Time genuinely goes so fast. Imagine if this was reversed - she got to do a reaction video to the u now , more independent and free and living with friends and a happy relationship. She’d be speechless ♥️
@harmonyhope17092 жыл бұрын
Aww she wouldn't believe it was even possible I'm sure! Interesting concept ❤️
@neldormiveglia13122 жыл бұрын
100%. This is such a beautiful thing to see. She's strong as a mf and I hope she recognizes it. She worked her ass off to get here.
@jackiehammerton2 жыл бұрын
@@harmonyhope1709This comment made me cry. Love this ❤
@brendahidalgo95782 жыл бұрын
I think the most amazing transformation I’ve witnessed from this whole journey is watching your Personality blossom. I remember watching your first videos and thinking how quiet, sad, and how little you let your presence take up in the space around you. I’m so happy this journey has allowed not only people to get to know you but to watch YOU get to know YOU. The loud, silly and creative you! I love to see it! sending you the tightest hugs. Keep blossoming 🌱xx
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thanks for the loveliest comment. hugs xxx
@frogiwthoutahat2 жыл бұрын
i think this video was so popular was because it’s so real, it’s so raw. there’s so much perfected, filtered content on youtube that where everything looks and sounds perfect. when you hear the crisps bag and the background noises, it’s almost like you’re really there with her.
@frogiwthoutahat2 жыл бұрын
the reason ur unique isn’t bc your super pretty (which is true)or the camera quality is great, it’s that you’re so honest
@bauhaus11122 жыл бұрын
Completely agree. 100%!!!!
@j763842 жыл бұрын
The most striking difference to me is in your eyes. Your eyes have become so bright and full of life now! Your skin and hair are also completely different now, brighter skin and fuller hair! I’ve recently relapsed due to a huge stress in my life, so come back to your channel to feel inspired to recover. 31 years I’ve had an eating disorder. I just want a life and some damn energy. I’m so tired all the time. It’s frustrating. I’m on the waiting list for trauma therapy for complex PTSD, if I lose any weight I’ll be taken off the list. I can’t let that happen, thanks for inspiring to try again ❤
@spookydid2 жыл бұрын
im sorry but lose weight ull be taken off the list for trauma therapy??? thats so fucked! i hope everything goes ok nd u recover healthy
@j763842 жыл бұрын
@@spookydid thank you 🙏 it is completely messed up. Apparently it’s because if weight is too low the brain can’t handle the intensity of trauma therapy. I do get it but to not have any support for the next 6 months is going to be hard 🫤
@indigo36102 жыл бұрын
Wishing you the best, I'm rooting for you! You can do this, stay strong! It's worth it!
@deecohen1383 Жыл бұрын
Ya I totally agree
@syakemchuk89322 жыл бұрын
I remember watching your first video when I was inpatient for the first time. I remember comparing myself to you (EDs are so competitive as you obviously know!) and now I can't believe the progress we've BOTH made. It gives me so much hope to see someone do so well, and it motivates me to fully recover. If you, someone who struggled with an ED for much longer than I did, can recover, then so can I. I'm so so incredibly proud of you and thank you. Much love from Canada
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
i’m proud of us 🤍
@RachelJ7152 жыл бұрын
A video on committing to recovery even when weight gain is not such a priority anymore would be really helpful. Now that I'm a 'healthy weight' I do find it harder to justify sticking to my meal plan when I don't have the mantra 'I need to gain weight' to fall back on. x
@angie14xx2 жыл бұрын
Same. It feels so hard and challenging when you are at a healthy weight. It would be great if she made a vid about it.
