Recover From Child Abuse, Maltreatment, Neglect And Abandonment - Heal The Scars | Subliminal

Healing from child abuse as an adult can be a very painful process. If you are an adult survivor of childhood trauma of any kind, this subliminal meditation is for you. Most likely, you carry the negative effects of traumatic experiences of your upbringing to the present.
This can manifest as - fear of intimacy, low self-esteem, addictions, depression, anger, anxieties, inability to set boundaries, self-doubt, shame, guilt, negative body image, control issues, lack of desire to have children, intense dependency on others, avoiding connections with others, need for constant approval and so much more.
Whether you suffered from sexual, physical, or emotional abuse, abandonment, or strict or over-controlling parents, you can use this recording at any time.
Please note that you may cry and feel sadness as the scars are exposed again, but it's part of the recovery journey.
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Some of the positive affirmations of this meditation are:
I have complete and unconditional worth as a person in this universe.
I successfully face the truth of my abuse
I love myself unconditionally just as I am
I am strong, grounded and emotionally balanced
I am so happy I make peace with my past
I am grateful for who I am today
My past abuse only made me stronger and powerful and capable
I am complete; I am whole
I forgive myself for everything, I was only a child
I totally let go of any responsibility for my past abuse
I joyfully allow myself to let go of my pain and recover my heart
I happily give myself permission to move forward
I am truly excited and eager about my future
I fully trust myself, my instincts and my intuition
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[@jayblack8691]

Peace be with you all. I was the scapegoat to a narcissist father, my mother was the enabler, my sister the Golden child. 35 and I decided to just walk away (1st child on the way). Much damage was done to me, but I will persist and heal and be succeed in all. My fiancée was abandoned and abused. We met at college both in our 30s finishing degree in science. Don't give up. We were on our own for years. Everyone we should have been able to rely on turned their backs on us in life. We are interracial couple too and we support and love each other like nobody ever has given us from flesh and blood. Find those who love and support you. Family is not blood line, family is love line.

[@annaritatriarico6072]

Thank you for your bravery and strenght ❤

[@patriciaharris2844]

U are amazing. Your baby is BLESSING too. I was abused, and neglect ed by my parents. Then narcissist husband for 9 yrs. I managed to get through life, with FAITH IN JESUS. I went to see a few psych. for 17 yrs. I am grateful that I didn't fall too fare from GODS GRACE, from all the serious heart ack. I mean I was a mess. Still AM somewhat, but somehow I managed to raise 3 children, punch a time clock 40 yrs. Not my children. I have 10 grandchildren too. My marriage to the narcissist didn't work out. I have JESUS ...He is the best husband ever. I AM certified NOT CRAZZY. I AM CRACKED NOT BROKEN.🙏👣✌💞

[@christar9527]

I was the family scapegoat too and it continued till I was 58. It almost killed me literally. My parents were extremely narcissistic and both abused me horribly. My golden child sister and the lost child along with their spouses joined in with the fun of battering me. Then I found a sociopathic alcoholic husband and his crazy mother who picked up with my family. I am 60 and barely surviving now. I don’t know if I can make it though anymore.

[@Gotteskind17]

@@christar9527 How are you today,Christar?

[@Gotteskind17]

That's beautiful.Thanks for sharing.From Brazil.

[@alanamoore2110]

Universe, please hear our pain and release us from the chains of our past! We ALL deserve love & peace!

[@ohdomme771]

I would rather thank god, the universe is expanding and dying every second faster, it's sprinting to it's collapse It's just a creation like we are, one with a beginning and a surely ending The rule of attraction and the universe is merely a mercy from good and thats it That with goodness comes goodness and with badness comes badness

[@IbarraAlejandro]

​@ohdomme771 But the reason we're all here alive breathing is due to our parents thanks to them not god? Ever heard of reproduction..? 😅 :/

[@nicselectronics81]

39 years brainwashed and abused to near death, just waking up at 40 🙏

[@lancemorin3967]

Trust me, brother, I am with you on this one. It's a tough battle to undo all the garbage thrown on us from unhealed dysfunctional trauma cycles. It's good to see that we are doing something about it.

[@eunnymbula274]

Childhood trauma caused anxiety to me, then gut problems and issues with self esteem. I suffered a lot of pain for years. I can feel this working by removing the blockages. My gut is healed from all the pain and my life is okay now. The deep sadness is gone. Thanks so much for saving my life

[@FreeFromWithin]

Did it really work?

[@barefootjamie143]

Your comment really gives me hope for us. I can't thank you enough because it sounds like it has been able to aide in your life. 💚 🫂 💛

[@christopher2807]

I've recently come out of a "Dark night of the soul," that's lasted for a very long time. I ask for prayers and support that such a difficult period is well. Thank you.

[@elijahjames8837]

Mine was extremely serious and has lasted 25 years where nothing worked except bad luck. It has taken around 5 years of listening to these kinds of videos to break the spell. Still not out of the woods but I see light coming from the clearing ahead of me! Good luck

[@christar9527]

I came out of an extremely dark night at 60. My prayers are with you.

[@n.c.6211]

Me too! You are not alone 💚🙏

[@adrianahd6771]

@@elijahjames8837 I'm coming out now, 63. Let us walking to reach Light. Be dure we do!

[@elijahjames8837]

@@adrianahd6771 SURE!

[@kristywatts9427]

I want each and every survivor of any kind of abuse to know that I offer to take your pain for you and that you ALL are the bravest humans of all time I pray for strength and complete healing and If you think you are not loved your wrong because I LOVE you all so much my heart aches

[@christar9527]

Kristy Watts You’re a beautiful person for saying that. You must be an empath. I am one too and it’s a hard road for people like us. We are always the victim of narcissistic abuse. I wish you well and thank you for your comment. Love to you too.

[@Amberlynnslivertit]

I am super late to this but your comment is so sweet. Thank you and I love you ❤❤❤

[@Art-ph4jd]

I love you too💖💖❤❤

[@barefootjamie143]

Omg I love your message. I feel so similar. I would take the pain and any addiction or comfort with it from them. It seems like whenever I heal something my mind puts the physical pain back in place. As if it's a warm comfy blanket. I keep telling myself it is okay to feel pain free and worry free and it just doesn't work 😅 I'm really grateful for how much I have been able to heal for sure!!!

[@abracadabra8799]

Thank you

[@nomoremrniceguy4071]

I wish you all strength.. We are warriors. God bless

[@goddessny6068]

I am emotionally unavailable. Only to select people do I show emotion. Everyone else, i am extremely distant and seem to not care about anything. This isn’t true, it’s just I am sometimes overwhelmed by my thoughts and I have to act normal in situations that make it seems like I’m cold. I feel everything intensely and over think and worry about how I appear to others. I am trying to allow more love in by stop being so overprotective of myself. It is a struggle and little by little I make progress. I see myself as a free spirit, but in my shadow is this very judgmental, mean, critical person who judges everything I do. Scared to seem human and out of order. It paralyzes me sometimes. My heart is burdened by many things and slowly I’m releasing weight. I love myself and I want the best for myself but sometimes I have a funky way of approaching it. My heart has felt it all. Unparalleled joy to the worst of pain I’ve ever felt. I think I’ve experienced a lot in this lifetime alone to be able to share. Thanks for making videos like this. I’ve been working so much and paying attention to my external world so much, that it is time to enjoy the pleasures of self healing. ❤️

[@plmitch]

❤🙌🏾❤🙌🏾❤️ I am experiencing what you're going through as well. Been empathetic my entire life in a sea full of vipers/vultures and energy vampires. Learned to shutdown my emotions for protection. Slowly learning again all the negative patterns I adopted so that I can heal. We will get through this---but it's a marathon, not a sprint. 😢 Wishing you ❤ and hearing. Namaste 🙏🏾

[@Myster_E]

I believe John Dee said it best:" You are a good person, unfortunately good people seldom last long in this world." I know that we survivors can alot of times struggle with addictions, crappy one sided relationships and not believing in ourselves. It is seldom only one branch of the abuse tree that you hit on the way to the bottom. I am healing not just for myself, I'm healing for everybody out there and I'm healing especially for all of you. We can do this! We can't let this world of bizarre circumstances break our hope for a brighter future. We can make a difference, I believe this to be true. Here's to hope and to new beginnings. Here's to deeper understanding and grace.

[@VortexSuccess]

Thank you for your incredibly touching comment.

[@cazfreedomnow486]

I thought I was alone in all of this..but so many people are suffering from this..well i think we are all brave amazing people🤗

[@LivinGreat]

True

[@goldenisisthehealingtruth3038]

Yes we are 💙

[@janty4140]

I was physically and verbally abused by my mom. Abandon by my dad. I'm working on my healing.

[@indowestasianmusic1375]

May the divine light guide you home here your soul finds completion, love and peace.

[@macleatakirkwood6516]

I never met my dad

[@aliciamuniz3171]

Macleata Kirkwood sometimes not meeting your dad is less damaging than knowing your dad and he never protected or acknowledge you.

[@celticqueen9762]

Same here, and my mother married am abusive alcoholic who put me through walls from ages 3-7 then would send me to live with a child molesting family member (she KNEW he was) when the authorities started looking into her. She's always hated me for "ruining her life" and I've cut off all contact with her. The pain is very real, even though it's been DECADES since this all happened. Am healing as well. God bless you and all who've suffered. People who abuse children are EVIL. I have a daughter and would kill anyone who ever tried to hurt her. I don't understand how people can do that to their own precious babies.

