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It's a year into my KZbin channel, and to everyone, especially those of you who've followed me since the Makeup_Box Tumblr days, THANK YOU and you guys made me feel safe enough to share some personal things about myself and my life.
I have been very blessed in most ways, and if my sharing can be a way to pay it forward and help other people who may be struggling, then here we go.
[P.S. sorry for some glitchy backup music towards the end of the video! Some of the sound clips were shifted accidentally during editing.]
1.
I used to be a singer-songwriter. I've played the piano since before I was 3. But my time in the music industry was the most brutally painful time career wise, but I can still laugh about it and share my experience for those of you who are curious,
If you're into Mando-pop I wrote under the name 陈科妤.
My only official recorded English track, "The Walk" • 陳科妤 The Walk 0001
2.
I am a recovered Anorexic. At my worst I weighted 37kg / 81lbs soaking wet. I've never relapsed in the past 13 years after recovery. This is a bit about my experience and if you need someone to talk to or different ways to cope with anxiety or self-loathing because you're struggling, please drop me a message.
Something that you're enslaved to cannot be empowering you.
3.
I never intended to be a blogger or beauty influencer of any sort.
In fact, I almost quit social media a couple of years ago because I got so burnt out and felt so fake and shallow, spending tons of money on trendy things and helping to perpetuate that myth of a perfect fake life online for likes and follows.
Many young people now are depressed and have low self-esteem because of the illusion of an ideal life that influencers and celebrities constructed, and I don't want to be part of that problem.
MUSIC
Duce Williams - Love You
Candice Chen - The Walk
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