PSYCHOTHERAPIST REACTS to NF- Hate Myself

[@I_Stay_4_SKZ]

The last few seconds of this song is absolutely heart breaking because you can literally hear just how broken he was when he wrote/recorded this song. I’m so thankful that he seems to be in such a better place mentally especially since his son was born.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Well said hannah! Thank you😊👍

[@djgilmore3608]

"Interlude" and "Hate Myself" blend into each other on this album and go hand-in-hand. Not too much to say about this one. It's beautiful and tragic, with a glimmer of hope.

[@claycarpenter8625]

Typically when NF is talking about someone else he makes it clear. When you aren't sure it's usually always himself he is referring to

[@dodobird2575]

this is still one of my all-time favorite songs by him cause when i found this song i related to it so much it was uncanny but now after years of finding who i am, what i stand for, etc and have over the past year or so stared trying to get heathier by going to the gym and I've never felt better in my life and for the first time in my 23 years of life on this planet i actually am loving the way i look and ACTUALLY love my self for the first time in my life I'm just glad I've had the life i had because if it weren't for that life i wouldn't be who i am today thank you for this reaction as always

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thank you so much for sharing and for supporting what we are doing!😊👍

[@gaberb]

It’s crazy how good NF actually is. I’m so excited for the new album hopefully this year!

[@Deetuned24]

It would make sense if he did drop this year. After all its been more than a year since he released a mixtape.

[@spencerr2323]

“Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it” can definitely relate.

[@bobbygarcia2164]

I’m 45 and found NF in 2017 on KZbin and love his music. In some of his lyrics I can relate to it. I’ve seen 2 of his shows and he even autographed my hat at a concert. Most days I listen to his music. This song hit me hard. I feel like the good and bad are at war within myself.

[@graeme4511]

Been waiting for this one. This is my go to workout song, always brings me back to why I started.... This song perfectly explains what was on my mind when I couldn't find the words myself. I believe he's talking about himself and the way he sees himself as not enough and will never be the person he's meant to be. No matter what he does or how hard he tries but there's no point in stopping. Just my thoughts, Stay blessed everyone.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍

[@graeme4511]

@CreamintheCoffee agreed!

[@TryPuttingItInRice]

7:50 "when I feel like you don't need me/then I feel like you don't see me" I think he's saying that the people in his life during the writing of this song would only acknowledge him cause he's wealthy and famous, but the second Nate loses that those people that "care" about him will leave.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

FACTS!😊👍

[@matthewtaylor5257]

I could never put my finger on why exactly NFs music means so much to me, more than any other artist I have ever listened to. When I found he released "the search" I wasn't only excited but I was also really nervous, but why? I have connected with Nate and his music so much that when he releases new music, I want it to be successful much more for him personally than simply for my own ears.

[@reneedisabatino3693]

I completely understand what you mean. I get so nervous when NF releases new music. Not bc im worried i won't like it but bc I want the rest of the world to love it and see what we as NF fans all see in him. We want Nate to succeed not just in his music but in his life. And alot of that means him having happiness in his life as much possible! I think we care and connect so much bc most NF fans are very compassionate and empathetic people. I know i personally care more for others than i do for myself. So we want to see NF get everything his heart desires.

[@dalewhiting2895]

It’s personally hard for me to bump to the song I just sit there numb and listen to it, thank you for your reaction Dr.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍

[@boredhousewifelife]

This song got me through a really dark time in my life. Forever grateful to NF for that.

[@kimsanders2923]

First couple times I listened to the album I somehow didn't really notice this song but after hearing it live at a concert it quickly became one of my favorites. Insane goosebumps live and you could feel the pain in his voice

[@SfaksnesGaming]

This is the most listened to song on my spotify account, 2 years in a row. I just love this song, cuz I can sometime relate really much.

[@jfields343]

I think Nate knows himself by now...he puts out music to help others... truly selfless. I love your reaction and NF isn't done yet so there's alot of content to come here!

