Rapper Reacts to TOM MACDONALD LIVE!! | BALLOONS!! (NF, EMINEM RESPONSE?!)

[@KnoxHill]

Stream starts at 16:00 for those who want to jump ahead! What else should we react to?? Comment below!

[@michaeldavis3596]

Love the stream sorry i couldn't attend like you and Tom i have my own issues to deal with

[@dawnbreak3299]

Webby' raw thoughts series from one!

[@dawnbreak3299]

@@michaeldavis3596 don't we all

[@michaeldavis3596]

@@dawnbreak3299 unfortunately we do

[@binauralsphere6499]

Despicable freestyle by Eminem

[@bambamsboys7394]

New song this Friday, just rewatching reactions to get ready…absolutely love Tom’s music. More people need to hear it ✌🏻🇺🇸♥️

[@NonpartisanMedia]

Black Balloons are also used for depression. There is actually a mental health awareness that uses the black balloons for their logo and symbol.

[@MalleableMetal1]

Don't you mean black dog

[@dvinson1029]

@@MalleableMetal1 There are quite a few Mental health awareness organizations and in dream interpretation a black balloon means depression.

[@hjthesurvivor2757]

In my personal opinion I feel like Tom is showing major respect to NF. 1. Balloon symbolism 2. Wastelandscape in the vid 3. Wearing all black 4. Talking about Mental Health And something flying under a lot of radars of a lot of reactors... 5. he didn't curse the entire song which is very uncommon for Tom.

[@BrisingerBlastr]

PIN THIS COMMENT

[@HeavensRedemption]

I love both tom an nf but idk. Does that mean nf is paying respect to bands like creed? Alot of their videos have this same look to it. He could just be using it because he's depressed...an a black balloon is the symbol of depression an has been for ever...

[@sarahevans6008]

Ty I was gonna make a whole list of the things that were similar to nf including the cadences he did....nf has songs where he cries and shows vulnerability.... soooooo many things...at first I thought it was a dig until I listened to it a few times.... I honestly think nf started a trend with the black balloon being a symbol for depression.... and I'm really hoping for a collaboration 🙏🤞

[@gavinhanson2667]

I friggin knew you would notice the NF references. I literally came to your channel cause nobody was talking about it. THANK YOU!! It was the first thing I noticed.

[@JuanTorres-pj3fq]

Tom “I’m not a celebrity, I’m just Tom.” NF “I’m not famous, I’m just Nathan.” Definitely paying homage to NF and also telling his own story. Wow thanks for breaking this down Knox!!

[@zeroavalon0139]

Unreal….bro!

[@joeym.2488]

I didn’t notice that until now!!

[@marcusmaire8197]

He’s just unoriginal lol

[@WM-uk4rm]

@@marcusmaire8197 right. NF built his entire life story with that imagery and for tom it's a passing fad to get more views.

[@neverfeartruth6460]

I'm a fan of Tom, NF and Knox but Knox is off a bit with his assessment here! So now ANYONE who use's a single Black Balloon in their video is paying homage to a NF who's a good rapper but NOT a legend? Tom is NOT paying homage to just another rapper bro! NF is not some legendary rapper! This song and music video is about Tom's mind and Tom is the Balloon and has NOTHING to do with NF who carries his "BURDENS" with him but has he's never explained what they all are! Black Balloons, Clouds or face paint have been used in music videos for 30 years before NF!🤦‍♂

[@shanebell9017]

Tom's songs like this speak to what alot of us struggle with. As a veteran I felt alot of these same feelings when I returned from Iraq. Depression, anxiety, fear, and anger. It can crush you. It's amazing that this song translates to my experience. True art does that.

[@steeby7712]

I found your music on Spotify and your breakdowns on KZbin on the same day haha You have amazing breakdowns. Keep it up. You have my follow.

[@WickyLindows88]

Been watching your break downs and content for a while Knox, glad to see you growing steadily. Balloons is another example of no matter how hard you hit and reach in life, the pressure and our own lives can be pretty overbearing. I hope to keep seeing all the creators we enjoy and that you break down keep moving forward!

