PUTTING AWAY THE NURSERY. 😔

[@zoegrace1776]

Know that Brynn never felt pain in her life. She never had her heart broken. She never knew disappointment. She never felt hatred. She never experienced anything but the love you, your significant other and others sent to her. She knew that you loved her and that you are her mommy and will continue to be for as long as you live. I know that you will take the pain you are experiencing right now and put it into being a wonderful and compassionate parent to your future children and Brynn's future siblings.

[@samantharosegarcia-mcdonal3078]

Zoe Brooks What a beautiful comment.

[@erinreed730]

Zoe Brooks your comment made me cry. So sweet

[@eleanorj-k8925]

Zoe Brooks what happened I'm new ?

[@erinreed730]

Eleanor J-k she had a stillborn baby :(

[@PlacidShark_]

Zoe Brooks beautiful words ❤

[@joliemoore4227]

Almost 3 years later and she’s got a 1 year old and now she’s pregnant with twins, NEVER EVER give up hope. You are missed little miss brynn 🖤 Rest In Peace baby girl

[@makeupbykiara1913]

Jolie moore the twins are officially born! Ahh! And brynn is a big sister again!

[@blah__]

And now they’re born :)

[@shannonyoung6485]

Sometimes I can’t go to sleep because Little Miss brynn

[@bethanyjohnston6442]

And now pregnant with baby #5!!

[@mariapoulos767]

And n ou a, naturally pregnant with a baby GIRL.

[@annagunderson6392]

3 years later they have a 1 year old named Emma and newborn TWIN boys named Reuben and Asher

[@princessaddichannel6689]

is Brynn dead

[@kimberleeroberts9873]

yes, it was a miscarriage

[@kimberleeroberts9873]

@Paige Hughes yeah ur right. they did deliver her but heart had already stopped. i guess when they are actually delivered it's a stillbirth

[@bkhall5139]

Anna Gunderson and why do we need to know

[@bkhall5139]

Paige Hughes yeah she still got to hold brynn when she was born but she was already dead

[@Paramore433]

I've never seen your videos and have never been a mother but I am truly from the very bottom of my heart so sorry for you and your husbands loss. I could never imagine what you are going through and I hope nothing but the best for you and your family. You seem like a very caring person and deserve nothing but the best. Much love 🌻

[@aimeenorman]

I think that you are so strong. You are working through your grief, and it's an inspiration. You are helping so many people, even if you don't realize it. These vlogs will bring peace to people you never imagined touching with your story.

[@lifesurvivor4154]

It’s four and a half years later and they have come so far!They bought a house,Emma is three,the twins are one and half and she is pregnant with baby #5 naturally!So proud of them 🥺

[@Littleangel_-jp4xb]

I'm revisiting these old vids now that she just had Faye! They're one of my favorite YT families.

[@Lauren21309]

I think you should still wear the "Blessed to be her mom" shirt. Even though she's not here with you, you're still her mom. 💜💜

[@RachelleandJustin]

Thank you

[@Lauren21309]

Rachelle and Justin I'm so very sorry for your loss.

[@melnbensmith]

I cried my eyes out this whole video. You are so strong to do this. My heart broke for you both. You are a beautiful soul inside and out. Keep the faith and stay strong. She is resting in the arms of Jesus. Thinking of you.

[@nae1391]

melnbensmith what happened

[@nae1391]

+melnbensmith what happened

[@Theultrateam4]

You were right your having another beautiful baby girl

[@DominiqueKooper666]

she did, and Emma is absolutely gorgeous. Brynn would have been so proud.

[@dramamama2856]

Sami Agee & now she’s having twins🥺💕

[@totally.syd.]

Now she has 2 beautiful boys and a beautiful girl along with an angel

[@oliviasrebornworld9172]

And Reuben and Asher!

[@yareliacuna8791]

🥰💖🥰💖

[@sarajundi8946]

It's so heartwarming to know that no, Brynn's 3 syblings have her to watch over and protect them❤️ may she rest in peace and may your family stay happy and healthy 💕

[@chelsprows]

My heart hurts as I watch this pain of yours, I cry with you because I know this pain so well. I'm so sorry for your loss, I've been following your journey for quite some time & was so saddened to hear of your baby girl brynn. It doesn't make sense why we are given the struggle of infertility, but to make things in our lives more difficult by the loss of a child. It is very confusing but there must be some reason why we must go through this heartache. My heart is with you at these sad & difficult times. I hope things will only get easier down this path in our journeys, & we both get to give the love we so greatly want to give to our children. 💜

[@RachelleandJustin]

So sorry that you're having to deal with infertility. It's something I would never ever wish upon anyone, its heartbreaking and exhausting (physically and mentally). I hope you get your miracle

[@marilynsimmons2560]

I'm so sorry for this terrible thing that has happened just please don't give up , I know I always wanted a girl I was given two boys I was only given my youngest one for 18 yrs when he was taken from me in a self induced way and I guess I'm just saying you are made from enough toughness you'll be amazed at what you can accomplish everyday as long as you keep reminding yourself of that it will get easier to deal with.

[@marieq829]

Chelsea Prows I'm very sorry for your loss

[@nataliekashanirokh9932]

Chelsea Prows

[@td8736]

Chelsea Prows

[@audreyesko]

this video is heartbreaking. never loose hope.