[@NicsElectronics]

It's not your fault 🤗

[@susanmesri3033]

I forgive my self for all bad events and sadness and bad memories were in the past. I move on and let my soul be in peace. God is with me and always care of me.

[@ninjatendo8199]

CPTSD brings me here... I share your pain my friends. A pain that is so personal and yet so general. It sucks that we must experience a disconnected reality due to stored memories manifested as pain in the body, the pain of the anger the self hatred... it all hurts to drive anyone insane. Accept yourself and be kind to yourself in your thoughts. Remember, we are alone in our thoughts, we do have privacy in our thoughts. take care.

[@FreeFromWithin]

Hey how have you been doing now?

[@IbarraAlejandro]

😮

[@snowleopard3167]

This is very soothing and relax I drifted into sleep when listening. I never really thought I was abused as child, maybe not the way I want to put it. I only realise as I grew older, some things that may seem small can have lifetime negative effect to children, and will remain in your subconcious or even affect your adulthood and life in a negative way. Never underestimate how you treat a child or the words you say to them . Come to think of it I was never taught anything about life as a child.

[@FrenchCocoa369]

Florida kl Same hear. I'm grateful that I've never had to endure the physical or verbal abuse that others have. But damn between my father being absent and then being solely responsible for my mothers happiness and peace. I don't feel like I was ever taught anything about life, love, or relationships. I AM figuring it out, healing from my past, letting it go, and finally moving on from it. I'm so thankful day by day, to even be aware of such issues. And to be strong enough to seek healing and still push through to the happiness that is out there for us all. The ability to turn something negative into a positive is Truly a blessing. Even if it takes a lifetime. It is still a blessing

[@DahliaDance]

pdid427 DITTO. Sending ❤️. 🙏🏼.

[@melissamaltby5545]

Oh pity the life of a child I this which must be a war?

[@melainiestewart2683]

@Brandon Taylor what has helped me is keeping love in my heart every second its better than self doubt it rises above everything

[@angelclements2946]

OMG you just told my story, I hope that this help you. I am off the pieces and can't believe it happened

[@nomoremrniceguy4071]

H.E.A.L.I.N.G - Heroically, Embracing , All , Lacerations , Internally , Now , Growwing.

[@gemspiritmessages2754]

No more mr nice guy love this👌👏👏🌈

[@BigMoney21]

No more mr nice guy I feel you I have been to nice now I created boundaries 👊❤️🦁😊

[@geraldinetecson3420]

No more mrs nice lady 😡😡😡

[@wisnivelle9785]

Heroically Embracing All Lacerations. Internally Now Growing. Wish I will soon be Heroically Embracing All Love and keep on Internally Now Growing ... Wish the same for you. Greetz from Belgium.

[@normwho7]

Being abused sucks. I know people have it far worse than me, but waking up one morning to find that you missed out on a authentic life because of dysfunctional family can bf very traumatic. I’ve been running around all my life pleasing other people and now after s emotional crisis. I see the damage done to myself due to neglect. I feel like I was taped spiritually.

[@christinamazzuca5399]

normwho7 Yeah i know how you feel it truly damages a person . But in time they can choose to let eat them away from the inside out. Or they can choose to become stronger from everything they’ve been through. Remember each and every day they are on this Earth for a reason,they are loved. I believe God has a special plan for each individual he created,some might share some things but not everything in common. We are all unique in our own ways,things may be really awful now. But trust me there’s better things headed your way they may be small right now but in time they’ll grow. I used to think nothing would ever get better but i kept praying to God for help and guidance. And honestly it has worked i’ve been able to move away from my abusive father. 4 states away small town country side life God answered my prayers. Things are going to be okay(: May God bless you and your Life

[@Mrscreamcheeselover]

Dont compare yourself! You have the right to feel bad about your situation and better too

[@annettelynch4088]

Me too. I knew my family sucked and we didn't have a normal childhood with an alcoholic father but I just last year woke up at age 50 to the fact my mother is a covert malignant Narcissist. I'm reeling from every memory and question whether any moment we seemed to connect which was rare, was real and I have to assume none of it was real and I never formed an attachment bond with her and became the family scapegoat. I also realized I had many other narcs in my life. It was a relief to finally know it wasn't me though so painful to admit that my mother hated me and was jealous of me. She made my life a living hell.

[@annettelynch4088]

movingonandup773 I'm always so saddened when I read a story like yours because it sounds so similarly abusive as mine. I'm so sorry for all you have been through. Would you like to connect to chat via e mail?

[@ms.b3316]

@Mary Theodorou thx

[@andrewglover7693]

Hope this helps me from childhood trauma, still have PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, anger at myself the multiple people, haven"t been able to have s good life, hard to work, creativity has lessoned! life very hard. Need to forgive myself, need to love myself, need to move forward, need loving relationships of all kinds. I am loved, I am loveable, I am worthy, I am creative, I am deserving, I am a good person under all that pain.

[@VondaBoo]

*Tears* Yes!!!!

[@comecorrect1]

It's okay I know...I love you guys:) 💓

[@janetsanford2342]

Andrew Glover did it help?

[@dev9998728750]

And you are not alone we are with each other and with many like us, cheers to great life ahead

[@andrewg3768]

+Janet Sanford I hadn't come back since that day I think . Still have ptsd. my life has got worse.

[@laurieedge446]

I am so glad that there are things like this for folks like me. It seems most people don't like to even talk about abuse of children. Most take an "get over it" approach to my issues. I have been working to be well for a long time and with the help of folks like Vortex Success, I am getting there.

[@empathjim914s5]

Laurie Edge yes its sad we get revictimized as people dont believe that parents can be abusive and toxic..its time to stand up and say never again..biggest chalkenge for me is realising i am sovereign and dont have to allow them in my spiritual space,comes from boundary violations as a kid.i do intention work now and i kick them out of my spiritual space now because i realize that they are violating my rights to free will.god bless you.jim

[@grahamnordac4959]

I think it was very good of you to have made this kind of video for people like me. My childhood was crap. And while I still hate my horrible family, and untrustworthy friends, I think this can help me let go, and move on. I have a modern soul family who are helping me recover from all that trauma. And when I am to move away from my bad family, I can forget all about them. Family isn't who you're born too, because blood tie don't matter if there is no bond between them. Families are supposed to help each other grow. Not put you through what people like me have gone through. My soul family have helped me learn that.

[@fuji_apples9765]

Graham Nordac I feel like we're soul siblings. I've gone through, and am going through everything that you've mentioned. I totally feel your pain and frustration. I thought I was the only one, lol!

[@scotnick59]

I as well: it's amazing how that childhood negativity affects us our entire life=time: it's so good to have things like this on the computer

[@petertaylor3600]

Jasmin: None of us are alone in this, there must be hundreds or thousands, even, of ill treated and abused kids whose parents thought what they did would never been seen by anybody else. So, don't worry, you're in good company, here.

[@fuji_apples9765]

+Peter Taylor Thank goodness for that! The part that sucks the most, is that still to this day the abuser has shown zero remorse....at present, mocks what was done and continues to attack me in any way they can- as they can no longer physically inflict pain. Has all family members, near and far believing their lies about me. Tells everyone I'm crazy, has made me a joke, this takes the focus off of them, while minimizing my credibility. So basically, it's abuse that never stopped at any point, even into adulthood...I'm 30+ yrs old. She'll get through to me through my favorite sibling. I can't even believe I came from this horrible person! I'm so grateful for the internet, though, as I feel it's provided a warm blanket of comfort for those who need it. Sending peace love and light ✌💫💗.

[@josephmurphy772]

Jasmin Flowerz Im the same. My Dad was verbally and physically abusive but great to my sisters. My mom ran off with a lesbian lover when I was 7. She didn't want to be a mom so we only saw her less and less till she passed from cancer. My dad was physically abusive till I got to big. ( much bigger then him) he told everyone I was lieing about his abuse and my sisters defended him because they were daddys girls. My dad has passed but my sisters carried the torch and told my wife I was crazy. Then she became my xwife. Then my son who I gave everday for 18 years brought him and payed for Karate,Football,MMA, WRESTLING, GYM, BASKETBALL,Baseball , hockey everday when he turned 18 my sisters and my xwife told him I was psycho and to stay away from me. He then said he wanted to stay away from me like my sisters have done for a dozen years. So the evil still seeps through. Im sad all the time. Been a year my son still wont see me. My x also tells her boyfriend what my sisters say about me so talks bad about me to my son.

[@kaysibley1726]

I'm doing this for 6 weeks now and still Depressed and in Physical pain and soreness Can't leave the house I'm that damaged from childhood Severe verbal abuse as a small child and right up to when I was a teenager I left home then as I couldn't cope with any more of it !!The pain and soreness in my body is all emotional !!I'm doing this for the 90 days !!And longer if I have to !!Thanks for saving my life !!I'll get there !!

[@myaboo4458]

Kay Sibley How are you doing now?

[@alanamoore2110]

Try "Healing your inner child" by Vortex Success. It did the trick for me in one listen.:)

[@WildImgination]

Hi how are you doing now???

[@seaserpent8476]

Thank you so much for this wonderful, healing music. I utterly despise my childhood and all the people in it. But they don't define me, and they never will.