[@19angelinamay77]

Great reaction! Tom said that if any fans see him in real life, they had better come say hello! He said just on this day he wrote the song, in that moment is what he was feeling. He said doesn't normally feel like this. Also when he wrote this song he was quitting smoking. #HOG

[@skyaurora2112]

You and Stevie have opened me up to other artists I would have never listened to. ie..Tom and Hopsin. You are needed and enjoyed. I never thought I would be so interested in breakdowns, but I am addicted! You and Stevie keep fighting the good fight! You are supported and loved!

[@zetataylor1550]

Tom has always brought out the maternal instinct in me and I just want to hug him and give him a shoulder to cry on. I appreciate how he is so open to sharing the struggle of life with others. So many only want to project the best of their life but everyone has moments of self doubt and hardships they have to deal with. He keeps it real! I love your commentary, you catch a lot of the symbolism.

[@Sunny-jz3dy]

Very powerful song...very scary for anyone to go thru. Can't even imagine what he's going thru... I hope he gives himself a break! In some way! Thank you Knox...for another awesome breakdown! You always give your all and it shows!

[@UrbnBarz]

@Knox Hill Totally agree and support you regards fighting KZbin Strikes. I started my own reaction channel back in June and have constantly been battling against being demonetised and fighting against blocked content worldwide... We work for hours to get our content out only for it to then get blocked or in your case a strike against us. More power to you and there are alot of us who will stand shoulder to shoulder with you if you take on the big boys.

[@shaundalindsay8882]

In Balloons, Tom is venting about the war he is waging inside himself against the double-edged sword of fame and the feeling that what he is doing is crucial for humanity. Tom goes to war against the machine because he's built for it, conditioned for it. He embraces it knowing full well there's a toll to pay. Cause & effect, man. This is the effect. A wracking pain that would destroy someone who isn't built the way Tom is. A toll he willingly pays not only for the fame he hungers for but for being allowed to champion for us. This song wrecks us because of Tom's ability to weave a spell with words so painful we can't help but understand how much of himself he's willing to give for humanity..

[@whiteweaver3716]

So well put!

[@iansdorman1455]

Never seem to catch you while you’re live, but I always try to watch em’! Love your reactions and respect your channel and the way you do these! You are fantastic!

[@KnoxHill]

Thank you man means a lot 🙏 I normally try to go live most Saturdays around 12/1230 EST

[@j0n_H]

How you see the reactions when even his uploaded stream is so laggy. Only usa has internet speeds that Europe got 1990's. I've seen better streams from Africa😃. Thank god I live in Europe.

[@iansdorman1455]

@@j0n_H I live in the US and I don’t ever get any lag from his or any other videos, so I’m not sure what you’re getting. Maybe you got a glitch. 🤷🏻‍♂️

[@Suwils]

Love this song because he can show the darker,harder side of fame which many don't or won't and we all saw where many of them ended up. He doesn't want or need anyone's pity, just understanding that yeah it gets hard and it's okay to share because he has been suffering from anxiety and depression for so many years. Listen, to all those who are fed up of his songs then don't listen or comment negatively, just go take a long look at yourself and move on. I don't listen to singers I don't like nor do I click on hater reactors. Yeah certain topics will overlap from one artist to another and they might get same ideas especially those who have gone through a lot of negativity in their lives. It's hard for some not to compare but I HATE comparisons. Each artist brings their own creativity and talent. You can see right through imitators and they don't last so I could go on but I'll end by THANKING YOU for sharing and your reaction.

[@codyjohnson6427]

Yea that's the key. It's not for anyone's pity. It's just to share the darkside of success

[@AK_J.Reed24]

Well said. #HOG #TomMacDonald

[@remarcablemc]

You're legend Knox 🔥 shout outs from Australia ❤

[@Daddytimmy26]

Great reaction Knox

[@Abears_]

He's using the black balloon in the same subject as NF talking about his demons inside his head but he's doing it in a completely different dialogue with himself so it's paying tribute not dissing

[@elizabethhenry1531]

Sorry I missed you were live the same time as Tom #hangovergang

[@thesinwi]

Tom... don't be goin off the edge man... ppl need you without needing anything from you, some of us..... God Bless you man. Hope you find some light it's a daily struggle comin from a dark space.... saved a seat for you.