[@lexijohnson5762]

Sorry for your loss

[@MakeupLover8686]

I'm glad she's pregnant again with another little girl

[@kpopfanforever7720]

losepoundsandinches huh?

[@Veronica-bc6pp]

Lose*

[@Cmoreau27]

blu hock your parents must be so proud

[@anime_addict21]

God bless you and your husband. I'm so sorry you went through this. It is the worst thing a person can go through in this life. I've had 5 miscarriages. And my first daughter would've been 8 this year...she was born 3 months early and she lived for 2 weeks in the NICU before she passed away. My whole world crumbled and I didn't know what to do with myself. She was my everything and I honestly wanted to die. I went through a horrible depression and I didn't know why God kept me here while she wasn't here with me. But after 6 years of re-discovering God and trying to get pregnant I finally got pregnant with my second daughter. I was terrified during my pregnancy with her bc I was scared that I'd lose her and I knew I couldn't live through burying another child. But I had a perfectly healthy pregnancy and she is now a healthy and happy 2 year old. God kept me here bc he was going to bless me with another one of his miracles and he did. I kept my first daughters clothes as well just so my next daughter could wear them and as my second daughter has worn those clothes my heart weeps and rejoices all at the same time. I am so so sorry you are going through this. But please know there are people out there who know what you are going through and our hearts ache with you and you have all of our love and prayers. Stay strong, the road ahead is rocky and hard but God will pull you through. Much love. ❤

[@ashedits4167]

AuBri Leigh god bless you and your family

[@paigeyeary]

i'm so sorry for every loss that you went through. you are such a strong person and i seriously envy you. (and the person that made this video) thank you for telling your story and got bless you!

[@redstarstyles5021]

AuBri Leigh God bless💜I have too miscarried siblings waiting for me in Heaven

[@stonedNcreepy]

Ok WAIT. This is by far not the worst thing a person can go through!! I'm deeply sorry for her loss, and I have had two miscarriages myself, but to say it is the worst thing you can go through is just stupid. There are WAY more horrible things to happen and you should be thankful if you didn't experience any of them!! Like I said, I had two miscarriages myself, but getting abused as a child, getting raped multiple times as a teen AND as an adult, losing my first big love and husband to suicide (at this point, should I mention that his parents lost their son too, after spending 23 years with him??? And this is not worse than miscarriage???), developing severe PTSD and DID was much worse for me. So be and feel with others, tell them they are strong and that you are sorry for them etc, but DON'T say that something is the worst thing you could experience just because you experienced it. There's always worse things out there. People are starving, being murdered, being raped, committing suicide, loosing their children after YEARS spent together, the list goes on... The world is a dark place, dear. Nevertheless, all the best for you and everyone who experienced miscarriage. Never lose hope!

[@redstarstyles5021]

stonedNcreepy so sorry for all your loss. Not a competition about who has gone through the most!

[@gracepersun]

I have never seen your videos before, and I don't fully understand what happened, but hearing you talk about the baby girl you lost saddened me to the point where I am sobbing writing this. I am truly sorry for your loss and I am sure that you will get through this.

[@chiraine1]

she had to give a still birth , halfway through the pregnancy

[@gracepersun]

chiraine1 omg how awful😢

[@Pootybandz]

chiraine1

[@vsgmom]

I'm only 2 minutes into your video and already in tears. Our second child, Kaitlyn, was stillborn at 27 weeks. She was the same gestation as her big brother who is now 13. *sigh* losing a child is the worst thing we ever go through. The pain is indescribable. One week before Kaitlyns first birthday with the Lord, we had identical twin girls. I saved some things for the girls that were Kaitlyns. I still have her bassinet which I was so excited to have found a week before she died. Anyways, all that to say, you aren't alone....

[@niandraladie2953]

😢😭

[@geannavallango7217]

Same my aunt got a miscarriage and Ik how she feels my aunt miscarriage was born 2001 and I was born 2003 and she die two years before me

[@gabbyketchel6523]

Omg she is now having twins too!

[@arieswife8926]

Vgsmom what was the reason she was stillborn?.. i have a similar experience my son was born at 29 weeks stillborn..💔💔 im heartbroken

[@ray_ayy]

I'm so sorry. I know nothing any stranger says to you on the internet can ease the pain. My heart just goes out to you. I wish brighter times for you ahead.

[@YvenasDaughter]

I know you're probably tired of hearing this but I know what you're going through. Just about two weeks ago, my baby was born sleeping as well. A whole 34 weeks and I don't get to take my son home. I too have to pack clothes and take the car seat out with no baby. Mama, I KNOW THE PAIN!!!!! It's inexplainable. The void is real and it will take time to heal and that's okay. To both of our angel babies and our rainbow babies to come, we carry them in our hearts FOREVER. ❤️

[@juliefuraitor5610]

je m'appelle BROOKLYN Sorry for your loss. 😢

[@demilaurenxx4341]

je m'appelle BROOKLYN sending prayers your way 🙏🙏 im 11 weeks pregnant and praying nothing goes wrong. Im glad you too shared your story. Your so brave. Keep your chin up. Xx

[@stephmurphy42]

I’m so sorry for your loss 😓 xx

[@HeyitsBri_]

demi lauren xxx I pray you make it through. I lost my baby at 11 weeks. She (I feel it in my heart it was a girl) didn't show up on tests but my body was changing and I was so happy and scared. She would have been my first. She would have been born 8/20/17 and she was also named Demi. I think it's an omen that you will have a beautiful baby and live in happiness.

