realistic week in my life

[@itsgesworld.]

grief never goes away, you just learn to cope with it being part of your life. Please don't be too hard on yourself Bella! Its such a hard thing to go through and everyone goes through their own totally different experience/journey with it, there is no right or wrong

[@indiamaurice4673]

The way you speak about grief and anxiety especially during this time is something I’m seriously resonating with and it’s very comforting to hear that someone else is also going through this period with me, sending love (also I couldn’t put down Maybe Someday!!)

[@Miffy2468]

yesssssss

[@AmyMayAlice]

Ear ringing can be a sign that a loved one or guardian angel is trying to reach you!! X

[@poppyamelia7791]

i have OCD, i was diagnosed when i was 12 and now i’m 21 and it’s the worst it’s been in so many years, and i also am struggling with pulling out my hair :( honestly it’s comforting to know i’m not alone. i had CBT for my OCD years ago and it helped so so much i couldn’t recommend it more (need to go back tbh lol), i also used to have to do the teddy kissing thing which is crazy to hear that you do the exact same thing, sometimes it would take me hours to do it with every part of my body feeling ‘right’. honestly cbt worked wonders for me, it had to get worse before it got better but stick it out and it’ll make your life so much easier eventually xx

[@ShanMartia]

I had the same when I was younger and occasionally the thoughts still come back, I would get awful intrusive thoughts and my brain saying I was evil things, I know it’s super hard but I try to remind myself that nothing bad is going to happen, and not to listen to the thoughts, I know it may not seem helpful but give yourself small goals to realise that your ocd is not in control and nothing bad is going to happen 💗I really hope you find ways to manage 💗

[@MaryceliaA]

14:41 same girl same

[@elwoolnough8434]

I'm the same with my grief! My dad's anniversary will be 4 years in a couple months and what u said about feeling like you thought you'd be normal by now I FEEL SO MUCH. but we'll just grow around It and become new us. This vid helped me lots i luv these vids :) xxx

[@nicolewilson4006]

Love this video, so comforting! You did in fact set my Alexa off as well😂

[@romillyrowlands848]

I have OCD and went through a traumatic experience and EMDR therapy helped me SO much❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@MaryceliaA]

we love the vlogs bella❤❤

[@Cl0200]

Grief can manifest in so many ways and trichotollomania (hair pulling) can be a physical coping mechanism to deal with uncomfortable feelings such as grief. Maybe instead of general therapy, you could try grief counselling as it may get to the root cause more so than regular CBT x

[@laurenbelcher6357]

can not waitttttt for the podcast to come back stop

[@JadeBlakeVideos]

Awe i have the same dylemma but honestly if you want to keep travelling then its a nightmare. Its better to wait honestly xx

[@rabbits_everything9845]

istg so excited for the poddy!

[@vickyykatee]

I begged my bf for a dog for 4 years. Finally got one and now it has separation anxiety so can’t leave it home alone even for 5 mins 😂 BUT I also know how it feels to want one so much and I do not regret getting her. Just do lots of research on the breed you buy and prepare for your lifestyle to change massively. It’s helped my mental health SO much

[@nelliecarlisle9201]

Where can I buy your merch? Xx

[@LizzieHuggins]

ur the best

[@gracewebb1125]

❤❤

[@loo24-f1s]

I just turned 20 but I relate so much, like why do people under 25 look like teenagers!

[@emmaoakley1949]

The girl sounds like Chloe Hodgson to me

[@laurafbr29]

No stop im turning 24 next year and im sh*tting myself