Relient K | Who I Am Hates Who I've Been (Official Audio Stream)

[@EnycmaPie]

This song is more relatable than ever as a guy in his mid 20s going nowhere in life.

[@abelj5145]

You have a purpose, and you know it's never too late. Anyways you're loved more than you could ever know thanks for existing. Jesus loves you unconditionally. Isaiah 43:2 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.

[@MrShowbags]

True

[@christinab9808]

Enycma Pie “For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” ‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭29:11‬ ‭ “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will direct your paths.” Proverbs‬ ‭3:5-6‬ ‭ God has big plans for you. You’re just getting started! ❤️

[@luke9747]

I’ve been there, God can do all things. Trust in him!

[@kasandramullins9890]

I'm turning 26, finally have a plan for my life. I was angry for so long.. trying to let it go

[@hugomonster21]

This song was not for the young. But for the young that grew old, and to reflect on that.

[@joselynnelson9006]

True true

[@DefenderofTruth.]

Facts.

[@miss_daaé]

by order of the peaky fucking blinders !

[@jamescopeland6802]

And i am far to old in far to many ways to care who its for.

[@pinkforeverlove1]

Yes!

[@hlf3vil245]

I listened to this as a teenager. Now I'm 27 and this song couldn't be more relatable.

[@loganaustin1006]

Currently.

[@TheChadPad]

28. Yep

[@anaflores6734]

Literally same

[@neobahumut707]

You learned faster than I did.. I'm 33 now.

[@Lycanthrope98]

Agreed!! 29 now.

[@ThisIsHuge19]

Christian or not, I think we can all agree on one thing: Relient K = 👏👏

[@biacorrea398]

that’s on periodddddd

[@SavitTheGoalie]

This was one of my door ways into the loving arms the lord

[@lepossboy]

Believe in fairytales or not *

[@Jenny-pp1gz]

they fkn rule

[@Hidden_Sage]

Haven't been to a church in 12 years. This is still my favorite band. Their music is just good fun, no matter what (if any) deity you follow.

[@toldaso6092]

2020 and still a banger.

[@kip5150]

Oh for sure.

[@joshhannah412]

agreed'

[@yahstino]

Always

[@ubagail4607]

Oh heck yeah

[@weksheddweller]

Pop punk needs to make a comeback in this modern music-deprived age

[@brian5619]

Reminds me of that very first day of me getting tempted into corn and master b8ion and then the chronic corn addict I became. When I sing my heart out to the Lord with this song, I offer my sincere apology for the hurt I've caused to myself, my family, and Him.

[@lordurham1076]

Loved this song when I was 15. Now that I'm 31 and recovering from a miscarriage this song makes more sense to me than it ever has. Struggling, but these words has made it easier🖤

[@ThoinFrostaxe]

I can’t imagine the pain you’re going through. I’ll be praying for you!

[@ericawillis.]

Same with the time line if ages! I had a miscarriage in 2007. I hope you are doing ok.

[@kyliaROX]

❤❤❤

[@tucarreanusea5464]

My wife and I lost our only chance at parenthood. My father said : THIS TOO SHALL PASS. TO THIS DAY THOSE WORDS COMFORTS ME.

[@RaeBehrs]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm praying that you've found peace in Christ and that He's blessed you with another little one.

[@Colby41]

After making a lot of mistakes and basically mastering self sabotage, wasting a ton of time on the wrong things. This song is therapy. 🎶

[@lookaroundyou8108]

Stay strong, you got this 🙏

[@brittanywalko3866]

❤❤❤

[@adayinthelifewithspensie]

True😊

[@kyledeancadaverous1123]

I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind, But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know, where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Sinking up to the beating of my heart, And I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been. This is no place to try and live my life. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it. See that line, well I never should have crossed it. Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back. I'm sorry for the person I became. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been And who I am won't take the second chance you gave me. Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became. So sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been. Who I am hates who I've been.

[@abelj5145]

Thank you. You're loved, more than you could ever know. Thanks for existing. Jesus never leaves you Isaiah 49:15 Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!

[@AwesomeDude799]

Thank You.

[@prometheuslightbearer2493]

Thank you for your service. I always look for lyrics in the comments.

[@lordhackensackoftheroundalots]

Syncing. Sorry.

[@camodeano3003]

Damn, here I am at 28 years old finally understanding this song

[@LawrenceBoramK]

Who's listening to this in 2019!? THANK YOU FOR THE AMAZING MEMORIES THIS SONG REMINDS ME OF!!!