[@demilaurenxx4341]

Bria D thankyou so much that is so sweet. I am 16 weeks and 2 days. I heard my baby's heartbeat for the first time yesterday it made me tear up. I am so sorry for you're loss and i hope in the future you have a beautiful healthy baby that will help you heal. I cant imagine what you must be going through. But i really hope everything turns out ok for you. 🤗🤗xx

[@itsbrittanylynne]

Rachelle, @2:28 ...you were right. It's another girl-and Brynn can hand down her clothes to her little sister like you hoped ❤️

[@moonsauce_5159]

i'm adopted and my adopted parents are the. best. parents. i could ever ask for. they also adopted another girl who is now my little sister, and our family is SO FULL OF LOVE, acceptance, unconditional support!

[@DominiqueKooper666]

that is so sweet! I'm so happy to hear this.

[@mariagallegos3079]

This made me smile💖

[@lailani9762]

I'm very sorry for your loss. I'm a military spouse as well and I too lost a child. In 2015, I gave birth to a little boy and 3 weeks later he passed away. I woke up after falling asleep breastfeeding him and when I woke up the following morning he wasn't breathing and had a nose bleed. We rushed him to the hospital and he was resuscitated. For the next couple of days he was on life support with severe brain damage from being without oxygen for too long. We made a tough decision to take him off of life support since we were told he had a 1% chance of ever waking up and his brain was starting to swell up. We didn't want to see him in that state anymore and felt that we should let him be in peace with God. It took me a very long time to be at peace with what happened. Losing my son changed me and made me a very bitter person. I stopped talking to friends and family. I really just stayed locked away at home most days.. my husband and I were on the verge of divorce but by the grace of God we stuck together and are still working on things. I know that God knows our pain and we are not alone. I'm not sure if you believe but just know that God loves us and he does things for a reason. Things won't be easy but they will get better. It's been 2 years for me and it still hurts just as bad as it did 2 years ago. I'm just not angry like I was and I'm now at peace with what has happened. It also helped knowing that I wasn't the cause of his death since I thought I may have suffocated him when I fell asleep. It took a few weeks for the autopsy results to come in and during that time I was suicidal because I blamed myself for what happened to him. I pray that god helps you though this tough time in your life and comforts you. I wish I could just give you a hug because I know this pain all too well. God bless you mama. ♥️

[@alicec1892]

Lailani I'm so sorry x

[@2222-k7u]

Lailani ...I'm so sorry sweetie..god bless u

[@miabassan6193]

I am so sorry for you loss , I lost my baby girl at 20 weeks (second trimester). I can’t even imagine your pain as you held you baby boy in your arms. Lots of love to you xx

[@HannahRose19960]

I’m so so sorry for your loss that’s so hard..

[@caitlinnnnnn1934]

This was the first video of yours I ever watched, I’m now coming back watching this again while you’re now pregnant with Emma to see how far you’ve come. Sending so much love💕

[@lilycharlotte3969]

Caitlin Cruise same!!!

[@lotus9164]

Caitlin Cruise yes me too.. I'm so happy for them and I wish I could go back in time hug her and tell her everything going to be ok..

[@Nicole-tl3mg]

WAIT SAMEEEEE

[@longdistancebesties8856]

Me too

[@ellaparkinson5991]

Me too

[@morganm.6256]

My mom lost twin boys at 7 months. We know your pain. I'm so sorry!! My brothers would have been 16 this year. My prayers to you and your family!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@caririnaz]

When she went to visit Brynn I burst out into tears.. Omg, it's so sad. I'm so sorry for your loss... I bet she was gonna be such an amazing little girl.. I'm so sorry...😔😢 Sending lots of love for NY❤️❤️

[@beachgirlnri]

I’m watching this now and you have Emma and you just found out you are pregnant with twins.❤️

[@rowanscott7102]

Bri S yeah she probably knows that

[@totally.syd.]

Rowan Scott Shes just saying...

[@June-rb1nx]

I am so sorry Rachelle....My niece lost a baby years ago. I was in awe what how she handle the tragedy of her baby's passing. It's been almost 15 yrs but she often speaks of the baby she lost with me....She's a wonderful mom to five other children. Please know that I am praying for you and wish you the best. Time does heal, but believe me losing a loved one is something you will never have "closure". I lost my DH 15 yrs ago. We were soulmates, true soulmates....So, I know just a little of what you are going thru. It of course isn't the same as losing a child.....and I would never want you to think that. Just continue how you are doing....there's no right and wrong rules for someone who is grieving, just do the things that make YOU feel okay.....not feel right, because you are never going to feel "right" about this. Blessing Rachelle & Justin.....

[@rocheller7221]

I am so so so sorry! I cannot even imagine how you feel. I have four kids my oldest is 18 and my youngest is 16 months. I've been through one miscarriage and even though the miscarriage was so early on, it is still so devastating to this day. I pray for peace for you and future happiness with many many babies.

[@katiepowers84]

im so sorry for your loss :( everything will be okay!

