would miss me," I've felt that so many times in my life... it was a sledgehammer to the soul. #HOG4LIFE

[@starnmystique]

Going on 3 yrs and the line you mentioned and "I'll lay in my grave, if the whiskey pours like it did before, I'm scared, I send out a prayer"..... man.... gut wrenching. When I've spoken at meetings & shared my story I ALWAYS say early on how I will die if I relapse.... no question. I will die. And it scares me. Thank God I'm in a very stable healthy place but I never take my sobriety for granted. Congrats yo your sobriety. God bless

[@km8619]

I'm trying to stop right now and I thought it was easy, little did I know that this is the worst thing I've ever done to myself and I still can't stop. The most horrible thing is I know that I'm killing myself. Thank you for letting me know I have a chance.

[@roxyviola3310]

12 years That is amazing! I felt that same line in the song I also have felt that many times. I’m 6 years clean.

[@call4906]

almost 2 years clean off the H and man does it feel good. this song had me crying like a baby

[@Alaskabuilt_]

@@km8619 stay strong my friend. You can do it. God gave you the will power and strength to fight. You just have to chose to fight those demons. Keep fighting my friends. Never give up. Never!

[@nurselorie2271]

It should be on the radio playing now !

[@brotherbreeze8351]

Right! #HOGFAM

[@quillianvalk]

Nurselorie, it should be but they are too busy playing songs to keep people addicted

[@ordinarybear7037]

Cathartic GENIUS !! A Dark day can be lightened by a smile or kind word. Real ones find others build legends, we all have to be some what compassionate in the matrix realm we see here. regards all

[@janinemcmillan331]

I’ve watched pastors reacting to this and that are using the message to inspire. Tom isn’t a rapper, though he can rap like fire, he’s an artist who’s music reaches so many, and his openness makes it easy to relate when you have dealt with the same. This tune brings me to tears, as does the rest of his ‘feels’ music. He makes me laugh with his satire, and I feel the power when he raps. Great reaction 👍🏻👍🏻 HOG4LIFE ❤️

[@kylepirigyi9347]

I sometimes say Tom isn't a rapper. He is a warrior poet and combat entertainer too LIT to be a pro wrestler, and too "deadly" to be a battle rapper. Also, Nova is Queen

[@royceanne7986]

This is why I rock with you. You give more than a reaction. Your breakdowns are insightful and thoughtful. We appreciate you! #HangOverGang. Get some rest.

[@brotherbreeze8351]

Amen. J got unique take on things. He's go that quiet cool POV. Kinda like Miles Davis.

[@andya688]

Each one becomes the new favorite, I stopped trying. They are all unique and my favorite in their own way. Spreading truth love and saving lives. #hangovergang God Bless

[@heatherll6810]

I’m a ride or die Tom fan and this is my absolute favorite song to date. Tom is just the truth! The hook is beautiful and the raw honesty in this song is helping people all over the world. Tom🙏🏼HOG4EVER ❤️

[@rogeryoung9691]

I've been #HangOverGang since the first line of the first Tom song I ever heard but the more I listen to all the old stuff that's what made me ride or die tom fan his music is amazing and needed!!

[@melissawinstead8848]

I think the pain in Novas face when she is singing says so much then when Tom said "I dont believe anyone would miss me">>>I LOST IT!! Yes-I cried like a baby & I don't care- I said it! Lol

[@madamred2061]

Same.

[@H8tfulJay]

Nothin wrong with a few tears at all. Its healthy

[@melissawinstead8848]

@@H8tfulJay ❤

[@reneeterra9863]

Notice when he is reading the Bible it shows his tattoo FEAR on his fingers! This song is so impactful! This song is amazing and so are your reactions! ❤️HOG 4EVER❤️🤘🏼

[@madamred2061]

If you want another "in your feels" track, check out Angels. Tom dropped it on Christmas Day. It was written, recorded and uploaded to be a "free" song for anyone who bought merch from him on Black Friday. He decided that since so many of the HOG battled depression on a good day, he wanted to give us something for Christmas because so many of us are without family during the holidays, even in a good year, which 2020 wasn't, thanks to the Rona. Suicide typically spikes during the holidays. It's a beautiful message. #HOG4LIFE

[@pjpony1234]

I know you wrote this a month ago, but I had to respond to your comment. I struggled for 10 years trying to save my son from addiction. He died 3 years ago. This song totally wrecked my heart. I sobbed. My son lost the fight and became an angel. I pray for anyone who struggles. Angels is an incredible song. I wish I found it before we lost the fight.

