Radiation Effects; See my skin & How I'm feeling

[@wendydadswell9732]

5 years ago I had treatment for Breast Cancer. Chemo and Radiation. What an incredible journey. I have no regrets. I learnt a lot about myself and life. God was with me all the way.

[@mehvishaftab6687]

Hello Wendy how did u spent ur time during ur journey It's so boring to stay all the time at home with this Tiredness I am going through this chemotherapy I feel so much fatigue not able to do any thing

[@mona3033]

I just wanna say thank I recently was diagnosed with breast cancer march/2024 this is week 5 and I can’t believe no fatigue god is sooo good I love my god !! It nice to know that I’m not alone during this journey

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Thank you for sharing! You are not alone! ❤️🙏🏼

[@Barbara-ex3ge]

Thank you for sharing your journey. Your advice to take one day at a time is positive and I also tell myself I’m one day closer to being cancer free

[@MarinaBlackford]

Yes! Amen to that! ❤️

[@ukraine1758]

You are such an inspiration! Every time I watch your video I start feeling better with my cancer journey! Best of luck to you and your family!!!

[@megn1000]

Just found your videos. I’ve just recently been diagnosed with breast cancer. I thank you for all your inspiration, encouragement and positivity! ❤🙏🏻

[@MarinaBlackford]

Welcome! I hope my videos continue to help you! ❤️

[@najmabegum5789]

❤ u all with whatever cancer your going through or gone through. So brave u all. My mum only been diagnosed with breast cancer and we feel the sky fell on our head. Can't imagine the horror people go through! Bless.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! I pray she heals!

[@agds91078]

Hi love!! I now have a surgery date for my mastectomy coming up on August 4th. I just finished chemo July 13 so I am super excited to have my hair, lashes and brows come back, your looking gorgeous as always sweet girl ❤️ love you sweet friend 💞 please know you are truly an inspiration to me and so so many others.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Yay to being done with chemo! I’m so happy to hear that. I hope you’re surgery goes good. Thank you! Sending love to you!

[@thefitaccountant]

Finished my 4 chemo treatments July 26 (last one), just started my radiation m-f on my 3rd of 25 and I’m celebrating in DR in October when I’m done!!! It’s been a long journey!!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Yay to being done! It’s such a journey! Happy you’re at the end of yours! Keep healing and celebrate! ❤️

[@mikehauger5700]

You’re so brave! I just now found you! I’m male and just today finished my 6th week and final radiation treatment on my thigh! I’m not even sure how you or any woman could deal with breast cancer and have the positive outlook that you have, cance4 is cancer, correct,but dealing with my thigh cancer in no way is as difficult as what you and others are going through, you are a boss!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you so much for the kind words Mike! I know it seems like I only address breast cancer but I know this advice can help others with their cancer. I hope everything is going well for you! Heal up!

[@nebrelgray7957]

I needed to hear this thank you so much

[@angiegyan1795]

I admire yr strength and positivity

[@delatorrevlogs]

Im watching host ❤❤❤ sending love and full support .

[@janef1220]

About to do my CT before starting my 5 weeks. I’m happy I found this video. You are absolutely right about taking it one day at a time.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Glad it was helpful!

[@cathyc899]

Been through chemo, my surgery and finished radiation last month. Wish I would’ve found your videos prior.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Me too! If you know anyone that needs my videos pass it along. Hope you’re healing!

[@margrajales9912]

This is an admirer. You will have a beautiful good and happy end story to your kids and grandchildren ❤

[@lanllp9150]

Thank you for sharing your experience so that others can find strength and encouragement through your journey.

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! ❤️

[@AnneS508]

Thank you for this. I have breast cancer and I have my first meeting with radiation in 2 weeks. This is so helpful. I really appreciate your doing this video I think so positive. It makes me think I can do this too.

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! You can do this. I hope you heal well!