[@wholeness8215]

Yes when people speak nicely about it I can’t relate and I wonder what’s wrong with me

[@phpinternationaldotorgGiveLove]

My mother physically and verbally abused me so evil - since very little that i remember until my late teens. (i am a runaway teenager). Now i am doing fine, very successful adult, working for the Gov. thank you for helping me to heal. I still have scars inside my body. very painful memories. And for my mother -RIP.

[@rashardwilliams4403]

grim

[@raniamenjour8590]

yaaaaay!!!! congratulations!!!! I am soooo happy for you :D same here my father physically and verbally abused me, he has NPD, (narcisstic personality desorder) I am going to try this for the first time I hope it works :D

[@raniamenjour8590]

wow! that's impressive and amazing!!! kudos for you :D Thank you soo much for helping me out, you gave me hope :D I hope you more success happiness in your life dear friend!!!! :D best regards

[@phpinternationaldotorgGiveLove]

quiet storm...... yes, there are a lot more accomplishments into my life, and let me tell you my highest accomplishment in my life... i am very grateful.... most part of my life, i have been a single mom of my only child... my beautiful daughter, my beautiful creation,,, please meet "Co-Founder & President, People Helping People International at --- . www.phpinternational.org

[@anthonyiuculano6002]

I cried reading this... so sorry

[@blainebrown9983]

I got 3 HUGE electric shocks in my ear as I began listening, then my right ear lobe held a pin prick pain for quite some time, this let's me know I NEEDED THIS IMMENSELY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW GRATEFUL I AM!

[@cutiepie0330]

Just want to say ti the creator of this channel and this audio: God Bless You Honey. You have NOOOOO idea how desperately this video is needed. God Bless You. People like you breathe hope back into my life that good and caring people are still out there❤️ thank you so much for this video❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@VortexSuccess]

I am so happy you have found my channel and thank you for your kind words. There are definitely good and carrying people out there, and when we start cleansing our traumas we can notice them more and let them in.

[@zascorpusa]

I was raped as a 9 yo child by my teacher. Had a abusive father who tormented me everyday as I grew up. Religion did nothing for me. I saw shadow people and things that others won’t believe. The more they hurt me physically and mentally the stronger I grew. Failed relationships and marriages. No friends. Don’t need them. This world is all about pain and suffering. We all pay in this world or next. Never give up. Live long and prosper

[@jettyli6724]

5 minutes in, I started crying. A very much needed release is happening. thank you for making this.

[@aurorasage7305]

Bridgette Reacco i too had tears and memories coming up and then tears. blessings to you

[@angieperry5603]

I was abandoned by my dad at 5 years old my mom was always working and always felt abandoned grew up feeling unwanted and rejected now is affecting my relationship because I always feel insecure and unwanted I really want to heal because I don't want to feel this constant pain in my heart ☹some one please guide me where to start I have try many things but still feel the same

[@davidnorman2134]

Thanks for this video, living with my mother was like being a POW, she was cruel, brutal, and the most evil human on the face of the planet. If I or anyone else had did the things she did to me, we'd be charged with attempted murder, manslaughter, assault with a deadly weapon and a list of other charges and sentenced to 25 years or more of prison time. But my mother god rest her damned soul, got away Scott free with the shit she did. I've got my own business now, but feel empty and hollow inside, where my soul once was, but was murdered years ago. I call it soul murder

[@celticqueen9762]

Believe me she's paying for it now.

[@zarashah6252]

hi David sad to hear

[@christar9527]

They seem to get away with everything don’t they? I pray that they go to hell when they die.

[@roxannaweaver2155]

David, your soul is still there - in hiding - waiting for it to be safe to come out. Now is the time to open that door slowly but relentlessly and welcome yourself back to you. I am working on the same thing. I hear my soul crying softly, weeping to be set free. I am afraid but I will not fail my self any longer. I am 70 years old. Open the door.

[@kaysibley1726]

I'm doing this Subliminal Affirmation 2 months now and I'm still crying That's how damaged I am !!Have to give it the 3 months I'm not able to function in the world at all

[@taniad4292]

I feel the same way 😔

[@pen1471]

Me too. Sending you hugs. You're not alone x

[@karimaennakhli2290]

My childhood is so dark and painful that I m trying to block it and move on, after the death of my mom, from the age of 2 years, I was exposed to all kind of abuse, sexualy, physically and emotionally. Now I m an adult seeing a therapist and trying to understand what happened to me... it's not easy, but I start to accepted and grief it, and that's helping me a lot

[@sharifa569]

I have been abused since age 6 i have blocked off this experience and i carried it into my adulthood life. i did not understand why i always felt so overwhelmed and i was an introvert living in my own world of make believe. i was always angry with my mother and did not understand why , i used to feel a bad vibration of energy coming from her and we were always upset with one another. she tried to get me out of her life by getting me married to anyone that was available. I eventually married the guy that i was dating in school he was also very negative and took to drugs and alcohol my mom told me i can change him. We married and it was not successful. I found it very difficult to have a sexual relationship with him as i was blocked and fearful. I managed to conceive my son a week after marriage and was very happy to carry him for nine months and was always joyful thinking of bringing this beautiful creation that i was carrying into this world. i had experience a great love for my son and nothing else mattered. I lived in the marriage for 17 years it was very difficult. I was abused mentally and physically for being a bad wife. He did not work and i supported him financially,it went on for years and I did not have the courage to move away from this bad environment. I was accused of being a bad wife and mother and told that we should not have married. I eventually threw in the towel and decided to move out. My son was also abused and he never complained. we both moved out and i found a place for us to start a new life. I was fine and felt at peace. My husband passed on 2 years later. My son and i found it difficult to bond as he did not know how to express himself. He met a girl and they got married. After marriage things changed and I was again accused of being a bad mum. He moved out and stayed with his wife. They later gave birth to a boy and i was not allowed to help with the baby. I was constantly told that i must not touch him and keep away from him. I was very hurt as it seemed like my son wanted nothing to do with me. I now live on my own and have managed to work through all my issues by healing my chakras. I cleared a lot of my bad energies. I prayed to God and asked for help. i used to get a gut feeling about what i needed to do and followed my instincts. I had layers of emotions that had accumulated over the years i saw visions of my past events that i had forgotten about. I had a dream of my Dad and he was angry with me. I was upset and asked him why? i did not understand the dream. I did hypnotherapy to uncover the block that i was holding onto and it was difficult as I was fearful i did not want to face the trauma. I went to India thereafter to attend a workshop and discovered while doing the meditation that I was very sad and cried a lot I saw my parents when they were young and it was very emotional I also experienced a great sense of hurt and did not want to confront it . I am still fearful, I have decided to let go , accept what happened and move on. Forgiveness was a big one and I just decided to let it be. I am now focusing on being in the present and allowing my mind to be at peace. I cannot undo what happened by harboring ill feelings for the perpetrators does not serve me. I am now living a life of peace and tranquility because i believe in my creator and I know I am not alone and feel Gods love all the time. I just pray that I will always be protected by the Almighty. My advise is make peace with your past it does you serve you anymore. Love yourself and forgive yourself the more you practice self love you will start to attract good into your life. Meditate for 20 mins everyday and create a space of nothingness in your mind you will be amazed by how peaceful you become and will create a paradigm shift to become a better person. God bless to all .

[@fabiansosa3229]

May Allah bless you always ma'am. I hope you are safe healthy and happy also. 🙏🙏🙏🙏💖💖⚘⚘

[@fishstickbio594]

I am here to be grateful for the person who made this available for all of us ... all of us need healing! Thank you !

[@heavenwithin81]

Remember NOTHING happens in or lives without us agreeing to it on a soul level (pre incarnation) We can still choose these methods of sub conscious reprogramming WHILE choosing to see the lessons and the gifts. I remember having a dream a few years ago of being in a movie theater. Everyone was running scared in every direction. Small aliens began to enter the theater. I stopped in my tracks, stamped my foot on the floor and yelled "I DEMAND TO KNOW WHAT THIS DREAM IS ABOUT" One of the aliens looked me right in my eyes and said: Alex, this is about SELF WORTH. I woke and it was in that moment I knew what I was to restore within myself this time around.

[@piacolerelenau123]

I think of my sons who grew up with me as their damaged mom. I feel guilt and I fear for their well being. But they are grown up and have kids of their own. It makes me so sad to think of the difficulties I have caused them. How I may have damaged them as I myself was damaged and had no mother role model myself to know how a loving mom acted. I was a loving mom but I was very ill sometimes. I don't believe I was evil to my kids- only out of feeling powerless. I never hit them or abused them. But I didn't cope too well. I wish they could listen to this. And be healed themselves.

[@pamelajones8166]

Bless you.

[@wonhoptoo]

mY absolutely evil mom would say that "I never hit them or abused them" as well as "only out of feeling stressed" I was so stressed, she would say. she's still evil...

[@lunatune5602]

I'm so sorry

[@lunatune5602]

You are in the position of my mother and myself now. Being hurt and accidentally repeating it...after telling yourself how much you'd never turn out like them. All you can do is show true love and compassion, and let them know they are right.