[@rachelconverse9791]

Rachelle, rewatching this video almost a year after, it is amazing to see how much you have grown, how strong you have gotten, and where life has taken you. I can’t wait to see where another year takes you, especially with the addition of little Emma.

[@ShayleeOfficial]

Just found your channel. I am so so sorry for what you are going through. Sending you all the love and prayers.

[@fluffyponies6741]

shayleeandbaby me too

[@Rafiawinters]

shayleeandbaby what happened?

[@diya5117]

Yasmin Kasim her newborn baby died, sleeping 😭😭😢😢😢 it wasn't born

[@NonanoN-er6de]

Diya Bansal sorry, i don't understand, it was newborn but wasn't born?

[@paydayhun3218]

BintKhadhir I think they mean it was stillborn? idk tho I just found the channel too

[@maryc9309]

My sisters fiancée is buried there. It's a beautiful cemetery❤ & thank you so much for sharing so much with us I've enjoyed watching your journey

[@RachelleandJustin]

It's very beautiful

[@myleetudors7087]

Rachelle and Justin I'm so sorry.I hope God helps you get through this.❤❤❤

[@elainesimpson582]

Nevaeh Mcbride M','"

[@lotus9164]

Update it's now July 5th 2018 and you and Justin have a beautiful baby girl named Emma about to be born in about 6 or 7 weeks.. it's going to be ok Rachelle from the past (hugs) RIP Brynn👼🧡

[@bre1108]

I found your channel when I was pregnant and watched this video and my heart broke for you. I'm watching this now after finding out my sons heart stopped beating. I now relate to this video and the hurt that you're in, in so many ways and I feel like I found your channel in a time where I should have. I'm so sorry for your guys' loss. ❤️

[@RachelleandJustin]

I am so sorry to hear that. I pray you can find ways to heal as time passes love. ❤️

[@mattjarvis101]

it is a tragic heartbreak for losing a child but there is hope for you can have another chance for a cilf or adopt a child there's always a child who wish to have with a parent so don't lose hope but having a child

[@starlee_jeanna]

Bre Burk 🙏🏼

[@gracie22classic11]

Bre Burk, awe I’ll send you my love and prayers! ❤️

[@myjourneyafterzainne1984]

My sympathys. I lost my son at 5 weeks old last year. It is hard.

[@nyshaok8425]

This was a recommendation video for me and I usually don't watch those videos but I clicked bc I wanted to see what's going on...Let me tell you, I cried so hard watching this. I'm not a mother but I felt your pain somehow, I want you to know that you're strong and your baby girl is in heaven making sure that you get through this. She's with you every day, I can't say things will be easier bc I don't know, but I can say that you're amazing and strong always know that💕💕❤️

[@beckigayle1981]

I can't pretend to imagine this feeling. I can say that I'm sure you've made so many people feel validated and like they're not alone. Thank you for being so real.

[@jadestephens986]

I'm only 11 and I'm nearly crying I hope your little bee 🐝 will be all safe in heaven. 😘😘

[@0MissElizabeth0]

it pisses me off that life is so unfair, everyday in the news you hear about dumbass parents who leave their babies in hot cars to die and then here you have a lovely lady who couldn't wait to be a mom and doesn't get to (at least not yet)

[@omglyssa4475]

0MissElizabeth0 IK STUPID PARENTS why are ppl like that.

[@maddy9247]

0MissElizabeth0 i totally agree! it's so immature. you could tell how excited she was to have brynn, prayers for them.

[@alisonvasquez2004]

0MissElizabeth0 Ikr

[@NanaNina97]

0MissElizabeth0 i

[@neesam.1610]

0MissElizabeth0 awhile ago a new born baby's body was found in the dump... and there are so many people that I know that try so hard for a baby... it pisses me off so much bc this woman was blessed with this little innocent baby and she just threw it away.

[@notzajoc502]

rewatching this since it popped up in my recommended, i know a lot of people have already made comments similar to this but you know how a healthy daughter and twin baby boys. We're all so proud of how far your family has come and we love you all so very much

[@arinbrandenburg9723]

I was looking through your channel and I saw you were doing IVF treatments. I'm so sorry for your loss :/ I hope you get your rainbow baby.

[@jordanacote2809]

angelina angel the baby was a stillborn

[@analiagriffin3086]

I admire you for posting this. This isn't an easy topic but you held it together. This needs to be talked about. It's hard, but it's important to support each other as women. I really do admire you. You'll get your girl soon enough❤️ and Brynn will be watching her little siblings.

[@RachelleandJustin]

Thank you so much love!

[@ashlyncarter4986]

Of course you will always grieve but I’m coming back to watch this again 9 months later and you really have grown so much in strength and I’m so happy for you to see your family grow even after such a tragedy. Sending love

[@jazzyfloyd2312]

I'm so sorry sweetie I lost my baby boy and twin girls and I hate to see anyone else going through this keep your head up love she got her beautiful wings

[@solesuna]

Jazzy Wynn I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@lisairving1676]

OH MY GOD!

[@MilfLvr420]

Jazzy Wynn you’re so incredibly strong, and I wish for you future motherhood success if you so desire! ❤️

[@NewBeginings2024]

I'm so sorry for your loss! When you do have children your going to be a great mother!