@sollaris98122 жыл бұрын
I would love it so much
@cis.8192 жыл бұрын
If you can, you need to change the voice to : i want to take care of my body, i want to enjoy life to the fullest, a car can't drive without petrol and so can't i, my appareance doesn't define me. Also is this a stage in recovory to let go of your mealplan a little ans try to eat the things you want at that moment, and then dont listen to what the ED whants (lower calorie, light, less, etcetera)
@rebeccaharris99782 жыл бұрын
Watched right from the start and beyond proud of you girl - you are smashing it every day and really help me with my mental health and accepting the set backs xxx
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thank you 🤍 i’m so glad i can help xxxx
@MariamSRE2 жыл бұрын
I genuinely miss your dad and mom’s reassuring voices behind the camera. They were so wonderful and warm with you! ❤️ I hope they are doing well.
@RaZZmaTazzzzzzzzzzZZ Жыл бұрын
I'd love to see a Q&A with them
@harmonyhope17092 жыл бұрын
Can completely relate to not recognising the ill version of ourselves. I get this when I look at ill photos and also when I think back to the way I behaved and the fears and rules I had around food. It's like I was possessed by the illness quite literally!
@danb42822 жыл бұрын
It’s funny seeing the little flashes of genuine Ro personality in the first video beginning to break back through. I remember watching those videos when they first came out and hoping you made it through. So so glad that you did.
@siarazdan47562 жыл бұрын
Ro every time i falter in recovery, i watch you and it inspires me to get back up. thank you so much
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
keep going lovely ⭐️🌷✨
@n8tur3932 жыл бұрын
You have come so far and we are all extremely proud of you! Thank you for going through this process online for us all to see that it is possible to overcome
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
🥺❤️ thanks for being here !
@RiotDwarfQueen2 жыл бұрын
Your hair is so much shinier and fluffier now! You're absolutely glowing with health. Your skin and eyes are so much brighter, too. Congratulations on your recovery, you've done fantastic work! You're truly an inspiration, ups and downs included. You've provided such an honest and refreshing take on recovery and shone a bright light for others at the end of the tunnel. We started recovery at a similar time and your videos made me feel less alone, and made scary meal times much more manageable having someone "there with me". Thank you for what you do. Keep shining, love!
@SarahRenniexoxo2 жыл бұрын
I just LOVE how far you've came, it's so wholesome and melts my heart, I've never been so proud of someone in my life! 💗
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
you’re so sweet !!!!
@Rokamstra2 жыл бұрын
It's weird how one can feel so proud of somebody they never met. Every time I see you smile, see you with friends, see you enjoying (even the tiniest bit) I just feel a pang of proudness through my body. You are doing this!
@tiffanyluxford2 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait to watch this when I get home! Just challenged myself to a meal at nandos by myself! Thank you for being an inspiration! I’m so proud of how far you’ve come ❤️
@stell80122 жыл бұрын
That’s amazing!!!
@helenjames69822 жыл бұрын
Very proud of you
@criscofrisco73562 жыл бұрын
best wishes...not easy to challenge yourself..
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
so proud of you ⭐️✨🌷🤍
@tiffanyluxford2 жыл бұрын
@@stell8012 thank you 😊
@luizamachado75732 жыл бұрын
Ro, I think a video about stomach bloating and this part of recovery would be really helpful. I'm dealing with it, but it is really hard every day having this feelings. I would totally appreciate it.
@konna31452 жыл бұрын
It’s crazy how time flies, you are genuinely the best version of yourself once in recovery and this goes to everyone struggling with any ed:))
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
🥺
@fjumi36522 жыл бұрын
I love how your parents were handling this! They're being so open with the topic and really supportive and helpful and remaining calm, even though it certainly can't have been easy for them either.
@dianah4016 Жыл бұрын
I want your hair! This is such a powerful video to see. You're super brave, you're a warrior. Congratulations for beating it love.
@susanwalker34542 жыл бұрын
You are looking so healthy and so much better. My daughter is now eating solids, still in hospital but looking forward to getting her home. Miss her soooooo much xxx well done you kick it's arse!!!!
