Radiation on a camera-equipped cell phone

In this video is shown the effect of a beta radiation (Strontium-90 source) on CCD camera in a cell phone. Radiation is shown like spots in a dark background. This effect is used in some Android applications to "measure" radiation.

[@SuperZardo]

Killed all the fungus on the lens

[@blindfoldedmissile]

@@corbeaupoilus delete that comment

[@mikunakano1432]

​@@blindfoldedmissile giv him a reason u must have a point and reason for everything u said

[@Retikulum01]

@@corbeaupoilussus

[@Playing096]

​@@blindfoldedmissileY- Yes master >w< owo

[@MrBrineplays_]

​@@corbeaupoilusWell there goes my hope in humanity

[@shoobidyboop8634]

"My God, it's full of stars!" - Super Dave.

[@Crust_Crease]

Rock and stone!

[@AngryAmericanGamer60]

the ones with tails look like my competitors in that life race

[@riythemusicguy7696]

I'm glad people still read that book

[@Ramzi1944]

​@@riythemusicguy7696Name of the book?

[@riythemusicguy7696]

@@Ramzi1944 2001: A Space Odyssey

[@d34dmor0ze2]

“Camera-equipped cell phone” sounds like in 80’s

[@delltta_]

yep

[@BrodyHarris]

Nah more like early 2000's

[@af6462]

The first camera phone was in 1999.

[@Razorcarl]

Dead

[@BobbinMcferry]

for someone born in the 2000's yes

[@untodesu]

Its interesting to see some particles going through the matrix at an angle, hitting multiple pixels and producing lines

[@inductivelycoupledplasma6207]

Yes, it's awesome, isn't it :)

[@gavinlorenz6837]

I wonder what's on the other side of our matrix

[@fenixfunk]

narnia

[@StolenPw]

I noticed that too!

[@freelectron2029]

fake video

[@dragoni_penguin]

i can feel my cells dying watching this

[@samuelspace101]

Don’t worry the radiation is small and contained to only be visible on camera short term exposure to radiation as long as it’s not extreme amounts is normally fine

[@ngockien3234]

@@samuelspace101 oh

[@Epic_candle]

Your cells are always dying

[@ErickMartin-fx7co]

Same

[@SeveronTheRaptor]

Same bro

[@aleph_zero1]

"Guys i found this funny thing that turns my camera fuzzy and all. I couldn't figure out what it is so i left it in my bedside table because it looks kinda cool for decoration"

[@Killbayne]

"I put it under my pillow for good luck"

[@mariog1051]

​@@Killbayne😂

[@myslef7636]

​@@Killbayne"I lick it cause it tastes funny"

[@aleph_zero1]

@@myslef7636 "Thought that it would be so cool as a pendant, so i did it! The warm feeling makes me think it's actually a charm!"

[@alsokawi]

@@aleph_zero1I ate it, then had explosive diarrhea

[@g11operator]

oh, so thats the little particles i keep seeing when playing METRO

[@sfendzik991]

Same

[@IceBear702]

I’ve searched everywhere to see what that effect was and found nothing. I guess this the closest explanation to what it is. Just camera interference.

[@P83_]

​@@IceBear702You're right, thats just what it is

[@blackhawks81H]

​@@IceBear702Yeah, given the theme of that series... The effect of radiation on digital cameras has been known for many years so I'm sure the devs figured it would be a cool effect.

[@realancientbandit]

The radio active particles or waves emitted from the elements interact with the sensor of the camera . Causing the white grain effect. You can see similar effect on video documenties related to Chernobyl disaster ​. Even the dslr camera show similar property@@IceBear702

[@DKPlaysRoblox]

For anyone wondering, the white spots on the camera are extremely short-wave and powerful energy bursts that makes the camera believe that its very powerful light, which in fact its not. The reason the human eye cant see that, is because the eye can only absorb and detect photons and only that is perceived as "light", which those white spots arent photons.

[@nullins]

then why do i see it, especially at high altitude

[@Auziuwu]

You can actually see it, tho it is rare. People on the ISS have reported seeing flashes of light, likely due to extremely high energy cosmic rays.

