Ranting about being a perfectionist because it sucks and is destroying my life

[@Alex_the_Autist]

I won’t back down from that tattoo comment, I still really want something of yours as my first Btw: I don’t think you’re mentally ill, a lot of the things you’ve said about yourself are also symptoms of ADD, ADHD, autism, anxiety, etc. I also struggle with a lot of shit, but that’s just due to me doing nothing and/or dumb shit, I guarantee that all you need is dopamine, I wish it was easy to just get a dopamine rush, but you get it by doing stuff you like and seeing a little bit of progress after awhile, that’s the main reason why I workout, I love the feeling of my muscles feeling tight around my shirt knowing that I’m making progress, even though it’s a slow fucking thing to gain. But I’m also dealing with body and muscle dysmorphia, I really don’t think that my body looks good in any way shape or form, but I keep doing it because I love the rush. Once you find something or several things that give you that feeling of dopamine and accomplishment, keep doing it, you’ll feel a lot better. (Sorry for the excessive yapping)