[@user-yj4fs4no2g]

Thank you for sharing. You are amazing! Sorry you have been through so much. I just finished my 2nd week of radiation therapy. My doctor prescribed a steroid creme and a cooling creme. I have not had much discomfort. My skin is slightly pink. Nothing pretty pink about cancer, that's for sure! #GIRLPOWER #OneDayataTime

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! I’m happy your doctor is taking care of you. Keep healing!

[@susanwhite6761]

Thank you for this video! I start my radiation in a few weeks...but this advice really helps!

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome!

[@sunshinejones4124]

I love thissss!!! This is exactly what I’m going through minus the chemotherapy!! I really appreciate this video!!! God bless you on your journey!!! 🎀

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! It makes my day to hear comments like this. ❤️ I pray you’re doing well!

[@hgiam7155]

Thank you dear, I need your encouragement you sound very brave God bless you 🙏❤

[@JanaWestMusic]

Thank you for sharing your journey, your positive energy and your bright light! ❤

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you so much!

[@amberr6707]

I haven't received a diagnosis , but there's a strong possibility that I have lung cancer. I'm honestly just trying to come to terms with it now so it doesn't hit me as hard if its confirmed. Its not the same kind of cancer, but watching your videos has been strangely comforting.

[@MarinaBlackford]

I’m happy you’re here! 🙏🏼❤️

[@maryestes442]

Thank you for the info. I was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer, my doctor's are waiting for my oncho score to determine if I need chemo and radiation both, either way I should be starting the radiation soon, I've been so nervous and worried about the side effects. I can tell I'm going to hate it but I'm still glad to know what to expect.

[@MarinaBlackford]

It’s not easy to make these decisions. I hope you find tips in my videos that can help you. Thank you for sharing!

[@angelarthrasher]

Thank you. I start radiation in a couple of weeks. YOU ARE GORGEOUS!! OMG so pretty and thanks for the info!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! ❤️

[@pamelakrueger7353]

You are so special Marina! Love your videos. I'm 1/3 thru my radiation therapy.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! ❤️ You’re getting there!

[@solisperla97]

Hermosa, God bless you, your mom and beautiful family. You're a true inspiration for me. If you can do this I can as well. Like you said " one day at a time , the end goal is to be cancer free. 🙏💝

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! Bless you! ❤️

[@TheRogermursick]

Thank you for posting this. Generous and kind of you. Best wishes.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! Best wishes to you!

[@susiepam2716]

And sometimes it's half a day at a time. Good health for us all.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Yes, Susie. I feel that! Lately, I’ve said it can be “one moment at a time”. ❤️

[@lauranasca5327]

Your left side looks like mine. Your blog always helps me to not feel so alone.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! You’re not alone. Thank you for being here. I’m happy to say I’ve healed well after radiation. I hope you do too!

[@pepperjonesugoChristian]

Thank you for sharing. I found your site before I started first chemo session. So much help. Thank you, again.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Thank you for watching! I’m so happy I could help!

[@florancedias2630]

Hi Marina.. .. I finally finish my last Session (6th) of chemotherapy and I'm scheduled radiation after that. The video was helpful..... I need to mentally push through this and you 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹are one of my favorite.... Yes even I am emotionally drained... You are stunning.. Inspiring US inspite of your own Journey... God bless you🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Congrats on finishing chemo! You are getting through this! One day at a time. I pray you keep healing.

[@florancedias2630]

Thank 🌹❤you🌹. God bless you. Amen

[@lauriwest435]

That aloe vera gel in the bottle is what I used... amazing stuff!!

[@lorenadunne4199]

Thank you! I just finished radiation for breast cancer. I have a really bad burn in my underarm and clothing of any kind irritates it so bad. So much friction in that area. Hoping it starts to heal soon!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I hope you start to heal too! Lots of ointment and aloe and get pain relief if needed.

[@lynnspurr933]

Bless you for your videos I just found you and will be watching. I just started radiation and am in AZ also so this will be very helpful

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Yes, these videos and tips will help!

[@KS-op5hb]

Your hair growth is fantastic and encouraging!! Thank you for this video I am starting my rads journey soon...