[@windysmith4489]

Yes

[@brandonwalters9437]

I definitely want to see a Samson 46=13 reaction Knox.

[@briankirby9188]

This is one of my favorite Tom songs, it’s Tom pouring out his heart

[@MrBCKaraoke]

The color black has always resembled, death or dying, and the darker side of things. We see this in balloons, flowers, decorations, etc. So it only makes since to use a black balloon since depression is very dark.

[@bennynoyes4141]

Love your break down

[@tommygiavatto3850]

Great reaction as always. Gotta do webby's raw thoughts V

[@jacob4183]

As always great breakdown and reaction to the song Knox🔥🔥

[@IMMoreThanUSee]

I loved to hear your breakdown of Tom's lyrics. I've listened to other reactors, but you've added so much more depth to it. 🔥 reaction to a tough song. So glad Tom shares with us. I wrote very dark poetry when I went thru dark times...it helps. I hope this one helped Tom 💕

[@darlaharrelson6487]

Appreciate you Knox. One heck of a breakdown artist and MC. Damn this song got to me.

[@markeakin1229]

Knox you are awesome my friend! I love your live in depth reviews of rap songs!! 👍😉

[@damianblanco9676]

That gun bar at the end of the song hits hard. send the magazine to my house so I can own a piece to myself

[@Caesar96_]

I see what you did there 😂

[@damianblanco9676]

@@Caesar96_ I just think its was a double meaning

[@The_Golden_Gremlin]

I’m sorry I missed the stream but damn watching this now had me tearing up it hurt bad to hear what he’s going through …. Also can you react to terrorbyte FU/FM

[@twistablunt3717]

Best reaction to this song... this song is deep... to understand it you need to break it down like you did... much love Knox.. great reaction

[@thedmdidit9842]

He is also holding the balloon that is his face, symbolizing him trying to hold onto himself.

[@alexellingson7482]

Nobody breaks down Tom's songs and sees everything others dont! Much love!

[@KCsFunHouse]

Very true!

[@MrTambourineMan.]

Great reactions thx

[@mirokukasr]

Based on the live chat and even the comments down below, I guess Tom is right. The hate might outweigh the love. It's weird as hell to me though. When I don't like an artist, I don't watch reaction videos of that person. I don't spend time writing negative comments about that person either. I never want to be the one who messes up someone's day with my negativity. Especially if I do not know him. What if my comment is the one that pushes that person over the edge, and I have no way to make amends? Is it really that hard to see that Tom is a human just like you? Why wouldn't he write a song about how he feels to share with his fans that want to hear it? Haters really show such an ugly side of this life. If you think Tom sucks so much, move on, listen to your favorite artist, and/or create something beautiful yourself that you think people might want to hear.

[@jacob4183]

Beautifully put.

[@Synysta_Aka_Syn]

Yes!!! Love how you said that

[@tazmaniac3980]

☝️💯% Facts👆

[@dingdong9884]

Mmhmm I feel this! I support artists that get so much unnecessary hate. At some point it’s just for the sake of it or out of fear and ignorance. And like you said, if someone is having the worst day, all it takes is one comment that could push them over the edge. I’d never want that on my conscience. When did it become so difficult just to be a decent human being? Anyway, thanks for saying it 👏

[@neverfeartruth6460]

RIGHT? I mean people who hate on Tom or anyone are just haters that wake up early knowing that someone are dropping a video just to click the dislike button and write a nasty message! These diluted sorry ass pathetic people actually believe what they "THINK" matters!🤦‍♂

[@nothing2915]

Always look forward to ur reaction ur my goto I’ll be looking for that free cloud

[@deadsaintsdrummer]

Love the reaction vids bro keep it up

[@bryanschneider4106]

Knox , couldn’t catch you live but always like and watch when I have time, if the courts are the only option let us know so we can put something together and help. Always great thank you keep it up🔥

[@dawnbreak3299]

Thanks KZbin, for not telling me he's was live until uploud🙄

[@matthew1995king]

Ikr

[@bubblesbubbles2727]

Me too....

[@GHOSTMAN262]

Me too..

[@johncourtney8825]

@@matthew1995king I had to set reminder..