[@TheLadyDraconus]

This was written from the perspective of what he went through while getting clean. Essentially a letter to a newly recovering addict to give hope. I’m a veteran, and this song hit me in a way with things I went through for sure

[@jaimiescott7294]

Great reaction. Tom had a dark period. He resorted to alcohol. He turned it around for himself. His biggest struggle now is anxiety, getting stuck in that circle. I love that he will talk about what he struggled with. Let people know drugs and alcohol isn't the answer.

[@marystewart1125]

This feels like a 90’s alternative vibe. Love it.

[@deannawalker7022]

Everyone can relate to this. Everyone is or knows someone who is addicted or struggling with addiction and/or recovery. We all are looking for hope.... I love this.

[@KrisThroughGlass]

I love this song. As for the genre... I'm not that good with labels, but to me it's a rock ballad mixed with rap. I really like Brandons part in this. His voice is great for this kind of songs! If you want another personal and emotional song: I wish, Famous, I can't sleep, Sober, Angels Greetings from Germany

[@debragrote2365]

I really love how real your reactions are! It makes me look forward to your video. I've been looking for days because I was dying to see what you said. I think many feel the same. You're not just charming as hell, you're very wise! Great job!! ❤🙏

[@KinseyD1013]

I'm so glad I found your channel. I watch so many reactions. But I really appreciate your genuine responses. Tom is very talented in my opinion. And the world needs someone like him. He can relate to so many different types of people through his music. He also has a song called "Cancer". Tom is the realest artist out there in my opinion.

[@TheAngryGenXer]

Tom had said before he’s not “sober” working any type of program or 12 steps. But he resigned his priorities because it was getting out of hand. This is a great jam... yet 15M people went to watch Lil Nas X be a g@y demon. Planet properties are so jacked rn. Keep it up my guy... we out here! ✌🏼💚💪🏼

[@H8tfulJay]

✌🏿💚💪🏿

[@brotherbreeze8351]

I never believe the numbers for people like LilNas. The industry cats got ways of boosting those numbers. Click farms are real and used by those who have the money and the lack of morality or integrity.

[@TheAngryGenXer]

@@brotherbreeze8351 facts. Always inflated

[@jumplittledoggiejumpjump9112]

I can tell Tom hasn't gotten deep into recovery, 12 steps...Worries me some, we have lost so many great people due to drugs & alcohol.I have been sober for 30 out of the last 33 years, (1 relapse), Before I got sober the first time, Tom told my exact story in his song "I don't drink"... After the relapse it got REAL BAD!

[@RLKmedic0315]

"I pray on the way to the liquor store That they lock the door because I'll lay in my grave If the whiskey pours like it did before"

[@heidithatswho.2481]

I needed this song. As did so many people. #hangovergang #novarockafeller #brandonhart 🔥🙏🔥

[@brotherbreeze8351]

The world famous Hangover Heidi! i hope you don't mind that nickname. I saw others using it on another video. You are like the archive master of all things Tom MacDonald. Always on point. Love to ya. #HOGFAM

[@lionelbonilla5530]

Bro Me my son my mom my whole Fam jams out to Tom! His music is just so relatable and relevant! With messages and stories at the core of real hip hop as someone who grew up listening to the best of story telling Slick Rick, KRS, Dmx, Stories and Hip Hop go hand in hand..

[@marcatkinson4149]

It's too bad these independent artists can't get radio play, because I think this could be a radio hit. But it IS already a chart topper on a couple of Billboard genres, so hopefully it DOES reach even more people. #HOG

[@mgentles3]

This is more for the people going through the beginning of their comeback, I think. I don't believe Tom is still in this place except from time to time. As an ex-smoker (quit years ago) I know you still have those moments...or days...when the struggle is brand new again. But they pass easier as time goes on. It's really tough when the smoking was self-medicating because you already have head problems. So I feel this, but I believe Tom is more trying to help others than really speaking of his present. By the way, Nova had problems of her own too.