[@judef]

All electromagnetic energy travels via photons, that's not the reason we can't see it, our eyes and brain just have much better filters than digital camera sensors. Even with these better filters, we can still see high enough energy bursts, especially in outer space, where astronauts report seeing bright flashes sometimes due to high energy particles

[@hknssi]

​@@AuziuwuWhat they see is not radiation. They see the light produced by the interaction of radiation with the Earth's atmosphere.

[@Gnerko123]

They are photons (gamma rays), just not in the visible spectrum

[@Anonyhouse]

Nice too know the beta radiation would be stopped by the thickness of your phone.

[@røntgen226]

most of it

[@brfisher1123]

@@røntgen226 Also like with the high energy electrons used in x-ray tubes beta particles (which are similar) can also give out x-rays when then interact with matter especially with those that contain heavy elements like lead.

[@freelectron2029]

fake video

[@Aka_Umash]

​@@freelectron2029don't type here, type to the main comment section, no one will see

[@RyyuRetard]

​@@freelectron2029Which Part Of It That Was Fake?

[@karol-c2e]

welcome to the black mesa research facility

[@JuanGamer0202]

Oh Dr.Commer nust messed my phone camera again

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[@chako2872]

The background sound does seems straight of Half Life lol

[@awm_5008]

'"warning - hazardous radiation levels detected.''

[@UnnamedThe]

Freeman, you fool!

[@nikostalk5730]

@@UnnamedThe *very bad coughing sounds*

[@Mal0Imperzia]

ACK! NOOO!

[@nikostalk5730]

@@Mal0Imperzia *STAHP!*

[@Fujiwara_Chika]

lol

[@OnlyTomFoolery]

The flickering pattern reminds of me when I rub my eyes

[@Chad-Giga.]

same, there has to be something to that

[@OnlyTomFoolery]

@@Chad-Giga. radioactive eye lids?

[@Chad-Giga.]

@@OnlyTomFoolery I think it's just the fractal universe showing itself

[@OnlyTomFoolery]

@@Chad-Giga. yum 😈

[@faqugang4527]

you probably just see all the microorganisms on your eyes. It is more noticable at light conditions if you look up in sky on grey clouds. If you focus more on the, quote on quote, 'noise' of your eyes (without closing them) you can actually see tiny transparent things going at random literally on your eyes. Though, it is just an assumptions that appears logical to me and non of that is proven. You can also see such thing with closed eyes but it is harder

[@defaultentertainment697]

This to be honest, it freaks me out so much it makes my stomach clench. I know it's relatively harmless if you keep below a certain exposure but after seeing this on any camera near me. I wouldn't be able to sleep well for weeks.

[@stanielsoncoochiesmellehsm6114]

Fr it reminds me of those old tvvs 😢

[@weeardguy]

@@stanielsoncoochiesmellehsm6114 Your new TV can still display static (we call it 'snow' in The Netherlands) if you either use some special circuitry on the cable-input or (if possible) when you disable the no-signal screen (some TV's can do that, showing static when no signal is present). It's just because TV's have become ever more digital and already older tube televisions had a blue screen for no signal, that you don't see it anymore, but among ATV (HAM-radio) fans multiple circuits exist to 'bypass' this behaviour, either because it keeps the TV 'awake' for looking for signal, or because it just surpasses the threshold where the TV thinks there is signal.

[@ralanham76]

If you're cautious you'll live longer 😁 A bunch of scientists died playing with radiation, so now we know.

[@hellterminator]

Meh, it's just beta. While the decay energy of Sr-90 is decent at around half a MeV, that still only translates to about one meter penetration through air.

[@Arelias95]

​@@ralanham76 All you need is a screwdriver to play with radioactive materials ;D

[@AlliedMastercomputor]

This looks exactly like what your hand feels like when it is asleep.

[@InvalidUser18]

Dead ass lmfao. Couldn't explain the feeling better to anyone.

[@NeoVei]

Wait how is this so accurate lmao

[@myslef7636]

bro can you at least not talk about masturbation under a science video

[@InvalidUser18]

@@myslef7636 what.