[@ohdomme771]

That's the same with my mom but she abused us physically sometimes even scared me with a knife She is neurologic She gave her best and I really love her she puts us above anything else But sometimes she lashed out and I want to forget these times

[@lingera64]

thank from A.C.O.A......ADULT CHILDREN OF ALCHOLICS

[@minkexpressionsjewelr4977]

This video is honestly putting deep thoughts in my head, Give yourself permission to heal.... give yourself permission to heal...give yourself permission to heal... it's like we subconsciously think we have to stay wounded bc whenever we presented the strong healthy side of ourselves to our abusers, they find that intimidating as they were afraid of strong personalities as well bc of their own abusive past... so we developed a sense of needed to stay wounded and weak subconsciously in order to stay safe from the abuse... these are just the thoughts going through my head at the moment, but just makes so much sense to me right now...to give myself permission to heal... and maybe the healing has to be subconscious with subliminals bc the messages of pain are in our subconscious... I've done many things to heal myself over the years... and I too continue to feel stuck in a puddle of pain.... that doesn't ever completely go away... with this video I feel negative energy leaving my body, for sure. It does seem to be helping, how deep this pain goes, I do not know... all I know is day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute is how I make it... I'm always doing spiritual work on myself... I am finding out now, that when I stop feeling as if my abuser purposely did these things to me it helps a lot.... which is the truth....our abusers were abused themselves....and that is the truth.... we don't need someone to blame for our pain, we just need to acknowledge our pain, and give ourselves permission to heal.... once we let go of fault finding, this journey becomes a little but easier... healing is a continual process... abuse causes us to have to heal for the rest of our lives, doing the spiritual healing work causes this pain to lessen over time, even if it never goes completely away... it's better to have a sown up wound that leaves a scar than a wound gushing blood...one will kill you the other will allow you to still live...and I realized that's the difference... but once we're wounded well never be the same.... but we can't change the fact we've been severely beaten to our core day in and day out, all we can choose to do is... live. Which is to give ourselves the permission to heal day by day minute by minute hour by hour... and at some point we will be better off than when we started.... I don't know why I went on a rant. Did not plan to...I hope this helps someone, and I hope no one finds this offensive, I don't mean to hurt anyone, simply expressing my thoughts and feelings in the moment as I listen to this video. I've been hurt to my core as well, many many times you my parents mainly, my biological father died when I was 5, my mother was a depressive alcoholic narcissistic personality, and so was stepfather, he was an angry retired military alcoholic, I love them both so much, but they made me feel abandoned, and forgotten about as if my feelings never mattered, and I was told I was spoiled...bc they bought me all the material possessions yet I got no love or attention... or conversation with them hardly ever, constant yelling and fighting made me want to die just to get away from it all... as a teenager I began looking for love in all the wrong places and was very sexual active in attempt to find love... from these boyfriends that I thought loved me, I live with the pain of disrespecting myself and my body... but I've been learning to forgive myself and my parents....it's not easy but over the years it's getting better, but I still have my days of numbness I am still working through. Hope this helps guys... Love you all. ❤❤❤

[@ella.q366]

TY FOR THIS.💛

[@blaqKat26]

Thank you for sharing 🤗❣

[@FreeFromWithin]

Hello did this subliminal help you? Because I've been through the same circumstances myself. My mother could never take care for me emotionally and my father was pretty much absent. I did not think of them as bad parents since they surrounded me with materialistic possessions but somewhere deep inside I always felt empty, a need to be seen and I lied to get attention attracted wrong kinda attention. I'm really afraid of going out in the real world now. I always escaped to games so that's where I learned to speak and my thoughts come from games and movies nobody was there to hold me, tell me I matter, that my feelings are valid. That It's okay to be me. Now I'm looking for something that might help me will this help me?

[@patriciaharris2844]

@@FreeFromWithin I feel your broken heart. When Your Own Parents abandon you, Creator Father God, And His Son Will Pic You Up. Thank You Jesus Christ. When They beat Jesus 39 whips, and made Him Carry His Cross to Calviry Hill. He looked at them, raised His Head, And Said Father Forgive them For They know not what they do.

[@FreeFromWithin]

@@patriciaharris2844 subliminals won't help.

[@MEELOSH86]

This has really been helping me a lot lately. Childhood was such a nightmare for me and this brings me a bit of peace. Thank you so much.

[@ovebroms9011]

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[@irisparag6513]

i love u. be strong me too its hard i was raped at 8years. than 30year after i still suffering scar. i write a book about it i hope it will succed. now i cant write a lot i dont have home to myself. still suffering. i wish you happynes and be strong.

[@petertaylor3600]

And you, too, iworthy. And good luck with your book. Writing it down is said to be good therapy, too. Just remember your name and know that you are worthy, too.

[@jennovak9380]

Ove Bröms Thank you friend

[@christopher2807]

Right there with you on that one. I hope and wish for the best for you Miles Ayres!

[@gemspiritmessages2754]

Abuse is a very difficult thing to release and my parents have both crossed over now and I have forgiven but never forgotten as I understand the bigger picture that perpetrators play for our souls growth. I then had children with a physical, emotional and mental abuser that took my children from me and I had to prove myself to be a fit mother by having the court order me three psychiatric visits to have supervised access to the children and guess what, the psychiatrist said I have nothing mentally unstable about me other than the clinical depression that I was suffering at the time from the years of torment from him and my physical and sexual abuse at the hands of three different men between 10-11. The violence I witnessed and neglect from my parents paled in comparison. The psychiatrist told me hat the father of my kids was the one that needed the treatment and that was one of the most freeing days of my life. I also understand now the power of what we focus on we create more of whether anyone agrees with me or not. We are only held deeply in our stuff if we keep reliving the trauma and telling the story. Now I help lots of people doing my readings and healing work and I’m actually grateful I’ve found wonderful subliminal programs such as these to get to the subconscious so that it can be released. I now send these to my clients after they have had a reading as it takes more than one visit with any modality to bring true healing. I send everyone here so much love and healing and hope that each new day brings you closer to peace🙏🌈❤️💕

[@christinamazzuca5399]

Thank you so much for this wonderful healing audio(: When i saw that this particular video had 152k views i felt less alone with my traumatic childhood. I may have PTSD from everything i’ve been through in my life so far but i’m stronger because of it all. It has shaped me into the Young Woman i am today selfless ,loving caring empathetic ,outgoing adventurous. I have found that tough painful experiences ,teach some how to not give up through their toughest times. I remember writing this quote on a white board before “ God gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors.” This quote makes me feel honestly like God has a special plan for me and all living things on this Earth. I feel like those who have truly been through extremely tough times,can resonate well with this. I feel like God will put man through tough perils to help them become stronger ,to guide them to the right path of he set out for them. To teach them how to be brave and strong like one of his strongest warriors. Giving them a chance to awaken the true warriors of God within themselves.

[@melidagil7956]

Thank you i needed To hear this

[@hyperoctave4675]

thank you. seriously. its beautiful to see us healing our selves through the use of sounds/ frequencies and our sub conscious. we are waking up one by one and we are together in this age of Aquarius. love to all. enjoy the ride.

[@angelclements2946]

Love you more

[@kaysibley1726]

I stay at home all day in my dressing gown That's how Depressed and damaged I am And it's just over the 2 months since I started the video Has anyone else taken so long to recover !!I need to know!!

[@anushkadey8475]

The memories still haunts me to this day and I have social anxiety. Taking a leap of faith seems too big but I choose to put up a smile and move on with life. Nothing can break apart .scars are deep rooted but I choose to heal.

[@lauracrawford693]

Huge sense of relaxation and relief washes over me by 7 minutes into this. Chronic sleeplessness, anxiety, C-PTSD has been my life for awhile now. Healing...

[@FreeFromWithin]

Did it help you?

[@regaininglife9084]

I've been abandoned my whole life. No one was ever there for me. I feel like I was never worth anyone's time. I've been alone my whole adult life and I also have PTSD on top of all this. Some days I don't even know if I have it in me anymore to go on. The pain and fear is so strong. How I got this far in life I don't know how. I am sitting here feeling unloved, unwanted, rejected, ugly, and like I don't have any hope.

[@MegaTamarra]

RegainingLife You're here for a reason. Hold on. Don't give up. Don't give in.

[@regaininglife9084]

movingonandup773 thanks

[@Jess.Schwartz]

I'm from Santa Cruz too 💜🎶🌠

[@NatAnnSch]

@movingonandup773 Absolutely love this. Namaste😚💕

[@mtnblubird4304]

💕

[@rm5679]

It's time to stop running I'm tired. form this moment on I am expecting loving positive change. Thank you So be it💗🙏❤️

[@brelueer1069]

also abused emotionally from childhood through adult life by my mother. watched my father beat her. confusing and traumatic. the healing is a process, but working now, thank you.

[@FreeFromWithin]

Yo did this work for anyone? I asked Because people keep sharing their stories which is not bad, they should but nobody is really talking about whether this has helped them or not.

[@kjsupermom01]

I was abused for so long as a child, 52 now in a new marriage and can not seemed to trust ! I'm so worried about being mistreated I think I'm bringing my marriage to and end! I don't want that! I'm trying to use all the tools at my disposal. But fear it's too late. This music seems to help me sleep anyway, thanks

[@1stfemalepresident]

Fight for your love Karen ! Sometimes the most effective thing to do when it's hard to trust is to remember that you are loveable, and to love yourself. You are worthy Karen ! When you feel insecure (it happens to everyone) adress it lovingly with your husband and clear up with him what behaviour of his causes this feeling in you. He should show you that you don't need to worry . And you should learn to accept that you are a loveable worthy being (Do this without him. It's your own homework :) ). What happened to you as a child is not your fault. You did not deserve it. And it doesn't make you any less lovable . 💕 Your post was one year ago. How are you today ? I send you healing energy to your inner child 💛 and to your marriage 👐.