[@chonando1019]

Same

[@bryceatencio5847]

Smashed that like button the moment that I saw that this was you reacting to a track with Tom McDonald and NF!! lol

[@jenjensage7242]

This is such an incredibly deep song. There are a few lines, ok a lot of lines that just give me chills… the vocal booth bars (wish I had one of those😉), “I’m not a celebrity, I am just Tom”, “I’d like to own a tiny piece of me like everybody else”. I don’t think this is how Tom is feeling right now. I think it’s more a window into what he has endured. Yes, he still has shitty days, as we all do, but I believe he is doing much better than he has been in the past. Love the reactions Knox. Love your music. Support independent artists. Appreciate the grind. ❤️✌🏻

[@197mtlkush5]

The Eminem track came after Tom album so this is no response to Em Since balloon was on his album

[@devilzadvocate7735]

Raw thoughts 5 Def needs to be reacted to by you. Best reactor on KZbin.

[@didierblasco2126]

music art at its highest, reaction at same level : thank you so much !

[@deborahskaggs3850]

Enjoy your comments, just came across your channel yesterday. Im a bigTom McDonald h.o.g; fan, thanks

[@Atigeve]

Really do appreciate you Nox, always good shit.

[@2ratunda]

praying for you!

[@touchdownbroncos]

Knox, you are the professor. That's my nickname for you. Your technical knowledge of barz and beats is the best on here.

[@kuzma2214]

YOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS MAN.I didn't get notification while this was live😡But ok I can watch it like this😊

[@joviisavage1982]

Great reaction Knox Tom Macdonald you are knoxhill certified

[@heidithatswho.2481]

Hey Knox, I've been offline for a while...going through my own struggles. But I wanted to come back to this and say I loved your reaction and your relating to this one.

[@Ugly_Peace]

Keep the positive spirit Heidi. Wish you all the best.

[@JustMeWJ1]

Well then I really was waiting for this reaction. But didn't get any notification. 😒 KZbin really doesn't like Tom that much To all the people that think he is going to diss or try and get money off of NF. I see this as Tom's Therapy Session called Balloons and NFs was just Therapy Session. Maybe this song is showing us that Tom one day maybe Colab with NF. But all I can say is I love this song so much 🔥❤️ it talks a lot to me and I love it that you can feel his Emotions.

[@kristin2115]

BEST breakdown channel PERIOD!!!

[@andrewlabrecque6256]

Knox how are you not at a milly yet let's get him up there everyone!!! Knox deserves way more then 600k

[@budgoblue6625]

Killed it as usual!

[@uriahgentry4989]

hey I love your channel and keep fighting for everything you believe in could you do a break down on DAX

[@JadenCoookVods]

Holy hell Knox, you actually hit 1 mil. I can’t believe it.

[@thatGuyFean]

It took me like 17 mins to figure out that the pic in super chat is a chicken...I wasn't seeing a chicken...it was like 50 shades to me 😂😂 ...Shout out to KnoxHill.

[@steveblair8441]

Knox keep doing your thing my man. Your content is fire 🔥

[@johncourtney8825]

Your lives are the best!👏👏👏👏

[@ddore1962]

Best reaction so far!

[@xRedacted_]

For the people saying that it's bullshit because hes back peddling on everything he said "Don't Look Down", do yall understand manic depression? Very high highs and super low lows.

[@Amaranthos2]

And then there's the people that exist in both states simultaneously...whether they want to or not

[@Cubs-Fan.10]

I'm manic depressive, suffer from severe anxiety, and have had suicidal thoughts when shit goes bad. I'm not a celebrity but he's regurgitating the same lyrics the goes the other way then follows up a few weeks later with the opposite. I absolute relate, but as far as music is concerned, as someone who looks up to Tom over the years, I think him and I are on different paths because he's making excuses at this point.

[@tinalschmidt-banks3415]

My understanding is that this was written before don't look down. That he had this for awhile but he wasn't sure if he should do a video for it.

