Remembering Jaquie💔

[@connieleslie9076]

My heart is hurting horribly for Judd, Harlow and the rest of her family and friends. And I’m so sorry for your loss of her, too. #keepmovingforward 🙌

[@steffcaulton1]

I have been following Jaquie over 2 years, watching her almost daily. I never met her, but I still find myself struggling to process and cope with this tragedy. I feel like I lost a friend. She taught me so much and brought almost daily joy and knowledge to me and my family. Thanks for making this video, hugs.

[@mfeathers109]

Jaquie was a blessing to all of us that are chronically ill. Like everyone else, I’m still struggling with her passing. Jaquie was a bright light even on her worst days. Her heart was pure. Not only was she advocating for herself, but she gave those of us that are chronically ill and feeling defeated the strength to continue to move forward and advocate for ourselves. Her memory will live on through the chronically ill community. RIP Jaquie...you are missed.

[@ConnieM777]

She was an inspiration. She helped me tremendously to understand my illness and inspired me to go on.

[@HeyJudie]

I also found Chronically Jaquie soon after being diagnosed with hEDS. I was looking up how to clean and keep house with chronic pain. I was so clueless and more than anything I needed to know I wasn't alone. I learned a lot from her. Thanks for the video, and big air hugs from over here. All your feelings are valid

[@_epic_dyslexic_]

Stay strong, hun. I found Jaq and when you even when I was just diagnosed too and I have POTS and GP. I have a tube and we are losing alot of people in the GP community lately. It has been tough. Sending you lots of love and good ju ju and pink in honor of Jaquie 💗

[@chronicallyhopeful5407]

Her loss has been so devastating. I have POTS, GP, Mast Cell, and eds. Sending hugs and spoons

[@_epic_dyslexic_]

@@chronicallyhopeful5407 It has. I'm 26 and have had severe GP for awhile now and it is so horrible to see such young people losing their lives to it. We just lost another young beautiful soul after only 3 years with GP. She was only 23. Stay strong, hun. Sending love ❤💚

[@chronicallyhopeful5407]

So crazy. Gp is an awful thing! I have seen too many pass from it

[@honeybeevampire1343]

I have been watching on the tributes because I still don’t want to believe that we will never see her smile.. never see her walk into her new home with Judd and Harlow .. I haven’t been able to cry because I have felt so completely broken and so so angry that this beautiful person was taken from the world and her family entirely too soon.. your video brought on the tears.. I feel your pain and your anger.. I believe they are very similar to mine.. we may have lost someone we considered a beautiful friend but we will always have her words.. with that said “keep moving forward on your adventure” NEVER give up .. on darker days or days you feel like you just can’t do it.. do it for Jaq.. I will never entire a Disney Park again without seeing her smile .. she had so much light and so much life .. I am sending you prayers of love and strength because out of all the tribute videos o have watch so far yours is one of the few that I felt Genuinely connected to.. please please remember to smile .. let’s get all the tears out because you are right Jaq wasn’t done.. she would not want us crying she would want us to continue educating .. xoxo

[@lkarrow]

Same, you put it perfectly

[@rmjames83]

Jaquie was such an incredible inspiration to us all with chronic illness. It’s absolutely tragic, but the only thing that is giving me comfort right now, is that she is now free of all the burdens of her multiple chronic illnesses. I hope forever, that her videos are available here for eternity, for us to refer back to-and for the chronic illness suffers of the future. Jaquie bore the brunt of lots of hate and criticism-which was never, ever necessary, but she kept moving forward thru all this. We all have enough to deal with being chronically unwell-we need to build each other up, not tear each other down. As another legacy to Jaquie, I’m calling on everyone in our community to report hate/horrible/unfairly critical comments (don’t interact, just report-because it’s the attention they want)-not just on this platform, but any social media platform. Hate doesn’t belong in our community. I can’t begin to imagine what it’s like for Judd, Hippo, family, and close friends right now-but Im really worried about Jaq & Judd just signing on their first home-I have no idea where Jaq’s untimely death leaves him, as far as the house is concerned.

[@ariesambully5620]

I have seen some horrid things written about her, and it just isn't fair. It makes me so angry my body shakes that there are some people out there that can be so hateful. And I, too, just can't help but think about all that Judd is dealing with, with a new house that must feel so empty and have these feelings attached to it. And taking care of Hippo, everyone who interacts with Harlow and cares for her now, will see Jaq in her face and soul. I know all too well how a sudden death can affect you, and Jaq helped me through that when I dealt with it. I hope one day soon I can watch her videos again and smile, instead of cry. And I hope her family takes the time to grieve right, and that they begin to heal together.