[@hillarybranch1694]

I'm adopted and my adoptive mom is my best friend and the best women I've ever met,,and sadly to say she passed of lung cancer BUT make a difference in someone's life as she did MINE!!!!!!!! I

[@emmadey8028]

Watching this almost 2 years later, it’s crazy how much has changed. This is where I started watching you and it’s so amazing how great life has turned for you. Seeing your emotion in this and watching you now it’s so great seeing how happy you are now. And it’s crazy how you just knew you’d have another girl after brynn and now you have emma!! I’m so glad God blesses you with her. Patience and pain you went through gave you the greatest gift!!!

[@kathrynKP]

I am so sorry ❤️ my heart is broken for you. She will always be with you. She knows how great of a mom you are and would have been to her. This is an unimaginable pain that I couldn't cope with, nobody should have to. Stay strong hun.

[@chinaaaaaa]

The Roof Family I subscribed this is my first time seeing your channel so yeah And I turned my Post notifications on

[@unclerufusa.bastardson7012]

So send the grief stricken woman a picture of you playing with your young tot. That should do it .

[@atleyscott6058]

I Am so sorry you you should get a tattoo that says her name

[@jacquenettakhati]

This was so hard to watch, you have so much courage. This video will help lots of women trying to cope with this same tragedy. Praying for you and your husband. God is able and will restore all that you've lost!

[@christinalewis3635]

I wish she had someone with her but when you think about it we are here with her my heart aches for this young woman

[@realcanadiangirl64]

After losing my 6 week old daughter to SIDS, I wasn't able to put her nursery away for over a year 💔 Bless you girl

[@vsgbeth1273]

realcanadiangirl64 I am so sorry. 😢

[@1lori_b]

So very sorry for your loss. 💞

[@stephaniemicheala9050]

Sorry for your loss

[@emmyrose8157]

🕯

[@reapersangel8371]

realcanadiangirl64 I’m so sorry to hear that

[@mollysgotmakeup13]

I feel awful liking this video because it's so heartbreaking, they really need a "I hate that you have to do this but I'm sending my love and support" button.

[@goddesstammymitchell3997]

mollysgotmakeup13 I agree hun

[@brookeb9695]

I'm so sorry you have to go through this may God wrap his arms around you and help you through this very difficult time.

[@BROIDUDEIFIER]

But got did this why would he comfort her after taking her child

[@calensmith9754]

Damn Pb No Chill He did not, this was not God's doing. John 10:10 "The thief comes only to kill, steal and destroy. But I have come to give life and give it in abundance and to the fullest." God does not take away or do these things to us, he is love and his love for us is so deep and wide an high and long (Eph 3) and these trials are a result of evil and only evil. As long as sin is it's own master, bad things happen.

[@jaylissagardner2218]

brooke b Uikjjgt

[@BROIDUDEIFIER]

+Calen Smith but that makes no sense if thats the case then why do people say bad thinds happen for a reason

[@calensmith9754]

Damn Pb No Chill because that's people, they say that but it's not scripture, now God can take a bad thing and turn it around and use it for good, but God never orchestrates the bad things. Now how can a good strong Christian have something bad happen to them? By their tongue, it says that death in life are in the power of the tongue (Prov 18:21) many Christians often repeatedly say things like "oh that killed me" "oh I'm dying" of things like that, an Faith comes by hearing, so when someone is repeatedly saying things like that are death (the devil doesn't know or care if you're joking either) and hearing it they eventually believe it, whether realizing it or not and that tiny amount of faith, small as a mustard seed, that opens the door for death. That and sin are two ways that can allow something bad to happen in someone's life. It's never God

[@abagailetapp4967]

This video broke my heart 💔 I will not pretend to know how you feel. I lost my baby boy in December of 2017 to a placental abruption and your video gave me alittle comfort knowing I wasn't alone in somethings I have felt, putty up his what I called keep sakes, and taking the nursery down, saving most of the stuff and the laughing when you feel as if you shouldn't be. RIP Alexander James Biellier Tapp and all the other baby's taken to soon. My heart breaks everytime i babysit and it helps too. My heart breaks everytime i hear a baby cry, everytime alittle boy is wearing or has something I bought for my son too. He was and still is my greatest adventure and I hope someday to have a rainbow baby when I've dealt with him passing properly. I love you baby boy. 38 weeks gestation and in the 38 weeks you taught me so much how to love unconditionally, the importantance of family, to be patient... you my son touched the lives of so many without even taking a breath , and I miss you every day 💙

[@karola5]

You are a mommy to a little precious Angel, She is your little baby Angel and You will meet one special day. You are a mum and always will be to her. Lord is near the broken hearted, He saves those crushed in spirit... xoxo take care ...

[@k.l.3635]

As I was watching this video, I could feel in my soul the love you have for Brynn; you are such an amazing mother to her, and frankly, any child you have in the future will be beyond blessed to have you as their mother. You are a gift, and I am praying that in the future, you and your husband will be able to expand your family, with Brynn and her spirit never far from your hearts. May you be blessed eternally, and please know that you are a woman I look up to admire, and that I hope to be like as I become a young adult 🌻🌻🌻

[@haileypullum6342]

such a bittersweet time watching this after emma’s birth vlog. i’m so happy you guys have been blessed with another baby girl. she’s such a blessing.

