how I've been lately... (vlogmas day 17)

[@NoelMarissa]

My husband thinks It’s concerning that the cleanliness of my house reflects on my mental and my mood. So ✨ thank you✨ for explaining this so well.

[@LaurenGiraldo]

It’s a real thing!!!

[@claritabrown1244]

Lauren being real about her anxiety and mental issues is why I watch. It's not always a "good day" and that is totally fine. Take care of you!

[@LaurenGiraldo]

Ups and downs baby ups and downs

[@krissy1970]

You being honest and real about the bad days and anxiety is literally everything🙌

[@zeleenleal6780]

The fact that I’m watching this right after the previous one, makes my day EVERYDAY especially while working retail during the holidays 🙂

[@dreamy0987]

Lmao girl same!

[@elissajade01]

I can't stop watching all your vlogmas' girl lmao

[@dianamusa]

sameeee

[@LaurenGiraldo]

:,)

[@landonlambert1541]

The vlogmas videos are literally my comfort videos rn. I love it

[@aishakailyn4307]

I love how open and honest Lauren is. When it comes to mental health, insecurities, relationship struggles. She’s one of the only youtubers that I will watch for vlogmas, religiously might i add - have been refreshing the page all day! The entire month she has been popping off! Go girl keep up the awesome work

[@LaurenGiraldo]

:,))))) thank you for this Alisha

[@cat8lina]

Don’t pressure yourself to create extraordinary content girl, we love you for you and even doing this vlogmas, I truly admire your persistence and work! Pls don’t compare your content with the one from others Lauren, you are authentic, honest and your Vlogs feel like a bestie link up :) Those other influencer’s content feels staged and boring 🫂

[@nerinacecilio]

“Look at how much of a mess this house is… it’s giving me anxiety” I FELT THAT 😭 I feel like those small piles of things everywhere build up every few days at my house 😂😂 I’m like GO AWAY

[@LaurenGiraldo]

It literally be like that 🥴🥴🥴

[@RomneyRanjo]

your vlogmas videos keep me sane

[@meghanmartin8492]

I was having similar thoughts about my house being a mess and what that meant about me, and my therapist had me sit with the feeling, and then write a letter to myself from the POV of a really compassionate loving friend, who loves you no matter what and completely understands you. That letter was absolutely game changing, you gotta try this!

[@Bleepbloppp]

The fact that you talk about how you have no motivation for working out and stuff is super relatable cause recently I have let goo way more than I am comfortable with and I’m struggling to get back to it. Seeing you still push through it is definitely inspiring me to do the same

[@Mila-ve9nb]

It’s not dramatic I’ve been feeling like a failure too , but I feel you talking about it and being so public with helps a lot of people so thank you ! Also omg you trining ti see your neighbors omg !! Sameeeeeee

[@marielaperez9298]

I resonate so much with feeling like you’re not adult enough if the house is a mess. I recently moved in with my boyfriend and I get to stressed if our place doesn’t look like a Crate&Barrel show room.

[@annafox2197]

i love how you never know what vlogmas day it is it kills me every time also your vlogmas is legit the reason i wake up in the morning

[@juniperusvloggus]

I always feel like you are talking directly to me in your vlogs. Like they’re all SO relatable.

[@valeriedoan7782]

Not feeling my best and hearing you talk about your struggles has really help me feel like I’m not alone thank you 💛

[@taylorkrugman8925]

i truly look forward to your videos every single day. They help me get out of bed and start my day and i’m so happy you’re doing vlogmas. xo from south florida

[@nicolecarey406]

Can’t explain how much these videos make my day. People don’t talk enough about how sad the holiday can be, in between all the good stuff. I don’t want vlogmas to end! Thank YOU

[@jenniferdnp]

i feel like everyone get these episodes from time to time of feeling stuck in a rut of uncertainty as we don’t know the future we love that you continuously show your emotions your honestly my favourite vlogger to watch. You make me feel so comfortable with who i am ❤️😭

[@ma3rich]

Lauren your vlogs is what I look forward to when I wake up in the morning, honestly I don’t want it to end

[@andreal4364]

I love how real and raw these are🥰 so relatable! The talk about cleaning and working out… I can definitely relate. Even when she was trying to spy on the neighbours lol same girl same💀