@lauraprice53852 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this video when it first came out - when I too was only just beginning recovery. I actually feel like I’ve grown alongside you, so thank you for making these videos 💗
@luluth13teen2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been here since day one when u started this channel and I’m so so proud of how far you’ve come 😭 🤍
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thank you 🥰
@tillycaterthorp37542 жыл бұрын
This was so emotional for me to watch. I consider myself 90% recovered now, and I completely relate about look back at a past version of myself who I genuinely don’t recognise. I was crying at the end, it’s so beautiful to see your growth, and just know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, your videos helped me so much in my journey so thank you❤️🥺💗💘🌸
@quidditchmum2 жыл бұрын
You currently just radiate strength. Your transformation is truly inspiring.
@writingskills73522 жыл бұрын
11:47 -> the look of compassion and love and pride on your face! It's powerful and heartwarming. It's like you're watching your spiritual daughter, if you see what I mean.
@eden36062 жыл бұрын
you’ve done so well!! you are so inspiring, i’m so proud of you!!
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thank you
@MyNameIsRaacheL2 жыл бұрын
One of the things that got me in this video is how supportive your parents are throughout. They’re like your cheerleaders and it’s a beautiful thing to see. Love that ❤️
@alicesgonemental2 жыл бұрын
To see you and your recovery in this past year, I feel so inspired! I'd say I'm a lot further in recovery now than when I first started following you, and I still have a way to go, but your videos are really what inspire me to make a final push. Knowing that I'm not alone and that other people can do it too!
@SillySyl2 жыл бұрын
perspective is everything. it's amazing watching you look back and see how much you've grown. my fave part of those old videos was listening to your family's encouragement at the table. it was so heartwarming.
@sahib52 жыл бұрын
If I’ve said it once I’ve said it a billion times. Ro you are a light. I choked up so many times seeing how far you’ve come. The girl you once were is so precious and so goddamn strong. I can’t believe what she did. And amidst that she helped so many others. It’s one of the rare miracles of life. Someone recovering from a devastating illness and winning back their lives. And you won for your family too. I cannot imagine their fear seeing you that sick and being helpless to help you. And I cannot imagine the joy they must feel now - how proud they must be of you. By fighting so courageously for your life - you gave them so much. They get to keep YOU. And we get to keep and know you. Today, you positively radiate with beauty and warmth and grace and courage. And the girl you once were - she has my heart. Because she fought while sick and scared. She fought her little heart out. She gets a pass on editing - because she’s the bravest effing person ever. And so are you. Bless you for always Ro. You are a gift.
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
this is genuinely one of the kindest, most thoughtful and lovely comments i’ve ever received ❤️ thank you x
@kaitlynnlepage7552 жыл бұрын
This video was so emotional to watch so I can’t even imagine how it felt for you to look back at your old struggles, I’m so proud of you for getting to this point, love you Roisin
@ashbods81152 жыл бұрын
It’s actually amazing how untriggering this video was! so many of these sorts of videos dredge up bad habits and thoughts but this is so positive 💛
@Becksnnc2 жыл бұрын
Honestly Ro you are glowing! You're skin is flawless, your hair, I want it lol, and you have the most pretty eyes. I'm so happy for you. I remember watching this video when it first uploaded and was invested in your journey and you've come so far. Very proud of you🥰
@eulenfeder_2 жыл бұрын
You are glowing! ✨ And you are so brave for overcoming this, really. I struggle since 18 years with anorexia and bulimia and I appreciate you so much ♥️
@emilymarus38482 жыл бұрын
That video was your first video I ever saw and also what made me finally recognize and admit that I had an eating disorder. Following your channel in the following weeks was a huge part of the reason I committed to recovery. I am so thankful for you and the inspiration you have been to me and so many others. I committed to recovery and never gave up. I totally relate to your comment of not feeling like I can say I’m fully recovered, but I haven’t wavered and can fully experience life without being afraid of any foods. It’s been so freeing. It’s so wonderful to see how well you’re doing now. Thank you so much 💕
@mae55602 жыл бұрын
I just watched that video and straight onto this one, and my goodness girl you’re GLOWING!! In the other video you were beautiful, but your eyes are sparkling now! Keep smashing it girl, such an inspiration
@harmonyhope17092 жыл бұрын
Must be so strange to watch yourself back like this. It's so lovely to see how your mindset and whole demeanor has changed. I remember watching this video when you first put it on KZbin. I had no idea how your recovery was going to go but I was SOOOO hopeful that you would be able to do it. So proud of the progress you've made so far. I know life isn't rainbows and butterflies but it has definitely changed for the better in so many ways 💪❤️ so glad you chose to be brave and challenged yourself constantly in recovery 🙏 thank you for continuing to make these videos as I know how helpful I find them, certainly during an unexpected relapse last year. You're a 🌟 xx Loving your curtain bangs. Really suits you, your hair looks so lovely and healthy compared with this first video ❤️ Also very jealous of your very healthy looking cheese plant!! Lol
@TheINFP_Diary2 жыл бұрын
As you were eating your cereal and talking with your dad it made me so emotional. I'm so proud of how far you've come.