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! I hope everything goes well for you.

[@itsafloralaffair77-nekita-81]

Thanks for sharing your story and experiences. ❤ Blessings in your journey. 🙏

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! Thanks for watching! ❤️🙏🏼

[@cindy-ry3kp]

Thank you for sharing really helpful information, and for your positive attitude. One day at a time. We gotta do this.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Absolutely!!

[@beckyhighfield1781]

You are a strong woman ❤️ praying for you everyday 🙏

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you!

[@bourgsusan]

Thank you for informing us about radiation. I start mine on Wednesday flying to MD ANDERSON Houston. Im here in phoenix visiting until oct and doing my every 3 week Herceptin at MDA Gilbert. Your closing of this video brought tears to my eyes. Blessing's to you!!

[@itsmelorna7421]

You’re amazing. Thanks for your inspiration!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! ❤️❤️

[@kathymancha4510]

Very helpful video. I start my radiation today. Thank you for sharing

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! Hope all goes well!

[@mslady1592]

Your vids are so informative and uplifting throughout your journey, thanks for sharing and answering all the questions and so gracefully championing through the phases that occurs throughout this process! #ThankYou 🤗💞✨🙏🏾💐

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you so much! I’m glad I can pay forward all the cancer journey tips. 🙏🏼

[@rachelbarr6959]

Healing vibes to you ❤.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Same to you! ❤️

[@afarmersdaughter17]

Here I am..listening to c...tips..I'm going to beat this...thankyou for the advices

[@MarinaBlackford]

Yes you will! ❤️

[@itsmegirlash]

Thank you I was really starting to feel down because I’m feeling pain with soreness and redness to my breast area… but I felt encouraged watch your video knowing I’m not alone…thank you… #onedayatatime

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! All of it! Soreness, redness and you will heal with time! 🙏🏼

[@TheFrnchrn99]

Gosh that looks painful. Thank you for sharing.

[@MarinaBlackford]

My skin did hurt! But everything has healed well.

[@lavellvelez2157]

Thank you so much for sharing. I, as I know, many more can relate to what you say. I’m receiving 28 tx. Only 9 more to go. Some redness exactly were your have them. I think it’s the moisture. Under the breast i oust some maizena or corn starch to go to bed but all over the rest of the area I use Radia Plex. No evidence of blisters or itching yet. Like you say “one day at a time”. Sending blessings

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! Sounds like you’re almost done! Hope you heal well and thank you for sharing. ❤️

[@rhondawhatley1591]

The information is great and wish you well hun. I'm praying for you and your family and God bless.

[@Hazzabee_x]

The marker is really interesting! I had tattoos for my radiotherapy 🤔

[@MarinaBlackford]

Right? A lot of markers and tape! I was happy to not have tattoos. My mom had the tattoos done for her radiation.

[@Hazzabee_x]

@@MarinaBlackford i mean, they might as well be freckles, but markers would have been less sore!

[@karenknight9565]

Hi Marina! I found the under breast burn the worst. Impossible to wear a bra ! You look so cute with your pixie hair! Thank u for sharing !💗

[@MarinaBlackford]

Isn’t that weird?? I would have never thought of that area burning. I love the comfy stretch bras lately do I have to wear a bra. You’re welcome! What’s next on your journey?

[@karenknight9565]

I’m doing the 6 months of Xeloda then hopefully done!🤞

[@sarwatqadeer1135]

Wow v nice . I just end wth the radiation . . Thanks for ur suggestions 🥰❤️

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome!

[@jamilakhanum2759]

You are so brave

[@MarinaBlackford]

Sometimes you have no choice. Thank you!

[@nicolei9876]

Thank you for sharing ❤

[@marcomama1]

Your so brave!