[@goldengoose9941]

Tf u get masturbation from? ​@@myslef7636

[@huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhn]

whats even more interesting is the seemingly erratic movement but it could be due to the shutter effect

[@zaiden_2006]

shutter isnt relevant to the effect, i could be entirely wrong on specifics i dont know much about cameras, but high energy particles are hitting the cmos/ccd sensor which causes them to release energy which comes up as white dots like i said i could be entirely wrong on specifics, but shutter doesnt matter here

[@user-ro1cc8tz6d]

not really. shutter is at snails pace compared to the speed of the particals

[@nikostalk5730]

@@user-ro1cc8tz6d at this particular video shutter speeds are slow, so he mean about slow sensor readings, which results in longer lines due to this, when in reality - sensor has 3-5 different points of detection instead of one long

[@funkydozer]

Looks exactly like the fallout in the old Protect and Survive public information animations.

[@JankPods0201]

Or the dirt in old films.

[@røntgen226]

Oh lord that is a HOT source

[@Sharpless2]

only strontium-90 tho. I wanna see this but with Cobalt-60

[@kairieanderson4774]

@@Sharpless2 kzbin.info/www/bejne/i5eXhqtqiNGsipY 6 months late

[@inductivelycoupledplasma6207]

Source looks like it might say 37MBq (1mCi). It certainly has a two digit number followed by "MBq", so yeah, quite a hot source. A few times hotter than the DP-2

[@freelectron2029]

fake video

[@røntgen226]

@@freelectron2029 proof ?

[@AstemirSource]

-Bought a phone for 500$ -Catch a radiation -Go in to terminate this phone.

[@p0nt]

started growing a new limb after watching this video

[@flexor212000]

Never thought I'd actually see a video of something getting cancer but I just did...

[@noobyeeter]

it's beta radiation, not gamma

[@abdullahtrees5204]

​@@noobyeeterbeta radiation is actually more ionizing than gamma lol. The only reason gamma radiation is scary is because it cannot be fully stopped (goes through almost anything)

[@CBlargh]

It's interesting you can see the path of the particles moving sideways through the sensor array... There's a fascinating exhibit in the Exploratorium in San Francisco that shows the same thing with solar and galactic wind. They have also introduced some radioactive lead for good measure. The machine is apparently one of NASA's original alcohol-based detectors from the 60's.

[@M_evs]

A Geiger counter sounds literally exactly like this video.

[@ExperimentalKana]

😂, sinus wave

[@zeeshanahmed5943]

We watched these psrticals daily in 1990s television

[@thiesenf]

"War of the Ants" Season 93487345 Episode 54645634... :-) It still is a very good show... :-)

[@KC9UDX]

No, no we didn't.

[@reamuji6775]

Nah, they are caused by different thing

[@freelectron2029]

well, no what i think he was saying is the television used to pick up background radiation from its antenna and display a representation of it on the screen.

[@brfisher1123]

I'm guessing what the camera was detecting was the secondary bremsstrahlung x-rays generated as those ⁹⁰Sr beta particles lose energy.

[@inductivelycoupledplasma6207]

Honestly wouldn't surprise me if it's the betas directly interacting with the ccd, since the betas from Y90 have a lot of energy

[@brfisher1123]

I’m still not sure if the beta particles from either 90Sr or 90Y are able to penetrate the glass lens of the camera lens in order to directly interact with the ccd even though they should as I mentioned emit secondary x-rays as they lose energy. 🩻

[@inductivelycoupledplasma6207]

@@brfisher1123 yeah, tho my issue is that bremsstrahlung is extremely inefficient, and I see a lot of flashes on that video. There are simply more than bremsstrahlung alone can explain

[@brfisher1123]

@@inductivelycoupledplasma6207 I always heard that materials such as glass (or sapphire in some cases) that make up the camera lenses of mobile phones are effective at blocking beta particles which is why I assumed that what the camera was detecting was the secondary x-rays.

[@brfisher1123]

@@inductivelycoupledplasma6207 Now the camera lens of that person's mobile phone could be thin enough for the betas to slip through thus allowing the electrons to make it to the CCD or maybe they removed the camera lens completely.

[@The_Shrock69]

Bro went in for a second hit💀

[@AstroPirate88]

Great. Now my phone is radioactive through the screen.