[@dawnwheatcroft6964]

Thank you ! It’s hard ...she was a friend we could visit everyday and we knew we could count on her for inspiring words and a that push to keep moving forward. I miss her so much... still can’t type without tears. Forever in our hearts. 🐾💔👣

[@AncloteLeviathan]

Thanks for making this

[@jlee5649]

Thank you for this post. I never met her either but watched and loved her videos. Felt like i knew her and her family just from youtube. And it hurt when i found out she passed. As if we were actually close friends

[@Dreamer5211]

Hi Diz , thank you for your kind and loving thoughts in the sad light of the loss of Jaquie . I too followed her and Harlow , you will find your Judd , have faith , a kind and loving soul shall not be left without love . Stay strong , God Bless , Gary 

[@reanna1441]

We are all with you she was a special girl........😪😭

[@janetjardenil4998]

You will be okay praying for you! I followed her also and I was shoock I can't hold my tears. Well God has purpose in her. Be brave keep us posted on your health!

[@yamrector2]

I feel exactly like you...so deeply sad, angry, confused...I still can't believe she is gone. I miss her so much, I keep looking at her videos everyday, trying to deal with the loss...take care!

[@juliageary4944]

I also found her shortly after I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression even though I don't have any physical disabilities that will take my life I do have disabilities that are considered chronic and it just hurts my heart my heart hurts because I loved watching her videos I hope Judd and Harlow or okay and I hope and I pray that her family is me comforted by the fact that we all surrounding

[@misssarah7195]

About 18 months ago I had a life changing injury and now I live with chronic pain and limits. I watched Jaquie before the injury however after her videos had new meaning. You express perfectly what I gained from watching Jaquie's videos. There will be hard times and days yet these don't have to diminish my joy or ability to have fun. I will miss getting a notification of a new video and seeing Jaquie, Judd, and Harlow. I will treasure the videos we have. Fly high sweet Jaquie. My thoughts and prayers are with Judd, Harlow, and all the rest of Jaquie's family and friends.

[@imanolgalvan789]

Jaquie was an inspiration, and hope to millions not just those that have or will have or even those that aren't sick because she gave hope to those that have loss it. RIP #Keepmovingfoward #chronicallyJaquie #thefightisdonebutweindure

[@bamiyan1978]

Thank you Sharing thoughts always be resilience In memory of a Beautiful Angel Chronically Jaquie Beckwith The world is a little less brighter without you Rest in peace Heaven Angel ,No more Hurt

[@joanrosseel5111]

One great thing about Jacquie was her faith. I don’t think she would rather be here. Now she is free of pain, free of suffering and free of life’s limitations! She can run again, and help others in ways she couldn’t here on earth. I feel your pain and am so sorry for your loss. It’s like a gut punch! We can all live better lives as a tribute to Jacquie. I think Judd saw what she was inside and one day someone will see that in you, too! Let’s move forward for Jacquie! 🙌

[@wt0416]

Keep moving fwd, dont give up. We should follow her footsteps on how strong she was. I still cry every day just thinkng about her whole family.

[@sonjamomberger556]

Well said

[@chronicallyhopeful5407]

Thank you so very much for sharing. Her death has been so extremely hard. I have four of her illnesses. Yes! Her relationship with Judd was inspirational and amazing.

[@ebonylowe6171]

my heart is so broken that I can't even go watch old videos of her. breaks my heart

[@juliadillaman3632]

I feel your pain! I started watching the episode where Hippo brought her ranch instead of water, soooo cute! I have a golden also , but I became very interested in her, the way she described her illnesses was so professional. My husband and I like the same shows they like. I came to feel like she was family! It hurts, I miss her! I also loved how she trained Harlow. My heart breaks soooo badly for Judd! We all knew she was ill, but she always pulled threw. I pray that in the future she will send someone for Judd, he's young, he deserves to have someone in his life that loves him like Jackie did. He will always love her but I pray that his heart will heal and he can live life again!

[@sherimelhim2247]

It seems god takes the good ones I am glad she is at piece she had a lot to deal with but was always a trooper may she Rest In Peace god be with with Judd and her other family members Paul and Janice she gave you strength in your darkest day so keep going in her honor

[@jazherahmacmornna8670]

Only just found out. So very sad for her friends, family, Judd and Harlow.

[@daviahumphrey3249]

Thank you sharing your thoughts on this too early loss of a wonderful Lady . 🙏💜

[@MzClementine]

I followed Jacquie since the beginning of her channel. It’s been about 3 years I believe. I was beside myself a few days ago, when I heard the news. Because of her I had the courage to advocate for myself as well. I have HEDS VEDS POTS and Gastroparesis. Finally names for my 40 years of troubles. I’m 43 now. It was the week of my birthday I got in my news. I just loved her attitude and attention to detail. We all have our down days as she would too. But she did things with such poise and care. Watching back over her videos. A month before all this came to a head she was exercising. This is the point where I think things started to go south internally from her feeding tube. I’ve had stents work their way through our out my body and cause more harm. Going into the hospital with the symptoms she had they had no clue as to the problems of her intestines. Everything seemed like it was an infection and that she was just going through the battles she had battled before. I’m still crying. I’m still not okay with her death either. She was an amazing woman! My heart breaks for Judd Harlow and all her beloved family and friends. I met my husband in Florida and my son was born there. I’d hope to meet her one day and give her a hug and thank for her strength and guidance. I hope Judd is okay. I don’t know what I’d do in that situation but to break down for a few weeks. And just cry. May her spirit live through each of us... For she was wiser than her years number. Soft hugs love. I’m sorry for the loss she was to you. As I too have a hole in my heart from her loss. Love and light to you and yours. Keep moving forward 💜

[@barbaraknight4098]

I am sorry for your loss. Please take care of yourself. God Bless you.