[@spiritualtaurus7942]

Tom never back pedals. His track "Im sorry" states that.😂

[@mtme]

@@tinalschmidt-banks3415 yeah this was made before

[@ilsejvr]

Love your reactions 💯👌

[@BrandyBeach]

I love you Knox. Your always full of so much energy 🙂👍🏻👏🏻💕

[@padlasvillage]

Dude hats off for you. At the beginning you said you keep stuff private, no pics of kids. Never change that, never put your private life out there. Its your not for others to see. I have no facebook, insta or other social crap, when ppl ask me for fb insta, i say dont have, never had never will, not going to put my life on plate out for others to see. Who needs to know, know. Good job!

[@andrewk7616]

NF is one of my current favorites just saw him live in October...he helped me massively with his words. Then a couple years ago I found Tom... and although I still respect NF as well as EM...as a 39 year old that has listened to rap for 25 years daily...all I can say to people saying NF is as good or better than Tom is YOU are not listening! Or you've only heard a handful of Tom's songs and just wanna hate. It's unfortunate, Tom will help everyone mentally and emotionally if you actually dedicate time to listen and not judge.

[@MommyandLanni]

Eminem response, I thought the same. I'm glad that I wasn't the only one that thought that. Great reaction as usual

[@jennifershepherdjenMM]

Once again u killed it on the freestyle 😊

[@vicsdelugaphoenix]

Knox Hill, is the GOAT of breakdowns man

[@kathiyow6801]

#hog forever tom talking truth as always that's why we love him #hog forever. Loved your reaction as always you are the best..

[@tinaskarstrom5760]

amazingness!

[@timdodson921]

You know the saying Knox if you don't stand for something you'll fall for anything 💯

[@richard9687]

I agree, you should all à full album !

[@halfwayhans]

Ready for it!

[@Psykosys29]

Knox, of the all the Tom Macdonald reactors I follow; your reaction is the one that I look for. Love your music as well looking forward to future drops.

[@louismenlen9123]

just so people understand this song is on one of his cd's so it is a over a month old, then you consider he released 36 song on two albums, knowing when this was written and when Nf put out his song, is something i do not know. but Tom knows how to get a message out. Good music is good music. anyone who does not understand the difference between artist, just shows they are not listening

[@xemnasth3wise934]

I think the black balloon might also possibly be hinting at a collab. Considering there was so many balloons at the end of lost

[@thefedhamarchivenewchannel9049]

Oh god I hope not. And no, NF has always been around balloons, not just LOST.

[@ericbelander2319]

@@thefedhamarchivenewchannel9049 why are you so against it?

[@thereseball]

HELL no ... if NF ever even considered collabing with Tom, I would lose all respect for him. Never gonna happen. Actually, I don't know of ANY Top 10 rapper/artist who would sink to the depths of collabing with Tom.

[@ericbelander2319]

@@shuri864 ikr

[@ericbelander2319]

@@thereseball lol then get the fuck off this video if you're just gonna hate

[@Ullskog]

Kollar på din reaktion nu. Du är den enda som bryter ner Toms sånger och säger typ vad han säger. Kudos. Translate I'm swedish 😃

[@msposite]

So you just made me realize his therapist is his releases on Friday, this is his outlet and the way the internet responds is his feedback. He has the pills the real therapist suggested taking tied up where he sees but doesn't use, it's a good reminder of where u came from and facing discomfort

[@JD-np5xq]

Great reaction. I too think it's an NF tribute. I also agree with others that Raw Thoughts V by Chris Webby would be a great reaction. Webby name drops Tom in the song in an interesting way that's been pretty controversial. Probably best not to do that one live to assess channel risk, but worth the listen either way.

[@christianjakobsen5249]

Damn this is a brilliant track, the beat, the flow, the lyrics, the meanings behind what he says, this is F'ing brilliant and very well made... The last couple of albums Tom McDonald really showed what a great and true artist he is... I feel he reached the "complete level" an artist need to be at to reach my core feelings... I need to be able to feel the music 🎵🎶🎵. Another great reaction from Knox Hill, keep up the great work (I still have 4 tracks from my signed special edition of the Blacklist album on my "favorites" playlist) the channel is the best reaction channel.... 👍🔥🔥🔥🔥😉 Best of wishes from Copenhagen, Denmark

[@richardthacker7272]

Grats on 600k subs bro

[@very_unhappy_man2852]

I hate how everyone is always comparing him to other rappers, even though he's said that he is his own rapper and like no one else.