[@MarinaBlackford]

I feel like I did what I had to do to be cancer free. It wasn’t easy so thank you! ❤️

[@karolyn1holmes]

❤️

[@MarinaBlackford]

❤️

[@joykiser6673]

Definitely will be thinking about you as you complete radiation. Couldn’t believe how red you’re getting. Major owie. Love your videos and your beautiful family. ❤️🙏🙏

[@d.shannon261]

13 months of anti-estrogen pills and I was in remission from BC4. No chemo, no hair loss. We changed Pet Scans to 6 months instead of quarterly. The first one came back that I now need radiation on T9 vertebrae. Remission was brief. I am waiting on the consult appt. The mental game is hard. I'm not telling my teens this time. I don't want to spread the grief.

[@MarinaBlackford]

I’m sorry to hear that! 🙏🏼

[@jacks316]

Excellent video thank you

[@MarinaBlackford]

Glad it was helpful!

[@pegj3961]

Sending prayers 🙏❤

[@maritzagonzalez4044]

God bless you 🙏🏼

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you! You too! 🙏🏼

[@mhs6564]

Hare krishna maam god bless you maam

[@cookiesims2194]

Thank you

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome!

[@816Lynnie]

Thank You xo

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! Thanks for watching!

[@kmama802]

Thank you for sharing! I was diagnosed 7/8/21 and will be doing radiation soon.

[@MarinaBlackford]

You’re welcome! I hope it goes well for you. ❤️

[@sue8319]

Absolutely one day at a time. However, for me I needed dressings due to blisters that were draining. I wish I would of known in advance I might need those items. For me it was abd pads, not stick stripe 4x9 and tape. Also don’t wait to ask for ointments, and pain meds. I was desperate the blisters did bleed. I do not regret doing radiation just that I wasn’t prepared for possible side effects.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi, thank you for sharing! I did not get blisters. I did see my radiation techs every day for the treatment and the radiologist weekly so that gave me comfort that if I needed bandages they would’ve help me. I hope you have healed!

[@cafe80sarigachu]

Intried not to eat, but my body says no…so trying not to eat on my first day, Makes my mouth dryer and started to see black spot,so,i decided to eat. And dryness has gone,i should listen to my body. No changes must be when it comes to eating,for protection.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Always listen to your body. ❤️

[@judithlane8235]

Thank you for this information it has helped me so much

[@MarinaBlackford]

Thank you for the feedback Judith! I’m so happy my information could help!

[@judithlane8235]

@@MarinaBlackford yes you informed me about things the doctors failed to mention. I was going into this blind. I discovered your video just as I was going through it all. Just at end of the sunburn stage now. Thank you so much for your help.

[@KS-op5hb]

Side question. At what point was your chemo port removed? Also, how many weeks were between your last chemo and first rads?

[@MarinaBlackford]

It was 8 weeks between my last chemo and radiation

[@sandraafimeimounga3876]

[@nataliebest2712]

Amen

[@lilymoon0f0]

I just finished with radiation last Tues. This is Friday . I only have immunotherapy to finish now , but my Dr. Is talking about possible maintenance chemo drug for 6 months ? Idk about it though . Chemo was tough and I took am triple negative . I just really am nervous at the thought of more chemo at this point. Even as a preventative and a slight better possible chance to not returning. ??

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! That is a tough one. No on wants to take chemo. Be very clear on why they want you to take it. The choice is always yours though.

[@stacieclark-benson688]

My moms only choice was radiation to just extend her life to maybe a year. She had an aggressive form of lung cancer. She did one treatment & stopped because she said it was too painful. Maybe if she knew it would have cured her, she would have pushed through. My mom didn't make it 2 months after her diagnosis & I used to be so angry @ her for not trying to fight it. I was only 21 @ the time & Ive had a lot of time to heal, to forgive & to understand....its been 31 years since she passed. Thank you so much for sharing this. Its helped me to understand why my mom chose not to fight. ❤

[@MarinaBlackford]

Wow Stacie. That is so hard. I’m sure it was hard for your mom and you too. Cancer effects everyone it touches. The journey is not easy for anyone and pray you’ve had healing since your mother’s passing. 🙏🏼❤️

[@stacieclark-benson688]

@@MarinaBlackford Thank you Marina! Its been a long hard road for me. I miss her everyday. I'm finally taking the time for counseling for many reasons from my 1st marriage. To include not being aloud to grieve after a couple of weeks of her passing. I had to bury my feelings or quickly hide how I was feeling from my 1st husband because he was so controlling. I'm pretty certain I still have a lot of grieving & healing left to do. I hope today has been a great day for you! ❤🙏

[@nicholefischer529]

My Dr. gave me Silvadine. I don't think I would have made it through the last part of my treatment without it. Ask your Dr for it.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Great advice! Always communicate with your doctor. They can offer topicals to help.