[@heyheyitskaren]

I'm so sorry! I know exactly what your going thru. My baby boy had trisomy 18. Which means not compatible with life. I found out at 17 weeks and they told me to prepare myself cause anytime he would pass away. So everyday I feared that day would be the day until I was 32 weeks and he stopped moving and I knew he was gone. It brought so many feelings back. But one day we will see our babies in heaven.

[@heyheyitskaren]

Update: 2 years after my son passed away we had a healthy little girl. The fear of her passing away haunted me everyday. I dealt with hyperemesis with all of my pregnancies. So it was hard for me. God will give you another baby I feel it.

[@Emily-jg4eo]

heyheyitskaren my sister had trisomy 8 and several other illnesses/diseases like severe epilepsy, brain malfunctions etc so she passed away as well... my mom had 2 miscarriages after her and was almost losing hope (luckily my oldest brother was there who mentally supported her even though he was only 2 at the time) a few years later she got my (healthy) 2nd older brother as a rainbow baby, then me a year later and then 3 years later my youngest brother. Good things happen and one should never lose hope! you are not alone in this!

[@tameshashelton7679]

My baby brother recently passed away due to trisomy, he had an extra chromosome or something! Really sorry for your loss 💕

[@unicornsrule975]

heyheyitskaren I'm so sorry! I wish u the best of luck love and prayers to u 💖

[@jhayyme]

it breaks my heart seeing this because i also lost my first baby when i first told my boyfriend he cried because we had tried so hard for 3 years and when we finally got pregnant i went in for an ultrasound and the first thing they told me was they could not see my baby and that same year on mothers day i started bleeding and a few days later i found out my pregnancy could not continue and i had a miscarriage i was so depressed for like 2 weeks then i was told i was not able to get pregnant until 1 year went by , but like 3 months later i found out i was pregnant again and was able to continue with my pregnancy i am so blessed that i was given another chance to be a mother and know my little boy will be 1 on Wednesday june 28 💕

[@Ryan-mi2bf]

Jamiee Ruelas how is he?

[@danielleanderson1399]

Look where you are now hun, you have grown so much emotionally, physically and family wise. You are a becon of hope!!!

[@jordynbetts886]

I see that you have a tattoo. You should get another one of a little bumble bee to always remember her. ❤️

[@billieeilishthequeen9494]

Awww please do this

[@daisiaflores59]

She doesn't need a tattoo to remember her? She's always gonna remember her baby girls passing .

[@craigdean4468]

Daisia Flores tattoos are a great way for people to feel like they have a little piece of who or what they got it for, or to remind the person with the tattoo of the good memories instead of the bad ones. I think getting a little tattoo in her memory would be a sweet thing to do. Of course she'll always remember her daughter, but a tattoo could help her gain some emotional strength. Tattoos can be very cathartic to certain people.

[@kimberlyshaffer3743]

MELA you're a moron, no it can't if you go to a reputable artist, don't spread that lie around

[@emily-lj2mq]

MELA are you aware of how insane you sound

[@amandasinelli8040]

I'm ever so sorry for your loss. Also I think you and your husband are very noble to plan on adopting. There are so many kids that need a chance at a loving home.

[@RachelleandJustin]

We have always wanted to adopt. Even before infertility. We can't wait

[@deliaisgreat3362]

Amanda Sinelli k

[@deliaisgreat3362]

Amanda Sinelli I just found this channel two

[@deliaisgreat3362]

Sorry too

[@brilynnxoxo]

came back to watch this video because in a previous vlog Emma was wearing that sweet little bumble bee onesie and I remembered it from this video. So proud if how far you've come Rachelle! Love your channel and love your family!!

[@amymaisch8643]

I'm sobbing, stay strong momma❤️ she's looking down on you, keeping you safe❤️ she knows she is loved. I lost my baby at 17 years old and tho I didn't carry long enough to see characteristics it still is very hard to cope with, I got my rainbow baby last year and he will be a year this month, and you will get your rainbow baby as well❤️ keeping you in my thoughts

[@chanelrayleigh5114]

Praying so hard for you ❤️ she is so lucky to have you as her mama.

[@That1Virgo]

I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my boys years ago and I still cry like this holding their clothes and squeezing them and smelling them. It’s comforting and healing. ❤️ rip baby Bee

[@amandaceleste7]

I can't begin to imagine your pain but I wanted to tell you how brave and strong you are for making this. The way you are working through this is amazing and so inspirational. Continuing to pray for you and Justin during this time.

[@Alyssa-pq6gv]

24 oras news

[@ohufancyhuh100]

I'm so sorry for your loss, hit so close to home. I was pregnant with a little girl me and my husband named lillyana and I lost her at 24 weeks. Putting away her nursery was so hard! I pray that you find peace and it'll happen for you again. That's what I keep telling myself 💕

[@lilianamunoz7252]

Sorry for your loss...sending lots of prayers

[@Intoxicatedtt]

😢

[@brynleesnodgrass5709]

you were right. you have the mothers instinct. now your beautiful baby girl is here, safe, and loved. congrats rachelle

[@ginniekinz5401]

brynlee snodgrass so happy for them!! Can’t wait to watch Emma grow

[@avabohn8676]

It's ok. Please just let everything out. I'm sure one day u will have a baby I promise! I'm 11 years old so I don't know much about pregnancy but I know that it's hard and it's really hard to lose ur child after all u have done and hoped! :) But I hope u have a child someday or even adopted one . But just remember that we are here for u and u can let all it out and tell us what ur feeling. :)

[@tristaiguess3323]

Okay to be honest I'm only 12 and love watching your videos. I usually don't cry when I see someone else cry, but when you started crying I cried. I wish all good luck to you for things to get a bit better! ❤️

[@linkay0517]

Me too

[@saradakin8089]

You are such a wonderful mother Rachelle, never forget that.