[@Chibishoro23]

Now, I began crying after listen this sound (not finish yet.)

[@WhereTheWavesAt]

Hi what should we be thinking of when we listen to this? Do we just let the emotions all be released? this is so tender but helps knowing I'm not alone. I was abused until the age of 4 by my mother. She starved me and made me sick in a lot of different ways to get peoples attention. I am now an adopted adult and very happy and healthy, have a lot of loving friends around me but the pain is still there. It has damaged a part of my soul :(

[@melissamaltby5545]

I hate damage! Too bad someone won't make one of these that family councls, maybe an asmr

[@Body.By.Bennett]

how are you?

[@nicciseabrook4249]

Whatever burden you carry is not worth holding on too. Release it. Drop it. LET IT GO...so that your only burden is light. Light has no weight to it so in light there are no burdens! Be blessed and abundant! God bless you all!!!❤🙏🏾❤🙏🏾

[@RosStiles]

Hello I think most of us here a survivors of child abuse. To all who find it hard to cope with your abuse there are a few techniques that helped and are helping me move on from some very traumatic experiences. The first is called EMDR In it's simplest form we remember something our past and whilst thinking about it we look left to right, flicking our eyes from side to side with the occasional back wards and forwards

[@bbrown1205]

EMDR therapy helped me remember specific details about past child events.

[@andrewg3768]

I loved the books I read on it but unfortunately it didn't work for me.

[@jayblack8691]

Just recall each memory on list such as paper and add funny or humorous stuff to memory with it. Synapses will reprogram. This is scientifically shown to work with phobias too.

[@wonhoptoo]

does this fucking work though I don't have another decades or years to recover from my abuse done to me in like 25 years, how the hell long does recovery take alrighty. When can I not have to cry about the same shit over and over again all fucken righty. ever?

[@NoName-pu5ls]

@Lisa same

[@thattwinflamecoach]

I am glad I found this! May everyone seeking healing receive it completely 🙏.

[@WezaMind]

tHE FIRST time I listened to this two days ago, I also happened to get mild food poisoning and serious diarrhea for the better part of the night. I think, in reaction to the new programming, my Being was energetically purging all that negative energy of blame and anger. I am back, energized and feeling present and looking forward to life! Needless to say this is my background playlist daily :) purge that sh*t! 😀😀

[@Emperess]

Please people, the best way forward is through Forgiveness. I have my own story. But I am trying very hard to find forgiveness in my heart for everyone that has hurt me as I know only this will set me free and bring me healing. Listen to Louise Hay meditation, a matriarch in positivity and a survivor herself. She has helped me so much to make peace with my past and I am starting to find my own identity. I am nearly there. God bless you all. Love and light.❤

[@PlatinumWorld1305]

A lot of us forgive our sick parents... I do, I am just hurt by how much time I lost. The abuse is ingrained and can keep us from being successful and we suffer from low self esteem and feelings of low self worth caused by the abuse. And then when we think about why we have such low self esteem, we think back to that horrible childhood that we can't change or really heal. It's always in our memory. But good luck with healing and getting to forgiveness.

[@meiermeier5377]

Dope Dolls Agree!

[@meiermeier5377]

Dope Dolls The lost time hurts sooo much,!

[@jayblack8691]

Not forgiving them, and he is a narcissist still smearing me and trying to hurt me from afar. They are not seeing their arriving grand child either. There is consequences for actions in life. Forgiveness is not always the answer to this. Walking away is a lot better in some cases. The presence of being there or around will resurface the trauma.

[@annajm57]

Pushing "forgiveness" can come across the wrong way when not everyone has the same definition of the word. Also, "you should forgive" is often a mean-spirited demand placed on victims by their abusers and by abuse deniers. I'm not saying you have bad intentions, or that forgiveness is bad. I just want to share with you that I, personally, was told I had to forgive and forget in such a cruel way so many times in my life the word still makes me cringe a little. One of my best breakthroughs in my own journey was realizing I don't HAVE to forgive. Child abusers do not deserve forgiveness. I am not a bad person for being hurt and angry. If I feel like for forgiving it is my choice. It will happen if/when I am ready. If it wasn't my choice I don't think it would mean much anyway. No one HAS to, no one needs to force themselves along. I just wanted to add that because it's important to me. Thanks for sharing and listening.

[@Swati_1112]

I fell asleep listening to this yesterday and today I feel so relieved and happy it's just inexplicable.its almost as if I have gotten something really heavy off of my mind. I will listen to it again.

[@VortexSuccess]

Wonderful! Thank you for sharing. Keep it up!

[@laurieedge446]

By the way, also, there ARE thousands of millions of us out here. We WILL forgive and we WILL make a new start to this. We went through secret torture, but there is un-secret torture going on called War. Folks who are angry and haven't found or looked for a way to heal and forgive are sometimes the ones who want to war. Love is love is, love is, love is, love is.....

[@melissamaltby5545]

Thank you , I can't stand this tourchorus war, another kid did not get that!

[@Shadow-jf3tr]

It feels liberating to be healing this finally but then the weird feelings rise it’s so uncomfortable

[@salkdin3778]

isn't it a shame when ur a child u go through horrible neglect by both parents and always getting the hit by sticks and emotional abuse then u go school u get bullied for your colour I still remember how Stewart say how he got the whole school to bully me about my colour even got girls to beat me but one mixed race girl stopped them from doing so however I got tourchured then I left school was jobless long time no money from parents to support and of I asked for m9ney I was made to feel guilty and shame for asking help then eventually I got a job that was also tourchure from my manager Jason who used to keep me working and let others go made fun of me discrased me and always made sure staff would enjoy and cause them to take part in it too I had Jason even front of staff placing a brown bag over my head he said that bag look better over your face at least we don't have to see it one staff said to me I feel sorry for you why don't u speak up sal Maurice he stood up for me and I do love him for doing a kind deed I couldn't leave because I needed money just to get by I couldn't explain to Maurice why I couldn't leave job he didn't know how limited I was for other jobs he didn't no the struggles I get home then I ended with another job cds global which again I was mistreated after I got arranged marriage who the partner used me for my passport as fraud marriage I got married didn't no he was playing me with me my head and emotions I get pregnant and he was very angry wanted an abortion I couldn't I needed the baby I wanted love I craved it i didnt know what it felt like to have someone love me I needed it so I had my beautiful baby so sweet kind bright very funny boy always used to smile my best days were those days ever I felt amazing so good!! it all got taken away my partner noticed it then decided up his games by abusing me neglecting me emotional abuse child neglect financial neglect he would also come and demand sex wen I would breast feed or would make sure he would want sex wen I'm bussy with my boy or cooking cleaning never would come wen I'm free he would stay all night chatting on Facebook with women while all night I would get woken every hour by my boy as he had a condition so I would beg him to take care of boy while I sleep he would get angry and say I need to go work I would say how comes u spend all night on laptop why wouldn't come to help out with something it's only my job not his he beat me strangled me slandered me isolated me got my family against me no one ever be lives me only the nassasist husband of mine all I wanted was I normal family love and care not perfect but just some good remarks maybe once in a blue moon never did we go out as family nor did we eat together nor sleep next to each nine years of abuse my mum stayed with me two week and she witnessed everything yhen tried speaking up he started on her for trying to support the truth this time he made mum feel sad he slandered her and gave her mental stress too! threatening her but mum backed off she got scared for her life this is how these . my message to girls who are brought up in uk remember ur not allowed to get forced to marry someone u don't want u are allowed to marry Christians or Jews we don't no it but we can marry should we choose u don't need to marry someone u don't like especially please think before marrying an illegal imigrants because there maybe a motive behind it i kept holding on to something that was a lie because I wanted it to work love ect but no its not the case stop lieing to yourself like me try and understand just because u no u have a good heard ppl won't have he played mind games all the time and I was too blind to see don't suffer by going for the wrong even if ur parents don't allow u to marry whom u please then make them understand or if u carnt or carnt leave ur home or feel ur in threat then better not to marry then marry someone blindly be careful in life I used to think I suffered too much in past when I get married maybe my life will get better no no no its worse

[@vodenicvijet866]

i hope you are going read this -for sake of your child you have turn to autority vis govarment , you have save your life and child life and have(NORMAL) future , you do not have anithing lost than you already lost,only you can pull your self from that mud , no one can do only you , you love your child you have help him -you are steel ok you know what is good what is bad, do good but only you can do that , and if you do that you going be happy , and do do do do do , do not deleting

[@janellebrandon9757]

sal kdin Dear Sal, I am sorry for what you had to go through and everyone else that it has happened to.What happens behind closed doors nobody knows. As we walk down the Street you just don't know what has happened to other people, the pains hidden. Everybody has Freedom. That freedom is your mind. Nobody can take away your thoughts. Yes you have had that happen to you but don't let it define who you are . You had a child, he can't stop you from loving your boy, that connection is unbreakable. Today I'm asking that you find Peace , Love and Gratitude in your life. Without your Husband you wouldn't have The son you love. You are a very Strong Woman, who has determination to go on in life. Ask out loud for your your life to change and when it does Say Thankyou. May Peace and Love surround you always. From J . x

[@denisedassoferguson8424]

Don't stay with abusive people. You & your child are precious beautiful treasures. I pray for you both. I have no patience with those who abuse others & wish I could been there to defend & encourage you. Abusers are bullies and are lying cowards when it comes down to it. Don't EVER believe their lies. The truth is that you're a priceless & irreplaceable gift from God, which means you should be treated with decency, dignity, and respect. Respect yourself & the Author who created you. I do.