[@chistianecoopman7923]

Marijuana cream no pain,no itch,no burned skin,apply 4x@day,no peeling,no pain

[@MarinaBlackford]

Marijuana cream or cbd cream?

[@chistianecoopman7923]

@@MarinaBlackford marijuana cream

[@marcomama1]

My doctors office uses tattoos they’re very tiny, they look like a freckle instead of the tape that you have on.

[@MarinaBlackford]

My mom had the same tattoos her first radiation. I do like that they did tape at my cancer center.

[@abd4175]

Marina hello, sorry you have to go through all this again. Can I ask, did you have reconstruction before radiotherapy and if so, did the radiotherapy affect the implant?

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi, thank you! I did have reconstruction before radiation. So far my implant has not been effected much that I can tell. The breast pocket can harden after radiation but I haven’t noticed much of that.

[@TubbersMudder]

How bad has your fatigue been? Thank you for sharing!

[@MarinaBlackford]

I had fatigue shortly after starting but it went away after 2 days. I think it’s just starting again after 4.5 weeks of radiation therapy. It has not been bad for me overall especially compared to chemo.

[@altha-rf1et]

Not a woman, I'm a man Chemo treatment with me, my second round did all 12 treatments everything went find the doctor said that got it all, but now concern about another area my is red face, dry skin and it is all over my face, it feels like it is burning all the time, dry skin using 3 different moistering to try to control the dry skin not working it hurts like crazy know people look at me when I'm in public my wife went through breast cancer last year they did get hers early enough me not locky I did a video on my channel on my face the way it looks

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I’m so sorry. Have you talked to your doctor? I would use an ointment instead of a lotion and maybe some vitamin E oil. Like this: amzn.to/3RSY11s If it’s a detox thing, try some beet juice or a powder to mix with liquids (if you can take supplements). Like: amzn.to/3zD8k35

[@crazyentertainment3298]

🙏

[@deetorres424]

Just got done with chemo and had my double mastectomy on 20 December, and they’re saying I still need more chemo and radiation, I haven’t had the reconstruction I have the space savers in and they are very uncomfortable....

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I’m sorry to hear you have to do more treatment. Ask if they can expand your expanders with some fluid. It might help your chest to feel better. The expanders have corners that can be uncomfortable. It feels better with fluid in them. And even better if you get a soft silicone implant eventually. Stay the course. Completely beat your cancer and then you’ll be on your way to reconstruction and done. 🙏🏼❤️

[@12382576]

Hi were u able to work? Or u Reduce your hours?

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I was able to work. I left work early for that month of radiation to get to my appointments. So thankful I could still work. I always prefer to work when I can.

[@donnaescobal2428]

Hello! will you experience hair loss after radiation same as the chemotherapy?

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I did not experience hair loss with radiation. I suppose this could be a factor of the radiation is closer to your head or your immune system is suppressed. So your hair growth could be less during radiation.

[@annk3372]

My mapping/ simulation appointment is tomm. 🙏🏽

[@MarinaBlackford]

One step closer to being done!

[@user-ow6dh9nd3e]

Am suffered from nose and throat cancer,last month only my radiation treatment is over, Doctor asked me to take rest for few months,due to radiation my face color become black,,am applying betnovite for skin,but result is slow, Anyone suggest me any other good effective skin cream to get my old natural skin...

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! Radiation there would be very hard. Consistency is the key. Apply your cream twice a day. I used aloe Vera gel and an ointment. I’ve used a cream with sea algae for healing before too. It works wonders.