[@themaelstrom2962]

I'm listening

[@pcpolice2518]

Yutaka Joshua have a cookie 🍊

[@jonathanharris5469]

2020 😎

[@christinab9808]

PC POLICE 😂😂😂 Perfect 👌🏻

[@cjharding6785]

The original Christian pop punk band.

[@garylaboucan9267]

Really? Sweeet

[@rockerdude8289]

Is it just me or does their music sound similar to All Time Low's?

[@hoshiprima09]

@@rockerdude8289 ohh that melanchony kaleidoscope?

[@rockerdude8289]

@@hoshiprima09 Yes. I mean Relient K's musical style reminds me of ATL. A mix of punk-pop and emo-pop.

[@christinab9808]

Otniel Romeo Relient K has been around longer just sayin

[@bill358]

I bought this album at age 15. I'm 33 now and its still musical magic.

[@sexybimbonumber5]

Same ❤

[@larsulrich2300]

36, and same.

[@josephpanozzo4815]

I wish they still played Relient K songs on Christian radio stations.

[@kaylajames3098]

I had to get Alexa to play Love 2000s to hear it this morning. Lol. Went to KZbin to look for it.

[@LucasRivera2000]

For me, this song hits really hard because of my struggles with anxiety and depression.

[@johnboymcgrath7153]

I got you Brother. And so does God. I am here for you and he will listen. No matter what the world does or says. Keep going!

[@MrToa510]

I know your struggle, if you ever wanna talk feel free to reach out

[@thatdumbass9856]

You still doing good, bud?

[@rjfoxhovenschannel9303]

This song is about repentance and being born again I love you all God loves you so much more than you'll ever imagine He will never leave you nor forsake you Christianity is not a religion but its the best relationship ✝️💙💯

[@HM-tr1fv]

For sure

[@SerialDesignationN_Edits]

As someone who has many regrets in life, this song hit me like a bullet train on full speed

[@miketyson8848]

This song sounds like it should be in the Gospel category. AMEN .

[@god563616]

MTV use to play this song every single summer from 2005 to 2009. Had no idea this was a Christian song until later!!

[@trexthebeast1]

Relient K never got the proper credit they deserved! They’re so amazing!

[@eternallyotaku1289]

Good times, man No joke though, Who I am hates who I've been

[@WhatThePartyNeeds]

This is the opening to Christianity: The Anime

[@fireemblem2770]

You're not the only one who thinks that

[@rockerdude8289]

I imagine an emo-themed Christian anime series. This song and Krystal Meyers' "Anticonformity" must be in the soundtrack.

[@Kirbypiles777]

Facts 😂😂 the next big thing after Naruto . Dbz and all that

[@withhernosestuckinabook2507]

Rocker Dude and David from the Bible would be the main emo character.

[@mightywelsh2787]

This is a perfect comment

[@Joshieyoshii]

I remember being in the psych ward at the age of fifteen. We were asked in group therapy what song best described us, and I named this song. To this day, I still would’ve responded the same

[@wborradaile9303]

❤

[@TheElizabethcamp]

Hey 😊 I don't know if you actually read these but your acoustic song who I am hates who I've been helped me heal my relationship with my family. They hated me they were even talking about throwing me out on the streets and this song changed me and helped me not give up. And it would mean so much if you played that song in Denver in September.Thank you.

[@Bradal4ck]

+Libby Camp I'm glad things are going a lot better for you now. I hope someday this will happen for me as well. Take care friend!

[@TheElizabethcamp]

+Bradal4ck Thanks!! Never give up!! That is a mistake you will regret for the rest of your life When my relationship with my family was broken, I thought there was no hope. I just decided I was going to meet someone, get married, and start a life without them. But I still lived with my family, and it just hurt to face all the hatred my family gave me, well except my mom my mom loved me, but my siblings, they showed me a lot of unkindness and bitterness towards me, and I was so hurt I cried every day, and I was listening to this song and I realized I wasn't crying because I hated being treated that way, I was crying because I longed for a relationship with them again. And i told myself, I was NEVER EVER going to give up on my family. and i didn't, and they came around. IT took a long time, but it happened, I don't know what exactly your personal situation with your family is, but I believe showing them love and kindness (you can find it in 1 Corinthians 13, I strongly recommend reading it) will help tremendously. Lots of times people hold grudges because they have an opinion of who that person is because of something they did, and you need to change that opinion. Show them that that is not who you are, that you are not that person anymore, ro that you are sincerely sorry, that you love them and would do anything to have that relationship with them, you need to show them by persistence through love. They will see that. And above all, trust in God. It'll be so much harder without God maybe even impossible. Family is so important and I believe with Christ, everything is possible. And I'll be praying for you that your relationship with your family heals. Look to Jesus, he is the healer and does miracles. :) God bless!!