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thank you :,)❤️
@dinofairie2 жыл бұрын
This gives me so much hope, everytime I feel like recovery isn't worth it I watch one of your videos because you prove that it always is 💗
@lindaeberlein74812 жыл бұрын
it’s so great to see you now: relaxed, diverse facial expressions, humor and many things more. Congratulation that you made it!!! 😃 You can be so proud and happy, even in difficult moments.
@TenIzzy102 жыл бұрын
That video was actually the first I saw of yours and I remembered feeling so proud for this girl I didn’t even know. You have come so far and has been very inspiring to thousands of people and you really should give the greatest thanks to yourself 💜 (and your amazing parents ofc)
@julejule-je7qj2 жыл бұрын
it’s so amazing how far you’ve come!! I’m literally here since that first video and I am so proud of you Ro💖
@LorienDied2 жыл бұрын
I’m a teenager, with an eating disorder,,, I only recently spoke up about it to professionals, thanks to the support i got from watching your videos I no longer want to suffer :) I’m currently recovering!! Thank you do much for posting that video, made me feel heard and seen
@sarahbarth72672 жыл бұрын
You look so radiant. I'm proud so of you. When I started watching your videos, I was dealing with depression. I've come out of it now, but your videos were very comforting. I felt less alone, knowing that you were trying to get healthier and in my own way, I was trying to be healthier too. I'm happy for you.
@ice-choco-Icecream2 жыл бұрын
It's just so wonderful to see the changes you've made, both mentally and editing wise lol Seriously thank you so much for starting this channel! I was at my lowest point when I started watching you more than a year ago and I've always been a person of affirmations and good thinking, it all helped me to reach recovery and even though I struggle sometimes, knowing that I made it this far, and knowing you wouldn't give up so easily motivates me to keep on track
@somethingsmatter2 жыл бұрын
You now look sensational, you are now glowing and have such a vibrant and fun personality .
@cloee_sj2 жыл бұрын
wow!!!!! this gives me so much hope this made me so emotional how much youve changed and grown and became a incredible girl !! i cant believe it either
@nomnom62172 жыл бұрын
the way you speaks shows how much hard work you’ve put into recovery and your videos are a great motivation for me to further fix my relationship with food. thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your experiences. you are really helping make a change, even if its small. also your hair looks so beautiful like this
@heatherflorence1242 жыл бұрын
your hair has become so much thicker!! i started all in recovery around a year ago and i also forgot how many behaviours i used to obsess over; eating is just so much more normal for me now that i cant even believe it had so much control over my life!! as much as i still have harder days in terms of body image im finally starting to feel like im recovered rather than still in active recovery which is such a lovely feeling :)))
@Xannah2 жыл бұрын
Your parents are so loving and supporting it feels UNREAL. I always forget parents can be like that??