[@F3ar3ss]

Tom, you absolute Legend! This is one of my absolutely favorite songs by NF. I struggle with self confidence and have used this song to deal with my self hatred. I cant want to keep watching you grow as you have been! Ima be signing up at your patreon to get a few more reactions from you! Cheers & Love to you and yours! ~James

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much james! I appreciate your support and encouragement 😊👍

[@ozielmartinez3231]

Seeing your self in the mirror. NF talking to his younger self. Younger NF talking to his future. Present NF talking to them both. NF "Layers" has so many.

[@lifeforms7423]

"I'm at war with peace" is such a perfect line for me. That's just anxiety for you. My mind literally won't allow me to just accept that everything is fine. It's almost as if realizing that there's nothing for my brain to trip up on causes anxiety in itself. My brain is not satisfied unless it's completely stressed out.

[@jayz570]

NF has [helped] save my life on many occasions and through many of his songs. But THIS one is one I used to really have on repeat to help me get through the worst times in the past. Almost cry every time I listen to it because of how much I know it’s gotten me through. Love your channel and awesome reaction!!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Amen! Thanks for the comments and support😊👍

[@wesleywilliamson8427]

Paralyzed by nf is another good and deep song by the way. Stay Safe 🙏🏻❤️

[@Akkuzi]

I've been waiting for this one for so long! Glad you've watched it.

[@jamesamaral8185]

NF: It's hard when I hate myself. Others: What's hard? NF: It. Others: What's it? NF: *Everything.*

[@Wobniar69]

After The Search album you still have his mixtape Clouds that has a bunch of good songs like “Clouds”, “Lost”, “Prideful”, “Just Like You”, and “Story” among others

[@fls360]

This was me at one time and as I am getting older, I can look around and see the pattern repeated within others. Don't be afraid or ashamed for everyone falls into a rut in life but it will pass with proper help and support. Best reaction I seen so far and TY for sharing.

[@slumberlisa]

Thank you for doing this song. This song is a good representation of the state of mind I have been in. I've been stuck in that mindset I'm worthless. I disappoint my husband and my work...and and I start to hate myself. This song really hit home when I realized that I was so wrapped up in my head that I was ignoring my husband. Wow!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks for sharing this Lisa! It’s so cool how music can impact us like this😊👍

[@nuil6137]

I've dealt with serious self hate and severe depression. I couldn't go to anyone, but I was lucky enough to recover by myself. If I can, I'm sure anyone that reads this can as well.

[@mama_nez]

this chorus perfectly describes the dynamic that's developed over the past year or so between me & my youngest daughter (age 16) caused by significant histories of intergenerational trauma running through both my & my ex-husband's extended families, along with longstanding & repeated traumas experienced within our nuclear family unit. When she gets upset, especially if it leads to crying or any kind of outburst, it severely triggers my trauma responses, my brain's go-to is to freeze, usually accompanied by some level of dissociative shutdown that makes it nearly impossible to even address her issue in that moment, let alone be helpful in any way. And of course her brain's response to my response is an abandonment mélange, with each episode essentially retraumatizing both of us. My therapist has been trying to help us navigate through this, but the therapist she's seen since 7th grade hasn't really been serving her needs adequately for a year or more now. it took awhile for her to be willing to accept the idea of a new therapist, but she eventually came to the same conclusion I did, the therapist just isn't equipped with the tools needed to be effective now that my daughter's becoming a young woman. They mainly work with younger children and aren't nearly as trauma informed as we need for her. we've had her on local wait lists for months now to get in with a new clinician, but our state (Utah) is one of the most underfunded in the country for mental health services, especially for kids. And since she only has medicaid coverage that further limits our options. So yeah.. this particular track hits pretty hard for me.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Wow! What a story! I applaud you for fighting through this and doing everything you can to get you and your daughter some help. Thanks for sharing this and keep me posted 😊👍

[@mama_nez]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial if you thought that microscopic piece of one tiny sub-chapter of my life story was something, I can't imagine what you'd make of the whole novel. It's full of crazy plot-lines, and the story arch is absolutely unbelievable lol!

