Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

[@adamtomlinson918]

2024 listeners represent

[@BrandonGilsenan]

I’m sorry for thinking this Singers “Reliant JK!” Should have thought about Adding that Letter to his Name….. JK 😅

[@hrk9209]

Saturday August 31st, 2024 10:55pm AKDT-8

[@hunterulrich6105]

Good song, Christian or not. Life. Life is something we cannot escape. The gift given is also a burden to bear.

[@natex4398]

Needed this thank you. !

[@joseph6852]

I agree. Well, I wouldn't call it a gift, but it's definitely a shot at life. It can be burdensome, but it can be beautiful, too.

[@thewoodpb]

2020 LISTENING?

[@ObscurityIsBest]

Yessir!

[@ユイガイガイ]

THE WOOD PB yes

[@awkwardspaghetti1416]

Yup XD

[@comradewarnke3917]

Letss gooooo

[@aaronjoseph9371]

Fff coursseeeeeee

[@arianagomez6635]

I haven’t heard or thought of this song in YEARS, but today the chorus randomly popped into my head and here I am like 10 years later singing along. I still remember the video too. This song is so good what the heck.

[@poptrop01]

Bro same

[@catiejunkins5276]

Someone mentioned FM Static in a comment on a Boys like Girls video, so I looked up a song, then got here. I’d forgotten about both of those bands, and still know all the lyrics to these songs.

[@darkguitarist3476]

@Josh Woods dude JCTV is awesome. However i cant find it on YT. Any idea where to look?

[@FelicianoCookie]

Same here!!! I had to look up how the lyrics started and once I saw them I remembered everything including the music video xD

[@1k-pax991]

😺✌🏻

[@timothylewis2527]

Used to suffer from depression when this song came out. One verse spoke to me: "I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside have finally begun to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. And I heard the reverberating footsteps syncing up to the beating of my heart and I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart and I can't let that happen again" Thanks for this.

[@sixstringblues06]

Hope you are in a little bit better of a place cause I totally relate completely.. We got this!

[@kingofamarillo0514]

I love ya man! Stay blessed fine sir🙏😇

[@kubolor1234]

this made me cry

[@michaelpritchett9856]

I really hope Reliant K gets some new band members since it’s just down to Matt Theissen and Matt Hoops now and hopefully they’ll make some new music soon.

[@cateatfood6634]

Oh my, I forgot this band after I lost my ipod all those years ago. Time to show my son some more goodies from my late teens and early adulthood.

[@okikuswanda746]

hello I'm from Indonesia, I bought a cassette album entitled Mmhmm on 27 December 2004 and the day after the Aceh tsunami occurred. and that day I lost my cellphone while in the masjid ... in this life we will definitely gain and lose what we love ..

[@natcchi]

sedih juga ya bro😔

[@okikuswanda746]

@@natcchi gpp bro udh takdir hehe .. yg penting masih hidup dan berbuat baik sama orang banyak

[@bill358]

Dude their style is so unique. I've never heard so many cadences, and rhythms, it's like 5 songs in one. Beautifully underrated.

[@braedonvangorkom3408]

Yeah, you hit the nail on the head. This album is so full of variety and amazing musicality!

[@casper8849]

You rarely see them anymore :')

[@DJNightcoreHD]

I know what you mean man. When I first listened to them when this album released. I was hooked on them till this very day.

[@RunstarHomer]

A billion percent. Relient K is like no other artist

[@blakefrazier3668]

Amen to that

[@Sandchelle333]

LYRICS ☺️!!! I watched the proverbial sunrise Coming up over the Pacific and You might think I'm losing my mind But I will shy away from the specifics 'Cause I don't want you to know where I am 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? Well I never should've crossed it Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been I talk to absolutely no one Couldn't keep to myself enough And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up and I heard the reverberating footsteps Syncing up to the beating of my heart And I was positive that unless I got myself together I would watch me fall apart And I can't let that happen again 'Cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been This is no place to try and live my life Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? I never should've crossed it Stop right there I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back Stop right there That's exactly where I lost it See that line? Well I never should've crossed it Stop right there Well I never should've said that It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back I'm sorry for the person I became I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me So sorry for the person I became So sorry that it took so long for me to change I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again 'Cause who I am hates who I've been Who I am hates who I've been

[@thisjourneycalledlife5957]

I’m in 2021 BLASTING THIS SONG SCREAMING MY HEART OUT!!!