[@miagain3525]

I ❤ Brandon's singing voice and verse in this song..I don't feel like I have to brag on Tom because he never disappoints! Not saying Brandon does but this is only the second time I have heard him! Love your reactions..you seem like a genuine person! 🥰❤✌ #hog4life

[@lesah3648]

Great reaction. You are right this can mean many things to many people. Tom puts his pain out there and helps everyone. HangOverGang forever ❤️❤️❤️

[@innovationbhm]

Thank you for your reaction. I’ve never suffered from addiction but I’m married to a narcissist and I struggle daily. I often feel like no one would miss me.

[@H8tfulJay]

I hope there is some light in your life, or some form of sanctuary and i wish you all the best and big blessings. Stay strong miss, your needed here. Dont give up!!✌🏿💚💪🏿

[@forfrigsakes3330]

Brandons whole middle passage was about the ship in a bottle, he starts off as stuck on a ship in a bottle, meaning he's trapped in his addiction, "break the glass and you'll find me I'm not who I was before" and talks about being beaten by the storm(addiction) and coming out unrecognizable as a wreck still trapped in a bottle(even though it was smashed) He's now a wreck but still stuck in a bottle. More or less saying he fought the addiction and made it out, but hes still fighting his demons, only now it's not to get sober it's to stay sober. I think that's the root of the song. It's about how the battle doesn't end and it doesn't get easy. a lot of times you feel alone and abandoned.

[@hzattau3]

🔥❤️🔥#HOG you are honestly my favorite! I like how real you are! Good job!

[@resurrectionjoe4205]

Thank you for continuing with the Tom reactions. Your intelligent & thoughtful words have become a highlight of the day when they drop ✌💚💪 #hangovergang

[@H8tfulJay]

Dam thats motivating, if I can do that I succeeded. Thank you so much and I love qhen you guys throw up the ✌🏿💚💪🏿!!! Lol thank you!!

[@tracy397]

Another great reaction!! Another song that had my tears flowing, and you broke down beautifully! Tom and Nova are THE power couple of power couples!! Hope all is good my KY neighbor, See ya next time!!

[@angiehyde1493]

Its like he's teetering on the line, he wants the drinks and drugs but also is at a point that he is needing more in his life. I think everyone goes through a form of this in life. Its just so hard for some people that are REALLY STRUGGLING and WANT SO BAD to find a reason/way out but they don't understand enough about the lord and his work to know he isn't going to do what you want when you want it it'll be on His time but that demon is "always listening" always there ready and waiting for them. This song hit me so hard!!!! I have never struggled with alcoholism or drugs but know MANY that have. That demon is so much stronger than the weak mind. Its so sad.... That voice on Brandon in this song LOVE LOVE!!!!! This song has been on repeat in my car since it came out Friday....

[@christinewest4203]

IMO: I feel like you had the best reaction!! You dissected the lyrics perfectly. You felt it. Love!! 4 years sober in a few days. Actually right around Easter. I was truly blessed with all the prayers that went up for me. It's a struggle. #HOG 🤘🔥👍💕

[@justkiddingnotreally4865]

This song... I won't lie... got me misty eyed. What Thomas and Brandon said on this track are 100% facts. Back in 2005 I spent around 6 months binge drinking every till I either passed out, puked my guts up or both. I was in a dark dark hole. I can't say I have been completely sober since I have climbed out of that hole, I will drink on my brothers birthday, but every single day I have to tell myself that the happiness in that bottle is not worth it, even after 16 years.

[@gottablulu]

This is Tom's "cherry pie". The other is "apple pie". Welcome to H.O.G. Country.