[@LaurenGiraldo]

Lol glad I’m not the only one who spies

[@RespectedProfessional]

Oof, what you said is so relatable and hits deep down. I think those thoughts about not feeling “deserving” or “good enough” are pretty universal. While anyone can try and reassure you and tell you effusively that you deserve the good things in your life, ultimately what helps most is working on facing your inner critic. I speak from experience! I have “dark days” very often. Working on recognizing my inner critic and giving it shape to learn how to tell it to “f-k off” has made a massive impact on me. That and working on how to be compassionate and loving toward myself as well… CBT (cognitive behavioral [or compassion based] therapy) and CBT-based books are a massive resource to dive deeper and pick out the internal critical voice.

[@Karissa-qh6nm]

I enjoy getting home from work everyday and getting to watch your videos. It’s like a long FaceTime call with a friend, and makes me feel so much better! Keep up the work. I love youuuuuu💕

[@sarameier]

I think your vlogmas is the only one I’ve consistently watched this year. Loving it 😊

[@hannah5005]

other youtubers : Only showing us clean houses. Lauren :Literally showing us every mess in her house lol. Literally why you're the best. ❤ I was in the same boat with my house today and I get the same thoughts when it gets like that, you're not alone.

[@karlamdgal]

I swear I love your videos. They make me feel at peace, you’re just so real. Don’t ever change 🤍✨

[@cindynguyen167]

Friday night is now completed with THE Lauren vlogmass!! Also baby products are so underrated and so glad you understand lol

[@adamscott4512]

Lauren, don't put yourself down like that. You've been a successful person growing up. And you still are a successful person.

[@LaurenGiraldo]

Thank you Adam 👉🏼👈🏼

[@hannahnicolemcghee]

Your vlogmas content has made me feel like we’re actually sisters and have gotten a lot closer of the past 17ish ;) days ❤️

[@istel2dumb]

I really love how raw your videos are, thank you for this lauren! Xoxo

[@flaviasouza5597]

My day is revolves around waiting for Lauren’s vlogs ❤️❤️

[@LaurenGiraldo]

Ily flavia, ily

[@flaviasouza5597]

@@LaurenGiraldo omg I love you Lauren

[@flaviasouza5597]

I swear just your like on my comments makes my days so much better ❤️❤️❤️

[@victoriam5375]

I'm so in love with your personality and honesty!

[@shaniquanambala2357]

Today was my last day of high school and honestly, you've carried me through this year. Thank you so much for that😊

[@mariaholivares5505]

i FEEL this to my core. ur vlogmas is actually getting me through it all. love u

[@josefinadarrigrande4273]

It was so satisfying to watch you clean and organize everything. I am a really messy person and this gave me the motivation to clean😂 So thank you

[@hforbes2000]

I’ve been watching these while on the treadmill, 12/3/30!!! And while packing for my trip!! Love it!

[@shawnadennis613]

I love the nightly recess. I do the same thing. The house has to have everything in its place. Love ❤️ that you do that

[@deferkings]

Girl I hope you know all I look forward to these days is to come back from work, get food and watch your vlogs honestly like the highlight of my day, thank you so much

[@pootskavinsky]

I CANT wait till henny seals the deal like no pressure I’m just patiently waiting 💍💍💍💍

[@dianamusa]

YESSS, I was thinking he would do it on Christmas, but it's a waiting game at this point!!!

[@charrmanders604]

recently ive been lacking so much motivation. i don’t really know what i want atm but seeing you pick yourself up daily, slowly yet surely is really inspiring❤️

[@ThuyNguyen-sn1sx]

Watching this right after finishing my exam, definitely help me really not be so hard on myself

[@denicev5740]

i really love watching these vlogs bundled up in my blankets! thank you for making my night cozier! thank you for being vulnerable with us too! also ps love the subtle jealousy in henny's voice when he said "it's almost like she's your dog" lmao

[@TheLifeofKiara]

Yo… I love how you real you are . Found you not too long ago and I am happy I subscribed. 🙌🏽

[@nataliel938]

girl sometimes i have the same type of thoughts. although i just graduated college, i feel like i haven't done enough. just know that these thoughts are simply just thoughts. don't let them ruin your day, my love. you are an accomplished human being :)

[@brin495]

Literally everyone’s house looks like this so good to know we’re all in this together 😌😂

[@courtneysipprell1742]

You're honestly my favourite KZbinr ever, keep going Lauren, I am so proud of you and all of your accomplishments

[@Nai001]

If I’m being completely honest, I’m so in LOVE with your house that the other one could never compare 🤭💕

[@Itsmebbxoxo]

My favv vlogma’s tbh! 😍🙌

[@Mimibperez26]

Love you Lauren ! Hope you’re doing Fab🤍 Okay Realtor Lauren !!!!