[@uhhhyea6313]

Lol you can't be serious my guy he stays trying to sound like Em like wtf you on bruh

[@424stormygirl]

Black Balloons is symbolism for Drug and Alcohol addictions and also Depression . I really like NF but he doesn't have the lock on Black Balloons just because he uses them.

[@vcrossCelticfc]

Like being black balled?

[@mikearmstrong2195]

Great job pimpin

[@MaxxWatt]

Knox its been a while since i tuned in last...i'll check this out in a minute

[@Pete..]

People acting like NF invented black balloons lol they have been used as a visual substitute for depression since their creation.

[@collinfrancis9956]

Love this channel and your music. Hope you know that. 😎😎❤❤🇺🇸🇺🇸🤟🤟

[@juliathomas3380]

favorite line in chat "Shit Tom, use pink balloons next time so everyone will stop crying" (@cuttingedgevideo) Lmao!

[@3goodtimes3]

Get it knox

[@2491kridge]

Tom used the phrase in this song “I’m not a celebrity I’m just Tom”, NF used the line “I’m not famous I’m just Nathan”, that along with the balloons and how personal the song was I’d say it was a homage of some sort

[@2ratunda]

thanks

[@paranoiaaa4126]

You never know exactly what anyone you meet is going thru. It's important to smile and say hello. It might just be the brightest moment of their day.

[@Zaphera22]

Hey just wanted to mention that I talked with tom directly about this song and he wrote this song while he was In the hospital struggling with everything. This song is completely raw and he didnt re record it after he recorded the song originally. It's a dark song and an expression of how he feels from time to time! Hes no different then us! Hes only human after all! Check toms discord out! Hes on there and just chats with us from time to time! I can you tell this as well.... this song was the hardest for him to release.... while he was chatting with us that night in discord he could stop saying how scared or worried he was about people liking the song because of how personal it is!

[@whiteweaver3716]

I am glad to know the story behind the song because, I love the deep feelings and openness in this song.

[@Zaphera22]

@@whiteweaver3716 truth! If you have discord should join up! It's fun to talk with everyone theres thousands of us there already, tom does qna's and comes I just to chat its alot of fun! But yes he was very very nervous about this song so he came and hung out with us and we talked about the most random stuff its awesome!

[@whiteweaver3716]

@@Zaphera22 how do I find his discord?

[@Zaphera22]

@@whiteweaver3716 you can find the links on his fb, Instagram, and yt I believe

[@Zaphera22]

@@whiteweaver3716 I cant share them here

[@spiritualtaurus7942]

Samson is epic,💙 found him last month. He should 100% collab with Tom MacDonald, similar vibe. Sarcastically funny guy. Mac Miller was an old skool legend, R.I.P.✌🏻🇬🇧

[@The_Zilli]

the black balloon "negative vibe" concept was around long before NF, just like a black rose. Symbolism never changes even if the artists do.

[@GM6.7]

That's what I'm thinking aswell. The issue is this generation thinks it developed schemes and imagery. Just because artists this generation listens to, you get to witness themes that get repeated often.

[@mtme]

@@GM6.7 Sometimes those artists elevate these themes to a point where they become famous for "inventing" it. Don't bring around "this generation" or "that generation" for no reason bruh

[@GM6.7]

@@mtme copying something everyone else has done doesn't make the newest to do so its creator just cuz its been maybe a decade. And to say for no reason means you aren't listening to Knox when he credits NF with black balloons bruh

[@mtme]

@@GM6.7 Dude...you said "artists this generation listens to", that means artists the youth listen to. Also, I said "famous for 'inventing' it", which very clearly means that they didn't "invent" it, they're just known for making it even more famous ...bruh

[@GM6.7]

@@mtme they can't make it more famous they are just making it relevant for the generation that listens to it. You must be young to argue such a point when you have artists nowadays that aren't more listened to than those that came before them. Most artists these days are trash and the reach they have isn't as big as you'd like. I can tell you nf isn't relevant to many over the age of 35

[@guystephens2881]

My fave by far