[@marymoscoso9426]

Z z DE

[@benschlarb6860]

I'm only 20 but I specifically remember watching this video on some Christian music video channel on tv when it came out. Relient k is probably my favorite band to listen to

[@edgarmayorga8419]

TvU

[@valimnioka9378]

Jctv?

[@treizeheures]

the thing about songs i've listened to as teen...i never forget the lyrics compared to today. it's been years and i still know every word

[@jaybek7707]

Just came from The Pop Song Professor squad, where you folks at?

[@kitkatelife8014]

I used to love this song, haven't heard it in ages! I'm so glad Cliff brought it back up!

[@lillifeldeborn9591]

I've looked for that comment xD

[@BRAINROT91]

Looked for a comment regarding The Pop Song Professor. Grew up listening to this band.

[@MikhailYT]

What's up

[@rilijohnmichael]

Bruh, it was the dead of the night and this song just popped in my head randomly and idk why. Definitely brings back some memories.

[@atwistofskate]

I dealt with a drug past smoking weed constantly making excuses for money for it stole stuff for it I was a fiend I’m 6 years clean I shouldn’t crossed many lines I sorry for the person I became I’m never becoming that way again i hate who was i took the second chance and now I have three jobs and I’m in a relationship of close to almost one year this September

[@GoodNews-px2im]

Don't get complacent. Always remember that each day is a gift.

[@williamangel4370]

Complacency is and has always been my biggest fear.. I have a shirt "Complacency kills".. it's been a year since you commented hope life is good for yoy

[@GoodNews-px2im]

@@williamangel4370 Thank you. Life was pretty good a year ago, but I can honestly testify that I have experienced a lot of good in that time. I am doing well where I’m at, and excited for what lies ahead. I hope you are doing well too.

[@williamangel4370]

@@GoodNews-px2im Que Sera Sera, keeping that in mind and always pushing to do and get better keeps me going. Don't stress what you can't control.

[@thederp6505]

Relient K was my favorite Christian Rock band back in the day lol my first mp3 player had mostly Relient K albums xD

[@Giyga]

This video is what people born in 2006 imagine what 2004 was like. Source- I was born in 2006

[@l.ostsymphonies]

same

[@JersAltAccount]

2005 for me, and... yep. That's a pretty accurate analysis of my thoughts on the year 2004 🙃

[@recklessIsOurEra]

2024 still listening 🎶 37 now... this song been stuck in my head for a week now.

[@xgodsartistexx738]

Such a great album

[@vindicated30.6]

This song is still relevant. It took so long for me to realize that only the One who made me gets to say who I am. I've spent too long listening to the negative voices, both from others and myself, saying I'm unlovable and will never be enough. And even though I still struggle with that, at least now I know I am lovable and loved.

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Amen

[@rajonrondokiidds]

You are loved 🙏🏼 ❤️

[@kingofamarillo0514]

Always!❤️

[@lucassmith4826]

As someone who is still struggling, I am so happy for you. It took years for me to understand this song, and I still struggle with hating myself, but I'm trying every day. You're awesome.

[@jessicalandrey8421]

Pop Song Professor gang, where you at?

[@CP-pz9vw]

Here

[@livlujan1379]

Here

[@teddye7316]

Omg! I remember hearing this song on the radio years ago and I never heard this song ever again and now here I am 2023 loving this song all over again!

[@Noah71103]

I'm here in 2024 😢❤‍🩹

[@maudecortes3919]

I remember waiting for this video on Total Request Live, before I knew Relient K was a Christian band. I can dig it. This is easily my favorite Christian band.

[@juliett93]

2024 listening ♾️

[@petedogg8551]

Heard “Be My Escape” at the pet store yesterday. Couldn’t stop from singing out loud.

[@misslili410]

2021 Gang! :)

[@l.ostsymphonies]

i just heard this song today for the first time earlier today and it was good and i just found a music video for it

[@LummoxAHiredHoodlum]

2022? Let’s go

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Yeah!

[@guts1589]

Heard it 15 years ago. Now it’s 2023 and I’m still loving it

[@Laughingjack178]

Recently discovered them and my gawd 10/10

[@Hatqey]

Hits differently every year

[@renatalima6005]

2023🇧🇷

[@lamegrist]

october 2021. who's still here?

[@flowersinmyhair55]

I had their album when I was young and now looking back and listening I’m like damn I get it.