[@danielfarr134]

I am Glad to hear your story because my life is traumatic everyday and I am starting to read more of peoples storys of there traumatic experiences and its helping me a lot. we should all gather to gather as one and have a group session with tea and bickies. So thank you for sharing your story helped me.

[@ares2107]

I hope you left that abusive psycho.. If you were my sister i would have strangled him to death for you the moment I heard about it. I AM SO SORRY! 3rd old country traditions are bullshit!

[@shirleyzhang1688]

I don't know why i have tears coming out within just 1 min after listeing to this

[@maygenmartinez4351]

I was neglected and abused at a young age by both parents . Went into foster care, but grew up afraid to love, and accept love. I want to break the generational curse, I know I didn’t deserve it . So now I am in the process of healing, I’m ready to forgive , to heal so I may let the blessing in my life flow freely to me . So that my inner child may heal, so that I may heal and find myself agin. So that my pain becomes strenrvh that, my healing is not for them . But for me. I’m patient with my healing journey . I am healing from my child hood abuse and neglect. I am loved and healing

[@elijahjames8837]

The reason I prefer subliminals over affirmations is I have a very critical analytical mind trained to decipher nonsense. And because of that there is no way I could listen to what is said here subliminally if I could consciously hear it. I would be picking it apart getting madder and madder. What do you mean I am....but subliminally I can't do that so I just experience the music knowing the subs are changing me from the inside out.

[@pingwang5935]

My mother hated me being the first child but a girl, she tried to fed me and provided shelter and clothing to me, but for every once in a while, she reminded me that she sacrificed a lot for having me. All she really cared about is her son and the name of the family. She worked hard, I tried so hard to love her and tried to get her love, but she never really cared. She sent me to live with our relatives once she had my brother, and after she brought me back, she never talked with me for anything good for all the years I was living at that home. She beat me up whenever I disobeyed her. At grade 3, I decided that I would leave home whenever I could sustain myself. And that's what I did. I have a loving family myself and 2 lovely daughters, I will never treat my kids like they are the reason of all life's hardship. All these years passed, we are at peace with each other. Until, my mother got cancer, she asked for me to go back to the home country to serve her, I did once for 2 weeks just to pay back the debt of being fed by her for that many years. Now, her cancer got worse, she might be dying, and the process might be painful, but I can't go back home to serve her for long. Deep down, she is still the mother, she did hardwork to sustain my physical life and gave me a shelter when I could not do that for myself, but because she hated and neglected me, she drove me away. I have forgiven her long ago from my own perspective, now I can't help blaming her for driving me away so that not be able to serve beside her death bed. I want to forgive and forget, she is just going to start a new life, I will let her go in peace. I will let myself go back in peace. There is no blame, no guilt in front of death, everyone is equal. Boy or girl, success or not, rich or poor, it's all illusion. She got what she was after for her whole life, she was always in control, until she got cancer. In the cold war between her and myself, she was never wrong, until she got cancer. Her son was used for raising and for her honor and glory, when she got sick, she wanted me to be the maid. I would like to if I could , but sorry, it is kind of too late, I am out of the country, like she wished, away from the assets she accumulated for all these years to leave to her son. Now, just go, be happy and content, don't be greedy, then there will not be fear or regrets, next life may be better, freeer. Wish you will be reborn to a family that loves you, and got a husband who loves who you really are, not only your body and your cooking skill. You should go to heaven although you were always negative in this life, don't push yourself too hard next life, get good education and easy life, with abundance and happiness, some good friends and see the world. No anxiety, no sleeping pills, everyday will be fulfilled and fun, every night will have good dreams. All the best!

[@wonhoptoo]

tell her to call HER SON what is wrong with her? u have your CHILDREN that you must serve >:[

[@shiningstar6266]

Hugs💕

[@joycedjajasaputra7410]

Same here as Chinese descent. I forgive but cannot take care. Plus mothers listen to sons, but my brother who she sacrificed a lot does not want to take care of her

[@femmefatale4777]

There is no need to be grateful for getting shelter or food from your parents. Your parents chose to give birth to you so they are responsible to take care. Parents are not God's they are no special.

[@quantamags1408]

I prayed for everyone who suffered. I was physically abused, beat.i felt more sorry for my siblings they were beat worst. I didn’t understand why it took so long to heal. Most everyone has passed. The memories never go away. Ive learned to love myself. Thank you❤

[@33temitope]

Thank you, i have been playing it which i was sleeping for 2 day now and YES, it work. i wake up feeling better about myself and forgiving.

[@sufisuzy2287]

wow, this is just what I needed today. thank you.

[@VortexSuccess]

You're welcome :)

[@sabreena1khalick]

+Vortex Success God bless you n all your endeavours. This is out of the hundreds of Subs the single most important one I will use. Many thanks for this! 💋

[@bonson9156]

agreed! this is amazing! Truly amazing!

[@tealaersi9826]

i feel like im not so alone reading these messages and listening to video. thank you all for helping me take one step forward to healing

[@theloveshaq8969]

I do not have any idea how this works or what you’re saying but this is so powerful and so effective and may God Bless You Infinitely for this immense healing thank you

[@aliyasaeedansari]

Hello, I always have hot flashes, but listening to this is making me calm and normal. Also my core temperature is finally cooling down. Is this a good sign?

[@aliyasaeedansari]

Please let me know.

[@VisitPuntaGorda]

I made the decision to visit my mother with my daughter this Christmas & New Year. I had just started to get my major depressive disorder back under control before the trip. Needless to say, here I am, getting through the last 24 hours before I fly back home, listening to these meditations...not the way I had hoped to begin a new year, after an extremely rough last year. Need to turn this all around! Thank you for these types of meditations. The work you do and others like you is truly priceless. Love to all dealing with emotional traumas

[@elijahjames8837]

When I use to tell people I hadn't talked to the woman who raised me for 5 years they said that when she dies you will regret not talking to her. Well when she died the only thing I regretted was that I hadn't done it 5 or 10 years earlier. I had to make a decision on what was more important healing or getting flogged over and over by a demented psychotic horse. And I don't have children and I promised myself if I had that they were never ever going to meet her under any circumstances what so ever. I did not even want her to hold the baby because I did not want to take the risk that she might infect the child with some kind of spiritual parasite; kidding but not.

[@lisaosborne147]

I think the most important thing for healing is forgiveness. I suffered childhood abuse but I have come to have a very good relationship with my parents as adults, I understand they didn't know any better and were once children themselves that suffered. All parents do the best they can at the time. sometimes that they can do is not very good but it was they are capable with their emotional abilities at the time. We are all on a journey of growth and healing parents included. Forgiveness is key.

[@annajm57]

Depending on how abusive a person still is it can be very dangerous to see abusers again. When my beloved grandmother passed away she asked me to go see her son-my father again. I had not seen him since I was 14. I thought I was safe at 26 but when I went to his apartment he drugged me and tried to take me again. I hope no one else puts themselves in this kind of danger. Or their own c hildren. I would not take my children to prison to hang out with convicted child abusers and rapists and they will never meet my biological father for the same reason.

[@whotelakecity2001]

No it is not.

[@wisnivelle9785]

Think I have to write soon a few words to my elder steph-sibblings who made me feel "not good enough" and abused me, my mother and my autististic and handicaped brother and burn the writings. I am strong enough to let them go, clean up the mess and stop thinking of them as these thoughts no longer serve me. Karma will do it's work.

[@audiblewilcox9085]

Oh.. I dont even know what to write... when you heal one thing and then you realize there's another thing to heal.. and then its like an onion that goes deeper and deeper to the pure innocent child...oh, so much pain... so much childhood pain... we are healing now friends....we've been through so much... and if you are here.. you are one of the strong, a truly truly strong soul...continue to stay strong and heal....heal yourself.. heal your mind, heal your soul.. and most importantly, heal that innocent and pure inner child.