[@rebeccaswilling1771]

My heart breaks hearing your story. I'm praying that you'll get pregnant soon and have a healthy baby and even more down the road. God bless you and your family. Prayers for you sweet lady

[@wisbyemily]

“But I’m still blessed to be her mom.” Wow.. the strength. I pray I can always have strength like you. Praying for my 🌈. 💕

[@juliahstewart]

This is so important. There is still so much stigma about discussing still births and it is so crucial that we get more comfortable talking about these things, as it really helps those grieving. You are so brave for sharing this story, and you are potentially helping to heal broken hearts.

[@thingslneverneeded]

I've followed you and right now I'm crying, bitter sweet.... it's Monday evening in Australia. Brynne is a big sister to Emma, Asher, & Ruben! I'm speechless

[@mikayla5392]

A year later, watching you with Emma I never knew your life was going to change this much❤️ ILOVEYOU RACHELLE❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@jessicawinkler7537]

This video still makes me tear up. Knowing how far you have come and knowing you now have 3 more beautiful babies just brings the faith.

[@hannahmelton5446]

my mom had little stuffies made out of our babies old clothes. we have an elephant and teddy bear. that would be sweet for the things you want to keep forever

[@lylal9092]

I came from kkandbabyj, you are strong and would have made an amazing mum I'm so sorry for your loss.

[@isabelaesparza476]

RaRa Thegreatest me too.

[@brookelaney9718]

RaRa Thegreatest 👍

[@mohammedbourhezal3255]

RaRa Thegreatest im a jacksonista and landoniesta too

[@meronmillion4652]

Watching this as Emma’s 1st birthday is coming up and I am so proud of you. You are such a strong mama and Brynn and Emma are so lucky to have you as their mother ❤️ I cannot wait to see what else the Lord has for your family and the blessings in the future❤️

[@coramettert335]

This had to be so hard to film

[@andrewwilkerson7780]

I'm so so sorry. I have been there, and I know how hard this was. My son was stillborn at full term in 2011. I can tell you that there will never be a day you don't think of her, but the pain does ease a bit. Hugs, Marie

[@panama507isa]

Andrew Wilkerson im sorry for your loss. i send love your way♡♡

[@andrewwilkerson7780]

Isa Thank you. 💓

[@katievlogs6499]

Andrew Wilkerson. my daughter neveah was still birth at 19 weeks and 3 days and it was so hard but its reality g that I'm not all alone with this

[@andrewwilkerson7780]

KatieUP touorials I'm sorry for your loss. It's a club no one would choose to be a part of, but you are right, we are not alone. That's why I share my loss sometimes, because I really wished that I had someone to tell me that it would become more bearable over time when it happened. I am six years out, and there are still days I breakdown, and times that the realization that I'll never hold my baby again is physically painful. But there are more good days than bad, and I do cherish the time I had with him in my belly, and the photos the nurses took for me are a treasure that I can enjoy now, where before it was next to impossible for me to look at them. All we can do is try and offer support and comfort to our fellow loss parents the best we can, even when we know personally how little we can really offer. Hugs, Marie

[@katievlogs6499]

Andrew Wilkerson it 100% is but u know the pain gets better with support

[@happy-rg6ro]

I lost my baby girl at 36weeks, about 2 months ago. I watched this video a few weeks ago to give me comfort, to cry with someone that went through the same lost. I’ve seen you with Emma, and so happy for you! It gives me so much hope and strength. I came back to see this video again to see you grow on this journey, helping me to grow too. I now watch this to give me strength and happiness (hope)! 🌻💕

[@rubymccabe6839]

How strong is Rachelle for even making this video I’m so proud xx

[@SuperMrsnickjonas1]

this came on my recommended to watch list I am soooo sorry for your loss

[@cheyanne._.7747]

Watching this a few years later is crazy. I remember going through this with you and crying and wishing these things didn’t happen to amazing people like you and now looking at how happy you guys are literally makes me sooo happy. You and your husband are the sweetest people in the world! I wish you guys nothing but more and more happiness! Brynn is watching over her family❤️ She picked Emma for you from heaven! Brynn is Emma’s guardian angel👼🏻

[@aliciasantoliquido1262]

I know everyone is commenting and you might not see this, but just know that we all are here to support you. I just found your channel through kkandbabyj but I already am here to support you, I don't exactly know how you feel, but I lost my dad when I was 13, been 3 years. There is never a day where you don't miss them, but you have to know they want you to be happy and live life to its fullest. She's watching over you everyday, and I'm sure she is SOOO proud of her momma 💕 hang in there

[@jazzy679]

currently going through this with you..lost my baby girl in November at 20 weeks prego of last year then got prego again in January and lost baby boy in April at 16 weeks...its been the hardest thing ever😔

[@RachelleandJustin]

I'm so so sorry love. It absolutely is heart wretching.