[@madonbarma2531]

Came here riding the NOSTALGIA TRAIN......... it seems like its not stopping anytime soon..... Hope to see other passengers riding this train with me..... 😉😊

[@Noah71103]

I'm sorry for the person I became🙂 I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change😇 I'm ready to be sure never become that way again ❤‍🩹 So sorry for the person I become, I promise I never become that way again,Please forgiveing what i've done.🤲🌏 #Thailand

[@pewdiepieyepthomi5174]

Love seeing all these recent comments ♥️ Keep it up!

[@Sceptre24]

Watching in 2021 and still wondering how they shot this so well, so long ago 🔥

[@gzuswalks1561]

stop flipping songs about me ... it sounds real good for that time especially

[@youshouldread]

I saw them in winter wonder jam maybe 12 years ago with Toby mac. This is one of the coolest videos.

[@ARMORXV]

This is one of my favorite music video concepts

[@blayruniverse4682]

WHO'S HERE IN 2021?

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Ayyyy

[@theguardian6464]

Sound of my generation of young christians in irreligious country attending Christian festivals 15 years ago...

[@rosariosiordia1106]

This song really got me through some of the toughest times of my life. I’m so grateful that I found this cd album at my local library, where I borrowed it from. I simply remember listening to it every single day. The entire album is just so great!! It changed my life.

[@carlosalbertogodino9639]

(Translate to Spanish) Vi el amanecer proverbial Subiendo por el Pacífico y Podrías pensar que estoy perdiendo la cabeza Pero me alejaré de los detalles Porque no quiero que sepas donde estoy Porque entonces verás mi corazón En el estado más triste que ha estado Este no es lugar para tratar de vivir mi vida Alto ahí Ahí es exactamente donde lo perdí. ¿Ves esa línea? Bueno, nunca debí haberlo cruzado. Alto ahí Bueno, nunca debí haber dicho eso. Es el mismo momento que Desearía poder recuperar Lo siento por la persona en la que me convertí Lamento que me tomó tanto tiempo cambiar Estoy listo para estar seguro de que nunca volveré a ser así Porque quien soy odia quien he sido Quien soy odia a quien he sido no hablo con absolutamente nadie No pude mantenerme lo suficiente Y las cosas embotelladas en el interior finalmente han comenzado Para crear tanta presión que pronto explotaré y Escuché los pasos reverberantes Sincronizándome con los latidos de mi corazón Y estaba seguro de que a menos que me recomponga Me vería desmoronarme Y no puedo dejar que eso vuelva a suceder Porque entonces verás mi corazón En el estado más triste que ha estado Este no es lugar para tratar de vivir mi vida Alto ahí Ahí es exactamente donde lo perdí. ¿Ves esa línea? Nunca debí haberlo cruzado Alto ahí Nunca debí haber dicho eso Es el mismo momento que Desearía poder recuperar Alto ahí Ahí es exactamente donde lo perdí. ¿Ves esa línea? Bueno, nunca debí haberlo cruzado. Alto ahí Bueno, nunca debí haber dicho eso. Es el mismo momento que Desearía poder recuperar Lo siento por la persona en la que me convertí Lamento que me tomó tanto tiempo cambiar Estoy listo para estar seguro de que nunca volveré a ser así Porque quien soy odia quien he sido Quien soy odia a quien he sido Quien soy odia a quien he sido Y quien soy tomará la segunda oportunidad que me diste Quien soy odia a quien he sido Porque quien he sido solo me hizo Lo siento por la persona en la que me convertí Siento haber tardado tanto en cambiar Estoy listo para estar seguro de que nunca volveré a ser así Porque quien soy odia quien he sido Quien soy odia a quien he sido

[@AngelRealSpaces]

2021 and still my favorite and favorite band!

[@brigspearman2171]

Well that’s my life I just don’t want people who change my life I don’t want people who control who I am as a person I don’t want people come come to me to say words against me

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

This song means so much more as a Christian. Love this music

[@itsjuslio]

ikr luv this band

[@Bobbbybags]

It means more to me as a Hindu

[@deentheking1057]

Who has a Time Machine yo 😢cause I feel like going back to 2005, when it first came on 📺 😅

[@shepardbrostv]

love this song still.

[@nikkijones4524]

This song speaks so much to me right now that I cried listening to it the other day.

[@ex-al5171]

2021 🤘

[@michaelkenny7652]

the pause at :053 seemed like an eternity

[@nathe-kun]

where my 2021 peeps at

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Ayyy

[@Limitless_Doom]

1:45 still way too relevant

[@E40kGeek_Tactical]

Brings me back to middle school haha such simple times. Miss this pop punk Reliant K. After this album they got pretty boring...1st 3 albums were great though!