[@Squander2008]

I put a flip video cam through an airport xray machine while it sas recording and it kooked very similar!

[@snowwhite7677]

Finally a real reason to by a Selfie Stick.

[@imfloridano5448]

I have snowy vision and this is exactly what it looks like to me 24/7. Optometrist and neurologist have no idea wat causes it and at first didn't believe those who have reported this condition to them. We are able to see radiation all around us. At tymes it becomes more dense in certain areas I'm in. I finally can show an example of wat I am seeing all the tyme

[@terab6572]

you can try to do double blinded test with such radiation source

[@Therealguymins]

Sounds like HPPD. If you've done hallucinogens in the past that can be a permanent side effect.

[@Chleosl]

I think that's not seeing radiation but rather some kind of vision neuron misfunctions.

[@kingderpington6082]

you are not capable of seeing radiation, if you were then you would be seeing white every second of your life, and therefore effectively blind. Radiation is litterally everywhere in the world so im calling bs on your claim.

[@Fake_Teamx]

Это то, что я вижу тря глаза руками: ( спс Ютуб за ролик 6-и летней давности)

[@crazygaims4280]

Now it’s irradiated good job

[@accueil750]

the phone ? whats the problem ?

[@crazygaims4280]

@@accueil750 yes the phone and do you not know what something irradiated can do to you

[@accueil750]

@@crazygaims4280 radiaton doesnt stick to things- its like light, it shines on things and if its too much it can damage, but shining light on things doesnt make them emit light or glow later- you dont know how radiation works do you-

[@ilis_5794]

@@accueil750 YEA GG ENJOY 3RD ARM GROWING

[@EphemeralProductions]

so each dot is a radioactive particle hitting the lens and releasing its energy?

[@thiesenf]

Yes

[@deskmat9874]

Yes they're beta particles so they're basically strong electrons

[@JedrzejP]

Not the lens, but the image sensor underneath

[@EphemeralProductions]

@@JedrzejP right. That’s what I meant. :)

[@haroldsmith45302]

Doing this in the employee lunch room?

[@Bigsoz]

Bacteria got fckin blasted

[@CluelessChannel]

it looks like them old movies had those particles as well

[@davidfrancois6996]

rip camera

[@ChannelMamedoff]

What can I find something radioactive at home environment to test this?

[@artemiddle]

Farid Mamedov No, you obviously can't. You need a really powerful source of radiation to see such an effect.

[@artemiddle]

However, it seems like I managed to spot a couple of these "radiation-hot pixels" per minute with an old thorium camera lens, wich is mainly an alpha source, but also radiates some beta and gamma (approximately 1.5mR/hr beta+gamma)

[@ChannelMamedoff]

Артем Павлов Oh, okay. Very helpful replies. Thank you. :)

[@artemiddle]

Farid Mamedov I'm glad it helped)

[@privateaccess1633]

Bananas?

[@lindinle]

Interesting way to get a og film effect

[@weeardguy]

Are you sure that this is a CCD? I expect a CMOS sensor to be honest, as phones with cameras nearly all (if not: all) were equipped with CMOS-sensors.

[@freelectron2029]

CCDs are ancient. this is not a ccd

[@ZA-mb5di]

What are those? I've heard of CMOS before but not the other

[@AnnaVannieuwenhuyse]

​@@ZA-mb5dithey are two technologies used for creating silicon based electronic sensors for imaging (capturing light to create images). It refers to the way the sensor is built, and how the fundamental setup of the transistors and photo sensitive elements in the sensor are set up and create or store the electric charge generated by exposure to light.

[@weeardguy]

@@ZA-mb5di CCD is an abbreviation for 'Charge Coupled Device'. Light is transferred as an electrical charge in such integrated circuits. Compared to CMOS-sensors they are relatively energy-hungry, but they are still very prevalent in astrophotography as imaging sensors as they are more sensitive than CMOS-sensors. As it is a charge that can be 'read' by processing electronics behind the sensor, this is why CCD's do not suffer from the rolling shutter effect, where CMOS-sensors that are NOT compensated for this effect, suffer from weird skewed trains/car and other fast moving objects as the sensors' pixels have to be read out in time to form a picture, where a CCD can just be read out at once, as the charge will stay there until it is processed.