[@caseamorgan4577]

I just wanted to say thank you for making these videos. It makes me so so happy to see you enjoying this music and really taking in each and every word. Know that there’s people out there (including me) that you’re reaching. Thank you for your passion, keep it up! You’re awesome! -Casea

[@jgelien21]

Ugh I love when NF sings like that. Gets to my core it helps me get through life. Thank you TOM and thank you NICK!!!

[@hannahm753]

This song is so powerful for anyone who's ever gone through self-loathing or lack of self-esteem. I've had many cathartic nights singing this because I just need to let it out. Cheers on this journey! I've been binging it and am loving it so far. If/when you do another journey through a band, will you cover all of Twenty One Pilots? Their music changes with each album and it would fantastic to see you react to everything they've written. Keep up the great work!!

[@davidterry6155]

This is a song where the slow portion of the music reminds me of the slow introspective part of worship portion of church. Where the piano player is singing solo while people are requesting prayer in front of the stage.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Amen! Just like church!😊👍

[@Vetionarian]

I think it hurts Nate that sometimes he's incapable of helping people due to his own weaknesses because that's exactly what his mom did to him. I think he's very hard on himself because he doesn't want to do to others what his mom did to him. Obviously he's way too harsh on himself and that's largely due to his mom.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Well said Taylor😊👍

[@justinmillikan2258]

it helps to imagine him looking at his reflection in the mirror as he sings this song.

[@LAVISHING]

Basically my thoughts sending it to my friends and family. I’ll play this with Nate on July 19th, 2023 in Milwaukee!

[@leavemealoneimjustfreespirted]

5:05 Unfortunately, this is the situation with my husband. While I've been on a spiritual journey over a year now, working on myself, he has gone the opposite direction. Yesterday he told me that people in the world told are leaning towards the Lucifer effect but this is not my reality/perception because I have connected with so many people that are working on themselves as well and I can see so much beauty and love in my 🌎 We are literally in two different dimensions.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😢

[@victormathea4703]

“I don’t wanna die just wanna get relief”

[@leavemealoneimjustfreespirted]

Yep, talking to himself (another version).

[@Aliciae411]

Ugh I used to listen to this one a lot when I was feeling so low

[@colefell1042]

You should react to “Tell Me Why” by The Kid Laroi, he was Juice WRLDS friend and was mentored by him so he has a little of his sound, thanks for the fire reactions and making my day better

[@alberts5576]

He did go

[@colefell1042]

@@alberts5576 oh bet Ty for letting me know

[@alberts5576]

@@colefell1042 np

[@stefanstanisic3183]

7:38 should be his relationship with (some) fans because fans usually "come across" even when they dont really understand the artist but nonetheless like his music. It's like them coming across to say they love him and love his music without knowing what it is about and he isn't happy with it cause music is his life and he wants fans to hear it. If people overlook him then he feels like he is losing meaning.

[@coryk7206]

When you hate yourself... people pleasing keeps people around

[@foyboy502]

I feal like NF dont want the healp from therapy, just becasue the music wont be the same. I think he realy want to feal better, but he dont want to disappointhis fans. That is a sad loop that i hope is only in my mind and not something he actualy go through.

[@lucasblair2338]

Hey Tom! I was just listening to the song Drifter by Falling in Reverse and could feel myself in a lot of the lyrics and really connected with it. I'd love to see you break down the lyrics to it. Your channel is awesome and means a lot to me thanks for helping and relating us to the lyrics we love!

[@KCsFunHouse]

I love that your mission is to spread mental health awareness!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thank you so much! I hope it works😊

[@theroachclip]

I had to watch that into about 10 times because its that good

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍 thank you!

[@jaru6917]

If you like NF, you should react to these Token songs 1. Happiness 2. Exception 3. Lost 4. Shavings 5. New problems 6.still believe in heroes 7. Somewhere in between 8. No service 9. Rich for you 10. Homies 11. A little different 12. Not love

[@ashleylormand1522]

This song makes me weep every time bc I feel this way every day of my life 🥲

[@biggiescoops046]

Why do the endings of NF songs always get me 😭😭😭

[@biggirih7225]

Drug Addiction by Collichie is a 🔥 song, and eye opening to those who have loved ones that are still battling addiction, or for those who are battling their demons on the daily and still staying sober, one day at a time. Amazing wordplay, too! Hope all is good, Doc 🤞🏻

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

😊👍

[@numbtolife4032]

I don't feel alive necessarily. I feel like I live for the sake of others, their needs and well being. I dont know if I hate myself anymore. But I can't look at myself with sympathy either. Thank you for your thoughts and feelings.