[@nancykittle6466]

Thank you so much for this video. I am a survivor of 2 weeks of child abuse at the age of four. Children of abuse develop C-PTSD. It is different than PTSD. I have C-PTSD from that event. But here is what people do not know. These traumatic events throughout our lives, cause our soul to fragment. We could not survive here if it did not, because these things go so much against the essence of who we are that soul must fragment for us to survive. These fragments stay in your energy field waiting to be reclaimed. I know they exist, I have seen them during my healing. In my case they looked like starving and dead children. I am still haunted by what I saw. At a young age, and the fact that we are threatened by the abuser with death, killing of your entire family if you say anything, I truly believed so much that this would happen, I could not say anything until now. I am 64 now. My mother knew it happened, she even remembers the people. My father was in the army with that man who ran, unknown to them, a pedophile ring. Yes, there are pedophile rings working within the army. Sad right! But they are everywhere. My family did survive, I however, am trying now to reclaim these fragments. I lost my family because well they decided that was best for them. But only during all those years that was the most important to me was my family not die. This is not all sad, because of the abuse I begin life long study about death, and I have been graced with visions of things that I know are true. When you reclaim these fragments, your body feels how it was for the child. And I have to wonder just how I have survived. I at my age find it difficult to deal with these. They are strong feeling, feeling you would rather not revisit. I know now, nothing my parents did or said, would have convinced me to tell any sooner. You see I only speak now because I believe they are dead now or too too old. I hope this help others as your music helps me when I am reclaiming these fragments. Your music, this music is where I go. It is so soothing and it helps the four year old within feel safe. You see, she believes she is still going through this and you must talk to her and help her heal. I can see why children of abuse go to drugs. I had loving parents and they saved my life many times over, and I am grateful they did. My father has passed, my mother is 90. But I was able to tell my mother there was nothing she could have done, than what she tried to do. It was my parents support through everything that helped through this. I was lucky. My siblings say, I am lying and manipulative. I do not know if my siblings at that time were abused. I do know they used my love for my sister to get me to cooperate. If I did not, she would. I was too young to understand my sister was safe at school and they could not reach her. My brother was a baby at the time. I know he was in that house but I never saw him. There were other children, as other men brought them, but we were not allowed to interact. Right now people are stepping forward and saying, “I was abused.” Believe them, please do not judge. You have not been where they have been. And if you have we all deal with this differently, some never do. I asked and received a person who is able to help. She, too, was abused and strange, she was abused within miles, but many years later of where I was abused. So she is healing others while she heals herself. I do not know how she can, I found it overwhelming at times. But it is getting better and I am determined to heal myself - mind, body and soul. We go through years and years of isolation and when we speak out we often find others still trying to shut us up forcing us back into isolation. I am going through a soul fragment right now, but sharing this with you helps. Often giving voice to what happened helps a great deal. It is a risk to speak out like this, and I have had people turn on me, but a voice it must have if this is to change.

[@Eric-tj3tg]

I hope you are well. Your comment from 2-years back resonates. I WAS determined to get through enough of this to be of service; the wounded, but healing helper you described having the good fortune to find. It seems unlikely this go-round, as it is a very difficult journey. I've been far down the rabbit-hole, unable to integrate. The mind says, "it was too early; too damned early", and knows that loving myself, and I suppose others really, well that was taken away, and a working, smiling machine worked this world for 45-years, thinking he understood. At 55 now, I'm not now sure what he learned? I know that it is connection that was missing, and I'm feeling it as it must've been for "little- e". Yet I have proven unable to parent this little guy. Their part, my part; past-present....all merge into the murky hole in my soul.

[@33temitope]

WOW....i am soo pleased to have this channel...i had a narcissistic mother and never new it.

[@Happily418]

So glad I stored this video...thank you...I have quietly walked away from aging siblings parents and all my answers confirmed...I truly was a worm on a hook, and i return to earth, the sky, the beauty I missed along a road of compliance...I don't have to be in compliance with neglect, violence, or emotional extortion...the experiences along the ley lines of those bloodlines were not mine in the first place. For once it is a comfort to accept my deep scars are scars. They are a barometer and a way for me to decide what benefits the whole...blame shame guilt be gone.

[@janebradley1846]

I was physically emotionally spiritually and mentally abused and neglected by my mother and my dad allowed her. Im 57 and she still tries to control me. Not anymore.

[@trickynicky2118]

Good for you 💙

[@joanmcmullin8971]

Wow incredible so healing!

[@paultobin8718]

id like to say thank you for this video ive cried bucket loads because of what ive been through but wouldnt let it out this has helped draw it out and face it ty

[@theeaglehaslanded1395]

Had a horrible life-am almost 50 now. I was shy and kind, all the family put me down was physically and emotionally abused. Daddy dearest beat on my mother and me and ignored us but was a great guy to His mother and siblings. Icing on the cake-we were raised below poverty because he was hiding most of it. Gave it all to rich sister in law and no good brother that beat me up. God punished him-he's dead now-was going to take all my money and throw me on the street. Thank God he struck him dead. To all of you who have suffered like me and my wonderful mother Vengeance is mine, sayeth the Lord. Those scum who ruined your lives will have to die One wonderful day and I hope for all of us that God And Mary show them no mercy.

[@fuji_apples9765]

The Eagle Has Landed 👏

[@wonhoptoo]

when's my mom gonna die? they are usually the LAST to drop dead. they get real old

[@wonhoptoo]

heck they are the ones who caused u to feel that way, they need to deal with it. it's not ur fault u feel lk that.

[@sosincere7001]

The Eagle Has Landed you should forgive him . You shouldnot hate him. heating your father is like drinking poison every day and expecting him to die over. Your words say revenge is God's. what God is full of grace forgiveness and compassion and you should try that

[@junemcqueen9394]

What a beautiful channel

[@stevietstevens9384]

Thank you for these uploads; I must say, though I've been in therapy intermittently for years, the affirmations are truly more powerful. Know something of 'inner child' work through my own study in the creative arts field. I found it difficult even to write a self-lullaby due to confusion in my subconscious (this was due to abandonment). I continue to work on myself particularly due to life & people adding to the trauma(s). Lastly, I wish everyone here, the best to come when it comes to your own spiritual awareness & self-healing; as also, self-healing is the way to a brighter path of forgiveness - the beginning for healing.

[@lindabelcherluminals7703]

I have fear of - 1.Being misunderstood 2.That future partner will not care about my emotions ( just like some family member did and still does since childhood) 3. Not valued no matter what I do ( I am the scapegoat kid ;-; ) 4. Afraid that partner won't appreciate me ( Cause my dad never appreciates my mother and she deserves so much love) Will this work for all these too?

[@tiny_nuggie5769]

I have been through multiple types of abuse since I was a kid , mental, physical and sexual , mixed in with the manipulation, bullying, controlling and narcissistic tendencies of my family . But I still love them , because sometimes there are moments were we sometimes are like a normal family and can be nice to eachother and just joke around and play games . Yet I still fear them , I’m trying to heal my inner child but how can I tell her it’s safe now … when I still feel so scared , I feel trapped and theirs not much I can do . I’ve been called a pushover a lot and have trouble standing up for myself . My family calls me scitzo and crazy saying that I had nightmares and that none of what my brother did could have happened cause they love me . And I feel like I can’t really blame my parents for how they raised me and my siblings, yes , how they raised us wasn’t fully right or normal in some ways , but they did what they new and try but I’m sure they struggle with there own traumas as well , theirs a long line of abuse throughout generations in my family . Heck even my grandma was abused growing up and it’s sad as hell . And I learned that I wasn’t the only one in my family that was touched by their brother , my grandma told me her brother had touched her when she was a kid and my dad told me his brother touched him to , it breaks my heart but also sickens me, I don’t know if it’s genetics or something but I wish that gene would go away , I just want the abuse to stop completely. And their is some sort of bad luck I swear that hangs over my family , my mom told me that me and my older Brother and sister had all almost died as babies , my brother had quit breathing and had to be sent to icu , my parents had woke up to hear my sister screaming and came running only to find her head to toe in fire ants and had to rush her to the hospital and then comes to me , my mom told me that the doctor had broke her water and then left and when I had started to come out the nurses had gotten upset and tried to close her legs but she said I came out anyways and after that one nurse was trying to stop my moms bleeding but the other nurse took her anger out on me , my dad told me that he had seen her put the baby oil on my body and then put me under the heat lamp which ended up burning my body . He confronted the nurse but they denied ever doing it . I just hope that someday the abuse will fade and hopefully things could turn around. I pray that everyone who has been abused heals and is able to get away from their situations , love u all 💜 I’ll pray for everyone’s safety and we’ll being .

[@sherrienglish8650]

I believe every one of us has had some level of bullshit we are suppose to survive through. We are conditioned to bury it, not show emotion, if its not discussed and processed then it didn't happen? Of course it did and please believe that regardless of how we chose to survive through (drugs, alcohol, careless sex, becoming one who abuses also) whatever we used, you deserve to give yourself peace and healing through forgiveness and compassion. Allow the anger to step aside and just see what it would feel like to forgive. It doesn't make the abuse alright and we should protect ourselves from future trauma but with anger aside look at your situation. Then look at the abusers situation. What lesson are we to learn. What was their childhood or past like? Chances are pretty strong that they have had trauma triggered in some way that they are trying to deal also. Maybe that's what happened to them and they could use a helping compassionate soul to understand. I have to believe that everyone is good or trying to find their goodness or purpose and our government and society has failed them to think they don't deserve so why should we. Everybody deserves to be forgiven or seek forgiveness. Please help them a chance to heal their convictions so you can too. Peace. Love. Compassion. Courage be with us all..

[@kaysibley1726]

Both my parents abused me and my brother too He was the favourite and my sister Sheila They were protected from it all So glad I found this Saved my life !!

[@Jamie-pe7sb]

I got very emotional listening to this

[@tlmalcolm21]

Let me just say tank you for creating this. I too have been through a crap load of things in my life, too many to speak about. I am wondering if you have to listen to the full hour to get any good from it or can you listen to it for like 15 minutes? Also do you have to be resting with your eyes closed or can I listen at work during the day? Thank you again so very much for posting this on KZbin. I hope it works for me. Trying to change my core beliefs of who I am or who others have told me who I can and I have listened for so many years. I am 49 yo and it all started when I was around 7 or 8.