[@Pasi123]

Some phones in the 2000s used CCDs but like you said nearly all used CMOS sensors. Most digital point-and-shoot cameras used CCD sensors in the 2000s but by the late 2000s and early 2010s most changed to CMOS sensors

[@c-028]

Truly having ball of steel to open it with no gloves or any protection.

[@physics3632]

😂 It’s not going to kill you for being exposed to a little, also how are gloves going to help?

[@CreepersPropaganda]

Some teacher somewhere is showing this to a physics class right about now.

[@paulbunyangonewild7596]

Crazy how the particles still interact with the lens of the camera and acts like light by passing through it

[@jwalster9412]

Ngl thai title made me think for a minute that cellphone cameras have radiation lol.

[@TyrannoWright]

Cinematic film grain mode activated.

[@Dr-Dre]

"okay, you can put it back now... I get it.. WE GET IT PLEASE STOP IT!"

[@Science.But.Simple]

It looks like those things when you close your eyes hard

[@AlokzAndKeakeaavea.]

bro invented shock theraphy for phones

[@n.a.7723]

If you watch this at the slowest speed (on settings in the above right corner), it looks like you can see more particles.

[@Micky-we7rd]

So that's why shows from the 1940s/1950s had this pattern around the screen

[@Rip_trungvie]

Bro probably has a superpower

[@ChesterManfred]

This video is underrated, that's awesome

[@unofficialaccount0]

Looks nostalgic!

[@wakkogamer]

Finally! A cancer speed running tutorial :D

[@theme7318]

Bros playing with his life

[@SpinThwomp]

Lmao this is just what I see when I close my eyes

[@timbitlove]

What i see after rubbing my eyes for too long:

[@Chleosl]

If you turn on your camera at full brightness on screen in the bathroom or midnight, you might see some similar patterns either. It's like astonishingly fascinating, like, you are really can see the radiation with the device you everyday use, maybe the 1900s people with isopropyl alchole box would felt similar i think. This is cool.

[@OniKrisNeptune]

nah, that is different

[@OniKrisNeptune]

look up "tom scott why the dark looks bad"

[@official-obama]

@@OniKrisNeptune unrelated, that's about color banding. they're talking about noise (which sometimes counteracts color banding)

[@OniKrisNeptune]

@@official-obama correct, thanks, but thats still not radiation, right?

[@official-obama]

@@OniKrisNeptune yeah

[@Xocrot]

im proud being the 900th sub on this channel

[@kishorekumar8611]

Thank you for recommending this yt

[@user-or4rk3mc9p]

It's like staring into the abyss and seeing it's full of horrors

[@coolcomments]

I expected a Slenderman glitch sound

[@radanju3]

I feel like I'm gonna get radiation poisoning from watching this video. 💀

[@karlopena8349]

“This man must have a death wish 🎅🏼🎅🏼 (wat itz just alkahall)”

[@Officer_K.]

A moment of silence for the camera lens o7

[@aSkymne]

Crazy how much radiation there is in old tvs

[@sauerkids9254]

HIGH. RADIATION. LEVELS. DETECTED.

[@georgieippolito9924]

I bought a atomic viewing ring for my GF on ebay. This is what you see when you look inside the little lens on it. The atomic viewing ring was found in cerial boxes.

[@Preinstallable]

Please do not tell me they are wearing that thing constantly.

[@jbsthegamer]

@@Preinstallable they are wearing that thing constantly

[@ohwell2163]

You could totally use this to visually measure the radiation, and you could determine the flux by knowing the size of the photo chip. Or it could be the lens size? It is probably the chip

[@AnnaVannieuwenhuyse]

There is more to it. The sensors signal is amplified both on the analog level and digital level. That causes the usual noise you'd expect, e.g. thermal noise and cosmic background radiation. Despite looking fairly sensitive, it really isn't. Not every particle that hits the sensor will actually produce a noticeable effect. Furthermore, each impact of a particle can cause damage to the sensor over time, through a game of chance.