[@miraculousladybug713]

This song is so inspiring and reassuring to SO many #HOG 🔥🔥🔥 Great reaction

[@hayliguyton4612]

Really enjoyed your reaction! Get some rest. ✌🏻

[@FuzzySockz1776]

I LOVE this one! I cried like a baby. Addiction has touched everyone in one way or another. God is hearing our prayers, he gave us Tom. Awesome review. Much love & God bless ❤🙏 #HangoverGang for life #HOG

[@warrenrines3924]

#HOG Great music Great reaction

[@jesj27]

Great reaction! #HOG

[@billyfrank8396]

From your First reaction to this one...is what the HOG loves.. 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@malesavandyke8422]

I’m glad you decided to go down the Tom MacDonald rabbit hole. His music is fire 🔥 and your reactions are great! #HOG

[@iammwh936]

"Whose in your life". That is exactly correct Brother. Sometimes those that profess to love you the most are the ones that are doing you the most damage. They'll hold you back from reaching your dreams and potential. This is what happened to me and I turned to the bottle every day and night not knowing just how unhappy I was. I loved the bottle and the bottle loved me in return. It was the one thing I could rely upon. Now that the person is gone, my life changed completely. Thanks for the reaction.

[@H8tfulJay]

Well said

[@SickGirlRocks]

🙏 “church” is anywhere 2 believers converse ❤️

[@fettel1988]

This song has the sound of like any rock band's ballad phase. And yet it's still paced and given the beats of hip hop.

[@zonzone6635]

"Tim Burton type of manner" spot on bro

[@angelawilliams8401]

I love your reactions, glad you decided to go down the rabbit hole of Tom. It's amazing.

[@carrietatum835]

Another song of his that brings tears to my eyes.

[@lsortor2495]

Thank You for another great Reaction! Much Love❤️ HOG4EVER ❤️

[@SickGirlRocks]

If you’re interested in learning more about Tom he just did an interview yesterday with Brandon Tatum. It’s like an hour but it’s informative about where he came from.

[@tonysbaby2005]

Everyday fighting that relapse. You just have to keep fighting.

[@gailshepard-cook6350]

F'NBS STUDIOS- IT'S ONLY UP FROM HERE, LUV YAW!! I think You may have been the Only One that got that 2nd Verse in the Chorus. Most of the Reactors have been Only picking up on The 1st part of that. Great Work & Thank You for this Reaction,,, #HOG

[@bryanfryman2935]

Great reaction and great mind my friend!!!#HOG 4 LIFE!!!

[@wendyharris2124]

God is using Tom in such a powerful and uniting way. It gives me hope in a very dismal world. ✌️❤️🙏🏽

[@michelealexander7541]

I love your reactions. I see you feeling it and I love it! Thank you for reacting to it. I was hoping you would.

[@ceallaighkirk8679]

You might like the message in SOBER with Tom Macdonald and Madchild ft. Nova Rockafeller This was a great one, and a great review.

[@pisces228]

Great reaction. Tom has many songs that will hit you in the feels. Try Castles, Sober, Angels, I Wish, and Famous. If you want something personal to Tom but with a hard edge, try Best Rapper Ever. I think you will appreciate all of them. Enjoy! P.S. Try Nova's "Hey You" and "Gang Gang." She's so talented in her own right.

[@brentgray8355]

He hit #1 on billboard charts as Alternative!!!

[@samadams4165]

Loved hearing your view on this one. Love your groove.

[@Gulicktheemu]

For those facing the struggle, regardless of what form the enemy takes (drugs, alcohol, depression, anxiety or any other form), keep praying for strength and know that the answer is waiting for you. When you keep these things in secret, you hide from the angels that are ready to help you. All you need to do is reach out to those that are ready to help, one or more of them may be your angel. #HOG The Army ✌🏽

[@carolynoliver474]

Really enjoyed your reaction. For some reason I knew you'd love it.

[@CapnRojo]

This reaction is fire. Bars were dropped.

[@leeannemillard8263]

Much respect. Enjoying your journey 🙌 Cant wait for boom bap 101 bars

[@TheGodConclusion]

I'd heard this song right after it dropped, but I'm getting so much more from the lyrics by listening again with you. I hadn't appreciated Brandon Hart before this. but you're right about that ship in a bottle line. The imagery with the video that Nova thought up was really powerful. The Hangover Gang keeps raising the bar. This song would make a good complement to Best Rapper Ever.

[@Imme_begin]

And Brandon’s voice is killer! I love the texture of it!

[@H8tfulJay]

John as always I appreciate you my friend

[@brotherbreeze8351]

Agreed. Brandon really knocked this one out of the park.