@MaddieFishblob2 жыл бұрын
Whoa! This channel just popped back into my recommended after a year away & there’s such a massive difference between the old and new her! Looking healthy, strong, and beautiful - honestly the transformation and the courage it took is mega inspiring 😮
@ewelinakardas21782 жыл бұрын
its so incredible I see two diffrent people, and especially I see the most brave young women
@restaumars2 жыл бұрын
Watching this made me really happy. To see the contrast and how much more joyful you are. Makes me wanna hug you. You are doing so well and that's just so amazing. I'm really Happy for you. I am at a way more healthy point in life now too. The contrast in this video just shows that you recover for a good reason and that we should never want to go back. Love you so much and thanks for everything :)
@kleingeld61322 жыл бұрын
I watched that first video and I was so impressed by how far you had come then. So happy to see how much further you progressed and were you are now! Also, your personality was already showing in that first video and that is why it took off. And because you were brave enough to show your inner struggle to help others understand those who suffer from eds better. I think your parents might have had a little part in it as well, because I personally was really impressed by the way they supported you through every meal.
@zoesaba94382 жыл бұрын
Today was the hardest day I've had in weeks. This video made my day. Made me eat normally. Made me say no to my ed thoughts. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Stay strong, stay loved, stay nourished, stay alive friends.
@anne-camillerequin2 жыл бұрын
My beautiful Ro, I grew with you. I started my all in with you and now, I’ve come such a long way just like you! RECOVERY IS SO WORTH IT! You’re doing it for yourself. Do not give up on yourself.
@gumbyenthusiast2 жыл бұрын
Me too !!
@melwane2 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking a few days ago seeing your stories about how much you grow ❤️ your journey is not finished yet but you already achieved so much and you can be so proud of you! Keep going ❤️
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
thank you !! 🤍✨
@cherryberry53152 жыл бұрын
It's wonderful for you to see how far you have come, and best of all be proud of it. You look so much healthier and happier now, and it is clear that will continue far into the future. Fingers crossed you can overcome those final anorexic feelings soon so you can finally leave that part of your life behind and fully embrace the newfound view on life this has given you. You are still such an inspiration for so many, myself included, and you showing us recovery is possible is more precious than any self-help resource out there. Thank you Ro! Xx
@Andyyoureastar2 жыл бұрын
This is now my favorite video of yours. Wow. I feel so honored to listen to your thoughts on your old self. Such valuable information
@judyyprm2 жыл бұрын
So excited to watch this new video !! Thank you for all these videos and your hard work Ro. All the support you’re giving each and everyone of us is just amazing, so I really hope that we can support and help you as well in any way possible ! Please always remember that you can take all the rest you need and there is absolutely no need to worry about not posting every week or taking breaks ! Please feel free to take a break whenever you feel like it. Your happiness and overall (mental) health is the most important thing. I wish you all the best and I am more than proud of you. You did great today and as always, you look absolutely stunning :) xxx
@petramorley55792 жыл бұрын
a video about how your body changes and how you dealt with that would be really helpful :) i’ve challenged loads of fear foods and gained weight, but i’m stuck at a specific weight because the idea of looking different at a higher weight is too scary :(
@ninaclose15282 жыл бұрын
Wow, I haven't watched your videos for a while but for some reason this video randomly showed up on my recommendations list today. Ro, you look amazing!! It's unbelievable to see the difference between where you were then and where you are now!
@MGi232 жыл бұрын
You give us so much hope, it’s so beautiful 😭 this video really makes me think of a quote that I love. “Just when the caterpillar thought her life was over. she began to fly.” 🐛🦋🦋🦋
@AKB_illustrations2 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh, I watched your fear foods video back when you first posted it, and I was deep down in my own ED at the time. Your video helped kickstart something in me, cause deep down I was sick of it all too and hated where my life was and was headed. So thank you so much, I'm on the other side with you and it feels, ironically, so much lighter! ❤️
@Amelia-jp6te2 жыл бұрын
yes PLEASE do a video on how you managed bloating/stomach pain it'd really help!
@alentria2532 жыл бұрын
The little chuckle to yourself at 10:20 is so heart warming and gorgeous
@sofieprinzlau312 жыл бұрын
you‘re parents r so beautiful! the way they supported you! Just beautiful!