[@taypatti1469]

You are the opposite of a failure, keep your head high girl you’re the best❤️

[@ElenajAa]

I actually started acting like Lauren, hearing her voice in thoughts and wondering what would Lauren do. I can’t be the only one

[@LaurenGiraldo]

Honestly love that for us

[@rhiannonjedlowski4747]

I’m obsessed with the house/apartment tours bc I stalk Zillow daily 😂 keep ‘‘em coming girllll

[@TheLifeofKiara]

7:09 me af. Randomly singing about what I am about to do 😂

[@estefaniaquintero2163]

Haven’t felt the greatest these last couple of days 🥺 but watching your videos always bring such a calming vibe and help me feel better, thank you ❤️

[@TEDRACAKES]

Literally me yesterday but I’m praying things get better soon….❤️‍🔥🍻🧟‍♀️

[@user-mg9eu1bs1b]

it’s the way you’re the only persons vlogmas i have been able to keep up bc i love u sm

[@mandylynn9469]

“Hot as ever” I envy your self-confidence… but then again, if I looked like you I too would be feeling myself 😉☺️😘

[@amberdurliat5696]

It makes me sad those thoughts get in your head:( you’re awesome Lauren keep striving!

[@Maria-ek4wh]

Lauren: *receives free high end products* Also Lauren: *uses cheap Johnson’s baby lotion*

[@XMariaxoXD]

Loving how much Lauren we are getting!! Vlogmas queen

[@lizmoreno977]

I love you so much I love how you come on here and be so real with your supporters I feel so much comfort watching your videos 🥰

[@brooklynharris1044]

your vlogmas is the only thing keeping me sane I love how real and honest you are with yourself and your audience it really encourages me to do the same with myself. i love you. so much I've adapted so much of your vocabulary pls keep the vlogs coming

[@lisabelmatos3230]

Honestly watching your videos is what keeps me motivated to do 12/3/30, put importance and value onto my morning routine and be a strong independent Latina women. If you’re feeling down take pride in the fact that you’re helping me feel up. Love you Lauren ❤️❤️

[@PalakAjit03]

I can't get over your vlogmas☺️ I have my exams going on and your videos are getting me through them!!!

[@abbylayt9334]

I love how raw you are in this video!! These videos are honestly getting me through this crazy month

[@courtneysipprell1742]

Hey, Lauren and Henny, and Lua!! I can totally understand having a hard time with your mental health when your place is a mess because same, something that really helped me SO much is not going on my phone at all like this entire week because I've learned that social media is really hard on our mental health or at least not going on your phone until your morning routine is done! It helps so much and then you get to really laser focus on your own goals and not become distracted by what others are doing. Another thing that I've been doing is following Angie Bellemare's 31 Days to Change on KZbin!! I think you're amazing inside and out, I admire your strength and your authenticity, love you Laur, keep pushing even when shit gets hard, you GOT THIS!!!

[@brooklynclay140]

I recently just started watching you, and I love your videos!! Also love how real you are. BTW nightly resets are the best 👌

[@sameerakhan5271]

I love that you recognize why you feel the way you do and try to change it - the most adult thing abt you tbh!!

[@hannahv7474]

I admire how you push through and motivate yourself to workout, honestly that is not always easy. I hope you’re taking good care of yourself generally as well ❤️

[@marianaple8329]

Appreciating the authenticity in your videos recently. Makes others feel less alone. Thank you!!❤️

[@dianamusa]

!!!!

[@sindihaskaj5247]

ain’t nothing i love more than a video of yours😩🤍ur killing the vlogmas game queen!!