[@real2me267]

He has truth to his words. Not just hear say like most of the "rap stars" in the profession

[@leadershipisaphilosophy]

Awesome reaction, only been subbed for a few weeks but I really appreciate your perspective 👍😊

[@mom_of_11]

Loved watching your reaction to this song! I could tell you felt the music!

[@followfornothing]

I remember when Tom did the Facebook live after he dropped this video and there was a flood of people in the comment section talking about how this song right here helped them kick their addiction, this song helped the alcoholic quit drinking or this song just absolutely made them break down and cry their eyes out because they were either struggling with addiction or they lost a parent or a loved one to addiction. That's the one thing that I can honestly say about music is that music is more powerful than any drug that you can either take or any medication that they can prescribe to you. Music has a way of taking how you feel and actually being able to speak on your emotions depending on what it is you're going through at that moment, there's always going to be that song that's playing on the radio and the minute you turn it on and it's always that one song you're not going to want to hear because that song is going to define exactly how the fuck you feel in that moment. That's what is so powerful and special about music is that when we fail to find the right words; music speaks for us and it also speaks through us.

[@kevinkarbonik2928]

It's the perspective of the constant struggle..... I'm there...

[@danrod449]

We've all been in despair, thanking God will not hear a word we say. But to me, God is in your heart. He hears you loud and clear. As human beings, we always want to blame something for the things we've done. Even the things we have no control. We always get our answers. We're too busy looking in the wrong places, whether it be at the end of a bottle or two, instead of looking deep down inside of ourselves. And knowing the answers to the problems but refuse to look at them. It is where we stray away from the truth. And it is in the mirror that you look at a few moments ago. As a human being, you cannot change your heart from where it lies. And then answers you look for will never be found. The Bible is a manual of life on the way humans should live. The way we proceed in life depends upon our actions. And not until you stare truth in the face. You will never get the answers. That is if you think about it. Great video. God bless🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@merc4137]

You've done it again my brother. #HOG

[@ShannonSpurrell]

Go to Tom’s community board and look at the pic he posted about this Friday’s video. It’s rather intriguing. Another bang’n reaction mang.🔥

[@ShannonSpurrell]

Haha 😆 I knew you would travel back and forth w/ Tom’s 🕳 🐇. So easy to do man when new material is out. We music peeps just can’t wait. 👍

[@ellie.v9765]

Another amazing reaction as usual! I really enjoy how open minded you are and how you see every possible point of view there is. That's really special. Very genuine - it's refreshing 🤘🙃

[@TheFirstCurse]

Always enjoy coming to your channel. #HOG #HangOverGang 💯👏

[@bryans4272]

Bro! This song hits hard and you again, break it down better than anyone else! I hope Tom finds your videos. I think he would love it! Keep it going Bro!

[@christianpcassidy3753]

Great reaction, feeling you relating to it. Like most of us, whether it's drugs, alcohol, sex, depression etc. on some level most people can relate. My favorite verse "the Bible Stoith me" That's coming from me, a person who isn't religious but walks with Christian's. Anyway, song is fire. Thanks!

[@taylorludwig32]

This chorus is simply amazing!!! 🙌😍

[@bryanbissell2915]

The H.O.G. Family is vast. My dad is 75 and has Tom Macdonald on his playlist. My daughters are 15 and 16 and they have Tom Macdonald on their playlist. It's a beautiful thing what he's doing.

[@mattmcc7930]

Another great reaction. You killin it.

[@JTMMTV]

Keep killing it bro! Love when you get that deep thought going man. You keep it real. So many fakes out there, nice to have someone real out there saying it! Much love from Houston!

[@H8tfulJay]

If i ever change call me out on it!!!✌🏿💚💪🏿 thank you again bro!!

[@JTMMTV]

@@H8tfulJay I will dude! I got your back!

[@Virolock]

Great reaction, this one hits me

[@josephday2936]

You are the realest. So glad I found your channel!

[@Carissa11-18]

7:42 "I don't know what you call this sound" The sound is an anthem to help people at their weak moment so they know there are people out there that relate to exactly how they're feeling.❤️

[@superfly9487]

Thank you for mentioning the pain aspect. I’ve never been like a REAL addict and had that kind of struggle, but I injured my back 3 years ago and have been almost bed ridden most of the time, living with my father in law in Japan. I have no friends here, but I truly thank God for my wife and kids that help strengthen me. But at the foot of my bed is my father in law’s liquor cabinet. I haven’t touched alcohol in 20 years, but on the bad days, my gaze ALWAYS turns to those bottles to just numb the feelings of worthlessness that eat away at me.