[@apg-jh9gl]

I remember when this song game out I was one year in to my two year wait for a set of new lungs and a liver, I used to be a strong guy who was a underdog cuz of my disease but I worked out worked in the oilfield then I got sick and I was nothing but skin and bones and poping 6 to 8 perks a day just to feel ok and I can honest felt worthless and I put this song on repeat cuz I honestly hated my self but nfs music help me get through it an now have had my new organs for two years and things our looking up.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

What a story! Thanks so much for sharing!😊👍

[@wyeth1023]

this is the part in the journey where I have an existential crisis, reflecting on my past, only seeing it through the narrative of a great tragedy . But still I carry on xD

[@AZMasterbaker]

Well I think you may have skipped oh lord which I would love to hear your thoughts because of your faith.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Oh no! I can’t skip a faith song!!😳😳

[@waysrecords2019]

This song is sad. I'm happy hes started to love himself more.

[@alexebiro1399]

2 pac - dear mama

[@benmayhem7574]

I love ur channel keep up the good work

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thank you!😊👍

[@dylan_m_235]

Special request for my friend who just passed from suicide at 21, his favorite song was Nutshell by Alice In Chains.

[@AmyAwesome81]

It may seem weird that I'm a 41 year old mother of three... but I relate so much to NF!!

[@dragonflyswataswata5135]

3:52 I already hear It- 🎶 ya 🎶 🎶didn't see 🎶 It comin 🎶🎶🎶 - Last Surprise 💀

[@ericherman2648]

Hello Tom! Did you ever end up doing “beautiful addiction” on patreon? You replied a while back about possibly being a patreon special and if you’ve done that one I gotta get myself a membership

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

We haven’t done that yet, but I’m sure we will keep doing NF after the journey, that song title is awesome to me😁👍

[@mortalmyth]

Hi Tom, I wanted to tell you that I love your music reactions, Especially your NF reactions! 😁

[@asdfghjkl8236]

This is my favorite song by him 🥺🥴🥴 so deep Edit: this and mansion are my favorites 😭😭

[@kingutt7775]

You really should do Drifting and Prideful. 2 great songs. But there is a lot of great NF songs to choose from so I get it if you don’t get to them.

[@patrikkotlar]

Next you should react to kanye west songs : never let me down, only one, roses, hey mama, all of the lights, come to life .....

[@Captain_Kirk116]

You're right bout this being an internal dialogue. Some of the criticism that NF gets, usually from other believers unfortunately, is that he makes music that's too dark and doesn't offer hope. I think that a lot of people are too used to feel good music with surface level lyrics rather than deep music with REAL lyrics.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Well said Kirk!😊👍

[@wesperry3642]

Amazing song. So relatable, as many NF songs are for me. I think you would really enjoy music by Nothing, Nowhere. His music has touched my soul in many ways when I was really struggling. My recommendations would be Nevermore, Skully, I’m sorry I’m trying, and I’ve been doing well. Would love to hear your thoughts. Such a fantastic and underrated artist. Love your videos!

[@GuzzlingDuck]

Man is out here smiling and being upset that the journey is ending, meanwhile I'm about to cry 🤣

[@jtarvid86]

Tid bit about this song, he voluntarily checked into a mental health clinic and wrote this song while in there.

[@bieeta]

Witt Lowry - Last Letter

[@ManaBurnX]

There’s still the mix tape. You should definitely do the music video for “Story” and you should definitely get into 21 pilots. They have a ton of stuff I’m sure you’ll love.