[@mehvishaftab6687]

Hello what diet should we take during radiotherapy?

[@MarinaBlackford]

A hydrating one with a variety of fruits and vegetables for nutrients and your choice of protein. For example, lots of water, watermelon or pineapple for thirst, spinach in smoothies, yogurt with fruit and nuts, hummus with veggies and protein with organic rice or veggies. That’s my personal opinion. 🙏🏼

[@mehvishaftab6687]

@Marina Blackford thank you Marina for ur detailed reply u r my true inspiration Could u plz tell me how to manage with Tiredness as I am done with my 4th chemo I am feeling so much tired even can't get up and do something I drink lots of water taking meds as well Thinking abt to not go for further next 5th chemo round I am too much worried about that what should I do could u plz help me

[@hanifahtewfik2200]

Thanks for your videos great Me too breast cancer returned after 11 years 1st time i didn't have chemo just radiation This time both chemo and radiation now since beginning if August taking hormonal therapy pills and targeted therapy pills which has side effects If you can elaborate on this subject it wld be great thanks

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! You’re welcome! My mom took Lynparza which had side effects too. Nausea and fatigue were the worst symptoms. I would treat this like chemo. Take your pills after you have your first meal, hydrate, take walks, and talk to your doctors about your symptoms as needed.

[@tdotgh3791]

Did you have radiation with your first journey with breast cancer?

[@MarinaBlackford]

No I did not have radiation the first time. This was because we did chemo then a double mastectomy which removed (almost) all the breast tissue. My first tumors were non existent after all of that so there seemed to be no need to radiate. We did radiation this time due to reoccurrence and to cover all our bases. Great question! There are many different breast cancers and scenarios to consider which treatment is best. I have full faith in my oncology team which gives me peace.

[@tessyk5571]

​@@MarinaBlackfordln the second time, where was the lump if there is no breast tissue?

[@aliciaali8237]

Under my boobs started getting blisters. They are terrible and painful. Don't know how to get relief

[@MarinaBlackford]

Oh my! Is there a bandage you can use there to help the skin? Something like a silicone bandage like this: amzn.to/3QsmhXe Tell your doctors and try ointment if recommended.

[@cassandrabell7351]

Did you make it?

[@MarinaBlackford]

Make it?

[@deniserivlin4810]

I’m not tech savory so don’t get all your videos in order. And surely miss some. Would it be possible to see your dates of what you’ve been through. I never know what order I’m seeing and what the dates and you experienced.

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi Denise! I was diagnosed with breast cancer (2nd time) Dec 2020, started chemo 12/31/2020, did 15 weeks, finished chemo in April, lumpectomy in May, and radiation therapy June to now.

[@deniserivlin4810]

@@MarinaBlackford thank you for your response. Is it possible to contact you as I have questions about breast cancer and returning. Thank you. 🤗

[@MarinaBlackford]

You can message me on Instagram. @marinablackford

[@WeezerPort]

We’re you still able to work? I survived breast cancer four years ago! About a year ago, I thought I had a blood clot in my left leg, as it would swell around my ankle and foot! They sent me for an ultrasound check for a blood clot… they found much worse!!!! It seems I have a mass and a blood clot! They found the mass to be an inoperable leiomyosarcoma! It covers my femoral artery, much like frosting on a cake! I had seven weeks of radiation which did shrink it somewhat, but now I have masses in my liver. The treatment plan now is for chemo, & the Red Devil is the drug of choice!

[@MarinaBlackford]

Hi! I’m so sorry to hear that! So crazy. I’m glad you listened to your body and had it checked!

[@janb.9046]

I wish I needed radiation instead of chemo. Newly diagnosed so surgery not done yet.

[@MarinaBlackford]

I hope whatever treatment you get heals you!

[@moorch5359]

Thank you

[@nobsmthembu8327]

❤

[@territhomson9656]

❤

[@MarinaBlackford]

❤️❤️ to you