I was in a marriage for 24 years and 4 months. I couldn't be myself and couldn't do anything right in the sight of my ex wife. I was 22 and she was 20 when we got married. She was born into an Apostolic Church and I got saved at 21. We couldn't go to the beach, the movies, skating, etc because they preached that it was worldly and she did too. I wanted to go to football games and got crucified for doing so. I had to hide and suppress my emotions, gifts, hopes and dreams. We divorced in 2009. I had to go to therapy and be placed on medication. Since then, my life has taken a 180 degree turn. I've been on 4 cruises, wrote and produced 7 songs and have 2 books on Amazon. All that hiding is finally over🙌
@latisewilson4561 Жыл бұрын
Wonderful to hear .... what are the topics of your books?
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on all you have experienced. Wow!
@franklinwilkes8829 Жыл бұрын
@@latisewilson4561 Life Quotes by Chris Wilkes and Reconcilable Differences by Chris Wilkes. Chris is my middle name.
@KarenProctorGoodNews Жыл бұрын
Praise the LORD 🙌🏾
@franklinwilkes8829 Жыл бұрын
@@latisewilson4561 Self Discovery, The Wedding Day, When the wedding ends and the marriage begins, Age Differences, Financial Differences, Social Differences, Forgiveness, etc. I wrote 17 chapters.
@TheCommonSenseExpert Жыл бұрын
Your videos help Men too, don't leave us out. Men go through a lot of things in marriage that we can't just react to the way we want too.
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Yes of course! I got the men too.
@sharonnehill Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. My divorce was final in 2021 after 27 years. I thought it was the end of my life. We raised our kid, sent them through college, have grandkids and now I find myself alone and really don’t know where do I go from here. I tried holding on to my marriage but I was fighting by myself so I had to let go.. I can say so much, but thank you for your testimony which gives me hope for tomorrow and my future.
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You are such a beautiful soul. I can’t wait to see how life continues to unfold for you. Speak what you want to see!
@user-Mimi333 Жыл бұрын
Everyone needs to hear this.
@Karent19537 ай бұрын
You are an inspiration to me. I have been going through your various clips of your journey. I’m a pastors wife and have been for many years now. I definitely can identify with many of your thoughts. Thx so much for sharing your journey! ❤
@Myesha7 ай бұрын
Wow, thank you
@lornagarrick7798 ай бұрын
I am crying so much watching your videos.Everything you’re saying resonates with me. I am recently divorced, in a dark place, and see no way out.Not sure if there is anyone who will understand what I am going through. It’s tough. I am so broken 😢
@Myesha7 ай бұрын
We understand. We truly do. You are safe here. Cry it out. Seek support. Call 911 if you have to.
@sandrastrickland951 Жыл бұрын
Very good topic. Most women needs to hear this.
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Thank you
@lauren87walker Жыл бұрын
I am so here for this!! 🎉 God you are faithful!!
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Yes!
@mkatmeade Жыл бұрын
Can definitely relate,thank you for this!
@janicee.freeman8783 Жыл бұрын
This is exactly me.......surrounding by people, but yet alone 😢😢
@artistryarticle6859 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful. You know, i don't know anyone who would've attended the church that would be shocked that you listened to things aside from worship music. We love you. You guys often referenced those songs and lingo. Your worth isnt in what any of us think. Love you
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You are too kind. Thank you.
@nevalynedwards9065 Жыл бұрын
❤thank you for this. Yes 🙌🏽 I’ve been hiding.
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You are so welcome
@livinglifefullcircle2394 Жыл бұрын
This is so good!! Thank you for sharing this
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You're so welcome!
@NancyDarleneCrawford Жыл бұрын
You are truly a blessing Sis!! ❤️
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You too!!
@jenepa5 Жыл бұрын
Yes‼️ that was my life!! And that’s what older women were telling me to do 😔
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Me too!
@tameicadudley5234 Жыл бұрын
I liked you and you seemed real and different when you did the reality show preachers of L.A
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Yes! I am evolving!
@Silviaboss41 Жыл бұрын
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH FINALLY SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS ME. Whew 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@EasideTv Жыл бұрын
Lead the way Sis 🙏
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Let’s go!
@tameicadudley5234 Жыл бұрын
This is such a good subject!!!!
@Only1QueenOfEverything Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this! 💖
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
You're so welcome!
@momoftheJohnson4 Жыл бұрын
Love this❤
@AnnahGrace Жыл бұрын
Jesus said to Peter Satan has asked to sift all of you as wheat. A pastor has alerted me to a certain level of truth about this verse that i never considered in the past. And to your point the true self that we hide from the world is where we are most broken and love is required. We need to acknowledge broken parts of ourlives and take them to Jesus and not hide them from the world, i believe it will take away the opportunity for Satan to sift any of us like wheat.
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
Yes, the true self is where all the beauty lies.
@antoinetteransom1526 Жыл бұрын
I’m a chaotic mess…
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
We are all doing the best we can!
@avheanimulaudzi4922 Жыл бұрын
❤
@MarybethThomas-v1c4 ай бұрын
I'm marquita, 39 mother smart beautiful financial brilliant. But being abused, unaccepted, and
@Myesha4 ай бұрын
You are a champion. It’s only hard until you do it.
@stacyg6024 Жыл бұрын
“True Self” ? That’s a phrase used in Buddhism. I guess these fake videos is used as income. Bye
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
It’s also a term used in psychology!
@stacyg6024 Жыл бұрын
Are you a psychologist ? Where do you think psychologists get it? Where is it at in the Bible? @@Myesha
@Myesha Жыл бұрын
@@stacyg6024 you are loved and accepted. Much peace and blessings to you.
@stacyg6024 Жыл бұрын
I am loved and accepted by Jesus. Be blessed.@@Myesha
@stacyg6024 Жыл бұрын
@@Myesha Yes, K am loved and accepted by JESUS. Your true self statement has nothing to do with The Word of God. Peace and blessings to you.