[@roisindubh02]

Jasmine Rideaux-Hernandez : So very sorry.

[@jazzy679]

roisindubh02 its ok..thank you💙

[@katiekawasaki]

Jasmine Rideaux-Hernandez so sorry for you lost. My heart hurts for you!

[@janaishahart5937]

i hope one day you all get the beautiful babies you deserve.

[@chloelindsay8900]

My heart has completely been ripped in half watching this. I can’t even begin to imagine how you were feeling at this tragic time. My heart, thoughts and prayers are still with you sweetheart. You’re truly a strong, amazing woman and baby Brynn would have been blessed to have you as her mother 💕💕

[@kileyhayes4928]

I'm so sorry for your loss. This is my first time hearing about your channel but I feel so close to you. I'm am not an emotional person but I am bawling my eyes out right now. I wish you and Justin the best of luck one adopting and two having more children.

[@OneWingDown]

My one of my twin sisters, died at 44 days old after the hospital gave her preemie body meningitis. And my mother has most of the little cloths and such that she would share with us... bless you and your loves. 💕

[@jaredfogle6612]

OneWingDown how did the hospital give her meningitis? sorry for your loss

[@motherlaurav]

My second child had a staph infection from the hospital & thus had to be hospitalized a few days after he was born; I couldn't FATHOM what you've gone through! ❤💔❤😘💞💕❤

[@gillianwills9049]

Meningitis lives in the back of the throat and is passed directly from person to person. The hospital are not to blame.

[@mnmom723]

You are completely wrong! Please read about the several types of meningitis and their causes. It absolutely does not come from your throat!

[@gillianwills9049]

MN Mom You do the same my dear... Meningitis manifests at the back of the throat.

[@amandasignal2176]

You were 100% correct can’t wait to meet baby Emma ☺️

[@laurenb6195]

Thank you for sharing Brynn with us

[@NysaHarisis]

This is the first video I am watching of yours and you are so un believably strong. You are going through such a tough time in your life but you are powering through it. I only hope and wish the best for you and your family as you guys grow and become stronger. I am glad to say that I am going to subscribe and follow you on this journey of yours and watch your family grow and become something great and wonderful. I don't know why but I have a feeling that you guys will do something great in the future and achieve all of the goals that you have now. Until then I wish you and your family the best of luck on this long journey we call life!❤️

[@lisascott5997]

Wow! Looking back and watching your raw emotion is so hard. You lost your sweet girl but had no idea that you would have three beautiful babies 3 years later. Be Still and know ! She’s there with you and gave you Emma and the boys.

[@kaylabug2752]

I'm so sorry💔 I lost a baby girl when I was only 16.. I know this pain all too well. It's not fun at all. I still grieve almost 4 years later..

[@esme5007]

Kayla Bug 16? wow you were young

[@esme5007]

I'm sorry for your loss hope your baby girl is doing well in heaven ❤👑

[@KourttneyL]

Just found your channel through kkandbabyj, and I must say that I am so happy and so sorry. ❤ I do not know what it's like to go through this but I am here for you. I cannot wait to watch your family grow over the years!.

[@noellewinfield5369]

My heart is breaking a loss of a baby there’s no words to describe what a mother goes through when you lose a child no mater what I missed carried 19 years ago and my heart still feels empty your her special mommy always and forever your baby is looking down and feeling blessed and loves both of you god is here to help heal your pain bless you both and your family

[@domoniqueontiveros2404]

You're such a great mommy💘 I'm sure brynn loved the flowers you left for her 🌻

[@marlyl1957]

This was so hard to watch :(( this breaks my heart so much 😢💔 your little angle will come! And she is one lucky girl because you two will give her so much attention and love! Don't loose hope please don't loose hope! Keep your head up. You will have your baby I'm your arms on the future! Time is key! God bless

[@spreadingthedrewth4643]

will the angle be acute one?

[@badkitty101]

this honestly broke me. im so sorry that you lost you're beautiful baby. i send you love and a huge hug editing to add this you will always and forever be a mum. you have an angel watching over you. wear that shirt on mother's day. your still blessed to be her mum.

[@whitneystephens4072]

Watching this again and I honestly choked up when you said you were keeping things for her other little sibling. 😭💖 Emma is such a blessing!

[@danielle7099]

This hurts my heart so very much...I I know your beautiful daughter is with our Heavenly Father. She's watching down on you guys and probably giving kisses about how much she loves you, and you love her. This made me cry! Bless you guys, because life is a great Adventure

[@kimcressman6508]

Watching this as your pregnant with your last baby! You have come so far and it's so much fun watching your little ones grow!

[@emilydavis4859]

I am a new subbie... wish I could reach through the screen and give you a hug. Your "What Now? Life After Losing a Child" popped up on my recommended and I am touched by your story. Your daughter is beautiful and it was really sweet how you walked us through some of her things. I love the blanket set, where you had the lilac blanket laid to rest with her and then the poppy one for the future

[@emilydavis4859]

You're pregnant with Emma! Does she get the poppy blanket? ❤💙💜💛💚