[@aubrierayburn2539]

Yes I do the nightly reset too! It saves so much time when it comes time to deep clean the house on Sunday’s !

[@haleygriffin3551]

it’s so reassuring seeing that other peoples houses get messy and cluttered 😓luv u thnks for being real💛

[@fedaakhalil8599]

you’re literally the only KZbinr that I absolutely enjoy each & every upload and i’m enjoying vlogmas so much bc of how many videos you’re uploading. I always get into a brighter mood after watching your videos!

[@fatimachapa3789]

girl I literally go down the same spiral of anxiety when my place is a mess and its so frustrating because you wanna do something about it but at the same time don’t

[@caterinaiacovacci6008]

I’m loving your vlogmassss, literally the best part of my day hahaha❤️❤️

[@dianagbb]

I felt like a failure too recently because I didn’t get into my dream school nyu, your videos have made me feel better lately about how down I’ve been 🤍 thank you

[@dianamusa]

omg we have the same name...but I was gonna reply originally because I applied to UNCSA a while ago and didn't get accepted either. I was sad at first, but just know God has timing for everything. I graduated this semester debt free because I chose to go to school online through Starbucks because they have offer free schooling! I hope you feel better and don't give up!!!

[@bivianabeas4650]

It might have been your dream school but maybe there’s a better path for you that you have yet to discovery! Wishing you well the best in your next endeavors 💕

[@Britt6524]

I am LOVING your vlogmas!! You’re killing it girl!!

[@nadiade6959]

You going Vlogmas is the highlight of this month!! Yes girl give us everything 🥰

[@valphilips]

your vlogmas videos have been my only source of serotonin so, thank you!

[@randi_bee]

I can relate so much to not feeling well when things are a mess, I have crap to do, everything is out of place. I get sensory overload easily so I've worked on being more proactive to prevent those feelings! It's super hard when you're a mom of multiple tiny humans and can't control the mess levels. Hugs and thanks for always giving us an amazing vlog!! 🎉🎉🎉 You're Merry Litmass looked AMAZING on TikTok!

[@LaralovesMolly]

this vlogmas is saving me rn like thank you Lauren on a real level ily so much

[@laurenwidner9522]

the smile after your dance moves in the kitchen (6:43) is my MOOD

[@jensinaoothendee5031]

Your vlogmas is what makes me want to get up in the morning so I can watch them and have breakfast 🤍🤪 Love ya❤

[@EricaAmber]

we love a transparent queen!!! Love this, it's giving me motivation!

[@Dfizzl3]

Don’t want vlogmas to end. I live for your daily content. 😅💕

[@kenziekelliher1940]

you're youtube vlogs are honestly my favorite and are the only ones i can watch like consistently lmao ilyy

[@amandap8805]

The excitement I feel knowing there’s still so many days of vlogmas left to go 🤍

[@arielQt666]

literally binging the past few days and saw that you uploaded again. safe to say i’m addicted. 💕

[@thealexramey]

Girl I just moved into my first apartment and I have a mental breakdown over mess every other day…I feel you

[@andreacamnugent]

It’s impossible to keep it together 100% of the time, don’t be so hard on yourself ❤️

[@haleydunnigan1485]

Thank You for always being so honest and vulnerable 💕 I’m overthinking this morning so it’s nice to know I’m not alone

[@antonellamoretti2760]

Love your vlogmas series. That kind of thoughts are normal. Sometimes they just pop into your mind. You go, girl!

[@julesm5084]

BAHAHA YOU STANDING ON YOUR CHAIR TO CHECK OUT YOUR NEIGHBORS… you make me and others laugh so much. You are so real and that’s what makes you so amazing.

[@nataliebadillo5777]

I’ve been watching you for the past 3 years and ugh you don’t change I love it

[@Emilie-ry2vy]

I really loove your vlogmas videos, so so entertaining ! Lot’s of love from Switzerland🇨🇭

[@soniarodriguez3559]

I’m so glad you show this side of you, and you’re honest. I always thought I was just a lazy ass but sometimes you just go through these periods of bleh

[@lindavelazquez1992]

Honestly ur vlogs now inspire me to get off my bed and be productive. I love it!

[@coralakey]

your editing will never not make me cackle