@sierrafarnum96892 жыл бұрын
When I was in hs I had an ED for a few years and then recovered, and then a year ago I got closer and closer to relapsing when I found your channel. Seeing how difficult it was for you and how much you thought recovery was a good thing and not a weak thing was one of the main reasons I was motivated to avoid myself from slipping. And holy shit is life better when you're not in the pits of an ED.
@angie14xx2 жыл бұрын
I can't thank you enough Ro, you are such an inspiration❤
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
🤍🤍🤍
@jordanbarclay65852 жыл бұрын
girl you are glowing, I'm so happy to see how much progress you've made. I feel similarly looking back at old journals!
@loes17272 жыл бұрын
I love seeing you smile and glow right now! I saw some of your videos way back and related to them in a completely different way (specific phobia related avoiding behavior) and was so proud of you for how you challenged your anorexia, because I could see how much fear it induced. Coming from my own phobia, I know how extremely hard it is to challenge that fear again and again, day after day. Wow, I am excited for you and I feel proud of you, it is great to see you smile and in such a good place!
@Feminazi1dc Жыл бұрын
That old ro was doing her best & still saying the right things to be sensitive to others during her lowest ❤
@tinaelconillet2112 жыл бұрын
I‘m struggling with recovery bloating at the moment and i really hate it like i feel so pregnant all the time… could u do a video on your experience with that sort of thing?like how long it took u to get better and what helps… love ur videos! Been following since the beginning🤍🤍
@gumbyenthusiast2 жыл бұрын
It definitely does go away ! It happened to me but that was before my body evenly redistributed my restored weight !
@justinejulia68732 жыл бұрын
Eating disorders really do rob us of ourselves. I look back on my recovery insta and the photos, videos, and food pics from when I was so ingrained in my ed I genuinely don’t recognize myself because I wasn’t myself, I was in the depths of my ed and I lost all of what made me me. My newer posts might be less “perfect” and “regimented” but I am so much more free and happy. I have followed you since day one and it has been so amazing to see your growth! I found you at a great point in my recovery but you reminded me of myself and I was rooting for you and cheering you on the whole way!!!
@justinejulia68732 жыл бұрын
I also got an owl heating pack when in treatment that I still have today and named owlexander hamilton 😂
@Lucy1162 жыл бұрын
I might not know much about editing, but please believe me, none of us are focused on that! We are interested in you and your content. Don't be harsh on yourself, be proud of everything you have achieved. Including making awesome videos ☺️ xx
@andreacharlton26962 жыл бұрын
Been watching from the start and it's crazy how fast that times has gone! You've done so incredible 💙
@snailflowers2 жыл бұрын
your parents are amazing! recovery is so much less miserable when people who love you are cheering you on
@iheartfantasyM Жыл бұрын
You can't even imagine how much your videos help me in my own recovery. Even though it's temporary, I always decide to end my restriction and eat something when watching. So thank you. I'm literally crying. 🧡
@TheButterflyChaos2 жыл бұрын
It's amazing how far you've come mentally. You seem so more confident and happy and free these days. What an amazing job you have done getting here! It's been a long struggle for sure. But you're doing so well.
@aco61192 жыл бұрын
i still remember when i first discovered your channel, i am so so proud of your strenght and journey 🫶🏼 thank you ro !
@floria56412 жыл бұрын
OMG your eyes.... your nails..... the leafs in the backround.... it´s just the perfekt fit!!!!
@beeutiaddict2 жыл бұрын
woah - i actually haven't seen you since that video because it had come up in my recommended at one point. you are absolutely beautiful now I feel so happy to see you on the other end.
@guesswho54862 жыл бұрын
you are such an amazing person❤️im so proud of you ro
@RoMitchell2 жыл бұрын
aw thank u so much !