[@bamiyan1978]

Thank you for Sharing your thoughts

[@bettyb8739]

I can't believe it!!

[@sonjamomberger556]

I agree her last video signing for house

[@babslocklear430cv]

Ty😇😇😇😇😇😇

[@valleygirlgg]

The saddest part of Jaq's death is it wasn't caused by any of her illnesses. It was caused by a troublesome feeding tube. She was so young and like you said just got her first house with Judd. I couldn't believe it when she died. This is a nice video.

[@donnag.3611]

This is horrible! I believe it was definitely mistakes made at the hospital!

[@sonjamomberger556]

I agree

[@susanlevine779]

I am so heartbroken and angered as well because, like you, I feel like the doctors were negligent. She was in the hospital and more diagnostic testing could have been done. Her pain became unmanageable and that should have been a clue that something was awry. An ischemic bowel could have been treated if caught early or could have even been prevented. So much sadness. I loved Jaquie.

[@melaniemcaulay9748]

@@susanlevine779 and if her bowel was the culprit for the pain then these pain meds certainly didn't help as they can be constipating

[@katedaniel654]

@@melaniemcaulay9748 i read somewhere that her feeding tube got tangled and the blood in her stomach stop and can't get through small intestines. I hope it helps. (English is not my first language.)

[@melaniemcaulay9748]

@@katedaniel654 her bowel herniated and caused her feeding tube to wrap around it which cut off the blood supply

[@sonjamomberger556]

So mature

[@sonjamomberger556]

She was a old soul

[@TuggerAbbey]

She touched so many lives, she really put herself out there and showed the ins and outs of chronic illness, service dog training and she was full of life. We are all grieving in the chronic illness and service dog communities. I worry for Judd and Harlow and Janice and the rest of her family and friends. Hugs. Keep Moving Forward....it what she would have wanted.

[@emreva1357]

I definitely try my best to keep moving forward, I haven't gotten a diagnosis for my panic attacks and anxiety yet. I was however diagnosed with HMS(Hypermobility Syndrome) this past February

[@sqd313]

😭😭

[@marinakiell1069]

You mean 2017, not 2018. Jaquie and Judd had married on 6/12/17

[@ancientsgate]

Death of a loved one is always hardest for those left behind. As a person of faith, Jacqui knew that her leaving this world for the next truly was "moving forward". And while it seems to us that she died too young, in the universe's infallible timing, she died at the perfect time for her. Who knows what plans her God had for her with him? My faith gives me hope that Jacqui is in a better place now, one without pain and fear. We will all meet again someday, and I cling to that hope, too. RIP dear Jacqui.

[@katymorgandiquattro7373]

Sorry to say, it was malpractice.

[@melaniemcaulay9748]

i believe this whole heartedly too

[@guardiansanimalrescuestate7289]

Married to a doctor and he said the same thing. Unless there was something we didn't know. The whole thing just makes no sense.

[@decadentnight]

Wow really?

[@katymorgandiquattro7373]

@@decadentnight I have gone back and wached her progression, she haad her bowels surgiclly empied because she couldn't go at all. Then she was feejing better, but they never looked as to why she had the blockage in the first place. Movong foeward che continued to have serious swelling of her abdominal area and severe pain they always seemingly over looked this whole thing. An MRI would have been able to show the problem with her heeding tubr basicly tying her intestines in a knot, ans they started dying with small ruptures, causing her to become septic and by the time they had itv figured oit it was too late. Drs. Really need to listen to their patients more, and realy lid ten to their croniclly ill ones first.

[@sonjamomberger556]

She was getting better.

[@sonjamomberger556]

Why didnt they catch it sooner.

[@cottoncandyfriends8933]

Jacquie & I I definetely had our issues.. I disagreed with somee Things...but I never wished her any harm. I prayed hard for me. I was never a hater. Wanted Jacquie as my friend...I comment, but she wouldn,t reply to.my posts. That hurt. That was straightnup rejectipn.. But U sure vecer wished any harm on her. I am so sorry fit yall's loss. Guess I just felt I lost Jacquie a llonh time ago. God bless you, Jacquie. Take care Judd and poor baby Harlow!! Jessie

[@darlarohde1010]

June Spencer please don’t feel hurt with her not responding to you... she had over 100,000 subscribers and if you look at all the people that left messages she only responded to less than half! She tried her best but she definitely was busy being ill, living life (training her dog Harlow, being a wife, going on trips, Disney, Fr appt., Hospital stays, going to church etc) ,and all the while videoing for all of US!! We are all struggling with her loss. Hang in there and please do not take it personally that’s just life. Stay well and “keep moving forward” 💗

[@estherfisher8325]

When did she pass i just saw this

[@DizzyDazeofLynnea]

From what I understand, she passed on April 29th.

[@emreva1357]

@@estherfisher8325 April 29 at 12:50am