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

TOP is on patreon and more coming to KZbin soon😊

[@MikiisDelta]

So without me by Halsey ft juice wrld. Or hate me by Ellie Gourding ft juice wrld

[@Gomu_1]

React to dear god by Dax

[@interps5560]

you should do conversations by juice

[@budipyromaani]

More $uicideboy$ please. Limp Wrist, I am the Apocalypse or Goodbye would be dope 🙏

[@wesleywilliamson8427]

Pls react to “She cheated again” by Dax. Very heart breaking and good song at the same time. You’ll love it. Stay Safe 🙏🏻❤️ and strong 💪.

[@Wow88z]

And DEAR GOD and GOTHAM and SUFFOCATING, and ETERNITY and some more

[@wesleywilliamson8427]

@@Wow88z Yess

[@krisztianvago4740]

Hey! I just wanted to ask you that would you listen to Killstation-Transmutation its a really good song.

[@hishanebye1]

You need to react and breakdown Tom Macdonald.

[@madelynemunoz8452]

I love it, even if I don't understand 100%

[@IndigenousEntertainment]

Day 13 of asking Tom to react to Zevia - if depression gets the best of me

[@Aliciae411]

Her songs are so sad :(

[@clutch13grateful66]

I think you would really enjoy Lana del Rey songs “ride”, full official video version. It is part storytelling and part song with a lot that can be broken down as far as where her head may be. It’s one I promis you will enjoy. Keep up the awesome videos!! Thank you.

[@dmproductions6691]

You should do denial by juice wrld

[@gonzalocortez49]

You keep this intro, you HAVE to do Perfect by Logic. Then do the Perfect Remix by Logic too

[@savdbygracethatwrks6850]

I'm not going to lie I've never really been able to hear NF sing this song just because of the title.

[@joelhagarty967]

if you havent looked at suicidal thoughts by biggie you really should its amazing

[@Runescort]

Also did you make that last pause in the video a fucking rorschach test? Or was that just the video?

[@kyletrwnt]

hey i just discovered your channel and i love your videos, can you react to "the show most go on" by famous last words? If you do, I'd love to. Greetings from Venezuela:)

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Hi Venezuela! Thanks for watching! And for the request😊👍

[@goldenking2289]

Yes yess

[@moezaic5237]

"xxxtentacion - orlando" reaction pls. its like the saddest short song

[@patmaan1316]

Man I love your videos! Especially since your react to a lot of emo rap (xxxtentacion, juice, lil peep), but I'm suprised, I don't think you've been introduced to iann dior, another great emo rapper. I'd love to see your take on "emotions" by iann dior or even "gone girl ft. trippie redd" by him as well. Thanks and have a great day Tom!

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Thanks so much for supporting and for the suggestion.😊👍

[@patmaan1316]

@@ReactionTherapyOfficial you’re welcome Tom! Can’t wait to see what you think of him 🔥

[@williamowenby1580]

Please react to I miss the days NF

[@jaredpena1068]

I'm not sure if you take requests on here or read this but if you do can you do a breakdown of sleepless nights by Memphis may fire this song just blows a hole thru me

[@zachdevalk914]

Please react to forest by twenty one pilots

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Lots of TOP coming out on Patreon! www.Patreon.com/reactiontherapy and some coming to KZbin also😊👍

[@ExzinPlays]

do a video reacting to NF with your wife that'd be interesting to hear! thanks tom

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Good idea austin!😊👍

[@kslayer0]

Ny favorite line of this whole song you didnt even touch on! :( (suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me but i dont want to die i just want to get relief) all you said was yup 🤣

[@Silasrei]

Of all the reactions you’ve done, which song is your favorite?

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

Great question! I need to think about that!😊

[@Протего]

We all need more Ronnie Radke reactions

[@ReactionTherapyOfficial]

👏👏👏

[@ExzinPlays]

Early as ever!

[@dustinbranning9354]

React to Like This by NF

[@Joe-qx9gt]

Yes go threw it and alot of other things as well

[@MidWay513]

I need help i know i do. But i don’t know who to talk to. I’m losing myself everyday I’m scared i can’t go much longer. I am in so much pain