[@H8tfulJay]

I wish you the absolute best man.

[@shannongarcia970]

Hey there is a guy named Topher puts out bangers check out the patriot and the dog house for sure .

[@mrsBurchett22]

#hangovergang 🙏💓 I have to take breaks from this song. It hits too close to my childhood

[@spectre9957]

I love this song. 23 months 11 days sober. Christian for a couple years.

[@shannongarcia970]

Yeah I'm a metal head digging Tom lol

[@Original_Arorasky]

Incase you didn't catch this on Wed. March 31- Tom Live yesterday- New Video drops 9am Frid. Aprl 2

[@tony112969]

You are my favorite person to break down songs! You rock!

[@DogMomAwakening]

Just glad to feel some hope in the world again. This family is beyond words.

[@StevenPrime1988]

Cancer is another power song. I lost my step dad to cancer and when I heard Toms song Cancer I cried.

[@shannongarcia970]

We are the temple the church and each one of us hold God within us .. Search inward.

[@H8tfulJay]

Absolutely

[@Thewitty12u]

Been to the edge of the abyss a couple of times... no matter how far I got, even though I buried it and tried to forget about it, this pulls it right back up. I feel it... I can't go back! For those in the struggle, be strong! You would be missed, so reach out to those that love you.

[@adoracle1]

"I pray on my way to the liquor store that they lock the door" 😥 My parents were alcoholic all my life until the past few years. My mom passed away and dad no longer drinks regularly, just special occasions, glass of wine etc. they both stopped about 3 years before mama died. All that to say, I wonder if either of them ever went through this...breaks my heart even more than the drinking did if they hurt like this

[@chelseatennis9149]

This song!!! I can only listen when I am sober. Alcohol is hard when it is on every corner. Well I can listen when I’m not but I will always cry

[@coryernewein]

Best reaction/breakdown. I totally gapped on the "not built for war" being the struggle. Awesome insight as usual sir🤘

[@H8tfulJay]

Appreciate you brotha.✌🏿💚💪🏿

[@perspectives3092]

Still waiting for "I wish" it's a Feels song

[@roxyviola3310]

I absolutely love your channel and hearing your perspective! I’m so glad I found it. This song hit hard with me as I have now been clean for 6yrs but even going that long it’s still a struggle not to let those demons take over again. I was homeless for almost 2yrs for a year I was to prideful/ashamed to even reach out to friends and family to sleep on a couch. I started out living in my car for 6mths then my car got impounded while I was away from it and I didn’t have the money obviously to get it out so then I was finding street benches and ended up sleeping on the concrete behind a Taco Bell. I finally reached out and couch surfed for almost a year until I finally said F this and decided to get help and get my shit together. 3yrs after I got clean I saved up money working my 9-5 job and opened my own business. Now I’m making 6 figures (just barely but that’s a lot for me) and finally have a nice house a home. I was diagnosed with complex PTSD and found out my addiction wasn’t just about getting high but it was my way of self medicating and numbing the pain it was more about my mental health and trauma that I have gone through. When he says in the song (I don’t remember the exact bars) that he got sober and shit got worse i know what he means. When you first get sober you have to deal with yourself and your problems you can’t just numb and ignore them away and that’s the hardest and scariest part about recovery but it does get easier and in the end once you face everything you feel a million times more better than you ever did with the drugs or at least what they brought you too. If anybody reads this and is struggling... if there is still breathe in your body there is still hope. If I could get clean anybody can do it please don’t give up and keep fighting it seems hopeless now but I promise there is light at the end of it all. Much love 💗. #hangovergang 4eva 🤘🏽🔥❤️

[@H8tfulJay]

Congratulations to you and to too many more years of sobriety!!!✌🏿💚💪🏿

[@steveanderson1115]

Faith that there is hope. That's the message

[@indianagirl9199]

I love this song. This is probably my favorite by Tom so far.