[@TheElizabethcamp]

+Bradal4ck Here is the Bible passage iTalked about, (1 Corinthians 13, NCV) 4 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud. 5 Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrongs that have been done. 6 Love takes no pleasure in evil but rejoices over the truth. 7 Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always endures. 8 Love never ends.

[@Bradal4ck]

+Libby Camp thank you so much Libby. you are wise beyond your years, and what you say has so much truth in it that it hurt. you are truly a beautiful person, and I consider your comments a blessing. thank you once again, take care and God bless you my friend. we will make it through this life in the end no matter what.

[@IronyAmI]

Libby regardless whether Relient K reads this or not, I did and I was touched. So thanks.

[@ferdieliem1733]

I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know, where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it See that line, well I never should have crossed it Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and I heard the reverberating footsteps Sinking up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there, that's exactly where I lost it See that line, well I never should have crossed it Stop right there, well I never should have said That it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to try and never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became So sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure to become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been

[@brelenny7657]

THIS IS THE SONG FROM THE PAPER JAMZ GUITAR THING!!!!!!!!!

[@Seeyatellite]

Teenage angst songs never grow old. This song is forever an evolutionary story of every growing life... hmm... let's go chasing cars, millienials... shall we?

[@007avatarofvishnu]

It sounds like a start of an anime OP.

[@Conspirotruth]

2023. Still listening 🎶

[@sea3644]

I remember listening to this song over and over again for three days in a row so I would remember the lyrics.

[@Fireflyorange]

lol

[@CraigTodd-x9d]

Saw these guys in concert in 2005 when I was 17. They opened for Simple Plan and Good Charlotte that night..Awesome show all around and Relient K killed it as the opener.

[@Monsterpanda6969]

Back in the day, Relient K was on all of our mp3 devices and flip phones. Still so good

[@MoarJellyThanYou]

22 and just found this song and I’m confused why they aren’t more popular. Love this song

[@johnslayton20]

They are very underrated, glad the younger generation is hearing them now

[@ezrastardust3124]

I know this probably wasn’t intentional on the songwriters’ part, but I’ve been reading up on Buddhist mythology recently and I can’t help but think this song fits the story of Angulimala to a T.

[@ashleyeaton7331]

Listened as a teenager and now now almost 20 years later, I still have their songs memorized! Please tour again!!

[@incognito5109]

Don't care for god or religion like i used to anymore but Reliant K was a very special band . Mad respects 🙌

[@alleyesopen7776]

Does anyone remember that this is a Christian band, and that the one hes speaking to is God? I believe the message in that is more relevant now than ever in all of our recorded history. Its always been more relevant than anything else.

[@tianasophiaaa]

Thanks for answering my thoughts abt this one

[@SuperHuscarl]

I swear, as I get older, my life becomes more like the title of this song.

[@abelj5145]

You're loved, thanks for existing. You're precious. Jesus loves you

[@fridgehorror4502]

Abel James shut up

[@SayaBeast]

@@fridgehorror4502 This song is Christian, that's why they commented that.

[@abelj5145]

@@fridgehorror4502 Sorry if i offended you.

[@DavidRRR946]

@John Coffey Amen to that!!!!

[@tiggert4002]

As an adult this song hits harder. I'm going through depression and feel stuck in life. I wonder if in the years to come, I'll always feel like I was too hard on myself at any given moment. It took me years to understand that it's ok to not be ok.

[@coreysoberanis5194]

@ 1:51 "And I can't let that haaaaappen again.." literal CHILLS

[@kjj6944]

I love Jesus Who I am hates who I been

[@josiah_vik9661]

"I talk to absolutely no one" is the most relatable thing I've ever heard

[@schizophreniahxc]

The past looks dark. But the future is bright

[@meaganwilliams3068]

4/15/20. 31 years old now. Feeling so young again and just needed to remember her. Before the world got ahold.