@guesswho54862 жыл бұрын
@@RoMitchell ❤️❤️
@voidyhearts2 жыл бұрын
So proud of you Ro! 💞 I too understand the hardships of ed recovery. Even though I also get ed thoughts from time to time, Ive conquered nearly all my fear foods. I can finally eat freely, which makes recovery SO worth it. These days I find myself feeling nostalgic and grieving for the girl I was before my ed, before it took away my identity. I don’t know why, but does anyone else relate? It’s hard to accept that the past me is no longer me, and that in order to move on, I should treat this as a loss. What should I do? Should I grow and become a new version of myself,or is my past self still here?
@awholeworldoflove2 жыл бұрын
Been here since the beginning ♥️ So proud and inspired by you
@celestevangriensven76252 жыл бұрын
This is amazing to see the contrast - like I think you forget how bad it was when you started vs how good your doing now but it's impeccable
@nievwitnauer2 жыл бұрын
Hey Ro! I remember seeing that very first video so long ago. I watched you for ages but I've lost track of your channel over the past year. Im so proud of how far you've come, you're a truly wonderful person.
@tea63512 жыл бұрын
i don't know why, but this video especially maked me feel so much better?? like, you saying that those ththings that were a huge deal for you, just aren't anymore. that they're normal. and this is what comforts me, knowing that enjoying food freedom is normal. also the COMPARISON, you look so much happier, full of life, even younger (? idk how that is possible), more you. knowing that this is what i'm gaining as well as weight motivates me so much. thank you for everything you do, really, u r special
@abby94352 жыл бұрын
Gurl, the colour of your nails and how it matches/sets off your eyes!! *ugh* STUNNING
@mariaeagles27612 жыл бұрын
I'm so so proud of you and work you've done. I was in very similar position to your's and I remember watching your videos while eating. Seeing you now is just incredible and makes me want to cry. I remember recording myself when I was in a really bad condition and your old video remind me of that. It's so scary how even a simple smile was a challenge not mentioning walking or talking. I'm so glad that we can finally see how horrible this disorder is and thank you for inspiring me!
@pipsli2 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this video when you first posted it, I was the deepest in my ED I'd ever been but began watching you and I've never felt alone in my recovery since, and now were both on the other side of it
@bellemagna85182 жыл бұрын
I used to follow you on TikTok and was recently thinking about your channel since I haven’t seen in over a year. I was worried you deleted your TikTok due to a relapse, but I remembered that I watched your first KZbin video so I searched it up and was so so so happy to see this video. Thank you for continuing to post and congratulations on how far you have gotten in your recovery. Seriously a role model. ❤️
@angievfx2 жыл бұрын
i am so proud of you, so proud of all of us who went through this! recovering is indeed the best thing ive ever done in my life
@athinacrilley2 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you’ve done this video because it highlights to you and others who are in the position you were in a year ago that recovery is 100% possible! So proud of you 🤍
@AsenathWaiteDerby2 жыл бұрын
Your channel is better than therapy, you're literally an angel 💙 I felt like crying too thinking back of how I bullied myself and how bad I now want to say to me "Sorry for what I did to you, you deserved none of that"
@Echo-yk1id2 жыл бұрын
The things you were saying to yourself as you ate/about recovering were like a whisper that grew into a firm voice of resolve, and I love that. I can definitely see how hard it was for you to watch, but even then you showed so much strength. I somehow knew that the dinner fear food would be pasta. I had an ED as a teenager and undid a lot of that as a young adult, but I STILL to this day get mild fear about pasta! tw: abuse stuff My dad was very unkind to me about my body and restricted my eating from a young age so I too got very emosh hearing your parents encouraging you.
@theNatalieGonzales2 жыл бұрын
Completely off topic, but when talking with your hands your nail color really made your eye color pop!💕
@stefanie28832 жыл бұрын
Your hair looks amazing! and your nails really compliment your eyes!
@alinegerber66972 жыл бұрын
i found you from quite the start and im mean look how far you had come and iam soo proud of you( not even the universe is so huge) ;)♥️ keep on going i think with your personality you can do everything