[@realmocaccino]

Yep! Same opinion here. But Air for Free is close from what the band played at the early years.

[@VVBZ8820]

2021 Real Life

[@oluanrodrigues]

30 anos nas costas e essa música ainda faz muito sentido!!!

[@DiscoLivroFe]

Olá! Lancei um vídeo sobre Relient K e falo sobre um disco deles. Fica o convite. Talvez goste.

[@ekpiyalichai]

first bumped into this and Be My Escape on Yahoo music radio back in 2005 fell in love with RK 💗💗💗

[@Nessoiii]

2022 and we’re still bopping to this

[@happytoad3603]

This is a Christian song? I thought he was some glitter throwing emo who was confused but used a female so people didnt feel some type of way about him being gay?.. Sounds like i was way off.

[@andregarcia709]

nothing like this!!

[@TheVigilantStewards]

I never noticed when I was younger but the concept of this music video is really clever and creative to the message of the song

[@alb3303]

Absolutely

[@SamuelMartinez-lr7vz]

I remember hearing this when I was still who I was ... now who I am loves this song 🙏🏼

[@gregbautista9473]

Cc Sheffield is damn dead gorgeous!

[@sixstringblues06]

This is exactly how I feel about my life...

[@filmfreak7682]

God I was like 12 for this song.. now I’m 28 and I’m relating to it so much more

[@dx3294]

Surprised I've never heard this song before...I just put my dog down yesterday and this song randomly popped up in my feed. This will be our song miss you already Bison! 3/22/23

[@awmpuiathlacheu8258]

2023?

[@chelseateutle3563]

I always thought the model in this video was so pretty ….

[@mmartinez844]

2021 listening this song?

[@cuseekeens6656]

2022

[@imythwesak3405]

2022 still listening this song never forgotten 😄😄😄

[@kubolor1234]

Listening in Ghana in 2024...grew up on this in the 2000s in Ghana.

[@xgodsartistexx738]

Ivory coast here.

[@dillondewitt3952]

Are you Ghana keep listening to this or are you Ghana change your taste? I’m Ghana go now. Hope all is well.

[@brownskinbabe786]

2021 will always ALWAYS LOVE THIS SONG

[@Calidyy]

Se siente mucho al escucharla ..🎧😔😔😔 no pude salvarlo

[@MichaelRichardson0]

One of my favorite bands...

[@jess_ariana]

Have not listened to this is song in years. Randomly thought of the song and was like “I don’t think I’ve ever seen the video”. 5 seconds in I realized I had and memories started flushing back.

[@susanletteringstudio]

Happy 18 year song anniversary! [2004]

[@Gusbusbus]

I've been listening to RK for years and never knew about this music video

[@ramph273]

2022, April 15. Anyone?

[@ruz6135]

How does this have so little likes? This is my teen jam.

[@gzuswalks1561]

who i am is who ive been

[@punisherlbc]

2022 still banging this

[@justrandom5971]

here from the pop song professor 👌

[@kayaamiba9326]

I Still Loving This Song ❤❤

[@ConhecendoJogos]

2022 ?

[@DiscoLivroFe]

Olá! Lancei um vídeo sobre Relient K e falo sobre um disco deles. Fica o convite. Talvez goste.

[@timothylewis2527]

Not even a million views!? What witchcraft is this!!

[@ChrisWilliam08]

I was making pancakes this morning and this song popped into my head.

[@whyequalswhat]

"hey guyz I'm currently listening to this song in current year woo! I'm singing it loud wooo" - Dorks.

[@a.r.t.makesbeats777]

2023 still listening 🎧🎶💗

[@whoopwhoop5136]

I remember this song in the 8th grade god I'm old lol for ever emo🤘🤘

[@steveanacorteswa3979]

I can't believe how many songs Matt assisted with and Katy Perry, lucky guy, before she um switched teams and turned in her Jersey

[@thesalamanderking3475]

Matt does a lot with Owl City as well. Him and Adam are practically bffs lol.

[@susanletteringstudio]

2022 and still jamming out to this.

[@buddystiles8454]

This song was on my paper jamz

[@granttimrie3616]

That yellow life mattered

[@lillychambers-go4qz]

2021 🤍

[@yucatansuckaman5726]

Ayyy

[@tylerdavies6263]

It is 2023 my dudes