[@ditulliodj]

BRAZIL IS HERE, LONG LIVE POSTIVE ORLANDO ALTERNATIVE! GREETINGS FROM RIO DE JANEIRO BRAZIL. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!!

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

God bless!

[@blueJay196]

Married 7 years going through a scary patch this song hits much harder as an adult

[@brodybower3738]

Pure Nostalgia.

[@fbdaddyissues]

Going into 2024 with this song

[@filthyyvalentinee497]

It’s just turned 2020 and I’m drunk listening to this💕

[@abelj5145]

You're loved dude, thanks for being alive. Jesus loves you

[@s1nister9999]

Drunk here too. Sad, because I used to aspire to so much back then. This brings back all the years I wanted to make the world a better place. Oh well.... I haven't given up yet but, the world is baring down... you know?

[@filthyyvalentinee497]

Jacob Johnson that was beautiful Jacob

[@TheRealAwesomePossum]

I'm drunk right now listening to this🍻

[@estevanalameda2799]

Just found this song is really good. Man drinking is a bad habit to get into I remember my 20s went by so quick drinking now in my 30s having liver issues be careful

[@HighAsDonuts]

Yall remember those paper guitars? This song was my shit on my paper jamz

[@Q3N.]

Best song on KZbin

[@geodude2387]

Such a good Christian song

[@iken_aspland3573]

“I can’t let that happen again.”

[@Savantloup]

Absolute banger, Christian rock highkey slept on

[@dylan5683]

This album man, I aint there anymore and its okay. I have moved on but this album to me is gold

[@davidmaloney2796]

Relient k Who I am hates who I've been is the best song on earth

[@christianhardtofind6349]

"Who I am will take the second chance you gave me!" I can only pray that's true of me!

[@innerchildcrafty34]

Yeah. . . needed this one again. I first heard it back in 2006 on a mission trip to Brazil. Now, in my thirties I need it more than ever. 😫😭💜🙏🏻 The words just come as natural as a honey coming out from a jar upside down!

[@brianalexander4372]

This is my favorite song of all the songs on Earth. I'm considering getting it as a tattoo.

[@marvelgaming9370]

Been a long time, now 2024 is coming to an end but still listening to this nice piece of art.

[@JCstock]

This does not even sound like a Christian song, and I like that, because you don't have to be Christian to enjoy this. It's got more than one meaning.

[@InnocentSweetie123]

I’ve listened to this song throughout highschool, and I’ve done a lot of things I regret throughout my life; yet I also have improved myself. Especially recently, I’ve been self-reflecting and healing. I struggle with a lot of things and have my own personal issues, but, then again, who doesn’t? That’s not to say anyone is invalid; no no no, you’re all worth it. Please, take time to reflect and heal if you need to. Take time to get better, if you possibly can. I know things are rough sometimes; I know firsthand what living in psychological hell is like, but, I’ve been improving myself, and I still am. So... Please just keep fighting and please try to be strong.

[@logandean8040]

Needed this right now, thank you

[@justinjenkins3064]

As a fellow rock musician (we are called Broken Dreams”) I’ve always admired these guys. I’ve always listened to these kinds of bands and they really inspired me to wanna keep making music. I’ve been told that I can’t make music because Certain people hate my group. Certain people love my group, it’s a mixed crowd. But at the end of the day, I will never stop making music. Thanks Relient K, for always inspiring me to make it as a musician.

[@HM-tr1fv]

Do you have any music released?

[@70K1D0K1]

Someone mentioned Relient K in a comment on a random video I saw recently and it just unlocked a flood of middle school memories! Looked for this song and wow, I still remember all the words! lol

[@sportsygirl8]

Gosh! Still to this day, this song is my most favorite from Relient K!!!

[@RichySama]

I love the main guitar chorus. Just gives me anime vibes. Loved this song growing up as a baby lol.

[@TyranAmiros]

Warped Tour '04 memories

[@gadaadhoon]

Almost 20 years ago, around the time this came out, I got bored with this pretty quickly and decided the music was too simple. Now, after 20 years of playing guitar I'm listening to all the parts with a better understanding of music theory. I think my teenage self just couldn't hear half of what was going on in this song, lol

[@immatthew272]

I will forgive myself this year.

[@hastur_]

When I was a teenager I didn't pay much attention to this song but now I am 28 and this hits harder than ever.