[@rimu8288]

I’m 27 and still trying to heal Non stop people who r toxic coming in my life You can leave a toxic environment at work but I struggled needing money Fell back to a house of a toxic father Being alone and pregnant because I met a toxic abusive narcissist but didn’t stay with him no I see them all - I’m isolated but it’s better because I need to heal from a lot of trauma I went through

[@IkaiKApika999]

Thank you, I am not weak .I am a strong women. I know no one speaks wrong of me, but when I was younger I was bullied and judged on my appearance. I was cornered in class. I was cornered by my own sister plenty of times along with her friends. My friends say i am pretty but its hard to accept that, I feel ugly and dirty no matter what. I always worry if I am doing something right or wrong because I am afraid to loose people. I was always so lonely at home and my words never matter. Expressing myself was hard, I want to dance, but I am afraid of seeming to sexual. Now , I have grown and things have changed. The voices in my head still linger, but I am doing all that I can to fight that and my victim mentality. I am aware that these are just scars from the past and it's a hard struggle. I dont remember clearly, but I worry if I got raped too. I look at my sketchbook from when I was 5 and I see weird pictures of a blob laying down and stick coming out of it. At first it was funny, but then I felt disturbed. I can't remember anything but I was also afraid of men growing up and I wouldnt let any boy touch me . I was always afraid of looking at them in the eye. I dont know if I should try to remember or avoid remembering something if anything. What should I do? I always hear voices in my head when people talk around me . They are not talking about me , but my mind makes up words as if they were talking about me . Words like I hate you or you are stupid. Should I see psychiatric help? I worry I will never recover from this until I know more about my past.

[@sherriged]

hi, I can relate a lot to your post. I am also a woman, I don't have clear memories of rape/sexual abuse, but I did have a lot of fears of men/sexual things, etc. growing up (and even today). I think a good thing would be to check out Vortex's other subliminal videos on this channel such as the PTSD one (Post traumatic Stress Disorder). With subliminals, you won't have to dig deep into your past, or be forced to vividly remember something in order to heal it. Basically I think you are in the right place! You can also check out other therapies that do not involve re-living things-such as EFT, NLP, hypnosis, etc. Good luck to all of us!

[@evangelineadams1592]

Angelica Castillion I know you do not know me I know how you feel I was sex u ally abused and verbally abused in ways but let me tell you ,you can go to thoses people for help find a good one who want take advantage of you. You can get a notebook and start writing what in you. If you believe in God give it all to him .he will help you to let it go .As I'm listening now I'm seeing and crying and letting go it's great I choose to move forward past it now and I fully give it all to him I take back my sex u ally power, my power to love a man , to want to be touched by him now I want this revered now God turn it around for me and this woman Angelica let us both truly feel the love that is around us let feel the security that everything is and will be alright.Let us truly open our hearts and mind and soul to being truly loved and give us the strength to be with the man you have for us I ask in thy holy son Jesus christ name amen . I do not know what came over forgive me I just had to say this to you I ment no harm forgive me I pray you do get help do not give up or in.God bless.

[@bbrown1205]

I have a therapist and she has done a guided technique and device that you concentrate on the light moving left and right repeatedly (EMDR Therapy) and meditate... I remembered some childhood things that I had buried (details from child sex abuse). Ask a therapist about doing EMDR Therapy; I made progress from it.

[@karimaennakhli2290]

Guess what? And we will attract people in our lifes that will wound us as we were wounded as kids

[@nancykittle6466]

There are so many people who were or are abused as children. Every time you are abused you fragment. Your soul actually splinters and those splinters go into energy field and stay there. The soul fragments are why we continue the same responses and over. Until each fragment is reclaimed, each belief associated with abuse are healed and changed then we continue in the same cycle. Those soul fragments are pieces of you who still believe the abuse is going on. Here is the kicker . . . For each episode of abuse, you can have thousands and thousands of soul fragments. We are multi-dimensional beings. If you are focused in the 5th dimension, you feel these soul fragments in your body, the angry, frustration of not being heard, rejection, pain. Ask yourself when was the first time you ever that way . . . You then know who you are talking to. And it is the child within. Talk to your inner child, tell him or her, you are sorry for what they went through. Remind yourself that it is over and that you are now safe, it is a fragment being healed. Welcome it, sit in it as long as you need to. Meditation will help. Anchor or ground yourself into the earth so that healing energies can be sent to you from Spirit. These soul fragments were your way of staying alive. Abuse or anything that goes against very essence of the soul causes a fragmentation unless you stay in the present moment. It is that feeling that you feel of watching the event from above, or that you left somehow during the event. Because of the trauma, if the soul did not fragment, it would die in that moment. We come from a very loving place . . . This world, it violence, its hatred, the killing, the destruction, the abuse all cause soul fragments because it goes against our very essence.

[@sunflowermood829]

If you see this I just want to say that I am so happy to see you here. You are trying to heal and that is amazing and sth. to be proid of. You are fighting and sometimes conquearing so be proud of that. You are not alone look at all the views and comments here ❤ Maybe you are sad that there are other people who got through abuse too but isn't it also great to know that you aren't alone? Abuse feels like you are stuck in darkness. You can't see right or clearly. You think you are alone and screaming loudly but noone hears you but again: You are not alone there are other people sitting in this darkness too you just can't see them and I'm sure that you would like to help each other and that those people in the room could be amazing friends. We might cone across each other and meet people who also know of this darkness but when you feel alone remember it is because you can't really see right. Whatever happened is not your fault you are only responsible for your own self and actions❤ You are more than just a body, worker or student. You are a human being with emotions, storys and ofc you might have some flaws somewhere but your flaws make u unique and whatever your parent night have told you: Did your parents really know you?Was it even true what they said? I am guessing no. If you don't know yourself get to know her/him. What do you dis/-like? What are small things you enjoy? What did you like as a child? What shows do you like to watxh? What movies? Start by simple things and than build it up and you will start to know who you are. You did a great job for surviving this long. You are a survivor not a victim and the fact that you are listening to this shows that you want to heal and still habe hope that there is a way out of darkness. And there is, truly. I have experienced it myself ❤ If you are interested in what I think,what I have been through than leave a comment I'll probably get a notification and else I hope this comment warmed you up a bit

[@yazhiniyalz]

Thank you so so much for your comment. It really helped me. I literally anxious and i don't know what to do but when I started to read your comment, it really really made my heart warmed. Thank you for your wonderful healing words. And wishing you a good life and good luck. Thank you once again good so

[@sueannetucker4619]

(CONT) after they took us away I was passed around to weirdos abusers molesters every now & again someone good would come along but my mom refused to let us be adopted so they did not want to fall in love with a child they could never keep so they'd send me away and it went on like that til I ran away to be with my mom but by then she was a heroine addict and was addicted to meth, and crack cocaine I remember she wanted me to pay rent and as a 15yr old runaway I could find no job so she took me to Sepulveda Blvd & pimped me out to a lot of strangers

[@hrmagoo]

Sue Anne, that is so horrible and wrong what your mother did. If you lived near me I would save you! I'm a mother & I used to be abused but I left those people & their ugly world-now I'm happy & loving life & people around me...I laugh every day! Please, please save yourself or find a safe place! I live in Florida if you need me💗💗💗

[@evelynvidal6147]

I'm so sorry for what happened to you We are all so hurt I really want to forgive to set my self free but it's really hard I'm trying for years now

[@seaspray9144]

Hello Please read the post I put on here about a book called The Emotion Code: it could stop your past from still affecting you both... And bloody well done for overcoming so much abuse...

[@trickynicky2118]

That's awful Remember you are a beautiful person and you did not deserve what happened to you. You were hurt by other people's sickness but that does not define you. We are so much more than the sum of the bad things that happen to us. Hugs ☺

[@macleatakirkwood6516]

I had a "Mother Dearest" childhood, no I am not rich nor white, my mother is not rich either, I never went to good schools. She is what she called a functional alcoholic, I held accountable for my younger sister's actions, she would do things and lie, than she manipulates too. I forgive my past, so I can move on. God sees everything. I am not playing the victim, I was bad too, I think.

[@MiraMira-gb4uu]

abuses in every kind and way...but I‘ll try to be strong. It’s hard to describe 😓💔#healinnerchild!

[@katieener8171]

I grew up with my nanny (with both of my parents having their own careers that time) and she would always make me feel guilty for being alive and would often make me feel like a crap (I got drowned when I was young and she saved me) like yeah I owned her my life but it doesn't give her the right to emotionally abuse a child. Because of that, I've had zero self-esteem. Fast forward to adulthood, she's no longer my nanny but I felt like the emotional trauma she brought me affected my adult life right now that's why I'm using this subliminal to set myself free and to finally get the love and self-esteem that I deserve.

[@AntoniaPi-od4rf]

Trauma is an involuntary but essential coping mechanism in extreme situations. When we know longer need coping mechanisms - when we are at one with the universe - trauma ceases to hurt us and break us.

[@lynnclark4182]

Thank you I don't really feel neglect from parents but I'm sure childhood neglect is by oneself I Am Blessed

[@Dollartrees]

I literally carry all those negative effects you listed 🙃

[@heythere362]

How u doin?

[@skylar197]

I am greatful and appreciative for your video's and subliminal messages. Thank you x

[@dannykausch5918]

This is so amazing......thank you for this :)