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(Alena) My favorite verse is Proverbs 3:5-6. Somehow when I was a kid, I memorized it this way “5 (NIV) Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your own understanding, 6 (KJV) in all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths.” I recited this verse over and over again when I was 18 and pregnant with my first child. I was really scared then, mostly scared of what my parents would think. Now here I am 12 years later still scared. My biggest fears now are money and physical strain. How will I have the money?!?!? I budget every single dime I make, so I know exactly where my money goes and what I have money for and what I don’t have money for. How can I focus on writing a paper while under the physical strain of pregnancy? Being pregnant is not all fun and games and the responsibility of another child is a lot to bear. When I look back at this footage, I realize the farthest thing from my mind was trusting in the Lord. All I was thinking about is how I can’t do it, how I won’t do it, and how this can't be anything of God’s will but my own stupidity. All things are supposed to work together for the good of those who love the Lord. I know I love him, but I just don’t see how me being pregnant right at this moment can make anything “good”-all I see is how this is going to make the next year of my life a lot more difficult.
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