[@MandaMarieVSG]

So we're all still fucked up and listening to emo music from the early 2000s because same

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Not for me. I found Jesus Christ and this song means more than it ever has.

[@HitmansGhost]

This song is from 2007.

[@Marcury84]

Who I am is empathetic to who I've been, and others who are in a similar place.

[@kadenbarone2014]

2011. The best dang year of my life so far

[@Mfgerald]

I just re discovered this song. I was 15 the last time I heard this. Omg. What happened to me 😢😊

[@toothpicyo]

Love this song so much at 16 and 30

[@vaolin1703]

2:09 love this quiet spot

[@HyproAndAutumn]

Im 15 im gonna come back to this song when im older and im gonna remember everything i found this song last year 2022 on a October night i had my windows open my led lights macthing the cold autumn night that night and so on will be my favorite forever

[@titomartins1142]

Glory to our God for ever and ever, amen!

[@kazuyajones5122]

This is the Christian equivalent of my fav band, falling in reverse

[@lewa3910]

As an atheist, Reliant K is peak christian rock 🔥🙏

[@benschlarb6860]

How I feel right now

[@XMX989]

Jumping back to a time where I was driving to high-school not knowing where I was going or what I was gonna do. Fast forward 13 yrs to 2023. Now to debate if the change is good or bad as you work your life away.

[@ejayangeles1599]

I just discovered the band few days ago and the first time I heard this song made me say, "This is my kind of music."

[@cThreep]

Welcome aboard. Never to late to be a Relient K fan.

[@Ash.exactly1989]

My boundaries are mine, STOP means STOP, NO means NO!.

[@kevensweeney]

2023, about to be 28 yo and this still gets me through. Thank you Relient K

[@ZeranZeran]

This is the best Bleach Opening song by far

[@BriannaBreaw]

Bleach was my first concert ever

[@joshhale9355]

I loved this song back in when I was a kid. Now, on the other side of my alcoholism, I really understand how impactful this song and the lyrics really are.

[@dayanamenjivar6261]

2021 and this still hits.

[@Transformer7]

I have 4 of your albums, and I just wanted to say you guys are great. Keep it up and stay strong.

[@jordanjugglingwithjesushug9018]

I’m worried some people think they have sinned too much to be saved, no one who can turn to Jesus Christ is unforgivable. That’s satans trick

[@jordanjugglingwithjesushug9018]

It doesn’t matter what was said

[@jordanjugglingwithjesushug9018]

For ALL SINS AND BLASPHEMY CAN BE FORGIVEN... that’s a pretty big list then suddenly we just say the wrong words and we are like i guess I’m done. It’s commen to man to have that struggle at times, satans goal is to make you believe you can’t be forgiven

[@jadensephiroth1009]

I heard this song when I was in my early 20’s living Stockton California spending time with father sometime he can’t control bad habits and really cost me my girlfriends really relationship cause I’m trying to keep them together and people fighting me who I am didn’t like me other crap I had to deal with nothing but shitty memories

[@erikwilson32]

Just heard this for the first time today. My Chaplain opened the service with this song. Cool song.

[@jessi_93]

I use to sing this top of my lungs in my room in middle school days living my life. Wtf. How life has changed so much..went from being my favorite song to the song describing my life and how I feel ugh 😢😅

[@daniellecarrigg2702]

Just listening for the first time and this is relating to my situation hard asf

[@kakkorams9668]

I haven't listened to this song in over 5 years but I'm here singing every line word for word! If only I could remember important things as well as this😅

[@streetwarriorracing]

2020, blast from the past. My 30s are coming, and they coming fast! On a binge of old songs! MEMORIES

[@ditulliodj]

UNDERRATED MUSIC, UNDERRATEDDDDD MUSICCCC, THIS MUSIC IS 100 MILION+ PEOPLE ONLY EAT SHIITS THOSE DAYS. GG RELIENT K.

[@Jakeb0079]

I just spent 5 years of my life wasted to drinking and ended up in the hospital and almost died from withdraw. I listened to this song when I was younger and never though much other than a catchy melody but now It's like R.k is speaking directly to me.

[@maxsrandomvideos-]

Songs like this that used to come on the radio in my small town is what turned me on to music

[@Ash.exactly1989]

My silence walking away or not, in the past never meant I hated myself, my voice and using it accordingly doesn't mean I hate myself now neither. It's different choices I make independently an individually, to silently walk away or use my voice an say something.