[@ohwell2163]

@@AnnaVannieuwenhuyse maybe for just detecting radiation with the required energy to be visible when hitting the photo chip. Or is it too just random chance that it's picked up as input?

[@AnnaVannieuwenhuyse]

@@ohwell2163 since there's other things in the optical path, there's no sure fire way to know whether you can detect these particles. There's much more effective dedicated tools.

[@Utterlyabeast]

Pov, my vision when i stare at the sky

[@idiotic674]

so this is why there are praticles on the old cameras

[@eggyrepublic]

Radiation is just spicy dust

[@janteenmagnesium2630]

"don't put it in your pocket " -Anton Chigurh

[@gun..]

“find the pages”

[@crazydave8310]

My god, it's full of stars!

[@BigLoser43]

When you rub your eyes too hard:

[@lokaero]

When i sit on my hands for too long, after standing this is how my hands feel.

[@JohnnyTheSergal]

Me seeing all the floaty thingies after spinning too much:

[@ArktourosUltorMaximus7600]

I can feel myself turning infertile after watching this video💀

[@ruslankammisaroff4485]

Хороший контрольный источник для дозиметров, просто отличный, там 100 пудов будет более 5 рентген/час

[@deletdis6173]

Not great, not terrible.

[@ruslankammisaroff4485]

@@deletdis6173 нету 5 рентген/час (50 mSv/h)???

[@Slimey_nutz69]

And people always question why we cant ever get a clear image of UFOs

[@cris79667]

@@user-eh7im5cj3c our drunk commenter was having what's called a schizophrenic episode. hoping some day he takes off the tin foil hat but i wouldn't count on it

[@keithparks7598]

@@cris79667mr if the news didn’t announce it it’s not true !

[@sabotabby3372]

yet we can photograph the elephants foot?

[@logitech4873]

Why would it affect image clarity?

[@MegaByte8904]

Honestly a very cool and dangerous way to make phone videos look like 1930s film, just monochrome it and you’re good to go

[@Gretanit]

Achievement: lucky 5 years were spent for the sake of the video

[@Lunamanka]

This source seems to be powerful

[@rambrotv9827]

Will you marry me

[@Lunamanka]

@@rambrotv9827 прости, я уже в отношениях

[@TheoMartin_]

Beta virgin radiation vs Alpha chad camera operator.

[@xyz_741]

when my arm went numb

[@srijandhruw2114]

The bacteria in the camer lens 🥺 nooo

[@averagechadlegionary5824]

Your phone still had residual radiation after you removed it.

[@user-vn5vf1kn3d]

Cameraman never dies 💀💀💀

[@andysmo]

Why are all the dots white? The image sensor in the phone will have lots of pixels, but each one can only detect either red, green, or blue. So I would expect to see multi-coloured dots.

[@accueil750]

either video compression from the phone or youtube causing this, or the pixels being blown out completely and going white (idk how to explain but even if its one color the pixel registers such light it shows white) i think its youtube comrpession though, the lines look colored when paused

[@Hereboofthis]

"camera-equipped cell phone" lol

[@Ramchu8832]

I actually like this for some reason

[@randomproductions908]

Should I see this??? Am I Finna die from the spooky snow???

[@scarface.8325]

congratulations, you now got strontium-90 stuck to your camera lens' pores

[@nerfgaming707]

So Oppenheimer really did its research

[@bigsmoke2657]

Looks as if you watch the universe speeding forward millions of years per second stars moving rapidly disappearing and reappearing

[@brianhummel4509]

Just ckecking in, it's been 6 years and i wanted to make sure you didnt catch cancer...

[@freelectron2029]

fake video

[@hilmust6278]

@@freelectron2029grow up will you

[@ThatIsALakeSir]

@@freelectron2029dude stop, it’s not fake.

[@springytrapp23]

Radiation particles

[@accueil750]

@fanman421 pretty much the same thing, could also be electrons (i think)

[@2totabon]

Episode 8 of Twin Peaks: The Return

[@kwacz]

like an old time movie

[@Mister_BIack]

Gonna be honest, looks kinda like a video tape you'd find and watch in Silent Hill showing you being the murderer of your wife.